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The Summer My Heart Stopped
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying
00:00:35to save you you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part
00:00:40is you didn't even show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you
00:00:47alex was your best friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this
00:00:51to him
00:00:51don't you even feel a shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me nothing i say is gonna
00:01:02change your mind anyway you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen brooks's
00:01:58death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought it hurt this much
00:02:51god what a dumbass i mean the guy's a fireman right not a cop plus he went in there with
00:02:56no
00:02:56weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to just take it out on me
00:03:38take it out on you
00:03:40fine fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex you get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live
00:04:00at most
00:04:11looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by
00:04:16pretending to be little miss er
00:04:22no
00:04:25said you needed him right then lick him up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:37to
00:04:38stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy match why are we so nervous is it because
00:04:45you have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let him see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you
00:04:56i might not ever get a chance to tell you in person so
00:05:01hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id to unlock it i want to see what kind
00:05:07of dirty little
00:05:08secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:48you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow already got an army of fangirls going it doesn't matter if i go you
00:06:12really don't know you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:36alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going to
00:06:47change i'm not going to give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father brought to justice
00:06:56alex that's the judge jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts i tried to get him to reopen the case
00:07:27that he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice that's great i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex
00:08:11the good news no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out i know
00:08:18this is
00:08:18important to you but don't forget to take care of your own don't worry about me okay i want to
00:08:25get
00:08:25justice for alex's dad when did my little girl grow up so fast all right go get him tiger but
00:08:32no i love
00:08:32you to the moon and back i love you too mom you know some people they say they have the
00:08:40best mom but i
00:08:41really do have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left
00:08:55i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:29what did he get so ripped don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:35you no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything
00:10:19mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm going to go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm going to join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is
00:11:31in a mental hospital
00:11:32because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk
00:11:40away
00:11:40i'm sorry as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that
00:11:46i'm sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back
00:11:54i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies
00:12:00no remember this i will never forgive you not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here
00:12:35why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:52you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spot's reserved
00:13:19it's reserved since when always has been always will be i always want you by my side
00:13:27beautiful great congratulations great geez awesome can i see oh sure
00:13:38that's perfect would i be able to get it like like this big that's like wedding picture big
00:13:45it's for a funeral actually my funeral
00:13:52a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since
00:14:01it's fucking kindergarten come up with a new line already let's race whoever gets to the top first
00:14:08win this yummy candy i can't my mommy does my heart to weak if i run i'll die
00:14:18i will never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:23when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven
00:14:35so be a good girl and go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in
00:14:47and graduation and graduation is just around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is
00:14:53not the time for senioritis let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:09um yale wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in pre-med
00:15:16oh you want to be a doctor how come uh
00:15:22i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together
00:15:46whoo who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:22hey love book it's me mom i'm right here
00:16:33i think it's okay if i take a break from school yes of course
00:16:42i think your teachers will understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl
00:16:49if i don't go to school maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:01wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07i think it's okay
00:17:08mr mills i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:31why do you care i thought you didn't want to see me just answer me are you dropping it or
00:17:36not
00:17:36would you like to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college dreams out the window you think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel is going to take your medication wait isabel you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises a few days
00:18:15ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people don't normally
00:18:21live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to justice
00:18:34isabel isabel you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:04picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel are you really dropping out
00:19:15of school why don't you lay around the hospital when everyone knows you're not actually dying
00:19:20playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she actually
00:19:28sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying as if
00:19:35pain in asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:57your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer
00:20:03was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here mr logan where is your witness
00:20:13she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer classic isabel i knew i shouldn't
00:20:19have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promised that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing about the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i'd never forget their faces they tried to assault me help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:06he said he lost his life help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:42see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:02i'm sorry i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today she said that i
00:22:10shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know but every time that i look at you
00:22:18it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom fell apart i don't think we should see
00:22:25each other again
00:22:27okay
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:22this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:29hey hon how you feeling
00:23:34feel good
00:23:39mom what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what
00:23:58would
00:23:58your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh is the bell your heart oh please
00:24:21this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not going to stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:38calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:24:58maybe i just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:25:03dummy
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:35alex
00:25:44alex
00:25:49have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13come on
00:26:14come on dance it this way
00:26:19izzy izzy oh my god
00:26:21hey mom i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:24go
00:26:25izzy izzy
00:26:52izzy
00:26:55Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that!
