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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying
00:00:35to save you you're the reason he died he played out on the street because of you the worst part
00:00:40is you didn't even show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you
00:00:47alex was your best friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this
00:00:51to him
00:00:51don't you even feel a shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me bitch
00:01:01nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway you selfish skink i'm gonna put you in your place
00:01:07for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks
00:01:38too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen brooks's
00:01:58death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the guy's
00:02:53a fireman right not a cop plus he went in there with no weapon he was basically asking to get
00:02:57stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:10deserved
00:03:11fuck you
00:03:25alex stop
00:03:27alex stop
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to then just
00:03:37take it out on me take it out on me take it out on you fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex we'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:07amazing
00:04:11looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by
00:04:16pretending to be little miss er
00:04:22No!
00:04:25If you needed them right, then lick them off.
00:04:33Is that the brand new phone?
00:04:34Who gave you the money for that?
00:04:36Was it the murderers who bribed you to stay silent?
00:04:39My mom gave it to me.
00:04:40Oh! Oh! Touchy match! Why are we so nervous?
00:04:44Is it because you have incriminating evidence on here?
00:04:46All the videos I made for Alex are on there. I can't let them see those.
00:04:50Hi, Alex. I just wanted to say that I love you.
00:04:56I might not ever get a chance to tell you in person, so...
00:05:00Give it to...
00:05:01Hold her! Hold her! Hold her!
00:05:05Let's use Face ID to unlock it.
00:05:07I want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this bitch is hiding.
00:05:11Smile, sweetheart.
00:05:19Hi, Alex. I just wanted to say that...
00:05:25What are you doing?
00:05:27Alex, help.
00:05:33Alex, help.
00:05:36We were just trying to get back at her for you, bro.
00:05:38Practice starts in five minutes.
00:05:40Get your asses through the pool.
00:05:42Right.
00:05:44Swim practice.
00:05:45I almost thought he was here to save me.
00:05:48You idiots want to get kicked off varsity?
00:05:50Go!
00:05:55Alex!
00:05:56Can I join you for your swim practice?
00:05:58I can be your personal cheerleader.
00:06:05Coming to the swim meet tomorrow?
00:06:07We've already got an army of fangirls going.
00:06:10It doesn't matter if I go.
00:06:12You really don't know?
00:06:14You know what?
00:06:16I don't care about those other girls.
00:06:18I only want you cheering me on.
00:06:26I don't know.
00:06:26Yeah, sure.
00:06:36Alex, you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me.
00:06:42I'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again.
00:06:46Your court's decision isn't going to change.
00:06:48I'm not going to give up.
00:06:50Not until the murderers who killed Alex's father are brought to justice.
00:06:56That's the judge.
00:06:59Jeez.
00:07:03Ms. Spencer, the case is closed and I'm not reopening it.
00:07:08It's over.
00:07:10I'll testify.
00:07:10Please reopen the case.
00:07:20Hey, Alex.
00:07:22So today I went to go see Judge Roberts.
00:07:25I tried to get him to reopen the case.
00:07:27But he said no.
00:07:30I'm not going to give up though.
00:07:32I promised you.
00:07:35And I'm going to keep my word.
00:07:39Hey, love bug.
00:07:41How was school?
00:07:43Oh my.
00:07:45What happened?
00:07:46Is someone bullying you at school?
00:07:48Well, I just fell.
00:07:50How?
00:07:51Everyone at school loves me.
00:07:52Listen, I have great news.
00:07:54The lawyer finally called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the Brooks case.
00:07:59We're finally going to take those killers to justice.
00:08:03That's creepy.
00:08:05I know, honey.
00:08:07Just unexpectedly, Judge Roberts just changed his mind.
00:08:10You should tell Alex the good news.
00:08:14No, not yet.
00:08:15I don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out.
00:08:17I know this is important to you, but don't forget to take care of your own health.
00:08:21No, don't worry about me.
00:08:23All right.
00:08:24I want to get justice for Alex's dad.
00:08:27When did my little girl grow up so fast?
00:08:29All right.
00:08:30Go get him, tiger.
00:08:32But no, I love you to the moon and back.
00:08:36I love you too, Mom.
00:08:38You know, some people, they say they have the best mom.
