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90 Day Fiance: Before The 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 15 -Mayday! Mayday
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days...
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:14Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me everything. You want my location?
00:00:37I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:51It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03Yeah, I'm just ready to make the decision, yeah.
00:01:06I love you.
00:01:08I love you.
00:01:08I love you.
00:01:09I love you.
00:01:10I love you.
00:01:14I love you.
00:01:14Does it say to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, I know.
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between the relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move.
00:01:26And now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:30I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like?
00:01:36Really?
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:49and ended up crashing the boat into rocks.
00:01:52And he has a final warning at work.
00:01:54And on top of that, he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:58So are you jealous of me in our relationship?
00:02:00I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:06That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising that you will not go back
00:02:12to practicing same sex?
00:02:14Daniel, I plan on marrying you for the rest of my life.
00:02:17I don't think I will continue with this relationship
00:02:19until my uncle comes.
00:02:21I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me
00:02:25and this relationship will be over.
00:02:34I am sinking deeper inches from hitting rock bottom.
00:02:42I don't need no answers, baby, I've already got them.
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:55This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:02:58Like, I'm not used to living with two men
00:03:01in, like, a frat house.
00:03:02Like, gross!
00:03:04I need you to hold me.
00:03:09Like, I woke up this morning.
00:03:11Like, Joshua's, like, he was gone,
00:03:12and I asked him where he was,
00:03:14and Joshua said, I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:17And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:19And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:21So I'm like, what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:22Just hold me.
00:03:25Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends,
00:03:28and it went okay.
00:03:30I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:32but there's something definitely off
00:03:34with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:37I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:41That's her financially supporting him,
00:03:44and that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:47So after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:51my mind is just in so many directions,
00:03:54and I'm freaking out.
00:03:56Like, where is he?
00:03:57What is he doing?
00:03:58And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:01It's, like, such high highs and, like, such low lows.
00:04:04I just am like, this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:08I feel like I'm living in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:10Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:12Like, I'm going...
00:04:13I don't know what the f*** is going on with him.
00:04:16Just, like, I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:19And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:25I just feel alone.
00:04:29I don't know.
00:04:30I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:33And it made me feel like, was he at Nat's place?
00:04:36Like, where is he?
00:04:38And, like, and I just...
00:04:48What just happened?
00:04:50He left.
00:04:51He saw me crying and he left.
00:05:02Why did you just leave?
00:05:05You're upset.
00:05:06So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:09You're upset.
00:05:11So you just walk away from me?
00:05:14Sorry.
00:05:14I don't really need to talk.
00:05:17What are you upset about?
00:05:23I don't know what the f*** is going on right now.
00:05:29I ran off to do a few things while you're asleep.
00:05:34I've got work to run around for.
00:05:37Like, I've got to do jobs while I look after you.
00:05:39If you're asleep and you're in bed, perfect.
00:05:41Sleep in.
00:05:42This is the best time to get work done.
00:05:47This wasn't about a job.
00:05:48What was it about then?
00:06:15I walk in the door and I see Elise crying.
00:06:17And I sort of panicked and just thought, you know, I need to give her a bit more space.
00:06:24I know how fiery she gets.
00:06:26And maybe I didn't want a water bottle thrown in my head.
00:06:29I think I should have just told Elise that, you know, I had to work.
00:06:33But she texted me that comment about Nat and it pissed me off.
00:06:35So I guess I was just being a smart ass back.
00:06:42Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:46I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:47I had work to do.
00:06:49They want me to drive a boat that I sold from our marina to get lifted up, put on a
00:06:56truck and sent to Perth,
00:06:57which is the other side of the country.
00:07:00They want me to do it in a few days.
00:07:03I've told them I can't.
00:07:05But I had to at least shut the keys off.
00:07:09Okay.
00:07:17I am falling for Josh and I want this to work.
00:07:24Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:27It's a beautiful day.
00:07:29We can forget about this.
00:07:32Okay.
00:07:36Fair enough.
00:07:38But he's given me reasons not to trust him because he's lied to me about living with Nat.
00:07:44And I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:05Oh, are you?
00:08:06Oh.
00:08:06What are you?
00:08:07I'm feeling good.
00:08:08Okay.
00:08:08Okay.
00:08:12That's good.
00:08:17Will you speak first?
00:08:19Yes, I have to speak first.
00:08:20I have to talk to him.
00:08:21He's my uncle.
00:08:22So I will explain everything to him.
00:08:25Daniel, what's going to happen if he doesn't forgive us?
00:08:29I don't know.
00:08:29I can't tell.
00:08:31Let's go there first.
00:08:34I'm still upset about Lisa telling lies.
00:08:37I'm sleeping with a fellow woman.
00:08:39But everyone is a sinner, and everyone can ask for forgiveness.
00:08:45I'm really, really, really, really nervous.
00:08:48They're not even nervous, Mother Maya.
00:08:51They're not.
00:08:53I love Lisa, and she promised not to do it anymore.
00:08:58So despite all her mistakes, I still want to marry her.
00:09:06What the f**k?
00:09:09But right now, I feel like running away from where I'm sitting.
00:09:15My uncle asked her about this lesbianism, and she told my uncle that it was a mistake.
00:09:20She lied to him.
00:09:22I don't know how to look on his face and talk to him, because I've disgraced myself.
00:09:43She told me that when things are going wrong, that we should inform you.
00:09:53Remember you told me that when things are going wrong, that we should inform you.
00:09:58Before you approved our marriage, there are some things she told me, which I told you, that she have divorced
00:10:06two times.
00:10:08But after all the blessings, she told me that she have gotten married five times.
00:10:16And she has not been divorced legally.
00:10:23So when I heard this, I was...
00:10:26I was shocked.
00:10:29Uncle.
00:10:30Uncle.
00:10:30Uncle.
00:10:30Hold on.
00:10:31No.
00:10:31Hold on.
00:10:32Let me explain.
00:10:33Let him in.
00:10:34It's not yet time for you to talk.
00:10:37So this is what she told me.
00:10:39And she also told me that from 21 years now, that she has been in a relationship with several women.
00:10:50May I please explain, Uncle?
00:10:53Oh, wait.
00:10:54You told me that you have stopped everything about lesbianism.
00:11:01I have.
00:11:02I have.
00:11:02I have.
00:11:03But why am I hearing this one now?
00:11:06Where is the honesty?
00:11:09Up to 20-something years with your fellow woman?
00:11:14This is an abomination.
00:11:17No.
00:11:18No.
00:11:20When I came to you and I told you I have stopped, I have stopped.
00:11:24I just didn't tell you how many times or what it was in my past.
