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The Summer My Heart Stopped FULL EPISODE
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00:00:00My name is Isabel Spencer.
00:00:02The summer I graduated high school,
00:00:04in the sweltering June heat,
00:00:07I died.
00:00:08In the days leading up to my death,
00:00:10I recorded secret videos
00:00:12from my crush.
00:00:13But he didn't see them until ten years later.
00:00:17And here
00:00:18is the story of my life.
00:00:24Murder! How dare you show up to this school?
00:00:26Just leave!
00:00:27Yeah, beat it!
00:00:29If you hadn't gotten caught up with those gangsters,
00:00:31Alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times
00:00:33trying to save you.
00:00:34You're the reason he died.
00:00:36He bled out on the street because of you.
00:00:38And the worst part is, you didn't even show up to court to testify.
00:00:41So now his murders are walking free because of you.
00:00:45Alex was your best friend.
00:00:46His dad was like a father to you.
00:00:48I mean, how could you do this to him?
00:00:50Don't you even feel a shred of guilt?
00:00:53Hey! We're talking to you!
00:00:55Answer me, bitch!
00:01:00Nothing I say is gonna change your mind anyway.
00:01:02You selfish skink.
00:01:04I'm gonna put you in your place.
00:01:06Or Alex.
00:01:26I was gonna go to the court, but then I had another heart attack.
00:01:31So I had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks.
00:01:36Too bad you didn't just die.
00:01:40Maybe I should have just died right then and there.
00:01:49Due to the absence of witness testimony, the court has concluded that the cause of Mr. Steven Brooks' death cannot
00:01:56be determined.
00:01:58The case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted.
00:02:03How could you not be here, Isabel?
00:02:07Alex's dad died because of me.
00:02:18Alex, do you want to share?
00:02:31Come on, Izzy.
00:02:32You need to keep a heart healthy diet.
00:02:38Here.
00:02:39Here.
00:02:41Have mine.
00:02:45I get why you hate me.
00:02:47I just never thought I'd hurt this much.
00:02:49God, what a dumbass.
00:02:50I mean, the guy's a fireman, right?
00:02:52Not a cop.
00:02:53Plus, he went in there with no weapon.
00:02:54He was basically asking to get stabbed to death.
00:03:02No one talked shit about my dad.
00:03:04Am I wrong though?
00:03:06If I could play the hero, pay the price.
00:03:07He got what he deserved.
00:03:08Fuck you!
00:03:22Alex, stop!
00:03:24Alex, stop!
00:03:30Alex, don't be like this.
00:03:31Your dad wouldn't want it.
00:03:32If you need to, Vin, just take it out on me.
00:03:35Take it out on you?
00:03:37Fine.
00:03:38Go fucking die, Isabel!
00:03:43Don't worry, Alex.
00:03:45I'll get your wish soon.
00:03:46Isabel, the surgery went well, but your heart can't handle the stress of any more procedures.
00:03:52You have about one month left to live.
00:03:57At most.
00:04:07Looking for these?
00:04:08Yes, thank you.
00:04:10Do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by pretending to be Little Miss ER?
00:04:18No!
00:04:21You said you needed them right?
00:04:23Then lick them up.
00:04:29Oh!
00:04:29Is that the brand new phone?
00:04:31Who gave you the money for that?
00:04:32Was it the murderers who bribed you to stay silent?
00:04:35My mom gave it to me.
00:04:37Oh!
00:04:38Oh!
00:04:39Takimaj!
00:04:39Why are we so nervous?
00:04:40Is it because you have incriminating evidence on here?
00:04:43Oh!
00:04:43The videos I made for Alex are on there.
00:04:44I can't let him see those.
00:04:46Hi, Alex.
00:04:48I just wanted to say that I love you.
00:04:52I might not ever get a chance to tell you in person, so...
00:04:57Give it to...
00:04:57Hold her!
00:04:58Hold her!
00:04:59Hold her!
00:05:00Oh!
00:05:01Let's use Face ID to unlock it.
00:05:03I want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this bitch is hiding.
00:05:07Smile, sweetheart.
00:05:15Hi, Alex.
00:05:17I just wanted to say that...
00:05:21What are you doing?
00:05:23Alex, help.
00:05:31We were just trying to get back at her for you, bro.
00:05:34Practice starts in five minutes.
00:05:36Get your asses to the pool.
00:05:38Right.
00:05:39Swim practice.
00:05:41I almost thought he was here to save me.
00:05:43You idiots want to get kicked off varsity?
00:05:45Go!
00:05:51Alex!
00:05:52Can I join you for your swim practice?
00:05:54I can be your personal cheerleader.
00:06:01You coming to the swim meet tomorrow?
00:06:03We've already got an army of fangirls going.
00:06:05It doesn't matter if I go.
00:06:07You really don't know.
00:06:10You know what?
00:06:12I don't care about those other girls.
00:06:14I only want you cheering me on.
00:06:21Yeah, sure.
00:06:32Alex, you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me.
00:06:38I'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again.
00:06:41Your court's decision isn't going to change.
00:06:43I'm not going to give up.
00:06:45Not until the murderers who killed Alex's father are brought to justice.
00:06:52That's the judge.
00:06:55Jeez.
00:06:59Ms. Spencer, the case is closed and I'm not reopening it.
00:07:04It's over.
00:07:05I'll testify.
00:07:06Please reopen the case.
00:07:15Hey, Alex.
00:07:17So, today I went to go see Judge Roberts.
00:07:20I tried to get him to reopen the case.
00:07:22But you said no.
00:07:25I'm not going to give up though.
00:07:26I promised you.
00:07:30And I'm going to keep my word.
00:07:34Hey, lovebug.
00:07:36How was school?
00:07:38Oh, my.
