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00:01not because I actually lied but because of this thing on my wrist the Verity
00:06band mom was obsessed with science-based parenting so when my twin sister Emma and
00:13I were born she strapped these bands on us green light means truth red light
00:18means you're manipulating reality Emma's band always green she could literally
00:24cut up mom's designer dress and blame the cat and that little device would
00:28glow like a Christmas tree she'd say green light believe me I'd say mom I'm
00:37hungry and flash red light instant punishment and mom's punishment wasn't
00:43gentle no food locked in my room digital blackout no phone no Wi-Fi nothing she'd
00:52say the machine doesn't lie Stella starve now learn later I'm doing this for your
00:58own good after 10 years of this I started believing it too maybe I really was born
01:04wrong New Year's Eve everything changed my mom New Year's Eve everything changed mom
01:14was getting ready to take Emma to see the ball drop in Times Square and that's when
01:18the pain hit like a knife twisting in my gut I collapsed on the floor my skeletal frame curling
01:26into itself mom please it hurts the band flashed red she looked down at me disgust in her eyes nice
01:35try Stella faking sick to crash our night pathological she grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door I wanted
01:43to scream
01:44but part of me thought maybe she's right the band is red so I must be lying I must not
01:52actually be in pain
01:53sorry mom I won't lie anymore but the pain got worse way worse New Year's the door handle turned for
02:07one second I thought she's coming back she's a doctor she'll know something's wrong
02:11hurry up the fireworks are starting Emma's waiting please something's really wrong I feel like I'm dying she glanced at
02:22my wrist red light flashing like crazy she crouched down grabbed my chin forced me Stella how long are you
02:30going to keep
02:30this up can't you just be honest stay here and think about what you've done honey should we at
02:37least leave her some food mom stood up food she has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money
02:44she won't
02:44starve brushing off her hands like I was dirt lock the door when that band turns green we'll talk but
02:51but
02:52what soft parenting is why she's like this look at Emma her band is always green Stella's just a
03:00compulsive liar she needs discipline but my closet was empty Emma stole that money Emma ate those snacks
03:09I tried to defend myself once I didn't take it either red light three days locked up with nothing but
03:17bread and
03:18water the Emma peeked through the door made a face at me that's us we're gonna see the pretty fireworks
03:26the
03:27door locked the house went silent just me alone the pain was unbearable but I kept thinking mom's right
03:38the machine doesn't lie the band is red so I must be lying I'm not in pain I'm not in
03:47pain
03:51I crawled to my desk I had to write that was the rule if the band glowed red I had
03:58to pen a thousand
03:59word apology essay or mom would never let me out I am a liar I opened my journal pages and
04:07pages of
04:08apologies I'd written over the years but this time I wanted to write the truth my vision blurred I could
04:16barely see my hands shook as I wrote mom I really love you it really hurts why won't you believe
04:26me please
04:27believe me just once the moment I finished the last word the pain vanished just gone I felt light weightless
04:38I
04:39looked down I was floating and there slumped over the desk was my body motionless the Verity band still
04:49flashing red on a dead girl's wrist oh I'm dead Emma I heard laughter mom dad Emma coming through the
05:00front door
05:01tonight's fireworks were amazing especially that smiley face one just like our Emma mom's voice was so
05:09warm I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me I wanted to help them take off
05:15their
05:15coats that's what I always did mom I reached out to hug her my arms passed right through her body
05:24like wind
05:25she shivered why is it so cold in here is the heat off I stood there staring at my transparent
05:32hands
05:33right dead people can't hug the living should we check on Stella dad said casually she hasn't eaten
05:41if she finds me dead will she be sad will she regret it
05:56still putting on an act think I'll carry you to bed Stella you're 10 years old not five I screamed
06:04at her only two feet away mom I'm not playing I'm dead look at me touch me I'm freezing
06:14Emma squeezed past her held up her wrist with that smug little grin look my band's green Stella's is
06:22still red she's lying even in her dreams mom patted Emma's head that's my good girl ignore the liar
06:30let her stay there maybe she'll learn how to be honest dad peeked in should we at least put her
06:37in
06:37bed it's freezing put her in bed the parenting expert says cold treatment is the answer look at
06:43that red light she's still in full defiance mode come on we have to visit grandma tomorrow the door
06:50locked again I floated next to my corpse staring at that single point of red light in the darkness
06:57mom if you just stepped closer if you just touched my hand you'd know I was ice cold but you
07:04didn't
07:05still that night a rat crawled out of my empty closet I used to scream whenever I saw rats but
07:13now I just floated by the ceiling watching it scurry across my dead body it bit into my toe it's
07:20okay you
07:20can't feel it anymore it'll be over soon the next morning sunlight streamed through the window no warmth
07:28reached my body in the kitchen I could hear mom making breakfast the smell of bacon and eggs crept
07:35under my door my favorite but mom always said liars don't deserve meat so I only ever got steamed
07:43broccoli she was claying the pans extra loud on purpose trying to tempt me out trying to make me give
