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00:30Green light means truth, red light means you are lying.
00:34Emma's choker? Always green.
00:36She could shred mom's ceremonial cloak and blame the cat, and gem would glow a steady green.
00:41Not me.
00:42Green light. Believed. Me?
00:46Mom, I'm hungry.
00:48Flash! Red light. The choker choked tight. I shifted on instinct.
00:52A small white wolf, pawing desperately at the gem around my neck, claws scraping against it, unable to get it
00:59off.
00:59I'm not lying! Not lying! Please!
01:02But mom's eyes had already gone cold. Instant punishment.
01:05Mom's punishment wasn't gentle. No food, locked in my room, no contact with anyone in the pack.
01:12The truth necklace doesn't lie, Stella. Starve now, study later. I'm doing this for your own good.
01:18After 10 years of this, I started believing it too. Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:23New Year's Eve, everything changed. Mom was getting ready to take Emma to the pack's bonfire celebration.
01:29And that's when the pain hit, like a knife twisting in my gut.
01:33I collapsed on the floor, my skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:37Mom, please.
01:40The choker flashed red and choked tight. She looked down at me, disgusted in her eyes.
01:45In your dreams, Stella? Faking an illness to ruin our night?
01:50She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door. I wanted to howl, but my wolf was too weak to
01:55answer.
01:55I shifted anyway. Forced it. A small, white wolf trembling on the floor. Ribs heaving.
02:02Maybe in this form, the pain would hurt less. It didn't. I couldn't even hold the shift.
02:07I slipped back into myself without meaning to.
02:09Sorry, mom.
02:10I won't lie anymore. But the pain got worse. Way worse.
02:14The door handle turned. For one second, I thought, mom's coming back. She came back for me.
02:19Hurry up. The bonfire is starting. Emma's waiting.
02:23Mom?
02:24I reached out with a shaking hand.
02:26Please. Something's really wrong. I feel like I'm dying.
02:30She glanced at my neck. The gem was flashing red over and over.
02:34She crouched down, grabbed my chin.
02:37Stella, how long are you going to keep this up? Can't you just be honest and stay here and think
02:43about what you've done?
02:44Dad appeared in the doorway.
02:46Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:50Food? She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money.
02:54She won't starve. Lock the door. When that gem turns green, we'll talk.
03:00But...
03:00But what?
03:02It's because you spoil her that she turned out this way.
03:06Look at Emma. Her gem has always been green.
03:09Stella is a liar.
03:11An alpha heiress who can't tell the truth.
03:13She needs discipline.
03:15But my cabinet was empty.
03:17Emma stole that money.
03:18Emma ate those snacks.
03:20Emma just stood there with her glowing green gem saying,
03:23Not me.
03:25And mom believed her.
03:26I tried to defend myself.
03:28It wasn't me!
03:30Red light.
03:31The choker choked tight.
03:32I tried to shift.
03:34Nothing happened.
03:35Deep inside, my wolf barely stirred.
03:38Mom locked me up for three days with nothing but water and stale bread.
03:42Mom turned to leave.
03:44Emma peeked through the door.
03:45Made a face at me.
03:47Bye sis.
03:48We're gonna see the bonfire.
03:49Her gem glowed a steady green.
03:52So pretty.
03:53The door locked.
03:54The house went silent.
03:56I called my wolf.
03:57Nothing came back.
03:59Not even a whisper.
04:01Just me alone.
04:02The pain was unbearable.
04:05But I kept thinking.
04:06Mom's right.
04:07The gem doesn't lie.
04:09It's red.
04:10So I must be lying.
04:12I'm not in pain.
04:14I'm not in pain.
04:16I'm not in pain.
04:18I kept repeating it like a prayer.
04:21Eventually, I almost believed it.
04:23The pain dulled.
04:25Or maybe I was just going numb.
04:28I crawled to my desk.
04:29I had to write.
04:31That was the rule.
04:32If the gem glowed red, I had to pen a thousand word apology.
04:36Or mom would never let me out.
04:39I am a liar.
04:41Write it down.
04:42And maybe mom would forgive me.
04:44Maybe she'd even let me out.
04:46I opened my journal.
04:48Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:52Sorry I lied.
04:53I won't do it again.
04:55But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:58My vision blurred.
04:59My hand shook as I wrote,
05:02Mom, I really love you.
05:04It really hurts.
05:06Why won't you believe me?
05:08Please believe me.
05:09Just once.
05:11The moment I finished the last word,
05:13The pain vanished.
05:15Just gone.
05:16I felt light.
05:18Weightless.
05:19I looked down.
05:20I was floating.
05:22And there, slumped over the desk,
05:24Was my body.
05:26Motionless.
05:27The gem still flashing red around a dead girl's neck.
05:30Oh!
05:31I'm dead.
05:32And then,
05:33She came out.
05:34My wolf.
05:36Stepping out of my body like she'd been waiting all along.
05:39Small.
05:40Skinny.
05:41Barely holding together.
05:43She looked up at me and,
05:45Once.
05:46Soft and low.
05:47In the pack's old stories,
05:49They say when a wolf dies young,
05:51Her spirit doesn't cross over alone.
05:54Her wolf walks beside her,
05:56Until they find the door together.
05:58I knelt down.
05:59She pressed her nose into my ghostly palm.
06:02Finally.
06:03We were together now.
06:05But,
06:05I never learned how to be honest.
06:07Sorry, mom.
06:08I heard laughter.
06:10Mom.
06:10Dad.
06:11Emma.
06:12Coming through the front door.
06:14Tonight's bonfire was beautiful.
06:16The best one yet.
06:18Just like our Emma.
06:20Perfect in every way.
06:22I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
06:25I floated toward them,
06:27My wolf patting silently at my side.
06:29Moving on instinct,
06:30I wanted to help them take off their cloaks.
06:33That's what I always did.
06:34Mom.
06:35My arms passed right through her body.
06:38Like wind.
06:39Why is it so cold here?
06:41Is the hearthi out?
06:42I stood there,
06:43Staring at my transparent hands.
06:45My wolf pressed against my leg,
06:47And looked up at me with sad eyes.
06:49Right.
06:50Dead wolves couldn't hug the living.
06:52Shall we go and see Stella?
06:54She hasn't eaten yet.
06:55Still the good cop.
06:56I looked at mom hopefully.
06:59If she found me dead,
07:00Would she be sad?
07:01Would she regret it?
07:04She won't starve.
07:06She is a werewolf,
07:07Not a human pup.