00:11:28It's my past, sir.
00:11:30My culture is very different in America.
00:11:33I can't help what my past is like.
00:11:35I can't change my past, sir.
00:11:38I am willing to do whatever it takes to be with Daniel.
00:11:41No.
00:11:41I can't believe you.
00:11:43It's the truth.
00:11:44You are just telling me lies.
00:11:48Our abomination.
00:11:53I did it.
00:11:56What will the girls of our land say?
00:12:00Because of this, because of this, your problem, the marriage will be over.
00:12:19I feel angry about Lisa.
00:12:22I gave her my approval, gave them my blessings.
00:12:27But now, she deceives me.
00:12:33Why is she crying?
00:12:35In spite of the offense she has committed, she is crying.
00:12:42When she cries, that makes me more angry.
00:12:45I feel she is pretending just to get sympathy from me.
00:12:52That's another offense.
00:12:54I forgave her the first time.
00:12:58And now, I have withdrawn my approval and my blessing.
00:13:05I have a gift for you, actually.
00:13:07You have a gift for me?
00:13:08Your book?
00:13:09Oh!
00:13:11Yeah.
00:13:11That's so sweet of you.
00:13:12I'm here, too.
00:13:13You know your boyfriend.
00:13:15I'm gonna get to know him.
00:13:17And when I realize his motive, I'll be the mother that stops it.
00:13:25I don't know how this meeting is gonna go.
00:13:28I mean, I have my engagement ring that Muhammad gave to me last year when he proposed.
00:13:35Putting this ring back on is actually bringing up old feelings.
00:13:39It actually feels nice to have it on.
00:13:41I just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid.
00:14:06Do you like it?
00:14:09Do I like this movie, or?
00:14:10Violence.
00:14:15Dance.
00:14:16Dance.
00:14:19Dance.
00:14:22Dance.
00:14:23Dance.
00:14:26So, you came all the way.
00:14:32Yeah, I wanted to check in on Laura to see how she's doing.
00:14:35Yeah, she's good.
00:14:37She's happy.
00:14:38She's happy.
00:14:39Okay, good.
00:14:39I'm glad to hear that.
00:14:40Yeah.
00:14:53I have a gift for you.
00:14:54You have a gift for me?
00:14:55I actually have two gifts for you.
00:14:57Oh, that's so sweet.
00:14:58Would you like me to get them?
00:14:59I would love that.
00:15:01That's a surprise.
00:15:04I remember that you wanted me to pick up something for you.
00:15:08I did, in fact.
00:15:09I want you to pick up something for me.
00:15:12So, one, your book.
00:15:14Oh, the second.
00:15:16And you fell in love with these the first time.
00:15:18So, here's another set.
00:15:19And the packing cubes that I love that you got me.
00:15:21Mm-hmm.
00:15:24That's so sweet of you.
00:15:26You're so thoughtful.
00:15:29Yes, yes, I am.
00:15:31You're teaching me the gift-giving language.
00:15:34I love that.
00:15:38I'm here, too.
00:15:39You know, your boyfriend.
00:15:42He just brought me a gift.
00:15:43Yeah, I love that gift.
00:15:45Me, too.
00:15:52Michael just arrived in Turkey, and it just feels really freaking awkward.
00:15:59I feel like BearCon's being ridiculously cold to Michael.
00:16:03And, really, it's so intentional and completely unnecessary.
00:16:09Grow up.
00:16:12Okay.
00:16:13So, Laura, how's your day-to-day?
00:16:15How's life?
00:16:16Yeah, it's been pretty good.
00:16:17I feel like I'm, like, in vacation mode.
00:16:20You are in vacation mode.
00:16:21Yeah.
00:16:22It's a lot later nights than I'm used to.
00:16:25That's a huge contrast to what my normal day-to-day life is.
00:16:29And I try to decide if it's a compatibility thing.
00:16:33Well, I mean, if BearCon were to come to the States, you're probably more on your schedule then.
00:16:37He'd follow more in line with you because EV is the only point of contact, so.
00:16:41Maybe.
00:16:42I mean, he doesn't.
00:16:44Your friend has a point.
00:16:51Did you enjoy Turkey so far?
00:16:54Well, in the short amount of time I've been here, I have experienced a cab driver weave through humans.
00:17:01Hey, yeah, welcome to Turkey.
00:17:03Exactly.
00:17:12So, if you want, I can show you around.
00:17:16This is my country.
00:17:18This is my city.
00:17:19And you're the friend, my love.
00:17:23So, I can make that.
00:17:27Well, I appreciate that.
00:17:28This is the least I can do.
00:17:31Yeah.
00:17:34I had to be a jerk at the beginning, you know, because he has to know the boundaries.
00:17:41I play this game a lot.
00:17:43And this is my strategy.
00:17:45I have to get information first.
00:17:48I'm going to get to know him.
00:17:49And when I realize his motive, I'll be the mother that stops him.
00:17:58After you, people.
00:18:22How much longer is the drive there?
00:18:24Just 10 minutes.
00:18:25Oh, only 10 minutes?
00:18:27Yeah.
00:18:28Okay.
00:18:29Whew.
00:18:31Getting nervous.
00:18:43It's kind of crazy that I'm back because I wasn't expecting to see Mohamed ever again after he broke up
00:18:51with me.
00:18:54This is a really weird turn of events.
00:18:57I came here to make a relationship, work with Zied and build a future with him.
00:19:02So, to be going to Casablanca right now to see Mohamed, it's kind of surreal.
00:19:09I think I remember driving on this way to go to the mosque.
00:19:14So, this is starting to feel familiar.
00:19:18I don't know.
00:19:19It's like a weird feeling.
00:19:21And, like, I know Mohamed is close by, so I'm getting, like, nervous, like butterflies.
00:19:28Especially because I have my engagement ring that Mohamed gave to me last year when he proposed.
00:19:36I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it or what the plan is with that ring, but I
00:19:42do have it with me.
00:19:46I know it's a little crazy that I brought the ring with me to Morocco.
00:19:52There was a part of me deep down that thought maybe somewhere along this trip, maybe I would see Mohamed.
00:19:58And maybe I would have the opportunity to give it back to him or get some closure.
00:20:04But putting this ring back on is actually, I don't know, it's actually bringing up some old feelings.
00:20:10And it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:20:16I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:20:20I don't know if it's going to go good or if it's going to go bad.
00:20:23If he's going to be nice to me.
00:20:27But I think him just being willing to come and see me for lunch or coffee or whatever is a
00:20:33sign that he would be open to
00:20:38potentially starting a relationship again.
00:20:44Where is someone's here?
