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00:50I love you so much.
00:52I wanted somebody to love me the way that I've learned to love myself.
01:04But this isn't my husband, but just somebody on the journey.
01:13I opened the door and nobody was in there.
01:18She left.
01:20She was gone.
01:21She wasn't even there.
01:24I'm sorry, brother.
01:25Thank you, bro.
01:27I'm sorry, man.
01:30You're good.
01:31You're good, bro.
01:31I love you, man.
01:34That's so fucking crazy, bro.
01:37It doesn't matter.
01:40These girls, man.
01:42Why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday, I don't blame her.
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47No, I'm blaming her.
02:00I'm waking up today and I'm gonna finally see the sun.
02:03I know I'm ready to commit to Britney for the rest of my life.
02:06I love her for who she is and what she stands for and what she believes in.
02:10Her faith, her loyalty, her energy.
02:13She has such a beautiful soul and that's what I'm attracted to.
02:17I'm on cloud nine right now.
02:19Take a breath and close my eyes.
02:23I am going to be Mrs. Devonte Lee Anderson.
02:28I am in love.
02:31I bought a wedding dress for a reason.
02:33I'm gonna be a wife.
02:35We can't move out.
02:37I'm engaged to Brittany Elena Wicker and I feel amazing.
02:42We talked about popping up to the reunion with the baby.
02:46So, we'll see what happens.
02:54We quite literally have zero idea what each other looks like.
02:58I didn't give away the fact that I'm Hispanic.
03:01I kept the Latina in wraps.
03:04Because what's exciting about all of this is looks literally had nothing to do with it.
03:09I wanted Devonte to know I am beautiful on the inside.
03:13And he fell in love with my inner person.
03:16So, why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared.
03:24But I still am.
03:49But I'm getting out of my eyes.
03:52And I haven't heard of it either.
03:52Like to be.
03:54You maybe.
04:02Over your face in your world?
04:05Well, I don't want to make you wait any longer, so Brittany, I'm going to get on my knees and
04:13I'm going to ask you if you will marry me.
04:16Yes, I will.
04:23It's beautiful.
04:25Just like you.
04:26Oh, my God.
04:31It's so cool.
04:36What I was expecting was probably a little bit bigger.
04:41He's shorter than I thought he would be.
04:43Oh, man, I started sweating when I got near.
04:46Now I'm nervous.
04:47I knew you were supposed to be.
04:49He was definitely very sticky.
04:51I did not expect freckles, though, so that's a surprise.
04:55He's definitely not somebody that I would probably have gone for out, like, in the bar.
05:01I don't think that he's someone that I would have been like, that's the one.
05:06But I don't care.
05:08I don't care.
05:09I mean, we're all going to get fat one day anyway.
05:11Oh, man.
05:12You've got red in your beard.
05:13Yeah.
05:14And from my mom.
05:15Do you have gray?
05:16I do.
05:16Look at you.
05:19Like, he's still handsome.
05:21He's very handsome.
05:22I didn't know what color your eyes would be.
05:23Yes, green, blue, whatever they want to be.
05:26Like a greenish blue.
05:27Levante's eyes are beautiful.
05:28I hope the kids have your eyes.
05:31Those are the kind of eyes that are going to get me pregnant.
05:33Did you have any idea?
05:35Did you think I was white?
05:36I had no idea.
05:37I fell in love with Brittany.
05:38Just so happened that she is a woman of color.
05:42You know, that's something I've never actually dated, let alone proposed to get engaged to.
05:47So, you know, that was something that kind of surprised me, but I fell in love with Brittany because of
05:54her heart.
05:54I literally don't think that we would have ever, like, crossed paths any other way.
05:58Yeah, that's so true.
05:59I was, like, a very, like, quiet, like, if I was out and about, like, I would just be sitting
06:04at the table with my friends, too.
06:06That's me, yeah.
06:06Yeah.
06:07I just stay in the house.
06:08I go to work.
06:09I go to the gym.
06:09I go to church.
06:11Like, so how exactly did you expect to find a man?
06:14I was like, I don't know.
06:15Yeah, exactly.
06:16I'm so excited for you to meet my family.
06:18I'm so excited.
06:19I know.
06:20I think they're going to love you.
06:21You think so?
06:21Mm-hmm.
06:22I really do.
06:24Are they just as goofy as you?