07:09This whole fake sick for attention thing
07:11Is out of control.
07:12I laughed bitterly.
07:14Mom wasn't wrong.
07:16Werewolves heal.
07:17But I hadn't been able to in a long time.
07:20Last winter,
07:21The choker left bruises that stayed for days.
07:23That hadn't happened before.
07:25I reached for my wolf.
07:26She was still there,
07:27But the warmth never came.
07:29She was too hungry,
07:31Just like me.
07:33Mom never noticed.
07:35She only ever looked at my neck for one thing.
07:38The gem.
07:39And whether it was red or green.
07:41Mom pushed open my door.
07:43Didn't even turn on the light.
07:44Just for a second,
07:46Her eyes flashed gold.
07:47Her wolf might have known.
07:49Mom didn't listen.
07:50In the dim glow from the hallway,
07:52She saw me slumped over my desk.
07:54I looked like a skeleton.
07:56Hadn't moved.
07:58Still putting on an act?
08:00You're ten years old,
08:02Not five.
08:03Grow up.
08:03Mom, I'm not playing.
08:06I'm dead.
08:07Look at me.
08:08Touch me.
08:08I'm freezing.
08:10She couldn't hear me.
08:11She only believed what she wanted to see.
08:14Emma squeezed past her,
08:15Held up her choker with that smug little grin.
08:18Look, my gem is green.
08:20Stella's is still red.
08:22She's lying, even in her sleep.
08:24That's my good girl.
08:26Ignore the liar.
08:27Let her stay there.
08:28Maybe she'll learn how to be honest.
08:31Should we at least put her in bed?
08:33It's freezing.
08:35Put her in bed?
08:36Look at that red gem, still lying.
08:39Come on, leave her.
08:40We have to visit grandma tomorrow.
08:43The door locked again.
08:45I floated next to my corpse.
08:47My wolf curled silently at my feet,
08:49Staring at that single point of red light in the darkness.
08:53Mom, if you'd just stepped closer,
08:55If you'd just touched my hand,
08:57You'd know I was ice cold.
08:59But you didn't.
08:59You believed the choker.
09:01Not the daughter you carried for nine months.
09:04That night,
09:05A rat crawled out of my empty cabinet.
09:07I used to scream whenever I saw rats.
09:09But now,
09:10I just floated by the ceiling,
09:12Watching it scurry across my dead body.
09:14The rat bit into my toe.
09:16I didn't feel anything.
09:18My wolf charged at it anyway,
09:20And passed right through,
09:21Landing on the other side.
09:23She turned back to look at me,
09:25Confused.
09:26Lost.
09:27I pulled her close,
09:28And buried my face in the fur of her back.
09:31It's okay.
09:32You can't feel it anymore.
09:33It'll be over soon.
09:35She let out one low growl,
09:37Then went still against me.
09:39Finally,
09:40No more pain.
09:41For either of us.
09:43The next morning,
09:44Sunlight streamed through the window.
09:46No warmth reached my body.
09:48In the kitchen,
09:49I could hear Mom making breakfast.
09:51The smell of roasted meat crept under my door.
09:54My favorite.
09:55But Mom always said liars don't deserve meat.
09:58So I only ever got steamed vegetables.
10:00She was clanging the pots extra loud on purpose.
10:03Trying to tempt me out.
10:05Trying to make me give in,
10:07And apologize for things I never did.
10:09In the old days,
10:10I might have caved.
10:11I might have confessed to anything,
10:13For one bite of roasted meat.
10:15But I don't need food anymore.
10:17Stella still hasn't come out yet?
10:19Dad asked,
10:20Reading the pack notices.
10:22She is so stubborn.
10:23She can eat or not.
10:25I don't care.
10:28Emma walked to my door,
10:29And made a big show of sniffing the air.
10:32Then she screamed dramatically.
10:35Mom!
10:35Stella's room smells like poop!
10:38Did she poop in there?
10:40I floated by the door,
10:41Watching my sister with a bitter smile.
10:44My wolf sat beside me,
10:45Ears flat,
10:46Eyes low.
10:48The hearth was burning hot.
10:50After just one night,
10:52My body started to rot.
10:54Mom stormed over,
10:55Pounding on the door.
10:57Stella!
10:58Who does that?
10:59The toilet is right there!
11:01Did you shit on the floor to spite me?
11:03I remembered being six.
11:05I had food poisoning.
11:07Couldn't make it to the toilet in time.
11:10Mom didn't help me clean up.
11:11She made me stand outside,
11:13Pointed at me,
11:14And told the neighbors.
11:15Look at this.
11:17She's such a mess.
11:18She can't even use the toilet herself.
11:21Now she thought I was dirty again.
11:22Leave her.
11:23Let her sit in her own stink.
11:26But dad stood up,
11:27Frowning.
11:28That smells really bad.
11:30I should check.
11:31Could it be a dead rat or something?
11:33My heart,
11:35If I still had one,
11:36Leapt.
11:37Dad,
11:37Please,
11:38Open the door!
11:40I'm right here!
11:41Just turn the handle,
11:42And you'll see I'm not moving!
11:43I waved my transparent arms frantically.
11:47My wolf ran straight to my bedroom door,
11:50Willing dad to open it.
11:52Dad's hand touched the door handle.
11:54His hand froze.
11:55Someone was pounding at the front door.
11:57A pack elder.
11:58Urgent business.
11:59Dad's face went pale.
12:00He grabbed his cloak.
12:01The border.
12:02There's an emergency.
12:04He was already out the door.
12:06I froze.
12:06So close.
12:07One second away.
12:09If that knock had come one second later,
12:11I would have been found.
12:12Maybe then,
12:13I wouldn't have rotted alone.
12:15That afternoon,
12:16Mom took Emma to the pack market.
12:17The house was empty except for my corpse.
12:19When they came back that evening,
12:21Loaded down with food and gifts from the market,
12:23The smell had gotten worse.
12:25Mom gagged the second she walked in.
12:28Stella?
12:28Are you trying to turn this place into a den of inequity?
12:31She didn't even open my door.
12:33Just grabbed cloth strips and sealed the gap at the bottom.
12:36If you want to stay in there and make disgusting stew zoos,
12:39Don't stink up my house.
12:40She patted her hands together,
12:41Satisfied.
12:42Then went to prepare dinner.
12:44I stared at that sealed door.
12:46My wolf pressed her nose against it and whimpered once.
12:48So that's it.
12:49I'm worth less than a venison dinner.
