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00:18:31oh i'm featured right now am i that's actually pretty cool
00:18:40welcome everyone who's watching from the front page
00:18:51damn really is there really 1600 all right well from there
00:19:00i've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years
00:19:05and it led me back to the point where i wanted to sink my life into breath of the wild
00:19:10and stream it
00:19:17nader and thank you very much
00:19:233000 that's insane thank you
00:19:28thank you very much
00:19:36what do you do for a living and feel free to not answer any of this obviously
00:19:48oh golly gosh i don't even know your name is alex
00:19:54now i know
00:19:59i'm from another galaxy
00:20:02uh no i live alone i kind of like to have my own space but also if i'm alone
00:20:12then it's lonely well i should probably go to sleep oh you just got home i'm sorry i'm sorry
00:20:21i gotta go to bed i have to
00:20:26i guess i kind of stream so that sometimes i am part of people's daily routine
00:20:31it's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me
00:20:39uh peace out goodbye
00:20:43i bet you can bow spin to do that but bow spinning also doesn't get as many hits so you
00:20:47need more
00:20:47stamina so
00:20:50narcy what's up sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers it's just like it's amazing
00:20:57like seriously like
00:20:59it means it really means so much to me that you guys like
00:21:04come around to watch me be bad at games if i could have any pet it would be either a
00:21:09skunk or a bat
00:21:18i'm d girl i like your username d stands for dick and to death to your foes d girl have
00:21:25you ever had
00:21:25it tastes really good i'll go to bad for not seeing a lot of things but not for that
00:21:33fucking silent shit what was that on the ground was that like a nut or something
00:21:41or should i say nut nut nut this is the way i am to people i like so if i'm
00:21:47giving you shit it's
00:21:47probably because i like you
00:22:03i really love the people here honestly not to get all like soppy and shit i'm getting a little emotional
00:22:11this is magical this is magical oh my god there's a star
00:22:20they're gobstoppers
00:22:27d girl will you be my d girlfriend
00:22:39i think i'm dating narcissus right i don't know
00:22:47d girl i've been thinking about you being here
00:23:11i like the view up here i feel like i'm in a high point of my life suddenly
00:23:16and i think this game is partially to thank for that
00:23:23i'm in a high point of my life and i'm in a high point of my life and i'm in
00:23:24a high point of my life
00:23:24someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far
00:23:27but then link pulls the paraglider
00:23:30and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics and i'm like oh my god
00:23:44okay like look at this tree right
00:23:50this looks bad actually this one right here this one
00:24:12i guess we want to go more this way
00:24:28oh
00:24:29voicemail from mom. Hi my darling, should you hear a voice? Alright sweetheart, hang in there. I love ya. Call
00:24:37me when you're free. Bye.
00:24:49Wait why?
00:24:54Alright this is doable I think. We can do this.
00:24:58Let's fucking go.
00:25:01Now that's what I call speedrunning.
00:25:05She just started a run, let's go.
00:25:08I'm disrupting speedrunning much like I did in 2011.
00:25:12I want to be the single greatest player of this game.
00:25:159 hours and 38 minutes.
00:25:175-0-4-11. 3-51-51.
00:25:20There's a whole journey to it, there's the magic to it.
00:25:23The streams. Learning and improving. Keeping people company during lonely nights.
00:25:46I can't get up this. It's too high up. But I think I can jump it with this. You take
00:25:50a bomb, you place the bomb.
00:25:52Then it's like shield, backflip and detonate, forward air jump, shield surf, paraglider, and then you climb up the wall.
00:26:03And you do it all really fast and accurately. So let me try.
00:26:06It's like...
00:26:10Wait. It's hard to do.
00:26:16Oh my god, come on.
00:26:21Come on, why didn't that work though? What the fuck?
00:26:25I started today feeling very adequate and now I feel like kind of inadequate.
00:26:34It's okay. It's okay for me to be a mess on stream sometimes. It's okay.
00:26:38I have self-image issues like a lot.
00:26:43Being trans, you walk this fine line between being like a goddess and a monster.
00:26:55It's hard for me to explain this, but sometimes it feels like I...
00:27:01I'm really not...
00:27:05Enough or a...
00:27:07I'm not enough or I'm not like where I want to be with myself.
00:27:11I don't want to feel like I'm like this...