07:50in and apologize for things I never did in the old days I might have caved but I don't need
07:58food
07:58anymore Stella still hasn't come out that night Stella still hasn't come out dad asked reading his paper
08:08she is so stubborn she can eat or not I don't care Emma walked to my door and made a
08:15big show of sniffing
08:16the air then she screamed dramatically mom Stella's room smells gross did she poop in it mom stormed over
08:25pounding on the door Stella are you an animal the bathroom is right there did you seriously go on
08:32the floor just to spite me I remembered being six I had food poisoning couldn't make it to the bathroom
08:39in
08:39time soiled my pants mom didn't help me clean up she made me stand in the yard pointed at me
08:46and told the neighbors look at this she's such a mess she can't even use the toilet by herself now
08:52she thought I was dirty again leave her mom said waving her hand like she was swatting a fly let
08:59her
08:59sit in her own stink but dad stood up frowning that smells really bad I should check could be a
09:07dead mouse
09:08or something dad please open the door I'm right here I waved my transparent arms frantically dad's
09:16hand touched the doorknob still his phone was ringing dad's face went pale what the server crashed okay okay
09:26I'm on my way honey there's an emergency at work I'll be gone for a few days wait what about
09:32Stella he was
09:33already out the door if that call had come one second later I would have been found maybe then I
09:41wouldn't have rotted alone that afternoon mom took Emma shopping the house was empty except for my corpse
09:47when they came back that night loaded down with fancy lobster and gifts the smell had gotten worse
09:54mom gagged the second she walked in Stella are you trying to turn this place into a dump she didn't
10:00even
10:01open my door she grabbed duct tape and sealed the gap at the bottom you want to be disgusting fine
10:07spew in it don't stink up my house she patted her hands together satisfied then went to steam the
10:14lobster I stared at that sealed door my last shred of hope suffocated under that tape his phone was
10:22ringing by day three even the duct tape couldn't contain the smell mom was arranging fresh flowers trying
10:30to cover it up but the stench of death is unmistakable sweet rotten oily she cut a rose stem too
10:39hard a
10:40thorn pierced her hand she snapped Stella she grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen storm toward my room I'm
10:49done with you you disgusting little brat time you learned what real pain feels like don't come in mom
10:57please I'm decomposed you'll be scared even though she never loved me I didn't want her to see me like
11:05that but she ripped the tape off jammed the spare key in the lock bang the door flew open the
11:15smell hit her
11:16like a wall she stumbled back dry heaving Stella what are you doing by day three she saw me still
11:26slumped over the
11:26desk back turned not moving to her this was the ultimate rebellion I'm talking to you she marched over
11:36raised the rolling pin but stopped she wanted to see my face first wanted to see my defiant expression get
11:47up the moment she touched me she froze through the thin fabric her hand didn't feel warm flesh
11:55what but momentum carried her forward she yanked my body stiff as a board toppled backward taking the chair with
12:05it
12:05and there was my face on my blackened wrist the Verity band hung lifeless my journal slid off the desk
12:14fell open at mom's feet the last page stared up at her mom my stomach really hurts the band is
12:23broken
12:23I'm not lying please don't punish me she saw me mom screamed not a human sound a raw guttural shriek
12:35that tore
12:35through her throat she stumbled backward slammed into the bookshelf a vase shattered but she didn't seem to feel the
12:43pain
12:43She just stared at me, eyes wide, unblinking.
12:48No, no, no, no. This is makeup. Special effects.
12:51Stella, get up. I'm not mad anymore. Stop scaring me.
12:56Her hand reached out, trembling to touch my arm.
12:59The second her skin made contact with my corpse, she recoiled like she'd been burned.
13:04That cold was too real.
13:07Mrs. Lisa from next door called 911.
13:09911, I heard a scream.
13:10She'd heard the screaming.
13:11When she saw what was in my room, she collapsed in the hallway.
13:15Within minutes, sirens. Police. A medical examiner.
13:19They pulled up the crime scene tape.
13:22Cameras flashed over my body.
13:24Mom sat on the couch, a female officer's hand on her shoulder.
13:28She was babbling.
13:29She was faking.
13:31She always lies. The band was red. Machines don't lie.
13:36I was just teaching her. I was doing it for her own good.
13:39No one responded.
13:41They all looked at her like she was a monster.
13:43The medical examiner crouched next to my body.
13:46He muttered under his breath.
13:48Severe malnutrition.
13:50Organ failure.
13:52This kid was starved for at least a month.
13:54He carefully tried to remove the Verity band.
13:57But it had...
13:58Fused.
14:00Damn.
14:01He cursed.
14:02He had to use tools to pry it off.
14:04Even dead, my soul flinched.
14:14Mom...
14:14A cop picked up my journal.
14:16Put on gloves.
14:18Started reading.
14:19Mom's eyes locked onto that book.
14:21Suddenly, she lunged for it.
14:23That's her confession.
14:25She admits she lied.
14:27Look.
14:27She wrote it herself.
14:29The officer pushed her back.
14:31Slid the journal into an evidence bag.
14:33We'll determine what's true.
14:35That's when Dad got home.
14:37He saw the black body bag being wheeled out on a stretcher.
14:40Saw the long zipper that sealed away my entire life.
14:44His legs gave out.
14:46He collapsed.
14:48Wet himself.
14:49Emma stood nearby, sobbing in confusion.
14:53She pointed at the blood-stained Verity band on the evidence table.
