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Professional climber Emily Harrington has summited Everest, 8000-meter peaks, and dominated the competition circuit but, her greatest challenge extends beyond the physical. To cement her legacy in the male dominated world of elite rock climbing, she sets her sights on a career-defining 24-hour ascent of Yosemite’s El Capitan. Caught between the pursuit of personal ambition and the ticking biological clock of life, a near-fatal fall forces Emily to reckon with what she’s willing to risk. Equal parts gripping survival story and intimate portrait, Girl Climber isn’t just about breaking records, it’s about breaking barriers. Amongst Yosemite’s legendary boy’s club, Emily isn’t proving she is the best *Girl Climber-- she's proving she is one of the best. Period.
Released: 2025-08-24
Genre: Documentary, Adventure
Casts: Adrian Ballinger, Alex Honnold, Sanni McCandless, Emily Harrington,
Duration: 81 min
Country: United States of America
Production: Red Bull Studios
Transcript
00:00:06Oh
00:00:38Let's go.
00:01:10Ria, open that up.
00:01:12Come on.
00:01:13Get it open.
00:01:16I totally knew it.
00:01:18I totally knew it.
00:01:21What is it?
00:01:23It's a rope.
00:01:25Get rid of that box.
00:01:26Another 12 year old would love a rope for Christmas.
00:01:30Yeah, yeah.
00:01:31Come on, Em.
00:01:33Yeah.
00:01:35Yeah.
00:01:37Yeah.
00:01:38Congratulations.
00:01:45Emily.
00:01:46Emily.
00:01:47Emily, where are we?
00:01:48How'd you go?
00:01:50I don't know.
00:01:51We're at El Capitan.
00:01:58From Colorado, Emily Harrington.
00:02:02She's certainly a force to be reckoned with.
00:02:06Emily, I'm making it look easy.
00:02:11Five-time national champion.
00:02:22But Emily is certainly one of the most well-rounded American female climbers.
00:02:27Part of your brain knows that this is slightly illogical.
00:02:32It is dangerous.
00:02:33But life's boring if you don't have that little element of spice, right?
00:02:38We should try to get a little bit more comfortable with being afraid.
00:02:46I love exploring my perceived limit and trying to push past it.
00:03:17But maybe a little bit more.
00:03:20Yeah, I won't be afraid.
00:03:21Uh, I'm trying to take the knife down.
00:03:21I'm telling you, I'm trying to put a knife down.
00:03:22I'm showing you, I'm trying to be afraid.
00:03:22I'm getting 머리 with a knife down.
00:03:23Super breathing.
00:03:23I'm trying to go.
00:03:44I think this is my pee bottle.
00:03:51Nope, it's just a normal water bottle.
00:03:59A little flare in the van.
00:04:15I'm really proud of my career so far, but if you want to call yourself a successful
00:04:21all-around climber, you've got to be up on El Cap.
00:04:26There it is, in all its glory, El Capitan.
00:04:47It's always surprising how big it is.
00:04:49I never think, oh, it doesn't look that bad, or it doesn't look that big.
00:04:54It's always fucking so big.
00:04:58I don't know why no one talks about how scary it is.
00:05:04I wish I could not feel afraid anymore.
00:05:11El Capitan is a 3,200-foot granite face.
00:05:18It doesn't get much bigger.
00:05:20It doesn't get much more difficult.
00:05:22It doesn't get much more high quality than El Cap.
00:05:28It's just the most impressive, most beautiful stone in the world.
00:05:32And it's so hard to free climb.
00:05:38When you look at El Cap, it looks impossible.
00:05:41It looks smooth.
00:05:42And you can't imagine what there would be to climb it.
00:05:44It always attracted people that are curious to push themselves to the highest level.
00:05:52For decades, climbers have been testing themselves up there.
00:05:58Climbing El Capitan is the most badass thing that you can do as a human.
00:06:04With the exception of Lynn Hill and a few other women, it's very much like a boys club.
00:06:09Come on! Go back! Stop!
00:06:13When I started climbing, the first person I learned about was Lynn Hill.
00:06:18She was the first to free climb a route on El Capitan called the Nose.
00:06:24And then the following year, she went back and free climbed it in a day.
00:06:28Which was the most groundbreaking, astonishing achievement.
00:06:34I didn't feel like I needed to prove anything after that.
00:06:38Because I was at the age where I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to have a family,
00:06:41and having the freedom to just go route climbing was not going to happen forever.
00:06:47At a certain point, you have to be happy with what you've done.
00:06:56What's your ring?
00:06:57You want to hear my alarm?
00:06:58Yeah!
00:06:58This is mine.
00:07:00What's yours?
00:07:01Mine's more the other end of the spectrum.
00:07:02I was in Yosemite looking for a project, some sort of inspiration.
00:07:08I was working on my personal quest to free solo El Cap on the free rider.
00:07:12And she was willing to go up the wall to support me for a day of climbing.
00:07:15I got really excited because climbing with Alex on El Cap is like playing basketball with Michael Jordan.
00:07:21And it's like, you're with the best of the best.
00:07:25First time I met Emily was at a cliff called Jailhouse.
00:07:28She was already a very established, very successful climber.
00:07:32She was a lot better than me.
00:07:34And the thing that really made an impression was that she was all kind of done up and she had
00:07:37earrings and things.
00:07:38And I was like, man, how can someone climb that hard with earrings?
00:07:42She was just so well put together and going to college and doing the hardest thing at the cliff.
00:07:46And you know, everything about it was just different than what I was living.
00:07:49I was like, whoa, that's that's a different level.
00:07:53You could tell he just didn't really care about anything but climbing.
00:07:57And he is very famous for free soloing, which is rock climbing without a rope.
00:08:04No person does what he does at his level.
00:08:11I was incredibly inspired by the way he moved.
00:08:16He was so perfect.
00:08:19He seems so at ease.
00:08:21And I've always envied that.
00:08:23With the green ground you can climb up to the spire and like reflake the rope and manage.
00:08:28I'm just trying to nurture you into a silent climbing machine.
00:08:35Good work.
00:08:37Good work.
00:08:39Good work.
00:08:40Good work.
00:08:40That was good.
00:08:41There's no way I would have done any of that without you.
00:08:44Wasn't that pretty rad?
00:08:45That was pretty rad.
00:08:46That was a life experience.
00:08:47Yeah.