00:07:39What happened?
00:07:41Is someone bullying you at school?
00:07:43Well, I just fell.
00:07:45How?
00:07:46Everyone at school loves me.
00:07:47Listen, I have great news.
00:07:49The lawyer finally called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the Brooks case.
00:07:54We're finally going to take those killers to justice.
00:07:58That's creepy.
00:08:00I know, honey.
00:08:02Just unexpectedly, Judge Roberts just changed his mind.
00:08:05You should tell Alex the good news.
00:08:09No, not yet.
00:08:10I don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out.
00:08:13I know this is important to you.
00:08:14But don't forget to take care of your own health.
00:08:16Don't worry about me.
00:08:18I want to get justice for Alex's dad.
00:08:21When did my little girl grow up so fast?
00:08:24Alright.
00:08:25Go get him, tiger.
00:08:26But now I love you to the moon and back.
00:08:31I love you too, Mom.
00:08:33You know, some people they say they have the best mom.
00:08:36But I really do have the best mom.
00:08:45Mrs. Spencer, your daughter only has a month left.
00:08:50I'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days.
00:09:02I wish Alex was here.
00:09:22Whoa.
00:09:24Why did he get so ripped?
00:09:26Don't pretend.
00:09:27I saw you checking me out.
00:09:30Ew.
00:09:30No.
00:09:31No.
00:09:32No, I was just spacing out.
00:09:33Oh, really?
00:09:33Mm-hmm.
00:09:34You're telling me that this doesn't make you drool.
00:09:37You could strip butt naked.
00:09:38And it would do nothing for me.
00:09:40Yeah?
00:09:41Then let's put that to the test.
00:09:43Do it.
00:09:44I dare you.
00:09:45Okay.
00:10:11Oh, God!
00:10:12Oh, God!
00:10:12Oh, God!
00:10:12I didn't see anything!
00:10:14Mom!
00:10:14I swear!
00:10:15Oh, God!
00:10:16Mom!
00:10:16God.
00:10:17Oh, God!
00:10:30Hey.
00:10:32Alex.
00:10:32I've got notes from chemistry.
00:10:34You missed it because of practice.
00:10:37Now you've got to study up if we're going to the same college.
00:10:53Why would I want to go to the same college as you?
00:10:59So, I made up my mind, I'm going to go to Princeton for undergrad, and then Columbia
00:11:06for med school, and once I graduate, I'm going to join Doctors Without Borders.
00:11:12What about you?
00:11:14I'll go wherever you go.
00:11:19I just wanted to help you study.
00:11:22Your mom wants you to go to a good school.
00:11:24My mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered.
00:11:30And the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened.
00:11:37And who do you think is responsible for that?
00:11:40I'm sorry.
00:11:41Sorry?
00:11:42You're sorry?
00:11:43You think that's enough?
00:11:46That sorry's going to bring my dad back?
00:11:48That sorry's going to help my mom?
00:11:50No, I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies.
00:11:54No, remember this.
00:11:56I will never forgive you.
00:11:58Not for the rest of my life.
00:12:10Alex Brooks?
00:12:12Alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick.
00:12:16You practically killed his father, now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine.
00:12:24She's right.
00:12:25I shouldn't even be here.
00:12:28Why come to school if I don't even have a future ahead of me?
00:12:35Alex, if you don't want to see me, I'll stay out of your sight.
00:12:40Please, I know it hurts and I know that you're mad.
00:12:43But don't give up on your own future.
00:13:07Step aside, spot's reserved.
00:13:13Reserved?
00:13:14Since when?
00:13:14Always has been.
00:13:16Always will be.
00:13:18I always want you by my side.
00:13:20Beautiful.
00:13:22Great.
00:13:22Congratulations.
00:13:24Great.
00:13:26Cheese.
00:13:28Awesome.
00:13:28Can I see?
00:13:29Oh, sure.
00:13:31That's perfect.
00:13:32Would I be able to get it like this big?
00:13:35That's like wedding picture big.
00:13:39For a funeral, actually.
00:13:42My funeral.
00:13:44A funeral.
00:13:45A funeral.
00:13:47Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:13:51Because I'm about to die?
00:13:52Yeah, you've been saying that since fucking kindergarten.
00:13:55Come up with a new line already.
00:13:58Let's race.
00:13:59Let's race.
00:13:59Whoever gets to the top first wins this yummy candy.
00:14:02I can't.
00:14:03My mommy does my heart to me.
00:14:06If I run, I'll die.
00:14:09Anyway.
00:14:11I will never ever race you again, Isabel.
00:14:14Please don't die.
00:14:16When I grow up, I'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever.
00:14:24If you are going to die, I don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven.
00:14:28So be a good girl and go to hell.
00:14:34Congratulations, everybody.
00:14:36Now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the corner,
00:14:42you are in the homestretch.
00:14:44But this is not the time for senioritis.
00:14:47Let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong.
00:14:51All right?
00:14:57Alex, where'd you get in?
00:15:00Um, Yale.
00:15:03Wow.
00:15:04Only the best for my Alex.
00:15:06What are you going to major in?
00:15:08Pre-med.
00:15:08Oh, you want to be a doctor.
00:15:10How come?
00:15:11Uh...
00:15:15I'm going to become a doctor.
00:15:17I'm going to fix your arm.
00:15:18I won't let you die.
00:15:23It's a promise, son.
00:15:29Tell my mom.
00:15:32At least Alex hasn't given up on his future.
00:15:34I'll be a nurse.
00:15:35We can work at the same hospital together.
00:15:38Ooh!
00:15:39Who doesn't love a good nurse-doctor romance, huh?
00:15:42You guys would be perfect for each other.
00:15:57Forget that, freak.