00:27:06Ready for her, ready for her.
00:27:08Ready for her.
00:27:08Ready for her.
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, thanks.
00:27:22Ms. Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:25Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex!
00:27:31Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:45Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No, no, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's why Isabel, that's why Izzy.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:19This can't be real.
00:28:21It's...
00:28:40It's not her.
00:28:50It's his chauffeur and young lady.
00:28:51Please, Spencer, please just pick up.
00:28:58Excuse me.
00:28:59Do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in?
00:29:04She's 18, hair down to here.
00:29:06She's really thin, big, beautiful eyes.
00:29:08The kind you never forget.
00:29:11Alex?
00:29:14Looking for me?
00:29:19Wait, what?
00:29:21Isabel.
00:29:24What's going on?
00:29:25Your mom called and said you were about to die.
00:29:28Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic.
00:29:32I just had a minor surgery.
00:29:34Completely fine.
00:29:37Do you think this is funny or something?
00:29:40What?
00:29:41Jesus Christ, Isabel.
00:29:42What, you had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:29:47What's next, huh?
00:29:49You're going to invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:29:52This is not what happened.
00:29:53No, no, don't call me again.
00:29:54Not even on your deathbed.
00:29:56Because I don't care anymore.
00:29:58Not one fucking bit.
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here?
00:30:19You just got out of surgery.
00:30:23What's that, Alex?
00:30:26Baby, I'm sorry.
00:30:27I called him.
00:30:28I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:30:32It's okay, Mom.
00:30:33It doesn't matter.
00:30:36Can we go home?
00:30:37I really don't want to die.
00:30:50Hey, Alex.
00:30:52Five days till graduation.
00:30:56You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but I know you didn't mean them.
00:31:04Sometimes I just get sad, thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:31:10But I want you to be happy.
00:31:14And so I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:31:23Do you remember this?
00:31:26You left it here.
00:31:29It means a lot to me.
00:31:50Wait.
00:31:52Isabel, you...
00:31:53You sure you want this?
00:31:56100%.
00:31:57I don't want to die a virgin.
00:32:00Yeah, but...
00:32:02Why me?
00:32:04Because you're my best friend.
00:32:07The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:10The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:32:14Yeah.
00:32:15Great.
00:32:16Okay.
00:32:16Then, um...
00:32:19How do you want to get started?
00:32:22You tell me.
00:32:23I'm the virgin here.
00:32:25Well, uh...
00:32:26Actually, you're not the only virgin here.
00:32:30Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:32:33That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:32:35I'm not the hookup kind of guy.
00:32:38Actually, I've been waiting.
00:32:43Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:32:50I wanted you to be my first.
00:32:54Nothing.
00:32:55I'm ready if you are.
00:33:17I'll be gentle.
00:33:21I promise.
00:33:32That was my first kiss.
00:33:34I do.
00:33:52Oh my god, am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:05Homework!
00:34:08It's the last thing you gave me.
00:34:14So now it is time to give it back.
00:34:31Alex, anyone home?
00:34:52So he got into Princeton too.
00:34:58Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room.
00:35:04Playing games, building blanket forts, all kinds of stupid stuff.
00:35:11But I never come in here anymore.
00:35:14Not since Alex's dad died.
00:35:25My eyes are up here.
00:35:28Yeah, sorry.
00:35:30Just people at school said you have three nipples.
00:35:35And I was just curious.
00:35:37You're not seriously listening to those rumors.