00:27:19Although it's me, I'm not enough, I'm not enough, but the thought that's just great.
00:27:21What are theGOs, that do you think?
00:27:41...I didn't miss my hand.
00:27:42Hey, it has no idea.
00:27:43I don't want to wait, wait for me.
00:28:02a group of people showed up and we're like we're with something we're looking for jake
00:28:08for people who are having trouble and then i said i'm not jake and then i said well what's
00:28:12your name and then i was like if you don't know my name then go away and then they're like
00:28:20okay but can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine
00:28:27mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more questions like how the fuck like
00:28:36why are you here
00:28:52i need a fucking cloud
00:28:56so
00:28:57Whee!
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention, and thus, the people who show me negative
00:30:36attention, I seek it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:43I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people.
00:30:50Kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking, like, transphobic shit.
00:31:01I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03Watching this stream right now in hopes that someone would kill themselves.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in my head.
00:31:11Fine ways of rejection.
00:31:12Fine ways of rejection.
00:31:14End.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:21So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats being a bigot.
00:31:50Being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago?
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place,
00:32:24even though it's really negative.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:48Hi, Angel.
00:32:50Hi.
00:32:54How are you?
00:32:56I've been a bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are,
00:33:04of the world and everything,
00:33:06but mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No!
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No!
00:33:22No!
00:33:28I should probably be calling you more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is like a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression,
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:03And then like having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-sized bed.
00:35:16It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:20And like I just don't.
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:57I'm just alone.
00:35:58I don't know.
00:35:58I don't know.
00:35:58I don't know.
00:35:59I don't know.
00:36:00I don't know.
00:36:03Jesus, too much is happening right now.
00:36:08Okay, voice chat with me right now.
00:36:15It's ringing, it's ringing.
00:36:17Hi.
00:36:18I don't know, like, where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:21I feel not alone right now.
00:36:23Yeah.
00:36:24I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you.
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't get to, like, wake up next to you and shit.
00:36:29That's almost not even dis- okay, like, look.
00:36:32There's, like, physical into this.
00:36:33It is absolutely dis-
00:36:34Okay, it is, it is, it is.
00:36:37It bums me out, man.
00:36:39Let's hear what's my guitar.
00:36:47It bums me out.
00:36:53It bums me out.
00:36:56Yeah, this is beautiful.
00:36:59It bums me out.
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful.
00:37:05It bums me out.
00:37:10And if I could be in your apartment.
00:37:17And you could be in Southern California.
00:37:22You could be in your altar.
00:37:29Altar.
00:37:31Altar.
00:37:33Yeah.
00:37:40Three...
00:37:41Two...
00:37:42One...
00:37:43Go!
00:37:45It's me!
00:37:46It's D girl.
00:37:49This is only our first date. Come on.
00:37:51You gotta fucking take it slow.
00:37:54I opened up Narcy's fridge.
00:37:55It...
00:37:58is only Soylent
00:37:59and then a fucking jar of peanut butter.
00:38:03I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It tastes like fucking mold.
00:38:10So, she keeps her room dark.
00:38:14Fucking garbage bags
00:38:15in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:20I'm gonna be
00:38:21nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Nesting. We're gonna upgrade so much
00:38:25shit in your apartment.
00:38:27I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:30Alright, if you want me to like
00:38:33one minute streak. Yeah.
00:38:35For sure. Thank you for tuning in.
00:38:37I'll see you...
00:38:39later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I...
00:38:53trying to make her have a apartment like an adult.
00:38:56I'm actually like super hungry suddenly.
00:38:57I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But...
00:39:01We need to like end this stream.
00:39:03No, do another attack.
00:39:07We need to start here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get Chisa.
00:39:14It's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me.
00:39:17And like I'm not being like harshly judged.
00:39:20And like...
00:39:21We're like doing cool shit.
00:39:23And like improving things.
00:39:24And it just felt really like...
00:39:25I felt like this bond.
00:39:27And it was really fucking good.
00:39:29And I just started like crying really hard.
00:39:30And it was like incredibly fucking like...
00:39:32It felt almost like therapeutic.
00:39:34It felt like extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:45Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um...
00:39:49I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:58Okay.
00:40:00We're going back to IRL.
00:40:04Okay.
