Skip to playerSkip to main content
  • 5 hours ago
Full Episode of The One That Got Away
Transcript
00:00:01Oh my god, it's Queen P!
00:00:05I'm Bella Rupert. Top of my class, top of my school.
00:00:10Every guy's fancy, and every girl's desperate wish.
00:00:14What my prestigious classmates don't know, unlike the Regina Georges of the world,
00:00:18I worked for every penny I spend, and every piece of my crown.
00:00:23And one day, my boy too.
00:00:33That's the new transfer, Louie. So frickin' hot.
00:00:36Hot? This kid? Looks like trash to me, so I might as well take him out.
00:00:41Oh! No.
00:00:46Hey, he's cool.
00:00:52Hi, I'm Bella Rupert. Be my guy, and I'll have your back at school.
00:00:57Watch out!
00:01:11Looks like I'm the one who's got your back.
00:01:13First sight, I fell for Louie.
00:01:16Yep, the whole school knows.
00:01:18Queen B adores the plain guy, and has been all over him for two years.
00:01:22Two years!
00:01:24The whole school already sees you two as a couple, and now all this effort to make an official girl.
00:01:28You two love him.
00:01:29Louie's just not, like, the most romantic guy.
00:01:32And there's literally nothing wrong with a girl making the first move.
00:01:37Tonight, I'm gonna lose my virginity.
00:01:40Till then.
00:01:42I feel you!
00:01:44You are so nice.
00:01:45It's pretty good, right?
00:01:48Louis is that way.
00:01:49The fireworks that you prepare for him are about to start, Bella.
00:01:51Go get him.
00:01:52Wait, I'm on.
00:01:54Now go.
00:01:55Go, go, go.
00:01:59Louie
00:02:03Oh yeah
00:02:07Oh Vivian
00:02:14Did I find out?
00:02:16Louie, the boy I've been chasing for two years
00:02:19Loves Vivian, the stepsister who stole everything from me
00:02:28Who's there?
00:02:37Yo, Phillip, what's up dude?
00:02:39Yo, happy birthday Mr. Moneybag
00:02:41I mean seriously, I still don't get you
00:02:43Aster Air playing poor boy just to chase some girl
00:02:47Aster? As in the Aster family that basically owns the city?
00:02:50I'd do anything just to be close to Vivian
00:02:52Just tell Vivian how you feel already
00:02:54I mean why follow her stepsister Bella like a puppy dog for two fucking years
00:02:59I mean Vivian told me she's the hidden kid of the Rupert
00:03:02Unlike Bella who grew up rich and spoiled
00:03:05Vivian's been through a lot
00:03:06I didn't want to freak her out with my heir identity
00:03:09Rich and spoiled?
00:03:10More like unprovided and unloved
00:03:12Dad never gives me any money since he got his mistress and their bastard daughter Vivian in our home
00:03:17I had to work part time to stay respected in this elite school
00:03:20Using Bella to see her, that's the safest way
00:03:23You hang out with Bella every day
00:03:26Aren't you worried you're gonna get your feelings?
00:03:28I mean she is well knowingly pretty
00:03:32No way
00:03:33I've been loving Vivian long enough
00:03:36That doesn't change easily
00:03:38Louie, you've been using me this whole time
00:03:41You don't know how much I loved you
00:03:43And now, you never will
00:03:47Tell Louie how I feel
00:03:49Lose my V-card
00:03:53That's it Louie
00:03:54I'm done pining for you
00:03:56I'm done playing your little games
00:03:58I give up
00:04:01So, you really plan to obey your father
00:04:04And transfer to a public school in another state during your senior year
00:04:09I've made up my mind
00:04:09And what about the R program?
00:04:11You've been working on that your whole high school career
00:04:13Vivian can have my spot in the program
00:04:16Alright then
00:04:18This will be your last week at Wentworth
00:04:20I hope you make the most of it
00:04:28Sorry Bella for taking away everything you worked so hard for
00:04:31But daddy just loves me so much
00:04:33Say that
00:04:33I don't care anymore
00:04:35And
00:04:36By the way
00:04:37Louie
00:04:39He's all yours now too
00:04:42I chased him for two years
00:04:44Turns out my sepsis was the one he wanted all along
00:04:47This is my last seven days of school
00:04:49After that I'm done with everything here
00:04:52I'm telling you man
00:04:53You gotta try out for the team
00:04:54You'll do great
00:05:04Bella?
00:05:07What's gotten into her?
00:05:10She never let anyone else sit next to me before
00:05:15Sorry
00:05:16The seat's taken
00:05:36I got it
00:05:40Hey
00:05:43My iris prize announcement is tomorrow
00:05:45You'll be there right?
00:05:47You know I've worked my entire high school career
00:05:50Raised huge amounts of charity funds to get this award
00:05:52It'll help me get into my dream school
00:05:54I want you to be there for me
00:05:56I have basketball practice
00:05:58Vivian will be there
00:06:01Okay
00:06:02I'll be there
00:06:03Of course
00:06:04The moment I mention Vivian you're down
00:06:05Well one last time to show myself in the spotlight
00:06:08Remember me in my best glory, Louis
00:06:11Before I'm going for good
00:06:17Wait, does Bella know you'll join her on stage?
00:06:20Isn't it like her thing?
00:06:22She doesn't
00:06:23I can't wait to see her face when she finds out that dad donated a million dollars in my name
00:06:28Just so I can compete with her
00:06:29Win or lose, I'll make sure she suffers
00:06:31Like always
00:06:37Bella
00:06:39Look at you, Miss Nerd Chic
00:06:44We're not that close
00:06:45Vivian's just cheering you up
00:06:47Yes
00:06:47You're the queen bee
00:06:48But you can't bully your sister like that
00:06:52It's okay
00:06:53Bella is so much cooler than me
00:06:56I don't deserve her kindness
00:06:57Queen is a bully
00:06:58That's so ugly
00:06:59Sister's cute
00:07:00Bella's gone mute
00:07:01Sister's the prize
00:07:02Bella cries
00:07:04Lou
00:07:07Thanks for studying the night with me last Saturday
00:07:09It made me feel so much better
00:07:11Of course
00:07:12I didn't have anything going on that day
00:07:14And you needed to be taken care of
00:07:16Wait
00:07:17Saturday night
00:07:18Isn't that when Lou stood you up?
00:07:21Don't tell me he ditched you
00:07:22For Vivian
00:07:24I saved up for months to get those front row seats
00:07:27Because Louie loved that band
00:07:28I waited until the last car left the wall
00:07:31And he never showed up
00:07:35Hey
00:07:36Vivian was really sick that day
00:07:38I couldn't just leave her
00:07:39Please don't make this a thing
00:07:41You can play doctor with whoever you want
00:07:43We were never that serious
00:07:44Are you mad at me?
00:07:45No
00:07:47I'm indifferent
00:07:49Now if you will excuse me
00:07:51I have an iris prize to accept
00:07:54Why is she acting so weird?
00:07:56All right
00:07:57All right
00:07:58Everyone
00:07:59As we all know
00:08:00The iris prize is given to the student
00:08:02Who raises the most money for charity
00:08:04Using her talent, intelligence, and leadership
00:08:07And the winner
00:08:08Will also be recommended to the best college in the state
00:08:12Is this when I take the crown from you this year?
00:08:15Are you going to cry?
00:08:15I know dad donated a million dollars in your name
00:08:17But I raised more
00:08:19With my own two hands
00:08:20So I'll be giving you the tissues later
00:08:23Sis
00:08:24Bella's worked on this for years
00:08:25It's going to go to her
00:08:26This award is the one thing I care about most
00:08:28Before I leave this school
00:08:29All my years of hard work
00:08:31No one can take it from me
00:08:33And the winner goes to
00:08:41Vivian Ruppert
00:08:48Well Vivian raised
00:08:50Ten million dollars
00:08:51For charity
00:08:52Dad only threw in a million
00:08:54So where did the other nine million come from?
00:08:56Wow
00:08:57This is totally unexpected
00:08:59Can't believe I actually beat the proud Bella
00:09:02I guess all my hard work and persistence
00:09:04Finally paid off
00:09:06I don't know
00:09:06There was a big mistake
00:09:08I requested that the votes be counted publicly
00:09:10Well, no, there isn't any sort of miscount, Bella
00:09:13You were in the lead at first
00:09:14But in the last ten minutes
00:09:16The Aster Heir donated
00:09:17Nine million dollars
00:09:18In Vivian's name
00:09:20Aster Heir
00:09:21Top tier
00:09:22Richest family
00:09:23Crystal clear
00:09:24For Vivian
00:09:25Nine milks
00:09:25Cheer
00:09:25Queen's witch crown
00:09:26Bella disappears
00:09:29Aster family
00:09:30So it was you, Louis
00:09:31You are the secret donor
00:09:33Who helped Vivian steal this moment from me
00:09:35The thing I've worked for years
00:09:37The one thing I truly care about
00:09:39Louis
00:09:40Do you love her that much?
