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00:00:12Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty.
00:00:14Well, it's probably Belle you called it off.
00:00:16The wedding?
00:00:16You can take care of him, right?
00:00:17She's not with Conrad, then where is she?
00:00:19The program is completely full.
00:00:20No, I really, really need this.
00:00:22It is just not possible.
00:00:23I'm sorry.
00:00:23It sounded like you said Paris.
00:00:25Did I make a huge mistake?
00:00:27Buy yourself a ticket on the next flight home.
00:00:29Okay.
00:00:30She didn't call.
00:00:31I'm not leaving you all alone when you're hurting like this.
00:00:33You're not my mom.
00:00:34What are you trying to do?
00:00:35I'm trying to help.
00:00:36I need to do something.
00:00:37Well, you know this isn't some problem for you to fix, Conrad, right?
00:00:39You are the problem.
00:00:40Isla, meet my girlfriend, Max, and my friend, Celine and Bonita.
00:00:43Um, I'll be right back.
00:00:44You tracked down your stolen bag and molded her.
00:00:46I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:49I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:51Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:52You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:54So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:57I don't think I'll ever forgive me, so I'll give up.
00:00:59Or you're giving him space.
00:01:00Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:01:02The wedding was just, it was a bad idea.
00:01:04But that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:01:06I'm not the same person that I was.
00:01:08What does that mean?
00:01:09I think I'm gonna stay.
00:01:22Hey, Mom.
00:01:23Happy Thanksgiving.
00:01:24Wish I could be with you guys.
00:01:26Um, I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:01:30Anyway, I gotta get started on my stuffing.
00:01:33I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:01:34Love you.
00:01:35Bye.
00:01:39Morning, Romain.
00:01:42Um, I couldn't find a stovetop anywhere.
00:01:45Um, I'm making stuffing.
00:01:48Um, uh, uh, comment dit-on stuffing?
00:01:54Um, le rambarage from scratch?
00:01:57Oui, désolé, j'ai pas de temps, je suis en retard.
00:01:59Uh, le, um, la pluie, l'antema?
00:02:03Je suis à la bourre.
00:02:04L'eau chaude, elle est encore en panne.
00:02:06C'est à ton tour d'appeler propriétaire conard.
00:02:08Tu le fais parce que je suis en retard.
00:02:09Merci.
00:02:10Chut.
00:02:11Bonjour, Manon.
00:02:13Good morning, Isabelle.
00:02:21Um, have you guys ever had stuffing before?
00:02:24It's like an American tradition for Thanksgiving.
00:02:27And I'm going to take it to work with me to share,
00:02:29but I thought I could leave you some if you want to try.
00:02:32Hmm, that's very kind.
00:02:34But no, thank you.
00:02:35Yeah, cool.
00:02:37Qu'est-ce qu'elle fout avec le pain, cette conne, là ?
00:02:40Ah, bah, c'est pour célébrer leur fête nationale de génocide, hein?
00:02:42Ah, c'est ça.
00:02:44Coffee, nice.
00:02:50Soy.
00:02:53Pas de problème?
00:02:54Oui, c'est ça.
00:02:55I don't know, pas de fête.
00:03:02When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris all those months ago,
00:03:06the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me...
00:03:10Bonjour.
00:03:11...was that I'd be doing something truly on my own
00:03:13for the first time in my life.
00:03:15Bonjour.
00:03:18Bonjour.
00:03:19Bonjour.
00:03:19It was a chance for me to test myself,
00:03:21to find out what I was really made of.
00:03:25I know.
00:03:26Three months in, and it turns out I'm weak and homesick,
00:03:31and I'm really bad at French.
00:03:32They said, baby, gotta fake it till you make it,
00:03:36and I did it like the camera bitch spot,
00:03:39even when you wanna die.
00:03:40Je m'y t'entend à pas.
00:03:42Every time before I speak in French,
00:03:44I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:47Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:50Uh, je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:53But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:56Anything else?
00:03:57Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:59No, no, thank you.
00:04:08I go to school online most days.
00:04:12And I work at the same time.
00:04:18And since working in Paris means working under the table,
00:04:21it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:04:25A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:04:28It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:04:30Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:32Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:34Uh, je suis désolée.
00:04:35Uh, répétez, s'il vous plaît.
00:04:36Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:38Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:40T'es...
00:04:42Uh...
00:04:42Vodka, vodka.
00:04:44But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:04:46Wait, wait.
00:04:48This way.
00:04:50A sudden, wild yearning for home.
00:04:53Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:04:55For the people who know me.
00:04:56Oh, yeah.
00:04:58We forgot.
00:04:59Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:05:02Mm.
00:05:02Max, you too.
00:05:03Mm-hmm.
00:05:04You guys want some?
00:05:05You're good.
00:05:10You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:05:13Since when?
00:05:14Mm-hmm.
00:05:15My boyfriend made this last year, and it was so good.
00:05:19So, let's see.
00:05:21Pretty good.
00:05:24Last year was pretty good.
00:05:26Mm-hmm.
00:05:27You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:05:30At your home?
00:05:31No, they're all spread out this year.
00:05:32My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving with my best friend and my ex.
00:05:36Friendsgiving?
00:05:36Happy, Chabot.
00:05:37Mm-hmm.
00:05:40Oh, my God.
00:05:42I'm so homesick.
00:05:45And so lonely.
00:05:47Things so good?
00:05:48You don't?
00:05:49No, no, no.
00:05:50You know what I mean.
00:05:52Why don't you just go home for a bit then, babe?
00:05:55Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:05:59I'm still figuring it out.
00:06:00But don't you want at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:06:04Of course I do.
00:06:05But that's the problem.
00:06:06I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet,
00:06:09and I'm afraid if I go home,
00:06:11I won't be able to make myself come back.
00:06:14There's something that doesn't go in the toilets.
00:06:18Dodo!
00:06:19Dodo!
00:06:26Désolée.
00:06:27Please tell me this is a new one.
00:06:30Okay.
00:06:31Be brave.
00:06:31Thanks.
00:06:46Bye.
00:07:14Oh.
00:07:16Mm-mm.
00:07:30Hi. Hi.
00:07:32Happy Thanksgiving.
00:07:33Happy Thanksgiving, Belly.
00:07:35Uh, did you finally talk my brother
00:07:36out of trying to deep-fry the turkey
00:07:38inside of the apartment?
00:07:39Yes, thank God.
00:07:41Um, Jer saw, like, a spatch-cocking TikTok
00:07:43and insisted on doing that instead.
00:07:45Cool. Um...
00:07:48Babe, you there?
00:07:52You okay?
00:07:55Hello?
00:07:56Uh, how's he doing?
00:08:00Um...
00:08:00He's just...
00:08:02He, uh, he's kind of the same.
00:08:05Um...
00:08:06Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:08:07I-I know that this is, like,
00:08:10weird and hard.
00:08:14Hello, Belly.
00:08:20Um...
00:08:22Uh, did my mom...