00:08:41But I really do have the best mom.
00:08:50Mrs. Spencer, your daughter only has a month left.
00:08:56I'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days.
00:09:07I wish Alex was here.
00:09:28Whoa.
00:09:29Why did he get so ripped?
00:09:31Don't pretend.
00:09:33I saw you checking me out.
00:09:35Ew.
00:09:35Drew.
00:09:36No.
00:09:37No, I was just spacing out.
00:09:38Oh, really?
00:09:39Mm-hmm.
00:09:40You're telling me that this doesn't make you drool?
00:09:42You could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me.
00:09:46Yeah?
00:09:47Then let's put that to the test.
00:09:49Do it.
00:09:50I dare you.
00:09:51Okay.
00:10:17Oh, God.
00:10:18Oh, God.
00:10:18Oh, God.
00:10:18I didn't see anything.
00:10:19Mom.
00:10:20I swear.
00:10:37Hey, Alex.
00:10:39I've got notes from chemistry.
00:10:40You missed it because of practice.
00:10:42Um, you know, you've got to study up if we're going to the same college.
00:10:53What are you?
00:10:59Why would I want to go to the same college as you?
00:11:05показats?
00:11:06So, I made up my mind.
00:11:08I'm going to go to Princeton for undergrad.
00:11:11And then Columbia for med school.
00:11:13And once I graduate, I'm going to join Doctors Without Borders.
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is
00:11:31in a mental
00:11:32hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did
00:11:38it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that
00:11:47sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough and sorry's gonna bring my dad back
00:11:54and sorry's gonna help my mom now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies
00:12:00no remember this i will never forgive you not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick you practically killed his father
00:12:25now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here
00:12:35why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spots reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side beautiful great congratulations
00:13:32great cheese awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like
00:13:41like this big that's like wedding picture big for a funeral actually my funeral all right a funeral
00:13:54why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new line
00:14:03already let's race whoever gets to the top first wins this yummy candy i can't my mommy
00:14:12does my heart to me if i run i'll die
00:14:18anyway i will never ever race you again isabel please don't die when i grow up i'll make this magic
00:14:26potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:14:37go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in
00:14:47and graduation is just around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for
00:14:54senioritis let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in um yo wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in
00:15:15pre-med oh you
00:15:17want to be a doctor how come uh i'm going to become a doctor i'm gonna fix your arm i
00:15:27won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at
00:15:44the same
00:15:44hospital together ooh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:37hey
00:16:38can i take a break from school yes of course i think your teachers will understand this is great
00:16:46now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go to school maybe alex can
00:16:52graduate in
00:16:57i get to school maybe a little bit of a piece
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i wanted to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:31why do you care i thought you didn't want to see me
00:17:34just answer me are you dropping out or not do you like to stay out of your sight
00:17:38there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me
00:17:45isabel if you drop out you are throwing your college dreams out the window
00:17:50you think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death it's not that damn simple
00:17:56isabel it's time to take your medication wait isabel are you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people
00:18:21don't normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to
00:18:27justice
00:18:29isabel
00:18:34are you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:56i was just trying to look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel are you really dropping out
00:19:15of school why lay around the hospital and everyone knows you're not actually dying
00:19:20playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she actually
00:19:28sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying as if
00:19:35pain and asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts
00:19:46don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:58your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer
00:20:03was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:06he said he lost his life help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:42see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:02i'm sorry i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today
00:22:09she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is
00:22:34the
00:22:34last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:02i don't think we should see each other again
00:23:35I feel good.
00:23:39Mom, what day is it?
00:23:41June 9th. Why?
00:23:44You have a date to the dance?
00:23:47No.
00:23:48What?
00:23:49Hey, what if we just went together?
00:23:52Is that like a formal invite?
00:23:55I mean, if it was, what would your answer be?
00:24:01Yes.
00:24:03Cool. I'll see you at the day of the dance then.
00:24:07Cool.
00:24:15Today's a crowd dance. I have to go.
00:24:18Oh, is the bell your heart?
00:24:20Mom, please.
00:24:22This might be the only dance I ever get to go to.
00:24:27I know I can't actually dance, but maybe, maybe I can watch?
00:24:32Fine. I'm not going to stop you from seeing Alex.
