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The Substitute Mother [Engsub] #SM
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00:00Mi husband Julian didn't know I'd decided to transfer 15% of my company's shares to him
00:05as our 10th anniversary gift.
00:08That was, until the day of my son's health checkup.
00:11The doctor smiled politely as he handed me the lab results.
00:14My husband and I are both type O, but our son, type A.
00:18I didn't make a sound.
00:20I simply calmly did two things.
00:22First, when he wasn't looking, I pulled a strand of hair from his head.
00:26Second, I tore the share transfer agreement I'd meticulously prepared to shred.
00:30After watching Leo walk through the school gates,
00:32I turned around and drove straight to a private DNA testing center.
00:37Explodited.
00:37How fast can I get the results?
00:40Standard is five business days.
00:43Expedited is by 4 p.m. today, but the fee is triple.
00:48Explodited.
00:48My hands were visibly shaking when I handed over the samples.
00:52I sat in the waiting area, staring at the wall clock as the seconds ticked by.
00:56While waiting, I dialed a private investigator.
00:58I need you to look into my husband, Julian.
01:01Especially his whereabouts over the last few months.
01:04At 3.40 p.m., my phone buzzed.
01:06The results were in.
01:07I opened the digital report and scrolled straight to the very end.
01:11Probability of biological maternity.
01:130.0001%.
01:15Valerie is excluded as the biological mother.
01:18Even though I had braced myself seeing those actual words still made my stomach drop.
01:22I slumped against the wall.
01:24He wasn't mine.
01:24I had raised a child who wasn't mine for nine years.
01:27So, where the hell was my actual baby?
01:33I immediately drove to the maternity hospital where I gave birth nine years ago.
01:38I tracked down my OBGYN, Dr. Lewis, who was now the head of the department.
01:43I cut right to the chase.
01:46Dr. Lewis, I need to pull my medical records and delivery files from nine years ago.
01:50Her welcoming smile faltered for a second.
01:53That was a long time ago.
01:55Those files are likely deep in the archives.
01:58After pressing the issue, the records department finally handed me a folder.
02:02I flipped it open, only to find the records suspiciously sparse.
02:07Just admission and discharge times, delivery method, and birth weight.
02:12There were no detailed delivery logs, no nurse handover notes, no pediatrician exam reports.
02:18Is this it?
02:19I asked.
02:20She looked apologetic.
02:22That's all we have in the system.
02:24Paper maternity records are usually kept for ten years, so yours are about to expire.
02:30What about the newborn footprints?
02:32The blood draw logs?
02:33She shook her head.
02:35Those should be in the neonatal file, but we couldn't find them.
02:39It couldn't be more obvious.
02:41Something was very wrong here.
02:43A bare-bones medical file, a missing newborn record, and a son who wasn't mine but looked
02:49exactly like my husband.
02:52My phone rang.
02:53It was Julian.
02:55Where are you?
02:56I just picked Leo up.
02:57I hadn't even realized school was already out.
03:00I'm running errands.
03:01I'll be home soon.
03:03After dinner, I faked a migraine and retreated to my room early.
03:07Julian was in the living room keeping Leo company while he did his homework.
03:10I could hear their muffled voices through the door.
03:13Dad?
03:14Is mom mad?
03:15Mom's just tired, buddy.
03:17Finish your homework and go to sleep.
03:19Once they were both asleep, I quietly searched the entire house.
03:23The master bedroom, the living room, Leo's room.
03:27I tore through everywhere but found absolutely nothing.
03:31Finally, my eyes landed on the desktop computer in the study.
03:35The truth had to be in there.
03:38Footsteps approached from the hallway, and I quickly minimized the windows.
03:42When Julian pushed the door open, I was pretending to organize the desk.
03:47He glanced at the monitor, which was back to the desktop.
03:50A photo of us at the beach from three years ago.
03:53Still awake?
03:55Just organizing some old files.
03:57I replied, casually hitting the power button on the monitor.
04:02He stood there for a moment, looking like he wanted to say something.
04:05Don't stay up too late.
04:08I sat in the dark, listening to his footsteps fade down the hall.
04:12I didn't turn the computer back on that night.
04:14I just lay in bed, my mind a chaotic mess.
04:20The next morning, I asked Julian to drop Leo off at school.
04:23He gave me a look, then grabbed his car keys.
04:27Sure.
04:28The second they left the house, I bolted to the study.
04:31I turned on the computer and typed in the password.
04:33Our wedding anniversary.
04:35Incorrect.
04:35I tried his birthday.
04:37Incorrect.
04:38Our son's birthday.
04:39Still wrong.