00:09:42Or just never cared about me?
00:09:44I'm just thinking of you, Louis
00:09:45It doesn't mean you don't believe
00:09:46Sarah, take a picture with your dear sister
00:09:56Watch out!
00:09:59Really?
00:10:13I'm such a fool to think he was gonna save me
00:10:19Oh my god
00:10:19Vivian, are you okay?
00:10:21I'm okay
00:10:22I think
00:10:23Did you guys see that?
00:10:24Louis pushed Bella aside to save Vivian
00:10:26I thought he was with Queen Bee
00:10:28Maybe he's really in love with Vivian instead
00:10:34Oh my god, Bella, are you okay?
00:10:36You're bleeding
00:10:37Why are you okay?
00:10:39I'm just trying to see if you're good
00:10:41I'm fine
00:10:43I feel dizzy
00:10:45Louis!
00:10:46Vivian just fainted
00:10:47Help her
00:10:48Vivian
00:10:49We have to get another nurse now
00:11:14Oh god damn it
00:11:21Vivian, are you okay?
00:11:24He's never looked at me like that
00:11:26Bella
00:11:27I was so worried
00:11:30He's such a jerk
00:11:31I can't believe he would save that snake Vivian over you
00:11:34He does not deserve you after everything you've done for him
00:11:36It's fine, it's fine
00:11:38Alice, I only have a couple more days here
00:11:41I'll be fine
00:11:41Let's have someone be up
00:11:49Oh my gosh, Bella
00:11:50Are you okay?
00:11:52I was so worried
00:11:53You have such a faith
00:11:54I mean that
00:11:55It's fine, Alice
00:11:56No need to worry
00:11:57Sis, I'm tougher than you think
00:11:59Sis
00:12:03How does it feel to watch the love of your life lick my feet?
00:12:09Oh my god
00:12:10Bella
00:12:11I was just asking if you were okay
00:12:13How could you shove your sister like that?
00:12:15You're totally out of line
00:12:16I didn't start this
00:12:18Stop lying
00:12:19I was standing right here
00:12:20You clearly laughed out at her out of nowhere
00:12:22She's not even injured
00:12:24Louis, do you know what she said?
00:12:25Touch her
00:12:28Bella, are you okay?
00:12:31I'm going to start
00:12:36You're such an asshole, Louis
00:12:38After everything Bella's done for you
00:12:40How can you be so cruel?
00:12:41Because you've never cared about me
00:12:43In his eyes, I'm a monster
00:12:45And Vivian can do no wrong
00:12:47Five days
00:12:48In five days, you'll never have to see me again
00:12:52Was she really hurt, seriously?
00:12:54I didn't mean to
00:12:55Why didn't she tell me?
00:13:00Lou
00:13:02I feel bad for tearing you away from Bella
00:13:04I know you always walk her to cause
00:13:07I can manage on my own
00:13:09No, it's okay, babe
00:13:11Bella's fine
00:13:12I'll stay with you
00:13:16Hey
00:13:17It's okay
00:13:19I got my welcome email from Franklin High
00:13:21So it's official
00:13:23But I'm leaving in five days
00:13:24I'm going to miss you so much
00:13:30Louis, I don't want to be around you anymore
00:13:37Hey, we're closing in five
00:13:39Just so you know
00:13:39Look at our Queen Bee
00:13:41Working in a dirty hipster cafe
00:13:42For lunch money
00:13:43Can't wait to hear everyone laugh about it
00:13:46If you're not going to order
00:13:47You need to leave
00:13:50For my birthday party
00:13:51I don't want people thinking
00:13:53I didn't invite my sister, so
00:13:54Here
00:13:55I'm not interested in showing face at your shadow party
00:13:58It's too bad
00:14:00I was going to give you your mom's bracelet if it came
00:14:08I miss you, Mom
00:14:13I love that bracelet
00:14:15Get that back
00:14:16That was my mom's
00:14:18If Vivian likes it
00:14:20Then she gets it
00:14:21Don't you dare take anything your sister likes
00:14:37That used to be me
00:14:39With friends
00:14:44If you want a boyfriend
00:14:47I'm single
00:14:51Yeah, Vivian
00:14:52What is your type?
00:14:54My type?
00:14:56Check my insta post
00:14:57I want a guy who's loyal
00:15:00And obsessed with me
00:15:01But like hot too
00:15:02Like he would get a tattoo for me
00:15:04But not like a corny one
00:15:06Just like my initials on his chest or something
00:15:09Vivian
00:15:10Oh
00:15:17Louis
00:15:17Wait
00:15:18Did you just get that V tattooed on your chest for Vivian?
00:15:22Uh
00:15:25He even got a tattoo for her
00:15:27Louis and Bella
00:15:28Hashtag past tense
00:15:29Louis and Vivian
00:15:30That makes sense
00:15:32Did you see Bella cling?
00:15:33Did you see Louis cave?
00:15:34Mean girl
00:15:34Fat game
00:15:35Call her queen bee?
00:15:36Ugh, that's so lame
00:15:38Dude, that is so hot
00:15:45Yeah?
00:15:46No one's ever done anything like that before for me
00:15:49I don't want to be here
00:15:58Bella just destroyed that tower
00:16:01She just can't bear no being the center of attention
00:16:03Can she?
00:16:05Bella?
00:16:06She's fine
00:16:08Taggy Bella
00:16:09Look at her go
00:16:10Stealing the spotlight
00:16:12Stealing the show
00:16:13Ooh, poor Bella
00:16:14Tripping on the floor
00:16:15Always wants attention
00:16:17Always wants more
00:16:18I'm so sorry
00:16:20I'm looking for Miss Vivian Rupert
00:16:23I have a gift delivery for her
00:16:25From the Aster Air
00:16:30Vivian
00:16:30First, Louis gets your name tattooed on his chest
00:16:33And now the Aster Air is after you too
00:16:35I've never met the Aster Air in person
00:16:37But I know he's a good man
00:16:39I don't care if my future boyfriend's rich
00:16:41I just want someone who genuinely cares about me
00:16:45Louis Aster
00:16:51The Aster Air
00:16:52I wish you and your perfect dream girl
00:16:54A happy, happy life
00:17:01Go on
00:17:02Open the gifts
00:17:03We want to see
00:17:04Yeah, yeah, yeah
00:17:05Come on
00:17:07That's a limited edition pink diamond
00:17:09From the Tiffany collection
00:17:10It must be worth a fortune
00:17:12Alright
00:17:13Tell me
00:17:13What is it about Vivian
00:17:15That you'll like anyways
00:17:16That is so special
00:17:19She's just
00:17:19Not like other girls
00:17:21She was there for me
00:17:22At the worst time of my life
00:17:24Not even knowing who I was
00:17:27After my mother passed
00:17:28I didn't talk to anyone for weeks
00:17:30I didn't even want to live anymore
00:17:35Louis
00:17:36I'll always be there for you
00:17:38Love, mom
00:17:39But you're not here, mom
00:17:48I'm always here
00:17:49If you need me
00:17:53This is
00:17:54Actually, I'm Not Okay
00:17:56The podcast where it's okay not to be okay
00:17:58You want to talk?
00:18:00Give me a call
00:18:00The hotline is
00:18:02212-437-6300
00:18:08Hello?
00:18:11No, no, no
00:18:12It's not real
00:18:14Don't really care
00:18:18Hey
00:18:18If you're still listening
00:18:20I promise
00:18:21This isn't a scam call
00:18:22The only warranty I'm selling
00:18:25Is support
00:18:25And it's free
00:18:27Unfortunately
00:18:28I'm gonna call back again
00:18:30Don't hang up
00:18:31Okay?
00:18:37Hello?
00:18:39How's your day?
00:18:40Is it better than yesterday?
00:18:42Are you
00:18:42In school?
00:18:47It felt like she could see through me
00:18:49And take away my pain
00:18:52Good night, listeners
00:18:54I went to the studio to look for her
00:18:56To thank her in person
00:18:59Wait, I know him
00:19:00He was on TikTok
00:19:01Isn't he the heir of some rich family?
00:19:03Is he true
00:19:03Can I get an ear?
00:19:05Can I get an ear?
00:19:09Can I get an ear?
00:19:09Can I get an ear?
00:19:09I have to go
00:19:10Why don't you know?
00:19:11This is so nice
00:19:12Wait
00:19:24I missed meeting her that day
00:19:26I swore
00:19:27I devote myself to loving her forever
00:19:30It's the only way to repay her for her kindness
00:19:40Louie Astor
00:19:41The Astor heir
00:19:43I wish you and your perfect dream girl
00:19:45A happy, happy life
00:19:50Leaving so quickly?
00:19:52Must be tough to watch me take all your friends away from you
00:19:56Well, now that we're here
00:19:58Please give me my mom's bracelet
00:19:59She tried to business so quickly
00:20:02Are you sure you don't want cake first?
00:20:04Oh, by the way
00:20:05Did you catch her little crush's new tattoo?
00:20:08Can't believe that loser got my initials tatted
00:20:10Isn't that so cringe?