00:24:35But take it easy, all right?
00:24:37We've had enough close calls at the ER.
00:24:40Thank you, Mom. I love you.
00:24:43I love you.
00:24:54Are you seriously still struggling with this?
00:24:56It's so easy.
00:24:58Maybe I just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life.
00:25:03You dummy.
00:25:13What happened to Isabel?
00:25:15I haven't seen her in a week.
00:25:22What is it, really?
00:25:35Alex?
00:25:37Whoa.
00:25:49Have a nice life, Alex.
00:25:52Now you can say goodbye to me forever.
00:25:54Just like you wanted.
00:26:13Come on.
00:26:14Dance it this way.
00:26:19Izzy.
00:26:20Izzy.
00:26:20Oh, my God.
00:26:22Hey, Mom.
00:26:22I'm going to take you to the hospital.
00:26:25Izzy.
00:26:26Izzy.
00:26:41No!
00:26:55Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that!
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, thanks.
00:27:21Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex!
00:27:31Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:45Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No, no, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's my Isabel, that's my Isabel.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:20This can't be real.
00:28:41It's my Isabel.
00:28:42Is this your first young lady?
00:28:43No, it's not her.
00:28:51please spencer please just pick up
00:28:58excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:29:04she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes the kind you never forget
00:29:14alex looking for me
00:29:19wait what isabel
00:29:24what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die are you okay
00:29:31my mom she's so over dramatic i just had a minor surgery completely fine
00:29:37do you think this is funny or something what jesus christ is about what you you had your mom
00:29:44fabricate some fake sob story about your death what's next huh you're gonna invite me to your
00:29:50fake fucking funeral this is not what happened no no don't call me again not even on your deathbed
00:29:56because i don't care anymore not one fucking bit
00:30:17isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:30:23is that alex baby i'm sorry i called him i just thought it was important for you guys to have
00:30:30closure it's okay mom it doesn't matter can we go home i really don't want to die
00:30:51hey alex five days till graduation um you said some pretty purple things to me yesterday but
00:30:59i know you didn't mean them
00:31:04sometimes i just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:10but i want you to be happy
00:31:14and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:23do you remember this you left it here it means a lot to me
00:31:51wait isabel you you sure you want this
00:31:55one hundred percent i don't want to die a virgin yeah but why me
00:32:04because you're my best friend
00:32:07the only one who'd agree to do this
00:32:10the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a request
00:32:13yeah great okay then um how do you want to get started
00:32:22you tell me i'm the virgin here
00:32:25well uh actually you're not the only virgin here
00:32:30what about the cheerleader last summer that was just a rumor is he i'm not the hookup kind of guy
00:32:39actually i've been waiting
00:32:47i've been waiting for you is he i wanted you to be my first
00:32:54uh nothing i'm ready if you are
00:33:25i'm ready
00:33:32that was my first kiss
00:33:34mine too
00:33:52oh my god am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:34:01what the hell are you kids doing homework
00:34:08this is the last thing you gave me
00:34:14so now it is time to give it back
00:34:31alex anyone home
00:34:52so he got into princeton too
00:34:58since we were five alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:04playing games
00:35:06building blanket forts
00:35:08all kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:11but i never come in here anymore
00:35:14not since alex's dad died
00:35:25my eyes are up here
00:35:28yeah sorry
00:35:30just uh people at school said you have three nipples
00:35:35and i was just curious
00:35:37you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:35:40you could have just asked me
00:35:42yeah
00:35:43sorry you're right
00:35:46definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:35:50you know what
00:35:52you know what
00:35:52it's to prove the gossip wrong
00:35:54i'll show you
00:35:56what
00:35:57what
00:36:04so how many do i have
00:36:07two two
00:36:10perfect one
00:36:19this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:36:26goodbye alex
00:36:34oh my god alex
00:36:36you're finally showing me your room
00:36:38will i be the first girl who's doing it
00:36:48well
00:36:49i never thought i'd set foot inside the room of the alex brooks
00:36:56sorry it's late i think you should leave
00:36:58oh
00:36:59don't be such a killjoy alex
00:37:01i have a surprise for you
00:37:10uh
00:37:13yes so i i should definitely leave
00:37:17you sure you want me to leave you said your parents are out