14:57Why is Stella's band black?
14:59Mine's still green, see?
15:01She held up her wrist.
15:03The green light blinked cheerfully.
15:06It was grotesque.
15:08The cops started questioning Mom in the living room.
15:11She grabbed the Verity band off the table like it was a life raft.
15:16Test it.
15:17That band proved she was lying.
15:19Red light means lie.
15:21I never abused her.
15:22The machine told me.
15:23I was just educating her.
15:25The officer looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
15:29Ma'am, the victim shows signs of extreme malnutrition.
15:33That's discipline.
15:35That's teaching her to be honest.
15:37Mom was shrieking now.
15:39Then, she did something insane.
15:42You don't believe me?
15:43Fine.
15:44I'll wear it.
15:45I'm not lying.
15:47Watch.
15:47It'll be green.
15:48She snatched the band, still stained with my blood and bits of skin, and jammed it onto
15:54her own wrist.
15:56Click.
15:57Locked.
15:58The rubber pressed against her skin.
16:01Sticky.
16:02Cold.
16:03She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself.
16:07She needed to prove she was innocent.
16:10Needed to prove her parenting was right.
16:13She held up her wrist, eyes wild.
16:16Watch.
16:17I'm Rachel.
16:18I'm Stella's mother.
16:19That's a fact.
16:21Absolute truth.
16:22The red light exploded, bright, violent, like a fresh wound tearing open.
16:30Mom's confident expression shattered.
16:32She slapped the band like it was a broken TV.
16:36What?
16:37No.
16:37I said the truth.
16:39I am Rachel.
16:41She started talking faster, panic rising in her voice.
16:45It's broken.
16:46The examiner broke it.
16:47Let me try again.
16:48I never abused her.
16:50I did it for her own good.
16:52I love her.
16:53The red light flashed faster.
16:55And suddenly, she remembered.
16:58Me.
16:59Ten years old.
17:01Getting the maximum punishment.
17:02Curled on the floor.
17:04Biting my lip so I wouldn't scream.
17:07Is this what it felt like?
17:09Mom lost it completely.
17:11She started screaming at the band.
17:13Spit flying.
17:15Why is it red?
17:16I'm telling the truth.
17:18Turn green, you piece of junk.
17:20You're framing me.
17:21But the red light kept flashing.
17:24Like it was mocking her.
17:26You're a liar.
17:28You're a liar.
17:29You're a liar.
17:31The dad couldn't take it anymore.
17:34This man who'd been invisible for ten years, who always stayed out of it, he snapped.
17:41He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
17:44You monster.
17:45What did you do?
17:47That was your daughter.
17:49You treated her like an animal.
17:51Mom fell to the floor.
17:53Blood at the corner of her mouth.
17:55But she didn't fight back.
17:57Didn't cry.
17:58She just stared into space, muttering,
18:01Not my fault.
18:02Not my fault.
18:04Not my fault.
18:04Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
18:08It's her.
18:09It's Emma.
18:10Emma's band was always green.
18:12Emma was the good one.
18:14If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her, I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
18:19This is Emma's fault.
18:21All eyes turned to Emma.
18:23That little princess we'd all protected.
18:26The cop walked over.
18:27Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
18:31Took out a screwdriver.
18:33Pried it open right there.
18:35Crack.
18:36The plastic shell split.
18:38Inside, no sensors, no chips, no heart rate monitor.
18:43Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
18:46The circuit was hardwired.
18:49Power on.
18:50Green light.
18:51That's it.
18:52This is a $2 toy.
18:54Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
18:58No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
19:03Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
19:08A sick, biased joke.
19:10Dad couldn't take it anymore.
19:13No!
19:13Mom suddenly screamed.
19:15She clawed at the band.
19:17Get it off.
19:17Get it off.
19:18It's red.
19:19I'm not a liar.
19:20I'm not.
19:21But the clasp was jammed from her violent struggle.
19:24Wouldn't budge.
19:25I can't get it off.
19:27Stella, take it back.
19:28I'm sorry.
19:29It's all my fault.
19:31This little bit of pain, and she was breaking.
19:34Mom, I suffered for 10 years.
19:37The cops needed evidence for charges.
19:40And you better stop.
19:41So they opened my journal in front of my parents.
19:44February 14th.
19:45Sunny.
19:46Mom put celery on my plate.
19:48I'm allergic.
19:49My throat swells.
19:50I can't breathe.
19:51I said I can't eat it.
19:53But because I was scared of making her angry, my heart raced.
19:57Red light.
19:58You stop it!
19:59Mom said I was picky.
20:00Lying.
20:01Made me eat the whole plate.
20:03That night, I threw up blood.
20:06My throat felt like it was on fire.
20:08Mom saw it and said I'd snuck tomato juice.
20:11That I was faking.
20:12She punished me for 10 more minutes.
20:15Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
20:17She was shaking violently.
20:19She remembered that night.
20:21The officer turned the page.
20:23June 1st.
20:24Children's Day.
20:25Emma cut up mom's dress.
20:27Emma's heart rate is always slow.
20:30Green light.
20:30I tried to explain, but I was scared of getting beaten, so my heart raced.
20:36Red light.
20:37Dad couldn't take it anymore.