12:51By day three,
12:52Even the cloth strips couldn't contain the smell.
12:54Mom was arranging fresh wildflowers,
12:56Trying to cover it up.
12:57But the stench of death is unmistakable.
13:00Sweet.
13:01Rotten.
13:02Oily.
13:02She cut a rose stem too hard.
13:04A thorn pierced her hand.
13:06She snapped.
13:06In her mind,
13:08I was doing this on purpose.
13:09Not bathing,
13:10Poop on the floor,
13:11Hiding dead rats in my room.
13:13All to piss her off.
13:14All to defy her authority as Luna.
13:17Stella!
13:18She grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen,
13:20Stormed toward my room.
13:21I'm done with you!
13:23You disgusting little brat!
13:25Time you learned what real pain feels like!
13:27I floated in front of her,
13:29Waving my arms desperately.
13:30Don't come in, Mom!
13:33Please!
13:34Please!
13:35Even though she never loved me,
13:37I didn't want her to see me like that.
13:39But she walked right through me,
13:41Ripped the cloth strips off,
13:43Jammed the spare key into the lock.
13:45The door flew open.
13:46The smell hit her like a wall.
13:47She stumbled back,
13:49Wretching.
13:49Stella!
13:50What are you doing?
13:52She saw me,
13:53Still slumped over the desk,
13:54Back turned,
13:55Not moving.
13:56To her,
13:56This was the ultimate rebellion.
13:58I'm talking to you!
14:00She marched over,
14:01Raised the rolling pin,
14:03But stopped.
14:04She wanted to see my face first.
14:06Wanted to see my...
14:07Get up!
14:08She grabbed the back of my shirt,
14:10Grabbed my skin.
14:11The moment she touched me,
14:12She froze.
14:13Through the thin fabric,
14:14Her hand didn't feel warm flesh.
14:16She felt cold,
14:18Hard,
14:18Dead meat.
14:19The kind of cold that seeps into your bones.
14:21What?
14:22But momentum carried her forward.
14:24She yanked.
14:25Crash.
14:26My body,
14:26Stiff as a board,
14:28Toppled backward,
14:29Taking the chair with it.
14:30And there was my face,
14:31Blue-black,
14:32Eyes bulging,
14:33Features twisted in agony,
14:35Dried foam and blood crusted around my mouth.
14:38Around my blackened neck,
14:39The Verity choker hung lifeless.
14:41The gem dark.
14:42No red,
14:43No green,
14:44Just silence.
14:46My journal slid off the desk,
14:47Fell open at mom's feet.
14:49The last page stared up at her.
14:51Mom,
14:51My stomach really hurts.
14:53The choker is wrong.
14:55I'm not lying.
14:56Please don't punish me.
14:57Mom screamed.
14:58Not a wolf's howl.
14:59A raw,
15:01Guttural shriek
15:02That tore through her throat.
15:03She stumbled backward,
15:05Sland into the bookshelf.
15:07A clay pot shattered.
15:08But she didn't seem to feel the pain.
15:10She just
15:11Stared at me,
15:13Eyes wide,
15:14Unblinking.
15:16No.
15:17No, no, no.
15:18This is not real.
15:19Stella, get up.
15:20Stella, get up.
15:21Stella, please, get up.
15:22I'm not mad anymore.
15:24Stop scaring me.
15:25Don't scare me again.
15:26Her hand reached out,
15:28Trembling,
15:29To touch my arm.
15:30The second her skin made contact with my corpse,
15:33She recoiled like she'd been burned.
15:35That cold was too real.
15:37Lisa from next door heard the screaming,
15:39And went straight to the pack healer.
15:41When she saw what was in my room,
15:43She collapsed in the gate.
15:45Within the hour,
15:46Heavy boots on the floorboards.
15:48The pack healer,
15:49And a handful of pack warriors,
15:51Crowding the entrance.
15:52Mom sat on the floor,
15:53A warrior's hand on her shoulder.
15:55She's speaking it.
15:57She's always lying.
16:00It doesn't lie.
16:02I'm just teaching her.
16:03No one responded.
16:05They all looked at her like she was a monster.
16:07The pack healer crouched next to my body.
16:10He muttered under his breath,
16:12Severe malnutrition.
16:13Organ failure.
16:15This puppy has been starved for at least a month.
16:18He carefully tried to remove the Verity choker,
16:20But it had fused.
16:22Years of tightening had pressed the leather deep into the skin of my neck.
16:26Damn it.
16:27He had to use tools to pry it off.
16:29Even dead,
16:31My soul flinched.
16:32My wolf lifted her head and,
16:35Long,
16:36Raw,
16:38Desperate.
17:07The kind of howl that should have shaken the walls.
17:09He saw the pack healer and the pack warriors crowding the doorway.
17:12Saw the body wrap being carried out.
17:15Saw the long cord that sealed away my entire life.
17:20His legs gave out.
17:22He collapsed on the doorstep.
17:24Emma stood nearby, sobbing in confusion.
17:27She pointed at the discolored Verity choker on the table.
17:30Why does Stella have a black collar?
17:32And I have a green one.
17:34See?
17:35She held up her neck.
17:37The gem blinked its steady green.
17:39It was grotesque.
17:41The council elders arrived before dawn.
17:44Mom straightened when she saw them.
17:46Even now,
17:47Even with my body three days cold and rotting,
17:50Her luna instincts kicked in.
17:52She lifted her chin,
17:54Squared her shoulders.
17:55It didn't work today.
17:57They started questioning Mom in the living room.
17:59Mom grabbed the Verity choker off the table like it was a lifeline.
18:03Test it!
18:04That choker proved she was lying!
18:07Red gem means lie.
18:09I never abused her!
18:12The choker told me!
18:14I was just educating her!
18:17The council elders looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
18:21The pup showed signs of extreme malnutrition.
18:25Months of starvation.
18:26Aphelion.
18:28Multiple old injuries consistent with prolonged...
18:31That's dis-discipline!
18:33That's teaching her to be honest!
18:35Then,
18:36She did something insane.
18:38You don't believe me?
18:40Fine.
18:41I'll wear it.
18:44Watch.
18:45It'll be green.
18:47The leather pressed against her skin.
18:49Cold.
18:50Sticky.
18:51That was my blood.
18:52She took a deep breath.
18:54Tried to calm herself.
18:55She needed to prove she was innocent.
18:58Needed to prove her way of raising an alpha heir was right.
19:01She held up the gem, eyes wild.
19:04Listen, I'm Rachel.
