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00:18The Narrow River Killing refers to the brutal murder of Paul Sparling.
00:24Fellow student Shane Martin was arrested for first-degree murder,
00:27though it was widely believed his classmate Oliver St. Ledger was responsible for the crime.
00:34When I was in high school, a kid drowned.
00:36I was involved.
00:38Paul just attacked Shane.
00:40Shane just kept on pushing Paul's head underwater.
00:44You're a fucking liar.
00:45Ciara, what are you talking about?
00:47Don't follow me!
00:48Did you forget the restraining order, Shiloh?
00:51You need to get Oliver St. Ledger away from my family.
00:53I don't know what you're talking about.
00:54Oliver St. Ledger is living with my little sister.
00:58Megan?
00:59What the fuck, Shiloh?
01:01I'm going to help you get rid of him.
01:03I'm gonna take care of it.
01:04No, you.
01:05Shiloh, I need you to trust me that I'm gonna handle this on my own.
01:09Oliver, are you there?
01:10This woman, Ciara, is not who you think she is.
01:14It's Megan Martin. She's Shane's sister.
01:17It's okay, Dan. He knows.
01:34Anything they started off fighting about, he can bring it back to that.
01:37I mean, this time, it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car, and he always has to
01:41do it when he's already late.
01:43You know, and somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply to all these private,
01:46out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse.
01:48And it makes him look like the bad guy, because he can't afford anything.
01:51Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett of talking shit about Bridgefield.
01:57You know, and also there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
01:59Ivies don't have athletic scholarships, and nowhere else is gonna be a four-ride.
02:03Whatever. I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes also pisses them off.
02:07I mean, you're so lucky.
02:08Yeah, I know you think so.
02:10I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
02:13Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself.
02:16St. Ledger University.
02:18Hey, shut up. Shut up, dude, please.
02:20I'm talking about not having to listen to your parents screaming at each other every five minutes
02:25over something you can't change, and neither can they.
02:27Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, you kind of gotta care about it.
02:31You know? It's not that difficult.
02:33Well, I mean, any time mine won't stop caring so much, that would be great.
02:36But they won't, because they can't live unless they're up my ass.
02:39My sister can't either. I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
02:42She's still trying to be my boss.
02:44What I would give.
02:45Here we go.
02:46To be you for one day. Just one. Just to try it. Just to see.
02:50Not even for the money. Just for the, like, silence.
02:59That guy might have told Paul we would be here.
03:01Whatever. He's not a bad guy if you give him a chance.
03:03No, you say that every single time.
03:06He's just insecure.
03:07Yeah, I promise. If you hang in there, it eventually stops being such a dick.
03:11Prove it.
03:12What does that even mean?
03:13What's up, fuckheads?
03:18You gonna be okay? What's up?
03:19What's up as I fucking ran here?
03:21You're kidding. From Bridgefield?
03:23Yeah, that's right, shithead.
03:24Wow.
03:25I mean, I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, but damn.
03:31You guys are so into this place.
03:33And it was cool for, like, you know, five minutes in middle school.
03:37Jesus.
03:39And don't you literally have, like, a massive house with a fucking helipad?
03:44There's no helipad.
03:45Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there?
03:47Your dad have, like, no peasant rule or something?
03:51Oh, because I'm a peasant, right? A scholarship peasant?
03:53Yeah, I've been in it.
03:54Has your dad even lived in that house before?
03:56Like, uh, even when you were a baby?
04:00Because my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett since, like, the 90s.
04:04How would your dad even know that?
04:05Well, he's in global finance too, dude.
04:07People talk to each other. It's a network.
04:09Who cares?
04:10All these houses fucking freezing and none of the furniture is comfortable, okay?
04:14Yeah.
04:16What the...
04:17Are you fucking kidding me? There's mosquitoes now?
04:19Come on.
04:21Is your mom in town? Is that why we can't go to your house?
04:23What's your fucking deal, dude?
04:24Uh, it's buggy and clammy here and it doesn't not smell like pee.
04:28Uh, you have a house too, dipshit?
04:30Yeah, well, they're selling it.
04:33Because the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom for getting mad at him for cheating, so...
04:40That's hard.
04:42I'm really sorry.
04:46Thanks.
04:49Hey, how is your mom doing?
04:50Shittily.
04:51Why?
04:52Just sucks, that's all.