00:20:46Oh, we're here.
00:20:47Oh, my goodness.
00:20:48Okay.
00:20:49Thank you so much.
00:20:50You go.
00:20:52Oh, my gosh.
00:20:54Okay.
00:21:00Hello.
00:21:01Hello.
00:21:02Hi.
00:21:02Hi.
00:21:03I'm looking for a table for two.
00:21:05Yes.
00:21:05Here we come.
00:21:07This one?
00:21:08Yeah.
00:21:09Perfect.
00:21:10Thank you so much.
00:21:23Shaky.
00:21:24Shaky, I'm just like feeling overwhelmed because all of the memories from my last trip are now replaying in my
00:21:29head.
00:21:31So I just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid.
00:21:36And I really don't know what to expect.
00:21:53Hello.
00:21:54Hello.
00:21:55What do you want to drink, please?
00:21:56I think I'm going to wait to order until he shows up.
00:21:58Okay.
00:21:59Yeah.
00:21:59Okay.
00:21:59I'll just wait.
00:22:01Yeah.
00:22:04I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:22:20Oh.
00:22:23Oh, wait.
00:22:23That guy looks just like...
00:22:26That looks just like him.
00:22:31No.
00:22:38Excuse me?
00:22:40Hi.
00:22:41Um, could I actually order a cappuccino, please?
00:22:44Yes.
00:22:52Oh, it says that Mohammed's online.
00:22:54He's read all my messages and he's online.
00:23:01Oh, thank you so much.
00:23:03That looks delicious.
00:23:05You're welcome.
00:23:07I'm going to call him, I think.
00:23:13I'm going to call him, I think.
00:23:34Well, he's not answering.
00:23:38Okay, it said no answer.
00:23:40Okay.
00:23:41Okay.
00:23:41Okay.
00:23:42Okay.
00:23:55I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:08Are you kidding me?
00:24:13A fiancée?
00:24:15He said he has a fiancée.
00:24:22Go under me.
00:24:25Stig and I had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:24:30Life is going to be tough being the wife or girlfriend of you.
00:24:36I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past.
00:24:39It's got me scared.
00:24:43Babe, I want you to know.
00:25:00Smile for the camera.
00:25:05Go under me.
00:25:14Go under me.
00:25:17What do you see?
00:25:18A lot of grass.
00:25:21Really?
00:25:22That's it.
00:25:23No fish?
00:25:23No fish yet.
00:25:24Look, Where?
00:25:26Hey!
00:25:27No fish.
00:25:27Why?
00:25:28Why?
00:25:30So pretty.
00:25:31Why?
00:25:31Why do you see wine?
00:25:34174th?
00:25:34Oh, My Little Mermaid, so...
00:25:36joey.
00:25:38All right, love you.
00:25:52after all the tough stuff we went through
00:25:55and everybody getting, like, literally...
00:25:57Literally, like, the moment you said that,
00:25:59the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:01It's a sign.
00:26:03Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:05dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:08It was really hard and embarrassing
00:26:10for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:12But when it comes down to it,
00:26:14I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:17And we can finally relax now
00:26:19because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:26:22Know that we all have your back,
00:26:24and we want the best for you.
00:26:25We love you.
00:26:26I know.
00:26:26And I love you, too.
00:26:27And I appreciate you being here,
00:26:29trying to help me out.
00:26:31All right.
00:26:33Have a safe flight.
00:26:34Be careful.
00:26:35All right, all right.
00:26:36Don't be stupid out here.
00:26:38Okay, okay, okay.
00:26:39All right.
00:26:40All right.
00:26:44I'm glad you were able to stick it out
00:26:47through Aunt Spring.
00:26:48I know she's a lot.
00:26:49It's okay.
00:26:50I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:26:53Me, too.
00:26:54Me, too.
00:26:54Mm-hmm.
00:26:55Life is going to be tough
00:26:57being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:27:01because you, you know, you have some fame.
00:27:06But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:08So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:10I enjoy you, your soul, and everything.
00:27:15So...
00:27:16I feel like when I first met you at the airport all over again.
00:27:19I know we were both nervous.
00:27:20Mm-hmm.
00:27:21And all giggly and...
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:24That's the moment I realized, yeah, this is real.
00:27:27Mm-hmm.
00:27:29Mm-hmm.
00:27:30Babe, I want you to know that I'm grateful to have you here in Belize.
00:27:37That you took time out, come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:27:41Mm-hmm.
00:27:41I'm grateful that you're staying by my side through everything.
00:27:45And every day was something new, good and bad.
00:27:47Literally.
00:27:48All through those moments, like, I just keep...
00:27:51I kept on falling for you and falling for you.
00:27:54Right?
00:27:58So, if I want you to know that I love you...
00:28:07Aw.
00:28:07I feel like I fell in love on the shirt.
00:28:09Like, for real, for real, babe?
00:28:11Yeah, me too.
00:28:13Mm-hmm.
00:28:14Hello?
00:28:14Mm-hmm.
00:28:16Sure?
00:28:17Mm-hmm.
00:28:18Mm-hmm.
00:28:18Look at you.
00:28:20Aw.
00:28:21Aw.
00:28:25I said it.
00:28:26It was a big day.
00:28:27I said I love you the first time.
00:28:29Del Vivo.
00:28:32Ooh.
00:28:35And she said it back.
00:28:37Which is, which is good.
00:28:38That's a good thing.
00:28:41Over the past couple of days with everything that we went through,
00:28:44got me scared.
00:28:46I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past,
00:28:49but I know for sure I don't want to lose the Vivo.
00:28:52That would break my heart.
00:28:55I was waiting for the right moment.
00:28:56I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:28:58I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:00It was.
00:29:01Mm-hmm.
00:29:02What'd I do?
00:29:03Mm-hmm.
00:29:04I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:08Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:09It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship, and it's special to me.
00:29:15You alone.
00:29:16You alone.
00:29:16You alone.
00:29:16But at the same time, I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:29:20So, I am hoping that him saying I love you means we are closer to a proposal,
00:29:26because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:29:29And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:29:31Girl, your body makes me feel so sexy.
00:29:37I love you.
00:29:39I love you, too.
00:29:41Mm-hmm.
00:30:01You've got a lot of boats, too.
00:30:04I love you, too!
00:30:09I love you.
00:30:09Oh, yeah!
00:30:11Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:30:12I love you!
00:30:13Oh!
00:30:14Oh, it's close.
00:30:16I'm not going to have to wait.
00:30:18Yeah, man.
00:30:19Okay, man.
00:30:26Is there sharks in the water?
00:30:28Could be, but we're going to be some.