20:39This man who'd been invisible for 10 years, who always stayed out of it, he snapped.
20:47Dad couldn't take it anymore.
20:49This man who'd been invisible for 10 years, who always stayed out of it, he snapped.
20:56He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
21:06Mom fell to the floor, blood at the corner of her mouth.
21:10But she didn't fight back, didn't cry.
21:13She just stared into space, muttering,
21:16Not my fault.
21:17Not my fault.
21:19Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
21:22It's her.
21:24It's Emma.
21:25Emma's band was always green.
21:27Emma was the good one.
21:29If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her, I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
21:34This is Emma's fault.
21:36All eyes turned to Emma.
21:38That little princess we'd all protected.
21:41The cop walked over.
21:42Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
21:46Took out a screwdriver.
21:47Pried it open right there.
21:50Crack.
21:50The plastic shell split.
21:53Inside?
21:54No sensors.
21:55No chips.
21:56No heart rate monitor.
21:58Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
22:02The circuit was hardwired.
22:03Power on.
22:04Green light.
22:06That's it.
22:07This is a $2 toy.
22:08Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
22:13No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
22:18Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
22:23A sick, biased joke.
22:25Dad couldn't.
22:27I laughed.
22:29Laughed until I cried.
22:31Turns out, ghosts can cry too.
22:34The officer turned to the last page of the journal.
22:37Her voice broke.
22:39The handwriting was a mess.
22:41Clearly written while dying.
22:44Mom, if I die, will the band stop glowing red?
22:48Or if it turns green, will you hug me then?
22:53I'm not lying.
22:54My stomach hurts so much.
22:57Like knives.
22:59Next life, please don't make me wear the band.
23:02Please.
23:03Mom stared at the shattered pieces of plastic on the table.
23:07That green light she trusted without question?
23:10A cheap piece of junk.
23:14Mom started laughing.
23:16Her voice cracking with every sound.
23:19But it was the laugh of someone breaking.
23:22Worse than crying.
23:23Fake.
23:24All fake.
23:25I killed my honest daughter.
23:27And I worshipped a liar.
23:30She'd lost her mind.
23:31For real this time.
23:35I left.
23:36My death became front page news.
23:39Mrs. Lisa, the neighborhood gossip, posted everything online.
23:44Title.
23:45Girls Starved to Death by Fake Science Band.
23:48She described my corpse in detail.
23:51The band fused to rotting flesh.
23:55The internet exploded.
23:57Monster.
23:58Murderer.
23:59She doesn't deserve to be a mother.
24:02Comments poured in like an avalanche.
24:05Someone doxed mom.
24:07Our address got leaked.
24:09People threw red paint on our door.
24:12Wrote death in huge letters.
24:15Dad got arrested too.
24:17Neglect.
24:18Failure to protect.
24:19He wasn't there when I died, so he got off light.
24:23But his company fired him immediately to avoid the PR nightmare.
24:28Our family went bankrupt.
24:30Sold the house, the car, everything to pay legal fees.
24:35Dad couldn't stand living with that psycho anymore.
24:39He took what little money was left, and Emma, and disappeared.
24:44Emma was a bad seed, sure.
24:46But she was still his blood.
24:49Before they left, Emma tried to take her green band.
24:53Dad stomped on it.
24:54Why the hell would you want that piece of trash?
24:56Emma cried as he dragged her away.
24:59My dad...
25:00Mom got out on bail.
25:02The psych eval said she had severe PTSD and psychosis.
25:06They left her alone in that rental apartment.
25:09The one that still smelled like death.
25:12Her mental state deteriorated fast.
25:15She started talking to me like I was still there.
25:18And she refused to take off the red light band.
25:21To punish herself, she'd added a shock device to it.
25:25One that delivered a jolt the second the light flashed red.
25:29She said the small shocks were the only thing that eased her guilt.
25:33She'd cook a whole table of food.
25:35Then talk to the empty air.
25:38She'd pick up a piece of meat.
25:40Her hands shook.
25:41The band flashed red.
25:43She was anxious.
25:45She smiled, but her eyes were empty.
25:48Mom's heart is racing.
25:50Mom's lying.
25:52Liars don't deserve food.
25:54Picked up a remote.
25:55One she'd rewired to trigger the shock on her wristband.
25:59It hurts.
25:59And shocked herself.
26:01It hurts.
26:03It hurts.
26:04Is this what Stella felt?
26:06I'm sorry.
26:07Mom got out.
26:09Mom started reenacting my diary entries.
26:12I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy.
26:15So she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood, then swallowed it back down.
26:22I was locked in isolation.
26:24So she locked herself in my old room, lights off, and bowed to my photo until her forehead bled.
26:31Over and over.
26:33Blood on the floor.
26:36Late at night, she'd see the red glow of the band reflected on the wall.
26:40To her, it looked like my bloody eyes watching.
26:44She scribbled in red pen on the back of my journal.
26:48I'm sorry.
26:49I was wrong.
26:50Red light means pain.
26:52Red light means love.
26:54Please come back and say it hurts one more time.
26:57I'll save you.
26:59I promise.
27:00Too bad I'm dead.
27:02Dead people can't cry for help.
27:05Eventually, the state intervened.