04:55Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything.
04:58Yeah.
05:00Makes total sense your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking knows.
05:04Fuck you, she knows her.
05:06Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, but not really.
05:08What are you even talking about?
05:09You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me.
05:12Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real.
05:16She saw it in the paper.
05:17Who reads the local news?
05:19No one.
05:20When NPD arrests someone, it's always in the local police blotter.
05:23I'm not saying it should be, but...
05:24She didn't think she was gonna need a basket, and then she had too many things in her hands, so
05:28she was gonna go get one.
05:29I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief.
05:40You know what, I'm sorry.
05:42Yeah, I'm sorry too.
05:43Yeah.
05:44I'm sorry your mom's a bitch who won't shut the fuck up.
05:47Fuck the...
05:50Man, what's your fucking problem?
05:51Fuck!
05:55Hey, guys!
05:56Fucking bitch!
05:57Guys!
05:59Fucking...
05:59Ow!
06:00Ow!
06:01Take a fucking sec.
06:02Take a sec, okay?
06:03Come on!
06:03Chill out.
06:07Who are you to wave your finger?
06:11You must have bit out your head.
06:15No!
06:16I hold deep in muddy waters.
06:20You practically raised the land.
06:23Stop!
06:23No!
06:25No!
06:25Rob the grave to stop the cradle and let the evidence down.
06:34No!
06:43No!
06:44No!
06:46No!
06:47No!
06:49No!
06:50No!
06:52No!
06:54No!
06:57No!
06:58No!
06:59No!
06:59No!
07:00No!
07:00No!
07:00No!
07:01No!
07:48If I say it's self-defense, if I just tell them that it's self-defense, it doesn't work like that.
07:53They're going to say it's self-defense.
07:55But if we just call it self-defense, because it was you that did it.
07:58You weren't defending yourself.
08:03Look, we didn't go to the Narrows today after school, all right?
08:06And we didn't know Paul was going to be there.
08:08He didn't ask me to hang out after practice, and he wouldn't have asked you anything,
08:11because you're not even fucking friends.
08:15I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
08:17So you gave me a ride, and then you what?
08:23Say it.
08:27I went home, and I studied for chem until I got a headache, and then I went to bed.
08:45What about your, um...
08:49Well, I wiped out during school drills, and someone must have stepped on me.
08:57I'm sorry.
09:00I'm sorry.
09:02I'm sorry.
09:03I know you were just trying to help me.
09:07Save me.
09:10You probably did.
09:13Thanks.
09:42What are you doing?
09:44Nothing.
09:49Where were you?
09:51Those are dirty.
09:53Yeah, whatever.
09:54Why are you wet?
09:55I took a shower.
09:56When?
09:57Just now.
09:58When I thought I heard something outside.
10:01What did you do to your face?
10:03Nothing.
10:04You look like you...
10:04No, I don't.
10:05Megan.
10:12I got fouled at practice, all right?
10:14And then I came home, and I took a shower, and I'm back in here with you.
10:18Like I have been this whole time.
10:21Are you okay?
10:26No, no, I'm fine.
10:29I'm hungry.
10:31You want to make stovetop s'mores?
10:33No, no, I'm sorry.
10:37No, no.
10:51No, no, no.
10:54I don't care.
10:55No, no, no.
10:58No, no, no, no.
11:56Hey, Oliver.
11:57I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
12:00It has to be now.
12:03I'm sorry.
12:05It's really boring.
12:08I hope you think so.
12:10Okay.
12:17Hello?
12:18Can anyone hear us?
12:20Gretchen and Kenji, if you're wrong, get off.
12:24So what's so cloak and dagger?
12:26I killed someone.
12:27What?
12:30Who?
12:35Paul.
12:38Paul Sparling.
12:40You're sure he's dead?
12:50Yeah.
12:52We were at the Narrows.
12:54Who's we?
12:58Me, Shane, Martin, and Paul.
13:01Who else?
13:02It was just us.
13:05Okay.
13:06Stop talking.
13:08I need to think.
13:18Oliver, I'm Detective Sheehan.
13:21My lieutenant's just getting off a call, but we can start in here.
13:24Is this being recorded, Jerry?
13:26I'm out of custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
13:32Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
13:35But obviously, I want to hear from you.
13:38Can you tell me about it?
13:40Just start wherever you're comfortable.