00:35:40You could have just asked me.
00:35:42Yeah.
00:35:43Sorry, you're right.
00:35:45Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:35:50You know what?
00:35:52Just to prove the gossip wrong.
00:35:54I'll show you.
00:35:56What?
00:35:57What?
00:36:02So?
00:36:04How many do I have?
00:36:07Two.
00:36:08Two.
00:36:09Perfect.
00:36:11One.
00:36:11One.
00:36:18Two.
00:36:19This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:36:26Goodbye, Alex.
00:36:34Oh my god, Alex.
00:36:36You're finally showing me your room.
00:36:38Will I be the first girl who's seen it?
00:36:48Wow, I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:36:56It's always late. I think you should leave.
00:36:59Don't be such a killjoy, Alex. I have a surprise for you.
00:37:03You have?
00:37:10Uh, yes, so I should definitely leave.
00:37:17You sure you want me to leave? You said your parents are out.
00:37:20Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:37:26I can do anything that you want, Alex. I'm yours.
00:37:35See? I'm already wet for you.
00:37:46Yes. Oh, that's it. Oh, that's it, baby. Alex, do you want me?
00:37:54Yes. Izina wants you.
00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:01What did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:09I, uh...
00:38:22Isabel, what are you doing in my closet?
00:38:30Alex, I'm...
00:38:32I'm so sorry. I didn't know you'd be back.
00:38:34What the fuck? Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:36What else? She's being a creepy stalker, as usual.
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel? Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:44Alex, no, that's not what I was doing. I just... I just... I'm just gonna return something to you. It's
00:38:50yours.
00:38:53What the hell is that? Just...
00:38:56A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, is this yours?
00:39:10You sure you want this?
00:39:12One hundred percent.
00:39:17What? You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:20No, that's not what...
00:39:22Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38Means nothing to me.
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out! Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right. You should leave.
00:39:59Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:40:01I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:40:05I can help you forget all about her.
00:40:09Zoe, stop. I'm not in the mood.
00:40:11Oh, wait. We can try something else then.
00:40:14You'll love it.
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious. Stop.
00:40:19Stop resisting. It's gonna feel amazing.
00:40:22I promise.
00:40:26I said no. Leave me the fuck alone.
00:40:28What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabel.
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:40:41Damn it, Isabel!
00:40:43Why do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:00Where is it? It should be right here.
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:13I mean, don't think it means something. Whatever.
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:41:36Good morning, sunshine. I made pancakes.
00:41:42Hey, mom.
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:41:47Don't worry. I'll be back soon.
00:41:50Miss Brooks?
00:41:52Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:42:02Happily in love like before.
00:42:09I have missed you, my love. I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:14Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:42:23Gross.
00:42:24Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love. And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:42:31If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that many.
00:42:35Don't cry, my dear. You ruined your pretty face.
00:42:39Okay, I'll stop.
00:42:41Good news. Alex got into Princeton.
00:42:44And what about you, my dear?
00:42:47I'm not going anywhere. Ever.
00:42:50I'll probably die here.
00:42:52Be buried here.
00:42:54For all eternity.
00:42:57What are you talking about?
00:43:00Alex, I was just visiting your mom. I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:43:04What are you saying?
00:43:06You know she's on one. You know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:43:09Alex, I-
00:43:10It's torturing me not enough.
00:43:12You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:43:16Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:43:20Are those for me?
00:43:21Yes, mom.
00:43:24They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:43:26Your favorite.
00:43:27Remember how dad used to always bring you those?
00:43:34Steven.
00:43:35Steven, you're back.
00:43:38Oh, I missed you so much.
00:43:40You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:43:46Isabel.
00:43:52I've been thinking about it. About her parents. And about us.
00:43:58I think I figured it out.
00:44:00I don't hate you anymore.
00:44:03Really?
00:44:04But what happened?
00:44:06It can't be undone.
00:44:08We can't go back to how things were.