00:08:49I think you could do that in a day.
00:08:51You do?
00:08:51Yeah.
00:08:53I don't think it'd be that bad for you because you just have the base fitness that you need,
00:08:56you know?
00:08:56Yeah.
00:08:56Yeah.
00:08:57It'd definitely be a dream.
00:08:59Yeah, it'd be sick.
00:09:00Just gotta start somewhere.
00:09:01Yeah.
00:09:03I mean, you know.
00:09:05That's when I first thought of trying to free climb El Cap in less than 24 hours.
00:09:12Climbing it in a day is the epitome of hard rock climbing.
00:09:16And there's a desire to prove myself.
00:09:18Like, I do deserve to be here.
00:09:20I do deserve to be climbing with all of these people that I've looked up to and idolized
00:09:25for a long time.
00:09:27That's pretty awesome.
00:09:28That's pretty good.
00:09:29I like a dagger too.
00:09:31It's the sense of belonging that I want.
00:09:48I see some big wet streaks, but I also see dry rock, so it's kind of a mixed bag up
00:09:55there.
00:09:57It is not going to change a single thing.
00:10:03Most people free climb El Cap over five days or so.
00:10:06It's so much harder to free climb El Cap in a day.
00:10:10The difference between doing a multi-day ascent and doing a one-day ascent is huge.
00:10:16To climb that thing in a day, it's outrageous.
00:10:19It's an audacious undertaking.
00:10:23I'm left wondering whether she can pull it off.
00:10:28Most people who free climb El Cap in a day have done it via the free rider because it's the
00:10:33easiest route.
00:10:34I wanted to do a more challenging route, and that's why I chose Golden Gate.
00:10:41There are very few climbers who have free climbed any route on El Cap in a day other than the
00:10:46free rider.
00:10:47Golden Gate is quite a bit harder.
00:10:50Golden Gate has only been free climbed in a day by three people.
00:10:53Three of the best El Cap climbers in the world.
00:11:00These guys are heroes of mine, and I want to be a part of that group.
00:11:11Golden Gate has 34 pitches.
00:11:14My goal is to climb from the beginning of each pitch to the end without falling.
00:11:19That will be a free ascent.
00:11:21If I fall, I have to go back to the beginning of that pitch and try again.
00:11:26And I need to do this in under 24 hours.
00:11:36That's going to be really hard for her.
00:11:38I give her a 20% chance of sending, honestly.
00:11:42She just hasn't paid her dues like Honnold has.
00:11:52It's hard to put yourself out there and say you're going to try to do the hardest thing you've ever
00:11:57done.
00:11:58Just because I'm trying to protect myself from people finding out that I'm afraid or that I fail or that
00:12:04I'm just like everyone else.
00:12:08I mean, I don't want to say it's mansplaining, but primarily there's men that have accomplished this goal.
00:12:12And so it's like, I get a lot of advice.
00:12:16And it's a lot of like, oh, you need to be committed to this and you need to go here
00:12:19for this amount of time and you need to do it this way and you should be doing this and
00:12:23you should be doing that.
00:12:24I've been climbing for 22 years.
00:12:27Like, I know how to approach a goal.
00:12:31I don't need someone to tell me how to do it.
00:12:35But obviously that's a hard, that's a hard thing to convince yourself of as well.
00:12:40It's hard for me to convince myself that I know what I'm doing.
00:12:44Do you think I need more than one three?
00:12:45I wouldn't even take the three.
00:12:46Oh my God.
00:12:48Maybe I don't need this and two purples.
00:12:51I always had it in my mind ever since he asked me to support him that he would probably be
00:12:56willing to support me on Golden Gate.
00:12:59I'd like to think I may be the best supporter in the world for El Cap just because I know
00:13:03the roots really well.
00:13:04I've worked on them a long time.
00:13:06I don't think anyone has climbed any of those parts of the wall faster.
00:13:09Are you climbing the monster to just one six?
00:13:11Yeah.
00:13:12Awesome.
00:13:12And I wanted to help Emily achieve this big dream of hers.
00:13:16Alex is very comfortable, very confident, but I also trust him.
00:13:20Having someone up there who you can tell is right at home makes me feel that much more comfortable.
00:13:27I'll give you that.
00:13:28Go up and try your best.
00:13:30That's all I'm doing.
00:13:30I'm just going to go try.
00:13:31Move by move.
00:13:33You just do your best and see how it plays out.
00:13:34I'm allowed to fall.
00:13:36Yeah, I mean, that's the beautiful thing.
00:13:37You have a rope.
00:13:38It's like a good shit.
00:13:40I'm really happy that I have a rope.
00:13:56I need some water.
00:14:12All right.
00:14:12Enjoy.
00:14:13Whew.
00:14:16Remember, climbing mountain is fun.
00:14:34The way that I climb the bottom 2,000 feet of the route with Alex is something called simul climbing.
00:14:40So I'm leading, placing gear, and Alex is following, climbing at the same time as me.
00:14:46So we're moving up the wall together.
00:14:48And it enables you to move a lot faster, but it cuts some corners because you're placing less safety equipment
00:14:56between yourself and your partner.
00:14:58So if either of us falls, we can get severely injured or we could die.
00:15:03But this is really the only way to climb it in a day.
00:15:08I was kind of proud of myself, honestly.
00:15:10Yeah, that was good.
00:15:11I just hand over hand on the rope.
00:15:13I was like, fuck that.
00:15:34That was the easiest that the monster has ever felt, but it's still really hard.
00:15:40That was way faster than ever before.
00:15:43Oh, yeah?
00:15:43Yeah, like 45 minutes.
00:15:48You can find 2,000 feet already.
00:15:50You may as well climb one more pigeon.
00:15:51I'm going to try.
00:15:52I don't know if I can, though.
00:15:53Yeah, of course you can.
00:15:54Let's get in there and engage.
00:15:59All right, you need someone to, like, punch in the nuts.
00:16:01I don't have nuts.
00:16:02Ovaries.
00:16:15You're doing great.
00:16:16I really appreciate it.
00:16:17I'm really digging deep here.
00:16:18You know, this is, uh...
00:16:20This is my first effort.
00:16:21Yeah.
00:16:22Do you think it's worth giving it one to the death effort?
00:16:25I mean, I've been trying to give it to the death.
00:16:27Yeah, what is that to the death?
00:16:28It seems a little, like, worky.
