#video #Ep09 Love Story Episode 9 Engsub
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00:10And this is a recurring dream that you're having?
00:16Yes.
00:17And in it, the two of you are riding in that convertible in the motorcade in Dallas.
00:24Only you're the one that's injured.
00:27And what are you wearing?
00:28I'm wearing the same thing as Mother wore, the pink tweed suit and the pillbox hat.
00:34She hates wearing hats.
00:36I do.
00:37Okay, well obviously that's what tracks what we're talking about in our sessions.
00:42The idea that you are paying the price for John's fame, for John's ambitions.
00:48It also speaks to an outsized fear of exposure of the real world.
00:54Let's just try not to editorialize, okay?
00:56Well, maybe if I was at home sleeping with her in our bed, she wouldn't be having these nightmares.
01:01You were the one who decided to leave and now you're saying your absence is the problem.
01:04Yeah, so we wouldn't say anything we could never take back.
01:07Yeah, so you go on a walk, John. You don't move out.
01:09I didn't move out.
01:10You left and then you, you, yeah, you didn't come back. So how would you characterize that?
01:14Oh my God.
01:15And if that is your instinct to bolt when things get hard, how can I trust you just won't keep
01:19doing it?
01:20I was the one that made it very clear that divorce was off the table.
01:22So I should just feel comforted that you have unilaterally issued that decree?
01:26It means that the only option in my mind is to make this marriage work.
01:30John, there is a difference between not wanting us to fail and wanting us to succeed.
01:35John views our marriage through the lens of the media.
01:37He's more concerned with the optics of our issues than our actual issues.
01:41We cannot just ignore the fact that we live under a microscope because it's inconvenient.
01:45I cannot be the third person in my marriage, spending the rest of my life competing with everyone else in
01:52the world or his family's legacy or his magazine.
01:58I know that this is going to sound counterintuitive, but just based on everything that I'm hearing, I would advise
02:07a trial separation.
02:12I'm sorry, what?
02:13Your advice for our marriage is divorce?
02:17No, but I think part of the reason that you two aren't finding any clarity is that you're stuck in
02:26this sort of liminal space.
02:29Maybe, if you severed contact for a little while, you would gain a clearer idea of what you're missing or
02:39what your life would actually look like without the other.
02:44Mm-hmm.
02:45Like, for how long?
02:47Yeah, like one, two weeks?
02:49A month, maybe two.
02:53Um, do you have, like, too many clients or how many?
02:56No, no.
02:57I mean, you obviously would see me, you just wouldn't see each other.
03:01I can't not talk to my wife for a month.
03:04Yeah, I don't want to do that either.
03:06I mean, I don't think I could, even if you asked me to.
03:08Yeah.
03:10Well, I mean, you won't come together, you won't let go, and instead you are just white-knuckling this marriage
03:18into a downward spiral.
03:47What happened to one cigarette a day?
03:49We're drinking in a dive bar in the middle of a work day after marriage counseling.
03:54I'd say my discipline is shot for the day.
04:12You know something funny?
04:14When I'm at the Stanhope, reminiscing about our life together, I never replay the bad moments in my head.
04:21All I think about is us at our best.
04:24Laughing.
04:25Always reaching out for each other.
04:29Never enough for us to just be in the same room.
04:31We always have to feel each other to know that we're really there.
04:35And then when we get together, it's all we can do not to rehash every fight we've ever had.
04:39I don't think we're totally to blame.
04:43Our marriage counselor hates us.
04:49Yeah.
04:49I think she's going to become a divorce mediator because of us.
04:54You know what I was thinking about the other day?
04:56Hmm?
04:57That trip we took to Honduras when you got poison ivy everywhere and I had to wrap your hands in
05:04socks to keep you from itching.
05:05There was calamine lotion everywhere.
05:07Yeah, one big pink man.
05:11Very messy.
05:12What about that time we had sex on the rooftop in Paris and you almost got electric it in?
05:17Worth it.
05:27If only we knew that.
05:29What?
05:34How could we end it?
05:46We should get going.
05:47One more drink in this place and we really will be a sob story.
05:53Hey.
05:54Sorry.
05:56It's okay.
05:59Do you mind if I drop by and get that linen blazer?
06:29How...
06:34How...
06:39How...
06:41How...
06:42How...
06:44How...
06:46How...
06:46How...
06:48How...
06:51How...
06:54Best kiss we've ever had.