00:30:30Way, way, way out.
00:30:32Okay.
00:30:32They don't like Americans.
00:30:34Perfect.
00:30:36I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today
00:30:38because it's Bondi, it's Australia, it's surfing.
00:30:41That's what we're known for.
00:30:44I feel like this is so ugly.
00:30:46Yeah.
00:30:47It's not the best.
00:30:51I think it'll be a good reset for us to, you know,
00:30:53get in the water, do something active, you know,
00:30:55taking our mind off, you know, last night and Nat
00:30:58and me living with her and Elise freaking me out this morning.
00:31:02Let's just all wash it away in the waves, you know.
00:31:05I don't think I'm going to do well, but...
00:31:07That doesn't matter, as long as you're having fun.
00:31:10Wait!
00:31:16Oh, my God!
00:31:18Woo!
00:31:20Let's go, baby!
00:31:22Josh looks like he's surfing.
00:31:24Catching all the waves.
00:31:26And here I look like a hot mess.
00:31:28Oh, my God!
00:31:43Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:31:45No, I've never taken a girl surfing,
00:31:47so that's it.
00:31:48That's a curse.
00:31:55serve cherry popped red for cherry popping
00:32:14you won't try any fish no okay well i told you
00:32:18they don't like fish and you brought me that fish please
00:32:21what's chicken snitch so chicken steady oh why you get that chicken sizzle chicken
00:32:26burger as well we have one of each we'll try okay
00:32:33green and tomato and aioli please like ketchup yeah yeah that's what you call
00:32:38yeah yeah wait so you call tomato is ketchup yes tomatoes ketchup what so
00:32:47besides what happened this morning today's been a really good day thank
00:32:52you and I'm happy he's taking me out something chill something fun this is
00:32:56like what I want my Saturday nights to be like
00:33:00wow how do you even fight into this you have a big mouth I'm a small mouth I share
00:33:07right I know I swear I do yes it needs to go like this
00:33:16hold on hold it it's falling oh I am a mess what do you think good I think it was
00:33:35great the biggest sandwich I've ever had
00:33:43what's on your mind
00:33:47I wish you could stay longer longer hmm but still got another what eight days I already don't want you
00:33:54to leave
00:33:54I don't want to leave either I'm good I'm glad what's on your mind
00:34:01well I mean I I believe that you have an amazing heart it just worries me that I feel like
00:34:11your life's unstable like there's so many question marks like where are you gonna live the job situation like everything
00:34:19it just scares me
00:34:23yeah
00:34:24like this year's been it's a year to forget for me you know
00:34:28my son leaving you know moving up far away from me that did rattle me and I sort of had
00:34:36him to look after like a lot more than I do now
00:34:40yeah you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing so like
00:34:43yeah and like I just took went around went about it probably in a rebellious way
00:34:53I love being a dad but recently my son and his mother and their family moved about an hour and
00:34:59a half away by plane
00:35:01it was for a better family life for them but I took it pretty hard
00:35:06I started to spiral a bit and going out a lot to take my mind off things
00:35:11but I know I need to make a change and calm down and I've been working on myself
00:35:15so at least there's nothing to worry about
00:35:18I've been in your position
00:35:21I went on a wild streak too
00:35:24and I I think I needed that to realize what I want and what I'm looking for and like I
00:35:31needed to settle down
00:35:32but what I'm really trying to get at
00:35:37is that I've been taken advantage of in my past
00:35:42good luck
00:35:43this is so bad
00:35:45can we finish this conversation in the car
00:35:46yeah I think
00:35:47it's like
00:35:48yeah
00:35:49happily
00:35:52oof
00:35:53oof
00:35:55oof
00:35:55wow turn on the car I'm so cold
00:35:58yeah
00:35:59I feel like we're finally like having a good conversation
00:36:01I want to finish it before we do anything else
00:36:05yeah
00:36:05yeah
00:36:07I have
00:36:08my family has went through the ringers with my ex and like how my ex financially abused me and my
00:36:16family
00:36:17yeah
00:36:17and it's like these question marks make me feel like it's super unstable and it's like
00:36:23like what's gonna happen like I don't know
00:36:26you got that final warning at work and it's like you like lied to me that you about living at
00:36:32Nat's and the
00:36:33yeah so what but like what am I like you think I'm leeching
00:36:37Nat's helping you out and I've been used in the past with money like I don't know if you're gonna
00:36:42be using me for money
00:36:43well why would I when I'm using Nat
00:36:50it seems like you're getting so defensive with just like
00:36:53no I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering peppering like you're flogging the same hole it's like
00:36:57because when I get a f***ing warning like that when you send me
00:37:00oh my god yeah it happened but now it's I still have a job
00:37:02okay but it makes me worried that you could be using me
00:37:06well how would I use you
00:37:07I don't know if you don't have a job
00:37:09what have I made you pay for when you've been here
00:37:12it doesn't matter I'm just okay
00:37:14well that's f***ing stupid
00:37:17and if you think that then
00:37:19I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go
00:37:23so please please let me know
00:37:26because I'm not playing that f*** again
00:37:33it's okay
00:37:34oh my god
00:37:36it's okay
00:37:36Why can't it
00:37:37but like
00:37:37I like
00:37:38I'm not doing that
00:37:42But I'm not doing that
00:37:46It's okay
00:37:47I'm not doing that
00:37:47it's okay
00:37:49I can't do so
00:38:20What's wrong?
00:38:21There's some wood dust just fell into my eye after.
00:38:25Knock it.
00:38:34Did you sleep well?
00:38:37I'm fine.
00:38:39It was a little hot, but...
00:38:41I know.
00:38:41I know that.
00:38:42I'm sorry.
00:38:44I know.
00:38:45Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings.
00:38:51I don't know.
00:38:52We should take a shower and go join them.
00:38:56But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:39:01He's showing that he does respect my father, and I like that.
00:39:10Oh, baby.
00:39:11I can't believe.
00:39:12So you're going to walk out like this?
00:39:14Make sure it's not going to fall.
00:39:16I don't see nothing.
00:39:17Look.
00:39:17I'm all covered up.
00:39:18I can't believe you.
00:39:20I can't believe you.
00:39:20What's up?
00:39:26Jesus.
00:39:27Well, baby, this water is cold.
00:39:29Ha!
00:39:29You can survive.
00:39:34Ooh, baby.
00:39:40Village life is definitely not the life for me.
00:39:43And I think Trish's family is picking up on that.
00:39:48Whoa.
00:39:49I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:39:55Ooh.
00:40:02Ooh.
00:40:06It's fine.