06:27More.
06:30I know.
06:30My lips do compliment my lips.
06:31They do.
06:32They do compliment each other.
06:34You still think I have a nerdy voice?
06:36Yes, I do.
06:39I get right back at you.
06:41Are you sure you want to put up with that?
06:42I will put up with it for the rest of my life.
06:44Oh, my gosh.
06:45So happy.
06:46I know, I am, too.
06:48Seeing my fiance for the first time, it honestly felt like a dream.
06:52We're going to get married.
06:53Yes, we are.
06:54We have babies.
06:55I know.
06:56Babies are on the way.
06:58Well, I will set you on your way, beautiful.
07:06One for the road.
07:12I'm going to walk backwards so I can see the whole time.
07:14Make sure I don't fall down.
07:15Okay.
07:17Now we're going to walk it out of line.
07:19You can turn around now.
07:20All right.
07:21I'll see you.
07:22I love you.
07:23I love you.
07:25Oh, my goodness.
07:28A ring on my finger.
07:32Oh, it's crazy.
07:45Shut up.
07:47What am I shutting up to?
07:49The roses and the cupcakes?
07:51Yeah.
07:51Oh, my gosh.
07:52These are beautiful.
07:53I've been waiting all day to talk to you, and I've been so nervous out there.
07:59Hearing your voice is making it a lot better, by the way.
08:02I wrote something.
08:03Oh.
08:04I'm just going to read this.
08:05Yeah.
08:06Okay.
08:06Yeah, read it.
08:07Dear Michael Christian Gibney, I thought I knew what I was looking for coming into this
08:17journey.
08:18I needed a strong, confident man who made me laugh, felt secure and stable, and was sure
08:24of himself.
08:25What I didn't know was I would find so much more.
08:30This journey has been crazy, emotional, life-changing, and turbulent.
08:36But the one consistency I have found is you, the consistency of your laugh, the way I know
08:43that we will always have a good day, the way you have done nothing but build me up.
08:48I've never had to push or beg or change who I am, and I've told you so many things, and
08:53it all felt so natural.
08:55I kick myself thinking that I didn't see this sooner, but this happened so slowly than
08:59all at once.
09:00And although that made me so scared, I knew it was the right decision.
09:04You make my heart flutter.
09:06I've never felt this way before, but I just feel balanced and calm whenever I'm with you.
09:10I choose you, and I am in love with you.
09:17That was beautiful.
09:20I got a little emotional myself over here.
09:22I couldn't really be that emotional.
09:25The way that I did come up in my upbringing and the tough love, I really have never been
09:31this open with anyone else before.
09:34Talking to you, I feel safe.
09:37I feel secure.
09:38I don't feel judged.
09:39I feel like you actually listen to me and just basically tell me I want that man.
09:46Yeah.
09:47And that's all really I've ever wanted.
09:49It feels awesome.
09:50Um, so, oh God, oh God.
09:56Take your time.
09:57Um, oh God.
10:02All right.
10:07Emma Leeloo Bedsinger, will you marry me?
10:19Yes, yep.
10:21Let's go.
10:21A million times, yes.
10:22Let's go.
10:23Go.
10:24Oh my God.
10:28I'm really, really, really, really excited.
10:31I am too.
10:32Take me to the stars.
10:36Can't wait.
10:37Bye.
10:38Bye.
10:39Bye.
10:39Bye.
10:40Bye.
10:40Bye.
10:48Bye.
11:08Wow.
11:08Wow.
11:09I told Tyler I was picking her yesterday.
11:13OK.
11:14But of course, I also had those same feelings for Kia.
11:18Yeah.
11:19And it was flip-flopping.
11:21Tyler was fucked up because she did that.
11:24Carlos, you're a good fucking dude.
11:26He's disrespectful and hurtful.
11:28I think you died as a bullet, bro.
11:30I don't think you're in the wrong at all,
11:32and you should not look at it from that light.
11:34You did exactly what you needed to do.
11:36You love two women.
11:37Yeah.
11:38I feel like you genuinely did.
11:40It's a big decision to choose who you
11:43want to spend the rest of your life with.
11:46I ended up in a situation where there were two women
11:48I could see a future with, and I felt
11:51pressured to make a decision.
11:52I told Tyler that I choose you.