00:40:11We're going back to IRL.
00:40:16going back to IRL.
00:40:21D and this Yep.
00:40:26I'll see if I knew now.
00:40:27Good.
00:40:29Good.
00:40:33Nothing.
00:40:40Hello.
00:41:27Right back in it.
00:41:28Let's go.
00:41:29Come on.
00:41:30Come on.
00:41:31This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight, and that'll be the end of our five-day-gaycation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Norsi.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:16I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50It's fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:52There's no more.
00:42:53There's no more.
00:42:53There's no more.
00:42:53I could have had it, and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:04It's time to go.
00:43:15It's time to go.
00:43:46It's time to go.
00:44:15Satsang with Mooji
00:44:18Okay
00:44:18I'll use those to play games or something
00:44:20I don't know
00:44:21How's life for everybody
00:44:23I missed you too
00:44:26But
00:44:27It's been replaced by missing Narcy even more
00:44:30Like I really like her
00:44:33So nice
00:44:36The line is
00:44:37It was a gaycation
00:44:38But
00:44:41We just haven't gotten
00:44:42We haven't like hammered out shit
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me
00:45:10And that everything was good
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built
00:45:17Out of the impact I had before
00:45:20And I feel
00:45:21Like I don't have that impact anymore
00:45:24And it really hurts me
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that
00:45:32Hello? Hello?
00:45:34Let's hash out everything we are to each other right now
00:45:36I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting
00:45:40So you're saying that like
00:45:42You would kind of want to develop something with me
00:45:46I mean I'd like to think I'm building a relationship
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life
00:45:53In a way where
00:45:54I can just focus in on a few things
00:45:57That I really want to work towards
00:46:00I want to be idolized by my viewers
00:46:0520,000 viewers or bust
00:46:24If this is the record
00:46:26Then we must post a reddit thread
00:46:28Called
00:46:29Absolutely disgusting record
00:46:30By Narcissa
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers
00:46:35In Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes I do
00:46:37I certainly do
00:46:43Clear your mind
00:46:44For this jump
00:46:49We're actually on pace
00:46:51For fucking sub 340
00:46:53It's unbelievable
00:46:56I want this run
00:46:59I want to finish this run
00:47:00I want this to be the run
00:47:09Oh my god
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous
00:47:15Oh my fucking god
00:47:30Free 3831
00:47:31This beats the record
00:47:34By minutes
00:47:36May I ask
00:47:38Do you really remember me?
00:47:42Peace and love
00:47:43Peace and love
00:47:44And remember
00:47:46Trans girls rule
00:47:47Breath of the Wild
00:48:02The current world record holder
00:48:05On Zelda Ocarina of Time
00:48:09You immediately have an audience
00:48:11Oh absolutely
00:48:12Several thousand
00:48:13Usually tune in for Zelda
00:48:20I was at the precipice
00:48:23And now
00:48:25I'm like a fallen star
00:48:28I want to feel like
00:48:30I'm on top of the world
00:48:33Feel like I'm being swallowed
00:48:35By it
00:48:52No one in the world gives a fuck
00:48:56It turns out
00:48:57Life is not a fairy tale
00:48:58After all
00:49:03Turns out everyone
00:49:04Abandons the fuck
00:49:05Out of you
00:49:05Everything I've done
00:49:07Up until now
00:49:09It was all over nothing
00:49:12I will never succeed
00:49:14In the way I succeeded
00:49:14In the past
00:49:20This stream will
00:49:21Fucking be big again
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen
00:49:23I'm not relatable anymore
00:49:25It doesn't matter
00:49:25If I'm the best fucking player
00:49:26In the world
00:49:27Of this game
00:49:27No one fucking cares
00:49:29I've gone
00:49:30From being the superstar
00:49:32To the fallen star
00:49:33Plummeting into earth
00:49:34Like a fucking comet
00:49:36Slamming down
00:49:37Creating a shockwave
00:49:38And burying in my fucking
00:49:39Chasm
00:49:40So deep
00:49:41As everyone piles on
00:49:42And pushes me down
00:49:43Into the caverns of darkness
00:49:45Where I'm crowned
00:49:46The queen of hell
