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Watch the dark, seductive, and dangerously intense journey of THE RED COLLAR OF LIES.

📖 Synopsis: In a world of blood and betrayal, she was sold to the "King of the Underworld" to pay off her father's debt. He gave her a red collar—a symbol of his absolute ownership. But as she navigates his dangerous world, she discovers that his cruelty is a mask for a secret that links their families. In a game of lies and power, who is the real prisoner?

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Transcript
00:00me a liar from the day i was born not because i actually lied but because of this thing around
00:04my neck the verity choker mom was luna of silver moon pack and she believed one thing above all
00:10lying was the mark of a weak wolf we were her daughters future alpha heirs weakness was not
00:16an option so when my twin sister emma and i were born mom clasped these chokers around our throats
00:22which had witch magic to detect lies green light means truth red light means you were lying emma's
00:28choker always green she could shred mom's ceremonial cloak and blame the cat and gem would glow a steady
00:34green not me green light believed me mom i'm hungry and flash red light the choker choked tight i shifted
00:45on instinct a small white wolf pawing desperately at the gem around my neck claws scraping against it
00:51unable to get it off i'm not lying not lying please but mom's eyes had already gone cold
00:57instant punishment mom's punishment wasn't gentle no food locked in my room no contact with anyone in
01:04the pack the truth necklace doesn't lie stella starve now study later i'm doing this for your own good
01:11after 10 years of this i started believing it too maybe i really was born wrong new year's eve
01:17everything changed mom was getting ready to take emma to the pack's bonfire celebration
01:22and that's when the pain hit like a knife twisting in my gut i collapsed on the floor my skeletal
01:28frame
01:28curling into itself mom please the choker flashed red and choked tight she looked down at me disgusted in
01:37her eyes in your dream stella faking an illness to ruin our night she grabbed emma's hand and headed for
01:44the door i wanted to howl but my wolf was too weak to answer i shifted anyway forced it a
01:51small white
01:51wolf trembling on the floor ribs heaving maybe in this form the pain would hurt less it didn't i
01:58couldn't even hold the shift i slipped back into myself without meaning to sorry mom i won't lie
02:03anymore but the pain got worse way worse the door handle turned for one second i thought mom's coming
02:10back she came back for me hurry up the bonfire is starting emma's waiting mom i reached out with
02:18a shaking hand please something's really wrong i feel like i'm dying she glanced at my neck the gem
02:24was flashing red over and over she crouched down grabbed my chin stella how long are you gonna keep
02:31this up can't you just be honest and stay here and think about what you've done dad appeared in the
02:37doorway honey should we at least leave her some food food she has a stash of snacks she bought
02:45with stolen money she won't starve lock the door when that gem turns green we'll talk but but what
02:54it's because you spoil her that she turned out this way look at emma her gem has always been green
03:00stella is a liar an alpha heiress who can't tell the truth she needs discipline but my cabinet was
03:07empty emma stole that money emma ate those snacks emma just stood there with her glowing green gem saying
03:15not me and mom believed her i tried to defend myself it wasn't me red light the choker choked tight
03:23i tried to shift nothing happened deep inside my wolf barely stirred mom locked me up for three
03:31days with nothing but water and stale bread mom turned to leave emma peeked through the door made
03:37a face at me bye sis we're gonna see the bonfire her gem glowed a steady green so pretty the
03:45door
03:45locked the house went silent i called my wolf nothing came back not even a whisper just me
03:53alone the pain was unbearable but i kept thinking mom's right the gem doesn't lie it's red so i must
04:03be
04:03lying i'm not in pain i'm not in pain i'm not in pain i kept repeating it like a prayer
04:12eventually i almost
04:14believed it the pain dulled or maybe i was just going numb i crawled to my desk i had to
04:21write that was the
04:23rule if the gem glowed red i had to pen a thousand word apology or mom would never let me
04:29out i am a liar write it down and maybe mom would forgive me maybe she'd even let me out
04:37i opened my journal pages and pages of apologies i'd written over the years sorry i lied i won't do
04:45it again but this time i wanted to write the truth
04:48my vision blurred my hand shook as i wrote mom i really love you it really hurts why won't you
04:58believe me
04:58please believe me just once the moment i finished the last word the pain vanished just gone i felt light
05:08weightless
05:09i looked down i was floating and there slumped over the desk was my body motionless the gem still flashing
05:18red around a dead girl's neck oh i'm dead and then she came out my wolf stepping out of my
05:27body like she'd been
05:28waiting all along small skinny barely holding together she looked up at me and once soft and low
05:37in the pack's old stories they say when a wolf dies young her spirit doesn't cross over alone
