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00:00:30I am the breath of being, the primal urge of things.
00:00:41I am the whirl of stardust.
00:00:46I am the lift of wings.
00:00:51I am the splendid impulse that comes before the thought.
00:01:00The joy and exaltation wherein the life is called.
00:01:55How do you manage to be five seconds over?
00:01:57No, I just pulled with every — but everyone was like, okay.
00:01:59I was like, I'm not going to stay behind.
00:02:02But look at her, like, all of them are over, so.
00:02:05It's going to be a week of risk management, damage limitation kind of stuff.
00:02:24I'm Elena, Switzerland 130.
00:02:42Actually, I was originally a medical student, but I watched the Olympic windsurf class in the summer.
00:02:54My father bought himself the whole material, because he wanted to follow me.
00:02:59That's this new technology, the wind surfing, and I tried it.
00:03:03And I tried it.
00:03:04And I tried it.
00:03:07And I tried it.
00:03:10And I tried it.
00:03:11And then I said, after the first training, Papa, I want to go to Olympia.
00:03:15I think it's doable.
00:03:17I've got about eight months to come, but it's been hard.
00:03:22I'm still at the end of the game.
00:03:42And I tried it.
00:03:43For me, there are a large difference between training and the fight I train with people in the top 30.
00:03:50I can hold them together, I can hit them together.
00:03:52and then in the battle.
00:03:59I tend to think in general,
00:04:01just a lot to think.
00:04:02Then I have too many sounds in my head
00:04:04and nothing happens.
00:04:09I had to rely on my body
00:04:11and on the feeling,
00:04:13working with the wind together
00:04:14and not against the wind.
00:04:17With the pressure in the sail,
00:04:20with the pressure under your feet.
00:04:22Then it's the one second,
00:04:24when you lose it from the water.
00:04:26And then it's completely still.
00:04:35Then it feels like flying.
00:04:36You can swim.
00:04:59And you can swim.
00:05:04And you have to do this.
00:05:05And you go and you can sit down.
00:05:10If you think if youOSie is coming to the pierwsze
00:05:11, you can see the forte.
00:05:13But you are doing yes.
00:05:13Not until you see his thoughts.
00:05:13Oh my god.
00:05:14You're still coming to hell.
00:05:18This next stage has been moving.
00:05:33How are you girls?
00:05:35Shall we start with a little update before we get into today's episode
00:05:38about our dear friend Elena.
00:05:42I'm very excited for it.
00:05:44I just woke up half an hour ago and I was upside down in my bed.
00:05:47And I feel like that is the perfect description.
00:05:51Anyways, you wrestle yourself.
00:05:53You wrestle yourself.
00:05:53You wrestle yourself.
00:06:15You wrestle yourself.
00:06:17You wrestle yourself.
00:06:18that this campaign didn't work.
00:06:21I felt like it was too egoistic.
00:06:24Then I founded World of Windsurf Girls.
00:06:26World of Windsurf Girls is an Olympic team for women.
00:06:31First of all, I set Henry as coach for the company
00:06:35and wanted to build a little bit more
00:06:38and inspire women, their own thing to do.
00:06:44Sometimes it's hard to break out
00:06:46from a structure, in which you grew up,
00:06:49without really noticing that
00:06:50I'm just following the way I used to.
00:07:10Hello.
00:07:10Hello?
00:07:13Hello?
00:07:16Hello?
00:07:20Hello?
00:07:21Hello?
00:07:26If I can do something like that, then I have to do something like that.
00:07:32What I have, I will have earned.
00:07:35But like always, I have something that I love.
00:07:39And I have the value again, so that I have to become the best.
00:07:44And I laugh because I'm on the start line with women,
00:07:47who have been more than 15 years professionally,
00:07:51and have more than Olympia.
00:07:54And then I come here with five Wettkampfs in my pocket
00:07:58and then I am not so fast as they are.
00:08:17The wind always wins.
00:08:19No one is stronger than the wind.
00:08:22You have to know how uncomfortable the wind is when you fight against it.
00:08:27You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:28The wind is almost like the wind.
00:08:32If I get frustrated and get frustrated,
00:08:36you feel like the wind is going to do more.
00:08:54You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:56You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:56You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:57You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:57You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:57You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:59You have to know how to fight against it.
00:08:59You have to know how to fight against it.
00:09:00You have to know how to fight against it.
00:09:02You have to know how to fight against it.
00:09:06You have to know how to fight against it.
00:09:11From this total nobody, from the hobby-surfer in four years to set the goal, to go to Olympia.