00:37:20which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:37:27i can do anything that you want alex
00:37:30i'm yours
00:37:36see i'm already wet for you
00:37:46yes
00:37:47oh that's it
00:37:49oh that's it baby
00:37:51all right alex do you want me yes is he wants you did alex just say my name
00:38:01what did you say did you just call me is he
00:38:07oh
00:38:22isabel what are you doing in my closet
00:38:30alex i'm
00:38:32i'm so sorry i didn't know you'd be back
00:38:34what the fuck isabel what are you doing here
00:38:36what else she's being a creepy stalker as usual
00:38:41seriously isabel hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us
00:38:44fucking alex no that's not what i was doing i just
00:38:47it's just i'm just gonna return something to you it's yours
00:38:53what the hell is that
00:38:56a raggedy old t-shirt
00:39:00alex is this yours
00:39:10you sure you want this
00:39:12100
00:39:17what you think you can win alex back with a dirty old t-shirt
00:39:20no that's not what alex do you even want this
00:39:35why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:39:37means nothing to me
00:39:42hear that get the fuck out alex doesn't want you here
00:39:50she's right you should leave
00:39:59don't let that loser ruin the mood i know that you only said her name because you hate her so
00:40:04much
00:40:06i can help you forget all about her
00:40:09so we stop i'm not in the mood oh wait we can try something else then you'll love it
00:40:17so we i'm serious stop stop resisting it's gonna feel amazing i promise
00:40:25i said no leave me the fuck alone
00:40:29what the fuck is wrong with you alex you're sick in the head just like that psycho freak isabel
00:40:34i fucking hate you asshole
00:40:42damn it isabel how do you make everything so fucking difficult
00:41:01where is it should be right here looking for this
00:41:13i mean don't think it means something whatever i just don't want another creep like you getting
00:41:20their hands on it
00:41:36good morning sunshine i made pancakes
00:41:42hey mom i'm going to the care home to visit alex's mom
00:41:47don't worry i'll be back soon
00:41:50miss brooks sorry it took me so long to visit i know that it's because of me that you're like
00:41:57this
00:41:58if it wasn't for me then you and mr brooks would still be together happily in love like before
00:42:09i have missed you my love i have been thinking about you all day even when training your new recruits
00:42:16even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:23gross
00:42:24son one of these days you're gonna fall in love and then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:31if i could turn back time i'd make it so that he never saved me that many
00:42:35don't don't cry my dear you ruin your pretty face okay i'll stop
00:42:41good news alex got into princeton and what about you my dear i'm not going anywhere ever
00:42:50i'll probably die here be buried here for all eternity what are you talking about
00:43:01i was just visiting your mom i didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04what are you saying okay you know she's on one you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09alex is torturing me not enough you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:16hey don't speak to a lady like that are those for me yes mom they're uh yellow roses
00:43:25your favorite you remember how dad used to always bring you those
00:43:35steven steven you're back
00:43:38oh i missed you so much you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46isabel
00:43:52i've been thinking about it about the parents and about us
00:43:58i think i figured it out i don't hate you anymore really but what happens it can't be undone
00:44:08we can't go back to how things were
00:44:20so after graduation i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:25and we're going to forget everything in it including you you see
00:44:36this is goodbye alex forever goodbye my izzy
00:44:54steven let's go
00:45:11i heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital it's not
00:45:18just brilliant it's ridiculously hot
00:45:25hello everybody welcome to the presbyterian hospital for the next three months i will be your attending
00:45:31physician
00:45:34all right so that's all from me there are no further questions you're free to go
00:45:42actually i did have a question are you after work
00:45:48shelly right yeah i'm sorry i'm busy and this is a hospital please adhere to the dress codes thank you
00:46:01dude that was harsh would it really kill you to cut them some slack i've known you since college
00:46:06i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl yeah hey but chicks aren't your thing
00:46:12man i'm not the one to judge
00:46:13fuck off man mind your own business for once
00:46:20yo alex how you been man our 10-year high school reunion's coming up soon you going
00:46:27i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town and we are going to forget everything in it including you
00:46:33you see isabel are you gonna be there
00:46:47yo alex you made it man hey man