04:40I tried the date we first met.
04:42His mother's birthday.
04:43The day we founded the company.
04:45None of them worked.
04:46The system locked me out for 15 minutes.
04:49I sat back in the chair, staring at the login screen.
04:52This computer we bought together was now locked against me.
04:55At evening, Julian came home from work, shrugging off his coat.
04:59I have a sudden business trip to the port city tomorrow.
05:02Not sure how long I'll be gone.
05:03I walked out of the kitchen, holding a plate of food.
05:06That's sudden.
05:07Who are you going with?
05:10You not yet own it.
05:12It was a last minute arrangement.
05:15Valerie, can you stop doing this?
05:16I stared at him in silence.
05:18Always questioning everything, always suspecting everyone.
05:21I am just going to work.
05:23I turned my back to serve the rice, my hands trembling slightly.
05:27I was just asking.
05:29He didn't say another word and stormed right into the bedroom.
05:32Dinner was dead silent.
05:34Leo seemed to sense the tension and, surprisingly, didn't pick at his food.
05:39After Julian came out of the shower, he grabbed his coat from the couch to hang it up.
05:42A crumpled receipt slipped from the pocket and landed right at my feet.
05:46Once he left the room, I picked it up.
05:48It was a receipt for a high-end perfume.
05:50The purchase time was yesterday afternoon.
05:52I didn't recognize the brand, but I knew damn well it wasn't for me.
05:56In 10 years of marriage, Julian had stopped buying me gifts.
05:59I always made excuses for him.
06:01He wasn't romantic.
06:03He was too busy with work.
06:04He was just a practical guy.
06:06Looking at it now, it wasn't that he didn't know how to be romantic.
06:10He just saved his romance for someone else.
06:12I memorized the details on the receipt.
06:16First thing the next morning, after Julian left for the airport, I called the boutique.
06:21I'd like to check a receipt.
06:23Yes.
06:24From yesterday afternoon.
06:26One moment.
06:27Ah, yes.
06:28The buyer is Ms. Chloe Evans.
06:29Chloe Evans.
06:31The name rang a bell.
06:33Julian's new executive assistant.
06:35Hired about six months ago.
06:36A 30-something divorced woman.
06:39Driving to the airport, I wasn't even sure what I was trying to prove.
06:43Maybe the perfume was for a client.
06:45Maybe I was just being paranoid.
06:47I waited outside the international departures terminal for half an hour before I finally
06:53spotted Julian.
06:54And her.
06:55Chloe was wearing a beige trench coat, rolling a small suitcase, walking right beside Julian.
07:02Julian had this relaxed, genuine smile on his face that I hadn't seen in years.
07:07Right before the security checkpoint, Chloe stopped.
07:11She naturally reached up and adjusted Julian's collar.
07:14He didn't pull away.
07:16He leaned down and whispered something in her ear.
07:19Chloe laughed, stood on her tiptoes and kissed him on the lips.
07:24Julian's hand rested comfortably on her waist, lingering for a moment before they separated.
07:29It was a fluid motion, like they'd been doing it forever.
07:33The last shred of denial I had completely vanished.
07:37Suddenly, all those late nights at the office, all those irritated glares he gave me, they all
07:44made perfect sense.
07:45As I watched their intimate silhouettes, a horrifying suspicion began to surface in my
07:51mind.
07:52Could the child I've been raising have something to do with this woman?
07:57On the drive back, I grabbed my phone and called the private investigator.
08:03I need you to look into someone else.
08:05Chloe Evans.
08:07I want to know everything about her, especially if she has a child.
08:10The PI worked fast.
08:12By the next afternoon, I received the dossier.
08:15Chloe Evans, 32 years old, divorced five years ago.
08:19She had a 10-year-old son named Oliver, who attended a public elementary school on the
08:24west side.
08:25The dates jumped off the page and hit me like a truck.
08:28Chloe's son was exactly one week younger than Leo.
08:32For the first time in a decade, I felt all the blood rush to my head.
08:36I sat frozen on the couch, gripping the printed report.
08:41Then, a sickening thought hit me.
08:43I sprinted into the study.
08:45My fingers hovered over the keyboard for a second before I slowly typed in Chloe's birthday.
08:53The desktop unlocked.
08:54There was only one folder on the screen, labeled Work Backups.
08:58I clicked it open.
08:59Inside were rows of subfolders organized by year, dating back 11 years.
09:04The earliest folder contained scanned old photos.
09:07Julian and Chloe in high school uniforms, standing under a locust tree.
09:11Nineteen-year-old Julian, smiling, his arm draped over Chloe's shoulder.
09:15Chloe in a ponytail, looking up at him.
