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00:18El Nero River Killing
00:20se refiere a la brutal muerte de Paul Sparling.
00:24La estudiante de Shane Martin fue arrestado por la muerte de primer lugar,
00:27pero es muy conocido que su familia, Oliver St. Ledger,
00:32era responsable por el crime.
00:34Cuando yo estaba en la escuela, a niño drowned.
00:36Yo estaba involucrado.
00:38Paul just atacó Shane.
00:40Shane just kept on pushing Paul's head underwater.
00:44Siara, fucking liar.
00:45Siara, ¿qué estás hablando?
00:47Don't follow me.
00:48¿Te olvidó el orden de la restaña, Shiloha?
00:51You need to get Oliver St. Ledger away from my family.
00:53I don't know what you're talking about.
00:55Oliver St. Ledger es living.
00:56With my little sister.
00:59Megan?
00:59What the fuck, Shiloha?
01:01I'm going to help you get rid of him.
01:03I'm going to take care of it.
01:04No, you.
01:05Shiloha, I need you to trust me
01:06that I'm going to handle this on my own.
01:09Oliver, are you there?
01:10This woman, Siara,
01:12is not who you think she is.
01:14It's Megan Martin.
01:16She's Shane's sister.
01:18It's okay, Dan.
01:19He knows.
01:34Anything they start off fighting about,
01:36he can bring it back to that.
01:37I mean, this time,
01:38it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car
01:40and he always has to do it when he's already late.
01:43You know, and somehow he brings it back
01:44to how my school wants me to apply
01:45to all these private,
01:46out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse,
01:48and it makes him look like the bad guy
01:50because he can't afford any of them.
01:51Shane, I mean,
01:51your dad
01:53is the Kevin Garnett
01:54of talking shit about Bridgefield,
01:57you know,
01:57and also there's such thing
01:58as the cross scholarships.
02:00Ivies don't have athletic scholarships,
02:01and nowhere else is going to be a four ride.
02:03Whatever.
02:04I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes
02:05also pisses them off.
02:07You're so lucky.
02:08Yeah, I know you think so.
02:10I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
02:13Being able to afford to buy Stanford
02:14and rename it after yourself.
02:16St. Ledger University.
02:18Hey, shut up.
02:18Shut up, dude, please.
02:20I'm talking about not having to listen
02:21to your parents screaming at each other
02:23every five minutes
02:25over something you can't change,
02:26and neither can they.
02:27Well, I mean,
02:27to want to argue about shit,
02:29you kind of got to care about it.
02:31No, it's not that difficult.
02:33Well, I mean,
02:33anytime mine won't stop caring so much,
02:35that would be great.
02:36But they won't,
02:37because they can't live
02:38unless they're up my ass.
02:39My sister can't either.
02:40I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
02:42She's still trying to be my boss.
02:44What I would give
02:46to be you for one day.
02:48Just one, just to try it,
02:49just to see.
02:49Not even for the money,
02:50just for the, like, silence.
02:59I might have told Pawtucket
03:00we would be here.
03:01Whatever, he's not a bad guy.
03:02If you give him a chance.
03:03No, you say that every single time.
03:06He's just insecure.
03:07I promise, if you hang in there,
03:09eventually it starts being such a dick.
03:11Prove it.
03:12What does that even mean?
03:13What's up, fuckheads?
03:18You gonna be okay?
03:19What's up?
03:19What's up?
03:20It's like fucking ran here.
03:21You're kidding, from Bridgefield?
03:22Yeah, that's right, shithead.
03:24Wow.
03:25I mean, I know Coach said
03:25you need to do more cardio,
03:26but damn.
03:31You guys are so into this place.
03:33And it was cool for, like, you know,
03:35five minutes in middle school.
03:37Jesus.
03:39And don't you literally have, like,
03:40a massive house with a fucking helipad?
03:44There's no helipad.
03:45Why would anybody want to hang out here
03:46instead of there?
03:47Your dad have, like, uh,
03:49no peasant rule or something?
03:50No, because I'm a peasant, right?
03:52A scholarship peasant?