00:46:52oh look who's here everyone the legend of evergreen high the captain of the swim team alex brooks
00:47:02i envy you you disappeared for 10 years and everybody still loves you was everyone invited
00:47:07yeah i'm pretty sure everyone's coming oh except for zoe she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:14uh i guess you probably don't care about that why were you expecting to see
00:47:21no one isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways after all the terrible things i said
00:47:28i can't blame her oh
00:47:32i wonder who you're waiting for your little uh childhood sweetheart isabel
00:47:37what do they call her little miss uh little miss emergency room and don't call her that
00:47:44dude come on man don't be so hurt your little is he's dead nothing but a rotting pile of bones
00:47:52in
00:47:52a graveyard what the fuck did you just whoa whoa hey whoa whoa hey man you were drunk back off
00:47:58i ain't drunk i've never been more sober in my life remember that one time by the swimming pool when
00:48:05we
00:48:05roasted her super hard hey man get your together no no no let him finish
00:48:11attention everyone it's show and tell time and boy oh boy do i have something juicy to share with
00:48:17you all see this it's someone's precious little bucket list things i want to do before i die number
00:48:24one travel to paris number two set off fireworks on the beach no no no no no that's my bucket
00:48:29list
00:48:29number three go to prom with alex number four lose my virginity to alex
00:48:37everybody shut up alex i bro she wants you to pop her cherry go home and take her to pound
00:48:44town
00:48:49how embarrassing it only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59see that alex hates you and now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be
00:49:06you're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain
00:49:12well then i guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head
00:49:16how about we're in the pool no i can't swim
00:49:27alex help me god what did i do i could have saved her
00:49:34man that was fun i think she got sick for like a month after that and her health just got
00:49:40worse
00:49:41and worse before long she was dead dunzo
00:49:49you asshole how could you do that she has a heart condition
00:49:54you piece of fucking shit
00:49:59fuck man you don't act like you want a part of this can you just stood there and let it
00:50:04all happen
00:50:04why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt means nothing to me
00:50:22too bad you didn't just die
00:50:26you just stood there and let it all happen
00:50:32you know looking back on it now i think we really did go too far with isabel
00:50:37i just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry you said you invited everybody
00:50:43where is izzy dude do you really not know not know what alex isabel died 10 years ago right after
00:50:59graduation
00:51:00now you're messing with me man i mean there's no way she could be dead i'm not messing with you
00:51:06all right my uncle works for the county clerk's office he held mrs spencer register her death
00:51:12i don't believe it no has to be a different isabel spencer my izzy is not dead
00:51:44the number you have dialed is not in service
00:51:50the number you have dialed is not in service the number you have dialed the number you have
00:51:56dialed is not in service
00:52:02no no no she can't be dead i'm gonna find her yeah i'm gonna find her
00:52:33isabel is this some kind of joke why didn't you show up at the reunion why is everyone saying
00:52:39you're dead they're just fake rumors right message me back when you see this
00:52:54is
00:52:54is he
00:52:57alex are you at the house
00:53:00hi mom remember to clean everything up yeah yeah i will
00:53:23it's
00:53:23for a funeral actually my funeral a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:53:322016 isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:54:01i am recording a
00:54:04a special video series for you.
00:54:07Gosh, I look so pale.
00:54:08Anyway, tomorrow, we are one year away from graduation,
00:54:13and I'm gonna make you a video every single day.
00:54:15And then on graduation, I will give them all to you
00:54:18and tell you I have a crush on you.
00:54:22Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:24I told you how I feel about you.
00:54:29What the hell is gonna happen?
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:54:39Isabel, I like you.
00:54:44I know, we've been saying that since you were like five.
00:54:47No, I mean...
00:54:52Stan!
00:54:59Oh my God, is he hard right now?
00:55:16Got you now, you brats!
00:55:23I'm sorry, Isabel.
00:55:27I didn't let you drown, but I let you down.
00:55:31I might have been a little bit braver,
00:55:33but just a little bit more persistent.
00:55:36I could have told you how I felt.
00:55:40Hi, Alex!
00:55:43275 days till graduation.
00:55:44I know you want to go to Princeton with me, so...
00:55:49What's this?
00:55:50Come on.
00:55:51And you are still smiling, like it's nothing.
00:55:56Hi, Alex!