00:15:59Hasn't she hurt you enough already?
00:16:12Hey, lovebug.
00:16:14It's me, Mom.
00:16:17I'm right here.
00:16:19Oh, thank God you're awake.
00:16:23I don't know.
00:16:25I think it's okay if I take a break from school.
00:16:30Yes, of course.
00:16:31I think your teachers will understand.
00:16:34This is great.
00:16:36Now I get to spend more time with my precious girl.
00:16:38If I don't go to school, maybe Alex can graduate in peace.
00:16:51Wait.
00:16:52What's Isabel's mom doing here?
00:16:57Mr. Mills, I want to let you know that Isabel will be taking a leave of absence.
00:17:17Isabel, are you dropping out of school?
00:17:21Why do you care?
00:17:22I thought you didn't want to see me.
00:17:24Just answer me.
00:17:25Are you dropping out or not?
00:17:26Do you want to stay out of your sight?
00:17:28There you go again.
00:17:29Doing everything on your terms.
00:17:31You owe me.
00:17:33That means I decide how you repay me.
00:17:35Isabel, if you drop out, you are throwing your college dreams out the window.
00:17:40You think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death?
00:17:43It's not that damn simple.
00:17:45Isabel, Isabel will take your medication.
00:17:47Wait, Isabel, are you at the hospital?
00:17:55Hey, Alex.
00:17:57It takes ten days until graduation.
00:17:59They keep poking me, so I have all these bruises.
00:18:04A few days ago, I went into heart failure again, so they put me on a resuscitation machine.
00:18:10People don't normally live past that, but I did.
00:18:13But I won't die, not until I bring your father's murder to justice.
00:18:18Isabel?
00:18:22Isabel?
00:18:24Are you here to see me?
00:18:30Why are you wearing a beanie in June?
00:18:33And what's wrong with your hair?
00:18:37Your hair?
00:18:42I, Isabel Spencer, promise that my testimony is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
00:18:49On the night of June 18th, I was walking home alone.
00:18:54It was them.
00:18:55I never forget their faces.
00:18:57They tried to assault me.
00:18:58Help!
00:19:00But, Mr. Brooks, he saved me.
00:19:06Help!
00:19:12That he lost his life.
00:19:15Help!
00:19:16Please!
00:19:17Please, somebody help!
00:19:19He died trying to save me.
00:19:23Based on the new witnesses' testimony, the court finds defendants Brad Baker and Robert Ross.
00:19:39guilty of murder in the second degree, and sentences them to 20 years in state prison.
00:19:48See, Alex?
00:19:49I meant what I said.
00:19:50You promised I'd bring your dad's killers to justice.
00:20:05Hey.
00:20:06Thanks.
00:20:07No.
00:20:08Sorry, I, I should have been here the first time.
00:20:11My mom was unusually lucid today.
00:20:14She said that I shouldn't resent you anymore.
00:20:17Do you still resent me?
00:20:18I don't know.
00:20:21But every time that I look at you, it reminds me of how my dad died.
00:20:26And how my mom fell apart.
00:20:29I don't think we should see each other again.
00:20:32Okay.
00:20:35I'm going to die soon, Alex.
00:20:37So don't worry.
00:20:39This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:21:02This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:21:10This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:21:17I'm going to die soon.
00:21:29I'm going to die, Alex.
00:21:32Hey, hun.
00:21:33How are you feeling?
00:21:35I feel good.
00:21:42um what day is it june 9th why
00:21:47you have a date to the dance no what hey what if we just went together
00:21:55is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what would your answer be
00:22:05yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:22:18today's a crowd dance i have to go oh is the bell your heart
00:22:22oh please this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:22:30i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:22:35fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy
00:22:39all right we've had enough close calls at the er
00:22:43thank you mom i love you i love you
00:22:57seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:23:01maybe i just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:23:06dummy
00:23:16what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:23:38alex
00:23:52have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:24:16come on dance it this way
00:24:21izzy
00:24:22izzy
00:24:23i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:24:26izzy
00:24:33izzy
00:24:43no
00:24:45Noooooooooooooooooooo!
00:24:59Izzy?
00:25:01What the hell Alex?!
00:25:04Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with it?
00:25:06Don't call her that!
00:25:16What's wrong?
00:25:18Nothing, thanks.
00:25:25Spencer?
00:25:26Alex! Please come!
00:25:29Isabelle, she's about to die!
00:25:33Alex! Alex, where are you?
00:25:39No! No, no! This can't be real!
00:25:49Isabel, you can't die!
00:26:02Isabelle!
00:26:03You can't die!
00:26:04Young man, you can't be in here!
00:26:05You need to leave!
00:26:06No!
00:26:07No, I'm not leaving! That's my Isabelle! That's my Izzy!
00:26:09I need to see her!
00:26:22No, this can't be real!
00:26:24It's...
00:26:25No, this can't be real!
00:26:43It's her chauffeur and young lady!
00:26:46No, it's...
00:26:48It's not her!
00:26:55Please, Spencer...
00:26:56Please, just pick up!
00:27:01Excuse me!
00:27:03Do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in?
00:27:07She's 18, hair down to here, she's really thin, big, beautiful eyes, a kind you never forget!
00:27:14Alex?
00:27:17Looking for me?
00:27:23Wait, what?
00:27:24Isabel?
00:27:27What's going on?
00:27:29Your mom called and said you're about to die.
00:27:31Are you okay?
00:27:34My mom, she's so over-dramatic, I just had a minor surgery.
00:27:37It's completely fine.
00:27:41What, do you think this is funny or something?
00:27:43What?
00:27:44Jesus Christ.
00:27:46Isabel, what, you...
00:27:46You had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:27:51What's next, huh?