11:55And for her to still run out after me saying that
12:01makes that look like Kia being a second option,
12:04which she's not.
12:05She's the first of the first option.
12:08She's an amazing human being.
12:10The way Kia makes me feel, I've never felt like that, honestly, in forever.
12:16Kia's still over there.
12:18Kia's over there right now?
12:19Yes.
12:20What do you want to do with Kia?
12:21Yeah.
12:21We've had the connection since the beginning.
12:24Yeah.
12:24We've been able to connect and bond and really just open up our feelings.
12:29Kia might be smiling ears to ears right now.
12:32Yeah, because of that.
12:33Because of that.
12:34Yeah.
12:34A good conversation with Kia, at least like a full, like, honest conversation.
12:38Mm-hmm.
12:39It could go really well.
12:42Wow.
12:43Wow.
12:43Wow, wow, wow.
12:44Just talk with her.
12:45Yeah.
12:46Be real.
12:46This is the second time Tyler's ran on me.
12:48I think the universe is telling me something.
12:50I have had feelings for you.
12:52Yeah.
12:52I would just be honest, man.
12:53If that's what you want, too.
12:55If that's what you want.
12:55This is a big decision as well.
12:57Yeah, it is.
12:58Absolutely.
12:58If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
13:00I still have time to make that decision, and the choice is mine.
13:05All right.
13:06Let's get it.
13:06Good luck, brother.
13:07Good luck, brother.
13:08Good luck, brother.
13:09Good luck, brother.
13:12I'm always going to be somebody who is going to show up and fight, and I'm never going
13:20to run.
13:21And when it comes to what I need from my wife, I just need you to just show up.
13:27Even when it's not easy to show up, it's, um, Kia, she's, she's been amazing, man.
13:34She really has.
13:36Hey.
13:37Hi.
13:39How are we feeling?
13:41We are feeling good.
13:43Same.
13:45I've really been just loving everything that we've been able to connect on.
13:50All I know is that Kia is one of one.
13:53My heart has always been loving and caring for you.
14:01Kia, you truly are a flower that has bloomed, man.
14:09For us to really just kind of talk about what that love feels.
14:14And then also you not demanding that peaceful spirit about you is what made me really, like,
14:21have love and feel that in my body and soul.
14:24I thought I had an idea of what I want out of my life.
14:29Yeah.
14:29But then I met Kia.
14:33You, Kia, you truly, really opened my heart.
14:38And to open my heart to find that love was just so powerful, you know?
14:45You're probably one of the most beautiful souls I've ever met in my life.
14:48You truly, truly, truly opened my eyes to knowing what I need for it to be a forever
14:55thing.
14:57It's been one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life.
15:03Kevin, oh, my God.
15:05And I have to be accountable.
15:07Like, yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame.
15:09Like, I spoke with, you know, Tyler and I, I'll be honest, like, I asked Tyler if you want
15:16to try to make something happen and do this because she was like, I'm, I didn't want to
15:20see her go either, you know?
15:22Yeah.
15:23And I made a decision out of pressure.
15:28That was stupid.
15:30Kia, you are nobody's second option.
15:33Well, I...
15:34No, go ahead.
15:35Go ahead.
15:35For clarity, I never felt like a second option.
15:38Okay, okay, okay.
15:39Yeah.
15:39Ever.
15:40I have to be accountable, though.
15:41Yeah.
15:43Before you...
15:43Yeah.
15:44...hold yourself accountable, though, I feel like we've spent a lot of times with you kind
15:48of saying how you're feeling and me working through that, so...
15:52Yeah.
15:53I do want to take some time from me for a second and...
15:56Yeah.
15:57...kind of let you know what's going on in my head.
15:59Yeah, talk to me.
16:00I feel like I was put here for a purpose.
16:04Mm-hmm.
16:04And my purpose here was to be vulnerable, potentially find love.
16:12And I think you are so awesome.
16:14Like, you are such a great guy.
16:16You are kind.
16:18You are heartfelt.
16:19You are self-aware.
16:21You are empathetic.
16:22All of those things will make a great husband.
16:31Kevin, I have love for you, and you've said so many, so many kind words to me.
16:40However, I am not falling in love with you.
16:45I...
16:47I have to stand on business when I say that you are not the one for me.
16:54You are not ready for a relationship, at least at one of this magnitude.
