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00:11it's been two days since mino and i crashed and burned at least i think it's been two days
00:17i've lost all track of time i now measure the day and the number of times i look at photos
00:23of us when we were happy or the number of texts i've sent that he's ignored
00:28or my personal favorite by counting all the things that i could have done differently
00:34maybe i should just go home no one hates me at home
00:43god i can almost smell lara jean's famous chocolate chip cookies
00:51wait i actually can smell lj's famous chocolate chip cookies
01:04what hello hi sister
01:11oh i can't believe it thank you
01:18tell me everything after you take a shower
01:22that's mean i'm very fragile right now
01:27good lord i am right i'm so sorry it's okay i'm gonna deal with it
01:42and then i fully accused mino of getting eunice pregnant
01:47okay that's not great
01:48um but isn't this whole thing just like a big misunderstanding
01:52sure one that proves he should be with somebody else
01:55someone unlike me what's that supposed to mean
01:59i don't know i've just i've always thought maybe he'd want someone more in his world
02:04like a k-pop star
02:06okay if that fool can't see how awesome you are
02:09then then he needs like lasik
02:11but i should have trusted him
02:13didn't he lie to you about where he was that night
02:16and and about the necklace
02:17only because he was trying to be a good friend to eunice
02:20the way our mom was to yuri's mom back in the day
02:23and he should have trusted you
02:24i don't even trust myself right now
02:26like i was wrong about jiwan and alex being a match
02:29and then i messed up my entire friendship with q in a stupid blurt
02:33okay stop acting like your life is over
02:35stop it
02:36you still have plenty of time left in your senior year
02:40and then you're coming to new york with me
02:43speak up
02:44when are the early admissions apps due
02:47ah something like if i do the time change
02:51i'm at like 12 hours
02:53kitty
02:54we talked about applying early being your best chance of getting in
02:58i know but the essay prompt is impossible
03:00who are you
03:01hello i don't know or even like who i am right now
03:04okay
03:05your pity party is over
03:07i had the entire summer to show you my new york
03:10and you have like less than 24 hours to show me your soul
03:13and i texted you on and she's meeting us for lunch
03:16okay
03:17fine i can handle that
03:19because for a second i thought you were going to make me write that essay
03:21oh no yeah i'm totally gonna make you write that essay
03:24but first we have to get your head on right
03:26so let's go
03:27um
03:28uh
03:30진심이야
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03:52I don't know what's going on, but I don't know what's going on.
03:59It's just that it's hard for me.
04:03Now I'm going to tell you what's going on.
04:07I know.
04:09But I don't know what's going on.
04:14I'm sorry.
04:18I don't know what's going on.
04:20I don't know what's going on.
04:23So, wow.
04:25You were a great manager to me, but I even better fail.
04:32Are you crazy? She's blowing up the charts.
04:35You have to hold on to a contract.
04:37I can't do that, Dad.
04:38You're just my friend.
04:39This is just not right.
04:41Then you're not right for this job.
04:43I wanted to believe you had what it takes.
04:45But clearly you don't.
04:47You're fired.
04:56Sorry again for all the drama at your dad's restaurant.
04:58Oh, no worries.
05:00I'm sorry that Jin punched you.
05:02Did you figure out what you're going to do about this situation?
05:05Let's see.
05:06Jin's ignoring me when I need to talk to him.
05:09And Marius, who normally leans strongly towards asshole, left me a really nice gift.
05:15See my dilemma?
05:18Kitty just got broken up with, too.
05:20I'm sure she's down to talk.
05:21She's done enough talking.
05:23It's her big mouth that got me in this mess.
05:26Yeah.
05:27What do you think I should do?
05:30You want to talk feelings with me?
05:35Yeah.
05:36Um...
05:39Were you happy with Jin?
05:40I mean, I thought I was.
05:42But part of me is wondering if maybe I went all in on Jin because I was nervous to admit
05:46what I had with Marius.
05:48Hmm.
05:53Oh, it's my turn again?
05:54Uh...
05:56Well...
05:58If Kitty had never come to kiss,
06:01I'd have to spend the rest of my life wondering what it could have been.
06:06Right.