27:08Mom's self-harm got so extreme, she nearly killed herself, that they committed her.
27:14She ended up in a psychiatric facility.
27:17She was the strangest patient there.
27:20She'd found a red plastic ring somewhere and wore it around her neck like a collar.
27:25Her homemade band.
27:28If anyone tried to remove it, she'd bite them like a rabid dog.
27:33Don't touch my light.
27:34Stella's watching.
27:36She'll be mad if you take it.
27:37She developed a Pavlovian response.
27:41Rachel, time to eat.
27:42Mom would touch her neck, then start convulsing, screaming.
27:47Red light.
27:48Red light.
27:48Don't punish me.
27:49I'll eat.
27:50I'll eat.
27:51Even if the food was scalding hot, she'd gulp it down, burning her esophagus.
27:56Wouldn't spit it out.
27:58She was reenacting my final moments.
28:01Living my hell on repeat.
28:05Mom started reenacting my diet.
28:07Years later, Emma grew up.
28:09Without proper guidance and with a trail of infamy behind her, she ended up at the bottom
28:13of society.
28:15When she ran out of money, she remembered.
28:18Mom's still in that facility.
28:19She showed up one day.
28:21Not for love.
28:23For cash.
28:31Hey, crazy lady.
28:33Dad's dead.
28:34Give me your hidden stash.
28:37Disgusting.
28:38Just like your dead daughter.
28:40If you don't give me money, I'll pull your tubes and send you to join her.
28:44For a moment, Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
28:48She looked at Emma and suddenly remembered.
28:51That band.
28:53That always green toy.
28:55That decade of deception.
28:57It was you.
28:59Mom's voice was gravel.
29:01You lied.
29:03You're the fake green light.
29:05You killed Stella.
29:07Give her back.
29:08Give her back.
29:10The last shred of maternal love twisted into vengeance.
29:15Mom lunged.
29:16Grabbed Emma by the throat.
29:18Die.
29:19You should have died.
29:20Not her.
29:21You.
29:22Help!
29:23Emma thrashed, but couldn't break free from a madwoman's grip.
29:28Orderlies rushed in.
29:29Sedated Mom.
29:31Pulled her off.
29:32Emma stumbled out of the room, terrified.
29:35They're all insane.
29:37She bolted for the exit.
29:41A truck plowed into her.
29:43She survived.
29:44Barely.
29:46Both legs shattered beyond repair.
29:48Wheelchair for life.
29:50A total wreck.
29:51Meanwhile, Mom was strapped to a bed, staring at the ceiling.
29:56Tears streaming.
29:58In her dreams, she finally saw me.
30:01I was ten again.
30:02No band.
30:04White dress.
30:05Smiling.
30:06Mom!
30:07Mom!
30:07She reached for me, crying with joy.
30:11Stella!
30:12But her hands sparked with electricity.
30:15The second she touched me, I burst into flames.
30:18Turned to ash.
30:20No!
30:21She woke up screaming.
30:23Heart rate through the roof.
30:24If she'd been wearing that band, it would have been blood red.
30:29Eternal torment.
30:31Years later, I stood in the void, watching it all.
30:36Mom in the facility.
30:38Emma in a wheelchair, begging on the streets.
30:41Dad, drunk and dead in some gutter.
30:44I felt...
30:46I felt...
30:46Nothing.
30:48No satisfaction.
30:50Just a flat, dead calm.
30:53Next to me was an old dog.
30:55Buddy.
30:56My childhood pet.
30:57Mom threw him out years ago.
30:59He'd been waiting for me at the boundary.
31:02Buddy nuzzled my leg.
31:04Barked twice.
31:05As if to say,
31:07Let's go.
31:08Don't look back.
31:10Yeah.
31:11Time to leave.
31:13This life was too bitter.
31:15Nothing worth holding onto.
31:18I floated to Mom's hospital room one final time.
31:22She looked ancient.
31:24Hair completely white.
31:26Frail as paper.
31:28She sensed something.
31:30Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air.
31:33Right where I stood.
31:35Stella?
31:36Is that you?
31:37Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
31:41Mom destroyed the band.
31:42I don't believe in it anymore.
31:44Come back, please.
31:45I'll cook for you.
31:47No celery.
31:48I'll buy you new dresses.
31:50Not Emma.
31:51Tears rolled down her face.
31:53I looked at the red marks on her neck from the homemade band.
31:57I sighed.
31:59Reached out.
32:00My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
32:04Sleep, Mom.
32:05In sleep, there's no pain.
32:08A breeze blew through the room.
32:11The old journal on her nightstand flipped open.
32:14The last page, my dying words, stared up at the ceiling.
32:19But below it, in shaky handwriting, were new lines.
32:23Written by Mom during a lucid moment.
32:26Next life, let me wear the band.
32:29Let me be the liar.
32:31Punish me however you want.
32:33Just don't leave me.
32:35I stared at those words.
32:37Felt nothing.
32:39Too late.
32:41Repentance means nothing to the dead.
32:44Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
32:47But I don't love you either.
32:50Let's not meet again.
32:51I turned away.
32:53Buddy wagged his tail.
32:55In the distance, a door of light appeared.
32:59The gateway to the next cycle.
33:02I looked at my wrist.