05:43her wolf walks beside her until they find the door together i knelt down she pressed her nose into my
05:51ghostly palm finally we were together now but i never learned how to be honest sorry mom i heard
05:59laughter mom dad emma coming through the front door tonight's bonfire was beautiful the best one yet
06:08just like our emma perfect in every way i'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about
06:14me i floated toward them my wolf patting silently at my side moving on instinct i wanted to help them
06:21take off their cloaks that's what i always did mom my arms passed right through her body like wind
06:28why is it so cold here is the hearthi out i stood there staring at my transparent hands
06:34my wolf pressed against my leg and looked up at me with sad eyes right dead wolves couldn't hug the
06:41living shall we go and see stella she hasn't eaten yet still the good cop i looked at mom hopefully
06:47if she found me dead would she be sad would she regret it she won't starve she is a werewolf
06:56not a human
06:57pup this whole fake sick for attention thing is out of control i laughed bitterly mom wasn't wrong
07:04werewolves heal but i hadn't been able to in a long time last winter the choker left bruises that stayed
07:11for days that hadn't happened before i reached for my wolf she was still there but the warmth never came
07:17she was too hungry just like me mom never noticed
07:23she only ever looked at my neck for one thing the gem and whether it was red or green mom
07:29pushed
07:30open my door didn't even turn on the light just for a second her eyes flashed gold her wolf might
07:36have
07:36known mom didn't listen in the dim glow from the hallway she saw me slumped over my desk i looked
07:43like
07:43a skeleton hadn't moved still putting on an act you're 10 years old not five grow up mom i'm not
07:52playing i'm dead look at me touch me i'm freezing she couldn't hear me she only believed what she
08:00wanted to see emma squeezed past her held up her choker with that smug little grin look my gem is
08:07green
08:07stella's is still red she's lying even in her sleep that's my good girl ignore the liar let her stay
08:15there maybe she'll learn how to be honest should we at least put her in bed it's freezing put her
08:23in
08:23bed look at that red gem still lying come on leave her we have to visit grandma tomorrow the door
08:31locked
08:31again i floated next to my corpse my wolf curled silently at my feet staring at that single point
08:38of red light in the darkness mom if you'd just stepped closer if you'd just touched my hand you'd
08:44know i was ice cold but you didn't you believed the choker not the daughter you carried for nine months
08:50that night a rat crawled out of my empty cabinet i used to scream whenever i saw rats but now
08:57i just
08:57floated by the ceiling watching it scurry across my dead body the rat bit into my toe i didn't feel
09:03anything my wolf charged at it anyway and passed right through landing on the other side she turned
09:10back to look at me confused lost i pulled her close and buried my face in the fur of her
09:16back
09:17it's okay you can't feel it anymore it'll be over soon she let out one low growl then went still
09:24against me finally no more pain for either of us the next morning sunlight streamed through the window
09:32no warmth reached my body in the kitchen i could hear mom making breakfast the smell of roasted meat
09:39crept under my door my favorite but mom always said liars don't deserve meat so i only ever got steamed
09:45vegetables she was clanging the pots extra loud on purpose trying to tempt me out trying to make me give
09:52in and apologize for things i never did in the old days i might have caved i might have confessed
09:58to
09:58anything for one bite of roasted meat but i don't need food anymore stella still hasn't come out yet dad
10:05asked reading the pack notices she is so stubborn she can eat or not i don't care
10:13emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air then she screamed dramatically
10:20mom stella's room smells like poop did she poop in there i floated by the door watching my sister with
10:28a bitter smile my wolf sat beside me ears flat eyes low the hearth was burning hot after just one
10:36night
10:37my body started to rot mom stormed over pounding on the door stella who does that the toilet is right
10:45there did you sit on the floor to spite me i remembered being six i had food poisoning couldn't
10:53make it to the toilet in time mom didn't help me clean up she made me stand outside pointed at
10:58me
10:59and told the neighbors look at this she's such a mess she can't even use the toilet herself now she
11:06thought i was dirty again leave her let her sit in her own stink but dad stood up frowning that
11:13smells
11:13really bad i should check could it be a dead rat or something my heart if i still had one
11:20leapt dad
11:22please open the door i'm right here just turn the handle and you'll see i'm not moving i waved my
11:29transparent arms frantically my wolf ran straight to my bedroom door willing dad to open it dad's
11:37touched the door handle his hand froze one was pounding at the front door a pack elder urgent
11:42business dad's face went pale he grabbed his cloak the border there's an emergency he was already out the
11:49door i froze so close one second away if that knock had come one second later i would have been
11:55found