00:09:21It was actually a impossible idea.
00:09:27What is the great thing about the sport is that the whole person plays into it.
00:09:31So you have to deal with this whole mental story very actively.
00:09:39In the study you can put yourself into the books and deal with it a bit differently.
00:09:46But in the sport it comes directly out.
00:09:55Let's say we have the weight on the weight.
00:09:58That's it all?
00:09:59Yeah, exactly.
00:10:02But now you're one kilo lighter than the last one.
00:10:05What's wrong?
00:10:07I've eaten more, I've eaten more.
00:10:09No, I'll tell you.
00:10:11You have to eat more food?
00:10:13But calories, I have to count.
00:10:19Jesus Christ!
00:10:21I'm really down here.
00:10:23What the fuck?
00:10:24That's what we've never talked about.
00:10:27The amount of food.
00:10:28And I think that's super important for your mind.
00:10:31For me to know that the more I eat, the more fat I lose.
00:10:47I think that the statistics say that 20% of men with mager suffering are dead.
00:10:56I just wanted to be healthier and more sports.
00:11:02That's actually not a bad idea.
00:11:05I'm 14 and I'm doing everything or nothing.
00:11:15I wasn't just me, without something to achieve, without a goal.
00:11:20I think it has a lot to do with my weight.
00:11:23I've got a lot to do with my weight.
00:11:27I've got a lot of attention to when I have good notes.
00:11:31And as a child, I've got a lot to forget.
00:11:39I was just young to stop it.
00:11:42It's a disease. I've changed completely.
00:11:45I didn't have friends anymore. I couldn't laugh anymore.
00:11:47I had no energy to laugh.
00:11:54Irgendwann merkt man's dann schon.
00:11:56Sie wurde natürlich dünner und dünner.
00:11:59Und dann war irgendwann klar,
00:12:00jetzt hat sie's eben nicht mehr unter Kontrolle.
00:12:04Und natürlich, wir haben ihr die Psychotherapie
00:12:07und die psychiatrische Behandlung.
00:12:10All das haben wir ihr ermöglicht.
00:12:12Sie hat das auch angenommen, aber wir wussten auch,
00:12:15die macht daraus, was sie will.
00:12:17Mit den Fachleuten hat sie zeitweise ihr Spiel gespielt.
00:12:24Wir mussten ja dann entscheiden,
00:12:26schicken wir sie in diesem Zustand,
00:12:28also sie war wirklich untergewichtig maximal,
00:12:32nach Australien in dieses Auslandjahr.
00:12:36Und haben uns dann entschieden,
00:12:37sie in dieses Auslandjahr zu schicken,
00:12:40mit grössten Ängsten,
00:12:42ob das gut kommt,
00:12:43ob sie überhaupt zurückkommt.
00:12:47Aber sie, und nur sie allein,
00:12:49kann sich da wieder raus retten.
00:12:52Und ich hatte Angst,
00:12:54sie würde das zeitweise nicht überleben.
00:12:56Zeitweise.
00:13:18Sobald man zunimmt,
00:13:19dann denken die Leute so,
00:13:20sie ist geheilt.
00:13:21Aber dann, die Recoverie ist viel schlimmer
00:13:24als die Magersucht selbst.
00:13:26Das wird sicher auch mal noch was,
00:13:27was ich angucken muss.
00:13:29Aber im Moment ist es halt schwierig.
00:13:31Da gibt es nicht so viel Platz dafür.
00:13:33Komm, komm, komm, komm, komm,
00:13:34ganz hoch, ganz hoch,
00:13:35Ellbogen nah, langsam runter.
00:13:36Kontrolle, Füße vorne lassen,
00:13:38langsam runter, ganz runter,
00:13:39bis in die volle Streckung.
00:13:41Here we go.
00:13:42Nice.
00:13:44Ich hab wirklich das Gefühl,
00:13:45dass du so ein Jahr sicher,
00:13:47zwei Jahre brauchst,
00:13:48bis du das komplett abschalten kannst.
00:13:49Ja.
00:13:50Und bis der Körper und der Kopf
00:13:51endlich verstehen,
00:13:53dass du mehr Essen brauchst.
00:13:55Ja.
00:13:56Und dieser Prozess braucht einfach diese Zeit.
00:13:59Ja.
00:14:01Und das ist auch okay,
00:14:02dass wir denen das geben können,
00:14:03weißt du.
00:14:04Mhm.