00:16:31If we decide to go down, let's fully debrief, like, what are you going to do differently?
00:16:35What are you going to do better?
00:16:36Where can you save energy?
00:16:38Yeah.
00:16:39Because, I mean, obviously there's a ton of room for improvement today.
00:16:41A lot of room for improvement.
00:16:47Yeah.
00:16:48That's crazy.
00:16:52It just went from perfectly okay to perfectly not okay.
00:16:58Oh.
00:16:59Oh my god.
00:17:00It hurts so bad.
00:17:06Hey, give me a hug.
00:17:08I needed a hug from you all day.
00:17:11These bruises are just all from one pitch.
00:17:14I was secretly happy that we got rained off because everything just felt so hard.
00:17:24I don't really foresee me trying again this spring.
00:17:27I'm kind of worked over from the season.
00:17:31I didn't feel ready, and I haven't put in the work in order to be successful.
00:17:54Oh.
00:17:55That was her first wetsuit.
00:17:58Look at how tiny that little thing is.
00:18:01Here you go.
00:18:02Here's a bunch of trophies.
00:18:04Yes.
00:18:05Climbing self first place.
00:18:10Junior nationals.
00:18:12Oh, when she was 12 years old.
00:18:15I don't remember what that one was.
00:18:19What's that one from?
00:18:22Cirrus shovel.
00:18:23Oh, yeah.
00:18:24This is the World Cup she won.
00:18:28Oh, there's the little mohawk.
00:18:30Look at that mohawk.
00:18:35I would say I had like a very normal childhood.
00:18:40My dad was really into any activity that was in the mountains.
00:18:45Ski.
00:18:50Turn.
00:18:51Growing up, I had this idea that girls were inferior in some way.
00:18:58Desperately wanted to prove that I wasn't like that.
00:19:05I grew up with my two cousins who were boys, and we were super competitive with each other.
00:19:11All I wanted to do was be better than them.
00:19:15I wanted to do well in everything, and I tried really hard.
00:19:24When I found climbing, this switch went off.
00:19:29It was like instantly that's what I wanted to do.
00:19:34The feeling of lightness and strength and invincibility was pretty profound.
00:19:46I liked the feeling of success.
00:19:52And if I didn't measure up to that, I was so upset and disappointed.
00:20:05Competitions, being the best, winning.
00:20:08To me, that was what climbing was.
00:20:15I definitely started putting more pressure on myself.
00:20:19My self-worth was so tied to my success in climbing.
00:20:24And then my success in climbing was tied to my weight.
00:20:29The less mass you have, the easier it's going to be to stay on the wall.
00:20:35It just became this cycle of punishment.
00:20:38I remember being completely exhausted all the time.
00:20:43She was so thin, and I didn't know what to do.
00:20:48And I remember her hands were orange, because all she was eating was carrots.
00:20:53And I wasn't sleeping well, and I was dizzy sometimes.
00:21:00And then climbing wasn't very fun.
00:21:04I feel like I barely laughed.
00:21:08I started realizing that this isn't how I want to live my life.
00:21:13And is climbing going to be a positive force in my life?
00:21:18Or is it always going to be this negative thing?
00:21:24I guess now is the best time, and here is the best place to say this.
00:21:28I have an eating disorder.
00:21:30I can't admit it to anybody else, but at least I can admit it to myself.
00:21:34I feel out of control when I indulge in food, and my all-or-nothing behavior makes me depressed and
00:21:42unhappy.
00:21:43I don't ever give myself a break.
00:21:45I want to be perfect all the time.
00:21:47I must run fast, climb strong, and eat as little as possible.
00:22:01Eventually, my body and my brain just couldn't really handle all the stress and the pressures.
00:22:07I realized that competing wasn't something that I really wanted to do anymore.
00:22:16The pivotal thing that happened was I joined the North Face athlete team and got invited on an expedition to
00:22:25Mount Everest.
00:22:27I had no idea what it would do for me in my life.
00:22:34She was keen to try out mountain climbing.
00:22:38So it's like, oh, first mountain climbing trip? How about Everest?
00:22:42A little bit crazy, but why not?
00:22:45It's the tallest and most precipitous mountain range on our planet.
00:22:50If you want to test your mettle, that's where you go.
00:22:53I remember just saying, Emily, no, I do not want you going to Everest.
00:22:59Tim said to her, you're not going.
00:23:01And she said, Dad, I'm not 16.
00:23:04And that was the end of that.
00:23:08Emily at 25, barely coming out of the gym as a gym climber.
00:23:13And then being on Everest?
00:23:15I mean, that's a huge leap to make.
00:23:17I was a little, like, dark in those days.
00:23:21So I might have just totally written her off as a first impression, you know?
00:23:27Just kind of like, ah, whatever.
00:23:36It wasn't until I got there and realized that Conrad was, like, completely hands-off with Emily.
00:23:41And he was like, well, you step in.
00:23:42And I'm like, I don't even know her.
00:23:44I don't want to do this.
00:23:45I'm not a mentor.
00:23:47I was not very helpful.
00:23:49I definitely am not an incredibly sympathetic person.
00:23:58I'm ready to go up tomorrow.
00:24:00I'm a little nervous and scared to go through the icefall.
00:24:06That's knowledge.
00:24:08Happens, like, five times a day.
00:24:11It's really unnerving.
00:24:17I want to get through the icefall, and then I'll feel okay.
00:24:28Conrad saw something in her, and he was right.
00:24:35She just didn't give in.
00:24:42Emory, what's up?
00:24:44Nice job, Em.
00:24:48I came to care immensely for Emily over the time of that trip.
00:24:54We talked about my relationship.
00:24:56We talked about my climbing.
00:24:57We talked about her kids and how much she missed her kids and just life.
00:25:01And it gave me a peek into what my life could be like in the future.
00:25:11Hey.
00:25:13I'm at the South Coal.
00:25:16Getting ready to go up for the summit.
00:25:24Just stuck behind a line of people.
00:25:28She passed me, and she was by herself.
00:25:30And I was like, Emily, why are you by yourself?
00:25:31Where's the Sherpa that you were climbing with?
00:25:34She was like, oh, God, I feel so bad.
00:25:36He was slow, so I left him behind.
00:25:39Was that really bad?
00:25:39Should I go back and get him?
00:25:47She crushed it.