06:57It has to be our first, outside your apartment.
07:00No, no, that doesn't count.
07:03I mean, as a couple.
07:05There have been lots?
07:06Yeah.
07:09John's Beach?
07:10Which time?
07:14What about by that fire in that lodge in Montana?
07:20Now I remember what it was.
07:22Fuck.
07:23I'm so late.
07:26Okay.
07:29Hey, wait.
07:29Give me a kiss.
07:34Bye.
07:35I'll see you later, yeah?
07:37Okay.
07:39Love you.
07:39I love you.
07:40Bye.
07:41Bye.
07:47That's not what I had in mind.
07:48Bye.
07:52Bye.
07:58Bye.
08:00Bye.
08:03Bye.
08:06Bye.
08:08Bye.
08:09Bye.
08:09Bye.
08:10Bye.
08:10Bye.
08:11Bye.
08:11Bye.
08:12Bye.
08:53Here you go, buddy.
09:14Morning.
09:16Hi.
09:17Hi.
09:21Sorry, I didn't want to wake you.
09:23No, it's fine.
09:24I know you haven't been sleeping well.
09:25It's okay.
09:29I have a 9 a.m. breakfast.
09:32Gotcha.
09:36I can cancel it.
09:38No, no, it's fine.
09:39I just, um, I thought maybe we might want to talk about last night.
09:44Yeah?
09:44Yeah.
09:49I mean, do you feel bad?
09:53Uh, no.
09:56I, I don't know.
09:57Do you feel good about what's happening right now?
10:03Why don't we meet for lunch?
10:06You know what?
10:07It's probably best we just talk about it at counseling anyway.
10:12Do you think we'd tell Colleen?
10:14I mean, we kind of did exactly the opposite of what she asked us to.
10:21John, I'm confused.
10:23Are we angling for a gold star here or trying to save our marriage?
10:27I mean, I just don't want her to think that we're any more self-destructive than she already does.
10:35Am I seeing you at the George Gala?
10:37No, John, I, I, I just can't right now.
10:42So then I assume Rory's wedding is off the table?
10:48I love you, but you still don't get it.
10:52It's not as easy for me as it is for you.
10:55What is it?
10:57Pretending like everything's okay.
11:00I can assure you that this is anything but easy for me.
11:04I'll talk to you later.
11:07Yeah.
11:23I don't think I've been back here since she died.
11:27You look terrible.
11:29Wow.
11:30Mom really is here with us.
11:31And you're graying.
11:32Yeah, well, stress will do that to you.
11:42Sit down.
11:47It's a lot.
11:51But you have to ask yourself what's actually within your control.
11:55And what can you save?
11:58She won't forgive me.
11:59For what?
12:00Ruining her life?
12:02Destroying her anonymity?
12:04Failing to protect her?
12:06I mean, I remember sitting here with mom and her telling me that any woman I ended up with would
12:11be under the illusion that we were entering a partnership.
12:13When in reality, I'd just have to orbit me like everybody else.
12:20She was married to the president of the United States.
12:24All she knew was how to orbit a great man.
12:27But you aren't dad and Carolyn isn't the first lady.
12:32John, you dated countless women who were more than willing to let you be the center of the universe and
12:38none of them stuck.
12:39And then you met someone who wasn't willing to contort themselves into whatever they thought you needed.
12:44And you fell in love.
12:47And now those qualities, that fire, that self-possession, aren't serving you anymore and you're crying foul.
12:53I have tried everything in my power to make her happy.
12:58What she's asking of you feels unreasonable because no one has ever asked it of you before.
13:03Your whole life, people have been willing to take whatever pieces of yourself you're willing to give them.
13:08But she isn't.
13:11And she was never going to be someone who would be.
13:19I know you've been made to feel like your life is predestined, but that doesn't mean you are powerless to
13:24change it.
13:28The question is, do you love her enough to do that?
13:59I spoke to John earlier.
14:04He called to ask what you were doing.
14:08Well, what'd you tell him?
14:09I said, pick up the phone and call her yourself.
14:16He did offer to drop me off in the vineyard on his way to Rory's wedding.
14:20That'll butter you up.
14:23Did you say yes?
14:25Well, I'm not going to turn down a ride on a summer Friday.
14:31You should have seen him when I came downstairs this morning.
14:34I was heading off to work like it was any normal day.
14:37Well, did you say, hey, can you cancel your meeting?
14:39We really have to talk.