00:08:24uh, send you any of those church lady pies?
00:08:27Yeah. Three?
00:08:28I'm hiding one so I can eat it
00:08:29after everyone leaves.
00:08:31All right, baby.
00:08:33We got five minutes.
00:08:34Uh...
00:08:34Take your top off, leave the skirt on.
00:08:36Come on.
00:08:36Oh, my God.
00:08:37Steven!
00:08:38Uh, Belly?
00:08:39Yeah. Dingus, I'm FaceTiming
00:08:40with your sister right now.
00:08:41Hey!
00:08:42Oh.
00:08:43Hey, uh, sorry, I didn't...
00:08:44I didn't know, um...
00:08:46You know, we're just, uh,
00:08:47doing Friendsgiving.
00:08:48Yes, I know that.
00:08:49Can you please just put a fucking shirt on?
00:08:50I...
00:08:50I'm traumatized.
00:08:52Put your shirt on.
00:08:54No, my God.
00:08:56Okay.
00:09:00Uh, bonsoir.
00:09:03Bonsoir.
00:09:03Bonsoir.
00:09:04So, how are your, um,
00:09:0654 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:09:09My jobs are...
00:09:10not that crappy.
00:09:12And, uh, my roommates are...
00:09:14are pretty great.
00:09:15I thought you said they hate you.
00:09:16No, no, no, no.
00:09:18Uh, we...
00:09:19we had coffee together this morning.
00:09:20Yeah?
00:09:21Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:09:25Well...
00:09:26Belly?
00:09:26What, you don't miss us?
00:09:28No, of course I do.
00:09:29But, you know, I've been...
00:09:32sinking, and, um...
00:09:36You could come to Paris for New Year's.
00:09:39All my roommates will be gone.
00:09:40And we could have a party.
00:09:44Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:09:49Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:09:51Twist my arm, babe!
00:09:53Yay!
00:09:53Okay.
00:09:54Oh, my God.
00:09:55Okay, damn.
00:09:55I have to go.
00:09:56But I love you so much.
00:09:57Yeah, I love you too.
00:09:58Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:10:04Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:10:05Okay.
00:10:06Bye.
00:10:07Bye.
00:10:08I hope you have a good time.
00:10:09I'm sorry.
00:10:10I'm sorry.
00:10:11I'm sorry.
00:10:11I'm sorry.
00:10:12I'm sorry.
00:10:12I'm sorry.
00:10:13I'm sorry.
00:10:16I'm sorry.
00:10:17Hey, Brett.
00:10:18Um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually?
00:10:20Yeah?
00:10:21Wow.
00:10:22Hey, Brett.
00:10:24You're a dick.
00:10:25Hey, hey, don't...
00:10:26Come on.
00:10:27Don't be like that.
00:10:28Please.
00:10:28It's not like that.
00:10:29We're done.
00:10:30Really?
00:10:30Come on, man.
00:10:30Let's talk.
00:10:31Come inside.
00:10:32Let's eat.
00:10:32It's not really what it looks like.
00:10:34I'm leaving.
00:10:35Asshole.
00:10:35He needs serious help.
00:10:37Hey, where'd she go?
00:10:38She's probably getting her coat.
00:10:40Uh, dude.
00:10:41Stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:10:43Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:10:45Yeah.
00:10:45Maybe process your emotions and feelings.
00:10:47Uh, I don't know.
00:10:48With people we don't know?
00:10:48Yeah.
00:10:48You know what?
00:10:49It's Friendsgiving.
00:10:51Two people are gone.
00:10:52Please don't shit where we eat.
00:10:55How's Billy anyway, Helen?
00:10:57She's living her best French girl life.
00:10:59And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:11:01What?
00:11:02For her winter break, yeah.
00:11:03Oh, my God.
00:11:04Well, you got to go.
00:11:04No, fully.
00:11:06Oh.
00:11:06She says hi.
00:11:08By the way.
00:11:08I only like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:11:10Is she gonna leave me?
00:11:11Wait, I'm...
00:11:12That quickly?
00:11:13That's crazy.
00:11:15Okay.
00:11:16Uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:11:18Uh.
00:11:20These are all my rooms.
00:11:22Yeah.
00:11:22I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:11:26Jarrett, you can't avoid French forever.
00:11:28You can't.
00:11:29It's...
00:11:29I mean...
00:11:31It's not like Belly's even there.
00:11:34Belly who?
00:11:46Tay?
00:11:47Uh, did you...
00:11:48Did you use a hand mixer?
00:11:49Or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:11:52A hand mixer.
00:11:54Because it was faster.
00:11:56Really?
00:11:56Yeah.
00:11:56Got the job done.
00:11:57No, you didn't because they're gluey now.
00:11:59It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate ass dinner.
00:12:05I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:12:06So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:12:08It's ridiculous.
00:12:09Ooh, a doorbell.
00:12:09I'll go get that.
00:12:10It was my idea to use the ricer.
00:12:12Then don't ask me for help.
00:12:13Not the hand mixer.
00:12:13Don't ask me for help.
00:12:15Hey, D-Nice.
00:12:17Hi.
00:12:17Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:12:20It's our boss, Adam.
00:12:23Surprise.
00:12:23Brought some champagne.
00:12:25Yep.
00:12:25Awesome.
00:12:26Yeah, thank you.
00:12:27What the fuck?
00:12:28I have no idea.
00:12:29Uh, do you mind taking your shoes off? Sorry.
00:12:30Oh, yeah, no problem.
00:12:31Let me get up.
00:12:33Hello, Jeremiah.
00:12:34Dad.
00:12:35W-what are you...
00:12:36What are you doing here?
00:12:37Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:12:39Don't ask.
00:12:40She's there.
00:12:40I'm here.
00:12:42Happy Thanksgiving.
00:12:43I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:12:49What do you want me to do?
00:12:50Throw it away?
00:12:53Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:12:55Sprouts are bomb.
00:12:56Turkey's bomb.
00:12:56You've about done yourself, man.
00:12:58So bomb.
00:12:58You made all those?
00:12:59Uh, yeah.
00:13:00With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:13:03You're welcome.
00:13:03Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:13:05You can leave.
00:13:06I think they're great.
00:13:07And I always say, you're nothing without a good team.
00:13:10Like these two.
00:13:11My lieutenants.
00:13:13Smart.
00:13:13Ambitious.
00:13:15Loyal.
00:13:16Ha-ha.
00:13:16That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:13:19So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:13:23Good times.
00:13:24No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:13:27You're finishing school?
00:13:28I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:13:30Uh, yeah.
00:13:32Yes, I am.
00:13:34Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:13:36Oh.
00:13:36You're gonna come by the frat house, dude?
00:13:38I'm hurt.
00:13:40What a dick.
00:13:41That's funny.
00:13:43Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:13:47Oh, shit.
00:13:50What I meant was that...
00:13:52Can I talk to you for a second?
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:55Thanks, dude.