06:08Can't know what's at the end of the road unless you go down it.
06:12Exactly.
06:14Wait.
06:15Am I good at this?
06:21Ah, yes, yes, yes.
06:23Actually, I wanted to ask Isu's designer...
06:27Hello?
06:28Isu's craving impossible again, huh?
06:30There's a reason that's the name of the restaurant.
06:32Yeah, tell me about it.
06:34I love this.
06:36Who designed it?
06:38Um, that would be me.
06:39I thrifted the ties and turned them into this.
06:41You're submitting your designs to the contest, right?
06:44Me?
06:45No, I'm just an assistant.
06:47So?
06:47Everyone who submits is an up-and-comer.
06:49I wouldn't even know where to begin.
06:51Try a pencil and paper.
06:54You're talented, Yuri.
06:55Do you want to make dinner reservations for the rest of your life?
06:59Ready to go?
07:00Ah, yeah. Let me go grab my stuff.
07:04Um, is this a date with Gigi Nuna?
07:07No.
07:09First Kitty and now you.
07:11Does everyone think I'm just some miserable player?
07:13No, I don't think that. I know how much you care about Kitty.
07:17I'm really sorry about what happened between you two.
07:19I feel really bad.
07:21Like I got her all worked up and I...
07:23You didn't make her accuse me of cheating.
07:25We're getting Eunice pregnant.
07:27That was all her.
07:28Valid, but for what it's worth, she feels terrible.
07:33It is what it is.
07:34Ready?
07:35Yes.
07:44I can't believe how well you know Seoul.
07:46It's such a great city, isn't it?
07:48And the shopping?
07:50I got Tech for Dad, Oslox T for Trina, and PDRN cream for Margo.
07:54I also saw you got character socks.
07:57And I know who those are for.
08:00Does that mean...
08:01We are not back together.
08:03But Peter is coming to New York.
08:04Just to talk.
08:06Because we are still 5,000 miles apart.
08:08Literally.
08:09And emotionally.
08:11Well, I'm not going to give up hope.
08:12I know you two are endgame.
08:15I don't know about that, but I will keep you posted.
08:25This is a pleasant surprise.
08:28How's the eye?
08:28It's healing.
08:31Thank you for the flowers.
08:34That was thoughtful.
08:37Of course.
08:39Look, I think we should talk about what you told me the other night.
08:44How you came back to kiss for me.
08:48And I know that was a lot.
08:50And I definitely overstepped.
08:52If you're having a boyfriend.
08:53Ha, no.
08:56I...
08:56Actually, I don't...
08:57I don't even know what Jin and I are right now.
09:00Well...
09:02I was just gonna go on a ride.
09:05If...
09:06If you're down.
09:07Mom?
09:32Yuri.
09:33What's going on?
09:34Are you okay?
09:35Is this SpongeBob wearing a kilt?
09:39No.
09:39It's supposed to be a yellow puffer and a plaid skirt.
09:43I'm entering this fashion design contest and I can't draw to save my own life.
09:47I can draw, remember?
09:49I'm down to help.
09:51You'd do that for me?
09:51Oh, thank you!
09:56So, are you excited for tonight?
09:59Um, I've never been on a blind date before.
10:01But, it was sweet of you to set me up.
10:04What now?
10:05You remember Sophie?
10:06She's one of the DJs over at Sugar Bar.
10:08I think her and Yuri will really hit it off.
10:11Yeah.
10:12Totally.
10:13I think I know what I'm wearing, but help me with my makeup?
10:17Absolutely.
10:18I'm making a neutral shadow.
10:20Maybe pink.
10:21Oh, yes.
10:21Love that.
10:23So, you work for a book editor?
10:25I'm an editorial assistant.
10:26For now.
10:27She wants to be a writer and she's working on her first novel and it's amazing.
10:30I don't know about that, but I did finally finish it.
10:34Yeah, it's the upside of being single.
10:36I've got lots more free time.
10:38Well, are you going to show it to your boss?
10:40Oh, no, God, no.
10:41I am too scared to see what she's going to think.
10:44Hi.
10:45Hi.
10:47What do you want to eat?