33:04The phantom Verity band.
33:06Still there.
33:08Even in spirit form.
33:10I grabbed it.
33:11It shattered into stardust.
33:14I felt weightless.
33:15Free.
33:17No red light.
33:18No hunger.
33:20No lies.
33:21Just freedom.
33:24I flicked.
33:24Morning came.
33:26A nurse pushed open the door.
33:28Rachel, time for your meds.
33:30No response.
33:31She walked closer.
33:32Rachel's hand clutched the torn journal.
33:34A single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye.
33:38On the heart monitor, the wavy line had gone flat.
33:42Passing through the light wasn't violent.
33:44No spinning.
33:45No chaos.
33:47Just warmth.
33:48Like sinking into a spring stream.
33:50Even the lingering ache in my soul, the phantom pains, started to fade.
33:55Buddy pressed into my palm.
33:57His fur wasn't translucent anymore.
33:59It was soft.
34:01Warm.
34:02Real.
34:02This was the living, breathing connection I'd craved as a kid.
34:06Come on, boy.
34:07I held his paw and walked toward the brightness.
34:10Behind me, the old life faded like a worn photograph.
34:14Mom's final tear.
34:15The red glow of the band.
34:17Blood on the diary pages.
34:19All of it blurred.
34:20Dissolved.
34:21I didn't look back.
34:22That ten-year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
34:27Passing.
34:28When I opened my eyes again, I was tiny.
34:31Wrapped in soft blankets.
34:33Someone was humming.
34:35A woman's voice.
34:37Gentle, off-key, but full of love.
34:40Her fingers brushed my cheek.
34:42The scent of gardenias.
34:44The scent of gardenias.
34:44Not the sterile hospital smell of my old mom.
34:47Not the cold, clinical distance.
34:50I blinked up at her.
34:52She had kind eyes.
34:54A soft smile.
34:56She cradled me like I was made of glass.
34:59Grace is awake.
35:00She murmured.
35:01Honey, come quick!
35:03Our daughter just blinked!
35:04A man appeared.
35:06Tall, a little awkward, but his face lit up when he saw me.
35:10He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
35:13His voice was deep.
35:15Warm.
35:16Hey, Grace.
35:17I'm your dad.
35:19Grace.
35:20Not Stella.
35:21No weight.
35:22No chains.
35:23No lies.
35:24Just Grace Sterling.
35:26A name that meant something light.
35:28Something cherished.
35:30When I opened my eyes again, this house was small.
35:34But clean.
35:35Cozy.
35:36Cartoon stickers on the walls.
35:38Plants on the balcony.
35:40Sunlight pouring through the windows, warm on the floor.
35:44I realized fast.
35:46This family was nothing like the last one.
35:49They never forced me to do anything.
35:52There were no Verity bands.
35:55I grew.
35:56Learned to crawl.
35:57To talk.
35:59And when I was three, Mom made sautéed celery.
36:02The green stalks on the plate triggered me.
36:05I flashed back to choking.
36:07Throat swelling.
36:09Vomiting blood.
36:10I stumbled backward.
36:12Shaking.
36:13Tears came without permission.
36:16Mom immediately put down the spatula.
36:18Crouched.
36:19Pulled me into a hug.
36:21Grace, what's wrong?
36:23You don't like celery?
36:24I couldn't speak.
36:26Just shook my head, sobbing.
36:29Dad knelt too.
36:30Rubbed my back.
36:32Hey, it's okay.
36:34You don't have to eat it.
36:36Can you tell us why?
36:37Their eyes were patient.
36:39Gentle.
36:41Finally, I choked out.
36:43It hurts my throat.
36:45Makes me bleed.
36:47They didn't say, the machine doesn't lie.
36:50They didn't accuse me of faking.
36:52They took me to the doctor immediately.
36:55Turns out, I really do have a celery allergy.
36:58Mild, but it can flare up with stress.
37:02After that, celery never appeared in the house again.
37:05Mom even added it to her phone notes.
37:08Grace's allergies.
37:09Celery.
37:10Mango.
37:11She checked every time she shopped.
37:13I lay in her arms that night, smelling gardenias, and realized, this is what it feels like to
37:20be believed.
37:21Love isn't measured by a machine.
37:23It's listening.
37:25Even when the story sounds impossible.
37:27This house was small.
37:28When I was four, preschool had a health screening.
37:31Blood draw.
37:32I saw the needle and lost it.
37:35Flashes of the band burning my wrist.
37:38Flashes of starvation.
37:40I screamed.
37:41Clung to dad's leg.
37:42The teacher sighed.
37:45Grace, it's just a little poke.
37:47All the other kids were brave.
37:49I couldn't stop shaking.
37:51Don't punish me.
37:53I'm not lying.
37:54Dad immediately scooped me up, shielding me from the nurse.
37:58Sorry.
37:59He said firmly.
38:01She's got trauma.
38:02We'll skip this for now and take her to a pediatric psychologist.
38:06On the drive home, dad didn't scold me for being weak.
38:10He just asked gently.
38:13Grace, did someone hurt you before?
38:17I buried my face in his shoulder, tears soaking his shirt.
38:21Mom!
38:23Band!
38:24Red light!
38:25I couldn't explain it clearly.