19:06I'm Stella's mother.
19:08This is the truth.
19:10The absolute truth.
19:12The gem flashed red.
19:13Mom's confident expression shattered.
19:29And suddenly, she remembered me, 10 years old, gasping as the choker tightened around my throat, biting my lip so
19:38I wouldn't make a sound.
19:39Is this what it felt like?
19:42Why is it red?
19:43I am telling the truth!
19:45Turn green!
19:46You're broken!
19:47You're setting me up!
19:48But the gem kept flashing.
19:50Like it was mocking her.
19:52You're a liar.
19:53You're a liar.
19:54You're a liar.
19:56Enough!
19:58This is just a bloodstone.
20:00I've seen it before.
20:01It changes color with body heat.
20:04Fear.
20:05Pain.
20:06Anything that makes your heart race, temperature rises, it burns red.
20:11That's all it does.
20:13No witch magic.
20:14Never was.
20:16Think about your daughter.
20:18Ruptured appendix.
20:19Organ failure.
20:20The pain must have been unbearable.
20:23She was terrified.
20:24And what did you see?
20:25A red gem.
20:27So you punished her more.
20:29Which made her more scared.
20:32Which made her temperature rise.
20:34Which made the stone turn redder.
20:39You are Luna.
20:41You are supposed to protect every wolf in this pack.
20:45You couldn't even protect your own daughter.
20:47You ignored her cries for help.
20:49You starved your daughter to death.
20:53Mom's world collapsed.
20:55She sat there.
20:56Staring at the flashing gem on her own neck and finally understood.
21:00For ten years, every red light wasn't because I was lying.
21:04It was because I was scared.
21:07Scared of her anger.
21:09Scared of being misunderstood.
21:11Scared of eating food that made me sick.
21:13I was in pain.
21:15Pain that made my heart race and cold sweat pour down my face.
21:19I was desperate.
21:21Desperate for a hug.
21:22For her to hold me the way she held Emma.
21:25Every signal from my frightened heart she had interpreted as proof of my lies.
21:38She tried to shift, fur rippling across her skin, bones cracking.
21:43But the leather cinched harder around her throat the moment her neck began to change.
21:48She snapped back into human form, gasping.
21:52I can't get it off!
21:54Stella, take it back!
21:56I'm sorry!
21:57It's all my fault!
21:59This little bit of choking and she was already breaking.
22:03Mom, I suffered for ten years.
22:07The council elders needed evidence for judgment.
22:10So they opened my journal in front of my parents.
22:13February 14th, sunny.
22:16Mom put celery on my plate.
22:18I'm allergic.
22:19My throat swells.
22:20I can't breathe.
22:21I said I can't eat it.
22:23But because I was scared of making her angry, my body ran hot.
22:27The gem flashed red.
22:29The choker tightened.
22:32Mom said I was picky.
22:33Lying.
22:34Made me eat the whole plate.
22:36That night, I threw up blood.
22:39My throat felt like it was on fire.
22:41I shifted to ease my pain.
22:43Mom saw it and said I'd snuck berry juice.
22:46That I was faking.
22:48The choker tightened for ten more minutes.
22:52Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
22:54She was shaking violently.
22:56She remembered that night.
22:58She really did think it was berry juice.
23:01She didn't even look closely.
23:02Just turned away to read Emma a bedtime story.
23:06That was blood.
23:07From a swollen, torn throat.
23:10June 1st, Pup's Day.
23:12Emma shredded Mom's ceremonial cloak.
23:15Emma's heart is always calm.
23:17Her gem stays green.
23:19I tried to explain, but I was scared of being hit.
23:23My body ran hot.
23:24Red gem.
23:26Choker tightened for ten minutes.
23:28It hurt so bad.
23:30But I didn't cry.
23:31Because crying makes your body run hotter.
23:34And Mom thinks that means you're not sorry.
23:37So, I held my breath.
23:39Pretended it didn't hurt.
23:41Mom said,
23:42See?
23:43She doesn't even blink.
23:45She's definitely faking it.
23:47Dad couldn't take it anymore.
23:48This man, who had always put the pack before his own family, chose duty over his daughter for ten years.
23:54You monster!
23:57What did you do?
23:58That was your daughter!
24:01You treated her like a stray!
24:03Blood at the corner of her mouth.
24:05Not my fault.
24:06Not my fault.
24:07It's her.
24:08It's Emma.
24:09Emma's gem was always green.
24:12Emma was the good one.
24:13If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her, I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
24:19This is Emma's fault.
24:21That little princess everyone had protected.
24:23One of the council elders walked over.
24:26Gently removed the green Verity choker from her neck.
24:29Took out a blade.
24:30Pried the gem loose right there.
24:33It rolled onto the table.
24:35Still glowing green.
24:37Steady.
24:38Unchanged.
24:39The elder picked up the stone.
24:41A glowstone.
24:42That is all.
24:43Your younger daughter's choker was always going to shine green.
24:48No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would never change.
24:53Your so-called Verity choker was a fraud.
24:58That was her truth for ten years.
25:00That was the evidence she used to convict me.
25:03A common glowstone that put me in hell while Emma lived in paradise.
25:08So I wasn't a liar.
25:10I laughed.
25:11Laughed until I cried.
25:13Turns out, ghosts could cry too.
25:15The elder turned to the last page of the journal.
25:17His voice broke.
25:19The handwriting was a mess.
25:21Clearly written while dying.
25:22Mom, if I die, will the choker stop glowing red?
25:26Or if it turns green, will you hug me then?
25:29I'm not lying.
25:30I couldn't heal myself anymore.
25:32I couldn't heal myself anymore.
25:33My stomach hurts so much.
25:35Like knives.
25:36Next life, please don't make me wear the choker.
25:40Please.
25:40I just want to be a normal pup.
25:42I want to eat mom's roasted meat.
25:44Mom stared at the broken glowstone on the table.
25:47That truth magic she trusted without question?
25:50A worthless stone.
25:52Because of that stone, she spoiled Emma for ten years.
25:55Because of that cursed red light, she tortured me for ten years.
26:03Mom started laughing, her voice cracking at every sound.
26:07Worse than crying.
26:10Fake!
26:11All fake!
26:14I killed my most honest pup.
26:17And I worshipped a liar!
26:20She'd lost her mind.
26:21For real this time.
26:23My death became the talk of the entire pack.
26:26Lisa, the neighbor who had sent for the pack healer, told everyone what she'd seen.
26:31Every wolf knew by morning.
26:33Luna had starved her own daughter to death.