03:53Yeah, I've been in there.
03:54Has your dad even lived
03:55in that house before?
03:56Like, uh, even when you were a baby?
04:00Because my dad says your dad
04:01hasn't been back to Narragansett
04:02since, like, the 90s.
04:04How would your dad even know that?
04:05Well, he's in global finance, too, dude.
04:07People talk to each other.
04:08It's a network.
04:09Who cares?
04:10All these houses are fucking freezing
04:12and none of the furniture
04:13is comfortable, okay?
04:14Yeah.
04:16What the?
04:17Are you fucking kidding me?
04:18There's mosquitoes now?
04:19Come on.
04:20Is your mom in town?
04:21Is that why we can't go to your house?
04:23What's your fucking deal, dude?
04:24Uh, it's buggy and clammy here
04:26and it doesn't not smell like peat.
04:28You have a house, too, dipshit?
04:30Yeah.
04:30Well, they're selling it.
04:33Because the whole divorce
04:34is my dad punishing my mom
04:36for getting mad at him
04:37for cheating, so...
04:40That's hard.
04:42I'm really sorry.
04:46Thanks.
04:49Yeah, how is your mom doing?
04:50Shittily?
04:51Why?
04:52Just sucks, that's all.
04:55Makes total sense
04:56why she'd be having
04:57a tough time with everything.
04:58Yeah.
05:00Makes total sense
05:01your mom would be running
05:01her mouth again
05:02about someone
05:03she barely fucking knows.
05:04Fuck you.
05:05She knows her.
05:06Yeah, from sidelines
05:06and sport banquets,
05:07but not really.
05:08What are you even talking about?
05:09You just seem like
05:10you know something, Shane,
05:11so you tell me.
05:12Your mom's the one
05:13saying shit she heard
05:14from somebody
05:15who heard it from somebody
05:15like it's fucking real.
05:16She saw it in the paper.
05:17Who reads the local news?
05:19No one.
05:20When NPD arrests someone
05:21it's always in the local
05:22police blotter.
05:23I'm not saying it should be,
05:24but...
05:24She didn't think
05:24she was gonna need a basket
05:26and then she had too many
05:26things in her hands
05:27so she was gonna go get one.
05:29I mean, she didn't even
05:30leave the fucking store
05:31and now everybody thinks
05:32she's a fucking thief.
05:40You know what?
05:40I'm sorry.
05:42Yeah, I'm sorry too.
05:43Yeah.
05:44I'm sorry your mom's a bitch
05:46who won't shut the fuck up.
05:50Man, what's your fucking problem?
05:51Fucking fuck!
05:55Hey, guys!
05:56Fucking fucking bitch!
05:57Guys!
05:58Fucking...
05:59Ow!
06:01Take a fucking sec.
06:02Take a sec, okay?
06:03Chill out.
06:05Get off!
06:07Who are you to wave your finger?
06:11You must have met
06:12out your hand.
06:16I hold deep in muddy waters.
06:20Your pride to be raised by man.
06:23Shut up!
06:25Rob the grave to sell the cradle
06:29and let the evidence down.
08:03Look, we didn't go to the Narrows today after school, all right?
08:05And we didn't know Paul was going to be there.
08:08He didn't ask me to hang out after practice,
08:09and he wouldn't have asked you anything,
08:11because you're not even fucking friends.
08:14I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
08:17So you gave me a ride, and then you what?
08:23Say it.
08:24I...
08:28I went home.
08:30Yeah, I studied for chem until I got a headache,
08:34and then I... and then I went to bed.
08:45What about... what about your, um...
08:49Well, I...
08:50I wiped out during school controls,
08:52and someone must have stepped on me.
08:57I'm sorry.
09:00I'm sorry.
09:03I know you were just trying to help me.
09:07Save me.
09:10You probably did.
09:13Thanks.
09:42What are you doing?
10:01No, no, no, no, no.
10:13I got this, all right?
10:14And then I came home and I took a shower
10:16and I'm back in here with you
10:17like I have been this whole time.
10:22Are you okay?