00:44:20So after graduation, I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:44:25And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:29Including you.
00:44:32Isi.
00:44:36This is goodbye, Alex.
00:44:39Forever.
00:44:42Goodbye, my Isi.
00:44:54Steven, let's go.
00:45:11I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:18He's not just brilliant. He's ridiculously hot.
00:45:25Hello, everybody. Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:45:29For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:45:34Alright, so that's all from me.
00:45:36If there are no further questions, you're free to go.
00:45:42Actually, I did have a question.
00:45:45Are you from after work?
00:45:48Shelly, right?
00:45:49Yeah, I'm sorry. I'm busy.
00:45:53And this is a hospital.
00:45:55Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:46:00Dude, that was harsh.
00:46:02Would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:04I've known you since college.
00:46:06I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man. I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:13Fuck off, man. Mind your own business for once.
00:46:19Yo, Alex. How you been, man?
00:46:22Our ten-year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:46:24You going?
00:46:27I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:46:29And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:46:32Including you.
00:46:33You see?
00:46:36Isabel, are you going to be there?
00:46:48Yo, Alex, you made it, man.
00:46:50Hey, man.
00:46:53Look who's here, everyone.
00:46:54The legend of Evergreen High.
00:46:57The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks!
00:47:02I envy you.
00:47:03You disappeared for ten years, and everybody still loves you.
00:47:06Was everyone invited?
00:47:08Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:47:10Oh, except for Zoe.
00:47:12She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:47:14Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:47:17Why?
00:47:18Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21No one.
00:47:22Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:47:25After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her.
00:47:29Oh!
00:47:32I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:47:34Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel.
00:47:37What do they call her?
00:47:38Little Miss, uh, Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:47:40Hey, don't call her that.
00:47:43Dude.
00:47:44Come on, man.
00:47:45Don't be so butt hurt.
00:47:48Your little Izzy's dead.
00:47:50Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a grimmie yard.
00:47:53What the fuck did you just...
00:47:54Whoa, whoa!
00:47:55Hey, whoa, whoa, hey, man.
00:47:57You were drunk.
00:47:57Back off.
00:47:58I ain't drunk.
00:48:00Shit, I've never been more sober in my life.
00:48:02Remember that one time, by the swimming pool, when we roasted her super hard?
00:48:06Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:48:08No, no, no, let him finish.
00:48:11Attention, everyone!
00:48:13It's show and tell time.
00:48:14And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:48:18See this?
00:48:19It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:48:22Things I want to do before I die.
00:48:24Number one, travel to Paris.
00:48:25Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:48:27No, no, no, no, no.
00:48:28That's my bucket list.
00:48:29Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:48:31Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:48:37Everybody shut up.
00:48:39Alex, I...
00:48:41Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:48:43Go home and take her to pound town.
00:48:49How embarrassing.
00:48:51It only makes me hate you even more.
00:48:59See that?
00:49:00Alex hates you.
00:49:02And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:49:06You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:49:11Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:16How about we're in the pool?
00:49:18No, I can't swim!
00:49:27Alex, help me.
00:49:29God, what did I do?
00:49:30I could have saved her.
00:49:33Man, that was fun.
00:49:35I think she got sick for like a month after that.
00:49:39And her health just got worse.
00:49:41And worse.
00:49:42And before long, she was dead.
00:49:45Dunzo.
00:49:49You asshole!
00:49:50How could you do that?
00:49:51She has a heart condition!
00:49:54You piece of fucking shit!
00:49:58What the fuck?
00:49:59Man, you don't act like you weren't a part of this.
00:50:02Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:50:04Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:07It means nothing to me.
00:50:22Too bad you didn't just die.
00:50:26You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:50:32You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:50:37I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:50:40You said you invited everybody.
00:50:43Where is Izzy?
00:50:45Dude, do you really not know?
00:50:47Not know what?
00:50:50Alex, Isabelle died 10 years ago, right after graduation.
00:51:00No, you're messing with me, man.