14:41I shouldn't have to.
14:42It's not my job to edify him.
14:44Well, then you clearly weren't that desperate to communicate either.
14:48No.
14:50You think because of our shit with dad that him leaving is the ultimate betrayal?
14:55But this is also you projecting shit onto John that has nothing to do with him.
15:01If you really wanted to work on this relationship, you would swallow your pride,
15:07jettison this compulsion to be right, and do what's in the best interest of your relationship.
15:13All I've done is compromise for him, Lauren.
15:16It's only compromise if it's by your own volition.
15:19But you can't cling to the past and work towards a future at the same time.
15:31Thank you all for being here.
15:39Carolyn and I could renew our vows in Times Square,
15:42and the press would brand it a charged altercation.
15:45And I don't want to move a thing
15:49It might change my memory
15:55Oh, I am one of my feelings
15:58I do, I don't want
16:01But I can't hide
16:06And I won't go
16:09I won't sleep
16:11I can't breathe
16:23Excuse me
16:24You look beautiful
16:26Thank you
16:27What made you change your mind?
16:29I know how important it's just to you
16:31I know how important it's just to you
16:35And I know I want to try
16:37I don't wanna call my friend
16:42But they might make me from this dream
16:48Oh, I am one of my friends
16:51I'll do what I want
16:54But I can hide
16:59And I won't go
17:01I won't sleep
17:04And I can't breathe
17:07Until you're resting here
17:47You're early
17:49Well, I knew if I was late
17:50And you stormed out
17:51I wouldn't be able to catch you
18:04It's your go-to date spot
18:05What can I say?
18:07I'm a sucker for a laminated menu
18:14Do you know what I remember about that first date?
18:18That my bike got stolen?
18:21That
18:23And
18:28You said you felt like you had a sign over your head
18:30That read the hunk flunks
18:32And that that was all people saw when they looked at you
18:35And I remember asking you what your sign read
18:37And you wouldn't tell me
18:39And you still haven't told me
18:41I don't think I've told anyone
18:48Because if you knew what my sign said
18:52Please handle with care
18:54And not as tough as she looks
18:55Then Jig would have been up
18:58There'd be no mystery for you to solve
18:59No defense system to disarm
19:04And therefore no reason to stay
19:08But then I met you
19:11And I fell in love with you
19:12And I didn't want to do that anymore
19:16I wanted to let you in
19:23You made me realize that I'm someone who
19:27Who wants to be loved
19:30And nurtured
19:33And taken care of
19:35And
19:43How do we know we won't hurt each other?
19:47We don't
19:49We don't
19:49We just know that we want to try
19:52And build a life for ourselves
19:55As partners
19:56I know, what does that look like though, John?
19:58Because I don't think our marriage
20:00Can withstand any more scrutiny
20:02I know
20:04And part of that means I have to
20:06Re-examine my relationship with everyone
20:08And everything that isn't you
20:11Because you come first
20:13But I don't want you to feel you have to choose
20:16I know you've been burdened with unfathomable expectations
20:19And I would never fault you for trying to meet them
20:22Carolyn
20:23You're the one thing in my life that I know
20:25That I'm destined for
20:29I love you
20:34I love you too
20:43You know, I was thinking
20:44If you're up for it
20:46You and I could go on a trip
20:50Where?
20:51Anywhere you want
20:53Paris
20:54Belize
20:55Tahiti
20:58For how long?
21:00Until we decide to come home
21:02Wherever that might be for us
21:06I'll be back on Sunday from Rory's wedding
21:08Why don't we pull out a world map
21:09And find the most remote island no one's ever heard of?
21:13I forgot about that, um...
21:16Rory's... Rory's wedding
21:17Don't even worry about it
21:18Caroline's not even going
21:20No, I wanna go
21:22You do?
21:27Yeah
21:31Yeah
21:31I miss dancing with you
21:35I miss dancing with you
21:37Hello
21:37Haha
21:40Mhm
22:10That might have been even better.
22:10That might have been even better than the first time.
22:17I should go.
22:21Gotta find a dress.
22:29What if we're jumping the gun?
22:31What do you mean?
22:32It's just we're finally getting to a good place,
22:34and I don't know if subjecting ourselves
22:36to the prying eyes of a massive Kennedy wedding
22:39is the move for us right now.
22:41It's normal to feel anxious and apprehensive,
22:43but you two are going into this weekend
22:44with a completely different mindset than in the past.