10:26I'm fine.
10:29I'm hungry.
10:31You want to make stovetop s'mores?
11:10Gracias por ver el video.
11:42Gracias por ver el video.
11:56Gracias por ver el video.
11:56Hey, Oliver.
11:57I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
12:00It has to be now.
12:03I'm sorry.
12:05It's really boring.
12:08I hope you think so.
12:10Okay.
12:17Hello?
12:18Can anyone hear us?
12:20Gretchen and Kenji, if you're wrong, get off.
12:24So what's so cloak and dagger?
12:26I killed someone.
12:27What?
12:30Who?
12:35Paul.
12:37Paul Sparling.
12:40You're sure he's dead?
12:50Yeah.
12:52We were at the Narrows.
12:55Who's we?
12:58Me, Shane, Martin, and Paul.
13:01Who else?
13:02It was just us.
13:05Okay.
13:06Stop talking.
13:08I need to think.
13:17Oliver.
13:19I'm Detective Sheehan.
13:21My lieutenant's just getting off a call, but we can start.
13:24This being recorded, Jerry?
13:26I'm out of custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
13:32Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
13:35But obviously, I want to hear from you.
13:38Can you tell me about it?
13:40Just start wherever you're comfortable.
13:42If I have any questions, I'll ask.
13:48Yeah.
13:49I was, um...
13:51I was home.
13:52And I'd been studying all night because I had a midterm coming up, and I didn't really understand the material.
13:58Uh, but I, uh, I forgot to eat.
14:02So, uh, after a little while, like, I got a headache, and, um, I set an alarm for early, so
14:09I can, uh, wake up and do some more in the morning.
14:13But then I, uh, I woke up, uh, because someone was, um, was, uh, buzzing to be let in.
14:23And who was that?
14:25Um, I was, uh, Shane, Shane Martin.
14:31Shane Martin, okay.
14:33And this was what time?
14:37This was around midnight.
14:41Last chance.
14:42No idea.
14:43You have no idea?
14:45No.
14:46You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about?
14:49Right, and I don't buy it, is why I keep asking, because I want to have some idea of what
14:53kind of buzzsaw we're about to walk into.
14:55You knock out some more streetlights or steal some shit your buddies think is nothing, but to regular people means
15:00real money.
15:01God, like, you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
15:04Except, you know what, no one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
15:07Probably doesn't even know what one is.
15:08Oh, shh.
15:10So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
15:12Wow.
15:13Really, wow.
15:14When were you guys going to tell me that?
15:15After we talked to the cops, I guess?
15:17Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
15:19Could we just...
15:19Because I have no faith in my son, right?
15:21He's a good kid.
15:22So you're on with that whole narrative again that I have no faith in my son.
15:25He could have a better future.
15:31He could have a...
15:33Beth, hey, great to see you.
15:36Fabulous.
15:37You're good, too.
15:38You're bad.
15:39Listen, I want you to tell your father he said hello.
15:41I mean, I'm going to flip a nail.
15:44Preason.
15:44Out of here.
15:48Stop!
15:49Shane!
15:49What's up?
15:50Hey!
15:50Hey!
15:51Hey!
15:51Hey!
15:51Take his hands!
15:52Hey!
15:53Bring him out!
15:53Bring him out!
15:54Stop it!
15:54Hey!
15:55Hold on!
15:56Stop!
15:56Come on!
15:56Get easy!
15:58Stop it!
15:59Get out of here!
15:59What are you doing?
16:00Where are you going?
16:01Easy.
16:01Get back inside.
16:05Jerry!
16:06Come on!ifs!
16:13Papa!
16:15Come on!
16:17Bye-bye.
16:18Bye-bye.
16:25Bye-bye.
16:39No, no, no, no, no.
16:57No, no, no.
17:36No, no, no, no.
17:58No, no, no.
17:59Please don't.
18:00Please.
18:03I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
18:05I feel way better now.
18:08I really do.
18:08All right.
18:10Still, an hour ago you were passing out in your car.
18:16Uh, amoxicillin.
18:19Here.