00:20:15I actually liked the poor nobody
00:20:17Please
00:20:18I'm about to be Queen V
00:20:20I can have anybody I want
00:20:23Including
00:20:25The heir to the Astor fortune
00:20:28I just wanted to show you
00:20:29That I can take anything you love away from you
00:20:31Including
00:20:33Your dead mommy's cheap little bracelet
00:20:37Don't dare
00:20:38Talk about my mom
00:20:41Give it to me
00:20:43You know
00:20:43You ended up just like her
00:20:46A forgotten nobody
00:20:47No
00:20:55Vivian
00:20:58Vivian
00:20:59Vivian
00:21:01Don't push me
00:21:02I just asked if you want to cake
00:21:08Vivian, are you okay?
00:21:10Louie, I promise I didn't
00:21:15I did not do this
00:21:17I'm so scared
00:21:20I don't know what I did to make Bella so angry
00:21:22Bella, you've gotten out of hand
00:21:24You've been going after Vivian for days
00:21:25And now you push her on her birthday?
00:21:27Bella's such a booby
00:21:28So this is how the real Queen Bee treats her family?
00:21:32She's lying
00:21:32I've
00:21:33You've gone too far
00:21:35Apologize now
00:21:38I have nothing to apologize for
00:21:40Thank you
00:21:41Thank you, boy
00:21:42You've been so kind
00:21:43Forget it
00:21:44Bella doesn't know how to control her temper
00:21:46She didn't have a mother to raise her
00:21:48You little snake
00:21:50Go
00:21:51Now
00:21:52Or I'll have security escort you
00:22:04Take this, bully
00:22:10Enjoy the cage
00:22:11All over you
00:22:14You pushed Vivian
00:22:16And ripped her dress
00:22:17She lost a dress
00:22:18Now
00:22:19You're going to lose one too
00:22:20Take it off
00:22:21And apologize
00:22:22Now
00:22:23Take it off
00:22:25Take it off
00:22:26Take it off
00:22:27Louie
00:22:28You're just standing there
00:22:30Watching them humiliate me
00:22:32Not even a step closer
00:22:45Fine
00:22:47But I only took it off
00:22:49So you can deal with the dress
00:22:53You want an apology?
00:22:55Fine
00:23:01How's that?
00:23:21Bella, wait
00:23:22Why are you being like this to your sister?
00:23:24Believe whatever you want
00:23:26Louie
00:23:36She is not my sister
00:23:39She showed up with her mom
00:23:40Days after my mom passed away
00:23:43And she took everything from me
00:23:44She destroyed my mother's memory
00:23:47She stole my father's love
00:23:49And she even took away
00:23:54She did the one thing
00:23:55I'm going to wait for me
00:23:56What did she take?
00:23:59It doesn't matter
00:24:02Nothing matters
00:24:02More
00:24:19No, stop crying, Bella
00:24:22Stop
00:24:24It's stupid
00:24:27It's stupid
00:24:28I'm leaving you, Louie
00:24:30I'm leaving you tomorrow
00:24:33Goodbye
00:24:34My stupid first love
00:24:44Here we are
00:24:45The day I leave
00:24:49Hey
00:24:49What's with the suitcase?
00:24:51Are you going somewhere?
00:24:52Do you still want me to pick you up after practice today?
00:24:55The dress you left at the party last night
00:24:57I got it washed
00:25:01But Bella, if you're still mad about last night
00:25:02Louie
00:25:04If you want to do something for me
00:25:06Why don't you buy Vivian a matcha latte?
00:25:09It's her favorite
00:25:12Okay
00:25:13I guess I'll get going then
00:25:16I'll see you in class
00:25:20This is goodbye
00:25:21Louie Aster
00:25:27You're going to the airport?
00:25:29Yes
00:25:29Where?
00:25:32Away
00:25:42May we never see each other again
00:25:55Why does my heart hurt for no reason?
00:26:03Hello?
00:26:04Bella Rupert, new transfer student to Franklin High School
00:26:07Yes
00:26:10Bella
00:26:11It's been years
00:26:12We're going to see each other again
00:26:16I wonder if you'll remember me
00:26:18I would ever want her
00:26:19Be for real
00:26:20Nerd girl jokes
00:26:21Sad little show
00:26:21Everybody laughs
00:26:22Everybody knows
00:26:26Bella
00:26:28No Lou, it's Vivian
00:26:32Where's Bella?
00:26:33She's not here yet?
00:26:35Is that matcha latte for me?
00:26:38You didn't hear her?
00:26:40Bella transferred to another state
00:26:42She's gone
00:26:43Bella?
00:26:46She left?
00:26:48What the fuck, Louie?
00:26:50I thought she would have told you
00:26:52So that's why Bella had all her bags packed this morning
00:26:55You told me that you couldn't stand her anymore
00:26:57Now it'll just be us
00:26:58Like you always wanted
00:27:02Yes, this is what I wanted
00:27:04But why do I suddenly feel like something's missing?
00:27:07Since Bella has left
00:27:09Vivian will be taking Bella's place
00:27:11In our prestigious broadcast media program
00:27:14That's amazing
00:27:15I didn't know you were interested in that
00:27:17I'm not
00:27:17I'm not
00:27:18But how hard can it be?
00:27:19Look pretty
00:27:20Be on TV
00:27:21Read some lines off a prompter
00:27:23And voila
00:27:23I'm an influencer
00:27:25Vivian, the program isn't just video broadcast
00:27:28It also includes radio
00:27:29Radio?
00:27:30Please, I'm too pretty for that
00:27:33Didn't she host her own podcast show
00:27:35Not too long ago?
00:27:36Turn to page 394
00:27:46When are you going to ask Vivian out?
00:27:50Ask her
00:27:51And now that Bella's gone
00:27:52I can finally ask Vivian out
00:27:55What am I waiting for?
00:28:03Is everything okay, Lou?
00:28:05You don't miss Bella, do you?
00:28:08Vivian, there's something I want to say to you
00:28:10Meet me tomorrow after school
00:28:11By the flower garden
00:28:18Where's your bracelet?
00:28:20What bracelet?
00:28:21What are you talking about?
00:28:24What bracelet?
00:28:25What are you talking about?
00:28:27I know what it's like to lose someone you love
00:28:29I wear my mom's bracelet every day
00:28:32It's all I have of her
00:28:34I would never give it up
00:28:35For the world
00:28:37Didn't you always wear a bracelet on your right wrist?
00:28:41Oh, you mean that cheap old thing that I've had for years?
00:28:44I threw that away
00:28:45Time for an upgrade
00:28:52All right, guys
00:28:53Let's do one more rehearsal, okay?
00:28:55Make this one count
00:28:56Give me some energy
00:28:56Ready?
00:28:57One
00:28:58Two
00:29:00And three
00:29:03Come on, guys
00:29:04Please give me something
00:29:07Are you sure she's still coming?
00:29:10She'll be here
00:29:11She promised
00:29:12Almost six
00:29:13He's still waiting
00:29:14Two whole hours
00:29:15Heart is breaking
00:29:16Vivian's gone where diamonds are
00:29:18Aster air shines like a star
00:29:20Moomy dreams but comes a blast
00:29:21Only Bella loved him
00:29:23In the past
00:29:28Feel like, man
00:29:30The Vivian I remembered
00:29:31Wouldn't be shallow like that
00:29:32Maybe something happened to her
00:29:34Anyone know where Vivian is right now?
00:29:51Don't you feel bad?
00:29:53Standing Louie up today?
00:29:55He's been so sweet to you
00:29:58I could just tell he was gonna do some dumb love proposal
00:30:01And then ask me to prom
00:30:03Can you imagine?
00:30:04I've got the Aster air after me
00:30:07No way
00:30:07I'm going to my first one with prom
00:30:09With some poor inner city kid
00:30:11Honestly
00:30:12Lou's hot
00:30:13I thought you actually liked him
00:30:15Why'd you make such a fuss over him
00:30:17At your birthday?
00:30:18Why do you think?
00:30:20Because Bella's in love with him
00:30:21And anything she has, I want
00:30:24I'm gonna hear something funny
00:30:26I told her that I'd give her her dead mommy's bracelet back
00:30:29Just to get her to come
00:30:30Oh my god
00:30:31I see Lou all over me
00:30:33Then, threw that bracelet away
00:30:35You should have seen the look on her face
00:30:38That bracelet?
00:30:39Was Bella's?
00:30:41I don't even care about that cheap shit
00:30:43I just made Daddy give it to me
00:30:44Because Bella cherishes her
00:30:46He loves me so much
00:30:47He'll believe anything I say
00:30:50Who's there?
00:31:02Phillip?
00:31:04Your dad owns the broadcast studio on South Street, right?
00:31:06I need a favor
00:31:09One of my dad's companies
00:31:10He sponsors the
00:31:11Actually, I'm Not Okay podcast
00:31:13Which is hosted by
00:31:14Bella Rupert
00:31:18I wear my mom's bracelet every day
00:31:20It's all I have of her
00:31:23But there's more
00:31:24I also looked up the
00:31:26I'm Not Okay podcast on Instagram
00:31:27Is everyone okay?