00:55:57It is now 211 days until graduation.
00:56:01Today, I snuck in tears for me, and I saw Zoey.
00:56:05She just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress.
00:56:09And to make matters worse, you hugged her back.
00:56:13I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:56:15But then, you gave me your trophy, so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:56:20Admit it.
00:56:21You like me too.
00:56:26Hey, Alex.
00:56:27Hey, Alex.
00:56:28Hey, Alex!
00:56:31That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:56:35Hey, Alex.
00:56:36I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me.
00:56:40You mean it's my fault he died?
00:56:43And I know how much he meant to you.
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead.
00:56:53Alex?
00:57:00You were invited.
00:57:06I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:57:08I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:57:10You're not welcome here.
00:57:11My dad saved your life, and you didn't even show up to testify.
00:57:16If he had to sacrifice himself, it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:57:20I'm sorry.
00:57:24Just fucking leave!
00:57:26Go!
00:57:27I'm sorry.
00:57:35Fuck!
00:57:36Fuck!
00:57:37I was so stupid, Isabel.
00:57:39Fuck!
00:57:40Fuck!
00:57:42Fuck!
00:57:44Fuck!
00:57:44I was so stupid, Isabel!
00:57:46You had a heart attack when you were dying on the operating table.
00:57:49I didn't believe you!
00:57:54I told you to go die.
00:57:58I'm so sorry.
00:58:07I'm so sorry.
00:58:07Hi, Alex.
00:58:09One day to graduation.
00:58:11I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:58:14I tried to do my makeup, but I couldn't even look the brush.
00:58:20But I mean, I guess you've already seen me on my ugliest, so it's whatever.
00:58:25her. Alex, I'm scared. I don't want to die. I want to go to college with you. It's not
00:58:34really up to me. Maybe God just hates me. Like you do. Alex, I don't know if there's
00:58:41an afterlife, but if there is, I really hope to see you there. That is, if you and God
00:58:48can forgive me for my sins.
00:59:02Hi, Alex. Happy graduation. This is my last video. You left town today. I saw you packing
00:59:12up. But I know you didn't want to see me. So I hid behind the curtains. And then you
00:59:19looked up at me. I almost thought that you were going to come and say goodbye. But
00:59:27then you drove away. At least I know you still haven't forgiven me. It's okay.
00:59:38Isabel! Isabel!
00:59:41No, Isabel, you can't be dead. You can't be dead. You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:59:48Isabel?
00:59:55Zoe?
00:59:58Oh my God, Alex. It's been forever. I rushed over as soon as I heard you were backing down.
01:00:11Yikes. Looks like a haunted house in here. Don't worry. I can help you spruce it up.
01:00:17What are you doing here? Why so cold, Alex? Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:22We just hooked up. Okay, we were never official.
01:00:26It's still a heartbreaker, I see. Well, you know, I was super into you back then.
01:00:32Okay. I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:00:39What's that?
01:00:43No. Nothing.
01:00:47Oh, so even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then, huh? I get it. You've been single for all
01:00:55these years. You need to meet your needs somehow.
01:01:00No, I haven't forgotten about you, Alex. You don't need to do everything by yourself. Let me fill those needs.
01:01:09Get out!
01:01:11Seriously, Alex? Been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:23So you came back for Isabel?
01:01:26I seriously don't understand. Why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for 10 years?
01:01:31She's not dead. Stop spreading lies about her.
01:01:34You're crazy. Let me get your head fucking checked.
01:01:42Why does everyone say that you're dead? They're lying, right?
01:01:47And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:53So that's where you are. I'm coming, Izzy.
01:02:06Hello, Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:08Alex?
01:02:13Thanks.
01:02:14It's been ages. What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon.
01:02:19A heart surgeon? That's fantastic. You found a great career.
01:02:23It was Isabel's dream to be working with Doctors Without Borders.
01:02:28If she was still around, I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives.
01:02:33If she was still around?
01:02:36Holy shit. Is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:40Is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer, do you know where Isabel's living now?
01:02:47I have something I need to talk to her about.
01:02:51Isabel? Are you in there?
01:03:12I'm sorry, Mrs. Spencer. I gotta get going.
01:03:16I'll see you again soon.