00:51:02I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:51:04I'm not messing with you.
00:51:06All right, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:51:09He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:51:12I don't believe it!
00:51:14No, it has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:51:16My Izzy is not dead!
00:51:36She must have moved.
00:51:45The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:50The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:53The number you have dialed, the number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:02No.
00:52:03No, no, she can't be dead.
00:52:05I'm gonna find her.
00:52:07Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:32Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:52:35Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:40They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:43Message me back when you see this.
00:52:54Is he?
00:52:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi, Mom.
00:53:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:02Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:53:23It's for a funeral, actually.
00:53:25My funeral.
00:53:26A funeral?
00:53:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:312016?
00:53:33Isabelle sent me this ten years ago.
00:54:00Hi, Alex.
00:54:03I am recording a special video series for you.
00:54:06Gosh, I look so pale.
00:54:08Anyway, tomorrow, we are one year away from graduation, and I'm gonna make you a video every single day.
00:54:15And then on graduation, I will give them all to you.
00:54:18And tell you I have a crush on you.
00:54:22Don't you remember, Isabelle?
00:54:24I told you how I feel about you.
00:54:29What the hell is going to show up here?
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:54:37Isabelle.
00:54:39I like you.
00:54:42Isabelle.
00:54:44I know, we've been saying that since you were like five.
00:54:47No, I mean...
00:54:53Isabelle!
00:54:59Oh my god, is he hard right now?
00:55:16I've got you now, you brats.
00:55:17I've got you now, you brats.
00:55:23I'm sorry, Isabelle.
00:55:27I didn't let you drown.
00:55:29I better let you down.
00:55:31If I had been a little bit braver,
00:55:33and just a little bit more persistent,
00:55:36I could have told you how I felt.
00:55:40Hi, Alex!
00:55:43275 days till graduation.
00:55:44I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:55:47So...
00:55:49What's this?
00:55:50Come on.
00:55:51And you are still smiling, like it's nothing.
00:55:56Hi, Alex!
00:55:57It is now 211 days until graduation.
00:56:01Today, I snuck in tears for me.
00:56:03And I saw Zoe.
00:56:05She just fell into your arms, like a damsel in distress.
00:56:09And to make matters worse,
00:56:11you hugged her back.
00:56:13I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:56:15But then, you gave me your trophy,
00:56:18so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:56:20Admit it.
00:56:21You like me too.
00:56:26Hey, Alex.
00:56:27Hey, Alex.
00:56:28Hey, Alex!
00:56:31That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:56:35Hi, Alex.
00:56:36I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me.
00:56:40I mean, it's my fault he died.
00:56:43And I know how much he meant to you.
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead.
00:56:53Alex?
00:57:00You were invited.
00:57:06I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:57:08I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:57:09You're not welcome here.
00:57:11My dad saved your life.
00:57:14And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:57:16If he had to sacrifice himself,
00:57:18it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:57:21Sorry.
00:57:23Just fucking leave.
00:57:26Go!
00:57:27I'm sorry.
00:57:35Fuck!
00:57:37Fuck, I was so stupid.
00:57:39Isabel.
00:57:39Fuck!
00:57:40Fuck!
00:57:44When you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack,
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table,
00:57:49I didn't believe you!
00:57:53I told you to go die.
00:57:58I'm so sorry.
00:57:59I'm sorry.
00:58:07Hi, Alex.
00:58:09One date to graduation.
00:58:11I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:58:14I tried to do my makeup,
00:58:15but I couldn't even look the brush.
00:58:20But I mean,
00:58:21I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest,
00:58:23so it's...
00:58:27I'm scared.
00:58:28Alex, I'm scared.
00:58:29I don't want to die.
00:58:31I want to go to college with you.
00:58:33It's not really up to me.
00:58:35Maybe God just hates me.
00:58:38Like you do.
00:58:40Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife,
00:58:43but if there is, I really hope to see you there.