26:37Monster!
26:38Murderer!
26:39She doesn't deserve to be Luna!
26:42Stones flew at our door.
26:43The word killer carved into the wall.
26:46The council convened within the day.
26:49The verdict was swift.
26:50Dad lost his alpha title.
26:53No wolf would follow him now.
26:54My grandfather, the former alpha, read out the judgment himself.
26:59He didn't look at his son once.
27:01Dad walked out of the council hall and never looked back.
27:05He took Emma and left the pack that same night.
27:08Emma was a bad seed, sure.
27:10But she was still his blood.
27:12Before they left, Emma tried to take her green choker.
27:15Dad stomped on it.
27:17Why the hell would you want that piece of trash?
27:20Emma cried as he dragged her away.
27:22Mom got out of the dungeon.
27:24The healer said she had lost her mind.
27:26The council locked her in the home instead.
27:29The one that still smelled like death.
27:31Her mental state deteriorated fast.
27:34She refused to take off the red choker.
27:36She would tighten it herself whenever the guilt got too heavy.
27:40She said choking was the only thing that eased it.
27:42It was her self-imposed punishment.
27:45I floated in the darkness.
27:47My wolf curled beside me, watching her unravel day after day.
27:51She'd talk to the empty corner where I used to stand.
27:54Stella, I brought you some food.
27:55No celery today.
27:57It's all roast.
27:59Just how you like it.
28:01But there was no food.
28:02There was nothing.
28:03Just her hands, cupped around air.
28:06She'd pretend to set a plate down.
28:08Her hands shook.
28:09The gem flashed red.
28:11She was anxious.
28:12Guilty.
28:13Falling apart.
28:14She smiled, but her eyes were empty.
28:17The gem is red.
28:19Mom is lying.
28:21Liars don't deserve food.
28:23She pulled the choker tight with her own hands.
28:25Let it choke her.
28:26Her body convulsed against the cold floor.
28:29It hurts so much.
28:31Is this how Stella felt?
28:33I'm sorry.
28:35Mom started reenacting my diary entries.
28:37I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy.
28:41So she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood,
28:46then swallowed it back down.
28:47I was locked in isolation.
28:50So she locked herself in my old room,
28:53lights off, and bowed to my portrait until her forehead bled.
28:57Over and over.
28:59Blood on the floor.
29:01Late at night, she'd see the red glow of the bloodstone reflected on the wall.
29:06To her, it looked like my bloody eyes were watching.
29:09She kept punishing herself.
29:11The wounds healed slower and slower.
29:14Her wolf, exhausted by months of self-torture,
29:17slowly fell into a deep sleep.
29:20Mom didn't care.
29:21She scrawled on the back of my journal.
29:23I'm sorry.
29:24I was wrong.
29:26Red means pain.
29:27Red means love.
29:29Please come back and say it hurts, hurts one more time.
29:32I'll save you.
29:34I promise.
29:35Too bad I'm dead.
29:36Dead wolves can't cry for help.
29:38Eventually, the new alpha intervened.
29:41Mom's self-harm had gone too far.
29:43She'd nearly choked herself to death with her own hands.
29:47He ordered her to move to a small hut at the far edge of the village,
29:51locked from the outside.
29:52Someone posted to watch her day and night.
29:55She was the strangest woman they'd ever seen.
29:58Nobody knew where she'd found it.
30:00A frayed red cord tied around her own neck.
30:03Her homemade choker.
30:05If anyone tried to remove it, she'd snap at them.
30:08Teeth bared, snarling, wild-eyed.
30:12Don't touch me!
30:14Stella's watching.
30:15She'll be angry if you take it!
30:17Every time the guard called her name and brought her food,
30:21Mom would grab the red cord and pull it tight against her own throat,
30:26convulsing, screaming.
30:27Red light!
30:28Red light!
30:29Don't punish!
30:30Punish me!
30:31I'll eat!
30:32I'll eat!
30:34Even if the food was scalding hot,
30:36she'd gulp it down, burning her throat.
30:39Wouldn't spit it out.
30:40She was reenacting my final moments,
30:43living my hell on repeat.
30:45Years later, Emma grew up,
30:47without guidance and with a trail of shame behind her.
30:50She drifted from pack to pack,
30:52stealing to survive.
30:54No one would take her in.
30:56When she ran out of options, she remembered.
30:59Mom was still alive.
31:00She slipped back into the Silverman pack under the cover of night.
31:04Not for love, for money.
31:07Hey, crazy lady!
31:09Dad's dead!
31:10Give me whatever you've been hiding!
31:12Emma stood there, face hard, eyes full of contempt.
31:16She looked at Mom's hollow, broken form and spat on the floor.
31:21It's disgusting.
31:23Give me what I want,
31:25or I'll send you to meet your daughter.
31:27For a moment, Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
31:30She looked at Emma,
31:31and suddenly remembered.
31:33That choker.
31:34That always green glowstone.
31:37That decade of deception.
31:39It's you!
31:40You lie!
31:42You're the green light that wasn't there!
31:44You killed Stella!
31:46Give her back to me!
31:48Give her back to me!
31:49The last shred of maternal love twisted into something feral.
31:54Mom lunged,
31:55grabbed Emma by the throat.
31:56You should have died!
31:59Not her!
32:00You!
32:03Emma thrashed,
32:04but couldn't break free from a madwoman's grip.
32:07The guards rushed in,
32:08pulled her off.
32:09Emma stumbled out of the hut,
32:11terrified.
32:12They're all insane!
32:14She bolted into the forest.
32:16She didn't get far.
32:18Rogues.
32:19The kind that haunted the borderlands.
32:21Preying on anyone foolish enough
32:23to run through the trees alone at night.
32:25Emma never saw them coming.
32:27By the time she did,
32:29it was too late.
32:30She survived.
32:31Barely.
32:32Both legs shattered beyond repair.
32:35She'd never walk again.
32:37Meanwhile,
32:38Mom was strapped to her cot,
32:39staring at the ceiling.
32:41Tears streaming.
32:42In her dreams,
32:43she finally saw me.
32:45I was ten again.
32:46No choker.
32:47White dress.
32:48Smiling.
32:50Mom!
32:50She reached for me,
32:52crying with joy.
32:53Stella!
32:55But the moment her hands touched me,
32:57I burst into ash.
32:59No!
33:00She woke up screaming.
33:01If she'd been wearing that choker,
33:03it would have been blood red.
33:06Eternal torment.
33:07I stood in the void,
33:08watching it all.