00:25:51It was so out of her main sport that it just was all the more of a huge achievement.
00:26:00As a climber, you're the sum total of all your ascents and expeditions.
00:26:04And each experience that you have builds into who you are as a climber.
00:26:09And Emily got that.
00:26:11I was a lot stronger than I thought I would be.
00:26:15Climbing on Everest has made me appreciate the style of climbing that I do.
00:26:19I do want to continue to be in the mountains and to learn from them.
00:26:42Morning.
00:26:44Morning.
00:26:45Here's your coffee.
00:26:50I stayed up late last night and get all these emails and texts with China and Nepal and Tibet,
00:26:55and I'm scared to turn on my phone and see what everyone wrote.
00:26:59Come back to bed.
00:27:01No.
00:27:03I have an interview in 15 minutes.
00:27:06Okay, I'll make breakfast.
00:27:09Hi, this is Adrian.
00:27:12Doing some final prep for a big trip I'm leaving on early next week.
00:27:16You know, the average Everest expedition is two months long.
00:27:20And I'm probably away, you know, seven to eight months a year still traveling and climbing around the world.
00:27:28Adrian is a high-altitude climber and a mountain guide who spends a lot of time in the Himalaya.
00:27:35We met at Camp 2 on Mount Everest.
00:27:41I just remember this charismatic guy.
00:27:44He was super nice and fun to talk to.
00:27:48The sad fact of high altitude climbing is there's just not many women.
00:27:53I certainly noticed Emily as an anomaly.
00:27:57But 21,000 feet is really miserable.
00:28:00So you kind of like have a crushing headache at the same time that you're trying to be like social
00:28:04and funny and interesting.
00:28:05It's not like a great flooding opportunity.
00:28:08It was this really powerful connection that we had.
00:28:11I'd never felt like that with anyone before.
00:28:14And we knew that we wanted to stay connected.
00:28:19Adrian is gone most of the year guiding in the Himalaya.
00:28:23And because I have this big project I'm working on, we are going to spend the next four months apart.
00:28:30I don't really look forward to this time of year as it is.
00:28:34Because Adrian is going to be gone for a really long time.
00:28:37And I have a lot of, like I put a lot of pressure on myself for my own projects.
00:28:42No.
00:28:46I've spent a lot of time with people who have lost their partner in the mountains.
00:28:50And every time he leaves, I have this part of me that is afraid he won't come back.
00:29:00Yes.
00:29:02The secret stash.
00:29:05Okay, I'm overwhelmed again.
00:29:07I'm going to go eat some toast.
00:29:08I'm really overwhelmed right now.
00:29:10Good luck.
00:29:11Here we go.
00:29:15It kind of sucks.
00:29:20Cat stuff.
00:29:21I have food.
00:29:23Coffee stuff.
00:29:25Music.
00:29:26Music.
00:29:27Bed.
00:29:39And she's off.
00:29:44It's always hard.
00:29:46This one especially.
00:29:47It's always hard.
00:29:47This one especially.
00:29:58I'm going to Moab because I want to prepare for the upcoming Yosemite season.
00:30:04And Moab is a great place to do that.
00:30:08Last spring, I just wasn't ready.
00:30:11I hadn't put in the work.
00:30:18Look at these nails too.
00:30:20These are the gel nail.
00:30:21Gel nail magic.
00:30:22It's supposed to last for like three months.
00:30:28I did not grow up learning how to crack climb.
00:30:32And for climbing in Yosemite, it's a required skill.
00:30:46I wouldn't consider myself a super confident person when I'm standing on the ground.
00:30:50It's more when I'm like climbing that my confidence shines through.
00:31:04I think I did get better technique.
00:31:07It's nice to feel a little more confidence.
00:31:12I'm excited to go do something.
00:31:20Good luck.
00:31:42Thanks for having me.
00:31:45I've been in Yosemite now for a few weeks training on Golden Gate.
00:31:49It's been long days hiking in and practicing the harder pitches.
00:31:54It's really the only way to know every pitch for that in a day attempt.
00:32:02There's five hard sections of the route for me.
00:32:07The first one that comes up is the monster.
00:32:10You have to kind of wedge your body into this crack and this pitch is almost 200 feet long.
00:32:17The monster off foot is harder if your foot can't bridge the crack.
00:32:20My foot can span between one side of the crack and the other side so I can easily wedge one
00:32:24foot and push upward.
00:32:25If you have a smaller foot, it's harder to make up for progress.
00:32:36The next pitch that's really hard for me is called the down climb.
00:32:41There's essentially no hold.
00:32:43You're kind of standing on a less than vertical smooth surface, just pasting your feet on the
00:32:51wall and using the friction in order to stick.
00:32:55Your balance has to be pretty perfect in order to not get spit off.
00:33:01Oh, that was it.
00:33:05The next hard pitch is called the move.
00:33:08At the end of the pitch, there's a really hard boulder problem.
00:33:12So a series of really hard moves.
00:33:18For me, it's the most powerful section of the route.
00:33:21It has the hardest single moves.
00:33:26The next section is called the golden desert.
00:33:30It is a really long crack climb mixed with some funky traversing under a roof.
00:33:40And then the very next pitch after that is called the A5 traverse.
00:33:45And that's kind of the pitch that guards you from success.
00:33:50Imagine traversing this steep sloping rail and trying to stand on feet that are the width
00:33:56of dimes.
00:33:58The A5 traverse is the spot where most people fail.
00:34:02By the time you've climbed almost 3,000 feet to get there, your arms are just incredibly
00:34:05tired and it's really hard to hang on them.
00:34:10I'm still a little nervous about the A5 traverse.
00:34:42Thankfully, Adrian came home from Everest.
00:34:45Everything was fine, but there was weeks there where I thought he might not.
00:34:51It's not really that safe even if you make good decisions.
00:34:54Is it true?
00:34:56You thought I was going to die?
00:34:57Yeah.
00:34:59I thought you might die.
00:35:00And I was trying to be...
00:35:01So you figured you'd start moving on right away?
00:35:03Yeah.
00:35:04Just going to be a bachelorette and like be just in my little world, independent.
00:35:10It could happen.
00:35:11It could be the other way around.
00:35:13Yeah.
00:35:13I think I think about it less, but I think about it sometimes as you start speed climbing
00:35:17more and more, cutting corners, rock fall.
00:35:22It's plenty of things that could kill you.