00:13:58My mashed potatoes aren't good and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:14:01How was I supposed to know?
00:14:02I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is... this is too much!
00:14:07Dad, please.
00:14:08Be quiet.
00:14:09Please.
00:14:11Can we...
00:14:12So...
00:14:14You've been lying to me.
00:14:16For months.
00:14:17Yeah.
00:14:18Yeah, can you blame me?
00:14:20Excuse me?
00:14:21Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school, you acted like I was the biggest moron
00:14:25on earth.
00:14:26And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding, you assumed I screwed something up because that's
00:14:30what I do.
00:14:31I never said that.
00:14:32You never said that to my face.
00:14:34Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever because I had the nerve to back out of an
00:14:39apartment that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:14:42So, yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:14:44Go ahead.
00:14:45Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:14:46Tell me how you're just burning money from my dead-end future.
00:14:49Aren't I?
00:14:51Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:14:53You're right.
00:14:54It's not.
00:14:56So let's take it out of the equation.
00:14:58What?
00:14:59I'm cutting you off.
00:14:59No, you gotta figure out how to do things on your own without a safety net.
00:15:03Are you kidding me right now?
00:15:05And it's not because I care about the money, it's because you've never had-
00:15:08Hey, now that you're cutting me off, I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:15:16He basically called me a deadbeat.
00:15:18Where does he get off?
00:15:20Yeah.
00:15:20I mean, you don't have a job.
00:15:22Yeah, and you did, um, sort of drop out.
00:15:25And you don't pay rent.
00:15:26Wow.
00:15:27Wow.
00:15:30Okay, honestly, man, a job would be good for you.
00:15:33It might bring structure.
00:15:35Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:15:37Yes.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38Yes.
00:15:39Yes.
00:15:39Well, fine.
00:15:40I'll just crash at Denise's place, then.
00:15:42What?
00:15:43Suck it, loser.
00:15:46FYI, he sleep cooks.
00:15:47Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:15:49Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night and makes food loud as hell.
00:15:53Oh, my God.
00:15:54In his boxers.
00:15:56Which is a plus.
00:15:57What?
00:15:59Okay.
00:15:59Look, I know it'll be a hassle, Dee, but please, I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:16:10Okay, fine.
00:16:11You can stay with me for one week.
00:16:14Just one?
00:16:14Okay, yeah, just one.
00:16:15You sure you want to?
00:16:16No, just one.
00:16:17Okay, one.
00:16:18You want to help me pack?
00:16:19No, I am not your mother.
00:16:21All right.
00:16:22Please?
00:16:23Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:16:25Okay.
00:16:27Fuck you.
00:16:28To you both.
00:16:29You're welcome.
00:16:30Jesus.
00:16:34Try this.
00:16:38Hmm.
00:16:40Need salt.
00:16:43Oh.
00:16:45I've had heartburn all day.
00:16:48Oh.
00:16:50Did you move the Pepsid?
00:16:51No, it's in there.
00:16:54Oh, I don't see it.
00:16:56I think you moved it.
00:16:57Oh.
00:17:00Move.
00:17:05I told you it was in there.
00:17:12Hi, Connie.
00:17:13Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:14Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:15Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:16What?
00:17:17Um, Laurel, hey, I got your text about Christmas.
00:17:19I just wanted to give you a call because, uh, I wanted to make sure that it was cool with
00:17:24Jare if I came.
00:17:26Have you talked to him?
00:17:28No.
00:17:30But Stephen says he's fine with it.
00:17:34And Belly?
00:17:37I talked to Belly this morning.
00:17:39She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:17:43Oh.
00:17:45Did you say how long she was staying?
00:17:48No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff, so I'm guessing...
00:17:54a while.
00:17:55Things must be going really well, then.
00:17:57That's great.
00:18:00I was thinking about...
00:18:02I don't know.
00:18:04I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:18:06Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:18:10I don't know, Connie.
00:18:11I can't speak for Belly.
00:18:13Oh, yeah.
00:18:13Yeah.
00:18:15Yeah.
00:18:15But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk, you're gonna have to risk finding
00:18:20out for yourself.
00:18:22Oh, boy.
00:18:22You sound like my therapist.
00:18:24Always telling me I need to get better at uncertainty.
00:18:28That I need to stop trying to control everything.
00:18:32And what do you say?
00:18:33Fuck you.
00:18:34Uncertainty sucks.
00:18:37You're not wrong.
00:18:39Yeah, I know.
00:18:40Neither is he.
00:18:42So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:18:45Yeah.
00:18:46Yeah, definitely.
00:18:47I'll be there.
00:18:47Did I eat up the gravy?
00:18:48I don't know, John.
00:18:49I'm gonna let you go, Laura.
00:18:53Have a good night, okay?
00:18:55You too, Connie.
00:18:56Thanks.
00:18:58Bye.
00:18:59Bye.
00:19:08Bye.
00:19:40Bye.
00:19:40Dear Belly.
00:19:43Firstly, I don't even know if I should be writing you.
00:19:46If this is allowed.
00:19:48If it's not, just say so.
00:19:50I'll understand.
00:19:52I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system.
00:19:57But I'd rather be writing you.
00:20:02Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:20:07I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking...
00:20:11What does Belly and Paris drink?
00:20:17A cafe au lait with lots of sugar?
00:20:21Along with some disgustingly sweet pastry?
00:20:25Or maybe Sour Patch Kids?
00:20:28Do they have those in Paris?
00:20:32I bet if they do, you found them.
00:20:37Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:20:41You're probably different over there.
00:20:45I want you to buy a bag.
00:20:48I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:20:52I hear you're staying there for Christmas.
00:20:54I guess that means you're happy.
00:20:58I like picturing that.
00:21:01Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:21:05I hope...
00:21:05Paris is everything you dreamed it would be.
00:21:09Conrad.
00:21:17Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:21:20No, it's fine.
00:21:21I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:21:23If you're sure?
00:21:24Yeah.
00:21:25Go be with your family.
00:21:27And you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:21:30I've got a whole plan.
00:21:34Okay, then.
00:21:35Merry Christmas.
00:21:37Ciao.
00:22:14Merry Christmas.
00:22:34Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:23:03Have some fucking pie and produce some caroling.
00:23:07Carolage?
00:23:08You will get us in a little...
00:23:16Hi.
00:23:17Hey.
00:23:18What are you doing here?
00:23:20Feliz Navidad to you, too.
00:23:22Feliz Navidad.
00:23:25So what are you doing?
00:23:27I thought you would be open.
00:23:29What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:23:32I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:23:34Train strike.
00:23:36Now I'm stranded in this freezing city,
00:23:37and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in the cold.
00:23:41I'm sorry.
00:23:42Come on in.
00:23:43Gracias.
00:23:44Warm up.
00:23:47You want a glass of wine?
00:23:48Uh, yeah, sure.
00:23:51So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:23:54Yeah.
00:23:56I've got a fire, I've got wine,
00:24:00and I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for Christmas.
00:24:06Hmm.