22:48Go get your nails done.
22:49Go from there.
22:51Okay, okay.
22:52One step at a time.
22:53Love you.
22:54Thanks, Laura.
22:54See you soon.
23:03Hey, this is John Kennedy,
23:05requesting a standard weather briefing
23:06for a VFR flight from Essex County
23:08to Martha's Vineyard departing around 6 p.m.
23:10Uh-huh.
23:14Uh-huh.
23:17Uh-huh.
23:20Uh-huh.
23:20Uh-huh.
23:23Uh-huh.
23:34What did she say exactly?
23:36She was nervous.
23:39Uh-huh.
23:40I thought we moved past this.
23:43Neither of you are gonna change overnight.
24:02Uh-huh.
24:03That's the same thing.
24:04It's hot.
24:08Let him再鬨 up the night.
24:10Woops!
24:10Sit down!
24:12Whew!
24:12Do you.
24:13Whether he was Northern Kenya
24:14jam jam jam jam jam jam jam jam jam jam all jam
24:57I'm going to go sit with him for a bit.
24:59Okay.
25:06Permission to enter the cockpit?
25:15Excuse me?
25:37I missed you.
25:42I had a feeling.
26:29I had a feeling.
26:56Everything okay?
26:58Yeah, you should go back to your seat.
27:08I want to stay with you.
27:37It's okay, just breathe.
27:40John, just breathe.
27:47Just breathe.
28:20I want to stay with you.
28:28Can I get the aircraft information?
28:34And the name of the pilot?
28:43I got attention.
28:49That's what I got.
28:50I got it.
28:59Can I help you?
29:00We're sorry to disturb you.
29:02We're from the Custer County Sheriff's Office.
29:04Your family's been trying to reach you on your cell,
29:06but we know there's no service out here.
29:08What is it? What's wrong?
29:09It's your brother, ma'am.
29:11This plane has been reported missing.
29:24Hello?
29:25Hello?
29:27Hello?
29:30What?
29:33I'm sorry.
29:34Can you say that again?
29:38No, that's correct.
29:39That was my understanding.
29:41Well, I can wait if you want to check.
29:43I don't think the answer's going to change.
29:45They say they can have a plane ready for us within an hour.
29:47Okay.
29:48What do you want to tell the kids?
29:49I don't know.
29:49We have to get home.
29:51Have you talked to the Hyannis Airport?
29:52No, I wasn't able to get through them.
29:54Oh, but Teddy said they didn't land there either.
29:56But we know they took off, right?
29:58Yes, we got confirmation from Essex County Airport.
30:01But I'm sure there's an explanation.
30:03We begin tonight with breaking news.
30:06John F. Kennedy Jr.'s plane has been reported missing off the coast of Massachusetts.
30:11The Piper Saratoga allegedly disappeared from radar as it was en route from New Jersey to Martha's Vineyard.
30:19At this hour, the Coast Guard is stressing that this remains a search and rescue mission.
30:24Officials are urging anyone with information to come forward.
30:30What has happened to John F. Kennedy Jr. and his missing single-engine aircraft?
30:36The plane is believed to have carried not only John F. Kennedy Jr., but his wife, Carolyn Bissette, Kennedy,
30:42and her sister, Lauren, had taken off from New Jersey,
30:45heading to Martha's Vineyard in Massachusetts for a Kennedy family wedding.
30:49The plane never arrived.
30:57Senator Kennedy, I have the president on the line.
31:07Mr. President.
31:18I understand.
31:22We appreciate your efforts, sir.
31:28Thank you for calling.
31:44Please don't say another word.
31:48I beg of you, please.
31:51Don't say anything.
31:57They're reporting.
31:59I don't care what they're reporting, Ed.
32:00I'm not doing this again.
32:01Okay?
32:03I will not.
32:13Why don't you come sit down?
32:15I'm not leaving Ed.
32:16I'm staying right here, okay?
32:17As soon as I go out there.
32:22He was just here.
32:30He cannot be gone, Ed.
32:35He cannot be gone.
32:38That doesn't make any fucking sense.
32:40Do you understand me?
32:41That doesn't make any fucking sense.
32:43It doesn't make any fucking sense.
32:44He's not gone.
32:46He's not.
32:48He's not.
32:51He's not.
32:52Sweetheart.
32:55Ed, is it you?
32:57Oh, sweetheart.
32:58I'm so sorry.