11:56maybe then i wouldn't have rotted alone that afternoon mom took emma to the pack market the house was empty
12:02except for my corpse when they came back that evening loaded down with food and gifts from the market the
12:07smell had gotten worse mom gagged the second she walked in stella are you trying to turn this place
12:13into a den of inequity she didn't even open my door just grabbed cloth strips and sealed the gap at
12:19the
12:19bottom if you want to stay in there and make disgusting stew zoos don't stink up my house she
12:24patted her hands together satisfied then went to prepare dinner i stared at that sealed door my wolf
12:29pressed her nose against it and whimpered once so that's it i'm worth less than a venison dinner by day
12:35three even the cloth strips couldn't contain the smell mom was arranging fresh wildflowers trying to cover
12:40it up but the stench of death is unmistakable sweet rotten oily she cut a rose stem too hard a
12:48thorn
12:48pierced her hand she snapped in her mind i was doing this on purpose not bathing poop on the floor
12:54hiding
12:54dead rats in my room all to piss her off all to defy her authority as luna stella she grabbed
13:01a rolling
13:01pin from the kitchen stormed toward my room i'm done with you you disgusting little brat time you learned
13:08what real pain feels like i floated in front of her waving my arms desperately don't come in mom
13:16please please even though she never loved me i didn't want her to see me like that but she
13:22walked right through me ripped the cloth strips off jammed the spare key into the lock the door flew open
13:28the smell hit her like a wall she stumbled back retching stella what are you doing she saw me
13:35still slumped over the desk back turned not moving to her this was the ultimate rebellion i'm talking
13:42to you she marched over raised the rolling pin but stopped she wanted to see my face first wanted to
13:49see my get up she grabbed the back of my shirt grabbed my skin the moment she touched me she
13:54froze
13:55through the thin fabric her hand didn't feel warm flesh she felt cold hard dead meat the kind of cold
14:02that seeps into your bones but momentum carried her forward she yanked crash my body stiff as a board
14:09toppled backward taking the chair with it and there was my face blue black eyes bulging features twisted
14:15in agony dried foam and blood crusted around my mouth around my blackened neck the verity choker hung
14:22lifeless the gem dark no red no green just silence my journal slid off the desk fell open at mom's
14:30feet
14:30the last page stared up at her mom my stomach really hurts the choker is wrong i'm not lying please
14:37don't
14:37punish me mom screamed not a wolf's howl a raw guttural shriek that tore through her throat she stumbled
14:45backward slammed into the bookshelf the clay pot shattered but she didn't seem to feel the pain
14:52she just stared at me eyes wide unblinking no no no no this is not real stella get up stella
15:01get up
15:02i'm not mad anymore stop scaring me her hand reached out trembling to touch my arm the second her skin
15:11made
15:12contact with my corpse she recoiled like she'd been burned that cold was too real lisa from next door
15:19heard the screaming and went straight to the pack healer when she saw what was in my room she collapsed
15:24in the gate within the hour heavy boots on the floorboards the pack healer and a handful of pack
15:30warriors crowding the entrance mom sat on the floor a warrior's hand on her shoulder she's faking it she's
15:37always lying it doesn't lie i'm just teaching her no one responded they all looked at her like she was
15:46a monster the pack healer crouched next to my body he muttered under his breath severe malnutrition
15:53organ failure this puppy has been starved for at least a month he carefully tried to remove the verity
15:59choker but it had fused years of tightening had pressed the leather deep into the skin of my neck
16:05damn it he had to use tools to pry it off even dead my soul flinched my wolf lifted her
16:13head and
16:15long raw desperate the kind of howl that should have shaken the walls no one heard it no one flinched
16:23we were already dead a warrior picked up my journal started reading his face went from neutral to
16:30horrified mom's eyes locked on to that book that's her confession she admits she lied look she wrote it
16:38herself
16:40the warrior pushed her back wrapped the journal in cloth and took it we'll report it to the council
16:47that's when dad got home he saw the pack healer and the pack warriors crowding the doorway
16:52saw the body wrap being carried out saw the long cord that sealed away my entire life his legs gave
17:01out he collapsed on the doorstep emma stood nearby sobbing in confusion she pointed at the discolored
17:08verity choker on the table why does stella have a black collar and i have a green one see she
17:15held up her
17:15neck the gem blinked its steady green it was grotesque the council elders arrived before dawn mom
17:23straightened when she saw them even now even with my body three days cold and rotting her luna instincts
17:30kicked in she lifted her chin squared her shoulders it didn't work today they started questioning mom in
17:37the living room mom grabbed the verity choker off the table like it was a lifeline test it that choker
17:44proved she was lying red gem means lie i never abused her the choker told me i was just educating
17:54her