18:21Take two.
18:22Maybe four.
18:24Why do you just have these?
18:26Dog bite.
18:27In the stop and shop parking lot.
18:30Yeah.
18:31Apparently different tail waggings have different meanings.
18:33I thought a dog wagging its tail always means friendly.
18:36It does not.
18:39Yeah, I thought that too.
18:40Yeah, well now we both know better.
18:52Hey, what about your mom?
18:54What if we called her?
18:55No, I think it's uh, I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
18:57Well, still wouldn't be past 11 p.m.
18:59I don't think that there's reception.
19:01There's gonna be reception at a resort.
19:03Uh, she's off the coast.
19:04It's her friend's boat.
19:06Um, and the school knows.
19:07She told them.
19:08I'm gonna have to mark you an excused absence.
19:11I'll say I saw you and I sent you home sick.
19:14It's not even a lie.
19:18And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
19:20Take a couple more tonight.
19:22Look.
19:23Look, I know.
19:26You were good friends with Shane and Paul.
19:29I know you're having a hard time right now.
19:32I wish you weren't having it alone.
19:34Go easy on yourself, okay?
19:36Understand that something terrible has happened to you, too.
19:44Try to give yourself a little grace.
19:53Uh, wait.
19:54Uh, please, wait.
20:01And you're what again?
20:02The guidance counselor?
20:04School counselor.
20:05What kind of background is a school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
20:09Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
20:13But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
20:19And what makes you think my son needs your help?
20:23I'm not saying it has to be me.
20:29But from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and what led to it, he's gonna
20:38need therapy from someone.
20:40And what amount of detail would that be exactly?
20:45Clinically.
20:47Enough?
20:49Enough for what?
20:52It's enough to know what really happened.
20:57Every time I think there's nothing left that could surprise me.
21:01I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
21:14Mom?
21:16Yeah?
21:21Do you want tea?
21:25No.
21:33I understand.
21:35This may be weird at first.
21:40It's okay.
21:41You do this too.
21:42You know, you see people outside of school.
21:45My real life goal was always this.
21:49So I'm your first patient?
21:53Yeah.
21:54Kind of are.
21:58Don't you have to be able to come clean?
22:03Tell the truth, you know?
22:06Be honest?
22:08What are you saying? You haven't been honest with me?
22:12You didn't tell me the truth?
22:15Of course I have. Yes.
22:17I did.
22:19Okay then.
22:21It's gonna work.
22:23Hey, it's already working.
22:53You only have to find a little boy.
22:58We're going to find a little boy.
23:01No way.
23:05I'm getting some of those kids.
23:05It's not a boy.
23:06You're a guy.
23:06I'm a man.
23:06You're a lady.
23:06Whatever.
23:06You're a lady.
23:06I'm a lady.
23:06You're a lady.
23:06You're a lady.
23:07You're a lady.
23:08You're a lady.
23:08You're a lady.
23:09I'm a lady.
23:13I'm a lady.
23:20No, no, no, no, no.
23:43She knows what day it is.
23:46When are you coming home?
23:4820 minutes.
23:49I'm leaving work right now.
23:50Just do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
23:55Okay.
23:59You all packed?
24:01You travel Tuesday, right?
24:05Boy, orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
24:08A lot of new people, new living situation.
24:16What?
24:17What are you thinking right now?
24:21That you were right.
24:24That I might not be ready right now to go to Stanford.
24:32That I can't.
24:36Have you talked about any of this with your dad?
24:43No.
24:49Well, you need to, Ollie.
24:53Call him.
24:56And tell him.
24:59I can't.
25:01You want me to do it?
25:05Please.
25:05Yes.
25:07Okay.
25:09Thank you.
25:11Oliver St.
25:12Ledger.
25:13He dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
25:15Are you aware Mr. St.
25:16Ledger says he did not see your brother after school until Shane came to his house after midnight?
25:22Yes, I am, but it's not true.
25:23What the hell are you doing?
25:25Are you, are you playing at trial or something?
25:28Is it, is it supposed to be funny?
25:30No.