16:59Um, and that's okay, but you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now.
17:04Mm-hmm.
17:05And I mean that with love.
17:06Yeah.
17:07Yeah.
17:09One could probably say in past judgment that you should not have come here because you were
17:14not ready, but I think that there is beauty in trying something different to get to a place
17:18where you understand that you aren't ready.
17:22I felt ready, but it just was a situation where I had found different qualities with some people,
17:31and it's fucking shitty.
17:34Your heart was not even ready to be pulled in two separate ways.
17:38Mm-hmm.
17:39To be clear, Tyler deserved more, too.
17:43She did.
17:44Even with you asking her to move forward, she deserved more.
17:49She did.
17:51I'm always standing on business, and I got to choose me every time.
17:54Baby, where the hell is my husband?
17:57What is it getting so long?
17:59Get your shit together, you know?
18:00Yeah.
18:01And be great.
18:02And make sure you're looking at that watch to make sure you stay in check.
18:07One thousand percent, Keith.
18:09Thank you for everything.
18:22I feel phenomenal.
18:25I feel free.
18:26I feel perfect.
18:28I feel perfect.
18:29I feel perfect.
18:32Hello, hello!
18:33There's a smile!
18:36I chose me, bitches!
18:37Yeah!
18:39That was a scream.
18:40That was good.
18:40That was a good scream.
18:41That was a good scream.
18:42That was a good scream, Pam.
18:42That was a good scream.
18:43That was a bad scream.
18:46I was not in love.
18:48I'm in love with myself.
18:49You know what's weird is I've always choose myself.
18:53So this feeling feels very, very, very familiar.
18:57What's unfamiliar is the journey I took to choose myself.
19:02And that's a testament to the amount of growth that happens in this experiment.
19:07Yesterday, I was a bit confused because there is a part of me and a part of a lot of
19:12women
19:13that want to fix men and help them get to where they need to be.
19:18We'll give you some of this anyway, man.
19:20I love you guys.
19:21I love you guys.
19:22I love you guys.
19:25But I love that I was able to kind of lean into that for a second because Kevin is going
19:31to be a phenomenal husband when he understands that he has work to do to get there.
19:37Because a man wants you doesn't mean you have to want him.
19:40You guys.
19:41And it feels really, really, really good to not only choose me, but to let someone else
19:47know how they should choose them.
19:49Choose to them.
19:50You can't do the challenge.
19:53What a fucking magical woman.
20:00I want you.
20:02Turn me up and turn me on.
20:07Play me like your favorite song.
20:10Knowing that Mike is choosing me and is ready and is committed to starting a life with me
20:15and spend forever feels like a weight has lifted.
20:19Throughout life, I feel like there's been mental roadblocks.
20:23There's been physical roadblocks.
20:25I've thought a lot about what people have thought of me.
20:28The fact that this man knows so much about me and he's not running.
20:34He's here.
20:36That's amazing.
20:37To come over and I'll drive over here.
20:41I can't wait to meet Emma and start our lives together.
20:46I mean, it's a great warming feeling like just knowing that that other person on the other side of the
20:51wall chose you too.
20:52She is so caring.
20:54She's kind, compassionate, empathetic to me.
20:58I do love her.
21:02I am nervous about not being his physical type in terms of race, of height, of body type.
21:13But he makes me feel like I am enough.
21:18And I'm just so excited to start this life with him.
21:22It just feels like a dream right now.
21:25Everything fell into place.
21:27Like, Emma told me about her adoption.
21:28That doesn't matter to me.
21:29When she told me about the birthmarks, I mean, the first thing that goes to my mind is obviously,
21:34how big are the birthmarks?
21:35How big are the scars?
21:37But I want to judge her based on the connection that I've made with her.
21:40And that's what I've done so far.
21:45My biggest concern out of everything would be if she turns around and says she does not want kids.
21:52I think she sees how passionate I am about having children.
21:56And I do think that Emma would absolutely be able to see herself having children.
22:03And I think I'm the right man for it.
22:05You do?
22:06I do.
22:07Let's do this thing.
22:08Let's get married.
22:13Let's get married.
22:14Let's get married.
22:16Let's get married.
22:18Let's get married.
22:20Hi.
22:21Hello.
22:22How are you?
22:24I'm doing good.
22:24How are you?
22:25Doing good.