00:31:29Because
00:31:30After a brief hiatus
00:31:32Actually, I'm Not Okay is back
00:31:33I'm your host, Bella Rupert
00:31:36We've got new episodes dropping soon
00:31:38Bella?
00:31:39She hasn't answered any of my calls
00:31:41I have to find her
00:31:43She transferred
00:31:44Yeah, look
00:31:44Franklin, hi
00:31:47Okay
00:31:48Confession time tonight
00:31:49This is embarrassing
00:31:51But
00:31:51I was in love
00:31:53With a boy
00:31:53And I thought
00:31:55If I just loved him enough
00:31:57He had to love me back
00:31:59Turns out it doesn't work that way
00:32:01The truth is
00:32:02My crush used me
00:32:04To get to my sister
00:32:07And yeah, it hurt like hell
00:32:09But I said goodbye
00:32:10To my stupid old crush this week
00:32:13Started a new chapter
00:32:15And I think
00:32:16I'm gonna be okay without him
00:32:21What have I been doing
00:32:22For the last two years
00:32:24Mistaking the girl that I love
00:32:27I treated Bella's feelings like garbage
00:32:29I hurt her so much
00:32:33I'm such an idiot
00:32:36Fuck
00:32:39I have to do something
00:32:40To make this right
00:32:42Wait for me, brother
00:32:43I promise
00:32:49Thanks, Ollie
00:32:49You did great
00:32:51As always
00:32:53Thank you for letting me do my podcast
00:32:55I didn't realize how much
00:32:56I missed having a voice
00:32:57Not just any voice
00:32:59You have this way of
00:33:00Getting people to open up
00:33:01About themselves
00:33:02And connecting people
00:33:03I can tell you're really passionate
00:33:05About your stories
00:33:07How do you know that?
00:33:09Have you heard my show before?
00:33:15I gotta go
00:33:16Thank you
00:33:17Again
00:33:19Bella
00:33:20You really don't remember me, do you?
00:33:25Look at she
00:33:26That's the movie Aster that I know
00:33:28Wait, is that
00:33:29Vivian and I?
00:33:30She really are
00:33:30She doesn't know
00:33:32In fact
00:33:33I invited her here tonight
00:33:34As the Aster Heirs date
00:33:37If I'm gonna reveal who I am
00:33:38Everyone should know
00:33:39Who she truly is, too
00:33:41Okay, so I take it
00:33:42That the PI you hired
00:33:43Didn't have good news
00:33:43About her past
00:33:44Let's just say
00:33:45I invited the skeletons
00:33:46In her closet
00:33:47To come out tonight, too
00:33:50Oh, my God
00:33:54So, where's this rich boy
00:33:56That you have
00:33:57Wrapped around your finger?
00:33:58That's your parents
00:33:59So we should get
00:33:59To meet him first
00:34:00Did he ask you to prom yet?
00:34:02Mom, don't embarrass me
00:34:04Rich guys like him
00:34:05Probably don't even go to prom
00:34:06He invited me
00:34:07To be his date tonight
00:34:08So, who knows
00:34:09Maybe I'll go straight to a ring
00:34:13Welcome, esteemed trustees
00:34:15It's so wonderful
00:34:16To have everyone here tonight
00:34:17Tonight, we are here
00:34:19To honor the Aster family
00:34:21For their generous donation
00:34:22To our Iris Prize fund
00:34:24Please, welcome to the stage
00:34:26Our Iris Prize winner
00:34:28Miss Vivian Rupert
00:34:29Who will introduce
00:34:30Mr. Louis Astor himself
00:34:35Oh, my God
00:34:36The Aster art is fine
00:34:38You've got to show me space
00:34:39And it's all because of Vivian
00:34:40Do you think he'll propose?
00:34:44It is my pleasure
00:34:45To introduce to you
00:34:46Tonight's guest of honor
00:34:47Mr. Louis Astor
00:35:04Louie, you're the Louie Astor?
00:35:06Turns out Lou
00:35:07Is actually the heir
00:35:08To the Aster fortune
00:35:09Louie Astor
00:35:10No wonder he's been
00:35:11By Vivian's side
00:35:12Since she got here
00:35:13Do you think he's gonna
00:35:14Ask her to prom
00:35:15In front of everyone?
00:35:16Oh, my
00:35:16Better yet
00:35:17Marry him
00:35:18Oh, jeez
00:35:22Hi, everyone
00:35:23Why is he looking at me
00:35:24Differently all of a sudden?
00:35:26I'm Louis Astor
00:35:27Most of my friends
00:35:28At Wentworth
00:35:28Know me as Lou
00:35:30But tonight's not about me
00:35:33I'd like to say a few words
00:35:34About Vivian Rupert
00:35:38How well do you really know
00:35:40Your new Queen V?
00:35:41Let's find out, shall we?
00:35:49Well, look how popular Vivian is
00:35:51Wait, that's the Smith heir
00:35:54The White heir
00:35:54And the Forbes heir
00:35:57Holy fuck
00:35:58That is Vivian
00:36:00Looks like she's only sleeping
00:36:01With every rich guy
00:36:02In the state
00:36:03That's enough
00:36:05That's enough
00:36:05What is this?
00:36:09That's not all
00:36:10She also volunteered
00:36:12With the mental health hotline
00:36:13To get all of your secrets
00:36:15And make fun of you online
00:36:17No, no, no, no
00:36:18Vivian was behind that vlog?
00:36:20That's straight up
00:36:21Psychological abuse
00:36:22Speaking of abuse
00:36:25Oh, my God
00:36:27I thought you liked me
00:36:31See, I thought I did too
00:36:32Until I realized
00:36:33You were pretending to be Bella
00:36:35You manipulated me
00:36:36You manipulated everyone
00:36:38Into hating her
00:36:39And now we all
00:36:41Know who you really are
00:36:45Lou, wait
00:36:46Mask off
00:36:47Vivian, truth is out
00:36:49Not that crown
00:36:50Now get out
00:36:51No more active
00:36:52No more games
00:36:53Say it loud
00:36:54Say her name
00:36:55That's our little girl
00:36:56And that was disgusting
00:36:57I want you to get back
00:36:58On that stage
00:37:04You gotta see this
00:37:07Bella's with another guy?
00:37:13That's the new transfer
00:37:15Bella Rupert
00:37:17Looks like she's already got her claws in Oliver
00:37:19Your third dozen roses
00:37:21For your third day
00:37:22At Franklin
00:37:23From Oliver
00:37:25Oliver's being so nice to me
00:37:26I heard she tried to steal her sister's boyfriend
00:37:29And when he rejected her
00:37:30She was so embarrassed
00:37:31That she transferred schools
00:37:34Do you think you're better than us?
00:37:37I'm sorry
00:37:37Do we know each other?
00:37:39We know you
00:37:39Queen Bee
00:37:40You tried to steal your sister's boyfriend
00:37:42And became the joke
00:37:43At Wentworth
00:37:44You chased him for two years
00:37:45And at once did he ask you out
00:37:47But look
00:37:47You pulled out all the stops
00:37:48For your sister's promposal
00:37:51You're so predictable
00:37:52Louis
00:37:52I'm barely gone
00:37:54And you're already going public with Vivian
00:37:56You are mistaken
00:37:57I decided to leave Louis
00:38:00Now he can do whatever he wants
00:38:03So give me my flowers back
00:38:04Catch
00:38:07You think just because Oliver got you flowers
00:38:10It means he likes you?
00:38:11He's just nice to everyone
00:38:13Or
00:38:14Maybe someone's a little jealous
00:38:16Jealous?
00:38:17Jealous of trash like you?
00:38:20Never
00:38:30Stop
00:38:34Get away from her
00:38:38Oliver, I
00:38:39We were just messing around
00:38:41We didn't mean anything by it
00:38:43I like her
00:38:45Is that a problem?
00:38:47He likes me
00:38:48But we hardly know each other
00:38:51In fact, Bella
00:38:53I've liked you for a long time
00:38:55Since we were kids
00:38:57Oliver, what are you talking about?
00:39:00You don't remember?
00:39:04Yeah
00:39:05Oh my god
00:39:06Oh my god, he's so hot
00:39:07Feel that?
00:39:09What?
00:39:10I'm missing a rib
00:39:12God took it from me
00:39:13And made you with it
00:39:20We saw that when we were kids
00:39:21Yes, you remember
00:39:23You're crying baby
00:39:25From next door
00:39:26I don't cry anymore
00:39:27Oh my god
00:39:31Oh my god
00:39:31This is so sweet
00:39:32Bella's Oliver's childhood crush
00:39:34I'm crying
00:39:35I'm like supposed to be on my side
00:39:37I just love love
00:39:38Kiss her
00:39:40Kiss her
00:39:41Kiss her
00:39:41No, no, no, no, no
00:39:43Kiss her
00:39:43Kiss her
00:39:44Kiss her
00:39:45Kiss her
00:39:45Kiss her
00:39:46Kiss her
00:39:46Kiss her
00:39:48Kiss her
00:39:57Why are you here?