25:30Because it isn't.
25:32I know.
25:33I did see him.
25:36Shane didn't come right home after practice.
25:37He didn't come home till later.
25:39And when he did, I saw him.
25:43I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
25:45I can't believe you're doing this right now.
25:46I cannot believe you can't see how wrong it is for you to do this right now.
25:51It's not like that.
25:52It's really true.
25:53It's never like that.
25:54Right?
25:56Like, like when your teacher kicked you.
25:58Like when the woman in the stop and shop tried to kidnap you.
26:00It's never about you wanting attention.
26:02It's always true.
26:03The jury is deciding right now, Megan.
26:07Remember?
26:08They're all sitting in a room talking about whether they're going to send your brother to prison for life.
26:18Now, I'm sorry that we are all so terrified of that, that we can't put our attention on you.
26:23I'm sorry that this is the worst fucking thing that's ever happened in the world, and you still have to
26:28make it about you.
26:41The people of the state of Rhode Island versus Shane Martin.
26:45Verdict, count one, voluntary manslaughter.
26:48We, the jury, find the defendant guilty.
27:07Six minutes, eleven seconds, actually.
27:12Very good for my age, huh?
27:14For anybody's age.
27:17Where were you last time you were in the pool?
27:20Uh, 3.17.
27:22The fuck?
27:24You're going backwards now.
27:26Are you even practicing?
27:29I'm not really sleeping lately.
27:36Since the verdict.
27:40I get it.
27:42All the more reason to stay disciplined.
27:45Here's the thing.
27:46Practice.
27:47You have to do it every day.
27:49You're staying on it, right?
27:51Grow your capacity.
27:52Your number grows, like anything.
27:55Just keep at it.
27:57Let me know.
28:06Sometimes I just feel like I have to call Shane, but that's stupid because you can't call, so...
28:12No, you can't call.
28:15I try to go see him.
28:17To be put on his visitors list, or whatever.
28:25When, um...
28:26When did you do this?
28:28I don't know.
28:29A month ago.
28:31They said he said no.
28:34Oh, well.
28:37That's understandable, too, though, right?
28:42If he said yes, would, uh...
28:45So I try to write it in a letter.
28:51I am disappointed.
28:53It didn't feel like this was something you could talk over with me first.
28:57It felt like I could start with this.
29:04Uh, but then, but then I, I felt like if I send it, is he even gonna open it?
29:14And if he doesn't open it, then maybe sending it at all is still the point.
29:20I, I don't, I, I don't know.
29:23Okay, okay, what about this?
29:27Shane knows me from school.
29:30What if I has to be put on his visitors list?
29:33You know, I, I, I don't say why.
29:36But I take that with me.
29:39And I read it.
29:42Out loud.
29:43And whatever happens next is up to him.
29:55I'm just sorry I couldn't make myself do it before.
29:59And I know it won't make me a good person to do the right thing now, but still.
30:05I'm gonna fix everything.
30:10I promise.
30:18You look a little, the, uh, the food's pretty bad here.
30:21Yeah.
30:21They serve it at weird times, whatever.
30:25I don't know why I didn't think he'd actually come.
30:27I don't know why it took me so long to ask.
30:30I mean, we didn't ever talk all that much in school, so.
30:33Oof.
30:34I'm sorry.
30:34I'm not saying that for, like, blame.
30:35No, I, I know you're not.
30:36I, it just doesn't reflect very well on me, though.
30:41So, can I ask how you are?
30:48I'm so sorry about all of this.
30:51It's just, it's really terrible.
30:54Yeah.
30:55Yeah, it's pretty terrible.
30:56Yeah.
31:00In full disclosure, and I know I should have said this up front when I first asked to come see
31:04you.
31:05Are you gonna try and write a book or something?
31:07Oh.
31:08Uh, no.
31:13I'm working with Oliver.
31:18Working with him how?
31:19Uh, just counseling him.
31:21As his therapist.
31:24So you're with him, then?
31:26Yeah, I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you?
31:29No.
31:32Although, obviously, that's a very logical first question to ask.
