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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know this spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Play it
00:22Jesus, fuck
00:23Hold on, right
00:26Hey, baby
00:27Oh my God
00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36So if you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep
00:44In that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know
00:54How happiness would make him
00:56It would fill his heart
00:59Tomorrow
01:00We bury them
01:02And this is what I was trying to do
01:18I'm sorry
01:21I'm sorry
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03:00you're gonna bury them. We are. Then what happens? Uh, then they return to the land
03:11and their bodies become a part of it. Um, and their souls too, I guess. They don't go to heaven?
03:22I think this is their heaven. Heaven is, oh, how do I explain this? Our teacher says there
03:32is no heaven. You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe
03:35everything your teacher says. Heaven is your perfect place. For some, it's ice cream oceans
03:47and marshmallow mountains and others. It's these mountains. Does that make sense?
03:57And grandpa's heaven is here. I think so. But if you think he's here, why is everyone
04:05so sad he's gone? Well, his heaven isn't mine and, well, I can't see him and I can't talk
04:15to him and can't hug him and he can't hug me. And I, I miss that. Yeah, I miss it
04:23too.
04:24But that's why we have memories. We can revisit all those times that we did have. All the talks,
04:33all the laughs, all the hugs. And, you know, it's like a movie. We can, we can play it over
04:42and over as many times as we want, you know, in our minds. You know what I mean?
04:49I do. Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right. Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here. Might be able to get a tractor
05:28up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you. Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38It's going to have to do, honey. It's all you got.
06:45It's just us, okay? There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
06:58Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:28Where'd you find Cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39I found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54They said to walk over at noon.
07:56How were they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours.
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:17The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:30They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay, just...
08:47Have at the apartment.
08:49Have Corbon.
08:51Cater.
08:53They love that place.
08:55I already called.
08:56You find back, too.
09:01I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber's going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:10So, depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
10:13I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:16Not bad.
10:17Okay.
10:18Okay.
10:22Okay.
10:23Okay.
10:24Okay.
10:25Okay.
10:26Okay.
10:26Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:29And Russell.
11:35And Russell.
11:35And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Coming.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:17It's all right, Miss.
12:18It's all right.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
12:37I'm sorry.
12:42I'm sorry.
12:46I'm sorry.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch out.
13:48Watch out.
14:14Watch out.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot, I didn't, I...
14:36This one will be Sam's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:02I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:10I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven
15:37where our departed bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak,
15:51and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists,
16:03and on your mercy that it holds a place for us
16:07where we may sit in your light beside our loved ones
16:11and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50Guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07He has nothing to say than say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:44I love you.
17:46I love you.
17:51I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:26I love you.
18:29I love you.
19:11Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody?
19:15Oh, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:49How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33The girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:40But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you'd get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:07I mean it.
22:14I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load him in a trailer and drag him all over Montana trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas, Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we
23:54can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25That you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:29No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:32Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:44I'm just friends.
24:45What?
24:46Keep going.
24:47I don't know.
24:48Let's do this together.
24:51Okay.
24:59Let's do this together.
25:00Let's do this together.
25:01Yeah, let's do this together.
25:03Let's do this together.
25:03Yeah, let's do this together.
25:06It's about a theory.
25:07Yeah, let's do this together.
25:07Yeah, let's do this together again.
25:08Okay.
25:08You're gonna get us.
25:08Afro
25:08You're going to .
25:09I can't you feel nice.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:05He never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:15Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40Yeah, my father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:55Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says
27:13to the first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:18And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says, well...
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water, and say five Hail Marys.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:51say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm gonna wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass in
28:09it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:24I...
28:24It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah.
28:30He, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah.
28:33What's in it?
28:34Bacca soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what is your purpose when that person
29:14is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:23I'll buy the fucking book.
30:44I'll buy the fucking book.
30:53I'll buy the fucking book.
30:56I'll buy the fucking book.
30:57I think that the tension is exactly where we are.
31:00I'm taking the inflation data.
31:04So is this just a cause or something you want to take on?
31:07I don't know if you get these healthy.
31:09Oh, I think this is how you take these out.
31:10I think this is going to work with a little bit.
31:14I'm going to work with a little bit.
31:16I'm going to work with a little bit.
31:21The ultimate of the payouts.
31:25These are smaller tenants, loyal emperors,
31:29and their close relatives who killed them.
31:33Some of them are making them laugh to their own way.
31:46Hey, we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling out
32:13his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:47Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:19Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:34Amy?
33:35Amy?
33:37Amy?
33:45Amy?
33:54Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh. The president.
34:25Yeah. Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No. He died on another river.
34:50Actually, no. He died on a mountain.
34:55No. No river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know. That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Mm.
35:21More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Mm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile?
35:42Hostile.
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making? What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:19The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:16And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:13A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time, those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal.
39:05If you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:16Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it.
39:41Seriously.