00:35:23It's a little bit of a stretch, but I'm not going to die.
00:35:26I'm not going to die rock climbing.
00:35:28But you've got to think about it and acknowledge it's a possibility.
00:35:30It's true.
00:35:31I just think that I've finally like come to a place where I'm okay.
00:35:37Not okay, but more okay.
00:35:41More okay is good.
00:35:43Yeah.
00:35:50Okay.
00:35:51Questions.
00:35:52Okay.
00:35:52Okay.
00:35:52Okay.
00:35:52Get married already.
00:35:53When are you getting married?
00:35:54Are you going to have babies?
00:35:55Babies.
00:35:56Get married already.
00:35:58Um, do you plan on having kids soon?
00:36:01Okay.
00:36:01Um, I, I do plan on having kids eventually.
00:36:06I think I want one kid, so I'm not really in like a huge rush.
00:36:12I, I say we, we, right?
00:36:14We.
00:36:15I think I've come around.
00:36:16We kind of settled on one because Adrian wanted like three.
00:36:20Team.
00:36:20He wanted three.
00:36:21Um, but I just want one.
00:36:23So I'm not in a rush.
00:36:24And I have like, we both have things we want to do first.
00:36:27I've got a couple about asking me about LCAP and what happened.
00:36:30And if I'm going back, basically I, I failed and I also had terrible weather, but that's
00:36:37like a second part of it, um, that prevented me from succeeding.
00:36:41And then yes, I'm going back in the fall.
00:37:00So we got two liters of water.
00:37:01Okay.
00:37:01Okay.
00:37:02I have extra chalk.
00:37:04Okay.
00:37:05Cool.
00:37:05I'm going to put the air on it.
00:37:06Are you taking that much extra chalk?
00:37:08I'm very concerned about the heat.
00:37:09For one little cabaret?
00:37:10It weighs nothing.
00:37:12I guess.
00:37:12It just, it seems like a lot of chalk for, yeah, cool, cool.
00:37:15But we don't have to bring it.
00:37:16No, no.
00:37:17No, but I actually really want.
00:37:18If you think it'll make you feel better, you definitely bring it.
00:37:20Okay.
00:37:21Extra chalk.
00:37:21I'm bringing these.
00:37:22It's really hot.
00:37:23What are those?
00:37:25They're breakable ice packs for my hands and feet.
00:37:28That seems totally absurd.
00:37:30So if we want to climb by three, what time should we meet in the meadow?
00:37:32Well, like 2.30.
00:37:342.30.
00:37:35That's like pretty early though.
00:37:37Pretty early.
00:37:58Okay.
00:38:00Okay.
00:38:06I had a Nacho.
00:38:08Nice job guys.
00:38:08Nice job guys.
00:38:11Thanks.
00:38:12Good job guys.
00:38:15Good job.
00:38:28Nice job guys.
00:38:30Nice job guys.
00:38:30Nice job guys.
00:38:45Come on.
00:38:46Come on.
00:38:46Come on, come on, yeah, come on, come on, come on, hold it, come on, hold it, come on.
00:38:53Yeah, yeah, come on.
00:38:56Very good.
00:38:57Come on now.
00:39:02Alright.
00:39:08If you do it today, in this style, just like you just did it.
00:39:13I'd be pretty sick.
00:39:15Let's think about how good that's going to feel.
00:39:17I can't yet.
00:39:18I've got to finish the rest of it.
00:39:28Yeah, we started 11 and a half hours ago, so it's a good time actually.
00:39:34This is when you rely on your World Cup fitness.
00:39:39Nice.
00:39:50Pretty sure you can just climb one more pitch.
00:39:54Pretty sure there's like five more pitches.
00:40:04Good.
00:40:10Good.
00:40:12Good.
00:40:13I'm falling.
00:40:14No, no, you're okay.
00:40:15Come on.
00:40:16Come on.
00:40:16No, it's too much.
00:40:17Stay with it.
00:40:19It just fucked everything up and like...
00:40:23That's alright.
00:40:24Oh my god.
00:40:25You just like, like shit.
00:40:31Really good, Evan.
00:40:32Yeah, really good.
00:40:40Ellen.
00:40:42Ellen.
00:40:43Come on.
00:40:44There you go.
00:40:47I don't have it you guys.
00:40:48I don't have it.
00:40:51I'm just too tired.
00:40:54I'm giving it everything I have.
00:40:56I just...
00:40:59I just couldn't do it.
00:41:00I couldn't keep climbing.
00:41:03I'm like super bummed, but it's like everything I could possibly do.
00:41:09I failed on the last hard pitch.
00:41:13Pretty heartbroken.
00:41:28I think you have to try things that you're afraid of, that you might suck at, that you're
00:41:34going to most likely fail at in order to actually really get to know yourself and know what you're capable
00:41:43of.
00:41:49When I was trying to figure out how to make a team to go on this seven week, totally unknown,
00:41:57jungle bashing, crazy Alpine
00:42:00Myanmar expedition, I wanted Emily to go.
00:42:04Like, I wanted her to go more than anyone.
00:42:08Like, I wouldn't go if Emily didn't go.
00:42:11This is like an anti-Everest trip.
00:42:18Think of Everest from the minute you get off the plane to the summit of Everest.
00:42:22Every step of the way is mapped out.
00:42:25Pakakaburazi was exactly the opposite.
00:42:29Wanting her on the team was met with a lot of resistance.
00:42:32But I put my foot down and she was stoked to do it.
00:42:45It was a month before we even got to base camp.
00:42:49We had to cut our gear by two thirds.
00:42:53Ran out of food.
00:42:54Ran out of food.
00:43:02Ran out of food.
00:43:04A lot of the things that I did today I've never done before.
00:43:22It's scary the heavy pack peel off that one's a little good job, ma'am. Thank you
00:43:31Way more rad way more gnarly than Everest
00:43:38My favorite day on that whole climb was Emily and I were stuck on this ridge for 48 hours
00:43:48Winds blowing 60 miles an hour non-stop
00:43:53And at one point Emily looks at me and she's like
00:43:56What do you think you think we're gonna be okay? I looked at her and I was like, I don't
00:44:00I don't know
00:44:01I hope so
00:44:03And she was like all right cool. Okay
00:44:07Woo!