00:27:52You're gonna invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:27:55This is not what happened.
00:27:56No, no, don't call me again.
00:27:57Not even on your deathbed.
00:28:00Because I don't care anymore.
00:28:01Not one fucking bit.
00:28:20Isabel, what are you doing out here?
00:28:22You just gotta have a surgery.
00:28:26Is that Alex?
00:28:29Baby, I'm sorry, I called him.
00:28:31I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:28:35It's okay, Mom.
00:28:37It doesn't matter.
00:28:39Can we go home?
00:28:41I really don't wanna die.
00:28:54Hey, Alex.
00:28:56Five days till graduation.
00:28:59You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but I know you didn't mean them.
00:29:07Sometimes I just get sad.
00:29:09Thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:29:13But I want you to be happy.
00:29:18And so, I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:29:26Do you remember this?
00:29:29You left it here.
00:29:32It means a lot to me.
00:29:53Wait.
00:29:55Isabel, you...
00:29:56You sure you want this?
00:29:59100%.
00:30:01I don't wanna die a virgin.
00:30:03Yeah, but...
00:30:05Why me?
00:30:08Because you're my best friend.
00:30:11The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:30:13My person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:30:17Yeah.
00:30:18Great, okay.
00:30:19Then, um...
00:30:22How do you wanna get started?
00:30:25You tell me.
00:30:26I'm the virgin here.
00:30:29Well, uh...
00:30:30Actually, you're not the only...
00:30:32Virgin here.
00:30:34Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:30:36That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:30:38I'm not the help-up kind of guy.
00:30:42Actually, I've been waiting.
00:30:46Waiting for what?
00:30:50I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:30:53I wanted you to be my first.
00:30:56Uh...
00:30:57Nothing.
00:30:58I'm ready if you are.
00:31:16I'm ready too.
00:31:22I'll be gentle.
00:31:24I promise.
00:31:35That was my first kiss.
00:31:37Me too.
00:31:42That was my first kiss.
00:31:55Oh my god.
00:31:57Am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:32:04What the hell are you kids doing?
00:32:07Uh...
00:32:07Homework!
00:32:11This is the last thing you gave me.
00:32:17So, now it is time to give it back.
00:32:19I'll be back.
00:32:35Alex?
00:32:37Anyone home?
00:32:55So, he got into Princeton too.
00:33:01Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room.
00:33:07Playing games.
00:33:09Building blanket forts.
00:33:11All kinds of stupid stuff.
00:33:14But I never come in here anymore.
00:33:17Not since Alex's dad died.
00:33:29My eyes are up here.
00:33:31Yeah, sorry.
00:33:33Just, uh...
00:33:35People at school said you have three nipples.
00:33:38And I was just curious.
00:33:41You're not seriously listening to those rumors.
00:33:43You could have just asked me.
00:33:45Yeah.
00:33:46Sorry.
00:33:47You're right.
00:33:49Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:33:54You know what?
00:33:55It's to prove the gossip wrong.
00:33:57I'll show you.
00:33:59What?
00:34:05So?
00:34:08How many do I have?
00:34:10Two.
00:34:11Two.
00:34:13Perfect.
00:34:14One.
00:34:21This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:34:29Goodbye, Alex.
00:34:36Oh my god, Alex.
00:34:39You're finally showing me your room.
00:34:41Will I be the first girl who's doing it?
00:34:43Oh!
00:34:50Wow.
00:34:51I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:34:58It's always late.
00:35:00I think you should leave.
00:35:01Don't be such a killjoy, Alex.
00:35:04I have a surprise for you.
00:35:13Oh.
00:35:16Yes.
00:35:17So I...
00:35:17I should definitely leave.
00:35:19You sure you want me to leave?
00:35:21You said your parents are out.
00:35:23Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:35:29I can do anything that you want, Alex.
00:35:33I'm yours.
00:35:33I'm yours.
00:35:37See?
00:35:39I'm already wet for you.
00:35:48Yes.
00:35:49Oh, that's it.
00:35:52Oh, that's it, baby.
00:35:55Alex, do you want me?
00:35:56Yes.
00:35:57Issy wants you.
00:35:59Did Alex just say my name?
00:36:03Uh...
00:36:03What did you say?
00:36:05Did you just call me Issy?
00:36:09I, uh...
00:36:23Issy, girl?
00:36:25What are you doing in my closet?
00:36:28What are you doing in my closet?
00:36:32Alex, I'm...
00:36:34I'm so sorry.
00:36:35I didn't know you'd be back.
00:36:36What the fuck?
00:36:37Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:36:39What else?
00:36:40She's being a creepy stalker as usual.
00:36:43Seriously, Isabel?
00:36:44Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:36:47Alex, no.
00:36:48That's not what I was doing.
00:36:48I just...
00:36:49I just...
00:36:50I'm just gonna return something to you.
00:36:52It's yours.
00:36:55What the hell is that?
00:36:57Just...
00:36:59A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:37:02Alex, is this yours?
00:37:12You sure you want this?
00:37:15100%.
00:37:18What?
00:37:19You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:37:22No.
00:37:24That's not what...
00:37:25Alex, do you even want this?
00:37:37Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:37:40Means nothing to me.
00:37:44Hear that?
00:37:46Get the fuck out!
00:37:47Alex doesn't want you here!
00:37:53She's right.
00:37:54You should leave.
00:38:02Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:38:04I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:38:08I can help you forget all about her.
00:38:11Zoe, stop. I'm not in the mood.
00:38:13Oh, wait. We can try something else then.
00:38:16You'll love it.
00:38:19Zoe, I'm serious. Stop.
00:38:22Stop resisting. It's gonna feel amazing.
00:38:24I promise.
00:38:27You...
00:38:28I said no.
00:38:29Leave me the fuck alone.