00:39:58I made a mistake, Bella
00:40:00Please, can we just talk?
00:40:01You broke her heart
00:40:01There's nothing else to say
00:40:05Stop
00:40:06Hey, wait
00:40:07Louis, stop
00:40:09This is between us
00:40:10Leave him out
00:40:14Please, Bella
00:40:15Can we just talk privately?
00:40:17I can explain
00:40:17Explain?
00:40:19There's nothing to explain
00:40:21You hid who you are
00:40:23And you pretended to be my friend
00:40:24So you could chase after my sister
00:40:26You played me the whole time
00:40:29Only because I thought you were someone else
00:40:31I was wrong
00:40:32You're the one I love
00:40:35Louis
00:40:37You
00:40:39You
00:40:39You were me
00:40:41If you loved me, why?
00:40:43Why?
00:40:44Do you have my sister's initial on your chest?
00:40:48Oh
00:40:49He's so cooked
00:40:50That was before I knew the truth
00:40:52I found the wrong girl
00:40:54You want it gone?
00:40:55It's gone
00:40:57It's done
00:41:11Oh my god, he's dead
00:41:12Oh my god
00:41:14Louis, what the hell?
00:41:15Stop
00:41:16I'll cut my heart out for you, Bella
00:41:18Just say the word
00:41:19Wait, wait, wait
00:41:20Oh my god
00:41:20It's gone
00:41:22Wait
00:41:23Wait, stop
00:41:24Stop this now
00:41:25You must do this
00:41:26I'll do anything you want
00:41:27I'll carve your name in my heart
00:41:29Stop
00:41:29Stop
00:41:30Stop
00:41:30Right now
00:41:31Stop
00:41:31Look at me
00:41:32Just one more month
00:41:35Just one more chance
00:41:36I'll make everything right
00:41:40One month is too long
00:41:43I will give you a week
00:41:45The first week of spring break
00:41:48Spend it with me
00:41:50If you never want to see me again
00:41:52I'll let you go
00:41:55Okay
00:41:56Stella
00:41:59Just trust me, Oliver
00:42:01I know what I'm doing
00:42:04I will spend spring break with you
00:42:07But I promise
00:42:08It won't change anything
00:42:10I have moved on
00:42:11So after a week
00:42:12You have to let me leave
00:42:14In peace
00:42:22Bella, I'll win you back
00:42:24I promise
00:42:31Welcome to after Bella
00:42:34Do you like it, Bella?
00:42:36I sent it all up just for you
00:42:38Are these the same balloons and flowers you used for Vivian's promposal?
00:42:42No
00:42:43Bella
00:42:44I will show myself tomorrow
00:42:49Why don't you take the primary bedroom upstairs with me?
00:42:51I really feel more comfortable down here
00:42:52I want to share, fine
00:42:53You take the primary bed
00:42:55I'll sleep downstairs
00:42:56I couldn't possibly make the aster air
00:42:58Stay in a lowly guest room now, could I?
00:43:00Take the bed
00:43:08I'll clean that up
00:43:11Get it together, Louie
00:43:12You need her to forgive you
00:43:14Not hate you
00:43:14Tonight, make it right
00:43:19Will you dance with me, Bella?
00:43:22Not in a minute
00:43:23You know, you always bite your nails when you're nervous
00:43:32Just one dance
00:43:33Lighten the mood
00:43:43You look beautiful today
00:43:44You look beautiful today
00:43:45Thank you
00:43:53For years, this is all I wanted
00:43:55For him to hold me
00:43:57To want me like this
00:43:59But now
00:44:00Something's different
00:44:19So that's it
00:44:21My first kiss
00:44:22My first kiss went to my first love
00:44:23After I decided to give up on him
00:44:30I gotta go
00:44:31Bella, don't go
00:44:34Admit it
00:44:34You still have feelings for me
00:44:36That's why you kissed me
00:44:38Louie, that was an accident
00:44:40I was falling
00:44:41You can say whatever you want
00:44:43But your eyes never lie
00:44:47Please, Bella
00:44:48I've changed
00:44:51I don't trust you anymore, Louie
00:44:56Marry me
00:44:58What?
00:44:59I'm serious
00:45:01Once we're married
00:45:02We'll be together forever
00:45:04My family doesn't believe in divorce
00:45:06So
00:45:06You'll never have to doubt our love again
00:45:09That's your proposal?
00:45:12I'm serious
00:45:16Once you're an Astor
00:45:17You'll never have to worry about anything
00:45:19Ever
00:45:22You are so full of yourself
00:45:27Louie, God
00:45:28Do you think I could have been hanging out with my friends
00:45:31And actually being happy
00:45:32And I gave that up to be here with you
00:45:38I'm out of here
00:45:41Don't
00:45:42Hold me, Bella
00:45:42You promised me a week
00:45:43A week, a month
00:45:44Does it matter?
00:45:45What's done is done
00:45:46And it's done
00:45:48I cut out my tattoo for you
00:45:49What else can I do?
00:45:51It's never been about the tattoo
00:45:53Is it about the roses?
00:45:54I should have remembered
00:45:55You don't like red roses
00:45:56What do you want?
00:45:57Tulips?
00:45:57Lilies?
00:45:58Oh my God
00:45:58You're hopeless
00:46:00How do you think flowers or balloons can make up for the years of her that you lost me?
00:46:07No
00:46:07The damage is done
00:46:09Wait, don't leave
00:46:11What do you want?
00:46:13You want Yale?
00:46:13My dad golfs with the Chancellor
00:46:15I can get you in
00:46:16I mean, what did I do wrong?
00:46:17I just wanted to spend spring break with you
00:46:19What do you want?
00:46:21You hear that?
00:46:22What you want?
00:46:23What about what I want?
00:46:24Because I wanted to have spring break with my friends
00:46:28Surprise!
00:46:30Jamie
00:46:31Lilies
00:46:31What are you doing here?
00:46:40You thought we could do a senior spring break without you?
00:46:42Girl
00:46:44We didn't show him at the party
00:46:46We called Oliver
00:46:47And he told us exactly where you were
00:46:48He flew us out here
00:46:50He said how much you missed your friends
00:46:53You're so far
00:47:02I picked these for you
00:47:05You find those on the street?
00:47:07Actually
00:47:07I hand-picked these for Bella
00:47:09Unlike these second-hand wilted roses
00:47:11Why don't you say that to my face?
00:47:13I said
00:47:14I got these flowers for Bella
00:47:15Because I actually care about her
00:47:16Stop, stop, he's like
00:47:17Oh, he's not worth it
00:47:18Stop, he's not worth it
00:47:21This is going to be an interesting week
00:47:23You guys have been competing all afternoon
00:47:26Volleyball, dash, ping pong
00:47:27Can we call it a tie?
00:47:28I'm bored of this
00:47:29Let's do something else
00:47:31No, we need a winner
00:47:32Since none of the other competitions proved anything
00:47:34Let's settle this a simple way
00:47:36What you thinking?
00:47:36Holding our breath underwater
00:47:38Stand or longer, you win
00:47:40Got the guts?
00:47:41Easy peasy
00:47:42Just to let you know though
00:47:43I'm a three-time national champion at swimming
00:47:46If you don't stand a chance
00:47:47Good luck
00:47:48Is this really necessary?
00:47:50Alright
00:47:50On your mark
00:47:51Three, two, one, go!
00:48:05Should we do something?
00:48:07Maybe I forgot which way's up
00:48:08Probably
00:48:08Should I get in?
00:48:23Oh my goodness
00:48:25Are you okay?
00:48:26He told me
00:48:29I win!
00:48:30Of course
00:48:31You're such a sore loser
00:48:33You had to cheat
00:48:33Who cares?
00:48:35I win
00:48:35Forget that loser
00:48:38Hey
00:48:38Come here
00:48:52He seems so different
00:48:53From the crybaby next door
00:48:55I remember
00:48:55He's actually
00:48:57Kind of hot
00:48:58Bella
00:48:59What are you thinking about?
00:49:02Nothing
00:49:05Just
00:49:06Why do you let
00:49:07Louis beat you like that?
00:49:09I mean
00:49:09No wonder your son burned
00:49:12Well
00:49:12I wasn't burnt
00:49:14You wouldn't be here
00:49:15Putting aloe vera on me
00:49:18Would you?
00:49:22And I
00:49:24I know I let Louis get to me
00:49:25I can't stand the way he treats you
00:49:27You deserve better
00:49:31I'll hear
00:49:37Back off!
00:49:39She's not yours!
00:49:41Back off!
00:49:42She's not yours!
00:49:46Louis
00:49:46I'm not yours either
00:49:47If that's what you're implying
00:49:48You think you could just come in here
00:49:49And steal Bella away?