00:44:10And five minutes later we're laughing and like doing what we can to like stay alive
00:44:18Emily and I have talked a lot about how crazy it was and how strung out we were and how
00:44:24close to just like laying down on the trail and
00:44:26Giving up we were and we just didn't
00:44:31She was everything I expected her to be on that trip. She was gritty. She was funny. She helped me
00:44:38when I was low
00:44:39She tackled massive scary things
00:44:43She was just trying to learn a little bit better who was when I was here
00:44:58She was trying to be on my boat
00:45:00She was trying to do a little bit better
00:45:09She was trying to go to the river
00:45:11She was trying to sort of get out of the river
00:45:12And she was trying to stop her and so she was trying to form the river
00:45:15A massive snowstorm is approaching, like, tomorrow, so.
00:45:20Day after tomorrow.
00:45:21Last day of the season, basically.
00:45:23I'm dragging everyone up here to support me one more time.
00:45:26One more character building day on the mountain.
00:45:28One more character building day on the mountain.
00:45:31It's like 4 a.m.
00:45:33It's way colder than it was last time, so that's good.
00:45:36If you were really pro, you'd be racked onto the harness already.
00:45:38You'd pack your harness that way.
00:45:41Oh, yeah, I didn't do that.
00:45:42You guys needed it last time.
00:45:45Ten more feet today, okay?
00:45:47Yeah, exactly.
00:45:48Ten more feet today.
00:45:50There.
00:45:52Go, Em, go.
00:45:54Here we go.
00:45:55You're gonna crush it.
00:45:56Thanks, Sonny.
00:46:04Nice, Em.
00:46:07You're crushing.
00:46:08You're crushing it.
00:46:09It's such a still day up on the captain.
00:46:25It's such a still day up on the captain.
00:46:30Creaky old grandpa.
00:46:31Oh, I'll sit down and tighten the shoes up.
00:46:36Nice, Em.
00:46:38Oh, my God.
00:46:42Oh, my God.
00:46:45Are you okay, Em?
00:46:46Are you okay?
00:46:49Em?
00:46:50Holy shit.
00:46:52Oh, my God, Em.
00:46:56Should I lower you to the ledge?
00:46:57Emily.
00:46:57Emily, you're okay.
00:47:02Lower.
00:47:03Em?
00:47:05Talk to us.
00:47:07Talk to us, Em.
00:47:08Are you okay?
00:47:09Are you right side up?
00:47:13She's not right side up.
00:47:15Fuck.
00:47:16Can you confirm your number is 4046?
00:47:18Correct.
00:47:19Okay, I'm gonna be on hold while I try to get a razor, okay?
00:47:22Okay, thank you.
00:47:30Hang in there, Em.
00:47:35You know, I can tell that it's terrible.
00:47:37It's all terrible.
00:47:38Like, you can tell it's a giant fall.
00:47:41The only thing I was thinking about was whether or not she'll walk again.
00:48:12Are you all right?
00:48:13I don't forget.
00:48:14It might have just been fishing on it on the ledge.
00:48:18I've found this pitch so many times.
00:48:23I know it's slippery, but I've never fallen.
00:48:25I know my feet are cold, but I need to be confident.
00:48:30I wasn't scared.
00:48:32I just...
00:48:35Now it's scary, though, to think about.
00:48:49Oh, I'm sorry, guys.
00:49:00Yeah.
00:49:01Still have some stuff to learn, I guess.
00:49:33Mr.
00:49:33World-class climber, Emily Harrington, trying to make history, falling from Yosemite's El Capitan, rescued
00:49:38by one of the most famous climbers in the world falls are apparel of the sport no matter your
00:49:44skill level thank goodness she was with people like alex hunnell the climber at the center of
00:49:48that oscar-winning documentary free solo i was blanks i'm holding the rope but then when she
00:49:53fell so much rope fell into the system like so much rope pooled at my feet basically that i
00:49:58wound up actually uh grabbing the rope with my hands in an effort to catch her sooner i don't
00:50:03know if you guys had a chance to watch free solo oh he was i mean fantastic it's amazing what
00:50:08they
00:50:08do and boy you gotta have some nerves of steel yes you do you sure do full recovery
00:50:15how are you feeling about it all shitty shitty about it like sad yeah
00:50:24everyone is interested in lcap and everyone is interested in the fact that i was climbing
00:50:29with alex honnold so they want to write a story about the damsel in distress who was rescued by
00:50:34the free solo star oh adrenaline junkies like risking their lives falling off of sheer cliffs
00:50:43gets rescued like it's just stupid and not true and it's misunderstood i had a bad fall climbing
00:50:49because rock climbing is inherently dangerous but and alex did what exactly what any good partner
00:50:59we were choosing to take a certain level of risk that day it was a hundred percent not his fault
00:51:10what
00:51:10happened
00:51:10so
00:51:14so
00:51:23so
00:51:24so
00:51:26so
00:51:28so
00:51:38so
00:51:40so
00:51:43i was afraid of not being good enough and now the entire world thinks that as well
00:51:56she is no alex honnold do this without the security of a rope and then you can pretend to have
00:52:02accomplished
00:52:02something
00:52:05woman go back to kitchen please let man's doing this stuff
00:52:10she's too fat
00:52:27she's too fat
00:52:28let's have a little bit of a rope burn on my neck and a pretty intense concussion
00:52:33i'm slowly recovering but mentally i'm struggling
00:52:41i just spiral into the negativity of oh i'm never gonna be able to get anywhere with this
00:52:50lots of doubt and lots of kind of like questioning like why am i doing this
00:52:54Why am I even like trying so hard and just feel like giving up?
00:52:59There's just this really big fear and it's all circling around like the whole kid thing and the
00:53:05the clock is ticking idea and I
00:53:09Really do want to have fun and enjoy climbing. I do. I just don't know how right now
00:53:15Yeah
00:53:16It's hard to trust myself, I guess
00:53:33It's Passover, happy Passover guys. Hug some nap, John. Hug some nap to you and
00:53:40We can tell that it's Passover because we are in our houses
00:53:43Hiding from a plague and because in a recent breakfast podcast very loud
00:53:49Door will stop coronavirus
00:53:54We are one day short of a month since we've been home
00:53:58April 12th
00:54:00Easter Sunday and
00:54:04It's Sunday, but it doesn't really matter that it's Sunday
00:54:07Every day is pretty much very similar
00:54:15Adrian and I have been physically together for longer than we have ever been
00:54:21It's felt like this period of deep connection
00:54:26What's your favorite color?