33:09Mom strapped to her bed.
33:11Emma in a wheelchair,
33:12begging on the market.
33:14Dad,
33:14drunk and dead in some gutter.
33:16I felt nothing.
33:18No satisfaction.
33:19Just a flat,
33:21dead,
33:21calm.
33:22My wolf padded over quietly.
33:24She didn't howl.
33:25Didn't nudge.
33:26Just pressed her head against my hand
33:28and held it there.
33:29In the distance,
33:31a door of light appeared.
33:32Soft.
33:33Steady.
33:34Waiting.
33:35I looked at my wolf.
33:36She looked at me.
33:37Yeah.
33:38Time to leave.
33:39This life was too bitter.
33:41Nothing worth holding onto.
33:42I floated to Mom's hut one final time.
33:46She looked ancient.
33:47Hair completely white.
33:48Frail as paper.
33:49She sensed something.
33:50Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air,
33:53right where I stood.
33:54Stella,
33:55is that you?
33:56Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
33:58Mom destroyed the choker.
34:00I don't believe in it anymore.
34:02Come back,
34:02please.
34:03I'll cook for you.
34:04No salary.
34:05I'll buy you new dresses.
34:06Not Emma.
34:07Tears rolled down her face.
34:09I looked at the red marks on her neck from the frayed cord.
34:12I...
34:12I reached out.
34:13My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
34:17This was my final mercy.
34:18Sleep, Mom.
34:19In sleep, there's no pain.
34:21Her eyes fluttered shut.
34:23She slumped into a deep, dreamless rest.
34:26A breeze blew through the hut.
34:27The old journal on her cot flipped open.
34:30The last page, my dying words, stared up at the ceiling.
34:33But below it, in shaky handwriting, were new lines.
34:37Written by Mom during a lucid moment.
34:39Next life, let me wear the choker.
34:41Let me be the liar.
34:42Punish me however you want.
34:44Just don't leave me.
34:45I stared at those words.
34:47Felt nothing.
34:48Too late.
34:49Repentance means nothing to the dead.
34:51Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
34:54But I don't love you either.
34:55Let's not meet again.
34:56I turned away.
34:57My wolf was waiting.
34:59In the distance, the door of light still glowed.
35:01Soft.
35:02Steady.
35:02Patient.
35:03I looked at my neck.
35:04The phantom Verity choker.
35:06Still there.
35:07Even in spirit form.
35:08The nightmare that had changed me for a lifetime.
35:11I grabbed it.
35:12It shattered into nothing.
35:13I felt weightless.
35:15Free.
35:15No red light.
35:16No hunger.
35:17No lies.
35:18Just freedom.
35:19My wolf pressed against my side.
35:21Together, we walked toward the light.
35:23I didn't look back.
35:24Morning came.
35:25A guard pushed open the door.
35:26Rachel!
35:27Time to eat!
35:28No response.
35:29No response.
35:29She walked closer.
35:30Mom's hand clutched the torn journal.
35:32A single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye.
35:35She crouched beside her.
35:36Held two fingers beneath her nose.
35:38Nothing.
35:39She was gone.
35:40Passing through the door wasn't violent.
35:42No spinning.
35:43No chaos.
35:44Just warmth.
35:45Like sinking into a spring stream.
35:47I looked to my side.
35:48My wolf was gone.
35:49I didn't panic.
35:50I pressed my hand to my chest.
35:52And there she was.
35:53Steady.
35:54Warm.
35:55Then I heard her voice.
35:56Not a whimper.
35:57Not a whine.
35:58Clear and bright and full of life.
36:00Like the first time we met.
36:02Run!
36:02I shifted.
36:03Four paws hit the ground and I ran.
36:05Through forests that smelled of pine and rain.
36:08Through cold, shallow streams that splashed silver around my legs.
36:12Through meadows I had never seen but somehow knew.
36:15My white fur caught the light.
36:17My paws were sure.
36:18My lungs were full.
36:19My body was strong.
36:22No choker around my throat.
36:23No red light.
36:24No hunger.
36:25The lingering ache in my soul.
36:27The phantom pain of ten years.
36:30Started to fade with every step.
36:31I ran toward brightness.
36:33Behind me, old life dissolved.
36:35Like a worn photograph left out in the rain.
36:38Mom's final tear.
36:39The red glow of the choker.
36:41Blood on the journal pages.
36:43Gone.
36:43I didn't look back.
36:45That ten year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
36:49When I opened my eyes again, I was tiny.
36:52Wrapped in soft blankets.
36:54Someone was humming.
36:55Mmm.
36:57A woman's voice.
36:58Gentle.
36:59Off key.
37:00But full of love.
37:01Her fingers brushed my cheek.
37:03The scent of wildflowers.
37:05Not the cold, clinical distance of my old mother.
37:08Not the silence of someone who only touched me to punish.
37:12I blinked up at her.
37:14She had kind eyes.
37:15A soft smile.
37:16She cradled me like I was made of glass.
37:19Grace is awake, honey.
37:21Come quick.
37:23Our daughter just opened her eyes.
37:25A man appeared.
37:26Tall.
37:27A little awkward.
37:28But his face lit up when he saw me.
37:31He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
37:33His voice was deep.
37:35Warm.
37:36Hey, Grace.
37:37I'm your dad.
37:40Grace.
37:41Not Stella.
37:42No weight.
37:43No chains.
37:45No red light.
37:46Just grace.
37:47A name that meant something light.
37:49Something cherished.
37:51This house was small.
37:52But warm.
37:53Full of light.
37:54Cartoon painting on the walls.
37:56Flowers by the window.
37:58Sunlight pouring through the windows.
38:00Warm on the floor.
38:01I realized fast.
38:03This family was nothing like the last one.
38:06They never forced me to do anything.
38:08There were no chokers.
38:10No red lights.
38:11No punishments for things I hadn't done.
38:13I grew.
38:15Learned to crawl.
38:16To talk.
38:17And when I was three, mom made a stew with celery.
38:21The green stalks in the bowl triggered me.
38:23I flashed back to choking.
38:25Throat swelling.
38:26Vomiting blood.
38:28I stumbled backwards, shaking.
38:29Tears came without permission.
38:32Mom immediately put down her spoon.
38:34Crouched.
38:35Pulled me into a hug.
38:37Grace, what's wrong?
38:39You don't like celery?
38:40I couldn't speak.
38:41Just shook my head, sobbing.
38:44Dad knelt too.
38:45Rubbed my back.