09:18The next photo was them in college, studying in the library.
09:21The next was their graduation photo, wearing their caps and gowns, holding hands.
09:26That was the exact same year Julian told me his startup was struggling, forcing us to
09:30cancel our anniversary trip.
09:32I closed the folder, physically nauseous.
09:35A decade of deception.
09:36Looking at our wedding photo set as the desktop wallpaper, I felt a violent wave of disgust.
09:41At 3 p.m., I drove to the west side.
09:44The elementary school looked even more run-down than the investigator described.
09:47The bell rang, and kids flooded out of the gates.
09:50I sat in my car, my hands gripping the steering wheel.
09:52Then, I saw him walk out alone.
09:54Nobody was there to pick him up.
09:56He looked left and right, then started walking slowly down the sidewalk.
09:59I held my breath.
10:01That boy Oliver.
10:02No, that was my baby.
10:03He walked with a slight, inward turn of his left foot, exactly like me.
10:07When he raised his hand to brush the hair out of his face, I saw a birthmark on his
10:11wrist, right in the exact same spot as mine.
10:16I clamped a hand over my mouth to stifle a sob.
10:19He kept walking until he disappeared around the corner.
10:21I slumped over the steering wheel and completely broke down crying.
10:25I cried for that little boy walking home alone.
10:27I cried for a decade of a displaced, stolen life.
10:30And I cried for the absolute fool I had been, living in a play meticulously directed by someone
10:36else.
10:37Then, I wiped my tears, started the engine, and drove straight to my lawyer's office.
10:42Sitting across from my attorney, I slid a flash drive onto his desk.
10:45It contained backups of all the photos, the DNA test report, the scanned hospital records,
10:50the perfume receipt, and the PI's dossier on Chloe and Oliver.
10:54I want a divorce.
10:56I want him out of my company with absolutely nothing.
10:58I want full custody of my son, and I want him to pay for every single thing he's done.
11:03Walking out of the lawyer's office, I remembered the exact words Julian said when he proposed
11:0710 years ago.
11:10Valpreay, I'll give you a lifetime of stability.
11:12Turns out his lifetime had an expiration date.
11:15I pulled out my phone and called Uncle Arthur, the second largest shareholder of the company,
11:20and my dad's oldest friend.
11:21Arthur, we need to talk before next week's board meeting.
11:27Julian seemed to have forgotten whose family name was on the building.
11:31I was the one who convinced my dad to give him that CEO chair.
11:35I put him up there, and I could bring him crashing down.
11:38Over the next two weeks, while Julian was still away on his business trip, I quietly liquidated
11:44every personal asset I could.
11:46Every afternoon, I drove to the west side and parked near Oliver's elementary school.
11:51Once, it rained heavily.
11:53He didn't have an umbrella.
11:54He stood shivering under the awning of a corner store for half an hour, before finally
11:59just running home in the pouring rain.
12:01I sat in my car, my tears blurring the windshield.
12:04On Friday afternoon, I arrived early.
12:07When I saw Oliver walking out of the gates, I got out of the car, pretended to be a passing
12:11pedestrian, and purposefully dropped a folder right in front of him.
12:15He froze for a second, then bent down to pick it up.
12:19Thank you, sweetheart.
12:20I said gently.
12:21Is your mom not here yet?
12:23He shook his head.
12:24Mom's working late today.
12:27How are you getting home?
12:29Taking the bus.
12:31I pulled an unopened bottle of water from my bag and handed it to him.
12:35Here.
12:37Have some water.
12:39He hesitated.
12:41Thank you.
12:43As he spoke, I noticed he pursed his lips, a nervous habit of mine.
12:46He had my exact eye shape, too.
12:49Does your mom work late a lot?
12:52He nodded, then shook his head.
12:55Sometimes.
12:56What about your dad?
12:58He stayed completely silent, looking down at his sneakers.
13:01The soles were peeling off, and his left shoelace was snapped in half.
13:06I didn't push it.
13:08I pulled a crisp $100 bill from my wallet and handed it to him.
13:12Go buy yourself some new shoes.
13:14He took a quick step back.
13:16No, I can't take that.
13:19Consider it a thank you for helping me pick up my files.
13:22I slipped the bill into the side pocket, turned, and walked away.
13:26I glanced back a few steps later.
13:28He was just standing there, looking bewildered.
13:33That night, I stood in the doorway of Leo's bedroom.
13:37He was sitting on the floor, playing with an incredibly expensive,
13:40limited-edition Lego spaceship Julian had bought him.
13:43Mom, are you okay?
13:46I walked in and ruffled his hair.