00:24:07What?
00:24:08Um, nothing.
00:24:09It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:24:13Oh, uninspired.
00:24:15Okay, so what's your amazing plan then,
00:24:19besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:24:22Well, the streets are empty tonight,
00:24:24and I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:24:28Huh.
00:24:30What?
00:24:31Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:24:35Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:24:38No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:24:42The poet!
00:24:43Yes, darling.
00:24:44Ha, ha, ha.
00:24:47Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
00:24:50Yo la quise a ella, y ella también me quiso.
00:24:57I'm impressed.
00:24:59Do you know the rest?
00:25:00Nope.
00:25:02Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Why don't you come with me tonight?
00:25:11No, no way.
00:25:12It's warm in here.
00:25:16How about we play for it?
00:25:18I win.
00:25:19You come with me.
00:25:21You win.
00:25:22I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine
00:25:24and your giant box of chocolates.
00:25:26You're on.
00:25:31No!
00:25:32No, no, no, no, no.
00:25:33Don't worry nothing.
00:25:33Don't worry nothing.
00:25:34No, you said that two games ago.
00:25:36Okay, just face it.
00:25:37You suck, and I win.
00:25:42I don't suck, but you're good.
00:25:50Okay.
00:25:54All right.
00:25:56Put your coat on.
00:25:57Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:25:59No, I'm coming with you.
00:26:03Okay.
00:26:15What are you doing?
00:26:17Uh, driving us to Place des Vosges?
00:26:19Uh, what am I even supposed to hold on to?
00:26:23Uh, me?
00:26:25Isn't that kind of dangerous?
00:26:27It is if you fall off, so maybe don't do that.
00:26:31No, after all that wine you drank, no thank you.
00:26:35Fine.
00:26:36We can walk if you want.
00:26:37Whoa.
00:26:39Who said anything about walk?
00:26:41Streets are empty.
00:26:42Stop snowing.
00:26:44Teach me how to drive.
00:26:46Fine.
00:26:50You got it?
00:26:51Mm-hmm.
00:26:54Easy.
00:26:55It's coming.
00:26:57Okay.
00:26:57Hold on tight.
00:26:59Okay.
00:27:00Hold on tight.
00:27:06Hold on tight.
00:27:08Hold on tight.
00:27:10Hold on tight.
00:27:15Hold on tight.
00:27:15Hold on tight.
00:27:15Mom, I'm starving.
00:27:16When's dinner?
00:27:17We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:27:19He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:27:21Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:27:23No, I forgot.
00:27:24I'll do it in a second.
00:27:25Okay, thank you.
00:27:26Yeah.
00:27:27Did you remember this one?
00:27:28Did you remember this one?
00:27:28Did you remember this one?
00:27:31I still think it's crazy that our dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:27:34Uh-huh, yeah.
00:27:36Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:27:39Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:41Does everybody hate me?
00:27:44Do you still hate me, dude?
00:27:46What's going on?
00:27:46I don't want to do this right now.
00:27:51No, you're right. Sorry.
00:27:56Nobody hates you, man.
00:27:59Yes, Jer does. Jer hates you.
00:28:01But I don't hate you.
00:28:02I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:28:05Not with everything going on with you and Jer.
00:28:07You know?
00:28:09I get it.
00:28:12I'm glad he has you.
00:28:13I just miss you two.
00:28:15I miss Jer.
00:28:17Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:28:20Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:28:26You know, ever since he got that job, he does seem better.
00:28:32Yeah.
00:28:34That's what Taylor said.
00:28:35Taylor?
00:28:35Yeah.
00:28:37Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:28:39I know.
00:28:40It's kind of a weird twist of fate
00:28:41that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Jewell, but...
00:28:44Yeah.
00:28:47You nervous, man?
00:28:49I mean, like, you don't nervous to see him?
00:28:51Let me guess.
00:28:52You have a, uh, bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:28:56Throw me the list.
00:29:02What the fuck?
00:29:03What's up?
00:29:05Um...
00:29:05No, it's nothing.
00:29:06It's just work stuff.
00:29:07I'll deal with it.
00:29:10Um...
00:29:10Look, you guys are gonna be fine.
00:29:13Okay?
00:29:13You guys are brothers.
00:29:14You'll work it out.
00:29:17Thanks.
00:29:19Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:29:20I'm gonna go.
00:29:21Get those ornaments.
00:29:21Uh-huh.
00:29:22Yeah, yeah.
00:29:30Um...
00:29:32Hey!
00:29:32This is Denise Russo.
00:29:33Leave a message.
00:29:35Okay, hey, Denise.
00:29:35Can you call me back, please?
00:29:36I-I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but...
00:29:39I-I don't know.
00:29:40I got an email from the guy at Dunster Capital saying they're stopping our funding.
00:29:42I-I-I don't understand.
00:29:44Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:29:45Please call me back.
00:29:46Oh, ho, ho.
00:29:48Everything good?
00:29:49Yes?
00:29:50Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:51Uh, just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:29:53Uh, Taylor.
00:29:54Oh.
00:29:55My mistake.
00:29:56I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Dunster deciding not to fund yours and Denise's
00:30:01little company.
00:30:02No!
00:30:03No!
00:30:04Uh, what?
00:30:05I, uh...
00:30:06Oh, no, no, no.
00:30:07Go ahead.
00:30:07Lie to my face some more.
00:30:10Does this...
00:30:12This means I'm fired, right?
00:30:16No.
00:30:17No.
00:30:18I'm impressed you have the balls.
00:30:20Well, actually, no.
00:30:21It was Denise who had the balls.
00:30:23Not surprising.
00:30:24All right.
00:30:25See you at work on January 2nd.
00:30:27No hard feelings.
00:30:28Yeah.
00:30:28Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:30:31Actually, Adam, um...
00:30:35I quit.
00:30:37What?
00:30:40Oh.
00:30:42You sure you want to do that, Steven?
00:30:44Yes.
00:30:50No hard feelings?
00:30:59All right.
00:31:00Let's peel some...
00:31:03...tapos.
00:31:27And, yes.
00:31:31I believe that's scary.
00:31:32But with his life, you're right.
00:31:35I knew my story, man.
00:31:36I knew my story, man.
00:31:36I know he's a baby.
00:31:37I know if he gets my past and I could hear you.
00:31:37No, no, no, no.
00:31:39I might see no way down a little bit.
00:31:40And he's in a baby and he's left with me.
00:31:42He's a baby.
00:31:43Do you?
00:31:44He walks around anytime soon.
00:31:45I'm gonna get too far and I'll get as a baby.
00:31:47First, we'll get away some stuff.
00:31:48But you were just a kid when they told you you'd been born to bleed.
00:31:55A little soldier with your cord and heart center and a boulder will pull you down.
00:32:05Look at you, you made it out.
00:32:25Jeremiah's here.
00:32:26Everyone come grab a dish.
00:32:27Coming!
00:32:45Hey, kiddo.
00:32:47Hey.