38:46Hey, it's okay.
38:48You don't have to eat it.
38:49Can you tell us why?
38:51Their eyes were patient.
38:52Gentle.
38:53Finally, I choked out.
38:55It hurts my throat.
38:58Makes me bleed.
38:59They didn't say,
39:01The Verity choker doesn't lie.
39:03They didn't accuse me of faking.
39:05They took me to the pack healer immediately.
39:07Turns out, I really do have a celery allergy.
39:10After that, celery never appeared in the house again.
39:14Mom added it to her market list.
39:16Grace's allergies.
39:18Celery.
39:19She checked every time she shopped.
39:21I lay in her arms that night, smelling wildflowers, and realized, this is what it feels like to be believed.
39:28Love isn't measured by a stone.
39:30It's listening.
39:31Even when the story sounds impossible.
39:34When I was four, dad took me to the pack healer for my first health check.
39:38There was a blood draw.
39:40I saw the needle and lost it.
39:42Flashes of the choker tightening around my throat.
39:45Flashes of starvation.
39:46I screamed, clung to dad's leg.
39:49The healer sighed.
39:51I couldn't stop shaking.
39:52Don't punish me.
39:54I'm not lying.
39:56Dad immediately scooped me up.
39:58Sorry, she's not ready.
39:59We'll come back another time.
40:00On the walk home, dad didn't scold me for being weak.
40:03He just asked gently.
40:06Grace, did someone hurt you before?
40:09I buried my face in his shoulder, tears soaking his shirt.
40:13Mom, choker, red light.
40:17I couldn't explain it clearly, but he listened, nodded.
40:21It's okay.
40:22Dad's here now.
40:24No one's ever hurting you again.
40:26From then on, they took me to the pack healer regularly.
40:29Not for blood draws.
40:31Just to talk.
40:32She has been hurt.
40:34Be patient with her.
40:35My parents never complained.
40:37Never made me feel like a burden.
40:39They bought me a colorful necklace, but never forced me to wear it.
40:42This is just a pretty thing, Grace.
40:44Wear it if you want.
40:46Take it off if you don't.
40:48We'll love you either way.
40:49Slowly, I started to heal.
40:51I could say,
40:52I don't like this.
40:54Without fear.
40:54I could say,
40:56I'm scared.
40:57I could say,
40:58I want that.
40:59I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being proof of a lie.
41:03I started sharing my stories with them.
41:05I cried when I didn't get a toy.
41:07I laughed when I got praise.
41:10I was finally just a pup.
41:12A normal, loved pup.
41:14When I turned seven,
41:15I started at the PAC school.
41:17There was a girl in my class,
41:19Annie Sullivan.
41:19She looked exactly like Emma.
41:22She looked like Emma.
41:23She looked like Emma.
41:23Same eyes,
41:24but her hair was shorter.
41:25And she was timid, scared.
41:29The first time I saw her,
41:30my heart clenched.
41:32Flashbacks.
41:33Emma's smug grin.
41:34The green light mocking me.
41:36I stepped back instinctively.
41:39Annie noticed.
41:40She looked down,
41:41voice barely a whisper.
41:43I'm Annie.
41:46Do you want to be friends?
41:48Her tone was so careful,
41:49so desperate to please,
41:51just like I used to be.
41:53I glanced at her neck.
41:54She wore a simple choker with green gem.
41:57My stomach turned.
41:59Later, I found out,
42:00Annie's mom was strict too,
42:02demanded honesty,
42:04locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes.
42:07One day,
42:09Annie accidentally knocked over the teacher's ink pot.
42:12She was trembling,
42:13too scared to admit it.
42:14I saw her face,
42:16red-rimmed eyes,
42:17barely holding back tears.
42:19I remembered myself at that desk,
42:21writing,
42:22I am a liar,
42:23over and over.
42:25I walked over,
42:26took her hand.
42:28Annie, it's okay.
42:31Accidents happen.
42:32Let's tell the teacher together.
42:34She won't be mad.
42:36Annie looked at me,
42:37shocked.
42:37Mom says liars are bad wolves?
42:40Being honest isn't about never making mistakes.
42:43It's about owning up when you do.
42:45And even if you tell the truth,
42:47you shouldn't be punished for it.
42:49If the teacher gets angry,
42:50I'll stand with you.
42:51If your mom gets angry,
42:53come to my house.
42:54My parents will help.
42:55I gave her the courage I never had.
42:57She confessed.
42:58The teacher forgave her,
43:00told her to be more careful next time.
43:02From that day on,
43:04we have been best friends.
43:05I brought Annie home to meet my parents.
43:07She saw how warm they were,
43:09how they didn't yell,
43:10didn't punish little things.
43:12I told her,
43:13You don't have to make everyone happy.
43:16You're allowed to feel things,
43:19say things.
43:21One day,
43:22Annie's mom came to pick her up from school.
43:23She saw us together in her face twisted.
43:26She grabbed Annie's hand.
43:28Did you mess up again?
43:30Is Grace covering for you?
43:32Annie immediately looked down,
43:34silent.
43:35I stepped in front of her,
43:37looked at the mom in the eye.
43:39Ma'am,
43:39Annie didn't do anything wrong.
43:41She's a good pup.
43:43You shouldn't always assume the worst.
43:48She's scared of you.
43:49The mom froze,
43:51looked at me,
43:52then at Annie's tear-filled eyes.
43:54Her expression softened.
43:56That night,
43:57she called my mom,
43:58thanked her,
43:59said I'd opened her eyes.
44:00Over time,
44:02Annie's mom got gentler,
44:03started listening instead of yelling.
44:05And Annie,
44:07she blossomed,
44:08confident,
44:09happy.
44:10I watched her laugh freely one day
44:12and felt this warmth in my chest.
44:14I didn't get saved in my last life.
44:16I suffered alone in the dark.
44:18But this time,
44:20I could save someone else.
44:21I could stop another Stella from happening.
44:24Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me.
44:26The ability to see pain
44:28and to heal it.
44:30When I was 10,
44:31my parents took me to visit grandma.
44:33There was an old oak tree in her yard.
44:35Its branches spread wide,
44:36casting shade over the whole garden.
44:38I sat beneath it,
44:39watching sunlight filter through the leaves.
44:42My wolf dozed inside me,
44:43warm and content.
44:45Then I saw her,
44:46an old woman,
44:47white hair,
44:48hunched over a walking stick,
44:50wearing a faded blue dress.
44:51The second I saw her face,
44:53I froze.