01:03:20No. No, it's a lie. She can't be dead. I promised I would become a doctor and I'd fix her
01:03:25heart.
01:03:25I'm gonna find her doctor from before. He knows her conditions better than anyone.
01:03:30Yes, Isabel Spencer. How could I forget her? It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her.
01:03:37Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:39She was a stubborn girl. She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery.
01:03:44Is that something about needing to testify in court for a friend?
01:03:49I don't think we should see each other again.
01:03:54You were in so much pain, but I didn't see it.
01:03:57Come to think of it, I remember you now.
01:04:01You used to come visit her when she was sick, but why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:06Toward the end? You're full of us too.
01:04:13It's not true. It's not true. It's not true, right, Izzy?
01:04:17You can't be dead. Alex.
01:04:40I don't know.
01:05:01Mm-hmm. How is it?
01:05:04Disgusting.
01:05:05Liar.
01:05:06No, but if you really want to taste, I have the perfect solution.
01:05:09What's that?
01:05:14Well, how was it? Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:17I think he just wanted to kiss me.
01:05:22Isabel, how could you just die? How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:26Maybe it's really true. Maybe she really is gone.
01:05:32Isabel.
01:05:35Isabel!
01:05:43Isabel, I knew it was you. I knew you weren't dead.
01:05:48Alex.
01:05:50One time to see.
01:05:56Why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school?
01:06:01I had to leave the city.
01:06:04Leave all the pain behind.
01:06:08Hey.
01:06:09Ended up back here in the end.
01:06:12Alex, have you forgiven me?
01:06:14I told you.
01:06:15I don't hate you anymore.
01:06:17Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:20For the last ten years, I have thought about you every day.
01:06:23Hell, every minute, every second.
01:06:26Me too.
01:06:27It's not too late, Isabel.
01:06:29We can start over.
01:06:30I'm never going to let you leave my side again.
01:06:34Sorry about the mess.
01:06:36No one's been in this house for years.
01:06:38But you can stay here with me now.
01:06:44How are you?
01:06:45How's your heart?
01:06:46I've been good.
01:06:48Yeah, my health has improved a lot.
01:06:50Still not perfect.
01:06:52My mom moved in with my grandma.
01:06:54And then I left for college.
01:06:56Came back after graduation.
01:06:58So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:07:00Or because it...
01:07:02Is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:04I just needed somewhere close to work.
01:07:07Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:17So you know everything?
01:07:18I am so sorry, Isabel.
01:07:21I should have protected you.
01:07:23Been there for you.
01:07:25But I treated you terribly.
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:28I could never hate you.
01:07:37Sorry.
01:07:39Just really excited to see you.
01:07:41It's fine.
01:07:43It's okay.
01:07:43Don't worry about it.
01:07:45I just got back too.
01:07:46It's pretty empty in here.
01:07:49How about we go get some to eat?
01:07:51Yeah?
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:58What can I get you, sir?
01:08:02Pancakes.
01:08:03Definitely pancakes.
01:08:05You're probably craving them as usual.
01:08:06It's been ten years.
01:08:07Surprised you remember.
01:08:09How could I forget?
01:08:11I'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady.
01:08:22Hey there, handsome.
01:08:24I'm alone too.
01:08:26You mind if I slide in?
01:08:28Uh, yeah.
01:08:29We do mind.
01:08:31We?
01:08:32Me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me.
01:08:36She's the only girl I like.
01:08:38And that's how it's been for a long, long time.
01:08:42Weirdo.
01:08:43Could have just said no.
01:08:48It's crazy.
01:08:50I also like the guy sitting across from me.
01:08:53And I have for a long, long time.
01:09:00Your total for today comes out to $55.43.
01:09:04You want to get that to go?
01:09:05It'll make a good midnight time.
01:09:09Sir, I don't mean to pry, but who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:15Uh, my girlfriend.
01:09:18But sir, there's no one there.
01:09:22What do you mean?
01:09:31Oh, there she is.
01:09:39Be right back.
01:09:45What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:46And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:50Izabelle?
01:09:56We have a visual on target.
01:09:59There goes no more shit about you.
01:10:03Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:07I hope.
01:10:10Promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:12I promise.
01:10:14When you saw my videos, you know that you're my one and only.