00:49:50They think I'm a deranged freak
00:49:52Who's delusional
00:49:53And should kill myself
00:49:56They only fucking watch me
00:49:57If I'm raving
00:50:00So the only solution
00:50:01Is just to fucking
00:50:02Go nuclear
00:50:09I am the monster
00:50:10That you all created
00:50:15These fucking people
00:50:16Watching and observing me
00:50:17As I sit here
00:50:18And fucking literally
00:50:19Struggle
00:50:21I fucking hate
00:50:22This game
00:50:22I hate people
00:50:23Who watch a video
00:50:24That fucking twitch
00:50:24And viewership
00:50:25Is so fucking
00:50:26You all have such
00:50:26Fucking poor tastes
00:50:27I fucking hate you
00:50:53So what happens
00:50:54If I call that phone number
00:50:55If you get to talk
00:50:57To your counselor
00:50:59And my phone
00:51:00Is right here
00:51:05Suicide prevention
00:51:06Lifeline
00:51:06Um
00:51:08Well I cut off
00:51:09All my hair
00:51:09And
00:51:12I guess it was
00:51:13Like an act of self-harm
00:51:17And
00:51:19Feeling kind of hopeless
00:51:23It's like
00:51:25People want to see me fail
00:51:29And anytime there's
00:51:30Any sort of sign of weakness
00:51:31They pinpoint it
00:51:32And like harass me
00:51:33And like pick out it
00:51:34Like a scab
00:51:34Until I'm squeezed
00:51:35And I'm bleeding
00:51:38I mean I guess
00:51:39I just have like
00:51:39A certain level of visibility
00:51:41So they're like jealous
00:51:42Or something
00:51:42I don't know
00:51:43But like there's a lot
00:51:44Of like sick twisted feelings
00:51:45I get out of it
00:51:46And it just makes me like
00:51:47Feel like humanity
00:51:48In general
00:51:49Is kind of evil
00:51:50And that like
00:51:50Every single entity
00:51:51On this planet
00:51:52Is just like
00:51:53Self-interested
00:51:55And that friendship
00:51:56Is an illusion
00:51:57And that love
00:51:57Is an illusion
00:51:58And that like
00:51:59I'm just like
00:51:59Incredibly fucking alone
00:52:00I'm just like
00:52:01A fucking alien
00:52:02On this planet
00:52:04It just feels easier
00:52:06To like damage
00:52:06A social connection
00:52:08Than it does to grow it
00:52:10Yeah
00:52:11I'll get through tonight
00:52:12Definitely
00:52:16Alright
00:52:17Bye
00:52:25Well that was okay
00:52:26I guess
00:52:36Why weren't you all watching
00:52:39When I broke
00:52:40The Breath of the Wild
00:52:41Record
00:52:41I could have really
00:52:42Used your support
00:52:49I think I'm
00:52:50An attention addict
00:52:56I think I'm
00:53:52Oh my god.
00:53:57You did it live on stream?
00:54:02I don't know. I just hope she's going to be okay.
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey.
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off.
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself.
00:54:20You just fucking...
00:54:22Cut your hair off.
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments
00:54:30because I feel like I really, really want and need connection.
00:54:37I feel like crying because...
00:54:42I'm, like, grateful that you're talking to me right now.
00:54:45Happy cries are good cries.
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was to Colin?
00:54:58Whenever.
00:54:59Whenever?
00:55:14We did it.
00:55:16It's like we're parting the birds.
00:55:26I like this big opening here.
00:55:28Let's just, like, move in here.
00:55:32This is the ocean.
00:55:38How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like, I'm alive.
00:55:44Like, this is a thing.
00:55:45It's happening.
00:55:46It's like...
00:55:47I can't help myself.
00:55:48This is happening as fuck.
00:55:50Yeah.
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band, so then you're streaming.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03And you're cooking.
00:56:04I mean, that's just kind of the thing I like to do.
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:07That's why I like having people around, because I can cook for them.
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as, like, a giant lake.
00:56:19Okay.
00:56:19And you're, like...
00:56:21You're above it looking down at it.
00:56:28Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason, I feel like the view's better down here.
00:56:32Earth is beautiful, I think, from here and elsewhere.
00:57:05Coolin'.
00:57:06Coolin'.
00:57:06Came in like a bully with a bite.
00:57:11Skin to stone.
00:57:13Like a bone.
00:57:15Guilty and polite.