10:48Oh, um, one kimchi, one mandu, one bajeon.
10:52Uh, are you good with beef tartare?
10:54Um?
10:55Uh, could you go with yukwe bibimbap?
10:57Three pieces?
10:58Uh, no.
10:59That one yukwe bibimbap.
11:00Oh, then two yukwe bibimbap.
11:02Yes, thank you.
11:03Okay.
11:04But you love yukwe.
11:06I'm not eating raw foods.
11:08Oh, my boss is so afraid of salmonella.
11:09She's pregnant, so she can't really eat any of the stuff.
11:16Your Korean is getting really good, Kitty.
11:18I'm jealous.
11:21Um, so Kitty says that you're an amazing teacher.
11:25I bet your homony is so, so proud.
11:29Excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom again.
11:34She and Imahamani aren't really speaking right now.
11:36Oh.
11:38But she doesn't normally get that emotional.
11:41Mm, I get it.
11:42My boss, she just, like, cries at a drop of a hat.
11:45You're pregnant, boss?
11:47Mm.
11:47Oh, my God.
11:48What?
11:49Part of the reason why I thought Eunice was pregnant
11:51was because Yuri and I found a positive pregnancy test at Shusak.
11:54And Eunice was never pregnant.
11:56No.
12:02I can't tell if that was terrifying or exhilarating.
12:05No, I aim to please.
12:07Could you guess where I was taking you?
12:09Yeah, our old spot.
12:11Unless you take all your sneaky links down here.
12:14We've had lots of good hangs here.
12:17But that doesn't all have to be in the past.
12:22I want another chance.
12:25With you.
12:35I'm sorry.
12:36Was it Yuri?
12:37No.
12:40Do you remember the last time you brought me here?
12:44Of course.
12:45I saw four years.
12:46Last day.
12:49I remember asking you if we could be a real couple.
12:53You made me believe that we could.
12:56And then you ghosted me.
12:58But I came back.
13:00When I came back for you, I've changed Q.
13:04Yeah.
13:06When you were finally ready.
13:08Even though I had a boyfriend.
13:11Not everything can be on your timeline.
13:16Things are different now.
13:18I've changed too.
13:22And a lot of that is because of Jin.
13:25So that's it then?
13:28You're not even gonna try?
13:31We've been down this road before.
13:35This is where it ends.
13:46You seriously thought I'd enjoy this?
13:50Can we take a break?
13:52My hands are gonna need a powerful dip after this.
13:54If your nail breaks, you can bill me for the manicure.
13:57Forget the bill.
13:58I don't think I can make it to the top.
14:00That's why I brought you here.
14:02I heard about what happened with your dad.
14:04Yeah.
14:04It just felt nice to have him believe in me for a change.
14:07He should.
14:09You are a good person, you know?
14:11Tell that to get to me.
14:12Oh, so you still care what she thinks.
14:14I just can't get past it.
14:17The trust thing.
14:18She says she was in her own head.
14:20Worried she didn't fit in my world.
14:22But I never made her feel like that.
14:25It doesn't mean she didn't feel that way.
14:28Your whole world is intimidating.
14:31Red carpets, K-pop stars.
14:34I mean, your own dad just fired you.
14:37True.
14:38Look, I don't know what to do about you and Kitty,
14:39but I do know that you don't need to take the path set out for you by your dad.
14:43Right?
14:45Then what?
14:46I mean, you produced the hell out of Eunice's music video.
14:50Maybe your talents are bigger than just controlling artists' lives.
14:53Maybe.
14:55But without my dad's support, it'd be pretty hard to make it.
14:58You know, it's easy to take the obvious path.
15:02But the riskier one is way more satisfying.
15:07Want to give it a go?
15:11Oh.
15:12Alright.
15:14No, I cannot get involved, LJ.
15:16I have overstepped so many times this semester.
15:18If I do it one more time, G-1 might never speak to me again.
15:21No, okay, Kitty.
15:22I know you're better than anyone else in the world.
15:24You are a good person with good intentions,
15:26and G-1 might really need your help right now.
15:28Help with what?
15:36I found a positive pregnancy test at Jusak,
15:38and we think that it might be yours,
15:38and you don't have to say if it was,
15:39but we want you to know that we are here for you if it was or if it wasn't.