00:32:48At least turn the heat on.
00:32:49It's freezing.
00:33:01I really thought I could go in there.
00:33:04It's okay.
00:33:05It's not okay.
00:33:08I can't go in the house without thinking about the two of them.
00:33:12They ruined it for me.
00:33:14And now he gets the family.
00:33:17He gets Christmas.
00:33:19And I'm just...
00:33:24I lost everyone.
00:33:26Not everyone.
00:33:28We're your family, too.
00:33:30And I am not going anywhere.
00:33:35I'm sorry I was such a dick to you at the wedding.
00:33:38It's okay, sweetheart.
00:33:40I know you were hurting.
00:33:42It still hurts.
00:33:46And she was always the one that could make it better.
00:33:51I know she wants to hear from you.
00:33:55I'm not...
00:33:56I'm not ready for them.
00:33:59I'm not ready to go in there.
00:34:04I understand.
00:34:07Your dad will be sorry to miss you.
00:34:09Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day.
00:34:13Hey.
00:34:15You are making it on your own.
00:34:17Don't think he's not proud of that.
00:34:23What smells so good?
00:34:28I mean, gochujang glazed roasted carrots.
00:34:31No way.
00:34:33Yeah.
00:34:35If Haimoni were here, she would say,
00:34:37finally, some food that tastes good.
00:34:49You can...
00:34:50You can take the carrots and the presents.
00:34:54I'm not ready to go in there yet.
00:34:57Okay.
00:34:59Just text me when you get home.
00:35:02Yeah.
00:35:07Hey, I love you, Lord.
00:35:09I love you, too.
00:35:16Drive safe.
00:35:35She's not coming.
00:35:50It's just going to be us tonight.
00:35:53Let's sit down and eat.
00:36:00What are you doing here?
00:36:01What are you doing here?
00:36:02Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts,
00:36:04and there was going to be a throwdown if I didn't come back and get them.
00:36:08You're wearing your sad pants.
00:36:09What happened?
00:36:10Was it a total shit show?
00:36:11I don't want to talk about it.
00:36:13Well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols, either.
00:36:18Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company,
00:36:22so he chose the day of our Lord's birth to blow it all up.
00:36:26Christmas is tomorrow.
00:36:28Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:36:31Okay.
00:36:36Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk.
00:36:38Oh, it's all right.
00:36:40It'll work out.
00:36:41I'm too clever to fail.
00:36:43So you're going to tell me what happened?
00:36:44What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:36:48Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:36:50I got five.
00:36:50It's good.
00:36:51Come on.
00:37:00What happened?
00:37:02I never made it inside.
00:37:05I just sat in my car in the driveway.
00:37:08You know, they're probably eating dinner right now.
00:37:10I'm like, oh, poor Jerry.
00:37:11He couldn't even face us.
00:37:13You know, I thought I'd be okay seeing him again,
00:37:15but he just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:37:19that got dumped by Billy the first time.
00:37:22You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am without her, but...
00:37:26Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline.
00:37:29Breakups are like deaths.
00:37:31Thank-you're-you're the only person to tell that to me.
00:37:34You know, this is super fucked up to say,
00:37:37but I feel like...
00:37:40I feel like losing Billy has been even more painful
00:37:43than losing my mom.
00:37:45And at least with my mom, she's actually dead.
00:37:48Yeah.
00:37:49Belly, she's gone from my life,
00:37:51but she's-she's still out there.
00:37:52You know?
00:37:53Well, that's why you gotta grieve it.
00:37:55How?
00:38:00Oh.
00:38:03Accept what's happened.
00:38:05Forgive yourself.
00:38:07Forgive her.
00:38:08Forgive Conrad.
00:38:09Forgive all the people who hurt you.
00:38:11You know?
00:38:11Not because they deserve your forgiveness,
00:38:16but...
00:38:16because the longer you hold on to it,
00:38:19the longer it holds power over you.
00:38:20And fuck other people holding power over you.
00:38:26What?
00:38:27I-I don't know.
00:38:28I was just kind of surprised.
00:38:30What?
00:38:30You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:38:32Kind of.
00:38:33Oh, my God.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:34Yeah, like-like, uh,
00:38:36when you and Steven didn't work out,
00:38:37you didn't even seem upset.
00:38:39That's because...
00:38:40That's because I was never really into Steven.
00:38:42I-I don't know.
00:38:45I thought...
00:38:46I thought he was cute and fun,
00:38:48and maybe there was a potential for something there,
00:38:51but...
00:38:52I never fell for him.
00:38:55Trust me, when I fall for someone,
00:38:57I fall hard.
00:38:59Like,
00:39:01smash into a million pieces
00:39:03at the bottom of a cliff hard.
00:39:12So I'm not the only romantic shit show
00:39:14in this apartment.
00:39:15Oh, I'm so, so glad
00:39:17that my crappy dating record
00:39:19can provide comfort in your time of need.
00:39:24You know,
00:39:25D, we're, like, really good friends, huh?
00:39:28You're gonna let me crash
00:39:29in your spare room for a month?
00:39:31Listening to me whine about all my problems?
00:39:33Mm-hmm.
00:39:35Oh, it's fine.
00:39:36I like your cooking.
00:39:38Just, um,
00:39:39stop leaving your dirty tissues around
00:39:41and we'll be good, okay?
00:39:43Aye, aye, Captain.
00:39:46All right.
00:39:46Come on, get up.
00:39:48You're coming with me.
00:39:49What?
00:39:49Yep.
00:39:50No, I'm not gonna crash
00:39:51your family's Christmas.
00:39:52Yes, you are.
00:39:53My grandma will love you.
00:39:54You're nice and pretty
00:39:55and you can cook.
00:39:56You think I'm pretty?
00:39:58You're everything she wanted in me
00:39:59and failed to get.
00:40:00Come on, up.
00:40:02Sounds good.
00:40:03Mm-hmm.
00:40:04Give me, like, five minutes.
00:40:05I wanna get ready for your grand-grand.
00:40:07Yeah, never say grand-grand again.
00:40:10Oh, you know you liked it.
00:40:25Oh my god.
00:40:27Oh my god.
00:40:30Oh my goodness.
00:40:31Oh my goodness.
00:40:34Oh my goodness.
00:40:40Ooh.
00:40:43Oh my god, I missed you so much you bitch. We faced him yesterday. Yeah, it's not the same thing
00:40:49No, I know you have no idea how much I miss you
00:40:53How was Christmas with your mom it was good. It was the usual we ordered Chinese food and watched love
00:40:58actually and
00:40:59Fell asleep on the couch
00:41:01Sounds kind of perfect. No, honestly it was
00:41:03It was I
00:41:09I
00:41:09Love this you get this year when are we going shopping because I need the perfect look for our New
00:41:13Year's Eve party because I have nothing
00:41:15Yes
00:41:16We're gonna go tomorrow. I promise. Okay. Let's go outside cuz it's really cold. We'll be back. Yeah, don't take
00:41:21the happy one. Okay
00:41:26I've put this on so far. Why is this better?