22:26You look so beautiful.
22:27You look so good.
22:29Oh, my God.
22:32It's you.
22:34I know, right?
22:37This is wild.
22:38This is insane.
22:42All right, hold on.
22:43I got something for you.
22:44Do you know what I'm going to say?
22:46I hope it's yes.
22:49Huh?
22:55Emma?
22:57Will you marry me?
23:00Yes?
23:03Oh, my gosh.
23:07This is so beautiful.
23:10Shut the fuck up.
23:14Oh, my God.
23:15Oh, my God.
23:16Oh, my God.
23:18This is so beautiful.
23:20I need you, I need you, I need you, I need your love.
23:26I had an image in my mind of him,
23:29and it was completely wrong in the best way possible.
23:33Tall, dark, and handsome.
23:35He is a beautiful man.
23:39Oh, it's real.
23:41It's real.
23:41You're real.
23:42I'm real.
23:43I'm a real person.
23:45You're so handsome.
23:47You look so good.
23:48You look beautiful.
23:50I love the blue.
23:51Emma had mentioned her birthmark on her arm
23:54and how she had to get that skin graft.
23:56So that wasn't a surprise to me to see that.
23:59And to be honest, I didn't even really acknowledge it.
24:01I was too busy looking at her smile,
24:03and I think that she's absolutely gorgeous.
24:05I like having heart palpitations right now.
24:09I had no idea kind of what she would look like, you know,
24:12I guess, but it didn't mean I was going to be right.
24:14And it just so happens that she is Asian.
24:18I never dated a different race before, so to be able to fall in love with someone from a different
24:24race is really amazing in my eyes.
24:27Do you want to pop open some shoes?
24:28I do.
24:29Let's go.
24:29Yeah.
24:29I just can't wait to start the rest of my life with her.
24:32I'm speechless.
24:33What?
24:34I'm speechless.
24:38I, like, literally did not know what she would look like.
24:40Check, please.
24:43You're gorgeous.
24:44You look beautiful.
24:45You have a beautiful smile, too, which I like.
24:48I like a nice smile.
24:50I, like, literally just can't stop staring at you.
24:52This is so wacko.
24:54This is so wackadoodle.
24:57Who would've thought?
24:58Who would've thought?
24:58Seeing him in person, I still felt so comfortable, so grounded, and, like, so light with him.
25:04I didn't have to worry about, like, what he was going to think about, like, my birthmarks or, like, my
25:11physical characteristics.
25:12Like, it just felt really comforting for myself.
25:17What do you think the family's going to say?
25:19They're going to be so shocked.
25:23I, I...
25:23Wait till I say something to mine, like, and they find out, oh, my God, they're going to be losing
25:27their odds.
25:27I...
25:28They're going to have to fly out.
25:29You'll like them.
25:30They're fun.
25:30I'm nervous.
25:31They'll get a little rowdy.
25:32We do, too.
25:33Don't worry.
25:33We do, too.
25:36I'm...
25:36I'm excited to meet your family and your friends.
25:38Me, too.
25:39They'll look good.
25:40You'll get along with them.
25:41Really?
25:42Yeah.
25:44I was looking for marriage.
25:45I was looking for a lifelong partner, and I know that we will be so compatible on all,
25:51like, facets of physical, of emotional, and I know that when we get old, looks will fade,
25:57but we'll still always have this emotional connection.
25:59It is more than everything I've ever, I've ever dreamed of.
26:13See you in a little bit.
26:14See you soon.
26:15Bye.
26:16Bye.
26:17Oh, man.
26:18I'll watch you walk out.
26:19Yeah, watch...
26:20Right?
26:20Watch me.
26:21Look at this ass, alright?
26:22Hell yeah.
26:25Damn.
26:30Bye-bye.
26:32Bye.
26:33Bye.
26:36Bye.
26:38Bye.
26:51My God.
26:53Wow.
26:53You're beautiful.
26:54After finally seeing each other for the first time.