13:42If I have any questions, I'll ask.
13:48Yeah, I was, um, I was home, and I had been studying all night because I had a midterm
13:55coming up, and I didn't really understand the material.
13:59But I, uh, I forgot to eat.
14:02So, uh, after a little while, like, I got a headache, and, um, I set an alarm for early
14:09so I can, uh, wake up and do some more in the morning.
14:13But then I, uh, I woke up, um, because someone was, um, was, uh, buzzing to be let in.
14:23And who was that?
14:26Um, that was, uh, Shane, Shane Martin.
14:31Shane Martin.
14:32Okay.
14:34And this was what time?
14:37This was around midnight.
14:41Last chance.
14:42No idea.
14:43You have no idea?
14:45No.
14:46You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about.
14:49Right, and I don't buy it.
14:51That's why I keep asking, because I want to have some idea of what kind of buzzsaw we're about
14:54to walk into.
14:55You knock out some more streetlights or steal some shit.
14:58Your buddies think it's nothing, but to regular people means real money.
15:01God, like, you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
15:04Except, you know what?
15:05No one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
15:07Probably doesn't even know what one is.
15:08Oh, shh.
15:10So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
15:12Wow.
15:13Really?
15:13Well, when were you guys going to tell me that?
15:15After we talked to the cops, I guess?
15:17Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
15:19Could we just...
15:19Because I have no faith in my son, right?
15:22So you're on with that whole narrative again that I have no faith in my son?
15:25He could have a better future.
15:31He could have a...
15:32Jeff.
15:34Hey, great to see you.
15:36Fabulous.
15:37You're good, too.
15:38You're bad.
15:39Listen, I want you to tell your father and son.
15:41I see you.
15:42I'm going to put the nail.
15:44What is it?
15:45I'm out of here.
15:46I'm out of here.
15:47I'm out of here.
15:48Stop!
15:49Hey!
15:49What up?
15:50Hey!
15:50Hey!
15:51Hey!
15:52Hey!
15:53Bring it now.
15:54Stop it, man.
15:55Hold on.
15:56Stop.
15:56Come on.
15:56Get easy.
15:58Stop it.
15:59Get out of here.
16:00Where is he going?
16:00Where is he going?
16:01Get back inside.
16:05I don't know.
16:57I don't know.
17:02I don't know.
17:35You're kind of close there, Otis.
17:38Hey, Almer.
17:39A little bit.
17:39Seven minutes till morning announcements.
17:43If I had that car, I'd probably want to hang out in it all day, too.
17:46But you're about to get one demerit for being late and another for ignoring me to my fate.
17:50Oh, my God.
17:51Are you all right?
17:52Hey, Oliver, can you open the door?
17:54Jesus.
17:54Where's my...
17:55Where's my...
17:55We can need to call 911.
17:57Please, please, please.
17:58No, please don't.
18:01Please.
18:03I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
18:05I feel way better now.
18:08I really do.
18:08All right.
18:10Still, an hour ago, you were passing out in your car.
18:17Uh, amoxicillin.
18:19Here.
18:21Take two.
18:22Or maybe four.
18:25Why do you just have these?
18:26Dog bite.
18:28In the stop-and-shop parking lot?
18:30Yeah.
18:31Apparently, different tail waggings have different meanings.
18:33I thought a dog wagging its tail always means friendly.
18:36It does not.
18:39Yeah, I thought that, too.
18:40Yeah, well, now we both know better.
18:52Hey, what about your mom?
18:54What if we called her?
18:55No, I think it's, uh, I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
18:58Well, still wouldn't be past 11 p.m.
18:59I don't think that there's reception.
19:01There's gonna be reception at a resort.
19:03Uh, she's off the coast.
19:04It's her friend's boat.
19:06Um, and the school knows.
19:07She told them.
19:08I'm gonna have them mark you an excused absence.
19:11I'll say, I saw you, and I sent you home sick.
19:14It's not even a lie.
19:18And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
19:20Take a couple more tonight.
19:22Look, look, I know.
19:26You're good friends with Shane and Paul.
19:29I know you're having a hard time right now.
19:32I wish you weren't having it alone.
19:34Go easy on yourself, okay?
19:37Understand that...
19:39Something terrible has happened to you, too.
19:44Try to give yourself a little grace.
19:53Uh, wait, uh, uh, please, wait.