00:54:28This is like a rapid-fire question. Oh, really? I should
00:54:33What's your favorite color?
00:54:35Gray
00:54:36Gray
00:54:38That's a terrible favorite color
00:54:41My favorite color is green
00:54:44Really?
00:54:44Yeah
00:54:45I never knew that
00:54:46Well, you learn something new every day, don't you?
00:54:48I don't think I've ever bought you anything green
00:54:50You better start now
00:54:55We've discussed starting a family in more serious ways
00:54:59But I really have to finish this project
00:55:02Before I can start thinking about taking that stuff
00:55:06I don't want to take eight years to free climb a little cap in a day
00:55:09Then I'll be 40 and then
00:55:11You know, it might be too late
00:55:25If I let something like fear, something like an accident stop me from doing something
00:55:32Then I'll never go back
00:55:33I'll never try something hard again
00:55:36This is no longer just a way to prove myself
00:55:40It's a way for me to gain back trust and confidence in myself
00:55:48I need to go back
00:55:58I've been really gentle with myself
00:56:01Just accepting that I'm probably going to be a little more conservative this year
00:56:05I think I need to talk to Alex about adjusting my method and just be like
00:56:08Dude, I don't want to like
00:56:11Go so fast
00:56:11I want to be able to stop and take a breather
00:56:14And I want to be able to play some more gear
00:56:16And feel way more safe
00:56:34And so it begins
00:56:37Emily's Yosemite season
00:56:453 a.m.
00:56:46I'm out of bed
00:56:47In coffee
00:56:50M's waiting for a coffee
00:56:52The life of a super scholar
00:56:56How's it feeling?
00:56:58It's okay
00:56:59Where I fell last year
00:57:00Where you fell last year
00:57:01Yeah
00:57:05I'm back in Yosemite for the first time since the accident
00:57:08And Adrian's been helping me train on the hard pitches and build back that trust
00:57:14Down to the move pitch
00:57:18There was no like massive screaming whippers out of the move today
00:57:30You just hit it every time
00:57:32You're stronger
00:57:33Big support today
00:57:35Thank you
00:57:40Physically I feel better than I have probably ever in my life
00:57:45I'm trying to figure out the best tactics for climbing the monster
00:57:50And so I'm gonna try putting on my climbing shoe
00:57:53And then I'm gonna try putting on a size 42tc pro over top of it to make my foot bigger
00:58:08I'm so excited about this
00:58:15And so what time are we thinking about starting
00:58:17Let's say starting the monster at 6 a.m.
00:58:19Which means starting climbing at 1 a.m.
00:58:23That's what I was hoping to do tonight
00:58:24You know
00:58:24I know
00:58:25Get some
00:58:26You signed up for it
00:58:27Yeah, no, no
00:58:28I'm into it
00:58:28Yeah, knee pads and duct tape and elbow pads
00:58:31At this point you're gonna get to the top more fresh than when you left the ground
00:58:34I think it'd be tough to make this more comfortable
00:58:37Yeah, that's the whole point
00:58:39Yeah, exactly
00:58:39We're ready for the the long haul right now
00:58:43I'm planning to have two partners
00:58:45It is really valuable to have Alex as a partner because he is so fast
00:58:50But up higher when the climbing gets slower
00:58:52I really like having Adrian there
00:58:55He's really good emotional support for me
00:59:04What are you doing?
00:59:06Go get her
00:59:06Go get her
00:59:07Move slowly and then like see how I feel when I get to it
00:59:11Yeah, cool
00:59:12It's the same time as tomorrow as today basically
00:59:14I do feel ready
00:59:15I don't think I'm gonna be any more ready than I am right now
00:59:19If I achieve this
00:59:21I'll never not be a climber
00:59:23But I can like move on from being like solely focused on climbing
00:59:27Like I can move forward with my life
00:59:29I could have a family like I could do all these things I've wanted to do
00:59:32That might not require so much like pinpointed focus
00:59:38It's that meaningful
01:00:04Get some ass off there
01:00:08Nice Em
01:00:17At some point in here I'm gonna have to tie my shoes and put them on
01:00:20But I'm sort of like oh I've got flashbacks of the last year
01:00:22BTS did you get it?
01:00:24Yeah, exactly
01:00:25Oh my god, jeez
01:00:41I'm gonna run around to the top and hopefully get to meet them like two-thirds of the way up
01:00:48All right Sam, really smooth
01:00:53Hey Sam, she's done the free blast
01:00:56The best
01:00:58Great job daydream
01:00:59Thank you
01:01:00How do you feel?
01:01:01Okay
01:01:01Okay
01:01:02I heard a call from the film team
01:01:15The daydream might be starting the monster
01:01:18But should be right on track
01:01:27It's so funny that you're wearing two pairs of shoes
01:02:05Oh, so glad to have that bitch over with.
01:02:08I'm taking off all of my shoes, all four pairs of them that I was wearing.
01:02:15I was wearing Alex's shoes over my shoes so I could climb the monster easier and faster
01:02:20and it works.
01:02:25I want to say it's not often that I encounter a completely new rock climbing technique on
01:02:29a big wall.
01:02:29This is one of those times.
01:02:31You've styled the hard stuff.
01:02:34Next M is going to lead us to the summit of the mighty El Capitan.
01:02:38That's what's happening next.
01:02:51Good Em, really nice.
01:03:01Nice and relaxed.
01:03:09Trust the feet.
01:03:12Perfect.
01:03:13That's the one.
01:03:15Perfect.
01:03:17Really good.
01:03:23Good Em.
01:03:31I'm not coming down off the mountain until I set this route.
01:03:36I'm never climbing that pitch again.
01:03:42Nice, I'm really smooth.
01:03:50I gotta say, you look really fit right now.
01:03:53Like, your arms are, like, muscular.
01:03:58Thanks, Alex.
01:04:00Like, have you been, like, working out more?
01:04:04Yeah, I've been putting some effort in.
01:04:07Like, have you really? Because you look like freaking kind of jacks.
01:04:11Yeah, yeah, dude, I have.
01:04:15Nice.
01:04:19Really good, come on. So strong.
01:04:22Come on.
01:04:23Come on.
01:04:30Nice, man.
01:04:37That's there, come on.
01:04:39Really good.
01:04:53I had to dig really deep for that one.