00:14:04Wie gesagt,
00:14:05wenn wir ein bisschen immer Fortschritt machen,
00:14:06ein Prozent mehr,
00:14:08jeden Monat,
00:14:08weil nach zwölf Monaten sind es zwölf Prozent.
00:14:11Yes.
00:14:12Dann komm ich noch,
00:14:13Skin and Bones.
00:14:14Nach vier Jahren.
00:14:15Weißt du, was ich meine?
00:14:16Ja.
00:14:16Oder?
00:14:17Vier Jahre sehe ich dann aus
00:14:18wie Simon Beiles oder so.
00:14:20Fettes Sixpack.
00:14:23Kein Grammfett.
00:14:42Ich weiß noch genau,
00:14:43und es gab einen Tag,
00:14:44wo ich gemerkt habe,
00:14:45ich kann Farben wieder sehen.
00:14:47Und ich glaube,
00:14:47da habe ich gemerkt,
00:14:49wie fucking toll das Leben eigentlich ist,
00:14:52als ich so da rausgekommen bin.
00:14:54Ich habe eine zweite Chance gekriegt,
00:14:56die viele nicht kriegen.
00:14:58Und alles,
00:14:59was ich jetzt machen kann,
00:15:00will ich machen.
00:15:01Und habe mir einfach gesporen,
00:15:02dass ich,
00:15:03dass ich es nutzen werde,
00:15:05das Leben.
00:15:07Das Windselfnetz,
00:15:08das ist meine absolute Passion.
00:15:09Und ich finde es unglaublich schön,
00:15:12dass ich mit Menschen
00:15:12an einem Ziel arbeiten kann,
00:15:14das sehr hoch gesteckt ist natürlich,
00:15:16aber dass es auch voll möglich ist,
00:15:18das jetzt zu erreichen.
00:15:19Das gibt einem natürlich
00:15:20ein gutes Gefühl
00:15:21und Bestätigung in dem Sinn.
00:15:23Es ist nicht nur eine Flucht,
00:15:24es ist auch einfach wirklich eine Passion.
00:15:49Das ist der Segelclub Menedorf.
00:15:51Und hier habe ich mein ganz erstes Windself-Segel
00:15:55so aufgerollt und gestickert.
00:15:56Ich habe auch noch irgendwo ein Foto hier im Clubhaus,
00:15:59wo ich das gemacht habe.
00:15:59Und dann mein erstes Foto,
00:16:01wo ich so das Segel so aufgestellt habe
00:16:02und mich von oben aufgestellt habe.
00:16:02Und das war noch bevor ich es überhaupt benutzt habe.
00:16:06Also bevor ich überhaupt Späulen gelernt habe.
00:16:16Ich weiß nicht,
00:16:16ob ich es nochmal machen würde.
00:16:18Aber es war auf jeden Fall
00:16:19keine bewusste Entscheidung.
00:16:20Also ich begreif es nicht,
00:16:21weil ich finde,
00:16:23es wäre mehr als verständlich gewesen,
00:16:25hätte ich aufgehört.
00:16:43Die ersten zwei Jahre waren das so ein bisschen meine Ziele,
00:16:46dass ich meine Skills auf dem Brett aufbaue,
00:16:48weil ich konnte ja nichts.
00:16:49Ich kannte wirklich nicht mal den Kurs.
00:16:51Also das ist das erste Mal gefahren,
00:16:52wenn wusste ich nicht mal wo lang.
00:17:04Ich bin sehr müde.
00:17:07Aber heute ist der Wind einfach gut.
00:17:09Ich muss es ausnutzen,
00:17:10obwohl ich gerade von anderen gehört,
00:17:11die draussen waren,
00:17:12dass es sehr wellig ist.
00:17:14Darum ...
00:17:16Mal schauen.
00:17:19Ich muss ein neues kaufen.
00:17:21Es ist viel zu groß.
00:17:23Aber ...
00:17:24Heute muss es lang.
00:17:30Ich versuche,
00:17:31ich versuche,
00:17:32jemanden,
00:17:32und es war so großartig.
00:17:34Und ich gehe, ich gehe,
00:17:35und dann ...
00:17:36Es ist crazy.
00:17:39Ist es so schlecht,
00:17:40oder ist es so schlecht,
00:17:41oder ist es so schlecht?
00:17:41Es ist wavy outside.
00:17:45Es geht einfach.
00:17:48Ich werde sterben,
00:17:49ich werde sterben.
00:17:50Ja.
00:17:53Hoi.
00:17:56Leider.
00:18:03Jetzt laufst du schon.