20:01And you're what again?
20:02Uh, guidance counselor?
20:04School counselor.
20:05What kind of background is a school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
20:09Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
20:13But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
20:19And what makes you think my son needs your help?
20:22Uh, I'm not saying it has to be me.
20:29But, from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and what led to it, he's gonna
20:38need therapy from someone.
20:40And what amount of detail would that be, exactly?
20:45Clinically.
20:47Enough.
20:49Enough for what?
20:53It's enough to know what really happened.
20:57Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me, I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
21:13Mom?
21:17Yeah?
21:21Do you want tea?
21:25No.
21:33I understand this may be weird at first.
21:40It's okay. You do this too.
21:42You know, you see people outside of school.
21:45My real-life goal was always this.
21:49So I'm your first patient?
21:53Yeah, you kind of are.
21:58Don't you have to be able to come clean?
22:03Tell the truth, you know, be honest.
22:09What are you saying? You haven't been honest with me?
22:12You didn't tell me the truth?
22:15Of course I have. Yes, I did.
22:19Okay then.
22:21It's gonna work.
22:23Hey, it's already working.
22:34That's all.
22:53See you next time.
23:21No, Shiloh, you want to meet us at the crib?
23:22No, I can't. Do a shooter for me.
23:29Hello?
23:30Hey, McGaggy.
23:31Hi, Shai.
23:33Hello?
23:34It's not Shane, Mom.
23:36Don't tie up the phone.
23:39She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she?
23:41They're not going to let him call her again today.
23:43I doubt she knows what day it is.
23:46When are you coming home?
23:4820 minutes. I'm leaving work right now.
23:50Just do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
23:55Okay.
23:59You're packed.
24:01You travel Tuesday, right?
24:04Like, orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
24:08A lot of new people,
24:11new living situation.
24:16What?
24:17What are you thinking right now?
24:22That you were right.
24:23That I might not be ready right now
24:27to go to Stanford.
24:33That I can't.
24:36Have you talked about any of this
24:38with your dad?
24:43No.
24:47Well,
24:50you need to, Ollie.
24:54Call him.
24:56And tell him.
24:59I can't.
25:01You want me to do it?
25:05Please.
25:05Yes.
25:07Okay.
25:11Oliver St. Ledger,
25:12he dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
25:15Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger
25:16says he did not see your brother after school
25:18until Shane came to his house after midnight?
25:22Yes, I am, but it's not true.
25:24What the hell are you doing?
25:25Are you,
25:26are you playing at trial or something?
25:28Is it,
25:29is it supposed to be funny?
25:30No.
25:30Because it isn't.
25:32I know.
25:33I did see him.
25:36Shane didn't come right home after practice.
25:38He didn't come home till later.
25:39And when he did,
25:41I saw him.
25:43I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
25:46I cannot believe you can't see
25:48how wrong it is
25:50for you to do this right now.
25:51It's not like that.
25:52It's really true.
25:53It's never like that.
25:54Right?
25:56Like,
25:56like when your teacher kicked you,
25:58like when the woman in the stop and shop
25:59tried to kidnap you.
26:00It's never about you wanting attention.
26:02It's always true.
26:03The jury is deciding right now, Megan.
26:07Remember?
26:08They're all sitting in a room talking
26:11about whether
26:12they're going to send your brother to prison.
26:15for life.
26:18Now, I'm sorry
26:20that we are all so terrified of that,
26:22that we can't put our attention on you.
26:23I'm sorry that this is the worst fucking thing
26:25that's ever happened in the world,
26:27and you still have to make it about you.
26:41The people of the state of Rhode Island
26:43versus Shane Martin.
26:45Verdict, count one,
26:47voluntary manslaughter.
26:49We, the jury,
26:50find the defendant guilty.
27:076 minutes, 11 seconds, actually.
27:12Very good for my age, huh?
27:14Anybody's age.
27:16Where were you last time you were in the pool?
27:20Uh, 317.
27:22The fuck?
27:23You're going backwards now.
27:26Are you even practicing?
27:29I'm not really sleeping lately.
27:37Since the verdict.
27:40I get it.
27:42All the more reason to stay disciplined.
27:45Here's the thing.
27:46Practice.
27:47You have to do it every day.
27:49You're staying on it, right?
27:51Grow your capacity.
27:53Your number grows like anything.