31:35What does he need therapy for, huh?
31:38Does he feel bad for what he did?
31:39Actually, yeah, he does.
31:41Which part?
31:42Killing Paul?
31:44Or killing me?
31:47I understand.
31:48It must feel unbelievable.
31:51What must?
31:52I don't know how the world is still turning like you were never even in it.
32:03Like all I am is this thing I didn't do, you mean?
32:08All because I was stupid and tried to help my friend.
32:12Do you guys talk about that in your little fucking therapy sessions?
32:16What he did to me for trying to help him?
32:19Because if anything else, you're just another person getting paid to listen to him lie.
32:27Shane, it doesn't matter what Oliver's told me.
32:30My job isn't to judge what the truth is.
32:33And I wouldn't be in charge of anything, even if it was.
32:37It's more that his pain has made me think about yours.
32:42And how I just, I can't imagine what you're going through.
32:46Or the strength I know you'll need to find.
32:49For what?
32:51I have strength.
32:52I know you do.
32:53See, I remember that about you.
32:55Like you said, we didn't talk much, but still I could tell you had character.
33:00Integrity that those things matter to you.
33:07Just.
33:11Before I came to Bridgefield, I was a social worker.
33:14This was in Connecticut.
33:15And a lot of my clients were in your situation.
33:19With public defenders who were no match for white shoes.
33:22And?
33:23One of my clients.
33:26Dawn.
33:27Uh.
33:28Her husband was doing 15 to life in McDougal.
33:32Dave had a carpet laying business with his cousin and the cousin had a shady side thing where a guy
33:37ended up getting killed over money and the cousin took a plea saying it was all Dave.
33:45And Dave just thought, you know, Dave just thought, he didn't do it, and that would prevail.
33:52He did not stop his frustration and rage from getting him into situations that just added more years to his
33:58sentence.
34:00Or how to live, knowing he was only in prison in the first place off a lie from someone he
34:06trusted.
34:08And compared to you, he was lucky.
34:14He wasn't up against people with enough money to make the world exactly the way they want it.
34:25So what happened to Dave?
34:28Is he still in prison?
34:31No.
34:34When did he get paroled?
34:39He didn't.
34:41I'm not going to go into details.
34:44If it's okay, just out of respect.
34:47I'm just never, never going to forget that phone call.
34:54There was one tiny silver lining.
34:57Craziest, that is to say.
34:59Dave's family didn't think so, but I know Dave would have.
35:03It's something called the doctrine of abatement.
35:06Look, if you're convicted at trial, even for murder, and you die in prison before all your appeals are exhausted,
35:12your conviction's automatically set aside and your indictment is dismissed like it never even happened.
35:19When he died, because he died, as far as law and the world were concerned,
35:26Dave was an innocent man.
35:33Hey, finally no line at the vending machines.
35:35I'm going to get a soda.
35:37You want one?
35:58They wouldn't just say this is the prison calling, okay?
36:01It's that this is ACI calling, and we're sorry to...
36:04Okay, but that doesn't make any sense, Mom, okay?
36:05So are they going to call us back?
36:07He wouldn't do that to himself.
36:08He wouldn't do it to me.
36:09He would never do that.
36:11I'm going to call them, and I'm going to find out who called us, okay?
36:13Where were the guards, right?
36:14Where were they supposed to be watching?
36:15Where were they?
36:18It's terrible.
36:18It's a terrible thing.
36:20It's hard to even think about the kind of desperation behind a choice like Dad.
36:26Makes you think about all your own choices in life, right?
36:30All the things you've done or haven't done.
36:37Hey.
36:38Hey.
36:39Hey, hey.
36:40Hey, you know the Navy SEALs used this thing to help them calm down?
36:44They're just crazy, right?
36:45These elite warriors, they train, they practice, and still, they panic.
36:49The Navy SEALs have to make themselves remember to breathe.
36:52In for four, hold for four, out for four, hold for four.
36:57It's called box breathing.
36:59Box has four sides.
37:00You just focus on the numbers and the sides, and that's it.
37:03Four by four.