15:50What am I gonna do?
15:53My harmony and I fought so hard for me to get here,
15:57and instead of proving I can handle myself, I got pregnant,
16:01and now I've ruined my life, and his too.
16:05No, you have not ruined anything.
16:08Have you told the father?
16:09An unplanned pregnancy will be extra triggering for him because...
16:14Because he was unplanned himself.
16:19It's Alex, isn't it?
16:27We met at summer orientation, and I wasn't into him at first.
16:32He's so earnest, and that accent.
16:36But I love him.
16:39This is wonderful.
16:41But his dad is my boss, and we couldn't get caught,
16:45so we kept it secret and played up that we didn't get along.
16:49I'm so sorry, Katie.
16:52No, I've been such a hypocrite.
16:54No.
16:55I was so hard on you for focusing on a boy when I was busy focusing on my own romance.
17:01No.
17:03It's okay.
17:04I know this is scary right now, but if I have learned one thing about you this semester,
17:10it's that you are brilliant and so strong.
17:17And honestly, you're a total baddie.
17:20And I'm sure that's why Alex fell for you.
17:24And I know he's gonna be there for you.
17:28And we're gonna be there too.
17:41Thanks.
17:44Hey.
17:45What's going on?
17:46You seemed off all day.
17:49Right.
17:52Okay.
17:53Um...
17:54I wanna be mature about this.
17:57You setting my ex up on dates is just...
18:00weird.
18:05Because you still have feelings for her?
18:08No, no, no, no.
18:09I just...
18:13Yuri was my first love.
18:16And I think that I'm always gonna care about her.
18:20I'm sorry, I'm just...
18:21I'm trying to be honest.
18:23I know you are.
18:24I'm glad we're being honest.
18:27That's the healthiest way to break up.
18:29What?
18:30No, I thought we were being, like, evolved here.
18:32I didn't say that I wanted to break up with you.
18:34Look, I deserve to be with someone who's excited to see me every time I walk into a room.
18:42The way you are when you see Yuri.
18:45Maybe...
18:46I was setting Yuri up because...
18:49deep down I...
18:51knew you felt this way and...
18:53I didn't want her to be available.
18:57But...
18:59if I'm feeling insecure...
19:01and...
19:02you're feeling...
19:05a little bit...
19:07jealous...
19:08Maybe we're doing something wrong here.
19:19Yeah.
19:21What are you doing?
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20:34μ²­, I'm sorry.
20:41okay she's telling him
20:53wow to think mom set up g1's parents all those years ago
20:58and now you're bringing g1 and alex back together
21:02i think if mom could see you now she'd be so proud of you
21:06i know i am
21:08do you really mean that
21:11kitty at 16 you flew across the world you learned a new language and you built
21:18a rich life for yourself and soul
21:22how could you not see how amazing that is
21:25i mean it's what you did when you went to new york
21:29god no it was so hard for me to go i mean i had never been on my own
21:33because i'd i'd always had my sisters i was so scared to put myself out there
21:38but not you you're the brave one the leaps that you take and the lengths that you go
21:46to for others that's what makes you you and your heart is always in the right place
22:05who am i for better or worse i'm someone who's not afraid to take a leap when i'm lucky
22:11i find annette there to catch me like my incredible family who's always there for me
22:17but even when i've made mistakes and fallen i've been stretched
22:23stretched by an amazing city that i will forever consider a second home
22:28it's taught me things i never knew i needed to learn
22:32like how to show up for people when they need me
22:35how to be open to unexpected relationships
22:40or how to pivot when relationships turn out to be different than i expected
22:56it takes courage to leap but it also takes courage to pick yourself up when you fall and
23:02keep going to grow but that's exactly what i intend to do because i know there is so much
23:08more of myself to discover i'm not done leaping yet i'm barely getting started
23:22i love it kitty if this doesn't get you in they are fools thank you for everything okay
23:33here we go
23:46what's wrong
23:50early decision feels so binding like if i do get in
23:59that i'm going to nyu next year
24:03i thought that's what you wanted