00:40:09I realized that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness
00:40:14about whether I want kids or not.
00:40:17But I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting
00:40:20to know me.
00:40:22And I hope they can see I am a good partner for Trish.
00:40:29Trish.
00:40:38They're preparing something.
00:40:40Like for the lunch, take the leaves, and that's it.
00:40:45What kind of leaves are those things?
00:40:46It's quesada leaves.
00:40:48Do you remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:40:51We tried, then it's a...
00:40:53Oh, no.
00:40:54The bitter ones?
00:40:56Oh, no, baby.
00:41:01Oh, no.
00:41:02Oh, no.
00:41:04Do you remember to put a hand on the street?
00:41:06No, no.
00:41:06Do you remember to put a hand on the street?
00:41:08Oh, no, baby.
00:41:08Can you...
00:41:08Do you know how to...
00:41:12Yeah, you should have the...
00:41:14Oh!
00:41:15No, baby.
00:41:16Sit down, sit down.
00:41:22You, you, huh?
00:41:23Come on, come on.
00:41:28Finally got one.
00:41:53Guys, that's how it will be.
00:41:58It's going to help me see the people.
00:42:01But I know that people can see other people.
00:42:10We should get started.
00:42:12They should get started.
00:42:13I want to learn how to make money.
00:42:17but we would have to leave it to our garden.
00:42:21Because when they take a home,
00:42:23they don't want to get away from one of the animals.
00:42:27They just let us know.
00:42:33The children that come from here
00:42:35are the children who don't know you.
00:42:38You can't get them into the house.
00:42:41You can't get only that.
00:42:43They can't get them.
00:42:44They can't get them to the house.
00:42:48And I wanted to see her,
00:42:50I wanted to see her.
00:42:55And that she loved,
00:42:57and that she loved me.
00:43:01It was my good friend.
00:43:06Like her,
00:43:08I got her,
00:43:10and she knew I needed to see her.
00:43:11I needed to meet her with her,
00:43:11and to invite them to meet them.
00:43:12She needs to meet them.
00:43:30it scares me a lot because i don't know how to convince rick to have a baby
00:43:38even though he hurt me so much it's hard for me to lose rick he's a good man and i
00:43:45love him so much
00:43:47but i love my family also so if he doesn't want a child we have to break up and that
00:43:57will break my
00:43:58heart i don't want that the laura i know plays pickleball in the evening she kayaks 30 miles
00:44:10with me you're considering yourself as best friends yeah so why didn't you fall in love with
00:44:16it i don't have an answer for that yeah are you watching soccer no i used to watch tennis when
00:44:34i was younger but and then baseball but i don't watch any sport anymore i don't understand baseball
00:44:41it's more fun to me than soccer
00:44:52okay looks like we're here this is my hotel tell me right back okay okay
00:45:01michael arrived earlier today and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go and see more
00:45:08of
00:45:08the city i'm glad that beercon was willing to spend time with him okay i love
00:45:16keeping my enemies close i don't believe in the but at the same time i feel like beercon's trying to
00:45:27act like he's some kind of tough guy and i don't like that because not only do i want beercon
00:45:33to end
00:45:33up liking michael but i need michael to approve of my relationship with beercon and beercon's making
00:45:40that really difficult right now i don't think he's giving you i think he's trying really hard to be
00:45:46nice to you so that you know we can all kind of get along i think he's worried understandably so
00:45:54that
00:45:55you're going to make me choose look between you or him look i'm going to give that guy a chance
00:46:02nothing more i appreciate that honestly okay
00:46:16this is cute and cozy really nice yep it is
00:46:34so
00:46:34so this morning i was acting like bastard to you and you didn't respond me that way you just tried
00:46:45to
00:46:45communicate and i'm sorry and i want you to understand what is my intentions about this
00:46:56relationship and to get to know each other so i can tell everything about me because i i'm proud of
00:47:04the life i live how much have you told him what we've talked about i mean like the things that
00:47:11you
00:47:11and i talked about like the debt he and i have talked about it extensively well here con tell me
00:47:20more
00:47:20about your debt i have three places like this coffee okay uh corona hit i lost my places last four
00:47:32years
00:47:33everything just up i couldn't handle because i had no connections you couldn't find the right job
00:47:40even after i sell everything i have i had 50k debt okay so this isn't gambling debt then yeah exactly
00:47:52gambling is only a way for me to make money i get that people think about gambling is
00:48:00it is like blindly giving money but i'm not an idiot and i know the system when to play
00:48:11when to withdraw and you say your system earns you money yeah
00:48:19i don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income it's it doesn't work and gambling is
00:48:27infinitely more accessible in the states than it is in turkey we have a casino 10 minutes up the road
00:48:32and all he needs is a car and he's off to uh to win i guess and i'm sure laura
00:48:39would like help paying
00:48:39the rent rather than supporting him i don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes but i
00:48:48i can't
00:48:49see it i just i don't see it working so i'd like to ask another question i'm just kind of
00:48:54curious laura
00:48:56you get up at 4 a.m and you're calling you going to bed at 4 a.m how is
00:49:01this going to work yeah laura i
00:49:03know loves to work out at 4 a.m and has done wonders for her she plays pickleball in the
00:49:08evening
00:49:09she kayaks 30 miles with me well you guys have your system there uh i will try to involve every
00:49:18part of her life the recommendation is that you marry your best friend usually your best friend is
00:49:25someone that you spend time with all the time you have the same interests you you want to be with
00:49:30each
00:49:31other right okay i'm gonna ask just one question you're considering yourself as best friends yeah so
00:49:44why didn't you fall in love with each other
00:49:50why don't you fall in love with each other
00:49:56i don't have an answer for that
00:50:06i don't even know how to respond because there's more to my romantic history with michael
00:50:14than what i've told beercon so two people no answers
00:50:22but you should know that i will fight
00:50:27and nothing can over this relationship you should know that
00:50:36i'm so hungry
00:50:39you have a pregnancy cravings maybe i haven't gotten my period yet
00:50:46how would you feel if i was uncle please please sir i love her with all my hats
00:50:57what's in the program what's the leak and i'm lying and you know the consequences
00:51:16what's up
00:51:19a long ride
00:51:23OK, I'll see you with you.
00:51:25All right.
00:51:41Right here, guys.
00:51:44We only have a few days left, sadly,
00:51:47but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:51:51Welcome to Kasia Hill.
00:51:52My name is Marisol.
00:51:53Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:51:54I'm hoping that the rest of the trip
00:51:57is not like the first half or more than half.
00:52:00So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:52:06So pretty.
00:52:08Love all the trees.
00:52:10San Ignacio, the west side, is amazing.