44:54She looked exactly like Rachel,
44:57my old mother.
44:58Grandma noticed me too,
44:59walked over slowly.
45:01Her eyes were hazy,
45:02but there was something familiar in them,
45:04something heavy.
45:05What's your name, child?
45:06Grace.
45:07She repeated it softly.
45:08Grace,
45:09That's a beautiful name.
45:10She reached out,
45:11like she wanted to touch my hair,
45:13then hesitated,
45:14pulled back,
45:15like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred.
45:17My mom came over,
45:19steadied her.
45:19Mom,
45:20this is our daughter,
45:21Grace.
45:22So she was my grandma in this life too.
45:24Over the next few days,
45:25grandma watched me constantly.
45:27Her expression was unreadable.
45:29One morning,
45:30she brought me a bowl of roasted meat.
45:32Grace,
45:32eat up.
45:33This used to be your favorite.
45:34I stared at the bowl.
45:35In my last life,
45:36I wrote in my dying breath,
45:38I want to eat mom's roasted meat.
45:40And here was grandma,
45:42saying those exact words.
45:44Tears blurred my vision.
45:45This wasn't some distant wish anymore.
45:47It was real,
45:48right in front of me.
45:50I picked up a piece,
45:51bit into it.
45:52Tender,
45:52sweet,
45:53perfect.
45:54Grandma smiled.
45:55A tired,
45:56guilty smile.
45:57That night,
45:58lying in bed with my wolf curled warm inside my chest,
46:01I thought about Rachel's last words.
46:03Next life,
46:04let me wear the choker.
46:06Let me be the liar.
46:07Punish me however you want.
46:09Just don't leave me.
46:10I thought about her final tear,
46:12the torn journal.
46:13I didn't hate her anymore.
46:15Hating someone is like locking yourself in the past,
46:17chewing on pain forever.
46:19This life's warmth had already washed away the bitterness.
46:22I just felt sad.
46:23Sad that she only understood too late.
46:26Real love was never about stones or punishment.
46:29We stayed for a month,
46:30then went back home.
46:31Before I left,
46:32she held my hand.
46:33Grace,
46:34live well,
46:35be happy.
46:35Her voice was soft,
46:37but heavy with meaning.
46:38I nodded.
46:39You too,
46:39Grandma.
46:40I watched her walk away,
46:41and I felt nothing.
46:43No anger,
46:44no grief.
46:45The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves,
46:47blown away by the wind.
46:49I wasn't Stella anymore,
46:50the girl locked in the dark,
46:52choking on a lie.
46:53I was Grace Sterling,
46:54surrounded by love,
46:56free.
46:56At 13,
46:57I graduated from PAC school,
46:59got into the best academy in the region.
47:01My parents took me to the lake for a picnic to celebrate.
47:04I stood at the edge of the water,
47:05wind in my hair,
47:07the scent of pine and cold water on my skin.
47:10I stretched out my arms,
47:11feeling the freedom.
47:13For a moment,
47:14I saw her,
47:15my ghost self,
47:16floating,
47:16desperate to hug someone,
47:18but passing right through.
47:20Grace,
47:21what are you thinking?
47:21Dad handed me a drink.
47:23I smiled.
47:24Just,
47:24I'm grateful.
47:25To be alive,
47:26to be with you both.
47:27Mom pulled me into a hug.
47:29Silly girl,
47:30we're the lucky ones.
47:32No one said anything.
47:33We all just shifted at the same time,
47:36like we'd done it a hundred times before.
47:38We ran together through the trees,
47:40through the shallow edge of the lake,
47:41water spraying silver around our paws.
47:44Eventually,
47:44I slowed down,
47:46turned,
47:46and threw myself at them.
47:48We tumbled into the grass together.
47:50Mom nuzzled her head against mine.
47:52Dad licked the top of my head with lazy affection.
47:56I pressed into them both and stayed there,
47:58breathing hard,
47:59warm,
48:00all the way through.
48:01I looked up at the sky through the canopy of trees.
48:03I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore.
48:06I didn't need to fear a red light.
48:08I could laugh,
48:09cry,
48:10speak freely.
48:11I had parents who loved me,
48:13a best friend,
48:14a healthy body,
48:15a bright future.
48:16This was the life I died wishing for.
48:19That night,
48:20I wrote in my journal,
48:21not the blood-stained confessions of my old life.
48:24This one was full of happiness,
48:26growth,
48:27love.
48:27I wrote,
48:28today we ran by the lake.
48:30Mom and dad shifted with me without saying a word.
48:33We tumbled in the grass like pups.
48:35I thought about my past self,
48:37that little girl,
48:38locked in a room,
48:39choking in the dark,
48:40desperate to be loved.
48:42She'd never believed that I could be this happy.
48:44Mom and dad love me.
48:46They taught me that honesty isn't something you punish out of someone.
48:49It's something you grow,
48:51with patience and warmth.
48:53Annie is my best friend now.
48:55She laughs freely.
48:57She speaks without flinching.
48:58Grandma is getting older,
49:00but her eyes are warm when she looks at me.
49:02My wolf grows stronger every day.
49:05With her beside me,
49:06I feel at ease.
49:07I don't hate anyone anymore.
49:09I don't cling to the past.
49:10Those painful memories are like paw prints in the mud,
49:14washed away by rain.
49:15But they taught me to cherish every step forward.
49:18I know my old mom,
49:20sister,
49:20and dad
49:21got what they deserved.
49:22And I finally broke free.
49:24I found real freedom.
49:26I don't want to see them again.
49:27I don't want to relive that life.
49:29I just want to be gray,
49:31simple,
49:31happy,
49:32loved.
49:33The lake was beautiful.
49:34Life was beautiful.
49:36I closed my journal,
49:37looked out the window.
49:38Moonlight shimmered on the water through the trees.
49:41My wolf stirred softly inside my chest.
49:43Warm,
49:44steady,
49:45I smiled.
49:46This life,
49:46I finally became who I wanted to be.
49:49No red light,
49:50no starvation,
49:51no lies,
49:52just love,
49:53freedom,
49:54happiness.
49:55And those scars from my past?
49:56They became part of me.
49:58Proof that I had survived.
49:59Proof that darkness,
50:01no matter how long it lasts,
50:02cannot swallow you whole.
50:03Not if you keep moving toward the light.
50:06The road ahead is long,
50:07but I will walk it,
50:09with courage,
50:10with joy,
50:11toward something even brighter.
50:13d
50:14c
50:14d
50:14d
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