00:18:04Ja.
00:18:06Ja.
00:18:06Es stresst mich sehr.
00:18:08Ja.
00:18:09Ja, es stresst mich.
00:18:11Sehr.
00:18:19Als ich zurückkomme,
00:18:21dachte ich,
00:18:22oh mein Gott,
00:18:23das ist doch noch mal grösser und heftiger,
00:18:26als ich es mir vorgestellt habe.
00:18:28Und wirklich,
00:18:29ich habe das Gefühl,
00:18:29ich war bis heute.
00:18:30Ich habe das Gefühl,
00:18:30ich mache das eigentlich.
00:18:32Was mache ich?
00:18:33Das bringt nichts.
00:18:53Ich habe das eine Kaartige Arbeit.
00:18:53Das ist eine Nachdenauer.
00:18:54Neue Stunde.
00:18:55Ja, ich habe meine Hüter.
00:18:56Als ich,
00:18:58das kann.
00:19:00Ich habe das keine Ruhe.
00:19:01Und das ist eine Kreuzfahrt.
00:19:03Ja.
00:19:03Ja.
00:19:05Ich habe das eine Verletzung,
00:19:05mit einem G1-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus.
00:19:05Das ist eine mosque-Tausch-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus-Taus.
00:19:29Oh, better give the world a surprise at great.
00:19:35Achieved from small, then start so high that nothing lies before you but a fall.
00:20:02Ich bin hier für die Weltmeisterschaften im IQ Foil.
00:20:06Und die sind ziemlich wichtig, weil das ist der erste Olympic Qualifier.
00:20:11Das heißt, das ist das erste Mal, wo wir Athleten unser Land qualifizieren können für die Olympischen Spiele.
00:20:16Und ich habe Respekt davor.
00:20:48Ja.
00:20:49Ja.
00:20:51Ja.
00:20:59Ja.
00:21:05Ja.
00:21:15Ja.
00:21:16Ja.
00:21:16Ja.
00:21:45Ja.
00:21:56Ja.
00:21:59Ja.
00:22:09Ja.
00:22:11Ja.
00:22:11Ja.
00:22:22Ja.
00:22:39Ja.
00:23:10Ja.
00:23:10Ja.
00:23:10Ja.
00:23:17Ja.
00:23:30Ja.
00:23:30Ja.
00:23:31Ja.
00:23:37Ja.
00:23:54Ja.
00:23:56Ja.
00:23:57Ja.
00:24:06Ja.
00:24:09Ja.
00:24:12Ja.
00:24:13Ja.
00:24:17Ja.
00:24:18Ja.
00:24:20Ja.
00:24:21Ja.
00:24:21Ja.
00:24:21Ja.
00:24:51Oh, my God.
00:25:48Who has seen the wind?
00:25:52Neither I nor you, but when the leaves hang trembling, the wind is passing through.
00:26:06Who has seen the wind?
00:26:10Neither you nor I, but when the trees bow down their heads, the wind is passing by.
00:26:20Who has seen the wind?
00:26:44Who has seen the wind?
00:26:47Who has seen the wind?
00:26:48Who has seen the wind?
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00:27:00Who has seen the wind?
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00:27:42Who has seen the wind?
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00:27:48Who has seen the wind?
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00:28:05Who has seen the wind?
00:28:07Who has seen the wind?
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00:28:11Who has seen the wind?
00:28:12Who has seen the wind?
00:28:13Who has seen the wind?
00:28:19Who has seen the wind?
00:28:21Who has seen the wind?
00:28:21Who has seen the wind?
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00:28:31Who has seen the wind?
00:28:35and or federations, everything just grinds to a halt instantly.
00:28:40People really think it's easy, though.
00:28:43In the winter thing, like, you don't really have a lot of marketing options.
00:28:46It is really good for them to be able to say, like,
00:28:49oh, yeah, we support, like, women in sports,
00:28:51or we support, like, youth, and...
00:28:54I don't know, sometimes they were just not interested anymore.
00:28:58Yeah.
00:28:59We need to join this meeting.
00:29:00Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:01It's a very... Feel free to...
00:29:03Get out of here!
00:29:04Oh?
00:29:05Bye-bye.
00:29:06See ya.
00:29:08Ready?
00:29:08Mm-hmm.
00:29:10Hey, Elaine, how are you doing?
00:29:11Hi, Mark, I'm good, how are you?
00:29:14Yeah, brilliant, brilliant.
00:29:18Tough.