00:58:45That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:58:52Thanks.
00:59:02Hi, Alex.
00:59:04Happy graduation.
00:59:06This is my last video.
00:59:08You left town today.
00:59:10I saw you packing up.
00:59:14But I know you didn't want to see me.
00:59:16So I hid behind the curtains.
00:59:18And then you looked up at me.
00:59:21You almost thought that you were going to come and say goodbye.
00:59:26But then you drove away.
00:59:29Nice to know you still haven't forgiven me.
00:59:31It's okay.
00:59:37Isabel!
00:59:39Isabel!
00:59:41No, Isabel, you can't be dead.
00:59:44You can't be dead.
00:59:45You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:59:48Isabel?
00:59:55Zoe?
00:59:58Oh my God, Alex.
01:00:01It's been forever.
01:00:02I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town.
01:00:11Yikes.
01:00:12Looks like a haunted house in here.
01:00:15Don't worry.
01:00:16I can help you spruce it up.
01:00:17What are you doing?
01:00:19Why so cold, Alex?
01:00:21Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:22We just hooked up.
01:00:24Okay, we were never official.
01:00:26It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
01:00:29Well, you know, I was super into you back then.
01:00:32Okay.
01:00:33I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:00:36Hmm.
01:00:38What's that?
01:00:43No.
01:00:44Nothing.
01:00:47Oh.
01:00:49So, even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then, huh?
01:00:53I get it.
01:00:54You've been single for all these years.
01:00:56You need to meet your needs somehow.
01:01:00You know, I haven't forgotten about you, Alex.
01:01:03You don't need to do everything by yourself.
01:01:05Let me fill those needs.
01:01:09Get out!
01:01:11Seriously, Alex?
01:01:13Been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:22So you came back for Isabel?
01:01:26I seriously don't understand.
01:01:28Why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for 10 years?
01:01:31She's not dead!
01:01:33Stop spreading lies about her!
01:01:34You're crazy!
01:01:36You need to get your head fucking checked.
01:01:42Why does everyone say that you're dead?
01:01:45They're lying, right?
01:01:47And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:53So that's where you are.
01:01:56I'm coming, Izzy.
01:02:06Hello, Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:08Alex?
01:02:13Thanks.
01:02:14It's been ages.
01:02:15What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon.
01:02:19A heart surgeon?
01:02:20That's fantastic.
01:02:22You found a great career.
01:02:23It was Isabel's dream to be working with Doctors Without Borders.
01:02:28If she was still around, I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives.
01:02:33If she was still around?
01:02:37Holy shit.
01:02:38Is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:40Is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer, do you know where Isabel's living now?
01:02:47I have something I need to talk to her about.
01:02:51Isabel?
01:02:52Are you in there?
01:03:00Isabel? Are you in there?
01:03:12I'm sorry, Mrs. Spencer.
01:03:14I gotta get going.
01:03:16I'll see you again soon.
01:03:20No.
01:03:20No, it's a lie.
01:03:21She can't be dead.
01:03:23I promise I'll become a doctor and I'll fix her heart.
01:03:25I'm gonna find her doctor from before.
01:03:28He knows her conditions better than anyone.
01:03:30Yes, Isabel Spencer.
01:03:32How could I forget her?
01:03:34It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her.
01:03:37Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:38She was a stubborn girl.
01:03:40She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery.
01:03:44Said something about needing to testify in court for a friend.
01:03:49I don't think we should see each other again.
01:03:54You were in so much pain, but I didn't see it.
01:03:57Come to think of it, I remember you now.
01:04:01You used to come visit her when she was sick, but why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:06Toward the end, you're full of us too.
01:04:13It's not true.
01:04:14It's not true, right, Izzy?
01:04:17You can't be dead.
01:04:19Alex.
01:04:37Alex.
01:05:02How is it?
01:05:03Disgusting.
01:05:05Liar?
01:05:06No, but if you really want to taste, I have the perfect solution.