01:10:22You already missed out on a decade, and I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:26Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:28If I am, then what's your answer?
01:10:31Yes.
01:10:33Yes.
01:10:33A thousand percent, yes.
01:10:37Let's be together always.
01:10:39Forever.
01:10:40Until we get old and gray.
01:11:09What are you watching?
01:11:09It's shiny.
01:11:11It's actually really scary.
01:11:13I'm so warm.
01:11:17Jesus!
01:11:20How do people watch this?
01:11:22Are you not scared?
01:11:24Oh, yes.
01:11:25Scared to death.
01:11:31Hold it any tighter, and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:35Sorry.
01:11:35No.
01:11:36It's okay.
01:11:37I just said you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I want you to stop.
01:11:40I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51I want you to see.
01:12:18Isabel?
01:12:351-2-3?
01:12:46Scared me for a sec.
01:12:48Almost let you back.
01:12:54I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you.
01:12:58Remember?
01:13:00Isabel.
01:13:02Let's get married.
01:13:05With nothing more.
01:13:26Hey, Alex.
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:36Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who is it?
01:13:48Uh, nothing.
01:13:49Just a scam.
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:59Alex, hello.
01:14:01I'm sorry, it's nothing.
01:14:06June 23rd.
01:14:08The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah.
01:14:16I'd love that.
01:14:24Hey, Dad.
01:14:26Me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on.
01:14:45Let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:50Isabel said she's gonna marry me.
01:14:55We're gonna start our own family together.
01:15:12Hey, look at him.
01:15:20I, uh...
01:15:21Sorry, I...
01:15:22I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay?
01:15:29Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry.
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just...
01:15:38didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:15:40It's okay.
01:15:42How about a massage?
01:15:56You selfish bitch!
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:16help me.
01:16:18Now I'm already dead.
01:16:19I hate you!
01:16:21And I never want to see you again!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:42Isabel!
01:16:45Isabel!
01:16:50Isabel?
01:16:55Isabel!
01:16:55Didn't you hear me yelling? Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57Listen up. I can't breathe.
01:16:59Isabel, I'm sorry.
01:17:02I'm sorry I didn't hear you.
01:17:04What's wrong?
01:17:05Nothing. Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel, will you marry me?
01:17:11Like, I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:15I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:19Day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great. All right, you go pick out a dress.
01:17:30And I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:32Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:35Hey, Mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and Dad got married.
01:17:43Hoping to make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early.
01:18:00We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom, why is Dr. Hur here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course. She's right in front of me.
01:18:23Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:28What?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Not hallucinations.
01:18:37What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:18:40She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth.
01:18:45Don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:49To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:54No, Mom, why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well.
01:18:57Why would you say that she's-
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:09No, no, no.
01:19:10She has to be here.
01:19:12She scared her off.
01:19:13She scared her off.
01:19:14That's a-
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you gonna keep lying to yourself?
01:19:22No, no, Mom.
01:19:22She's not.
01:19:23She's alive.
01:19:24She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:36Take a good look.
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:45No.
01:19:47Oh, no.
01:19:49Isabel.
01:19:51No.
01:19:52No.
01:19:53Anyone but her.
01:19:54Anyone but Isabel.
01:19:55No.
01:19:56Anyone but you.
01:19:57No.
01:19:58Please, no.
01:19:59No.
01:20:04No.
01:20:10No.
01:20:11No.
01:20:13No.
01:20:14No.
01:20:16Alex.
01:20:18I'm here to take you.
01:20:20We can finally be together.
01:20:26I don't know.
01:20:27No.
01:20:33Yeah.
01:20:37No.
01:20:50No.ママママママママママママ0
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:56Alex, I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel...
01:21:03Isabel's dead. She died ten years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:08I can't accept that. You'll never accept that.
01:21:12How can I accept it? The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:16Those horrible things to her, and those words that echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:26How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her, and I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up. Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sure?
01:21:40But I can't tell her that I love her. What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's things, I found this.
01:21:54This is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:04Hey, Alex.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short.
01:22:10But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:25Love, Isabel.
01:22:41Need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:48It's a friendship ring, dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this, all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:03I came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders.
01:23:06To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied too.
01:23:11I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:23:13I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:21I love you.
01:23:23I love you.
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