33:02Please don't do this to me.
33:04I can't do it again.
33:09I can't do it again.
33:33I can't do it again.
33:45Teddy called again we have to discuss the funeral arrangements where would you
33:51like to have at St. Peter's Basilica what do you want me to tell him don't let
34:00him know as soon as I make my decision
34:05uh the New York Times called as well
34:13he spent his whole life bound to that little boy
34:21desperate to free himself from a tragedy he couldn't even remember
34:30all he wanted was to simply be
34:38all he'll be remembered for is what he could have become
34:54if you're flying using visual navigation alone relying on the lights of the coast the horizon
34:59instead of your flight instruments and you're suddenly flying in the pitch black with haze
35:04everywhere the ocean and sky essentially blend into this black hole and you can experience what's
35:09called spatial disorientation where you basically don't know which way is up so you start course
35:13correcting the plane based on what your impaired brain is telling you instead of reality would
35:18they have known they were going down they would have known if something was wrong obviously but
35:24no not necessarily I spoke to someone over to NTSB and he explained it's like being taken under by a
35:31wave
35:31of mortuary
35:42let me start by offering my deepest condolences where is she
35:48sorry your wife she was supposed to be here where is she I think she just felt uh in light
35:55of the
35:55circumstances it would be better if I help broker the arrangements for the remains is that right
36:07I assure you she was just trying to be mindful of your feelings oh is that the pretext that her
36:13legal team concocted my feelings because if it is she should fire them oh why don't we uh
36:24uh president clinton has offered uh that john be buried in arlington national cemetery alongside
36:32president kennedy and jackie next to the eternal flame however if we wanted to keep john and
36:39carolyn together we propose uh holyhood the kennedy family burial plot in brookline massachusetts
36:47why would my daughter be buried in a state she has no ties to are you suggesting those are my
36:54two
36:54choices which you so kindly laid out for me no no of course not but if you prefer that carolyn
37:04be buried
37:04with john the family would insist that he'd be alongside the rest of the deceased kennedy relatives
37:10the family would insist the gall of you to sit there and try and dictate terms i'm simply relaying
37:19the wishes of the kennedy family if the kennedy family feels so strongly about this why did they send you
37:31whatever you decide to do with carolyn's remains you keep saying her name you keep saying carolyn
37:39may i remind you that i had not one but two daughters on board that plane that he crashed
38:34enough for me so much for me i had not to do with carolyn and i had to understand uh
38:52Your husband needs to work on his bedside manner.
38:55I think some wires might have gotten crossed.
38:58Oh, I assure you there was no misunderstanding in what he said or how he said it.
39:02Well, I know his intention was to concentrate on the logistics so as not to exacerbate the situation.
39:09Then maybe dispatch a less obtuse spokesperson next time.
39:17Maybe it's best I call.
39:19I'm not finished.
39:20And I will not be dismissed a second time.
39:29Some of the media are saying they crashed because Carolyn was getting her nails done.
39:36Delayed their takeoff.
39:39Not that your brother wasn't equipped to fly at night and took off anyway, but that she held them back.
39:45Her vanity.
39:48Are you aware of that?
39:53I stopped reading the news.
39:54Well, I have nothing left to protect but their legacies.
40:00There are images of your brother beaming around the world on the cover of every newspaper and magazine.
40:08Carolyn's photo is usually on the inside and Lauren is practically a footnote, but she wasn't famous.
40:14So, I guess her face doesn't sell papers.
40:21My faith has allowed me to make sense of the world.
40:28Helping me understand the big existential questions.
40:35But now, there's just a deafening silence.
40:47I mean, how do you live in a world that doesn't make any sense?
40:53How do you even get out of bed?
41:00As soon as you open your eyes...
41:04One second longer and you realize the world you're waking up to is...
41:11...painfully incomplete.
41:23When I was 18, I was living in London, staying with a family friend who was a member of parliament.
41:32One night, we left his house and a bomb went off.
41:35The IRA had planted one under the front right tire of his car, and the only reason we weren't in
41:40it was because we were running late.
41:46I agonized over that for so many years.
41:52I couldn't understand why so many bad things had happened to people in my family.
41:57But for whatever reason, I was spared that day a bomb went off.
42:02The only thing I really gleaned from that experience was that there is no rhyme or reason as to why
42:09some of us get to stay here a little longer.
42:17All we know is that time doesn't belong to us.
42:23Nothing is promised.