17:55the council elders looked at her like she'd lost her mind the pup shows signs of extreme malnutrition
18:03months of starvation aphelion multiple old injuries consistent with prolonged that's just discipline
18:10that's teaching her to be honest then she did something insane you don't believe me fine i'll wear it
18:22watch it'll be green the leather pressed against her skin cold sticky that was my blood she took a deep
18:31breath tried to calm herself she needed to prove she was innocent needed to prove her way of raising an
18:38alpha
18:38air was right she held up the gem eyes wild listen i'm rachel i'm stella's mother this is the truth
18:47the absolute truth the gem flashed red mom's confident expression shattered
18:55i said truth i am rachel i never abused her i did it for her own good
19:03god i love her and suddenly she remembered me 10 years old gasping as the choker tightened around
19:13my throat biting my lip so i wouldn't make a sound is this what it felt like why is it
19:20red i am telling
19:21the truth turn green you're broken you're setting me up but the gem kept flashing like it was mocking her
19:28you're a liar you're a liar you're a liar enough this is just a bloodstone i've seen it before it
19:38changes color with body heat fear pain anything that makes your heart race temperature rises it burns
19:47red that's all it does no witch magic never was think about your daughter ruptured appendix organ
19:56failure the pain must have been unbearable she was terrified and what did you see a red gem so you
20:04punished her more which made her more scared which made her temperature rise which made the stone turn
20:13redder you are luna you are supposed to protect every wolf in this pack you couldn't even protect your
20:22own daughter you ignored her cries for help you starved your daughter to death mom's world collapsed
20:30she sat there staring at the flashing gem on her own net and finally understood for 10 years every red
20:38light wasn't because i was lying it was because i was scared scared of her anger scared of being
20:45misunderstood scared of eating food that made me sick i was in pain pain that made my heart race and
20:53cold sweat pour down my face i was desperate desperate for a hug for her to hold me the way
21:00she held emma
21:01every signal from my frightened heart she had interpreted as proof of my lies
21:13she tried to shift fur rippling across her skin bones cracking but the leather cinched harder around
21:20her throat the moment her neck began to change she snapped back into human form gasping
21:27i can't get it off stella take it back i'm sorry it's all my fault this little bit of choking
21:35and she
21:36was already breaking mom i suffered for 10 years the council elders needed evidence for judgment so they
21:45opened my journal in front of my parents february 14th sunny mom put celery on my plate i'm allergic
21:53my throat swells i can't breathe i said i can't eat it but because i was scared of making her
22:00angry my
22:01body ran hot the gem flashed red the choker tightened mom said i was picky lying made me eat the
22:10whole plate
22:10that night i threw up blood my throat felt like it was on fire i shifted to ease my pain
22:17mom saw it and said
22:19i'd snuck berry juice that i was faking the choker tightened for 10 more minutes mom's hand flew to
22:27her mouth she was shaking violently she remembered that she really did think it was berry juice she
22:35didn't even look closely just turned away to read emma a bedtime story that was blood from a swollen torn
22:43throat june 1st pups day emma shredded mom's ceremonial cloak emma's heart is always calm her gem stays green
22:52i tried to explain but i was scared of being hit my body ran hot red gem choker tightened for
23:0110 minutes
23:01it hurts so bad but i didn't cry because crying makes your body run hotter and mom thinks that means
23:09you're not sorry so i held my breath pretended it didn't hurt mom said see she doesn't even blink
23:18she's definitely faking it dad couldn't take it anymore this man who had always put the pack before
23:24his own family chose duty over his daughter for 10 years you monster what did you do that was your
23:32daughter you treated her like a stray blood at the corner of her mouth not my fault not my fault
23:40it's
23:41her it's emma emma's gem was always green emma was the good one if it wasn't for that green light
23:48making me trust her i wouldn't have believed the red light so much this is emma's fault that little
23:54princess everyone protected one of the council elders walked over gently removed the green verity
24:00choker from her neck took out a blade pried the gem loose right there it rolled onto the table still
24:08glowing green steady unchanged the elder picked up the stone a glowstone that is all your younger
24:17daughter's choker was always going to shine green no matter what she said did or lied about it would
24:25never change your so-called verity choker was a fraud that was her truth for 10 years that was the
24:33evidence she used to convict me a common glowstone that put me in hell while emma lived in paradise
24:39so i wasn't a liar i laughed laughed until i cried turns out ghosts could cry too the elder turned
24:48to the
24:48last page of the journal his voice broke the handwriting was a mess clearly written while dying mom
24:55if i die will the choker stop glowing red or if it turns green will you hug me then i'm