27:55Just keep at it.
27:57Let me know.
28:06Sometimes I just feel like I have to call Shane,
28:09but that's stupid because you can't call, so...
28:12No, you can't call.
28:15I try to go see him
28:17to be put on his visitor's list or whatever.
28:25When, um...
28:26When did you do this?
28:28I don't know.
28:29A month ago.
28:31They said he said no.
28:34Oh, well.
28:37That's understandable too, though, right?
28:42If he said yes, would, uh...
28:45So I try to write it in a letter.
28:51I am disappointed.
28:53It didn't feel like this was something
28:55you could talk over with me first.
28:57It felt like I could start with this.
29:04Uh, but then, but then I felt like
29:07if I send it,
29:09is he even gonna open it?
29:14And if he doesn't open it,
29:16then maybe sending it at all
29:18is still the point.
29:20I...
29:20I don't...
29:21I don't know.
29:23Okay.
29:24Okay, what about this?
29:27Shane knows me from school.
29:30What if I has to be
29:31put on his visitor's list?
29:33You know, I...
29:34I don't say why.
29:36But I take that with me.
29:39And I read it.
29:42Out loud.
29:43And whatever happens next
29:44is up to him.
29:55I'm just sorry
29:56I couldn't make myself
29:57do it before.
29:59And I know
30:01it won't make me a good person
30:02to do the right thing now,
30:03but still.
30:06I'm gonna fix everything.
30:10I promise.
30:18You look a little...
30:19Yeah.
30:20The food's pretty bad here.
30:21Yeah.
30:21They serve it at weird times,
30:22whatever.
30:25I don't know why
30:26I didn't think
30:26he'd actually come.
30:27I don't know why
30:28it took me so long to ask.
30:30I mean,
30:30we didn't ever talk
30:31all that much in school,
30:32so...
30:33Oof.
30:34I'm sorry.
30:34I'm not saying that
30:35for, like, blame.
30:35No, I know you're not.
30:36I...
30:36It just doesn't reflect
30:38very well in me, though.
30:41So, can I ask
30:43how you are?
30:48I'm so sorry
30:49about all of this.
30:51It's just...
30:52It's really terrible.
30:54Yeah.
30:55Yeah, it's pretty terrible.
30:56Yeah.
31:00In full disclosure,
31:01and I know
31:02I should have said this
31:03up front
31:03when I first asked
31:04to come see you...
31:05Are you gonna try
31:05and write a book
31:06or something?
31:08Oh.
31:08Uh...
31:09No.
31:13I'm working with Oliver.
31:18Working with him how?
31:19Just counseling him
31:21as his therapist.
31:24So you're with him, then?
31:26Yeah, I wouldn't let him in,
31:27so he sent you?
31:29No.
31:31Although,
31:32obviously,
31:33that's a very
31:34logical first question
31:35to ask.
31:35What does he need
31:36therapy for?
31:36Huh?
31:38Does he feel bad
31:39for what he did?
31:40Actually, yeah,
31:40he does.
31:41Which part?
31:42Killing Paul
31:43or killing me?
31:47I understand.
31:48It must feel
31:50unbelievable.
31:51What must?
31:52I don't know.
31:54How the world
31:56is still turning
31:59like you were never
32:00even in it.
32:03Like all I am
32:05is this thing
32:06I didn't do,
32:06you mean?
32:08All because I was stupid
32:09and tried to help
32:10my friend?
32:12Do you guys talk
32:13about that
32:14in your little
32:15fucking therapy sessions?
32:17What he did to me
32:18for trying to help him?
32:20Because if anything else,
32:21you're just another person
32:22getting paid
32:22to listen to him lie.
32:25Shane,
32:27it doesn't matter
32:28what Oliver's told me.
32:30My job isn't
32:30to judge
32:31what the truth is
32:33and I wouldn't be
32:34in charge of anything
32:35even if it was.
32:37It's more that
32:38his pain
32:39has made me
32:41think about yours
32:42and how
32:43I just,
32:44I can't imagine
32:45what you're going through
32:45or the strength
32:47I know you'll need
32:48to find.
32:49For what?
32:51I have strength.
32:52I know you do.
32:53See,
32:53I remember that about you.
32:55Like you said,
32:55we didn't talk much
32:56but still I could tell
32:57you had character,
32:59integrity,
33:00that those things
33:02matter to you.