26:57i love you i love you you're gorgeous will you marry me dad seven couples are now headed to a
27:04romantic getaway there they will have the chance to discover if their physical connection is as
27:08strong as their emotional we're on our way to malibu we're going to spend some quality time
27:22together all right so we're getting ready to tour the place it's day one
27:33imagine dude we're like twins right now yeah it wasn't even intentional
27:40and with their weddings only four weeks away their love is about to face some serious tests
27:46so amazing hey can we get some drinks let's go
27:52okay we're in mexico oh no and in cabo so have you been here before no all right never even
27:58been
27:58in mexico what how was my happy place is it really yeah holy my hands aren't that sweaty
28:05they're kind of sweaty yours are kind of sweaty actually now mine no because this is coming off
28:09at me yeah don't put that on me come on hola thank you my gosh cheers
28:17where their looks race lifestyle or insecurities tear them apart in the real world first time in
28:23mexico actually what i know i know you have to show me around you're like i want to go to
28:27antarctica but
28:28i haven't been to mexico it's just beautiful we got everything you can't stop seriously i can't i can't i
28:36can't help it
28:40wow look at the view oh my gosh problem we made it i know
28:49is love truly enough to conquer it all
28:54i remember you're like all the girls like close their eyes and see if we sound like what we
28:58and i was like never would have got like i would have been so confused because i feel like your
29:03voice
29:04does not sound i know i was like i sound white
29:08now it's hard because i see you in person yeah it's like i don't know my dad is black and
29:12my mom's
29:13colombian okay i like that is your mom from colombia or just yeah is she my mom was adopted when
29:20she was two days old my grandpa's admission my grandparents are actually white actually my mom
29:24wanted to name me liliana and that that would have given it away i could see that i probably would
29:29have gone by lily i like liliana has such little hands oh you've got clean nails oh gosh you're amazing
29:38can i do what i can okay you're so pretty oh also this is how tall i actually am it
29:54works for me
29:55because like i didn't care about like if you were like i think i'm like really short and then you're
30:01like i was like i literally couldn't get it and then you're i've never never been an issue
30:05yeah you're happy i'm so happy me too it's just like crazy you know i was thinking about the other
30:12night just like man i don't feel like she's just like perfect like i'm absolutely not i was like
30:17perfect no like like the time like when i saw you i was like i literally couldn't have like like
30:22if you
30:22had to picture something i was like that's like literally like perfect ah i swear wow how do i feel
30:27about you you're gorgeous during those like pod sessions we connected so well in there where i knew
30:34like hey if we were in person like obviously we don't know what each other we don't know each
30:38other look like but it's like at the same time it's like i felt like that just didn't matter and
30:43almost
30:43like now at this point like we've spent time with each other it's like it doesn't matter dude it's
30:51it's amazing oh i never want my phone i know we're actually talking about that it's incredible i feel
30:58like so much more clear-headed yeah and like i don't get bombarded by like oh
31:02shit that like stressed me out and this like made me upset and whatever especially like the news
31:07that's like really nice to me it's all i'm gonna do is stop anyways you don't have cable already
31:10thanks well i don't either but like my i'm on instagram yeah and because of like my shrunk
31:18political views a lot of the accounts i follow or like yeah i like that updates on that very very
31:24it should be yeah i appreciate it i appreciate that about you thank you i think you know that
31:32it's just so cool to just be with you and like see and talk to you i never anticipated like
31:37being
31:38physically attracted to you before i saw you i already think that chris is hot and i haven't
31:43seen him like i was like that's a weird sensation like i just didn't anticipate that i was like that
31:49doesn't make sense jessica none of it does none of it does that's kind of the beauty of it it
31:56is
31:57right we're so lucky literally
32:05i always said this earlier you're gonna not like it um but i said this to the girl i said
32:11if i like
32:12saw you in the wild i would think that you would only want to be with like a gym rat
32:16and you would
32:16never eat pizza with me that's interesting you say that um you don't eat pizza oh i do
32:23i love pizza no like i i mean i told you like i come home and i'm like even if
32:29it's not i'm that
32:29late and like it's not like super like whatever like i'll uber eats a doordash like all the time
32:33same i just love eating and i do not love working out
32:39i only think of like running as punishment
32:44it does suck the first like couple miles but i think once you get like into it it's like