00:38:31What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:38:33You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle.
00:38:36I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:38:44Damn it, Isabelle.
00:38:46How do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:39:03Where is it? It should be right here.
00:39:06Looking for this?
00:39:11Looking for this?
00:39:16I mean, don't think it means something.
00:39:19Whatever.
00:39:20I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:39:39Good morning, sunshine. I made pancakes.
00:39:44Hey, Mom.
00:39:46I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:39:49Don't worry. I'll be back soon.
00:39:53Miss Brooks?
00:39:55Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:39:56I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:40:00If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:40:04Happily in love like before.
00:40:12I have missed you, my love.
00:40:14I have been thinking about you all day.
00:40:17Even when training your new recruits?
00:40:18Mm-hmm. Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:40:26Gross.
00:40:27Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love.
00:40:29And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:40:33If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that many.
00:40:37Don't cry, my dear. You ruined your pretty face.
00:40:41Okay, I'll stop.
00:40:43Good news. Alex got into Princeton.
00:40:47And what about you, my dear?
00:40:49I'm not going anywhere. Ever.
00:40:52I'll probably die here.
00:40:54Be buried here.
00:40:56For all eternity.
00:40:59What are you talking about?
00:41:02Alex, I was just visiting your mom and I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:41:06What are you saying?
00:41:08You know she's unwanted. You know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:41:11Alex, I-
00:41:12Was torturing me not enough?
00:41:14You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:41:18Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:41:22Are those for me?
00:41:24Yes, Mom.
00:41:26They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:41:28Your favorite.
00:41:29Remember how Dad used to always bring you those?
00:41:36Steven.
00:41:37Steven.
00:41:38Steven, you're back.
00:41:40Oh, I missed you so much.
00:41:42You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:41:48Isabel.
00:41:54I've been thinking about it, about my parents, and about us.
00:42:00And I think I figured it out.
00:42:02I don't hate you anymore.
00:42:04Really?
00:42:06But what happened?
00:42:08It can't be undone.
00:42:10I can't go back to how things were.
00:42:22So after graduation, I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:42:27And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:42:31Including you.
00:42:34Isi.
00:42:38This is goodbye, Alex.
00:42:41Forever.
00:42:44Goodbye, my Isi.
00:42:56Steven, let's go!
00:43:12I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:43:19He's not just brilliant.
00:43:21He's ridiculously hot.
00:43:26Hello, everybody.
00:43:28Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:43:30For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:43:35Alright.
00:43:36So that's all from me.
00:43:37There are no further questions.
00:43:39You're free to go.
00:43:44Actually, I did have a question.
00:43:47Are you from after work?
00:43:50Shelly, right?
00:43:51Yeah.
00:43:52I'm sorry.
00:43:52I'm busy.
00:43:54And this is a hospital.
00:43:56Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:44:02Dude, that was harsh.
00:44:03Would it really kill you to cut me some slack?
00:44:05I've known you since college.
00:44:07I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:44:10Yeah.
00:44:12Hey, but...
00:44:13Chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:44:14I'm not the one to judge.
00:44:15Fuck off, man.
00:44:16Mind your own business for once.
00:44:21Yo, Alex.
00:44:22How you been, man?
00:44:23Our ten year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:44:26You going?
00:44:28I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:44:30And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:33Including you.
00:44:35You see?
00:44:37Isabel, are you gonna be there?
00:44:40Okay.
00:44:49Al Bundy.
00:44:50You at the end of this town?
00:44:50Go there, man.
00:44:51Go there.
00:44:51Hey, man.
00:44:54Look who's here, everyone.
00:44:56The legend of Evergreen High.
00:44:58The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks.
00:45:03I envy you. You disappeared for 10 years, and everybody still loves you.
00:45:08Was everyone invited?
00:45:09Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:45:11Oh, except for Zoe. She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:45:15Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:45:19Why? Who are you expecting to see?
00:45:22No one.
00:45:23Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:45:26After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her.
00:45:30Oh!
00:45:34I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:45:35Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel.
00:45:38What do they call her? Little Miss, uh, Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:45:42Hey, don't call her that.
00:45:45Dude.
00:45:46Come on, man. Don't be so hurt.
00:45:49Your little Izzy's dead.
00:45:51Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard.
00:45:54The fuck did you just...
00:45:55Whoa, whoa.
00:45:56Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa. Hey, man. You were drunk. Back off.
00:45:59I ain't drunk.
00:46:00Shit, I've never been much sober in my life.
00:46:03Remember that one time by the swimming pool when we roasted her super hard?
00:46:07Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:46:09No, no, no. Let him finish.
00:46:12Attention, everyone. It's show and tell time.
00:46:15And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:46:19See this? It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:46:23Things I want to do before I die.
00:46:25Number one, travel to Paris.
00:46:26Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:46:28No, no, no, no, no. That's my bucket list.
00:46:30Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:46:32Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:46:38Everybody shut up.
00:46:41Alex, I...
00:46:42Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:46:44Go home and take her to Pound Town.
00:46:50How embarrassing.
00:46:51It only makes me hate you even more.
00:46:59See that?
00:47:01Alex hates you.
00:47:02And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:47:07You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:47:12Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:47:17I thought we were in the pool.
00:47:18No, I can't swim!
00:47:27Alex, help me.
00:47:30God, what did I do?
00:47:31I could have saved her.
00:47:34Man, that was fun.
00:47:37Maybe she got sick for like a month after that.
00:47:40And her health just got worse.
00:47:42And worse.
00:47:43And before long, she was dead.
00:47:46Dunzo.
00:47:50You asshole!
00:47:51How could you do that?
00:47:52She has a heart condition!
00:47:55You piece of fucking shit!
00:47:59What the fuck?
00:48:00Man, you don't act like you weren't a part of this!