01:04:57I set the move pitch on my first try.
01:05:00Everything's going well.
01:05:02I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.
01:05:05Come on.
01:05:21Come on.
01:05:25Come on.
01:05:26Come on.
01:05:28Come on.
01:05:34Yeah.
01:05:36It's all good.
01:05:37He was infinitely better than last time.
01:05:52You got it.
01:06:14No.
01:06:16No.
01:06:17No.
01:06:19Oh.
01:06:20Oh no.
01:06:22Oh no.
01:06:24It's bleeding.
01:06:25Yeah, I see.
01:06:26Just a little.
01:06:28Want me to bring you down?
01:06:29Yeah.
01:06:30Good.
01:06:31A little.
01:06:32You're OK.
01:06:38Fuck.
01:06:43See how bad it is.
01:06:51Like, I just don't know anymore about this whole hole.
01:06:55It just feels so too hard for me.
01:07:00Stupid shit just keeps happening.
01:07:03No.
01:07:04You're getting better and better every time.
01:07:06I know.
01:07:07I know.
01:07:14I just don't feel good enough right now.
01:07:18I wanted it so badly.
01:07:21Maybe I just wanted it too much.
01:07:30This worked really hard.
01:07:32I know.
01:07:33You're not done, Em.
01:07:36You're not done.
01:07:39It's so stupid.
01:07:41Why did that have to happen?
01:07:42I didn't do anything wrong.
01:07:45I wasn't running it out.
01:07:46I wasn't doing anything wrong.
01:07:49I'm just scared now.
01:07:51You just bumped your head.
01:07:53You're fine.
01:07:55You didn't break anything.
01:07:57I know.
01:08:00I hope they'll do it.
01:08:02You're going to do it today.
01:08:10It's not hopeless.
01:08:12I promise.
01:08:13Okay.
01:08:14I'm trying.
01:08:15I'm trying.
01:08:16I don't have much confidence anymore.
01:08:20I think you've got more try than you.
01:08:23You know I'd tell you if I didn't.
01:08:25I don't.
01:08:26I think you would do it.
01:08:28You can try.
01:08:56You can try.
01:09:07Let me fix this.
01:09:10I think you're on the floor.
01:09:12I'm a little bit scared.
01:09:13I will go on the floor, but I'm not going to do it before.
01:09:15You just got to do it.
01:09:15I don't want to do it.
01:09:16I meant to do it.
01:09:16I don't want to do it.
01:09:17I think you can do it.
01:09:22You're not getting ready.
01:09:23If it's a little bit bigger, I'm not going to do it.
01:09:26You should hold it. Come on.
01:09:28Come on. Yeah.
01:09:30Come on.
01:09:31Don't nap for it.
01:09:56Come on.
01:10:26Woo!
01:10:36Thanks.
01:10:38No matter what happens, I'm proud of myself.
01:10:42I'm really proud of myself.
01:10:43Look at the swing side.
01:10:49Oh!
01:10:54Gotta keep climbing.
01:10:57Trying to rest before the last hard pitch.
01:11:00The A5.
01:11:01Yeah.
01:11:02The sight of...
01:11:05Last time's failure. Last year's failure.
01:11:07Mm-hmm.
01:11:08Yeah.
01:11:09Pretty nervous for it.
01:11:12And we're out of water.
01:11:14Yeah, we are out of water. That sucks.
01:11:15Poor mountain guide planning.
01:11:17All right.
01:11:22You look great. So proud of you.
01:11:24Have fun on this.
01:11:26This is the pitch you earn.
01:11:35Come on.
01:11:41Come on.
01:11:44Come on.
01:11:46Nice.
01:11:48Nice.
01:11:51Nice.
01:12:02Come on.
01:12:03Come on.
01:12:04Come on.
01:12:10There we are.
01:12:12Come on.
01:12:14Come on.
01:12:18Come on.
01:12:22Come on.
01:12:25Come on.
01:12:27Come on.
01:12:28You know what to do.
01:12:46Come on.
01:12:53Come on.
01:13:03Yeah!
01:13:04Oh!
01:13:09Oh, my God.
01:13:12Oh, my God.
01:13:34I can't believe it did that. Okay, I got to keep it together. We've got five more pitches.
01:13:47I've always dreamed of being able to do this. Now it's happening.
01:13:51And it's just crazy how it's happening. It was so close so many times to falling just now.
01:13:57So close. But I just didn't fucking let go.
01:14:40Fuck you!
01:15:01I'm really, really happy and exhausted. My head kind of hurts. I'm thirsty. And everything
01:15:10is perfect. I love you so much. Fuck yeah. You did it. I'm so proud of you. You worked
01:15:29so hard. And you believed. Yeah. 2112, 2113.
01:16:01Wow! You heard that. Mm-hmm.
01:16:30Can I go say hi to everyone? Nice work. Well done. You look worse. Actually, you look pretty
01:16:38good. You went downhill a little bit after you left. I don't know. You have to make an
01:16:42effort, dude. Why didn't you leave us? Oh my God. That is so sweet. Oh my God. That is so
01:16:56sweet.
01:17:12Oh. Oh my God. That is so sweet. Oh looks good. Oh my God.
01:17:43I can still hear her voice in my head and I think about whenever something's hard
01:17:54or something comes up that feels tricky or feels complicated especially as like a woman
01:18:02and a mother I try to think about how Hillary would handle it climbing is dangerous and it entails
01:18:21a level of risk but climbing has given me so much and I'm just not willing to give it up
01:18:33I'm excited for what's next
01:18:57I know the rise and I know the fall cause the voice inside knows me best of all
01:19:08If I can't run I'll walk, I'll crawl, I'll restart, restart
01:19:18I'll give my all to find my place, my place on the wall
01:19:44I'll follow the path into the sky
01:19:48To kiss the heavens before I die
01:19:58Amidst the clouds the world seems small
01:20:03His tired heart still wants it all
01:20:10I'll find my place, my place on the wall
01:20:17I'll find my place, my place on the wall
01:20:26I'll find my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place,
01:20:41my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place,
01:20:44my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place,
01:20:45my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place,
01:20:45my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place,
01:20:45my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place,
01:20:45my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place, my place,
01:20:47my place, my place, my place, my place, my
01:20:54I found my place, my place on the wall
01:21:00I found my place, my place on the wall
01:21:51I found my place, my place on the wall
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