00:52:13The scenery is beautiful.
00:52:15It's like a jungle.
00:52:16Don't get me wrong, I love the beach,
00:52:18but this is really pretty, too.
00:52:19I love the beach.
00:52:20I'm in love with her, and I'm excited about the future.
00:52:26Wow.
00:52:28Here you go.
00:52:29What do you like?
00:52:30Yes.
00:52:32Aw.
00:52:32All the flowers.
00:52:33So romantic.
00:52:37I assume you said this.
00:52:39Anything for you.
00:52:41OK, bam.
00:52:42Next one.
00:52:43Ready?
00:52:43Yes.
00:52:45Welcome to the Racha-cha-cha.
00:52:50Racha-cha.
00:52:53Belize is very diverse.
00:52:55It's a melting pot.
00:52:56So since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages to see
00:53:01the Mayan culture.
00:53:03I'm not Maya, right?
00:53:05But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:53:09So I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:53:15Hi.
00:53:16Good afternoon.
00:53:17Welcome to our kitchen.
00:53:18I'm Stig.
00:53:19Nice to meet you.
00:53:20Nice to meet you.
00:53:21So we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:53:23And over here, we have the corn.
00:53:26The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:53:30There was no wheat.
00:53:31There was only corn.
00:53:32And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:53:38OK?
00:53:38We press it, and then it breaks.
00:53:43So that is how we start making masa.
00:53:47You can come over.
00:53:51I miss you, babe.
00:53:57OK.
00:54:01Yes.
00:54:02Exactly.
00:54:03I let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for the
00:54:09meal.
00:54:09OK?
00:54:10Enjoy.
00:54:13You want to try?
00:54:14Let me try with you.
00:54:15Come here.
00:54:16The dream work makes the dream work, babe.
00:54:18Ah!
00:54:18You're going to...
00:54:19Oh, sorry.
00:54:20Come on, now.
00:54:22Come on, little chef.
00:54:24Oh!
00:54:30This is kind of turning me on.
00:54:33Oh!
00:54:34Babe!
00:54:38Babe, I think it's done, huh?
00:54:39I think it's done.
00:54:40Yeah.
00:54:41Yeah.
00:54:43Come on, come on.
00:54:45Come on, come on.
00:54:46Come on, come on, come on.
00:54:47I did not know.
00:54:49Rolling soccer and tortilla could be sexy.
00:54:52Yeah, yeah.
00:54:53My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making tortillas.
00:54:58And it's moving right on, right when it's done.
00:55:01You know?
00:55:02What?
00:55:03OK, so we have the dough here.
00:55:05As I press, I turn it.
00:55:07And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:55:10This is a clay come out.
00:55:12Perfect.
00:55:14All right.
00:55:15Let me know how it tastes.
00:55:19Mmm.
00:55:21Really good.
00:55:22The cake is right here.
00:55:24We have the roasted chicken.
00:55:26Oh, my gosh.
00:55:26That looks so good.
00:55:30Babe, this is great.
00:55:33Mm-hmm.
00:55:34I never tried this.
00:55:36You've never tried it?
00:55:37Nope.
00:55:38But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:55:39You could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:55:41From the fire, yeah.
00:55:42Yeah.
00:55:43It was super fun.
00:55:44I am.
00:55:44Mm-hmm.
00:55:46You think you could do this by yourself?
00:55:47Without help?
00:55:48Yeah.
00:55:49You remember all the steps?
00:55:51Mm-hmm.
00:55:52I'm so hungry.
00:55:54Mm-hmm.
00:55:55You having pregnancy clearance?
00:56:00Maybe.
00:56:02It's possible.
00:56:04Mm-hmm.
00:56:07Babe, when is your period due?
00:56:15I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular, but it's usually around this time.
00:56:22Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without a condom the
00:56:29first few days I got here.
00:56:30And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:56:34It is scary thinking I could be pregnant, but it is what I was hoping for, and it's what we
00:56:39discussed before I got here.
00:56:41So, maybe it's a good thing.
00:56:43You want to take a test?
00:56:47I think we should.
00:56:48Mm-hmm.
00:56:49Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:56:53Like, I would at least want to know.
00:56:56How would you feel if I was?
00:57:00Honestly?
00:57:02Excited.
00:57:04For real, if you were pregnant.
00:57:05Would you be excited?
00:57:05Yes, I would.
00:57:07Really?
00:57:07What happened?
00:57:08You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:57:11You changed your mind?
00:57:12Again?
00:57:14Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:57:16I want a future with you.
00:57:18We're thinking about the future.
00:57:21I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:57:25So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:57:29Maybe we should, yes.
00:57:30Ah!
00:57:31I know, right?
00:57:32Nervous.
00:57:37I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:57:42There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:57:46So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:57:49It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:57:54Yeah.
00:58:08He said, leave me alone.
00:58:09I don't want to see you anymore.
00:58:10I have a fiance.
00:58:12What the ?
00:58:35If he had a fiance, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
00:58:41He literally called me and said he wanted to see me, asked if I was there.
00:58:47He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
00:58:51I'm so done.
00:58:53I'm done.
00:58:57I'm done.
00:58:59Everything about this trip has been .
00:59:05Like, it's just a waste of my time.
00:59:06He made me come all the way down here.
00:59:08He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fiance.
00:59:13Like, what the ?
00:59:14Then why did you make me come here?
00:59:24I'm just so done with these pieces of , man.
00:59:26And I just, I deserve better than that.
00:59:28Like, how dare he dump me and leave me alone in the desert?
00:59:32Muhammad standing me up.
00:59:34Like, I'm just so over it.
00:59:35Such a waste of my money.
00:59:37Such a waste of everything.
00:59:39Muhammad can go himself.
00:59:41And like, how does, how does Muhammad get engaged?
00:59:44I'm still single, but Muhammad is engaged.
00:59:48In what world?
00:59:50Literally in what world?
00:59:52I wish his fiancee luck.
00:59:54Because I know she's probably going bankrupt with all the money she's sending him.
00:59:58Everything she's doing to support him.
01:00:00All the gifts for him and his family.
01:00:02Because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:00:04So I honestly wish her luck.
01:00:05And him.
01:00:07him.
01:00:08the Ed.
01:00:08Muhammad.
01:00:09both of them.
01:00:11I was not meant to find love here.
01:00:30I know someone's going to meet me, and someone's going to love me, and someone's going to appreciate everything that
01:00:35I do and the person that I am.
01:00:39I just want to go home now.
01:00:41I just want to go home now.
01:00:45this ring.
01:00:46And everything that it represented.