00:48:03Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:48:06Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:48:08It means nothing to me.
00:48:11Man!
00:48:12Man!
00:48:13Man!
00:48:18Man!
00:48:19Man!
00:48:23Man!
00:48:25Man!
00:48:27Man!
00:48:30Man!
00:48:33You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:48:38I just wish that it wasn't to late to say we're sorry.
00:48:41You said you invited everybody!
00:48:44Where is Izzy?
00:48:45Dude!
00:48:46Can do you really not know?
00:48:48And not know what?
00:48:51Alex, Isabel died 10 years ago, right after graduation.
00:49:01You're messing with me, man.
00:49:03I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:49:05I'm not messing with you.
00:49:07All right, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:49:10He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:49:12I don't believe it.
00:49:14No, it has to be a different Isabel Spencer.
00:49:17My Izzy is not dead.
00:49:37She must have moved.
00:49:45The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:49:50The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:49:54The number you have dialed, the number you have dialed is not in service.
00:50:02No.
00:50:03No, no, she can't be dead.
00:50:06I'm gonna find her.
00:50:08Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:50:21Who sent this to my house?
00:50:32Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:50:36Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:50:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:50:41They're just fake rumors, right?
00:50:44Message me back when you see this.
00:50:54Is he?
00:50:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:50:59Oh, hi, Mom.
00:51:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:51:02Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:51:22It's for a funeral, actually.
00:51:25My funeral.
00:51:26A funeral?
00:51:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:51:312016?
00:51:32Isabel sent me this ten years ago.
00:51:59Hi, Alex.
00:52:02I am recording a special video series for you.
00:52:06Gosh, I look so pale.
00:52:08Anyway, tomorrow, we are one year away from graduation, and I'm gonna make you a video every single day.
00:52:14And then on graduation, I will give them all to you.
00:52:18And tell you I have a crush on you.
00:52:21Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:52:24I told you how I feel about you.
00:52:31I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:52:36Isabel.
00:52:39I like you.
00:52:43I know, we've been saying that since you were like five.
00:52:46No, I mean...
00:52:51Who's there?
00:52:59Oh, my God.
00:53:00Is he hard right now?
00:53:15Got you now, you brats.
00:53:22I'm sorry, Isabel.
00:53:26I didn't let you drown.
00:53:28I let you down.
00:53:30I might have been a little bit braver, but just a little bit more persistent.
00:53:36I could have told you how I felt.
00:53:39Hi, Alex.
00:53:41Two hundred and seventy-five days till graduation.
00:53:43I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:53:46So...
00:53:48What's this?
00:53:49Come on.
00:53:50And you are still smiling, like it's nothing.
00:53:55Hi, Alex.
00:53:56It is now two hundred and eleven days until graduation.
00:54:00Today, I snuck in tears for me, and I saw Zoe.
00:54:04She just fell into your arms, like a damsel in distress.
00:54:08And to make matters worse, you hugged her back.
00:54:12I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:54:14But then, you gave me your trophy, so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:54:19Admit it.
00:54:20You like me, too.
00:54:25Hey, Alex.
00:54:26Hey, Alex.
00:54:27Hey, Alex.
00:54:30That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:54:34Hi, Alex.
00:54:35I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:54:38I know you don't want to see me.
00:54:39You mean it's my fault he died?
00:54:42And I know how much he meant to you.
00:54:44I wish it was me who died instead.
00:54:52Alex?
00:54:58You were invited.
00:55:04I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:55:06I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:55:08You're not welcome here.
00:55:10My dad saved your life.
00:55:12And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:55:15If he had to sacrifice himself, it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:55:19I swear.
00:55:22Just fucking leave.
00:55:25Go!
00:55:26It's been so hard.
00:55:33Fuck!
00:55:35Fuck, I was so stupid as a man.
00:55:38Fuck!
00:55:39Fuck!
00:55:42When you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack, when you were dying on the operating table,
00:55:47I didn't believe you!
00:55:49I didn't believe you!
00:55:52I told you to go die!
00:55:56I'm so sorry.
00:56:05Hi, Alex.
00:56:07One date to graduation.
00:56:09I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:56:12I tried to do my makeup, but I couldn't even look at the brush.
00:56:18But I mean, I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest, so it's whatever.
00:56:25Alex, I'm scared.
00:56:27I don't want to die.
00:56:29I want to go to college with you.
00:56:32It's not really up to me.
00:56:34Maybe God just hates me.
00:56:36Like you do.
00:56:38Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife.
00:56:41But if there is, I really hope to see you there.
00:56:44That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:57:01Hi, Alex.
00:57:02Happy graduation.
00:57:04This is my last video.
00:57:07You left town today.
00:57:09I saw you packing up, but I know you didn't want to see me, so I hid behind the curtains.
00:57:17And then you looked up at me.
00:57:20You almost thought that you were going to come and say goodbye.
00:57:25But then you drove away.
00:57:27At least I know you still haven't forgiven me.
00:57:30It's okay.
00:57:35Isabel!
00:57:37Isabel!
00:57:40No, Isabel, you can't be dead.
00:57:42You can't be dead.
00:57:43You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:57:46Isabel?
00:57:53Zoe?
00:57:57Oh my god, Alex.
00:57:59It's been forever.
00:58:00I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town.
00:58:10It looks like a haunted house in here.
00:58:13Don't worry, I can help you spruce it up.
00:58:16What are you doing here?
00:58:17Why so cold, Alex?
00:58:19Weren't we a thing back in the day?
00:58:21We just hooked up.
00:58:22Okay, we were never official.
00:58:25It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
00:58:27Well, I was super into you back then.
00:58:31Okay.
00:58:31I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
00:58:35Hmm.