01:05:09What's that?
01:05:14Well, how was it?
01:05:16Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:17I think he just wanted to kiss me.
01:05:22Isabel, how could you just die?
01:05:24How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:26Maybe it's really true.
01:05:28Maybe she really is gone.
01:05:32Isabel.
01:05:35Isabel!
01:05:43Isabel.
01:05:44I knew it was you.
01:05:45I knew you weren't dead.
01:05:48Alex.
01:05:50One time to see.
01:05:56Why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school?
01:06:01I had to leave the city.
01:06:04Leave all the pain behind.
01:06:08Hey.
01:06:09I ended up back here in the end.
01:06:12Alex, have you forgiven me?
01:06:14I told you.
01:06:15I don't hate you anymore.
01:06:17Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:20The last ten years I have thought about you every day, hell, every minute, every second.
01:06:26Me too.
01:06:27It's not too late, Isabel.
01:06:28We can start over.
01:06:30I'm never gonna let you leave my side again.
01:06:34Sorry about the mess.
01:06:36No one's been in this house for years, but you can stay here with me now.
01:06:44How are you?
01:06:45How's your heart?
01:06:46I've been good.
01:06:47I, you know, my health has improved a lot.
01:06:50It's still not perfect.
01:06:52My mom moved in with my grandma.
01:06:53And then I left for college.
01:06:56Came back after graduation.
01:06:57So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:07:00Or is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:04I just needed somewhere close to work.
01:07:07Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:17So you know everything?
01:07:18I am so sorry, Isabel.
01:07:21I should have protected you.
01:07:23Been there for you.
01:07:25But I treated you terribly.
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:28I could never hate you.
01:07:37Sorry.
01:07:39Just really excited to see you.
01:07:41It's, it's fine.
01:07:42It's okay.
01:07:43Don't worry about it.
01:07:45I just got back to you.
01:07:46It's pretty empty in here.
01:07:49How about we go get something to eat?
01:07:51Yeah?
01:07:51Mm-hmm.
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:58What can I get you, sir?
01:08:02Pancakes.
01:08:03Definitely pancakes.
01:08:04You're probably craving them as usual.
01:08:06It's been 10 years.
01:08:07I'm surprised you remember.
01:08:09How could I forget?
01:08:11I'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady.
01:08:14Mm-hmm.
01:08:22Hey there, handsome.
01:08:24I'm alone too.
01:08:26You mind if I slide in?
01:08:28Uh, yeah.
01:08:29We do mind.
01:08:31We?
01:08:32Me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me.
01:08:36She's the only girl I like.
01:08:38And that's how it's been for a long, long time.
01:08:42Weirdo.
01:08:43Could have just said no.
01:08:48It's crazy.
01:08:50I also like the guy sitting across from me.
01:08:53And I have for a long, long time.
01:08:54It's crazy.
01:08:59Your total for today comes out to $55.43.
01:09:04Wanna get that to go?
01:09:05It'll make a good midnight time.
01:09:09Sir, I don't mean to pry, but who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:13Uh...
01:09:15My girlfriend.
01:09:18But, sir, there's no one there.
01:09:22What do you mean?
01:09:31Oh.
01:09:33There she is.
01:09:39Be right back.
01:09:45What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:46And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:50Isabel?
01:09:56We have a visual on target.
01:09:58I know it's not what she's got about you.
01:10:03Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:07Oh.
01:10:10Promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:12I promise.
01:10:14You saw my videos.
01:10:16You know that you're my one and only.
01:10:22You already missed out on a decade.
01:10:24And I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:26Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:28If I am, then what's your answer?
01:10:32Yes.
01:10:33A thousand percent yes.
01:10:35Yes.
01:10:37Let's be together always.
01:10:39Forever.
01:10:40Till we get old and gray.
01:10:43All right.
01:11:09I'm so sorry.
01:11:11All right.
01:11:11It's actually really scary.