00:49:50You hardly know her
00:49:51And you do
00:49:52That's really none of your business
00:49:53Louis
00:49:54I've been by Bella's side
00:49:55The last two years
00:49:55You're just some rebound distraction
00:49:57She said those were the worst two years of her life
00:50:00Say that again
00:50:02Those
00:50:02Were the worst two years
00:50:05Of her life
00:50:08Stop!
00:50:09Stop!
00:50:10Both of you
00:50:13If either of you actually cared about me
00:50:15You wouldn't be doing this right now
00:50:17Bella, I'm not sorry to care about you
00:50:19I'm sorry
00:50:20No, no, I've never seen you come here
00:50:22This is the worst spring break of my life
00:50:24Stop!
00:50:25I'm sorry
00:50:25Don't follow me
00:50:34How did things get so messy?
00:50:42Bella?
00:50:55Why am I feeling dizzy?
00:51:16Come on, Bella
00:51:18Come on, wake up
00:51:20Oh, God
00:51:33Please be okay, Bella
00:51:36There's so much I still want to say to you
00:51:38I'm so sorry
00:51:39For all the pain I put you through
00:51:41I can't lose you again
00:51:44I want to be by your side
00:51:46Forever
00:51:58Bella, you're awake
00:52:01I was so worried
00:52:03Are you okay?
00:52:08I'm fine
00:52:10Thank you
00:52:14If you hadn't been there
00:52:16I don't know what would happen
00:52:17Of course
00:52:19How about I make some breakfast?
00:52:21Okay
00:52:24Bella
00:52:26Did you go to bed early last night?
00:52:27I texted you and you didn't reply
00:52:31Last night?
00:52:32If I tell them what happened
00:52:33They'll know Louis spent the night in my room
00:52:39Here, fresh coffee
00:52:41Just for you
00:52:41No
00:52:42She needs some fresh juice
00:52:44Not caffeine
00:52:45To replenish her energy
00:52:54Thank you
00:52:55That just got weird
00:52:56That was one
00:52:57I really love triangle
00:53:11Principal Adams
00:53:12Hi, Bella
00:53:14I've got some news
00:53:15Given Vivian's expulsion
00:53:17We have a spot open in the Media Arts Fellowship Program
00:53:19I can think of no one better for the program
00:53:21If you want it
00:53:22Come back to Wentworth?
00:53:23Yes, you would
00:53:25I would love to
00:53:27I'm not ready to give up on your art program just yet
00:53:30Thank you
00:53:32That's perfect
00:53:33The Wentworth Media Arts Fellowship is amazing
00:53:36It's perfect for you
00:53:36You've been wanting this forever
00:53:38This is your chance
00:53:40Yeah
00:53:41Wait, I have to have a final project ready by the end of the year
00:53:45I'm so behind that I'm going to do that right now, actually
00:53:48Go, Bella
00:53:53Dad?
00:53:54Yes, son?
00:53:54You need more diapers?
00:53:57I need a favor
00:53:57Bella
00:53:58I'm going to do everything I can to help you achieve your dream
00:54:03Oh, yeah
00:54:04You
00:54:07All right
00:54:09Time for truth, dare, or kiss
00:54:16Truth or dare?
00:54:17Truth
00:54:19What was your biggest failure ever?
00:54:21Was it losing to me in the swimming pool yesterday?
00:54:23You cheated
00:54:24I didn't lose
00:54:25But I'll answer your question
00:54:26My biggest failure
00:54:28Wasn't in high school
00:54:29In seventh grade, I asked out a girl I liked
00:54:32And we were supposed to grab pizza across the Brooklyn Bridge
00:54:34But
00:54:35Because I was scared of heights
00:54:37I never made it across with her
00:54:38I remember that day
00:54:40I thought he ditched me
00:54:42That's pathetic
00:54:44I was taking girls on helicopter rides in middle school
00:54:47Scared of heights
00:54:50Yeah, it was a mistake
00:54:51And since that day, I told myself I'd be brave and go after what I want
00:54:55That's why I'm thankful we met again, Bella
00:54:59Stop showing off
00:55:01Nobody asked who your childhood crush was
00:55:03You asked me a question and I answered it
00:55:05Losing Bella was my biggest loss
00:55:08I'll go next
00:55:11Bella
00:55:13Truth or dare?
00:55:14Dare
00:55:16I dare you to kiss all of them
00:55:19Are you kidding me?
00:55:21Come on
00:55:23A dare is a dare
00:55:27Yes!
00:55:35I will go truth this time
00:55:38What's your biggest regret from high school?
00:55:43I regret losing myself
00:55:45Chasing a boy
00:55:47Just to find out he was in love with my sister the whole time
00:55:50And if I could go back in time
00:55:52I would have never approached him
00:55:54And asked him to be my guy
00:55:58But I'm over it now
00:56:00Moved on
00:56:02Truth or dare
00:56:03I choose truth
00:56:06Bella
00:56:08I regret the way I treated you
00:56:09I regret mistaking you for your sister
00:56:11I regret all of it
00:56:12But I want to make it right
00:56:15And I know how badly you want to go to Yale
00:56:18What are you getting at?
00:56:19I had my dad make a big donation in your name
00:56:22To guarantee that you'll get in
00:56:25You did what?
00:56:26This is what you wanted, isn't it?
00:56:28I mean, now you don't have to worry about the rest of the year
00:56:30Or even that completely meaningless art program you started
00:56:33I mean, you're set
00:56:34You think I never could have gotten in on my own?
00:56:37No, Bella, that's not what I meant
00:56:39Everything that I've done to get myself here is meaningless
00:56:41What?
00:56:42My grades
00:56:44My extracurriculars
00:56:45My charity work
00:56:46Without you
00:56:47I never could have achieved my dreams
00:56:49Oh, Bella, that's not
00:56:50No, you are so full of it
00:56:53And to think
00:56:54That I was beginning to believe
00:56:56You were changing
00:56:56I can't
00:56:57No
00:56:59You proved me wrong
00:57:00You continue to prove me wrong
00:57:02Again
00:57:03Again
00:57:04Tell your dad to take back the donation
00:57:06I don't want it
00:57:07Bella
00:57:31Oh my God
00:57:34Oh my God
00:57:36Stay with me
00:57:37Hey
00:57:38Oh my God
00:57:38Ollie
00:57:39Hey, I got you
00:57:40Oh my God
00:57:42You suck
00:57:44You suck
00:57:45You look so stressed
00:57:47Are you feeling better?
00:57:47No
00:57:49Well, I know this wasn't the spring break you were expecting
00:57:52Do you think everything I did was meaningless too?
00:57:55That I'm crazy to think I could get into Yale by my own marriage?
00:57:58No, not at all
00:58:00I think you're one of the most hardworking and driven people that I've ever met
00:58:04And Yale would be lucky to have someone like you
00:58:06To anyone
00:58:08Really?
00:58:09Yeah
00:58:12And this water isn't so bad either, huh?
00:58:15Ollie
00:58:16You forgot that I, uh
00:58:18I can't swim
00:58:20Yeah, but
00:58:22You just jumped in to save me
00:58:24Here
00:58:24Here, I'll teach you
00:58:26Okay
00:58:28Let's go, let's go
00:58:29Start paddling
00:58:29Okay
00:58:29Kick, kick, kick
00:58:31Like that?
00:58:32Yeah
00:58:33Here, ready?
00:58:34Okay
00:58:34Oh my dad
00:58:37Oh my dad
00:58:37Sorry, sorry, sorry
00:58:46Oh my dad
00:58:51Oh my dad
00:58:56What's up?
00:58:58Oh my dad
00:58:59Oh my...
00:59:02Oh my dad
00:59:04Oh my dad
00:59:20I have never had sex, but I really like you, and it's just that I'm...
00:59:31Hey, you're not ready.
00:59:34That's okay.
00:59:38I don't want to rush.
00:59:40Let me just take our time.
00:59:41Let me just take our time.
01:00:11I thought you left.
01:00:30What are you doing here?
01:00:42What are you doing here, Peter?
01:01:04What are you doing here?
01:01:24What are you doing here?
01:01:38Hard.
01:01:39Hard.
01:01:40Hard.
01:01:41Soft.
01:01:44Medium.
01:01:46Medium.
01:01:46Okay.
01:01:46Okay.
01:02:16You want a bite of my sausage?
01:02:17What are you doing here?
01:02:31What are you doing here?
01:02:52What are you doing here?
01:02:52As in which boy will you choose?
01:02:55No.
01:02:58Louie's hot, rich, decorated athlete with a bad boy streak or...
01:03:05I'm so hot, sensitive, sweet, homecoming king with student body president charm.
01:03:27No.
01:03:29I don't...
01:03:30I don't even care.
01:03:31Because I only care about this media project, so I'm gonna work on that.
01:03:36That's the queen bee I know.
01:03:37That's the queen bee I know.
01:03:38Welcome back.
01:03:39I thought I lost you first.
01:03:50Back in my own stomping grounds.
01:03:53This time, I just wanna be myself.
01:03:57If you don't get your grades up, young man, you are gonna be off the team for the rest of
01:04:01the season.