00:29:21She has worked so, so hard to build up good relationships with sponsors.
00:29:28Viele Verträge hören bei 2024 auf.
00:29:30Das ist jetzt das letzte Jahr.
00:29:32Dieses Jahr habe ich auch in Sponsornitz verloren.
00:29:36However, for next year, I am around, like, 35,000.
00:29:41So I would like to really double that, at least, in order to kind of finance everything.
00:29:47On the other hand, obviously, depending on whether the qualification works out and whether
00:29:51I have good results, I'll get into the Swiss sailing team.
00:29:57Mir fehlen 30,000, 40,000 Euro.
00:29:59Das ist viel Geld.
00:30:01Andererseits, sobald ich dann im Schweizer Elite-Team bin oder im Olympischen Team,
00:30:05kriegt man auch Unterstützung vom Verband.
00:30:06We're gonna smash you next week later.
00:30:09Yeah, I'll do my best.
00:30:10Very later.
00:30:12Bye now.
00:30:22Dann sind wir an den Gardasee gefahren, um da einen Wegkampf zu machen.
00:30:28Mein erstes internationales Podium.
00:30:31Und ich war eigentlich fünfter, also in der ganzen Woche.
00:30:34Und dann im Medal-Race konnte ich nochmal zwei Plätze gut machen.
00:30:44She'd been racing phenomenally that day, like, really, really well.
00:30:48I felt her feelings that she really wanted to prove to herself that all the hard work she
00:30:53was putting in was paying off.
00:30:55I'm quietly confident, definitely.
00:30:57We're in a good place.
00:31:00Das war ein Riesen-Wendepunkt für mich.
00:31:03Ich hab mehr Glauben an mich selber, dass ich's schaffen kann.
00:31:07Alles, was ich aufgegeben hab, all die Schmerzen, all das Geld, das ich reingesteckt hab,
00:31:11all die Stunden auf dem Wasser, wo wirklich nicht gut, also nicht nice waren.
00:31:15Das war dann alles wert dafür.
00:31:17Viele.
00:31:35Viele.
00:31:37Viele.
00:31:39Heid.
00:31:46Michael Vann.
00:31:51Let's go.
00:32:18Here you go, Henry.
00:32:21Come put it up.
00:32:28Are you guys going already to the club?
00:32:30Yeah, we're driving.
00:32:31Yeah, Elena needs to sort her board out because it was a bit shit yesterday, her rake angle.
00:32:35We're meeting rigged for 2 o'clock, 30-minute warm-up.
00:32:38Warm-up?
00:32:39Racing and then done.
00:32:41Yeah, not a big session.
00:32:43Okay. Yeah, like in 20 minutes, I'll be there.
00:32:46Cool.
00:32:521.3 is like fucking high lift for me.
00:32:55Great.
00:32:56Yeah.
00:32:59Like...
00:33:00Yeah, way too low for Matt.
00:33:02Really?
00:33:02I mean, it makes sense.
00:33:04How heavy are you?
00:33:04Like 100?
00:33:0595.
00:33:0695.
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:14That's the physical side of things.
00:33:16So, the heavier you are on a foil, the faster you are, basically.
00:33:19In the men's fleet, you want to be at about 100 kilos, 95 kilos.
00:33:24And the women's up to 75, maybe 78, 79.
00:33:29Which is obviously a lot, and it's a massive demand for the girls.
00:33:32And realistically, the class has been developed more around the male athlete than the female athlete.
00:33:41Oh, my God.
00:33:43Jesus Christ, what's in here?
00:33:45Nothing.
00:33:45Nothing.
00:33:49What are you doing?
00:33:59What are you guys doing?
00:34:00Wait, I'm Sandero.
00:34:01You called me.
00:34:02No, no, wait there.
00:34:03Oh.
00:34:03Okay.
00:34:03What are you doing, Yelen?
00:34:10I don't know who to measure my stomach.
00:34:12He's cutting the line.
00:34:14Yes, he is.
00:34:15He was first.
00:34:16No, he wasn't.
00:34:17The liars.
00:34:17In the new reality?
00:34:18In the new reality, and then come first the women.
00:34:21Oh, that's the wrong.
00:34:23New reality.
00:34:24That's the wrong way to say.
00:34:39I think the men are quite quick to look at the women's fleet and see that there's less aggression
00:34:43and say, oh, like, I'd love to sail there, you know.
00:34:47But they don't take into account these equipment factors and all the rest, the sponsorship perhaps,
00:34:54and the contracts that they're able to sign.