25:01not lying
25:02i couldn't heal myself anymore my stomach hurts so much like knives next life please don't make me
25:10wear the choker please i just want to be a normal pup i want to eat mom's roasted meat mom
25:16stared at the
25:17broken glowstone on the table that truth magic she trusted without question a worthless stone because of that
25:24stone she spoiled emma for 10 years because of that cursed red light she tortured me for 10 years
25:34mom started laughing
25:36her voice cracking her voice cracking in every sound worse than crying fake all fake
25:45i killed my most honest pup and i worshipped a liar she'd lost her mind for real this time my
25:54death
25:55became the talk of the entire pack lisa the neighbor who had sent for the pack healer told
26:00everyone what she'd seen every wolf knew by morning luna had starved her own daughter to death monster
26:09murderer she doesn't deserve to be luna stones flew at our door the word killer carved into the wall the
26:17council convened within the day the verdict was swift dad lost his alpha title no wolf would follow
26:24him now my grandfather the former alpha read out the judgment himself he didn't look at his son once
26:32dad walked out of the council hall and never looked back he took emma and left the pack that same
26:38night
26:38emma was a bad seed sure but she was still his blood before they left emma tried to take her
26:45green choker
26:45dad stomped on it why the hell would you want that piece of trash emma cried as he dragged her
26:52away
26:52mom got out of the dungeon the healer said she had lost her mind the council locked her in the
26:58home
26:58instead the one that still smelled like death her mental state deteriorated fast she refused to take
27:05off the red choker she would tighten it herself whenever the guilt got too heavy she said choking was
27:11the only thing that eased it it was her self-imposed punishment i floated in the darkness my wolf curled
27:17beside me watching her unravel day after day she'd talk to the empty corner where i used to stand stella
27:24i brought you some food no celery today it's all roast just how you like it but there was no
27:31food there
27:32there was nothing just her hands cupped around air she'd pretend to set a plate down her hands shook
27:38the gem flashed red she was anxious guilty falling apart she smiled but her eyes were empty
27:47the gem is red mom is lying liars don't deserve food she pulled the choker tight with her own hands
27:54let it choke her her body convulsed against the cold floor it hurts so much is this how stella felt
28:03i'm sorry mom started reenacting my diary entries i couldn't eat celery because of my allergy
28:10so she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood then swallowed it back down i was locked
28:17in isolation so she locked herself in my old room lights off and bowed to my portrait until her forehead
28:24bled over and over blood on the floor late at night she'd see the red glow of the bloodstone reflected
28:33on
28:33the wall to her it looked like my bloody eyes were watching she kept punishing herself the wounds healed
28:40slower and slower her wolf exhausted by months of self-torture slowly fell into a deep
28:47sleep mom didn't care she scrawled on the back of my journal i'm sorry i was wrong red means pain
28:55red means love please come back and say it hurts hurts one more time i'll save you i promise too
29:03bad
29:03i'm dead dead wolves can't cry for help eventually the new alpha intervened mom's self-harm had gone too
29:11far she'd nearly choked herself to death with her own hands he ordered her to move to a small hut
29:17at the
29:17far edge of the village locked from the outside someone posted to watch her day and night she was
29:23the strangest woman they'd ever seen nobody knew where she'd found it a frayed red cord tied around
29:30her own neck her homemade choker if anyone tried to remove it she'd snap at them teeth bared snarling
29:38wild-eyed don't touch me stella's watching she'll be angry if you take it every time the guard called
29:46her name and brought her food mom would grab the red cord and pull it tight against her own throat
29:53convulsing screaming red light red light don't punish punish me i'll eat i'll eat even if the food was
30:02scalding hot she'd gulp it down burning her throat wouldn't spit it out she was reenacting my final
30:09moments living my hell on repeat years later emma grew up without guidance and with a trail of shame
30:16behind her she drifted from pack to pack stealing to survive no one would take her in when she ran
30:23out
30:23of options she remembered mom was still alive she slipped back into the silverman pack under the cover
30:30of night not for love for money hey crazy lady dad's dead give me whatever you've been hiding emma
30:39stood there face hard eyes full of contempt she looked at mom's hollow broken form and spat on the
30:47floor it's disgusting give me what i want or i'll send you to meet your daughter for a moment mom's
30:55cloudy
30:55eyes cleared she looked at emma and suddenly remembered that choker that always green glowstone
31:03that decade of deception it's you you lie you're the green light that wasn't there you killed
31:11stella give her back to me give her back to me the last shred of maternal love twisted into something
31:19feral mom lunged grabbed emma by the throat should have died not her you