13:48Finished your homework?
13:50Finished it ages ago.
13:51He beamed, showing off the model.
13:53Dad said if I get straight A's on my midterms, he'll take me to Disney World.
13:57I forced a smile.
13:58That's great.
14:00But the absolute second I turned around, my smile vanished.
14:04Julian's drastically different treatment of the two boys felt like a knife twisting in my gut.
14:10My biological son was taking the bus alone in broken shoes,
14:14while this child was being handed the world.
14:18Julian finally came home from his two-week trip.
14:21He dropped his suitcase in the hallway and immediately asked,
14:24Where's Leo? Why is it so quiet?
14:27I signed him up for a math tutor.
14:29Two hours every evening.
14:31A tutor? Out of nowhere?
14:33He's only in fourth grade!
14:35I didn't answer.
14:36I could smell the women's perfume on him from across the room.
14:39He walked over, reaching out to hug me, but I sidestepped him.
14:43Why do you smell like perfume?
14:44Who were you at dinner with?
14:45He froze.
14:46Then his face twisted into an annoyed scowl.
14:48Valor, are you getting paranoid again?
14:50It brushed off on me during a client dinner.
14:53Can you please stop doing this?
14:55It was almost laughable how bad his acting was.
14:58I walked over to the coffee table, opened the drawer, and pulled out a manila envelope.
15:03Slowly, deliberately, I spread the surveillance photos across the glass top.
15:07Julian's face drained of color.
15:09He picked one up, stared at it, and threw it back down.
15:12You're having me followed?
15:13Does it matter?
15:15What matters is what happens if these photos show up at the board meeting met next week.
15:20Or in your clients' inboxes.
15:23He collapsed onto the couch across from me, burying his face in his hands.
15:26What do you want?
15:27I stared at him, my voice ice cold.
15:30First, fire Chloe.
15:32Promise me you will never see her again.
15:36Second, tell me exactly what happened at the hospital ten years ago.
15:39He shot up, furious.
15:42You're crazy!
15:43Over a few pictures?
15:45I didn't flinch.
15:46Julian, don't forget whose family name is on this company.
15:49You are only where you are because of me.
15:51I gave you that life, and I can take it all back.
15:56Looking at him, I almost let my anger take over.
15:59But I remembered Oliver's broken shoes.
16:01I remembered him waiting alone for the rain to stop.
16:04For the sake of our ten-year marriage and our child?
16:07I said, letting my voice soften just a fraction.
16:10If you do what I say, we can move past this.
16:13After all, we still have Leo.
16:16I walked into the bedroom, brought out a piece of paper, and handed it to him.
16:20It was a medical report.
16:22Julian stared at it, stunned.
16:23He looked up at me.
16:25You're pregnant?
16:29Five weeks.
16:30The doctor says it's very stable this time.
16:33His expression cycled violently through shock, guilt, and sheer panic.
16:36His throat bobbed as his eyes darted between me and the paper.
16:41So, as long as you cut Chloe off completely and make her leave our lives, I can let the past
16:46go.
16:47We have Leo, and now we have this baby.
16:51Julian's eyes dropped to my stomach.
16:53I could see the intense, agonizing struggle in his eyes.
16:57I need to think about it.
17:09The next morning, I was sipping my coffee when Julian walked out.
17:12He had dark circles under his eyes.
17:14I pushed a glass of water toward him.
17:16He took it silently, completely avoiding my gaze.
17:22I've thought about it, Valerie.
17:24We...
17:24Save it.
17:24I cut him off.
17:25I pulled a divorce agreement from a folder and slapped it onto the table.
17:28What is this?
17:29What do you mean?
17:30We're having a baby!
17:31I want a divorce.
17:33I tell you I'm pregnant with your child,
17:36and you need an entire night to decide whether or not to break up with your mistress?
17:42We have a kid!
17:44Aren't you gonna think about Leo?
17:48Leo?
17:49You mean the kid I raised for ten years, who turns out to be yours and Chloe's?
17:55Julian went completely pale, stumbling backward until he hit the counter.
17:58How...
17:59How could you know?
18:01When did you find out?
18:02I held my phone right in his face.
18:04On the screen was the photo of the DNA test.
18:07I guess I should thank you for that hidden folder on your computer.
18:11Password is Chloe's birthday.
18:13You've been using that for a decade, haven't you?
18:16His breathing turned ragged.
18:17Panic completely took over his face.
18:20Valerie, listen to me.
18:21Let me explain.
18:25Explain what?
18:27Explain how you swapped the babies while I was in the delivery room?
18:30Explain how you brought Chloe into my company?