32:48i would never get through two miles that's the thing yeah it's hard to get through the first two
32:53but like you don't even have to go fast like i will go on every walk with you
33:01obviously i think she's the most beautiful like human being i've ever like
33:05like been around like i love her i'm super attracted to her and like everything else like physically i didn't
33:11think like someone like her even existed for me to be honest with you
33:23at the gym we're in the sauna for the second time we're in the sauna for the second time
33:30and we did a jacuzzi now we get some pizza and some wine let's balance the gym with pizza and
33:36wine
33:43we're in the pool i fell in love with britney but as far as like what each other look like
33:48i know
33:49she's dated white mixed black so i don't think she had like a set preference of like what she exactly
33:55she was looking for so grateful and maybe my judgment in the past it's like maybe that wouldn't
34:07have been someone i had approached and nothing against who britney is as a person like i was
34:12attracted to what i thought was my person but i definitely think love is blind and it didn't matter
34:18what race she was on the other side of the wall to me now it's like you see her and
34:21it's just like
34:22how could i walk away from this like that's my person like i'm hopeful that this moment doesn't
34:28stop but it's just like the groundwork for you know what 10 15 20 30 years looks like from now
34:34i wonder what like time you're gonna have to wake up tomorrow
34:38i don't run oh my gosh sure you're looking at the wrong person for a run you can't run with
34:47this
34:49no you can not comfortably i prefer i bet you do yeah no running in big titty city don't don't
34:58go
34:59together does it still look okay yeah it looks good i promise
35:08just look at me it's like green blue golden eyes yeah
35:16kissing britney has been like a long time coming it's like every time it's just like oh wow that
35:20takes your breath away um she has really nice lips so i'm excited to be able to kiss some more
35:50i love the purple lights it's so pretty
35:53did you see the moon yeah that's awesome glad we get a beer together me too
36:03i you know you have a child when you're unwed and 26 years old and you just kind of watch
36:10everybody
36:10else's life go and to sit here and like have a ring on my finger like it's crazy to me
36:15and it's amazing
36:16and it just feels right because it's with this like person that i laugh with and that i feel so
36:23genuine
36:24but now to actually like see that smile and to see that laugh it's one of the most incredible experiences
36:30experiences i have ever had in my entire life looks good on you
36:37it does i know you got your sparkly nails too
36:41mm-hmm did you do that for emma mm-hmm i love it it's pleasant to be around you makes
36:47you feel good
36:56oh my belly's just hanging out here buttons
36:58oh my belly's just hanging out it's hairy
37:02hush
37:04don't you hush me
37:07do you want another pillow or you can lay like this if you want
37:12your hair smells good thank you
37:16freshly washed you get a lot more hair than i do
37:22yours is really thick did you say you used to have your hair like red red
37:26mm-hmm i bet that was pretty hot to you honestly
37:32you look amazing as a blonde as well
37:33you can see it
37:48definitely can get used to this amber
37:52oh
38:00wait i want to see your scars is this a scar
38:04that actually might be surgery there's like a soccer one that kind of goes in the back here
38:10there's a scar no no no a tattoo tattoo it's like a kid with a ball in his hand looking
38:16up here okay
38:17it's almost like a skeleton of a dragon that kind of circles this and then he's looking up at that
38:22you're into dragons oh no so cool
38:25because you're like you're like i don't like dragons wait did i tell you what i was i had to
38:28like read a book i was trying to like read a book but the book i had had like dragons
38:32on the
38:32side and all these kids were around me i was like i can't read this it's about dragons and
38:36like dragon riders what was the book it's called fourth wing oh is it yes
38:43yes it's like smut as the kids say yeah i still don't know what that stands for if i have
38:50to
38:50explain it it doesn't stand for anything i know what it means yeah that's what it means i like to
38:55read i'm a nerd though for sure i like stoicism i like to read like not just like someone else's
39:01interpretation of it like i will go in and read letters to a stoic by epictetus and like cliff notes
39:05no i actually read it okay just makes me nerd god damn don't do that you can see those eyes
39:13i don't
39:15do anything damn what high contact throws me don't do that i saw what you just did throwing eyes around
39:25i haven't even done any of like my moves you haven't i haven't seen them yet oh yeah you're dangerous
39:33very dangerous dangerous dangerous dangerous i don't bite your lip like that i was just smiling
39:43no you weren't i was just smiling no you weren't no you weren't yes you were
39:48i was just smiling you know exactly what you're doing to me
39:54god stop doing that doing what i don't want eyes around like that okay don't know what you're