00:58:37I'm not really in the mood for you.
00:58:38What's that?
00:58:41Yeah.
00:58:44Nothing.
00:58:46oh so even alex brooks watches porn every now and then huh i get it you've been single for
00:58:54all these years you need to meet your needs somehow
00:58:59no i haven't forgotten about you alex you don't need to do everything by yourself
00:59:03let me fill those needs
00:59:08get out seriously alex been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
00:59:21so you came back for isabel i seriously don't understand why are you not over a bitch who's
00:59:28been dead for 10 years she's not dead stop spreading lies about her you're crazy
00:59:34you need to get your head fucking checked
00:59:41why does everyone say that you're dead they're lying right and where are you is
00:59:52so that's where you are i'm coming is
01:00:04hello mrs spencer alex
01:00:11thanks it's been ages what have you been up to all these years
01:00:15i became a heart surgeon a heart surgeon that's fantastic you found a great career
01:00:21it was isabel's dream to be working with doctors without borders
01:00:26she was still around i bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives
01:00:32if she was still around
01:00:35holy shit is mrs spencer in on this too
01:00:38is she helping izzy hide from me
01:00:40mrs spencer do you know where isabel is living now
01:00:46i have something i need to talk to her about
01:00:50isabel are you in there
01:01:10sorry mrs spencer i gotta get going i'll see you again soon
01:01:18no no it's a lie she can't be dead i promise i'll become a doctor and fix her heart
01:01:24i'm gonna find her doctor from before he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:01:29yes isabel spencer how could i forget her it's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her
01:01:35has she not gotten treatment for a decade
01:01:37she was a stubborn girl she once insisted on being discharged right after surgery
01:01:42is that something about needing to testify in court for a friend
01:01:47i don't think we should see each other again
01:01:52you were in so much pain but i didn't see it
01:01:55come to think of it i remember you now
01:01:59you used to come visit her when she was sick
01:02:02but why'd you stop visiting towards the end
01:02:04toward the end
01:02:06you're full of us too
01:02:11it's not true it's not true it's not true right is he
01:02:15you can't be dead
01:02:17alex
01:02:37alex
01:02:39alex
01:02:39alex
01:02:41alex
01:02:43ill
01:02:46to
01:03:00how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's
01:03:07that well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:03:20isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that
01:03:25maybe it's really true maybe she really is gone
01:03:33isabel isabel
01:03:41isabel i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:03:48alex one time no see
01:03:54why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:03:59i had to leave the city leave all the pain behind
01:04:07hey ended up back here in the end alex have you forgiven me
01:04:12i told you i don't hate you anymore listen i was so young and dumb back then okay the last
01:04:1910 years i
01:04:19have thought about you every day hell every minute every second me too it's not too late isabel we can
01:04:27start over i'm never gonna let you leave my side again sorry about the mess no one's been in this
01:04:35house for years but you can stay here with me now
01:04:42how are you how's your heart i've been good yeah my health has improved a lot still not perfect my
01:04:50mom
01:04:50moved in with my grandma and then i left for college came back after graduation so why didn't you just
01:04:56move back into your old house or because it is it because you didn't want to see me i just
01:05:03needed
01:05:03somewhere close to work why wouldn't i want to see you
01:05:15so you know everything i am so sorry isabel i should have protected you been there for you
01:05:23i treated you terribly do you hate me i could never hate you
01:05:36sorry just really excited to see you it's it's fine it's okay don't worry about it
01:05:43i just got back too it's pretty empty in here how about we go get something to eat yeah okay
01:05:56what can i get you sir
01:06:01pancakes definitely pancakes you're probably craving them as usual it's been 10 years surprised you
01:06:06remember how could i forget i'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady
01:06:20hey there handsome i'm alone too you mind if i slide in uh yeah we do mind we
01:06:30me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me
01:06:34she's the only girl i like and that's how it's been for a long long time
01:06:41weirdo could have just said no
01:06:46it's crazy i also like the guy sitting across from me and i have for a long long time
01:06:58your total for today comes out to 55 43.
01:07:02you want to get that to go it'll make a good midnight star
01:07:07sir i don't mean a private who exactly are you speaking to
01:07:11uh
01:07:13my girlfriend
01:07:16but sir there's no one there
01:07:20what do you mean
01:07:42what you feeling for dinner izzy and don't say pancakes again
01:07:48isabel
01:07:54we have a picture on target
01:08:01sorry i didn't mean to wake you i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:08:05i'll hope
01:08:08promise you'll never leave my side again i promise
01:08:12you saw my videos you know that you're my one and only
01:08:21we already missed out on a decade and they don't want to waste any more time
01:08:24are you saying that you want to be official
01:08:26if i am
01:08:28and what's your answer yes a thousand percent yes
01:08:37forever till we get old and gray
01:09:07what are you watching
01:09:08it's shiny it's actually really scary
01:09:11i'm so warm
01:09:17how do people watch this
01:09:20you're not scared oh yes scared to death
01:09:33it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:09:37not that i want you to stop i like the way you touch me
01:09:48i want you to stop
01:09:52it's okay
01:09:53it's okay
01:09:59it's okay
01:10:07it's okay
01:10:16Isabel?
01:10:32Isabel?
01:10:33Thunder James?
01:10:34Thunder James?
01:10:44It scared me for a sec, I almost let you laugh.
01:10:53I'm not going anywhere, I told you I'd stay with you, remember?
01:11:00Isabel, let's get married.
01:11:03Like nothing more.
01:11:23Hey Alex.
01:11:25I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:11:30Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten year memorial for Isabel.
01:11:34Can you come?
01:11:35It's this Sunday at the church.
01:11:41What's wrong?
01:11:42Who's on the phone?
01:11:43Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:11:45Who was it?