18:32Or explain how you two laughed at how stupid I was behind my back for ten years?
18:36The funniest part is, those rare moments of guilt I saw when you looked at Leo?
18:41Were you guilty for lying to me?
18:43Or guilty because you couldn't be a real dad to your own son?
18:48Oliver.
18:48Where is Oliver?
18:50I need to see him!
18:53Too late.
18:54You lost the right to be a father the day you swapped those babies.
19:02Now get the hell out of my house!
19:06I slammed the front door in his face.
19:08Through the heavy wood, I could hear him pounding his fists against it.
19:12A minute later, the screech of his car tires echoed down the driveway.
19:16I knew exactly where he was going.
19:19He was going to find Chloe.
19:20And he was going to look for the biological son he threw away a decade ago.
19:24But he wasn't going to find Oliver.
19:26Three days ago, right after the private investigator handed me Chloe's dossier,
19:30I went back to see the boy.
19:32I told him the entire truth.
19:34He was unusually calm.
19:36I always had a feeling I wasn't my mom's real kid.
19:41Why would she just be here to fend for myself?
19:45I'm going to get you out of here, and we're going to start over.
19:48He stayed completely silent for a long time, before giving a tiny, hesitant nod.
19:54Yesterday afternoon, my assistant flew out of the country with him.
19:57I had already secured a beautiful house, enrolled him in a great school,
20:01and set him up for a fresh start.
20:03As soon as I finished burning things down here, I was going to reunite with my real son.
20:08The divorce papers sat untouched on the coffee table for three days
20:12before Julian finally showed up at my door.
20:15He stood on the porch, heavy dark bags sagging under his eyes,
20:18his face covered in rough stubble.
20:20Valerie, we need to talk.
20:22I leaned against the doorframe in my loungewear,
20:24physically blocking him from stepping inside.
20:26The agreement is crystal clear.
20:28There's nothing to talk about.
20:30He looked desperate.
20:31I can't sign this.
20:32Please, for the sake of our ten years together.
20:34And for the kid.
20:36Which kid?
20:38I cut him off with a cold laugh.
20:40The one in the videos?
20:41Or the one sleeping upstairs?
20:43Julian's face instantly drained of all blood.
20:46A week ago, Chloe had emailed me a massive zip file.
20:49I clicked it open, and it was folder after folder of video clips.
20:53Videos of Oliver crying, being beaten, being locked in a pitch black closet.
20:58In one sickening clip, he couldn't have been more than five or six years old,
21:03getting whipped across the back with a wire coat hanger just for spilling a glass of milk.
21:07The email only had one line attached.
21:10Thanks for raising my son for all these years.
21:13I had sat in the dark watching those clips all night.
21:16Julian stammered, frantically trying to find an excuse.
21:19Those videos, Chloe just lost control sometimes.
21:22She didn't mean to.
21:23I glared at him, pure venom in my voice.
21:26That is your son!
21:28You went to see her every single week!
21:30You noticed when she changed her perfume?
21:32You noticed her fresh manicures?
21:35But you never noticed the bruises and welts all over your own kid's body?
21:39He was completely speechless.
21:40I kept my voice dead level.
21:42I've already retained a shark of a lawyer.
21:44If you don't sign those papers, we go to trial.
21:47And the evidence of the hospital baby swap?
21:49Your decade-long affair.
21:50And every single one of those abuse videos will become public record.
21:54Are you insane?
21:56He hissed, panic finally setting in.
21:58The company is about to go public.
22:00You can't do this right now.
22:02Then sign the papers, I said, stepping back to close the door.
22:06While I'm still giving you a quiet way out.
22:08I shut the door.
22:10He stood frozen on the porch for a long time before finally walking away.
22:14Three days later, Julian signed.
22:17Four days after the divorce was finalized, a wedding photo popped up on my social media feed.
22:23Chloe in a cheap white dress.
22:25Julian holding her by the waist.
22:27Though his smile looked incredibly stiff and forced.
22:30The caption read,
22:31Ten years of waiting.
22:32Finally together.
22:33I took a screenshot, then powered off my phone.
22:37That afternoon, my lawyer called.
22:39Valerie, we have everything we need.
22:40The bank transfers from the hospital payoff.
22:42His decade of call logs with Chloe.
22:44The abuse videos.
22:46And the medical records.
22:47It's more than enough to file criminal charges.
22:49Good work.
22:50I said.
22:51Understood.
22:52He paused for a second.
22:53Are you sure you don't want to see him one last time?
22:56He came by the firm yesterday.
22:57He wanted me to pass on a message.
23:00Said he knows he made a huge mistake.
23:01Too late.