24:05yeah i love nyu and i would be so excited to go to new york and be closer to you
24:10and home but
24:13soul has become such a big part of me
24:16and i can imagine myself staying here too
24:18i get that
24:20i mean you built a whole life for yourself here
24:27and minos here
24:32i would be
24:35lying if i didn't say
24:38a part of me
24:40still hopes we work out
24:45still hopes that we're
24:48your endgame
24:50the way i know you and peter are
24:56i don't know what's going to happen between you and nino
25:00i don't know what's going to happen between me and peter
25:04but we can't just stop living our lives
25:08i think that we have to follow our hearts and trust that it will lead us to our next great
25:15adventure
25:24okay here goes nothing
25:33i love you
25:35i love you kitty
25:42hi sorry i'm late
25:43i hope you weren't working too hard without me
25:46not too hard
25:47how did your date with sophie go
25:49not bad
25:50yeah
25:50she asked me out again
25:52you gonna go
25:53yeah she's nice
25:55and your girlfriend has good taste
25:58but we already knew that
26:02that's great
26:03i'm happy for you
26:05so show me what you've been working on
26:07do you remember
26:09this one
26:10wait no you fixed spongebob
26:13we're a little tweaking
26:14what is your vision
26:15it's so good
26:18just hear me out
26:19please
26:30this summer
26:31i was confused
26:32it was before you visited me
26:34and i was lonely
26:36at usc
26:37and
26:38i slipped
26:41but i'm not confused anymore
26:43jen
26:45you
26:47you are my person
26:51can we please start over
26:54maybe
26:56we can talk about what that would look like
26:59as long as there are no more secrets between us
27:01i promise
27:02i took the time to go down that road with marius
27:05but the choice is clear
27:06i choose you
27:07down the road
27:09what does that mean
27:10nothing
27:10we
27:12we rode to our old spot
27:14but let me finish
27:15that place
27:16it
27:17it made me realize that you were the one that i want
27:20q i didn't need to spend time with someone else
27:23or go on some romantic motorcycle ride to know you were the one
27:26i know
27:26and i'm sorry
27:26no i changed who i was for you
27:29i used to be the guy who wouldn't let anyone in
27:31but i trusted you
27:32and i let you in
27:35i'll never make that mistake again
27:44i wish you could stay longer
27:46me too
27:47but i have to get back before my boss realizes that i do not have neurovirus
27:51and you have to get to korean lit
27:53you know
27:53you could distract your boss by sending her your manuscript
27:58i already did
27:59wait what
28:00are you serious
28:02yeah
28:03i sent it last night
28:05i feel like i was just so scared
28:06you know to do it because
28:09like everything would just become so real
28:11like
28:12the future
28:14new york
28:15and
28:16i really do not know what the future holds for peter and i
28:21but
28:22i can't
28:23not
28:23bet on myself
28:26and that is why you're the perfect role model
28:29i can't believe i'm gonna be related to a new york times best-selling author
28:34i love you kitty
28:36i love you too lj
28:37but please don't make me fly all the way across the world to fix your life again
28:41i'll try my best
28:44okay
28:44you're gonna be late
28:45go go you're gonna be late
28:47go go go
28:47go go
28:49why don't we go ahead
28:58i'll catch up
29:03nara jean
29:05nina
29:09how's kitty
29:13honestly
29:16she's great
29:18you know I thought I was coming here to help her
29:20and as it turns out at the end of this
29:22she was the one who inspired me
29:25she's a really great person
29:26to have in your corner
29:28yeah
29:31she really is
29:33just don't forget that
29:38let me get that for you
29:39thank you
29:50holy and silence
29:52and that fell for you
29:57pain and sugar
29:59kindness and that fell for you
30:05we needed to be touched
30:08and that could tell you
30:13sickness had enough
30:21holy and silence
30:24and that fell for you
30:29pain and sugar
30:31kindness and that fell for you
30:36but you needed to be touched
30:40and that could tell you
30:45sickness had enough
30:47and that could tell you
30:48money and that could tell you
30:48but you
31:00you
31:00you
31:02you
31:03you
31:04you
31:33You
32:03You
32:33You
33:03You
33:04You
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