00:34:56But the girls have drawn the short straw for sure.
00:34:59Hi, hello.
00:35:00How are you doing?
00:35:01Good, how are you?
00:35:02Yeah.
00:35:02I'm fine, thank you.
00:35:03There are very few women who are in development for materials.
00:35:09I don't think that women are interested in it.
00:35:12That's always the argument.
00:35:13Yes, you can go in there, but I think there's not enough support for women.
00:35:29It's enough cutting lines for you.
00:35:32Yeah.
00:35:33Put him in the back of the line.
00:35:35Yeah, exactly.
00:35:36Like I deserve it.
00:35:37Actually.
00:35:38Because today, we're going to go first.
00:35:41Exactly.
00:35:42Well, we'll let them have one time.
00:35:43Let's go.
00:35:45Hey.
00:35:45Hey.
00:35:45Hey.
00:35:46Hey.
00:35:46Hey.
00:35:47Hey.
00:35:47Hey.
00:35:47Hey.
00:35:49Hey.
00:35:53Hey.
00:35:54Hey.
00:35:55Hey.
00:35:56Hey.
00:35:56Hey.
00:35:57Hey.
00:35:57Hey.
00:35:58Hey.
00:35:59Hey.
00:35:59Hey.
00:36:00Hey.
00:36:01Hey.
00:36:02Hey.
00:36:05Hey.
00:36:10Hey.
00:36:11but in general, the violence of men had lived by violence.
00:36:19The Medusa was treated themselves,
00:36:22and from another god gave her a gift,
00:36:25that she could die men, if you look at her in the eyes.
00:36:56So another topic that you are very open about, besides your anorexic, is of course your sexuality.
00:37:04Why is it important for you to talk more about it?
00:37:07So many reasons, oh my god, but I think, how come we're not allowed to talk about it?
00:37:12And then also, women not talking about their sexuality leads a lot to us being sexualized
00:37:17and without us being able to defend ourselves, in a way.
00:37:19It starts earlier. It starts by a woman walking through the crowd
00:37:23and a guy touching her ass on accident, without her consent.
00:37:28Because I know that there's this huge issue that women don't report.
00:37:31I look back and I'm like, why didn't I say anything?
00:37:35I, I can't, I can't do it because, as I said, like, I haven't gone deep enough into my own
00:37:40story.
00:37:45The hang of us still tonight.
00:41:18Yes.
00:43:42we haven't trained all winter at full speed to race the race at half speed you know like
00:43:47no if you're going to send it do it now do it now and you guys have all put in
00:43:53the work
00:43:53you're all on great form
00:43:57good work over the past month or so then that our best school happens
00:44:24in the first race actually elena had a really great start and was winning winning the race first one to
00:44:29the reach mark lost a couple places when she went around the mark that was fine and then couldn't
00:44:35see how he went across then i saw some kit so i drove over to the kit and there was
00:44:44no one there at all
00:44:48it's the my instant reaction was complete panic like is she under the sail you know like has she
00:44:54crashed and been unconscious and you know all the worst case scenarios and then luckily kind of took
00:45:02one last scan around for me she was wearing her shiny silver helmet and probably 50 meters away she
00:45:09was just there in the water with the foils around it's pretty dangerous as well
00:45:26midweek elena had two races where she finished 10th leveled 15th it would have been enough to put her
00:45:34into the gold fleet and it was so happy and it's okay i think i have it in the gold
00:45:43fleet
00:45:44geschafft it's coming with the ceiling i have the feeling that henry is not so happy for me
00:45:49and they have me at the two races where i was so good at the 10th and 15th as over
00:45:53early
00:45:53ипендia angestuft was mich dann immer wieder auf die 90 rang gebracht also richtig tief in a flat
00:46:04ich kämpf schon zweieinhalb jahre ich gebe alles und ich bin wieder so weit hinten
00:46:28I think it's impossible to really understand how your subconscious as a person affects your conscious
00:46:38decisions once you put that on into sport and you start to really have to be completely in control
00:46:45of really purposeful with all of your decisions and what's going on inside your head 100% it can
00:46:52pull things out that you didn't know
00:47:19if only the wind if only would make the oceans spit at me
00:47:29so it would wash out the burned flesh and drag me far away
00:47:39if only the wind would have heard me it would scream at me so loud