38:28But he listened.
38:29Nodded.
38:31You've been through hell, haven't you?
38:33It's okay.
38:35Dad's here now.
38:36No one's ever hurting you again.
38:39From then on, they took me to a child therapist regularly.
38:44Severe PTSD, the doctor said.
38:47My parents never complained.
38:49Never made me feel like a burden.
38:51They played honesty games with me, where I could say anything, true or false, and they'd
38:57just listen.
38:58Guide me gently toward the truth.
39:01They bought me colorful bracelets, but never forced me to wear them.
39:06These are just accessories, Grace.
39:08Wear them if you want.
39:09Take them off if you don't.
39:10We'll love you either way.
39:12Slowly, I started to heal.
39:14I could say, I don't like this, without fear.
39:18I could say, I'm scared.
39:21I could say, I want that.
39:25I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being evidence of a lie.
39:29I started sharing my preschool stories with them.
39:32I cried when I didn't get a toy.
39:35I laughed when I got praise.
39:37I was finally just a kid.
39:40A normal, loved kid.
39:42When I was four, when I turned seven, I started elementary school.
39:47There was a girl in my class, Annie Sullivan.
39:50She looked exactly like Emma.
39:53Same eyes.
39:54But her hair was shorter.
39:57And she was timid.
39:59Scared.
40:00The first time I saw her, my heart clenched.
40:04Flashbacks.
40:05Emma's smug grin.
40:07The green light mocking me.
40:09I stepped back instinctively.
40:11Annie noticed.
40:13She looked down, voiced barely a whisper.
40:16I'm Annie.
40:18Do you want to be friends?
40:20Her tone was so careful, so desperate to please, just like I used to be.
40:26I glanced at her wrist.
40:28She wore a cheap green cartoon bracelet.
40:31My stomach turned.
40:33Later, I found out Annie's mom was strict too.
40:37Demanded honesty.
40:39Locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes.
40:42One day, Annie accidentally broke the teacher's mug.
40:46She was trembling, too scared to admit it.
40:49I saw her face.
40:50Red rimmed eyes.
40:52Barely holding back tears.
40:54I remembered myself at that desk, writing,
40:57I'm a liar.
40:58A thousand times.
41:00I walked over.
41:02Took her hand.
41:03Annie, it's okay.
41:05Accidents happen.
41:06Let's tell the teacher together.
41:08She won't be mad.
41:10Annie looked at me, shocked.
41:12But mom says liars are bad kids.
41:16Being honest isn't about never making mistakes.
41:19It's about owning up when you do.
41:21And even if you tell the truth, you shouldn't be punished for it.
41:24If the teacher yells, I'll protect you.
41:27If your mom yells, come to my house.
41:30My parents will help.
41:32I gave her the courage I never had.
41:34She confessed.
41:36The teacher forgave her.
41:37Told her to be more careful next time.
41:40From that day on, we were best friends.
41:43When I told her, I brought Annie home to meet my parents.
41:46She saw how warm they were.
41:49How they didn't yell.
41:51Didn't punish over little things.
41:53I told her,
41:55You don't have to make everyone happy.
41:58You're allowed to feel things.
42:00Say things.
42:02One day, Annie's mom came to pick her up from school.
42:06She saw us together and her face twisted.
42:10She grabbed Annie's hand.
42:12Did you mess up again?
42:14Is Grace covering for you?
42:16Annie immediately looked down.
42:18I stepped in front of her.
42:21Ma'am, Annie didn't do anything wrong.
42:25She's a good kid.
42:27You shouldn't always assume the worst.
42:29She's scared of you.
42:30The mom froze.
42:33Looked at me.
42:35Then at Annie's tear-filled eyes.
42:39Her expression softened.
42:41That night, she called my mom.
42:44Thanked her.
42:45You're welcome.
42:46Said I'd opened her eyes.
42:49Over time, Annie's mom got gentler.
42:52Started listening instead of yelling.
42:55And Annie?
42:57She blossomed.
42:58We had a great day at school.
42:59Confident.
43:00We learned about the little chain.
43:02I watched her laugh freely one day.
43:04And felt this warmth in my chest.
43:08I didn't get saved in my last life.
43:11I suffered alone in the dark.
43:14But this time, I could save someone else.
43:18I could stop another Stella from happening.
43:21Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me.
43:25The ability to see pain.
43:28And to heal it.
43:31When I was ten, my parents took me to visit grandma in the countryside.
43:35There was an old tree in her yard.
43:38Just like the one at my old grandma's house.
43:41I sat under it, watching sunlight filter through the leaves.
43:45Buddy dozed next to me.
43:47Then I saw her.
43:48An old woman.
43:50White hair.
43:51Hunched over a cane.
43:53Wearing a faded blue shirt.
43:56The second I saw her face, I froze.
43:59She looked exactly like Rachel.
44:02My old mom.
44:03Grandma noticed me too.
44:05Walked over slowly.
44:07Her eyes were hazy, but there was something familiar in them.
44:11What's your name, child?
44:13Grace Sterling.
44:14She repeated it softly.
44:17Grace.
44:17That's a beautiful name.
44:19She reached out like she wanted to touch my hair.
44:22Then hesitated.