37:04Do it with me.
37:04Come on.
37:05Let's build a box together right now.
37:09One.
37:11One.
37:13Three.
37:14Four.
37:17Four.
37:18Four.
37:18Two.
37:19Four.
37:20Four.
37:30Hi.
37:32Do we have a...
37:33What the fuck did you say to my brother?
37:35Excuse me?
37:36Show up out of nowhere, get in his mind, say who the fuck knows what, until suddenly he thinks
37:40he has no way out of...
37:41Oh, my God.
37:45Can I just...
37:48I was so sorry when I heard what happened.
37:49Why were you even there, hmm?
37:52You didn't exist for Shane at school, and I know that.
37:54He never mentioned you once.
37:55To be fair, seeing the counselor is not always going to be something the student talks about
38:01at home, right?
38:02You're telling me he fucking came to see you?
38:05HIPAA requirements say I can't tell you anything, I'm sorry.
38:10But whether he did or didn't, with the student body of 600 kids, being generally aware of
38:16all of them, and their various struggles, yeah.
38:22That was my job.
38:24Why did you go to the prison?
38:27To offer my support.
38:28No, I want to know what kind of apocalyptic shit you said to him.
38:31Besides that fucking Oliver St. Leger sees you for therapy, which is...
38:35I just don't really know how to wrap my mind around that, actually.
38:37So he told you that, but he didn't tell you what else we talked about?
38:39Okay, he's figuring things out, he's taking fucking classes, and then here you are, and
38:43a month later, he kills himself.
38:46And you think talking to me had something to do with that?
38:51I do.
38:51And I think I have a lot of questions that I'm going to ask to whoever is responsible
38:55for you having a license to talk to anybody, okay?
38:57So just know that's what's going to be happening.
39:00Well, then maybe also ask them if they think someone without a baseline of mental instability
39:03and a history of emotional detachment of the home can be goaded into suicide by one casual
39:08conversation with a sympathetic relative stranger.
39:14Oh, this is such an awful thing.
39:17Look, I understand needing to explain it away somehow, but when an already mentally vulnerable
39:24person is put into such a challenging environment at an age where they're still struggling with
39:31coping skills and with the idea that the future even exists, not to mention a support system
39:36at home that just isn't up to the task in a real way.
39:39Ah!
39:40Oh!
39:41Jesus!
39:42Fuck!
39:48So, as soon as court opens tomorrow, I'm going to file a temporary ex parte order of protection
39:54against you, and just to make it final-
39:57Thank you!
39:57Okay!
40:11Did Mum go to sleep?
40:14She went to her room.
40:15Sure, she's not sleeping.
40:17Nobody sleeps in this house.
40:18Obviously.
40:29Okay, talk show, old movie, infomercial.
40:33Where do you think Shane is now?
40:36Shit.
40:38I'm going to need a drink or ten for that conversation.
40:41Megan, I don't want to talk about heaven or whatever, okay?
40:45Because you don't think he's...
40:46If there is a place he is, I hope that everything makes sense to him.
40:51That he doesn't hurt anymore.
40:53Okay?
40:55Me too.
40:57Also, I wish it was a place like that for Mom to go.
41:03Yeah, I mean, Mom's still alive, but I get what you're saying.
41:09I saw him that night.
41:13What does that mean?
41:17Mom and Dad went to Holy Spirit Pris Bingo,
41:19and he was supposed to come home after practice and make dinner.
41:23But he didn't.
41:25So I made it, and I saw him get dropped off by a car that I saw.
41:36Whose car it was.
41:40Okay, well, did Shane know this?
41:43Yes.
41:44When?
41:46Right when he came inside.
41:47Okay, and what did he say?
41:49He said he was home the whole time.
41:51And he never asked you to say anything later to anybody, ever?
41:56He thought he would.
41:59He was waiting, but he never did.
42:05Why didn't he want me to?
42:09You know what?
42:09Maybe he was afraid.
42:13Yeah.
42:14Of you bringing Oliver into it, and of Oliver's family.
42:18Of what they might do to us, to you.