00:41:28This is literally my everyday here.
00:41:33Thank you
00:41:34Yes
00:41:35I'm just like having like a boat. I'm having like a pair of snow
00:41:38You are having a pair of snow
00:41:39No, not that one. Not that one though
00:41:43Pouvoir te retrouver
00:41:48J'ai fini de t'aimer
00:41:50I know, right?
00:41:57Hey, come inside. It's cold out there. Bitch, I still cannot believe that you live here
00:42:03Paris is sick
00:42:07I
00:42:08Feel like I've done the best that I can do with what we have to work with
00:42:11You should see the stuff. I'm pinning for Steven's apartment. It's actually really good
00:42:14I can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation. Yeah, real grown girl shit
00:42:19I'm very happy for you guys. Thank you
00:42:23Okay
00:42:24Okay, I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends
00:42:27Yeah, me too. So are they all as hot as that like sexy Latino Chalamet that we went shopping with
00:42:33yesterday?
00:42:33Benito? Yeah, no
00:42:35He's he's just a friend. Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend
00:42:39No, no
00:42:40I'm just saying rebounds are like part of the healing process
00:42:43You get out there and you yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun
00:42:48You put you put
00:42:50How do you say put?
00:42:52Wait a wait a second. Did you?
00:42:54Consult French urban dictionary on the plane and so what if I did?
00:42:57There are some words that I need to know in order to be here and one of them is put
00:43:01put
00:43:03Oh, hey, can you get my phone?
00:43:06It's Jer
00:43:11Answer it. Do you want to answer it?
00:43:13Yes, give it to me
00:43:16Hello?
00:43:18Hey, it's me
00:43:22It's um, it's really nice to hear your voice
00:43:25How are you?
00:43:26I'm working
00:43:29It's good
00:43:31Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant
00:43:35Yeah, I'm basically like a glorified busboy, so
00:43:39Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:43:42Yeah
00:43:46So, how's Paris?
00:43:49I tried escargot
00:43:50And?
00:43:53I hated it
00:43:55I told you I would
00:43:56Yeah
00:44:03I'm really, I'm really glad that you called. I've been um
00:44:08I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am
00:44:12And how much I regret the way that things ended with us
00:44:16I don't want to talk about the past, it's not why I called
00:44:20Okay, why did you then?
00:44:23I was sick of being too afraid to call
00:44:26And I want you to know that I'm good
00:44:28Really
00:44:30And I hope you're good too
00:44:33I am
00:44:34Hey Fisher, your break under 90 seconds ago
00:44:36Sounds like you're busy, I should probably let you go
00:44:42Yeah, I should probably let you go too
00:44:46Happy New Year, Jeremiah
00:44:49Happy New Year, Spouse
00:44:59It's murder on the dance floor
00:45:01But you better not kill the groom
00:45:04DJ, gonna burn this goddamn house right down
00:45:09Oh my god
00:45:09I know about you
00:45:12About your kind
00:45:17And something, something, something, something, something, something, something
00:45:21I'll have to play
00:45:25Wait, are all these people your friends?
00:45:28I invited the four people I know
00:45:30And then told them to invite everyone they know
00:45:31Okay
00:45:34Buenas noches.
00:45:35Hey.
00:45:37Sorry I'm late.
00:45:39They closed off half the streets.
00:45:41You look beautiful.
00:45:44I'm gonna grab you some champagne, okay?
00:45:46Hi.
00:45:47Taylor, ça va?
00:45:50Uh, this was delivered for you downstairs.
00:45:54Um, I'll take this.
00:45:55I got it.
00:45:56For you.
00:45:57Merci, madame.
00:46:00This is from Conrad.
00:46:03Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:46:05He's been writing.
00:46:07Can I open it?
00:46:08I'm gonna open this.
00:46:09Um...
00:46:10Oh, wait.
00:46:11Oh, wait.
00:46:11We're from Buckingham's side.
00:46:19What about you Sour Patch Kids?
00:46:21It's so sweet.
00:46:30Oh, my God.
00:46:32Junior Mint?
00:46:33This is really...
00:46:34loaded.
00:46:41Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:46:45Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:46:48Oh.
00:46:49Come on.
00:46:55They're not love letters.
00:46:56Mm-hmm.
00:46:57They are regular...
00:46:58nothing notes.
00:47:00And I haven't even written them back.
00:47:01So...
00:47:02No.
00:47:03Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:47:04Okay.
00:47:05So then, what's holding you back?
00:47:07Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:47:10Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:47:12No.
00:47:17I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:47:20Okay.
00:47:21So then, like, what's the plan, though?
00:47:23Are you just never gonna get close to anyone ever again
00:47:26because you might risk hurting someone?
00:47:29Babe, it's inevitable.
00:47:32Like...
00:47:34You know, do your best, but...
00:47:35you're gonna have to accept that
00:47:37it will probably happen at some point.
00:47:41You're right.
00:47:42I'm always right.
00:47:46You know what?
00:47:46It's kind of fitting, actually,
00:47:47that they're both, like, reaching out to you
00:47:49on the last day of the year.
00:47:51If you think about it, like,
00:47:52it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:47:56The end of an era.
00:47:57Totally.
00:47:58The Fisher Brothers are so lousy,
00:48:00so they'll get a new purse.
00:48:05Let's get out there.
00:48:06Okay.
00:48:07It's almost midnight.
00:48:17Let's go!
00:48:18They're just gonna get close to the end.
00:48:24Let's start.
00:48:24Let's go!
00:48:24Let's go!
00:48:26I need to...
00:48:31This is a big one!
00:48:31This is a big one!
00:48:32This is a big one.
00:48:36This is a big one.
00:48:37This is a big one!
00:48:38I'm not a Paris twilight
00:48:44So kiss me
00:48:45You fit in the way to the flight to the sky
00:48:48Never down, baby, check my stats
00:48:50Truth is I wasn't trying to meet nobody, baby
00:48:52I was there to get my back
00:48:54When I saw you, I was like, I like that
00:48:56What's up, trying to break, baby, I'll fall back
00:48:59When I heard you sleep, I'm sure, baby
00:49:02So kiss me
00:49:04Should we, like...
00:49:06No, just ignore it, I'll go away
00:49:13What?
00:49:36No, no
00:49:39It's my coffee
00:49:40It's just a coffee, you can do it
00:49:41It starts
00:49:42Oh, my son
00:49:45Uh, moi, je vais me préparer pour aller au taf, d'accord?
00:49:48Donc, euh, si tu peux prévenir le gardien, ce serait cool
00:49:50Hmm
00:49:51Et puis t'as plus de shampoo
00:49:54Can you stop using my shit?
00:49:55Thanks
00:49:58Classic clothes
00:50:02Shit, I should go
00:50:04Wait, wait, wait
00:50:04You don't have a few minutes?