01:00:52Because I don't need it anymore.
01:00:55And I will find love somewhere else.
01:00:58I'm done.
01:01:22I've caught him in a few lies.
01:01:25He's actually living with this girl.
01:01:28Rent free.
01:01:29I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:01:31I think you should slow your roll and judge less.
01:01:35She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her like she's been taking advantage of her
01:01:39passing.
01:01:40That's just emasculating.
01:01:41Like, it just pisses me off.
01:01:42F***.
01:01:43You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker, or?
01:02:05Joshy.
01:02:06Hi brother.
01:02:07How are you?
01:02:07How are you?
01:02:08Good.
01:02:08What's going on?
01:02:09What's happening?
01:02:10Could've just been time for a terrible workout.
01:02:18Where's Elise?
01:02:20Ah, yeah, she's back in the apartment.
01:02:21What?
01:02:22Cranky?
01:02:23It's been a bit of a quiet day, you know?
01:02:29It is such a mess in here.
01:02:34Where's Josh?
01:02:35I don't know.
01:02:37I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:02:39It was last night a little rough.
01:02:41Yeah.
01:02:42We slept in different rooms.
01:02:44Didn't have sex.
01:02:46Didn't speak.
01:02:49I'm just going to take a little breather here and try and clear my head.
01:02:55Last night, I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past and like just wanting to
01:03:01open up and gauge where he is financially.
01:03:03But he just got like really defensive and we didn't really get anywhere productive in the conversation.
01:03:09I could tell that he was pretty offended, but I don't know him 100%.
01:03:14So it gives me a right to ask questions and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:03:22Hi.
01:03:23Can I please order the mile high?
01:03:25Yeah, of course.
01:03:26I'm looking for stability and right now his life is completely unstable.
01:03:31And that scares me to death because I've been here before.
01:03:37When I was 19, I met the love of my life.
01:03:40He was like really funny and smart and athletic and charming.
01:03:48He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:03:51I loved him so much.
01:03:53Sometimes I was a bitch, but like I've always loved him.
01:03:58I moved to Florida with him.
01:04:00We got engaged and I was like so excited about my future and like getting married and having kids.
01:04:07And one morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered, like completely shattered and he was gone.
01:04:17He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:04:28It broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age.
01:04:31I had just got to Florida and I just got engaged and I thought like my forever was gone, you
01:04:38know?
01:04:41And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:04:46And now with Josh, between the lies and the instability, it's just super scary.
01:04:58Hi, Pumpkin.
01:05:00Hi, Dad.
01:05:01Hi, Mom.
01:05:03I miss you guys.
01:05:04You're my little kangaroo.
01:05:06Yeah.
01:05:06Hey, Drew.
01:05:07I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:05:11Give us the tea. What's going on?
01:05:13I mean, overall it's been really good and I really like him.
01:05:18Like we have this insane connection, but I'm very worried about his finances.
01:05:24And I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:05:32What do you think he's lying about?
01:05:34He told me he was living with his parents, but right now he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:05:44Oh.
01:05:52We got heated in the car.
01:05:54Just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar and saying Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:05:59You know, when she really does it, like she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:06:04But I think there's something there that's sort of, you know, I don't think she'll be able to get past,
01:06:10you know?
01:06:11Maybe the...
01:06:11Is this Nat? Is that the thing she wanted to be able to do?
01:06:13There's something there.
01:06:15Maybe the closeness of it, you know?
01:06:16But yeah, she's jealous.
01:06:20I feel like she's being a bit insecure and she has no reason to be.
01:06:24I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:06:26It aided me last relationship, so it really wore me down.
01:06:29It really made me miserable.
01:06:31I don't want to go through that again.
01:06:32And I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:06:36I'm not jealous of her.
01:06:38I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:06:40What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection.
01:06:43There's something going on.
01:06:44He told me he's living there rent-free.
01:06:47I think she has a financial choke hold on him like no other, because...
01:06:52I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:06:55Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:06:58You know, I hear what you're saying, but it's a little early to say that.
01:07:02You just met him.
01:07:03You don't even know the facts.
01:07:04We know you look for more negatives.
01:07:08Yes.
01:07:08I'd like to hear, like, the other stuff about him.
01:07:12He's such a nice person.
01:07:14Like, he really has a huge heart.
01:07:16And you can see that, like, he genuinely likes me.
01:07:19Like, he made me his background on his phone.
01:07:22He did.
01:07:22Okay, well, that's fair.
01:07:23Did you push him to do that?
01:07:25No, I did not.
01:07:26You sure?
01:07:26I'm trying to be cool, calm and collected here.
01:07:28I swear.
01:07:29All right, we don't really sound that cool, calm and collected
01:07:31when you use words like, I caught him in a lie.
01:07:34You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:07:36I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:07:40You know, what you're going to do is push him back.
01:07:43He's not going to even want to open up or tell you his thoughts
01:07:46or how he's feeling to you because he's afraid that you're going to, you know, hurt him or trigger him.
01:07:53And interrogate him.
01:07:54Interrogate or accuse him.
01:07:58I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh considering everything that's happened.
01:08:05I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:08:09I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships and maybe that is something
01:08:13I need to work on.
01:08:15But I still feel like in my gut, something's not right.
01:08:23Some of the, some of the way she's, some of the things she says is just like, they cut me
01:08:27deep.
01:08:27But, um, when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know, sort of take advantage of it,
01:08:32like she's been taking advantage of it in the past.
01:08:35It's just emasculating.
01:08:36Like, just the way she says it, you know, it just pisses me off.
01:08:39It's getting to the point where just constantly, like, I'm a punching bag.
01:08:45You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:08:48Possibly.
01:08:52You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:08:58I feel like, you know, she's, she's projecting her past relationships onto me.
01:09:03And, um, it makes me angry and upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:09:06She's attacking my integrity.
01:09:09Elisa's poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:09:13No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:09:16I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:09:23I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:09:25Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:09:27Forgiveness, forgiveness. How many times have I ever forgive you?
01:09:30I would do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:09:34Forgiveness, I'm a victim.
01:09:41I'm a victim.
01:09:49It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
01:09:50It's okay. It's okay.