39:42Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that yeah with that smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you i know i find it quite
40:05liberating at the moment good say it again
40:11fuck you are we gonna do trust falls next you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start come on keep it coming let's go i'm serious
40:27i'm thinking about it i'm considering it i know i know i know i'm running away
40:35running away from my problems this problem goes with me so i'm not running from anything
40:43when i miss my daughters honestly i don't i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them you know live their own lives maybe they could move with you i mean it doesn't sound like
40:58either of them are bound to the city that's what i said my oldest daughter needs it i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't that's not very nice
41:09oh what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapist school you mean dartmouth and yeah they kind of invented it there
41:26do you think i should
41:30not my place to say but
41:35i think you should consider it and i'll tell you why because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it is irrelevant but you should seriously consider it you should consider
41:54moving to europe spend a year traveling you've got the financial means no responsibilities here
42:00preventing it you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him must have been a hell of a man because you are a hell of
42:11a woman
42:12you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it and this yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing this is grieving this is accepting an immeasurable loss
42:24in your life and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38oh this has been
42:41pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with not begin one
43:08fine
43:09see you at happy hour
43:20okay
43:26across the northern plains and into the upper midwest
43:30A colder airmatch is settling in.
43:33Gather no travel with low average temperature.
43:40Who's your realtor?
43:42Yeah.
43:43No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:45Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on, hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um, Paige is in bed.
43:57And she won't talk, and she can't stop crying,
44:00and she's...
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating,
44:02and I feel like I should call an ambulance,
44:04but I don't...
44:04Like, I feel like that might make her worse.
44:06You're right, you're right.
44:07It would.
44:08I'll be there in 15 minutes.
44:09Call Abby.
44:10Okay, okay, calling her now.
44:12No!
44:38Is she in the bedroom?
44:40Yeah.
44:46Uh, do you have any sweets?
44:48Sweets?
44:49Okay, get some ice cream, Rocky Road,
44:52and buy some chocolate chips.
44:54Put three scoops in a glass of milk,
44:56put the chocolate chips on top,
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon.
44:59That sounds, uh, disgusting to start...
45:02I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road.
45:11Desperate times call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips.
45:14The shitty ones, like she likes.
45:16Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell.
45:19Give it to her.
45:20She knows how to make it.
45:21Got it.
45:21Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay, it's okay.
45:28It's okay, it's okay.
45:30It's okay, you know what this is?
45:32This is how much you love them,
45:34and your body just doesn't know where to put
45:36all that love now.
45:37Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere,
45:39and you don't have to stop loving someone
45:41when they're gone or anything.
45:42In fact, one could argue
45:44that you should love them more.
45:47And here's the sad fact of life.
45:51You will feel this way again.
45:53Yeah, when I die,
45:55when your husband dies,
45:56and your friends,
45:58and someday your children
46:00will feel this way about you.
46:03Thanks, Mom.
46:04I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food.
46:11It is a drug.
46:12It is sugar and chocolate
46:14in a mixture that only your metabolism
46:16can process in a way
46:17that doesn't end up on your hips.
46:18And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:25No, I used to lack five, so...
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back.
46:34I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch
46:39with the cold
46:39and the mushy of the ice cream.
46:42Wait.
46:43The explanation
46:44doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46Well...
46:47You got her.
46:49I got her,
46:50but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
47:02It was my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:17Is she okay?
47:20Yeah.
47:21She will be.
47:24Is there a decent bar
47:26near here?
47:27Um, there's a...
47:29There's a dive bar
47:31around the corner.
47:32Well,
47:34Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:42Hmm.
47:51What's this place called?
47:54Um...
47:54I don't know.
47:55I'm not sure it has a name.
47:59Hmm.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name?
48:13Uh,
48:14people just call it the bar
48:15or the bar down the street,
48:17something like that.
48:18No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:21Uh,
48:23XT Enterprises LLC
48:25or some shit.
48:28Okay.
48:29So,
48:30the bar just
48:32doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:33What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God.
48:35I'm, uh...
48:37I am not in the mood
48:37to make any decisions.
48:39Mm-hmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Uh,
48:42that is a cocktail
48:42and this is the furthest place
48:44from a cocktail bar, so...
48:45True that.
48:46Um,
48:46how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I have no idea
48:50what that is.
48:51Trust me.
48:51Okay?
48:52What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales
48:55do you...
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, like your style.
48:58Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink, Russell.
49:07Oh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh.
49:10Apologies, Russell.
49:14This is gonna hurt.
49:18I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no, no.
49:39I'm not...
49:40I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What then?
49:44Oh, life.
49:46Uh, choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Or, you know, aspirations,
50:03might be a better word,
50:05for your life,
50:06for my daughter.
50:08I mean, what, uh, you know,
50:09we just got the townhouse, so...
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase,
50:13not a dream.
50:16Have you two
50:19talked about starting a family?
50:21You know, Paige,
50:23she just got down to a size zero,
50:24and she worked really hard for it, so...
50:26Russell, Russell,
50:26independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah.
50:32I mean, I guess I want...
50:32I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them,
50:36and I want to...
50:38I want to move out of town,
50:40you know,
50:40where they can have a normal...
50:41you know, trick-or-treat,
50:43and...
50:43and...
50:43and...
50:44play baseball,
50:45and run out on the street,
50:47you know?
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No, I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51All right.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream, then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly,
51:08I always thought of you
51:09and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:28Yeah.
51:30Yeah.
51:33Yeah.
51:38Yeah.
51:44Yeah.
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