00:50:16You should keep that
00:50:17Yeah?
00:50:18It'll be helpful
00:50:18You know, you can just store stuff in there
00:50:22Off
00:50:24Cute
00:50:25Little scarf moment
00:50:26Yes
00:50:26Guys, can you actually keep on packing?
00:50:29I'm running out of stuff to take downstairs, yeah?
00:50:31Yeah
00:50:31Sorry, babe
00:50:32We'll be right behind
00:50:34I'm...
00:50:38I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up
00:50:40It's perfect
00:50:42Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so...
00:50:48When's Benito getting here?
00:50:50Uh, soon
00:50:53He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th
00:50:57And?
00:50:59I can't
00:51:00I have graduation that weekend and, you know, then home
00:51:05Poor Benny
00:51:06He's smitten with you, you know?
00:51:07No, no, no
00:51:08No, he knows the deal
00:51:09He knows that...
00:51:12At some point I have to go back to my real life
00:51:14This could be your real life
00:51:17Look
00:51:17I've just got to say this again for the record
00:51:20I think it's crazy that you're leaving
00:51:22You should stay in Paris
00:51:26Everybody's expecting me a graduation
00:51:27Ugh
00:51:29And...
00:51:29I told you Clovis already rented out my room to someone else
00:51:32I know, so hear me out
00:51:35It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste
00:51:38You should take my apartment
00:51:40It's just a year lease
00:51:42Hold on, um...
00:51:44My mom is calling me
00:51:45Talk to her
00:51:46Then think about it
00:51:47I'm gonna take this box downstairs before Max dumps me
00:51:52Hi mom
00:51:53Hey Bean, I'm sorry I missed your call earlier
00:51:56Hey, I've been meaning to ask you
00:51:57What day are you planning to fly home?
00:52:01I haven't, um...
00:52:03I haven't figured out my ticket yet
00:52:04You're still planning to come, right?
00:52:09Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment
00:52:12It's a year long lease
00:52:14Oh
00:52:15I mean, I don't even...
00:52:18Know if I'm gonna take it
00:52:21But if I did...
00:52:22It wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home
00:52:25I just...
00:52:28I feel like maybe I'm not done here
00:52:32What about your visa?
00:52:34Yeah, no, I'd, um...
00:52:35I'd have to think about it
00:52:38Uh...
00:52:38But there's...
00:52:39A year long psych program at the Sorbonne
00:52:42That would give me my student visa
00:52:44And, you know, um...
00:52:45There's a regular at the bar
00:52:47Who works...
00:52:48At an international school
00:52:50And she said they need help with their sports program
00:52:54So, I mean, I...
00:52:55I think if I wanted to make it work
00:52:58I could
00:53:01Okay
00:53:04Well...
00:53:05Keep me updated
00:53:08What, that's it?
00:53:09You're not gonna, like, try to talk me out of it or something?
00:53:12Do you want me to?
00:53:13No, no
00:53:14No, what?
00:53:15I don't, I just...
00:53:20I'm really happy here
00:53:22I know, Bean
00:53:23I can hear it in your voice
00:53:25You found something special out there
00:53:28And, yes, there's a part of me that wishes you found something special a little closer to home
00:53:32What, like Trenton, New Jersey?
00:53:36How about down the hallway from me where I can still remind you to wash your bras?
00:53:41I was excited for you to come home, but...
00:53:46Honestly...
00:53:46I'll be just as excited if you stay
00:53:50Thank you, Mom
00:53:51How are you doing today?
00:53:54Today?
00:53:57Oh my God, it's the 14th!
00:53:59It's the anniversary of Susanna's death!
00:54:02I... I should've... I...
00:54:05Are you okay?
00:54:08I'm... I'm good...
00:54:10Bean, don't beat yourself up over it
00:54:12I'm sure home feels like a million miles away
00:54:15Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris
00:54:19Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur
00:54:22Just like in Sabrina
00:54:27How perfect!
00:54:31Alright...
00:54:32Well...
00:54:33I should probably go, Mom
00:54:37I love you
00:54:39I love you too, Bean
00:54:47I love you too, Bean
00:54:57Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:55:03Egypt... Italy...
00:55:04Oh my gosh, Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon
00:55:08And I ate gelato every single day
00:55:11What's gelato?
00:55:13Oh, it's like... like ice cream, but better
00:55:16I want gelato
00:55:17Hey, Lore, what if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:22That sounds expensive
00:55:24What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:27Can we leave him at home?
00:55:30We'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast and you'll love it
00:55:33You can swim in the sea every day
00:55:35I don't want to swim in the sea every day
00:55:38I want to swim here
00:55:39With you
00:55:42And people
00:55:44People?
00:55:46Okay
00:55:47Well, come here
00:55:49But one day, when you're older, you might change your mind
00:55:53You might want to see more of the world
00:55:56Mmm... no, I never will
00:55:58I know what I like
00:56:02It's true
00:56:04You've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:06No, I'm only a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:14But no, I like her own heart
00:56:17You've always been a girl who knows her body
00:56:17I'm a girl who knows him
00:56:20Well, I'm a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:20But no, I have some pain
00:56:20I don't know her own heart
00:56:21You've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:22That's all that is
00:56:32You?
00:56:45I didn't think you were coming.
00:56:48I didn't tell anyone. I'm sorry.
00:56:51Thought I'd be in and out before you got here.
00:57:20I can't believe it's been five years.
00:57:23This morning I realized I can't remember her life.
00:57:28I can't remember her hands.
00:57:33They're like yours.
00:57:40Jerry, look, I know I can't make you forgive me.
00:57:42Nope.
00:57:43But I'm going to try and I'm going to keep trying to break through.
00:57:48Because I miss you.
00:57:51And I'm sorry.
00:57:53I'm so, so sorry.
00:57:57You really want to do this here?
00:58:01Fine.
00:58:01Let's do it.
00:58:03Let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass, pretending to help me with
00:58:07my wedding, when really you were just trying to break it up and take Billy for yourself.
00:58:11Jerry, that's not how it was.
00:58:12You're so full of shit.
00:58:13Jerry, I swear to you, that's not what was happening.
00:58:15I loved her, and you ruined it.
00:58:17You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long.
00:58:19What you build.
00:58:22What you lose when it disappears.
00:58:23She was my fucking world.
00:58:25If you loved her so much, how could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:58:30We were broken up.
00:58:31You want to know why?
00:58:34Because I know about the two of you on Christmas.
00:58:38Admit it, Con.
00:58:40You wanted Billy back so you found a way to take her.
00:58:42You can't take someone, Jer.
00:58:44She's not a fucking object.
00:58:46And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up was because you were afraid of losing her.
00:58:51As if a ring could...
00:58:54make someone yours.
00:58:56Fuck you.
00:58:57Jer, I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her, and that that hurt you.
00:59:01I hate that.
00:59:02But you've been that person, too.
00:59:06When you had the chance to be with her a month after she and I broke up, you took it.