01:04:03Bella!
01:04:04Welcome.
01:04:05Welcome back!
01:04:06Wentworth is pleased to have our star student back.
01:04:09Have you figured out what you're gonna do for your final project?
01:04:12I do have a couple ideas, but don't worry.
01:04:16I'm working hard already.
01:04:22Bella, I'm so glad you're back.
01:04:26I came back for myself, not for anyone else.
01:04:29I understand.
01:04:31Just know that I'm here for you.
01:04:33I'm willing to support in any way I can.
01:04:39Is that Bella Rupert?
01:04:41She looks so different.
01:04:43I heard that she cut ties with the Rupert family.
01:04:46Apparently, she's paying her tuition on scholarship now.
01:04:52What's that bitch doing back here?
01:04:55I've got to tell Vivian.
01:05:10Oops.
01:05:11My bad.
01:05:13Oops.
01:05:14My bad.
01:05:15You came back for your art program.
01:05:17Don't waste your time with drama.
01:05:25It's okay.
01:05:26I'd offer to pay you back for that outfit, but it looks cheap AF.
01:05:31Honestly, the lung is in the trash.
01:05:39Take a good look, everyone.
01:05:41This is the real Queen Bee.
01:05:44She's got no daddy's money, no style, no riz, and no friends.
01:05:50Here.
01:05:51Let me help you wash up.
01:05:55Yeah, let's level up, huh?
01:05:57All over.
01:05:57The myth is all over.
01:06:00Yeah?
01:06:01Look at all this spray all over.
01:06:02It's gonna go all over.
01:06:04Should we do something?
01:06:06I don't wanna get on Jennifer's balance a lot.
01:06:08Yeah?
01:06:09Stop that!
01:06:16Show's over, you cowards.
01:06:18Are y'all just gonna stand there and watch Bella get bullied?
01:06:21You should be ashamed.
01:06:29Didn't expect it to be Louie, saving me now.
01:06:31I heard your dad stopped paying for your school.
01:06:34You wanna get some new clothes, I'll take you shopping.
01:06:36It's okay.
01:06:37It's just a little spill, nothing I can't handle.
01:06:59What?
01:07:00Bella's back?
01:07:00And she's with Louie?
01:07:02She got me kicked out of Wentworth and turned Louie against me?
01:07:07I'm going to get her back.
01:07:10I have an extra shirt, if you need.
01:07:14It was my mom's in the 90s.
01:07:17I know you think this style's updated, but it's clean.
01:07:25I'm Bella.
01:07:26I know who you are.
01:07:27I sat behind you in English the last two years.
01:07:30I'm sorry.
01:07:32My name is Lily.
01:07:33It's really nice to meet you, Lily.
01:07:38Listen, did I ever say your outfit was outdated or something?
01:07:42Or, like, was I mean to you ever?
01:07:45No, nothing like that.
01:07:46You just never really noticed me.
01:07:49You're Queen V.
01:07:49Lily.
01:07:50You have your own world.
01:07:52I'm not in it.
01:07:54Hey.
01:07:56Now, Lily.
01:07:59I'm honored to be in your world.
01:08:08Bella's making new types of friends.
01:08:09She seems really different now.
01:08:15We have a new transfer student joining our class today.
01:08:23Oliver?
01:08:24Ollie?
01:08:28Wow.
01:08:29He's so handsome.
01:08:30What a cutie.
01:08:31Wait, doesn't that look like the guy that Bella was rumored to get with after she transferred?
01:08:35No way.
01:08:36Did he transfer just for Bella?
01:08:38Awesome.
01:08:39Can't shake off this rival.
01:08:40My name's Oliver, everyone.
01:08:42It's a pleasure to meet you all.
01:08:43And you can call me Ollie.
01:08:44I'm looking forward to meeting everyone.
01:08:50I'm glad, because it's not going well.
01:08:52You're gonna help me out, too.
01:08:52Here, let me hold these for you.
01:08:54Hey, you wanna grab something to eat?
01:08:56I'm fine.
01:08:58Thank you, guys.
01:08:59I gotta work on my project, but maybe we can all grab some food later.
01:09:02Okay.
01:09:03Bye.
01:09:07Sister.
01:09:08It's been too long.
01:09:09I missed you.
01:09:13You shouldn't be here.
01:09:14I came to apologize, Ella.
01:09:16I thought you'd be happy to see me.
01:09:17I don't want your empty apologies.
01:09:20Ella, don't be cool.
01:09:23Where'd they go?
01:09:24Geez.
01:09:25You're hurting me.
01:09:26I know that ever since I came home, Dad doesn't care about you.
01:09:29You have to work at some burger joint.
01:09:31To pay for your living and your school.
01:09:33Seriously, what is this hideous outfit you're wearing right now?
01:09:36Fake money.
01:09:37Fake queen.
01:09:38Out of favor.
01:09:39Who wants to see.
01:09:40Sis, you've been poor all these years, but it wasn't my intention.
01:09:43Jen, please.
01:09:44Clean my name.
01:09:45Let me come back to school.
01:09:47No!
01:09:48No!
01:09:49No!
01:10:10Here we go.
01:10:10No!
01:10:10Who's up with Louis?
01:10:11He's even hotter than Lil.
01:10:13Oh my gosh, Miller.
01:10:15You okay?
01:10:15I didn't mean to...
01:10:16Louie.
01:10:17Thanks.
01:10:17Don't touch me.
01:10:18Didn't I tell you never stepped foot at Wentworth again?
01:10:21I came to apologize to Bella.
01:10:23She doesn't need your apology.
01:10:24She needs you to stay away from her.
01:10:26Listen up.
01:10:27Y'all remember Vivian, the scammer?
01:10:30Did you know she stole Bella's family from her?
01:10:33And she took the one thing her dying mother gave to her.
01:10:35So Vivian was the real bully this whole time?
01:10:39It's not my fault that her mother died, okay?
01:10:42Her father married my mother.
01:10:44Of course he loves me more.
01:10:50That is for my late mother.
01:10:53I might not be the designer label Bella Rupert I used to be,
01:10:56but even in cheap clothes, I don't even need any of you.
01:11:01So come back to school, or don't.
01:11:05See if I care.
01:11:10Let's go, Queen B.
01:11:11I'm not going to let you get away with this, Bella.
01:11:30I'm going to write a play with the stories from my podcast.
01:11:32That's a brilliant idea.
01:11:33A great idea, such a good idea.
01:11:35You know, you guys don't have to hype me up all the time.
01:11:37I'm just trying to help.
01:11:38Me too.
01:11:38You want to help?
01:11:40Mm-hmm.
01:11:40Mm-hmm.
01:11:42You can help me by giving me space to think.
01:11:45But-
01:11:45But-
01:11:47You're too driving me crazy.
01:11:52Hey, I gotta talk to you, okay?
01:11:59If you're going to tell me to give up on Bella-
01:12:00No, that's not what I was going to say.
01:12:02You want to help her too, right?
01:12:04Yes.
01:12:05What do you have in mind?
01:12:06A truth.
01:12:08Let's work together.
01:12:10Okay.
01:12:17Who didn't order this?
01:12:19Is your name Bella?
01:12:20Yeah.
01:12:24I wonder who sent this.
01:12:30Wow, this looks amazing.
01:12:37Nice work.
01:12:40I know.
01:12:45Third time already?
01:12:47This has got to be Vivian sabotaging us again.
01:12:50At this rate, no one's going to join our play.
01:12:53Bella, don't let them get to you.
01:12:55They're just a bunch of shallow jerks.
01:12:59You know what?
01:13:01It's fine.
01:13:02I don't have to prove my worth to anyone anymore.
01:13:05Let's find a different way to spread the word.
01:13:07Come on.
01:13:08Drama club.
01:13:09Come join the drama club.
01:13:10Hey, guys.
01:13:11Hey.
01:13:12If you're interested, tell your friends.
01:13:14Auditions will be there.
01:13:15There you go.
01:13:16Look forward to seeing you there.
01:13:26Okay.
01:13:27That was rude.
01:13:29Hey, come try out for the school play.
01:13:31Anybody that comes in for auditions gets a hug from Ollie or me.
01:13:34Your choice.
01:13:36Your choice.
01:13:37They did all this for me?
01:13:38I was going to sign up anyway.
01:13:40But this does sweeten the deal.
01:13:43Come on.
01:13:45Bella, look.
01:13:47Everyone signed up for the school play.
01:13:50Ollie, don't tell me you did all this.
01:13:52Actually, Louie made this happen.
01:13:54He got the basketball team here.
01:13:55I got the dance party started and I brought some cookies too.
01:14:03Okay.
01:14:03I don't know what happened to make you two work together.
01:14:06But I like it.
01:14:07And I like this cookie.
01:14:11Hey, hey.
01:14:12First come, first serve.
01:14:13I am not afraid to eat this.
01:14:17Single pop, girl.
01:14:27All right, guys.
01:14:28That is dress rehearsal.