00:47:49that the air refuses to fill my lungs and in the deep awaits my unspoken chains
00:48:27and then suddenly I just have to cry to the whole people
00:48:52well first things first I've never talked about this to anyone I went to Australia when
00:48:57I was 15 there would be these two guys one of them was like such a clown and the other
00:49:03one I
00:49:04had kind of a crush on and they texted me one evening to come and pick me up they were
00:49:10friends
00:49:12and we went into the house to just play cards and like we drank tea and it was so wholesome
00:49:17and so
00:49:17sweet and the guy I had a crush on just went to his bed because it was his house and
00:49:23then
00:49:24the other dude and I had this class clown dude we were kind of forced to shower bed
00:49:29you know we're just chatting in bed it was super fun and then suddenly he was like yeah I've always
00:49:34wanted to have sex in school and I was like oh okay you know 15 I had sex once I
00:49:39was a bit
00:49:40intimidated still and then I was like okay okay and then he pushed it and he was like how about
00:49:46we
00:49:46have sex right now I said no for a really long time he kept pushing he kept pushing at one
00:49:56point
00:49:56he just gets up and he he's two meters tall and like super muscular and at that point I'm 15
00:50:02still
00:50:03anorexic like super tiny so he gets up he takes a condom and he's like okay come on let's do
00:50:08it
00:50:08then at that point I just knew like I was in the middle of nowhere I was afraid of this
00:50:12dude
00:50:14I knew like if I start defending myself this is gonna go down so much worse
00:50:22then at one point I just was quiet
00:50:43I knew like when I was in the middle of nowhere I was in the middle of nowhere I could
00:50:55be
00:51:00I couldn't surf the wind.
00:51:05And I had to take a big break.
00:51:26Es hat uns unendlich leid getan.
00:51:29Sie hat sich entschieden, das für sich selber zu verarbeiten.
00:51:33Und wir haben das akzeptiert.
00:51:42Ich glaube, fast jede Frau hat einen Moment in ihrem Leben,
00:51:46den sie anklagen könnte wegen sexueller Belästigung.
00:51:50Das weiss man inzwischen auch.
00:51:51Wegen Ãœbergriffen. Jede Frau.
00:51:54Ich habe meinen Moment auch mit 17 erlebt
00:51:57und weiss ihn noch, wie wenn es gestern gewesen wäre.
00:52:00Ich habe es nicht mal meinen Eltern erzählt.
00:52:02Ich habe es niemandem erzählt.
00:52:03Es weiss es eigentlich niemand,
00:52:05ausser vielleicht meine allerbesten Freundinnen.
00:52:08Und Elena macht das eben anders und besser,
00:52:11als wir das gemacht haben.
00:52:12Sie nimmt das, etwas, das einen beschämt und einen klein macht
00:52:17und einen schmerzt,
00:52:19und verwandelt das in etwas Starkes.
00:52:22Und das kann sie.
00:52:24Und ich muss sagen, das macht sie genial.
00:52:26Sie macht sich auch angreifbar damit,
00:52:28aber damit lebt sie.
00:52:29Und das nimmt sie in Kauf.
00:52:36Wie viele Leute dann auch danach immer gesagt haben,
00:52:39so hey, ich hatte eine ähnliche Erfahrung oder hier oder das.
00:52:42Es ist einfach nicht außergewöhnlich,
00:52:44sondern es ist fast schon die Norm.
00:52:46Ich will es normalisieren.
00:52:48Weil wenn alle Frauen sich schämen und nicht zu übersprechen
00:52:51und nicht checken, dass die Scham gehört nicht mir,
00:52:53die Scham gehört ihm.
00:52:54Ich habe nichts gemacht.
00:52:55Er hat es getan.
00:53:04Sie hat etwas, ein traumatisches Erlebnis
00:53:07und wandelt es in eine Aufgabe,
00:53:11in ein neues Ziel.
00:53:13Und das finde ich toll.
00:53:16Ich wäre auch gern so gewesen.
00:53:20Ich wäre auch gern so gewesen.
00:53:47dass ich das Selbstbewusstsein gestärkt habe,
00:53:49ohne dass ich irgendwie ein Erfolgserlebnis habe.
00:53:52Und ich muss einfach trotzdem dran glauben.
00:54:16Ich wäre auch gern so gewesen.
00:54:43Ich wäre auch gern überlegen.
00:54:53and that if I was to then start feeling that way or appearing that way,
00:54:59then all hope was lost.
00:55:04They seemed to think it was going to be a pretty difficult day
00:55:06for the race officers, but...
00:55:10She'd kind of quite happily resigned to the fact
00:55:13that she was way off the level of sailing
00:55:16and that it wasn't going to happen,
00:55:18and actually I think that that was quite important,
00:55:21that she felt that way in the end,
00:55:23because it took a lot of pressure off.