23:03Early the next morning, my flight took off.
23:05My assistant picked me up at the airport terminal.
23:08Oliver is doing a bit better this week.
23:10She told me as we drove.
23:11He's starting to open up more.
23:13Yesterday, he actually asked when you were arriving.
23:16My heart skipped a beat.
23:17The SUV pulled up to a beautiful white house.
23:20In the front garden, a tiny, frail boy was crouching in the dirt, watching a line of ants.
23:25Oliver.
23:26He looked slightly better than he did in those horrific videos.
23:29But he was still painfully skinny.
23:31Thinking about how healthy and spoiled Leo had grown up under my roof felt like a physical
23:35knife twisting in my chest.
23:37I walked over and crouched down right in front of him.
23:40I'm your mom.
23:41He stared at me for a long time, his eyes searching mine, before giving a slow, gentle
23:46nod.
23:46I carefully wrapped my arms around his small frame.
23:49He didn't flinch away.
23:50I'm so sorry, baby.
23:52I whispered into his hair.
23:54Mom was so late.
23:56He trembled slightly against my chest.
23:59For the next two weeks, I completely ignored my phone and my work.
24:03I just focused entirely on him.
24:06I took him to the park.
24:07The first time he rode the carousel, he gripped the brass pole so tight his knuckles turned
24:11white.
24:12I took him to the library and noticed his eyes lit up in the science section, grabbing books
24:16about space and stars.
24:18At night, I only dared to stroke his hair after he was completely, deeply asleep.
24:23He still didn't talk much, but occasionally, he would flash me this small, hesitant smile.
24:29Then, at 3 a.m. one night, a sudden breeze pushed my bedroom door open.
24:33A faint, high-pitched whimpering pierced the quiet hallway, like a needle.
24:37I bolted upright, instantly knowing it was Oliver.
24:42I pushed his bedroom door open.
24:44The moonlight filtered through the sheer curtains, casting shadows over his tiny body curled up
24:50tight in the center of the mattress.
24:52His hands were gripping the blanket so hard his fingers were stark white.
24:56He was drenched in cold sweat.
24:58His brow furrowed in absolute terror.
25:01Mom, please, no.
25:03Don't put me in the dark room, the rats.
25:08I rushed over and carefully sat on the edge of the bed, gently pulling his shivering shoulders
25:13into my chest.
25:15He stiffened for a second, then collapsed against me like a terrified little deer.
25:20His sobs were muffled, but completely heartbreaking, his tears instantly soaking through my pajama
25:27shirt.
25:28Mom, I'm scared.
25:30The storage room is so dark.
25:33I yelled and yelled, but nobody came.
25:37The rats crawled on my feet.
25:39My heart physically ached, keeping my voice as steady as humanly possible while fighting back
25:44my own tears.
25:45Don't be scared.
25:47Mom is right here.
25:48Nobody can ever lock you up again.
25:51The rats are gone.
25:52I'm protecting you now.
25:53My tears fell silently into his hair.
25:56I thought of those videos Chloe sent, that tiny boy shivering in the pitch black, and
26:01the scars all over his body.
26:03I wanted to tear apart everyone who had ever laid a hand on him.
26:07When he finally cried himself to exhaustion and his breathing steadied, I clicked on the
26:12bedside lamp and gently rolled up his pajama sleeve.
26:15On his arm were faded, jagged brown scars, the permanent marks from the wire coat hangers.
26:21On his back, a faint bruise from being shoved into the corner of that storage room years ago.
26:27I traced the scars with my thumb, as lightly as if I were touching fragile glass.
26:33Does it hurt?
26:35He shook his head, tears still clinging to his eyelashes.
26:38Not anymore.
26:40I had a dream where I was in the forest, but sometimes I have nightmares.
26:46I dream I'm locked in there again, and I'm screaming for my mom.
26:51I am so sorry, I said, pulling him even tighter against me.
26:56Mom was late, but I swear to you, no one will ever make you feel that way again.
27:03I sat on the couch holding him until the sun came up.
27:06To keep him calm, I told him stories.
27:08I told him how I used to be terrified of thunderstorms when I was little, and my dad would hold
27:13me,
27:13count the stars, and sing to me.
27:15I told him about the time I first took over the company, how the older executives bullied
27:19me until I hid in the stairwell to cry, only to wipe my face and march right back into the
27:24boardroom.
27:25I told him about a clumsy intern who spilled hot coffee all over a million-dollar contract
27:29and nearly passed out from panic.
27:31He listened quietly, occasionally looking up at me with those eyes that were so much like mine.
27:36Were you scared back then, Mom?
27:38Of course I was scared.