44:23Pulled back.
44:24Like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred.
44:28My mom came over.
44:29Studied her.
44:30Mom?
44:31This is our daughter.
44:32Grace.
44:34So she was my grandma in this life.
44:37Over the next few days, grandma watched me constantly.
44:40Her expression unreadable.
44:43One day, she brought me a bowl of steakburger.
44:46Grace, eat up.
44:47This used to be your favorite.
44:49I stared at the bowl.
44:50In my last life, I wrote in my dying breath.
44:54I want to eat mom's steakburger.
44:57And here was grandma, saying those exact words.
45:01Tears blurred my vision.
45:03This wasn't some distant wish anymore.
45:06It was real.
45:07Right in front of me.
45:09I picked up a piece.
45:11Bit into it.
45:12Tender.
45:13Sweet.
45:14Perfect.
45:16Grandma smiled.
45:17A tired, guilty smile.
45:20That night, lying in bed with Buddy curled at my feet,
45:23I thought about Rachel's last words.
45:26Next life, let me be the one punished.
45:29Just don't leave me.
45:31I thought about her final tear.
45:33The torn journal.
45:35Honestly, I didn't hate her anymore.
45:39Hating someone is like locking yourself in the past.
45:42Chewing on pain forever.
45:44This life's happiness had already washed away the bitterness.
45:47I just felt sad.
45:51I just felt sad.
45:51Grandma stayed for a month, then went back home.
45:54Before she left, she held my hand.
45:57Grace, live well.
46:00Be happy.
46:01Her voice was soft, but heavy with meaning.
46:04I nodded.
46:06You too, Grandma.
46:08I watched her walk away, and I felt nothing.
46:12No anger.
46:14No grief.
46:15The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves, blown away by the wind.
46:20I wasn't Stella anymore.
46:22The girl trapped by a red light.
46:24I was Grace Sterling.
46:26Surrounded by love.
46:28Free.
46:30Grandma.
46:31At 13, I graduated elementary school.
46:34Got into the best middle school in the city.
46:36My parents took me to the beach to celebrate.
46:39I stood at the edge of the ocean, wind in my hair, salt on my lips.
46:43I stretched out my arms, feeling the freedom.
46:47For a moment, I saw her.
46:49My ghost self.
46:51Floating.
46:53Desperate to hug someone, but passing right through.
46:56Grace, what are you thinking?
46:59Dad handed me a soda.
47:01I smiled.
47:02Just, I'm grateful.
47:05To be alive.
47:06To be with you guys.
47:08Mom hugged me.
47:10Silly girl.
47:11We're the lucky ones.
47:13Buddy chased the waves, barking joyfully.
47:16I looked at my parents.
47:17My dog.
47:18My future.
47:20I finally understood.
47:22The suffering of my past life taught me to treasure this one.
47:26The pain taught me what love really means.
47:30I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore.
47:33I didn't need to fear red lights.
47:35I could laugh.
47:37Cry.
47:38Speak freely.
47:39I had parents who loved me.
47:41A best friend.
47:43A healthy body.
47:45A bright future.
47:47This was the life I died wishing for.
47:50At 13.
47:51That night, I wrote in my journal.
47:53Not the blood-stained confessions of my old life.
47:56This one was full of happiness.
47:59Growth.
48:00Love.
48:01I wrote.
48:03Today, I saw the ocean.
48:06It's huge.
48:08Blue.
48:09Free.
48:11I thought about my past self.
48:13That little girl locked in a room, desperate to be loved.
48:17She'd never believed that I could be this happy.
48:21Mom and dad loved me.
48:23They taught me honesty and bravery.
48:27Annie is my best friend now.
48:28She's confident and bright.
48:31Grandma's healthy.
48:32She calls me often.
48:35Buddy's still a goofball, always nudging my hand.
48:38I don't hate anyone anymore.
48:41I don't cling to the past.
48:43Those painful memories are like footprints in the sand, washed away by waves.
48:50But they taught me to cherish every step forward.
48:53I know my old mom, sister, and dad got what they deserved.
48:58And I finally broke free.
49:01I found real freedom.
49:03I don't want to see them again.
49:05I don't want to relive that life.
49:08I just want to be Grace Sterling.
49:11Simple.
49:13Happy.
49:14Loved.
49:16That night, the ocean was beautiful.
49:19Life was beautiful.
49:21I closed my journal.
49:23Looked out the hotel window.
49:26Moonlight shimmered on the water like a thousand stars.
49:30Buddy's breathing was soft and steady beside me.
49:33I smiled.
49:35This life, I finally became who I wanted to be.
49:40No red lights.
49:42No starvation.
49:43No lies.
49:45Just love.
49:47Freedom.
49:48Happiness.
49:49And those scars from my past?
49:52They became badges of survival.
49:56Reminders that no matter how much darkness you face, if you don't give up on the light, you'll find your
50:02way to warmth.
50:03To freedom.
50:04The road ahead is long, but I'll walk it with courage, with joy, towards something even brighter.
50:14The road ahead is long, but I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk
50:14it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with
50:14you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and
50:14I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk
50:14it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with
50:14you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and
50:14I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk
50:14it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with you, and I'll walk it with
50:15you, and I'll walk it with you
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