31:29emma thrashed but couldn't break free from a madwoman's grip the guards rushed in pulled her off emma
31:36stumbled out of the hut terrified they're all insane she bolted into the forest she didn't get far
31:43rogues the kind that haunted the borderlands preying on anyone foolish enough to run through
31:49the trees alone at night emma never saw them coming by the time she did it was too late she
31:56survived
31:56barely both legs shattered beyond repair she'd never walk again meanwhile mom was strapped to her cot
32:04staring at the ceiling tears streaming in her dreams she finally saw me i was 10 again no choker
32:12white dress smiling mom she reached for me crying with joy stella but the moment her hands touched
32:21me i burst into ash no she woke up screaming if she'd been wearing that choker it would have been
32:29blood red eternal torment i stood in the void watching it all mom strapped to her bed emma in a
32:37wheelchair begging on the market dad drunk and dead in some gutter i felt nothing no satisfaction just a
32:45flat dead calm my wolf padded over quietly she didn't howl didn't nudge just pressed her head
32:52against my hand and held it there in the distance a door of light appeared soft steady waiting i looked
33:00at
33:00my wolf she looked at me yeah time to leave this life was too bitter nothing worth holding on to
33:07i floated to mom's hut one final time she looked ancient hair completely white frail as paper she
33:14sent something her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air right where i stood stella is that you
33:20her trembling hand reached into the emptiness mom destroyed the choker i don't believe in it anymore
33:25come back please i'll cook for you no salary i'll buy you new dresses not emma tears rolled down her
33:32face i looked at the red marks on her neck from the frayed cord i i reached out my cold
33:38ghostly
33:39finger touched her forehead this was my final mercy sleep mom in sleep there's no pain her eyes fluttered
33:46shut she slumped into a deep dreamless rest a breeze blew through the hut the old journal on her cot
33:52flipped open the last page my dying words stared up at the ceiling but below it in shaky handwriting
33:59were new lines written by mom during a lucid moment next life let me wear the choker let me be
34:05the liar
34:06punish me however you want just don't leave me i stared at those words felt nothing too late
34:12repentance means nothing to the dead mom i don't hate you anymore but i don't love you either let's not
34:19meet again i turned away my wolf was waiting in the distance the door of light still glowed soft steady
34:25patient i looked at my neck the phantom verity choker still there even in spirit form the nightmare that
34:32had changed me for a lifetime i grabbed it it shattered into nothing i felt weightless free no red light
34:39no hunger no lies just freedom my wolf pressed against my side together we walked toward the light
34:46i didn't look back morning came a guard pushed open the door rachel time to eat no response she
34:52walked closer mom's hand clutched the torn journal a single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye
34:57she crouched beside her held two fingers beneath her nose nothing she was gone passing through the
35:03door wasn't violent no spinning no chaos just warmth like sinking into a spring stream i looked to my side
35:10my wolf was gone i didn't panic i pressed my hand to my chest and there she was steady warm
35:17then i heard
35:17her voice not a whimper not a whine clear and bright and full of life like the first time we
35:23met run i
35:25shifted four paws hit the ground and i ran through forests that smelled of pine and rain through cold
35:31shallow streams that splashed silver around my legs through meadows i had never seen but somehow knew
35:37my white fur caught the light my paws were sure my lungs were full my body was strong no choker
35:44around
35:44my throat no red light no hunger the lingering ache in my soul the phantom pain of 10 years started
35:52to
35:52fade with every step i ran toward brightness behind me old life dissolved like a worn photograph left out
35:59in the rain mom's final tear the red glow of the choker blood on the journal pages gone i didn't
36:06look
36:06back that 10 year nightmare was finally truly over when i opened my eyes again i was tiny wrapped in
36:14soft blankets someone was humming a woman's voice gentle off-key but full of love her fingers brushed my
36:24cheek the scent of wildflowers not the cold clinical distance of my old mother not the silence of someone
36:31who only touched me to punish i blinked up at her she had kind eyes a soft smile she cradled
36:39me like
36:39i was made of glass grace is awake honey come quick our daughter just opened her eyes a man appeared
36:47tall
36:48a little awkward but his face lit up when he saw me he touched my tiny hand with one finger
36:54his voice was
36:55deep warm hey grace i'm your dad grace not stella no weight no chains no red light just grace a
37:08name
37:08that meant something light something cherished this house was small but warm full of light cartoon
37:15painting on the walls flowers by the window sunlight pouring through the windows warm on the floor
37:21i realized fast this family was nothing like the last one they never forced me to do anything there
37:29were no chokers no red lights no punishments for things i hadn't done i grew learned to crawl to talk