42:20I mean, who knows?
42:23With people who can be what they are.
42:28You feel guilty for not saying,
42:32don't.
42:34Okay?
42:36It wouldn't have made any difference.
42:38It still would have all happened the exact same way,
42:41and you couldn't have stopped it.
42:42So please, please,
42:45don't let it derail your life.
42:49Okay?
42:51Come here.
42:53Come here.
42:54Come here.
42:56Come here.
42:57Come here.
42:58Come here.
42:58Come here.
42:58Come here.
42:59Come here.
42:59Come here.
43:00Come here.
43:21Miss Martin?
43:23One of them.
43:26Which one are you?
43:29Shiloh.
43:30Is your mom Christy?
43:31Is she here, too?
43:32She's not here at the moment.
43:34Now, you live here with her.
43:36Rub it in, why don't you?
43:39So, you're Shane's sister.
43:41Hey, can I ask a question?
43:43Yes, we are here to ask people questions
43:45about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
43:48Specifically about the possible revenge killing
43:51of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
43:53We spoke to Annette Sparling.
43:54We spoke to Annette Sparling.
43:54She gave us your address.
43:56Does your sister live here, too?
43:58Megan or Ciara Wise?
44:00Which one do you call her?
44:04Look, I don't know where Megan lives.
44:06Okay?
44:08I don't even know where she is.
44:11Or if she's ever coming back.
44:37I've just been sitting here watching you breathe.
44:42You're Megan.
44:45You're Shane's sister.
44:49Yeah.
44:56The day that Paul Sparling died,
45:00I saw you.
45:03And I knew that you were lying.
45:08But I was no one compared to you and your family.
45:15And there was nothing that I could do.
45:20And it just kept spinning out of control my whole life.
45:25Even so many years later, spinning out of control.
45:29And I wanted to hurt you.
45:33I really, really wanted to hurt you.
45:38And so I made a plan.
45:43But then I started to know you.
45:46And I saw...
45:48how lonely you were.
45:52That I didn't need to do anything to ruin your life
45:54because you were doing that on your own.
46:02I really wanted to tell you the truth.
46:06I had so many opportunities to tell you the truth,
46:09and I didn't.
46:18I'm sorry.
46:24I am sorry.
46:25He was my best friend.
46:28And your brother, he didn't deserve that.
46:34Your brother didn't do anything.
46:36It was me.
46:41I know that.
46:45But I knew that.
46:51Thank you for saying that.
46:53Because I think I really needed
46:56you to say that to me.
47:05And I'm so in love with you.
47:09I'm so in love with you.
47:11Yeah.
47:13Yeah.
47:18Yeah.
47:20No, no, no, no.
47:50Were sleeping or when I was driving and you were sleeping.
47:56So do we think Megan Martin, slash Sierra Wise,
48:01is somewhere in the world with or without Oliver Kennedy?
48:06Yeah, we all know that.
48:08I said we think, not we know.
48:12But you do agree that that's the first road we should go down for?
48:15Okay, yeah, it's the first road, but it's not the only road.
48:26Come on.
48:45You better watch what you say.
48:49You better watch what you do to me.
48:53Don't get carried away.
48:57Girl, if you can do better than me, go.
49:05Yeah, go.
49:08But remember, good love is hard to find.
49:14Good love is hard to find.
49:18You've got lucky things.
49:21You've got lucky things.
49:24When I found you.
49:35You put a hand on my cheek.
49:39And then you turn your eyes away.
49:44It really don't feel complete.
49:46If I thought I'd take you all the way, then go.
49:54Yeah, go.
49:58Remember, good love is hard to find.
50:04Good love is hard to find.
50:08You've got lucky things.
50:11You've got lucky things.
50:15When I found you.
50:38And what I found you.
50:41You've got lucky things.
50:41It's a you.
51:01There we go.
51:01Good love is hard to find.
51:02Love is hard to find.
51:07I'm meeting with my kids and
51:07I hope you wish I had the girl in the mood of God
51:08Gracias.
51:38Gracias.
52:08Gracias.
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