00:59:13You think that didn't fuck me up?
00:59:15You think that was easy for me?
00:59:17And I get it, because you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else.
00:59:22I did, too.
00:59:33I never wanted to talk about Christmas, because I knew the second I did, it was over.
00:59:40Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:59:45No.
00:59:46Jer, I tried to stop loving her.
00:59:49I tried to keep my promise.
00:59:51What promise?
00:59:53Before Mom died, I promised her that I would...
00:59:59try and take care of you, that I would protect you from getting hurt.
01:00:05I know.
01:00:08Shit job.
01:00:10Yeah.
01:00:13Yeah.
01:00:16I made her a promise, too.
01:00:19That I wouldn't let anything get between us.
01:00:21So we both screwed up.
01:00:28She would be so mad.
01:00:33You know, when we broke off the wedding, my first thought was, I need to find Mom.
01:00:41My second thought was, I wish I could talk to Connie.
01:00:44If that was your fault.
01:00:47I needed my brother.
01:00:49And I still do.
01:00:54I'm here now.
01:01:00Did Billy text you, too?
01:01:03I won't hate you if she did.
01:01:05No.
01:01:07We haven't talked since last summer.
01:01:12I've been writing her letters.
01:01:19She hasn't written me back.
01:01:20Maybe I should take that as a hint.
01:01:26I never could compete with what you two had.
01:01:31That connection is like a force field.
01:01:35Do what you have to do.
01:01:38Don't expect me to be okay with it.
01:01:40But don't fucking waste it, either.
01:01:48Later, man.
01:01:49Later.
01:01:53Dear Billy.
01:01:56I saw Jeremiah yesterday.
01:02:00We both went to visit Mom's grave.
01:02:03Things went better than the last time we were together.
01:02:06No punches were thrown.
01:02:09He told me you'd been in touch.
01:02:12I might as well be completely honest here.
01:02:16Because who even knows if you're reading my letters.
01:02:20You might have thrown them all out without opening them.
01:02:22Which is your right.
01:02:25But I'll go ahead and say it.
01:02:26Even though I have no right.
01:02:30It killed me a little that Jer's talked to you.
01:02:34Still, I don't think he hates me anymore.
01:02:36Which is a good thing.
01:02:41Um, excuse me.
01:02:42Please take your shoes off in my new abode.
01:02:45Keep an Asian household.
01:02:47But we wore shoes in your old place.
01:02:50Yeah, but that's because I didn't want my feet touching that floor.
01:02:53And also, I mean, this place is all mine.
01:02:57You know?
01:02:58Just mine.
01:02:59Should we make up the bed?
01:03:01You know, my mother always says that's the first thing you should do when you move into a new place.
01:03:05Sure.
01:03:06But I'm sleeping in it alone tonight.
01:03:08I've never gotten to do that before.
01:03:11Whatever you say.
01:03:15So, now that you're not going home next month,
01:03:18will you come with me to Mexico for my grandma's birthday party?
01:03:23I promise I'm not going to propose to you in front of my entire family.
01:03:26I just want to show you where I grew up.
01:03:28My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world.
01:03:32The entire world?
01:03:33You have no idea.
01:03:33Yeah, they're delicious.
01:03:42Okay.
01:03:47Yeah.
01:03:50All right.
01:04:02Also,
01:04:03in case I haven't made it clear,
01:04:05I think about you a lot.
01:04:07You're pretty much all I think about.
01:04:10Just so we're clear.
01:04:12Love, Conrad.
01:04:14Dear Conrad,
01:04:16I never thanked you for sending me junior mint.
01:04:19So, thank you.
01:04:21And thank you for all your letters.
01:04:23It's sweet of you to think of me.
01:04:25I finally found a permanent apartment.
01:04:27I finally found a permanent apartment.
01:04:28This is my new address.
01:04:30I hope you're well.
01:04:51I'm sorry.
01:04:51I'll let you know.
01:04:52It's my new house.
01:04:55I'm sorry, but I'm sorry.
01:04:55I'm sorry.
01:04:56I'm sorry.
01:04:57I can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference.
01:05:00I'm so much better than you.
01:05:01Better luck next time, kid.
01:05:04What's up? You want some water?
01:05:06Sure, yeah.
01:05:10So...
01:05:12Brussels, huh?
01:05:14Quaint Belgian town, only a one-and-a-half-hour train ride from Paris.
01:05:19Subtle.
01:05:20Let me see that postcard she sent you.
01:05:22Agnes?
01:05:23Oh, come on, just let me see it.
01:05:24I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
01:05:26For the record, I never asked for your help.
01:05:37Oh, my God, you keep it in your wallet?
01:05:39Shut up.
01:05:48Well?
01:05:50That's it? That's all she wrote?
01:05:53Yeah.
01:05:55Yeah.
01:05:55Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go.
01:05:59Really? So you don't think...
01:06:02You suck!
01:06:03You...
01:06:04Okay, really, though?
01:06:05If you don't go, you might regret it forever.
01:06:09If you do go, you might regret it forever, too, but...
01:06:12Is this supposed to be helping?
01:06:14No.
01:06:18Doctor, help thyself.
01:06:21Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times.
01:06:28Welcome to the final show.
01:06:32Okay, Mr. Fisher.
01:06:34We're able to switch your flight to the 10.45pm to Paris.
01:06:39There is a $473 fare difference.
01:06:42Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:06:43Yeah.
01:06:49You're awesome.
01:06:50Thank you, I appreciate it.
01:06:51Yeah, have a safe flight.
01:06:55What have you planned for this weekend for your anniversary?
01:06:58My friends planned for a little dinner for me.
01:07:00Oh, that looks nice and cozy.
01:07:12Are you sure you want to do that?
01:07:15Yes.
01:07:16I'm ready for something new this summer.
01:07:19Okay.
01:07:20I'm falling.
01:07:23I'm falling.
01:07:25Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times.
01:07:31We gotta get away from here.
01:07:35We gotta get away from here.
01:07:41Just stop your crying, it'll be alright.
01:07:47They told me that the end is near.
01:07:52We gotta get away from here.
01:07:56We gotta get away from here.
01:07:57Just stop your crying, half the time of your life.
01:08:04Breaking through the atmosphere.
01:08:06And things are pretty good from here
01:08:14Remember everything will be alright
01:08:19We could meet again somewhere
01:08:24Somewhere far away from here
01:08:29We never know what we've been here before
01:08:32Why are we always stuck in a new fire?
01:08:36The bullets
01:08:40The bullets
01:08:45We never know what we've been here before
01:08:48Why are we always stuck in a new fire?
01:08:52The bullets
01:08:56The bullets
01:09:01Just stop your crying, it's the sun of the times
01:09:07We gotta get away from here
01:09:11We gotta get away from here
01:09:17We gotta get away from here
01:09:18We gotta get away from here
01:09:21We gotta get away from here
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01:09:27We gotta get away from here
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01:09:28We gotta get away from here
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