37:37and when i was three mom made a stew with celery the green stalks in the bowl triggered me i
37:44flashed back to
37:45choking throat swelling vomiting blood i stumbled backwards shaking tears came without permission
37:52mom immediately put down her spoon crouched pulled me into a hug grace what's wrong you don't like celery
38:00i couldn't speak just shook my head sobbing dad knelt too rubbed my back hey it's okay you don't have
38:08to
38:08eat it can you tell us why their eyes were patient gentle finally i choked out it hurts my throat
38:17makes
38:18me bleed they didn't say the verity choker doesn't lie they didn't accuse me of faking they took me to
38:25the pack healer immediately turns out i really do have a celery allergy after that celery never appeared in
38:32the house again mom added it to her market list grace's allergies celery she checked every time she
38:40shopped i lay in her arms that night smelling wild flowers and realized this is what it feels like to
38:46be believed love isn't measured by a stone it's listening even when the story sounds impossible when i
38:54was four dad took me to the pacular for my first health check there was a blood draw i saw
38:59the needle
38:59and lost it flashes of the choker tightening around my throat flashes of starvation i screamed clung to
39:07dad's leg the healer sighed i couldn't stop shaking don't punish me i'm not lying dad immediately
39:15scooped me up sorry she's not ready we'll come back another time on the walk home dad didn't scold
39:21me for being weak he just asked gently grace did someone hurt you before i buried my face in his
39:29shoulder tears soaking his shirt mom choker red light i couldn't explain it clearly but he listened
39:38nodded it's okay dad's here now no one's ever hurting you again from then on they took me to the
39:46pack
39:46healer regularly not for blood draws just to talk she has been hurt be patient with her my parents never
39:54complained never made me feel like a burden they bought me a colorful necklace but never forced me
40:00to wear it this is just a pretty thing grace wear it if you want take it off if you
40:05don't we'll love
40:06you either way slowly i started to heal i could say i don't like this without fear i could say
40:13i'm scared
40:14i could say i want that i didn't have to worry about my heart racing being proof of a lie
40:20i started sharing my
40:22stories with them i cried when i didn't get a toy i laughed when i got praise i was finally
40:28just a pup
40:29a normal loved pup
40:34when i turned seven i started at the pack school there was a girl in my class annie sullivan she
40:40looked
40:40exactly like emma same eyes but her hair was shorter and she was timid scared the first time i saw
40:49her
40:50my heart clenched flashbacks emma's smug grin the green light mocking me i stepped back instinctively
40:58annie noticed she looked down voice barely a whisper i'm annie do you want to be friends her tone was
41:07so
41:08careful so desperate to please just like i used to be i glanced at her neck she wore a simple
41:15choker with
41:15green gem my stomach turned later i found out annie's mom was strict too demanded honesty locked her in
41:24her room without food when she made mistakes one day annie accidentally knocked over the teacher's
41:30ink pot she was trembling too scared to admit it i saw her face red rimmed eyes barely holding back
41:37tears
41:38i remembered myself at that desk writing i am a liar over and over i walked over took her hand
41:47annie it's okay accidents happen let's tell the teacher together she won't be mad annie looked at
41:55me shocked but mom says liars are bad wolves being honest isn't about never making mistakes it's about
42:02owning up when you do and even if you tell the truth you shouldn't be punished for it if the
42:07teacher gets angry i'll stand with you if your mom gets angry come to my house my parents will help
42:13i
42:14gave her the courage i never had she confessed the teacher forgave her told her to be more careful
42:20next time from that day on we have been best friends i brought annie home to meet my parents
42:25she saw how warm they were how they didn't yell didn't punish little things i told her you don't have
42:32to make everyone happy you're allowed to feel things say things one day annie's mom came to pick
42:41her up from school she saw us together and her face twisted she grabbed annie's hand did you mess up
42:47again is grace covering for you annie immediately looked down silent i stepped in front of her looked
42:55at the mom in the eye ma'am annie didn't do anything wrong she's a good pup you shouldn't always
43:02assume
43:02the worst she's scared of you the mom froze looked at me then at annie's tear-filled eyes her expression
43:12softened that night she called my mom thanked her said i'd opened her eyes over time annie's mom got
43:20gentle started listening instead of yelling and annie she blossomed confident happy i watched her
43:28laugh freely one day and felt this warmth in my chest i didn't get saved in my last life i
43:34suffered
43:34alone in the dark but this time i could save someone else i could stop another stella from happening
43:41maybe that's the gift my past life gave me the ability to see pain and to heal it when i
43:47was 10
43:47my parents took me to visit grandma there was an old oak tree in her yard its branches spread wide
43:53casting shade over the whole garden i sat beneath it watching sunlight filter through the leaves my