01:10:02this crying cannot solve the problem no sir
01:10:07you always hear crocodile tears you say one thing and do another thing uncle you know you're my
01:10:15edda she's a woman i love and i want to marry her what do i tell my people at home
01:10:29what do i tell
01:10:31them at home i cannot change the past i have made lots of mistakes in the past but that is
01:10:38not who
01:10:38i am anymore i won't face any consequence that must be faced on daniel is the man i'm supposed
01:10:47to be with i won't leave it without daniel
01:10:58tomorrow you may go back to your vomit that's my work tomorrow i may hear another story
01:11:07no no i can promise you i'm done lying i am done hiding truth
01:11:15this is it that's why you are here so i can tell you everything and beg forgiveness
01:11:20uncle uncle i'm not god no you're not i'm not god i am begging for your forgiveness
01:11:27because i did not mean to lie to you every time forgiveness forgiveness how many times
01:11:31i will forgive you i won't do it again i will do whatever you suggest to make this work
01:11:45uncle please please sir i love her with all my hats i've never bring a woman to my family
01:11:52to you or my dad i want to spend the rest of my life with her i can go on
01:11:58my knees please
01:12:02um is there a way we can solve this please if there's a way please help
01:12:14you insist in marrying her huh that's what i want please sir please
01:12:22i'm not a thief please i think you know that i know sir it's not within my powers to forgive
01:12:27a sort of abominable act because of this has mistakes we have to consult the spiritual leaders
01:12:37and the elders and they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not
01:12:45but my uncle have to be willing to go talk to them i feel nervous because as it stands now
01:12:52i don't know
01:12:53what my uncle is going to do
01:12:56what's in the program what she can my lying and you know the consequences
01:13:02there's some kind
01:13:24there's some kind of advice from the elders and chief priests
01:13:49i'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step
01:13:56but meeting with the priest and elders what if they don't accept me and daniel being together
01:14:01what if nothing i do makes my lies better i only have one more day in nigeria and i want
01:14:09to leave
01:14:09here knowing that daniel and i can get married i'm so scared because i feel like i have no control
01:14:15over what's going to happen you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned he gambles he's
01:14:26on zet this guy's on zedgy just be honest tell me you love her
01:14:50good morning good morning do you have laundry you want me to do nope i'm good are you sure i
01:14:57washed
01:14:58yeah you did your own yeah oh okay things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar
01:15:07michael was pretty jet-lagged so we dropped him back off at his hotel and before we parted ways
01:15:14beercon suggested that he and michael hang out today on their own without me and michael agreed
01:15:21so what are you gonna do today like what are you planning on talking to him about time will tell
01:15:27and i can tell you before i got there and we're gonna play some pool
01:15:34i wish i could go yep but sorry that's gonna happen you get the chance to one-on-one talk
01:15:41with him
01:15:42now it's my chance i'm getting to know him at least i can do for you
01:15:52on the one hand i'm kind of glad that beercon's reaching out to michael and actually trying to
01:15:58have some conversation with him he's one of the most important people in my life so i'm hoping that
01:16:06they can find some common ground for my sake and then beercon will realize that he doesn't really
01:16:12have anything to worry about okay your body is waiting but i'm concerned that there's actually an
01:16:22underlying motive and that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my relationship with michael
01:16:28have fun be careful okay
01:16:30i haven't played pool in years yeah as a practice
01:16:48what's your thoughts about turkey are you enjoying i am actually very nice morning very sunny but
01:16:55i'm glad we're meeting one on one yeah yesterday i asked laura and michael why aren't they in a
01:17:04relationship and they both couldn't answer makes me suspicious maybe something is going on between them
01:17:17i don't think laura will ever tell me the whole truth that's why i need to talk to michael alone
01:17:26i want to know everything
01:17:31show off yeah happens so i had some time to think yesterday after i got back to my hotel
01:17:42what are your thoughts you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned i was concerned that
01:17:50i don't know i was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions i didn't know you i'm like he gambles
01:17:55he's
01:17:55on that this guy's a dead beat i get it i don't know i get the point
01:18:05you care about her that's why you flew all the way down here am i right
01:18:11i'm right
01:18:13if you want something just go for it you don't have to play games
01:18:23tell me you love her
01:18:26just be honest our guy time come on be honest
01:18:36i mean i've known her a year and a half man yeah i was in love with her i would
01:18:42have made a move
01:18:46yeah you did no she wouldn't be here with you if i made a move
01:18:53dude you made a move you blow it no no no no no no laura made a move on me
01:19:01a very strong move on me one that you do not misunderstand
01:19:06and i told her i'm sorry i cannot reciprocate i cannot give that back to you
01:19:13she made a move she made a move on me it was long before she met you buddy she made
01:19:19a move on me
01:19:21so i have said no and i will continue to say no because that opportunity was there and i chose
01:19:27not
01:19:27to take it she never mentioned this before
01:19:39and that is the real problem and the problem is not because of you the problem is because of her
01:19:55i wasn't expecting that
01:19:56i am thinking about sharing my life and you are keeping secrets from me
01:20:06this is betrayal and that leaves me this question am i an alternative because she couldn't get what she
01:20:19wanted
01:20:19your car i hope you understand it wasn't my intent to to throw a wrench as we say into your
01:20:24relationship
01:20:25because i want you to understand that i'm not here to threaten you i'm not here to pursue laura and
01:20:31take her away from you the point is michael i believe you that is the hard part i believe you
01:20:40and i
01:20:40don't believe laura anymore my trust is broken right now there is one secret there will be probably more
01:20:52and this this is more than a lie this is an intentional deception she kept something from me
01:21:00and i don't know what is it gonna be in the future or is there gonna be a future
01:21:13next time on before the 90 days last night was more sloppy
01:21:19than i thought it would be i am not a virgin anymore it's way better than what i thought okay
01:21:25me and
01:21:26my hand i'm sorry we're gonna have to break up how would you rate me one to ten
01:21:34i'm about to take this pregnancy test should we get it over with aviva is really hoping that she's
01:21:40pregnant but if she's not i'd be a little relief
01:21:47babe oh my god
01:21:51so much has happened in the last couple days i think this has shown me i just want something different
01:21:58before i leave morocco there's just one last thing that i need to take care of
01:22:06you know i don't have kids my mom she lives i was just one years old i know how important
01:22:13it is to
01:22:14trish and her family but i think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time i love
01:22:21trisha very
01:22:21very very much the chief priest says we have to do a cleansing in his shrine are you sure this
01:22:38is
01:22:38the right way he can say that i can't be cleansed and i will lose daniel forever
01:22:56josh hasn't been transparent the nat situation has not cleared up and that's lingering over us
01:23:01i need to figure out once and for all what is going on you guys are emotionally tied yeah absolutely
01:23:08so
01:23:09why the is it just is this just sexual why can i not have a friend i think it's weird
01:23:14i think it's weird
01:23:16hey guys let me ask you guys all the question am i crazy or is my guy living with a
01:23:22girl
01:23:23and getting financially supported crazy she's toxic i'm sorry
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