33:07Just,
33:11before I came
33:12to Bridgefield,
33:12I was a social worker.
33:14This was in Connecticut
33:16and a lot of my clients
33:17were in your situation
33:19with public defenders
33:20who were no match
33:21for white shoes.
33:22Man?
33:23One of my clients,
33:26Dawn,
33:28her husband was doing
33:2915 to life
33:30in McDougal.
33:32Dave had a carpet
33:33laying business
33:34with his cousin
33:34and the cousin
33:35had a shady side thing
33:37where a guy ended up
33:38getting killed
33:38over money
33:39and the cousin
33:39took a plea
33:41saying it was all Dave.
33:45And Dave just thought
33:47he didn't do it
33:48and that would prevail.
33:52He did not
33:53stop his frustration
33:55and rage
33:55from getting him
33:56into situations
33:57that just added more years
33:58to his sentence
34:00or how to live
34:01knowing he was only
34:03in prison in the first place
34:04off a lie
34:05from someone he trusted.
34:08and compared to you
34:11he was lucky.
34:14He wasn't up against people
34:16with enough money
34:17to make the world
34:18exactly the way
34:19they want it.
34:25So what happened
34:26to Dave?
34:28Is he still in prison?
34:31No.
34:33When did he get parole?
34:38He did.
34:41I'm not going to
34:43go into details
34:44if it's okay
34:45just out of respect.
34:47I'm just never
34:48never going to forget
34:49that phone call.
34:54There was one
34:55tiny silver lining
34:56craziest that is
34:58to say
34:58Dave's family
35:00didn't think so
35:00but I know Dave
35:01would have
35:03something called
35:04the doctrine
35:05of abatement
35:06like if you're
35:08convicted at trial
35:08even for murder
35:09and you die
35:10in prison
35:10before all your
35:11appeals are exhausted
35:12your convictions
35:13automatically set aside
35:14and your
35:15indictment is dismissed
35:16like it never
35:17even happened
35:20when he died
35:21because he died
35:22as far as law
35:24and the world
35:24were concerned
35:26Dave was an
35:27innocent man.
35:33Hey
35:33finally no line
35:35at the vending
35:35machines
35:35I'm going to get
35:36a soda
35:37you want one?
35:58they wouldn't
35:59just say
35:59this is the
36:00person calling
36:01okay
36:01this is ACI
36:03calling
36:03and we're
36:03sorry to
36:04okay
36:04but that doesn't
36:04make any sense
36:05mom okay
36:05so are they
36:06going to call
36:07us back
36:07he wouldn't
36:08do that to
36:08himself
36:08he wouldn't
36:09do it to
36:09me
36:09he would
36:10never do
36:10that
36:10I'm going
36:11to call
36:11them
36:11and I'm
36:12going to
36:12find out
36:12who called
36:13us
36:13okay
36:17it's terrible
36:18it's a terrible
36:19thing
36:20it's hard
36:21to even
36:21think about
36:22the kind
36:22of desperation
36:23behind a
36:24choice like
36:24dad
36:26makes you
36:27think about
36:27all your own
36:28choices in
36:28life right
36:30all the things
36:30you've done
36:31or haven't
36:32done
36:37hey
36:38hey
36:39hey
36:39hey
36:40you know
36:41the Navy
36:41Seals used
36:42this thing
36:42help them
36:43calm down
36:44they're just
36:45crazy right
36:45these elite
36:46warriors
36:46they train
36:46they practice
36:47and still
36:48they panic
36:48even Navy
36:49Seals
36:50have to make
36:50themselves
36:51remember
36:51to breathe
36:52in for
36:53four
36:53hold for
36:54four
36:54out for
36:55four
36:56hold for
36:57four
36:57it's called
36:58box breathing
36:58box has
36:59four sides
37:00you just focus
37:00on the numbers
37:01and the sides
37:02and that's
37:02it
37:03four by four
37:03do it with
37:04me
37:04come on
37:04let's build
37:05a box
37:06together
37:06right now
37:32what the fuck
37:33did you say to my brother
37:35excuse me
37:36show up out of nowhere
37:37get in his mind
37:38to say who the fuck
37:39knows what
37:39until suddenly
37:40he thinks
37:40he has no way
37:41out
37:41oh my god
37:45can I just
37:47I was so sorry
37:49when I heard
37:49what happened
37:49why were you even
37:50there
37:51hmm
37:52you didn't exist
37:52for Shane at school