01:11:13You're so warm.
01:11:17Jesus!
01:11:20How do people watch this?
01:11:22You're not scared?
01:11:23Oh, yes. Scared to death.
01:11:27I'm sorry.
01:11:30Hold it any tighter
01:11:32and I think you're gonna snap it in half.
01:11:34Sorry.
01:11:36It's okay, I just said you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I don't want you to stop.
01:11:40I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51I want you, Izzy.
01:12:17Isabel?
01:12:19Isabel?
01:12:20Isabel.
01:12:34Want a drink?
01:12:46Isabel.
01:12:46Scared me for a sec.
01:12:48Almost let you laugh.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you.
01:12:59Remember?
01:12:59Isabel.
01:13:01Let's get married.
01:13:05Nothing more.
01:13:25Hey, Alex.
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:36Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who is it?
01:13:48Nothing.
01:13:49Just a scam.
01:13:51As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:59Alex.
01:14:00Hello.
01:14:01I'm sorry.
01:14:02It's nothing.
01:14:05June 23rd.
01:14:07The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah.
01:14:16I'd love that.
01:14:24Hey, Dad.
01:14:26It's me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on.
01:14:45Let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:50Isabel said she's gonna marry me.
01:14:55We're gonna start our own family together.
01:15:12Hey, look down.
01:15:20I...
01:15:21Sorry.
01:15:21I...
01:15:22I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay?
01:15:29Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry.
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just...
01:15:38didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:15:40It's okay.
01:15:42How about a massage?
01:15:56You selfish bitch!
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:15Why don't you help me?
01:16:18Now I'm already dead.
01:16:19I hate you!
01:16:21And I never want to see you again!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:42Isabel!
01:16:50Isabel!
01:16:55Didn't you hear me yelling?
01:16:56Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57Listen up.
01:16:58I can't breathe.
01:16:59Isabel.
01:17:00Sorry.
01:17:02I swear I didn't hear you.
01:17:04What's wrong?
01:17:05Nothing.
01:17:07Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel.
01:17:10Will you marry me?
01:17:11I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:15I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:19Day and night.
01:17:20Year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great.
01:17:28Alright, you go pick out a dress.
01:17:30And I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:32Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:35Hey mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and dad got married.
01:17:43Hoping to make it.
01:17:56I'll call the house.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:58We're just early.
01:18:00We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom.
01:18:09Mom, why is Dr. Heard here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course. She's right in front of me.
01:18:23Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:36Hallucinations? What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive. She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:49To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:54No, Mom, why would you say that? She's alive and well.
01:18:56Why would you say that she's...
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:09No, no, no, she has to be here.
01:19:11You scared her off!
01:19:13You scared her off!
01:19:14That's...
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:21No, no, Mom.
01:19:22She's not.
01:19:23She's alive.
01:19:24She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:35Take a good look.
01:19:37What does it say?
01:19:40What does it say?
01:20:16Alex, I'm here to take you.
01:20:19We can finally be together.
01:20:36Alex?
01:20:38Alex?
01:20:44Ms. Spencer.
01:20:46Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:49I'm, uh...
01:20:51I'm fine.
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:56Alex, I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel, Isabel's dead and she died 10
01:21:05years ago and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:08I can't accept that.
01:21:10You'll never accept that.
01:21:12How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:16Those horrible things to her.
01:21:19And those words that echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:26How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her.
01:21:30And I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:35Look, Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sure?
01:21:41But I can tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's things, I found this.
01:21:54This is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:04Hey, Alex.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short, but I'm leaving with no regrets because I was loved by the
01:22:13most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward and live
01:22:23an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:27Love, Isabel.
01:22:40I need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:48It's a friendship ring.
01:22:50Dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:03Came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders to treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied to.
01:23:11I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:23:13I'm going to take the love you gave me and live the life that you were brave enough to
01:23:17dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:21I love you.
01:23:23I love you.
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