43:59wolf dozed inside me warm and content then i saw her an old woman white hair hunched over a walking
44:05stick wearing a faded blue dress the second i saw her face i froze she looked exactly like rachel my
44:13old
44:14mother grandma noticed me too walked over slowly her eyes were hazy but there was something familiar
44:20in them something heavy what's your name child grace she repeated it softly grace that's a beautiful name
44:26she reached out like she wanted to touch my hair then hesitated pulled back like she was afraid of
44:32disturbing something sacred my mom came over steadied her mom this is our daughter grace so she was my
44:38grandma in this life too over the next few days grandma watched me constantly her expression was
44:44unreadable one morning she brought me a bowl of roasted meat grace eat up this used to be your
44:49favorite i stared at the bowl in my last life i wrote in my dying breath i want to eat
44:55mom's roasted
44:56meat and here was grandma saying those exact words tears blurred my vision this wasn't some distant wish
45:02anymore it was real right in front of me i picked up a piece bit into it tender sweet perfect
45:09grandma
45:10smiled a tired guilty smile that night lying in bed with my wolf curled warm inside my chest i thought
45:17about rachel's last words next life let me wear the choker let me be the liar punish me however you
45:23want
45:24just don't leave me i thought about her final tear the torn journal i didn't hate her anymore
45:29hating someone is like locking yourself in the past chewing on pain forever this life's warmth had
45:35already washed away the bitterness i just felt sad sad that she only understood too late real love was
45:42never about stones or punishment we stayed for a month then went back home before i left she held my
45:48hand grace live well be happy her voice was soft but heavy with meaning i nodded you too grandma i
45:55watched her
45:55walk away and i felt nothing no anger no grief the grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves
46:02blown away by the wind i wasn't stella anymore the girl locked in the dark choking on a lie i
46:08was grace
46:08sterling surrounded by love free at 13 i graduated from pack school got into the best academy in the region
46:15my parents took me to the lake for a picnic to celebrate i stood at the edge of the water
46:20wind in my hair
46:21the scent of pine and cold water on my skin i stretched out my arms feeling the freedom for a
46:27moment i saw her my ghost self floating desperate to hug someone but passing right through grace what
46:35are you thinking dad handed me a drink i smiled just i'm grateful to be alive to be with you
46:41both
46:41mom pulled me into a hug silly girl we're the lucky ones no one said anything we all just shifted
46:48at the
46:49same time like we'd done it a hundred times before we ran together through the trees through the shallow
46:54edge of the lake water spraying silver around our paws eventually i slowed down turned and threw myself
47:01at them we tumbled into the grass together mom nuzzled her head against mine dad licked the top of my
47:07head
47:08with lazy affection i pressed into them both and stayed there breathing hard warm all the way through
47:14i looked up at the sky through the canopy of trees i didn't need to prove i wasn't a liar
47:19anymore
47:19i didn't need to fear a red light i could laugh cry speak freely i had parents who loved me
47:26a best
47:27friend a healthy body a bright future this was the life i died wishing for that night i wrote in
47:33my journal
47:34not the blood-stained confessions of my old life this one was full of happiness growth love i wrote today
47:42we ran by the lake mom and dad shifted with me without saying a word we tumbled in the grass
47:47like
47:47pups i thought about my past self that little girl locked in a room choking in the dark desperate to
47:54be loved she'd never believe that i could be this happy mom and dad love me they taught me that
47:59honesty
48:00isn't something you punish out of someone it's something you grow with patience and warmth annie is
48:06my best friend now she laughs freely she speaks without flinching grandma is getting older but
48:13her eyes are warm when she looks at me my wolf grows stronger every day with her beside me i
48:19feel at
48:19ease i don't hate anyone anymore i don't cling to the past those painful memories are like paw prints in
48:25the mud washed away by rain but they taught me to cherish every step forward i know my old mom
48:32sister and
48:33dad got what they deserved and i finally broke free i found real freedom i don't want to see them
48:39again i don't want to relive that life i just want to be gray simple happy loved the lake was
48:46beautiful
48:46life was beautiful i closed my journal looked out the window moonlight shimmered on the water through
48:52the trees my wolf stirred softly inside my chest warm steady i smiled this life i finally became who i
49:00wanted to be no red light no starvation no lies just love freedom happiness and those scars from my past
49:08they became part of me proof that i had survived proof that darkness no matter how long it lasts
49:14cannot swallow you whole not if you keep moving toward the light the road ahead is long but i will
49:19walk it
49:20with courage with joy towards something even brighter
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