37:53and I know that
37:54he never mentioned
37:54you once
37:55to be fair
37:56seeing that
37:57the counselor
37:58is not always
37:59going to be something
37:59a student talks
38:00about at home
38:01right
38:02you're telling me
38:03he fucking came
38:04to see you
38:05HIPAA requirements
38:06say I can't tell you
38:08anything
38:08I'm sorry
38:10but whether he did
38:11or didn't
38:12with a student body
38:13of 600 kids
38:14being generally
38:15aware of all of them
38:17and their various
38:19struggles
38:20yeah
38:21that was my job
38:24why'd you go
38:25to the prison
38:26to offer my
38:27support
38:28no I want to know
38:29what kind of
38:29apocalyptic shit
38:30you said to him
38:31besides that
38:32fucking Oliver
38:33St. Leger
38:33sees you for therapy
38:34which is
38:35I just don't really
38:36know how to wrap
38:36my mind around that
38:37so he told you that
38:37but he didn't tell you
38:38what else we talked
38:39about
38:39okay he's figuring
38:40things out
38:40he's taking
38:40fucking classes
38:41and then here you
38:42are and a month
38:43later he kills
38:44himself
38:47and you think
38:48talking to me
38:49had something
38:50to do with that
38:51I do
38:51and I think
38:52I have a lot
38:52of questions
38:53that I'm gonna
38:53ask to whoever
38:54is responsible
38:55for you having
38:56a license
38:56to talk to
38:57anybody okay
38:57so just know
38:58that's what's
38:59gonna be happening
38:59well then maybe
39:00also ask them
39:01if they think
39:01someone without
39:02a baseline
39:02of mental instability
39:03and a history
39:04of emotional
39:05detachment
39:05of the home
39:06can be goaded
39:06into suicide
39:07by one casual
39:08conversation
39:09with a sympathetic
39:09relative stranger
39:14oh this is such an awful
39:16thing
39:17look I understand
39:20needing to explain
39:21it away somehow
39:22but when an already
39:23mentally vulnerable
39:25person is put
39:26into such a challenging
39:27environment
39:28at an age
39:29where they're still
39:30struggling with coping
39:31skills
39:32and with the idea
39:32that the future
39:33even exists
39:34not to mention
39:36a support system
39:36at home
39:37that just isn't
39:38up to the task
39:38in a real
39:39fuck
39:48so
39:49as soon as
39:50court opens
39:50tomorrow
39:51I'm gonna file
39:52a temporary
39:52ex parte
39:53order of protection
39:54against you
39:55and just to make
39:56it final
39:57fuck you
40:10okay
40:11did mom go to sleep
40:14she went to her room
40:15sure she's not sleeping
40:17nobody sleeps in this house
40:18obviously
40:29okay
40:30talk show
40:31old movie
40:32infomercial
40:33where do you think
40:33shane is now
40:36shit
40:38I'm gonna need
40:38a drink or ten
40:39for that conversation
40:41Megan
40:41I don't want to talk
40:42about heaven
40:43or whatever
40:44okay
40:45because you don't
40:46think he's
40:46if there is a place
40:47he is
40:48I hope that everything
40:49makes sense to him
40:51that he doesn't
40:51hurt anymore
40:53okay
40:55me too
40:57also I wish
40:58it was a place
40:59like that
40:59for mom to go
41:03yeah
41:03I mean
41:04mom's still alive
41:05but
41:05I get what you're saying
41:09I saw him
41:10that night
41:13what does that mean
41:17mom and dad
41:17dad went to holy spirit
41:18first bingo
41:19and he was supposed
41:20to come home
41:21after practice
41:22and make dinner
41:23but he didn't
41:26so I made it
41:28and I saw him
41:29get dropped off
41:32by a car that I saw
41:36whose car it was
41:40and okay
41:41and okay
41:41well did Shane
41:42know this
41:42yes
41:44when
41:46right when he came
41:47inside
41:47okay
41:47and what did he say
41:49he said he was home
41:50the whole time
41:51and he never asked you
41:51to say anything
41:52later to anybody
41:53ever
41:56he thought he would
41:59he was waiting
42:00but he never did
42:05why didn't he want
42:06me to
42:09you know what
42:09maybe he was
42:12afraid
42:13yeah
42:13of you
42:14bringing Oliver
42:15into it