39:59talking about i think you might i think you might just kidding i know what i'm doing yeah you do
40:06yeah
40:07you do oh my god you're making it difficult um didn't get hard
40:17very good choice of words very good choice of words answer is yes you finished um only after you
40:25it would not matter if alex was not the hottest man alive um fortunately for me he is he's hot
40:35you happy
40:46connor is your hips that bad yeah connor you can't cross your legs
40:52i think i just like pull this is a joke what do you mean this is being dramatic what do
40:56you mean
40:56this is dramatic so how do you sit i just sit like this
41:01like a normal dude wait i'm shocked you can't you can't do this not like that
41:07that me go to cross your legs like should have been exposed to me deal breaker that was like an
41:12ick
41:12i didn't know deal breaker i was like please stop you can fix me how was your first day with
41:17me i knew
41:18it was gonna be comfortable but yeah i'm like it's easy chemistry is there just even walking through
41:25the villa ooh ooh i was like yeah this is it this is it this is it that's that's a
41:34thought process in my
41:35brain that's so that's so attractive don't make fun of me oh i'm not i that was satirical from you
41:42do you want me to say the opposite next time no okay only the truth
41:49to be able to look you in the eyes and talk to you i'm like oh
41:54i know it's more intense nuts i can't stop staring at you i'm not mad about it
42:12i think my biggest fear was like how we be physically from emotionally because like we were
42:18like we've been so good emotionally yeah but i feel like i'm very comfortable with you physically
42:23that was something that i was obviously nervous about too yeah because i feel like
42:28i'm sorry i'm so sorry i'm so sorry i'm so giggling i'm so sorry i'm so sorry i love you
42:44so much
42:45this is supposed to be bed time i know
42:49and like i think
42:57it's okay i don't know why i'm so uncomfortable right now i think like now like for me like we've
43:04gotten like to such no okay we've like gotten to like such an emotional level that's what it was
43:12like racking my brain around well you like me physically as much as emotionally yeah i do
43:23you've overcome my gods you told me how to love again
43:32good night
43:36what are you thinking about danger size
43:43just enjoying you yeah yeah
43:53i'm very excited for sex honestly i'm a very sexual person but like i'm a very loyal person and i
44:01do
44:01not give it out to just anybody so i'm very excited to share this moment with alex
44:18i know what i like i know what i want i know how to treat a man i think it's
44:23very attractive like
44:24the confidence for a woman to have knowing exactly what she wants those things are very attractive to a
44:40i'm a little sexually flustered i guess right now
44:45you're just so handsome beautiful beautiful man
44:51don't look at me like that
45:00you're getting used to my hands there yeah yeah i love you i love you too
45:05they say all good boys go to heaven but bad boys bring heaven to you
45:26definitely be okay with having sex tonight for sure we'll talk about it i'd be okay to wait too
45:34sex is sex like most men will like put their dick in a chicken sandwich those things really don't
45:41matter to me as much but i mean i'd rather have with the person like i love and i'm attracted
45:46to for
45:47sure being in this arms feels amazing it's kind of indescribable oh look at this bad boy
45:55what do you think hey maybe i'll let you try it if you're nice
46:11how do you feel about being in person together better i'm not gonna lie at first it made me like
46:17real nervous because i was like oh my god and it kind of freaked me out but i feel like
46:22we have a good
46:24base yeah to go from
46:25i feel like we're gonna be 70 dancing in our kitchen oh for sure
46:33together oh i might break my hip but that's okay as long as we're together
46:38you're right i'll take care of you i am your little nurse now your own personal nurse i love that
46:45i'm excited about like just i don't know physical connection being in person
46:50if i broke your heart the next time that i do have sex with somebody i want it to be
46:57with the
46:57person that i a hundred percent we are going to spend the rest of our lives together
47:05so i think that eventually we will have sex i feel hopeful feel excited
47:13i feel like we have a good thing i feel like we have a very strong connection
47:21i'm not scared of anyone
47:25we're gonna have a good life yes we are
47:30i think what i'm most hopeful for is that we're going to actually get married and build a future
47:36together and have kids and just have the life that we both always dreamed of like i feel like i
47:42could just do this forever good night love you i love you
47:53you know i hope to be with chris forever like and this is you know the first night of hopefully
48:00the thousands i'm so happy oh wow this could be the start of the rest of my life
48:31i'm just scared of losing you i'm not scared of anyone
48:40i'm just kidding
48:46as much as i do
48:56you
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