01:11:46Uh, nothing.
01:11:48Just a scam.
01:11:50As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:11:57Alex.
01:11:58Alex.
01:11:59I'm sorry.
01:12:00It's nothing.
01:12:03June 23rd, the anniversary of my dad's death.
01:12:10Can I go with you this time?
01:12:13Yeah.
01:12:14I'd love that.
01:12:22Hey dad.
01:12:24It's me.
01:12:36I've been good.
01:12:38Mom's doing a lot better too now.
01:12:40You don't need to worry.
01:12:42You'd want me to move on.
01:12:43Let go of my resentment.
01:12:45I finally have.
01:12:48Isabel said she's gonna marry me.
01:12:53We're gonna start our own family together.
01:13:10Hey, look home.
01:13:18I'm sorry.
01:13:20I didn't mean to scare you.
01:13:22I think I'd react like that.
01:13:24It's okay.
01:13:25You don't have to look, okay? Let's go.
01:13:32Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you.
01:13:35I just didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:13:38It's okay. How about a massage?
01:13:55You selfish bitch!
01:13:57Go to hell.
01:14:14Can I help you help me?
01:14:16Now I'm already dead.
01:14:18I hate you! And I never want to see you again!
01:14:23Isabel?
01:14:41Isabel!
01:14:49Isabel?
01:14:53Did you hear me yelling? Why didn't you answer me?
01:14:56Listen up. I can't breathe.
01:14:58Isabel, sorry.
01:15:00I'm sorry I didn't hear you. What's wrong?
01:15:03N-nothing. Just a nightmare.
01:15:07Isabel, will you marry me?
01:15:10Like, I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:15:14I want to marry you, Isabel. To be with you always.
01:15:18Like, day and night, year after year.
01:15:20Okay. Yeah, let's do it.
01:15:25Great. Alright, you go pick out a dress,
01:15:27and I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:15:31Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:15:33Hey, Mom.
01:15:34I'm getting married.
01:15:36To Izzy.
01:15:37The wedding's tomorrow.
01:15:39Same place you and Dad got married.
01:15:42Hoping to make it.
01:15:54Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:15:57We're just early.
01:15:59We'll be here soon.
01:16:03Mom!
01:16:06Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:16:09No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:16:13Mom, what's wrong?
01:16:15Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:16:18Yeah, of course. She's right in front of me.
01:16:22Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:16:23Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:16:26What?
01:16:29They're for treating hallucinations.
01:16:34Oh, hallucinations.
01:16:35What are you talking about?
01:16:36Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:16:38She's right here in front of me.
01:16:39I'm not hallucinating her.
01:16:40Deep down, you already know the truth.
01:16:43Don't you?
01:16:44You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:16:47To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:16:52No, Mom, why would you say that?
01:16:54She's alive and well.
01:16:55Why would you say that she's-
01:17:03Isabel!
01:17:04Isabel!
01:17:06No!
01:17:07No, no, no, she has to be here.
01:17:10She scared her off!
01:17:11She scared her off!
01:17:12That's a-
01:17:13Wake up, Alex!
01:17:15Isabel is dead!
01:17:17How long are you gonna keep lying to yourself?
01:17:20No, no, no, no.
01:17:21She's not.
01:17:21She's-
01:17:22She's alive!
01:17:22She- She is!
01:17:23She really is!
01:17:24You think she's alive?
01:17:25I'll take you to see her right now!
01:17:36Isabel!
01:17:37Take a good look.
01:17:38What does it say?
01:17:46No.
01:17:48Oh, no.
01:17:49Isabel.
01:17:52No, anything.
01:17:53Anyone but her, anyone but Isabel.
01:17:55No!
01:17:56Anyone but you!
01:17:58No!
01:17:58Please, no!
01:18:00No!
01:18:03No!
01:18:04No!
01:18:06No!
01:18:06No!
01:18:07No!
01:18:08No!
01:18:09No!
01:18:11No!
01:18:14No!
01:18:16No!
01:18:17No!
01:18:19I'm here to take you.
01:18:21We can finally be together.
01:18:40Alex?
01:18:42Alex?
01:18:46Ms. Spencer.
01:18:49Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:18:51Dad, Mom.
01:18:53I'm fine.
01:18:55I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:18:58Alex.
01:19:00I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth.
01:19:02But Isabel.
01:19:06Isabel's dead.
01:19:07How did she die 10 years ago?
01:19:09And we have no choice but to accept it.
01:19:11I can't accept that.
01:19:13You'll never accept that.
01:19:15How can I accept it?
01:19:16The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:19:20There was horrible things to her.
01:19:22And there was words to echo in my mind all the time.
01:19:26That's the last memory she has of me.
01:19:30How can I forgive myself?
01:19:32I love her.
01:19:34And I never got to tell her.
01:19:37Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:19:40Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:19:43How can you be so sure?
01:19:45But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:19:47What is the point of going on living?
01:19:54When I was organizing Isabel's things, I found this.
01:19:58This is her last words to you.
01:20:00I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:20:23I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:20:30what is the end of life.
01:20:31Love, Isabel.
01:20:34I'm sorry.
01:20:48What are you proposing to me?
01:20:54It's a friendship ring, dummy.
01:21:00How did I miss this, all these years?
01:21:07Hey, Isabel.
01:21:08I came to say goodbye.
01:21:10It was your dream that joining Doctors Without Borders
01:21:12to treat those who were as fortunate.
01:21:15Well, I went and I applied too.
01:21:17I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:21:19I'm gonna take the love you gave me
01:21:21and live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:21:24Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:21:28I love you.
01:21:51I love you.
01:21:53I love you.
01:21:57I love you.
01:21:59I love you.
01:22:00I love you.
01:22:01I love you.
01:22:02I love you.
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