01:14:30Great job, everyone.
01:14:31I'm so proud.
01:14:32and dinner's on me tonight.
01:14:39Bella, did you get this food stand just for us?
01:14:42I did.
01:14:43Tonight's meal is brought to you by your director, Bella.
01:14:47All you can eat barbecue and ice cream sundaes for dessert,
01:14:49but don't fill up on this.
01:14:50It's on the way.
01:14:52Let's be those.
01:15:12It's so nice to be able to pay for such a chef and get meals all weekend long.
01:15:16We're going to have a great show tonight, right, you guys?
01:15:17Yeah.
01:15:18Okay.
01:15:24Help yourself.
01:15:24Here, I'll be the judge.
01:15:29It looks so good.
01:15:32It does.
01:15:40Thank you so much for coming.
01:15:42Welcome to Bella's Play.
01:15:43I hope you all enjoy.
01:15:44Yeah.
01:15:47Bella, I'm going to make sure to humiliate you in front of all the people you care about.
01:15:51Welcome to Actually, I'm Not Okay,
01:15:54the podcast where your secrets are safe with me and our audience.
01:15:59Let's try our first caller.
01:16:02Hello?
01:16:09Let's try our first caller.
01:16:12Hello?
01:16:19I'm calling to say...
01:16:25I think I'm going to be sick.
01:16:29Oh, hello.
01:16:30Oh, hello.
01:16:31Oh, that's disgusting.
01:16:38Oh, no.
01:16:40That's disgusting.
01:16:43Oh, no.
01:16:46Oh, no.
01:16:46What's the curtain?
01:16:47It's the curtain.
01:16:48Oh.
01:16:52What's going on?
01:17:00You need to stop, money.
01:17:03People walk all over you.
01:17:08No, look.
01:17:09My hand looks so funny in the light.
01:17:15It tastes so bad.
01:17:16I brush my teeth for 365 years.
01:17:19What is going on?
01:17:24Sometimes.
01:17:25I do sometimes.
01:17:26What is going on?
01:17:28What should we do, Bella?
01:17:29Someone's trying to sabotage this play.
01:17:32What is going on?
01:17:33Is this play?
01:17:34I don't know.
01:17:37This play sucks.
01:17:39I'm leaving.
01:17:42This play sucks.
01:17:43Whoever put it on should be punished.
01:17:45We got to do something about us.
01:17:52No, no.
01:17:53No, I didn't know.
01:17:54It's okay.
01:17:55It's okay.
01:17:57We're going to do the play with this.
01:18:01I'm so sorry.
01:18:04I'll go travel the audience with this.
01:18:06Bella, don't give up.
01:18:07Don't give up.
01:18:09I have no actors.
01:18:10We've seen every rehearsal.
01:18:12Just let us do the play.
01:18:13We know the lines.
01:18:14You want to be in the play?
01:18:18You want to be in the play?
01:18:19Yes.
01:18:20Look, your podcast saved my life.
01:18:22You encouraged me to tell my story at my lowest moment.
01:18:25Let us do the same for you now.
01:18:30Bella, just let him do it.
01:18:35Okay, Alice, get Louie and Oliver into costume.
01:18:38I will tell the audience to get back in their seats and call the school nurse.
01:18:43All right.
01:18:44Of course.
01:18:45Okay.
01:18:47Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for your patience.
01:18:50We just had a few technical difficulties, and we've sorted them out, and we're ready to
01:18:53get the show on the road.
01:18:56That's that hot new transfer, Oliver.
01:18:58Is he in the play, too?
01:18:59Ooh, I'll stay for that.
01:19:08Let's take our first caller.
01:19:10Hello?
01:19:10Hello?
01:19:12I'd like to share my story with you.
01:19:40Thank you so much, everyone.
01:19:41Bella, explain yourself.
01:19:43I didn't.
01:19:47Look, her whole cast is high as a bird.
01:19:50Vivian, it's you again.
01:19:53Every student knows there's a zero tolerance policy for drugs and alcohol at Wentworth.
01:19:57We'll be dealing with this immediately.
01:20:01Alice, can you?
01:20:06All right, Miss Rupert, you come with me.
01:20:08Wait.
01:20:09Look, this is my fault, not hers.
01:20:12Mr. Astor, what are you talking about?
01:20:15What are you talking about?
01:20:17I ordered the food.
01:20:19Okay, not Bella.
01:20:19She has nothing to do with this.
01:20:21Yeah, it's our fault.
01:20:23If anyone got sick from drinking or eating anything, it was not Bella's fault.
01:20:28Don't listen to them.
01:20:30She was probably sleeping with them to get them on her side.
01:20:32Shut you lying, Miss.
01:20:33Vivian, I won't let you frame me or shame me for anything I didn't do.
01:20:38I have proof that Bella was framed.
01:20:42I have the security footage from this afternoon.
01:20:55The person on the video is in disguise.
01:20:57Okay, for all I know, it's Bella trying to be somebody else.
01:21:00The person in the video is Vivian.
01:21:02Look at her nails.
01:21:04Same as the person in the video.
01:21:09Wow.
01:21:10Okay, that is unfair.
01:21:11You have no proof.
01:21:14Officer, would you mind checking what this is, please?
01:21:20I think we have all the proof we need, Miss Rupert.
01:21:24Let's go to my office, Vivian.
01:21:26No, bitch, it's just my lip gloss.
01:21:27Vivian, you still don't know it's me.
01:21:28Bella, Bella, Bella.
01:21:31What a show.
01:21:32I feel like I know so much more about Bella now.
01:21:35I'm inspired to come get something, too.
01:21:37She's so brave.
01:21:42Miss Rupert, I was really impressed today.
01:21:45I'm with admissions at Yale.
01:21:46Well, we'd love to schedule an interview with you.
01:21:49Yes, yes.
01:21:54My dream is coming true.
01:21:56Let's go.
01:21:57Well done, Bella.
01:22:00We're so proud of you.
01:22:01Oh, thank you guys so much for everything.
01:22:03Congratulations.
01:22:04How about dinner's on me tonight?
01:22:12Any news about your interview?
01:22:13No.
01:22:14Nothing from Yale.
01:22:16I'm gonna go crazy.
01:22:18I'm sorry.
01:22:21Hi.
01:22:22Hey, did you hear back yet?
01:22:23Is that Louie?
01:22:25Chill, dude.
01:22:26You'll know you should get the news when she tells you.
01:22:28As if you're not calling to ask the same thing.
01:22:31Well, whatever happens, I'm here for you, Bella.
01:22:33I'm here for you more.
01:22:37Guys, I gotta call you back.
01:22:43Before I look at Yale's decision,
01:22:48there's an important decision I have to make.
01:22:55Hey.
01:22:57Meet me at the studio.
01:22:59I made a decision about prom.
01:23:03You got this, Bella.
01:23:06Bella?
01:23:07Hey.
01:23:09Wanted to speak to me?
01:23:11Yes.
01:23:12I got your flowers.
01:23:14And I made up my mind.
01:23:19Bella, you wanted to meet me?
01:23:22Is this a bad time?
01:23:24Nope.
01:23:24Right on time.
01:23:26I wanted to talk to you both in person.
01:23:29When the year first started,
01:23:31I had no idea what would end like this.
01:23:33With the two of you by my side,
01:23:35I'm so grateful for everything you both have done for me.
01:23:39I know that I owe you an answer about how I feel.
01:23:44I've just had a lot of trouble with the decision
01:23:47because the truth is...
01:23:51I love you both.
01:23:54I know, Bella.
01:23:56And I don't want to push you to answer.
01:23:58Well, I've made up my mind.
01:24:00And I want to stay best friends with both of you.
01:24:07Bella.
01:24:07I don't...
01:24:10But the only relationship I want to be working on right now
01:24:15is the one I have with myself.
01:24:17I know.
01:24:18It's a cliche.
01:24:19If you're just friends with me
01:24:21because you want to date me,
01:24:22I completely understand.
01:24:23I would hate to have been beside there if you, though...
01:24:25You've become the two most important people in my life.
01:24:28So I hope we can stay...
01:24:30be friends...
01:24:32forever.
01:24:34Bella.
01:24:35Of course.
01:24:36I'll be your friend.
01:24:38You too.
01:24:42Come on.
01:24:44Oh, oh!
01:24:46Wait.
01:24:47I got him together.
01:24:48Oh, my God.
01:24:49That's amazing.
01:24:51That's amazing.
01:24:53I love it.
01:24:53Love you guys.
01:25:00I started high school thinking I needed others to choose me
01:25:04in order to be successful and happy.
01:25:09And then I learned that no matter how popular you are,
01:25:13you're never happy until you choose yourself.
01:25:21high school is just the beginning.
01:25:23I have the rest of my life to figure out who I am and what I like, who I like.
01:25:31But, no matter who I end up with, one thing is clear, I will always choose myself.
01:25:43And, girl, you should, too.
01:25:47And, girl, you should, too.
01:25:53And, you should, too.
01:25:54I have a thing.
Comments

Recommended