42:32I'm sure you already know this about me by now, but I'm not someone who lets people in very easily.
42:39I don't know if it's because I question their motives, or maybe it's because I have this feeling...
42:45...that the less people I know...
42:49...the less people I'll inevitably have to grieve.
42:57I didn't know Lauren very well, unfortunately.
43:04But I knew she was incredibly smart, funny, beautiful, dynamic.
43:14But I did know Carolyn.
43:18And I knew she was struggling.
43:22And instead of reaching out to her...
43:29...I will regret what I didn't do.
43:33And what I could have done for the rest of my life.
43:41She said she didn't recognize who she had become.
43:51And now that person will be immortalized forever.
43:59I only wish...
44:02...she had lived long enough to be remembered for something else.
44:08There's something else.
44:18I've heard people say...
44:21...sorry for your loss...
44:23...so many times over the course of my life.
44:26It just starts to sound like white noise.
44:29Like when people say, God bless you.
44:33But now I'm sitting here across from you.
44:40And all I want to say is how sorry I am.
44:46But I also know that it's not enough.
44:49Oh.
44:52And it will never be enough.
45:16I'm remembering a conversation I had with John a while back...
45:20...where he said he wanted to be cremated...
45:23...with his ashes spread across the sea.
45:27I was wondering if...
45:31...maybe we could spread John, Carolyn, and Lauren's ashes together...
45:37...as one.
45:40As one.
46:07As one.
46:10As one.
46:45Oh, my God.
47:06Oh, my God.
47:40As soon as I heard that pounding on the door, I just felt this shift.
47:47It's just...
47:50overwhelming sense of dread.
47:54Oh, I felt that same way when I got the call about my parents playing.
47:58I was 27 years old.
48:00I had three children and a newborn.
48:04I just remember the phone ringing in our house in Hyannis, and for whatever reason, I wouldn't
48:10answer it.
48:11And then it rang again, again and again.
48:14I don't think I realized how young you were when that happened.
48:18I don't think I realized how young I was.
48:25I know I'm not a Kennedy by blood, but you and I are alike in a lot of ways.
48:31We take pride in our resolve and in our independence.
48:36That's why we're so averse to pity in all its forms.
48:41It's not enough we have to survive all this loss.
48:44We have to ensure that we're not defined by it.
48:48It's exhausting.
48:52It's hard to imagine a world in which I don't feel this way every day.
48:56Well, the grief is always going to be there.
48:59But it's your relationship with the grief that changes.
49:03At some point, you realize you can do something with it.
49:07Because you felt you had no choice?
49:09No, because when I didn't have one, I knew I could.
49:16I understand the urge to retreat even further.
49:20To get away from the prying eyes and the concerned whispers.
49:25But privacy doesn't always ensure peace.
49:29If it did, I'd have vanished a long time ago.
49:33We are Kennedy women, and we're still here.
49:37And that can't be for nothing.
49:58We are Kennedy women, and we're still here.
50:19We are Kennedy women, and we're still here.
50:20We are Kennedy women, and we're still here.
50:20We are Kennedy women, and we're still here.
50:22We are Kennedy women, and we're still here.
50:23We're still here.
50:24We're still here.
50:29We're still here.
50:30We're still here.
50:32We're still here.
50:32We're still here.
50:33We're still here.
50:33We're still here.
50:34We're still here.
50:34We're still here.
50:34We're still here.
50:35We're still here.
50:35We're still here.
50:38We're still here.
50:52Death is nothing at all.
50:55It does not count.
50:57I have only slipped away into the next room.
51:01Nothing has happened.
51:05Everything remains exactly as it was.
51:09I am I and you are you.
51:11And the old life that we live so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
51:18Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
51:22Call me by the old familiar name.
51:26Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
51:30Put no differences into your tone.
51:36Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
51:42Life means all that it ever meant.
51:48It is the same as it ever was.
51:56Do not stand by my grave and weep.
52:03I am not there.
52:04I do not sleep.
52:16I am the thousand winds that blow.
52:20I am the diamond glints in snow.
52:48I am the sunlight of ripe and green.
52:53I do not sleep.
52:53I am the gentle autumn rain.
52:59As you awake with morning's hush.
53:04As you awake with morning's hush, I am the swift outflinging rush.
53:12Of quiet birds encircling flight, I am the day transcending night.
53:40Do not stand by my grave and cry.
53:47I am not there.
53:48I did not die.
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