27:39I smiled, kissing the top of his head.
27:42But I knew if I just grit my teeth and pushed through, things would get better.
27:45And now that I have you, I'm not scared of anything anymore.
27:48He nodded, as if trying to understand, and his little hand quietly wrapped around my finger.
27:55A few days later, I drove him out to an observatory just past the city limits.
27:59We took a bus through miles of golden wheat fields.
28:02Oliver pressed his face against the window, absolutely mesmerized by the view.
28:06When night fell, the observatory's dome slowly opened, revealing a sky packed with thousands
28:11of stars shining like crushed diamonds against the dark blue velvet.
28:14The guide pointed out the Orion constellation and told the myth of the hunter.
28:18Oliver's eyes lit up like the stars themselves, and a genuine, soft smile finally spread across
28:23his face.
28:24On the bumpy bus ride home, he leaned his head against my shoulder.
28:27Mom, he whispered, the stars are really far away.
28:30But just seeing them makes me feel safe.
28:32I squeezed his hand, feeling the warmth of his palm, my heart completely melting.
28:36I knew a single trip to the observatory wouldn't magically erase the deep trauma he'd
28:40buried inside.
28:41Just like his physical scars would never fully fade.
28:43But as long as I stayed by his side, patiently pouring love into him, the starlight would
28:47eventually break through his darkness and light up his path forward.
28:52That afternoon, Oliver and I were in the kitchen baking chocolate chip cookies.
28:56The house smelled like warm vanilla and butter.
28:58Then, the doorbell rang.
29:00My assistant, Sarah, went to answer it.
29:03Through the glass French doors.
29:04I saw him standing on the porch.
29:06Julian.
29:07I dropped my flower-covered whisk.
29:09He looked like absolute garbage.
29:11His hair was greasy, his eyes were sunken into deep, dark hollows, and he was dragging
29:15a battered suitcase behind him.
29:17Valerie.
29:18He rasped as I stepped out, pulling the door shut behind me.
29:21I've been looking for you for half a month.
29:23Well, now you found me.
29:25You can leave.
29:26He looked past me, catching a glimpse of Oliver's small silhouette in the kitchen.
29:30I just wanted to see the kid, our kid.
29:33I've been having nightmares, Valerie.
29:36Dreaming about him when he was little, dreaming about Chloe hitting him.
29:39I swear to God, I never knew.
29:41You should have known.
29:42I cut him off.
29:43My voice like ice.
29:44You just chose to look the other way.
29:46His eyes slowly dropped to my stomach.
29:49Is.
29:49Is the baby still okay?
29:51I actually laughed.
29:52For the first time in weeks, I felt genuinely, weightlessly amused.
29:57I rested my hand gracefully over my flat stomach.
29:59Of course the baby is fine.
30:01The doctor said everything is perfect.
30:03Due next spring.
30:05Julian's face twisted in agony.
30:06He took a sudden, desperate step toward me, but I swiftly sidestepped.
30:11He stumbled, crashing hard against the porch railing.
30:14Valerie, I need to see my son.
30:16You can't just ice me out, he yelled, looking utterly pathetic.
30:19I looked down at him, disgusted.
30:22Julian, the last thing you need to worry about right now is where my son is.
30:26If you want this new baby to have a safe, quiet life, you need to clean up your radioactive mess
30:30with Chloe first.
30:31Settle your own garbage.
30:33I slammed the door in his face.
30:35Watching him slump against the brick wall, running his hands through his hair in total defeat.
30:39I just felt nauseous.
30:40Let the two rabid dogs tear each other apart.
30:45A few weeks later, my lawyer, Mr. Sterling, called.
30:48Valerie, it's getting incredibly ugly out there.
30:51But the verdict is in.
30:53Julian and Chloe had officially turned on each other in court.
30:56During the trial, Chloe completely lost her mind on the stand, screaming hysterically about how Julian had used company funds
31:01to secretly wire her money, how he promised to divorce me and marry her, and how he threw her to
31:06the wolves the absolute second he found out I was pregnant.
31:08I listened to the lawyer over the phone, sipping my tea, my face completely blank.
31:13But Julian played the victim perfectly.
31:15Sterling continued.
31:16He pinned the entire hospital baby swap on her, claiming she blackmailed and manipulated him for a decade.
31:22He hired a shark defense team.
31:24The judge bought it.
31:25Chloe was slapped with three years in federal prison for child endangerment, fraud, and forgery.
31:30Julian, somehow, walked away clean.
31:33He cried on the stand like a broken man.
31:35I'm sorry, Valerie.
31:37It's not the justice we wanted, Sterling said quietly.