42:16and of Oliver's
42:17family
42:18of what they might
42:18do to us
42:20to you
42:20I mean
42:21who knows
42:22with people
42:23who can be
42:25what they are
42:28you feel guilty
42:29for not saying
42:33don't
42:34okay
42:36wouldn't have
42:36made any difference
42:37it still would have
42:39all happened
42:39the exact same way
42:41and you couldn't
42:41have stopped it
42:42so please
42:43please
42:45don't let it
42:46derail your life
42:49okay
42:51come here
43:20miss me
43:23one of them
43:26which one are you
43:29Shiloh
43:30is your mom
43:31Christy
43:31is she here too
43:32she's not here
43:33at the moment
43:34now you live here
43:35with her
43:36rub it in
43:37why don't you
43:39so
43:39you're Shane's
43:40sister
43:41hey can I
43:42ask a question
43:43yes we are here
43:44to ask people
43:45questions about
43:46a guy named
43:46Oliver St. Ledger
43:48specifically about
43:49the possible
43:50revenge killing
43:51of a guy named
43:52Oliver St. Ledger
43:53we spoke to
43:53Annette Sparling
43:54she gave us
43:55your address
43:55does your sister
43:56live here too
43:58Megan or
43:59Ciara Wise
44:00which one do you
44:01call her
44:04look I don't know
44:05where Megan lives
44:06okay
44:08I don't even know
44:08where she is
44:11or if she's
44:12ever coming back
44:37I've just been sitting
44:38here watching you
44:39breathe
44:43you're Megan
44:45you're Shane's sister
44:49yeah
44:56the day that Paul Sparling died
45:00I saw you
45:03and I knew
45:04and I knew that you
45:05were lying
45:08but I was no one
45:10compared to you
45:10and your family
45:15and there was nothing
45:16that I could do
45:20and it just kept
45:22spinning out of control
45:23my whole life
45:24even so many years later
45:26spinning out of control
45:29and I wanted to hurt you
45:33I really really wanted
45:35to hurt you
45:38and so I made a plan
45:43but then I started
45:44to know you
45:46and I saw
45:48how lonely you were
45:52that I didn't need
45:53to do anything
45:53to ruin your life
45:54because you were doing
45:55that on your own
46:02I really wanted
46:03to tell you the truth
46:07I had so many opportunities
46:08to tell you the truth
46:09and I didn't
46:18I'm sorry
46:23I am sorry
46:25he was my best friend
46:28and your brother
46:29he didn't deserve that
46:34your brother didn't do anything
46:36it was me
46:41I know that
46:45but I knew that
46:51thank you for saying that
46:53because I think
46:54I really needed
46:56you to say that to me
47:04and I'm so in love with you
47:09I'm so in love with you
47:11yeah
47:13yeah
47:39I can't say that
47:40I am surprised
47:41that you're a Tom Petty fan
47:42but if I hear another Tom Petty song
47:43in the next million years
47:44it'll be too fucking soon
47:46when was Tom Petty bothering you
47:48when I was driving
47:49and you were sleeping
47:50or when I was driving
47:52and you were sleeping
47:56so do we think
47:58Megan Martin
47:59slash Sierra Wise
48:01is somewhere in the world
48:03with or without
48:04Oliver Kennedy
48:06yeah we don't know that
48:08I said we think
48:10not we know
48:13but you do agree
48:13that that's the first road
48:14we should go down
48:15okay yeah
48:16it's the first road
48:16but it's not the only one
48:25wow
48:26wow
48:45You better watch what you say
48:49You better watch what you do to me
48:53Don't get carried away
48:57Girl, if you can do better than me
49:01Go
49:04Yeah, go
49:08But remember
49:10But a love is hard to find
49:13But a love is hard to find
49:18You got lucky things
49:21You got lucky things
49:25When I found you
49:35You put a hand on my cheek
49:39And then you turn your eyes away
49:43If it don't feel complete
49:48If I don't take you all the way
49:51Then go
49:55Yeah, go
49:59Remember
50:00But a love is hard to find
50:04But a love is hard to find
50:08You got lucky things
50:11You got lucky things
50:14When I found you
50:17You got lucky things
50:34But a love is hard to find
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