00:57:17It'll get out of the cold and screw.
00:57:19Did I see your lips for blue?
00:57:22It'll get out of the skin.
00:57:24My heart.
00:57:24The test of all these out of you.
00:57:27It's got you out of the vigilance.
00:57:29It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:57:59It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:05It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:08It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:08It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:08Thank you. We're man-eaters.
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational.
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful. Just shut up and hug me.
00:58:37I lost my center of balance.
00:58:40I lost my center of balance.
00:58:41I was not, like, falling backwards.
00:58:45Wait, what did you say?
00:58:47Did you say you lost my center of balance in general?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this.
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55I don't care.
00:58:57Wait, let's try again.
00:58:59Wait, let's try again.
00:59:02Wait, let's try again.
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go.
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool.
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing.
00:59:20Well, that's your comfort zone.
00:59:22This is my room right here.
00:59:25I always just book it when I'm on a trail.
00:59:28It's kind of hard to get your hands on behind you and the path was so thin.
00:59:40I feel sick.
00:59:42Oh, fuck.
00:59:43Do you want to sit on this?
00:59:45I guess so.
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep.
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me, but I've got a bag full of shit.
01:00:01I feel bad.
01:00:03I feel bad.
01:00:03I'm like, sorry.
01:00:05I think I'm ready to go.
01:00:09See what I'm doing.
01:00:15Okay.
01:00:15Okay.
01:00:21There we go.
01:00:22It wasn't so bad.
01:00:28Okay.
01:00:38There we go.
01:00:50Oh, I might puke.
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge.
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy.
01:01:05Fuck.
01:01:06Such bad timing.
01:01:08Yeah.
01:01:11Okay.
01:01:32I'm so sorry.
01:01:59Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:02:01I'm so sorry.
01:02:01I'm doing better now than I was, like, before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat.
01:02:12Like, I really needed that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and, like,
01:02:27just be around people, I guess,
01:02:28without being so isolated.
01:02:34It just felt...
01:02:38really good.
01:02:47I don't know, it's like a breath of, a breath of, what is it?
01:02:51A breath of fresh air.
01:03:09I was little, and she, she used to help me play Soda when I was, like, I don't know, six,
01:03:14seven years old, and that's a, that's a really fun...
01:03:17I just wanted to crop, okay, I just wanted to crop, like, one pixel in.
01:03:21...
01:03:26...
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy.
01:04:07And maybe that's because my brain got hooked on the dopamine.
01:04:11So now my Twitch account is gone.
01:04:15Hi, my darling, I miss you terribly, maybe you should come home, my darling.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love, seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in.
01:04:57Therefore, I must leave this place, but do not grieve for my disappearance.
01:05:06Bye.
01:05:07Bye.
01:05:11For I will find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:19Yeah.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up.
01:05:27Green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:37You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:05:58Hi.
01:05:59Hi.
01:06:00Hi.
01:06:02You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:14I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that your
01:06:20mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22Bye-bye.
01:06:23Bye-bye.
01:07:04Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:20Oh, oh.
01:07:22Oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:30You're just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah.
01:07:35Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:19Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:51Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:52Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:52Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:12Margaret weaves from a world of teeth as a sea beast home
01:09:21Angry heart like a spilled flame, tired and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I've cried, but I'm not so sure
01:09:39I can have one thing you can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep holding on, this can't be
01:09:52All that alive and lonely
01:09:56Margaret don't dare, I'll promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry, I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more than this world would afford you
01:10:33Bed in your belly like a panic attack
01:10:38It's you, you see, I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry, you must understand
01:11:01It's you, you see, I'll leave it for you
01:11:09I'll leave it for you
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my heels
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking the oven down
01:11:46And spinning out
01:11:48You damned it, damned it
01:11:50But Katerina
01:11:55If you feel light too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song
01:12:05For when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina
01:12:23Honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And I'll be around
01:12:28When you can't decide
01:12:32If it is worth it at all
01:12:35When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be around
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me
01:12:47Last night
01:12:48And those
01:12:49Memories in times
01:12:51Like when you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Picked lilies of boxes and stones
01:12:56Falled and Bonjour
01:13:19And I'll be around
01:13:20Your word is
01:13:20It's high
01:13:24And I'll be among you
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