31:40It's enough, I replied, looking out the window.
31:43I got my son back.
31:44That's all that matters.
31:48That night, Oliver was at the dining table, furiously working on a math worksheet.
31:52I sat across from him.
31:54Oliver, mom made sure the bad people got punished, but maybe not as harshly as they deserved.
32:00Are you mad at me?
32:01Mom, I know exactly who is good to me and who is bad to me.
32:05I don't care about them.
32:06Besides, you look really ugly when you cry.
32:08I burst out laughing, tears instantly welling in my eyes.
32:12Over the next few months, I poured every ounce of love I had into him.
32:15I transferred a massive chunk of my company shares into a blind trust in his name.
32:19I enrolled him in the best private international school.
32:22In the city.
32:23Because Chloe had practically let him rat academically, he was years behind.
32:26I hired three top-tier tutors.
32:29He never complained.
32:30He worked until midnight.
32:32One night.
32:33I went to bring him some warm milk and found him passed out at his desk.
32:36His pencil still gripped tightly in his hand.
32:38I didn't wake him.
32:39I just draped a blanket over his shoulders and kissed his temple.
32:44On a crisp Friday afternoon, I was waiting outside the private school gates.
32:48Oliver ran out, his face flushed from pee, a slightly crumpled paper in his hand.
32:52Mom, I passed my algebra midterm.
32:56I was just reaching out to hug him when I caught movement from the corner of my eye.
33:00Across the street, sitting alone behind the glass of a coffee shop, was Julian.
33:04He looked unrecognizable, unshaven, wearing a cheap, wrinkled jacket.
33:08The arrogant CEO I married was completely gone.
33:11Oliver followed my gaze.
33:12I immediately squeezed his hand.
33:14But before we could reach the SUV, rapid footsteps approached from behind.
33:19Julian had sprinted across the street, cutting us off.
33:22Valerie, please.
33:23We just need to talk.
33:24I nudged Oliver toward the backseat of the car.
33:27We have absolutely nothing to say to each other, Julian.
33:29Chloe is in prison.
33:31I handled it, just like you asked.
33:33I am completely done with her.
33:35I swear to God.
33:37I let out a shark, mocking laugh.
33:39Julian, Chloe is in prison because my lawyers put her there.
33:43What did you have to do with it?
33:45Weren't you the crying, helpless victim on the stand?
33:49His face flushed with embarrassment.
33:51I know I messed up.
33:53But Valerie, please, for the baby's sake.
33:56Our baby.
33:57His eyes darted down to my stomach.
34:00Oh.
34:02Fake.
34:07I stepped closer, staring right into his terrified eyes.
34:11I just wanted to see how fast you'd throw your true love under the bus.
34:16Julian, it's been months.
34:18If I were actually pregnant, don't you think I'd be showing by now?
34:23He stopped breathing.
34:24He stared at my stomach for a long, agonizing minute.
34:27That's, that's fine, he stammered, frantically digging into his worn out.
34:31Briefcase.
34:32It doesn't matter.
34:34We still have Oliver.
34:35We still have our 10 years.
34:37He pulled out a small velvet jewelry box.
34:39Then another.
34:41And another.
34:42He placed them on the hood of my car with shaking hands.
34:44Look.
34:45This is the diamond necklace I bought for your 30th birthday.
34:48The year the company was struggling.
34:50So I couldn't bear to give it to you.
34:52This is for our 7th anniversary.
34:54This is the year we bought the house.
34:56The little velvet boxes lined up in a neat, pathetic row.
34:59I bought you something every single year.
35:01Val.
35:02I just never gave them to you, he pleaded, his eyes red and brimming with tears.
35:06I can make it up to you now.
35:08Please.
35:09Just give me one more chance.
35:11I looked down at the boxes.
35:12I popped the nearest one open.
35:14Inside was a stunning diamond pendant shaped like an iris my favorite flower.
35:18Years ago, a gift like this would have made me cry with joy.
35:21I would have worn it to every gala, showing off how much my husband loved me.
35:25Now?
35:26It just made me want to vomit.
35:28I snapped the box shut and tossed it back onto the hood.
35:32Julian, the time I loved you the most was when we were dead broke.
35:36And I stayed up all night worrying because you hadn't texted me back.
35:39It was when I brought you hot soup at the office at 2am.
35:41It was when you'd tell me I was working too hard, and I felt like every sacrifice was worth it.
35:46I looked him dead in the eye.
35:47That version of me is dead.
35:49And these?
35:50I pointed to the diamonds.
35:52To me, these are just expensive garbage.
35:54That version of me is dead.
35:55And these?
36:01These...
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