00:55:32So let's just make sure that we have 100% confidence in the plan
00:55:37and then follow it.
00:55:40This is the forecast.
00:55:43We will do five days of racing
00:55:46until we even get a shot at the qualification,
00:55:49and then it all comes down to one day,
00:55:51so if you go over the line in the first race of that day,
00:55:55that's it, then it's like, say goodbye.
00:56:00And I think the Olympics will feel less pressure than that day.
00:56:07Picturing her coming back onto the boat,
00:56:11having qualified for a spot,
00:56:13and really trying to feel that feeling
00:56:16really keeps me going and keeps me fighting.
00:56:18It's going to be crazy.
00:56:20It's going to be tears, whether we do it or not.
00:56:52It's going to be
00:56:58the wind
00:57:15Go on up think these now work for
00:57:23What's wrong?
00:57:24It's not a sign is it?
00:57:26It's fine, it's gusty
00:57:28It's horrible in here
00:57:43Let's control the controllable
00:57:48Yeah?
00:57:49Yeah?
00:57:51You know you have a few options right now
00:57:53either wind yourself up or calm yourself down
00:57:57It's totally in your hands
00:57:59Yes, go
00:58:01Go, go, go, go, go
00:58:03Nice
00:58:03Pack pump
00:58:04Work, work, work, work, work, work, work
00:58:11Turn around
00:58:14Every now and then
00:58:15Every now and then
00:58:15I fall apart
00:58:18Guys, it's way too high up in the rankings
00:58:20for me to know
00:58:22And you two have got really consistent scores
00:58:24What's the first thing?
00:58:26I know, I know, I know
00:58:26I'm just being an optimist
00:58:29Optimist, yeah
00:58:31Well, I'm the one turbo
00:58:32But...
00:58:48That last race on day one
00:58:51was really, really important for her entire regatta
00:58:56Me personally
00:58:57Me personally, I certainly never lost
00:58:58hope
00:59:00No matter how unrealistic
00:59:02that possibly became
00:59:04To me, it was never impossible
00:59:23We actually figured out
00:59:25the day before yesterday
00:59:27that Alem is on the developing nations list
00:59:31It's just seven spots
00:59:32Yeah, not more though
00:59:34Because like
00:59:35Depends on who goes in the top five, right?
00:59:37Yeah, exactly
00:59:38But then also after that like
00:59:40You could have loads of nations that aren't developing nations
00:59:43So it's probably gonna come down to like
00:59:45Top ten nations maybe
00:59:47Top, top nine
00:59:49That's a massive chance
00:59:52Massive, a lot bigger
00:59:55Also es gibt eine bestimmte Anzahl von Quotenplätzen
00:59:58und die werden so mehr oder weniger verteilt
01:00:01auf die Kontinente
01:00:02Und dann gibt's sowas wie
01:00:03Developing Nation
01:00:05Und Developing Nation
01:00:06sind nicht Drittweltländer
01:00:08Sondern das sind Länder, die
01:00:10seit mindestens zwei Olympischen Spielen
01:00:13nicht dabei waren in dieser Segelklasse
01:00:15Und bei der Schweiz
01:00:17gab's seit 20 Jahren keine Frau mehr
01:00:19Das heißt, uns stand so ein
01:00:21Developing Nation Platz zu
01:00:22Da waren wir aber auch wieder nicht
01:00:24das einzige Land, das das in Anspruch nehmen durfte
01:00:26Es waren ziemlich viele Länder, die
01:00:28Developing Nation waren
01:00:29Das heißt, es war trotzdem ein bisschen
01:00:31ein Krieg um diese Plätze
01:00:38We'll see
01:00:39I'm pretty confident we will race
01:00:41I hope so
01:00:46Look at my Amazon account
01:00:48Wow
01:00:49It's just books
01:00:50I don't read
01:00:51This is all because she got her hands on my Kindle
01:00:55His credit card is linked
01:00:57It's just a vibe
01:00:59I usually read like 400 pages a day
01:01:01At least
01:01:02A load
01:01:03That's what I used to
01:01:05I have to be good at something
01:01:07If it's not windsurf, it has to be something else
01:01:08Really, really
01:01:09I have to be good at it
01:01:24I have to be good at it
01:01:27I have to be good at it
01:01:28or do I have time to get something to eat or not?
01:01:35You can never turn off
01:01:36because you always have to be ready to jump off and then go off.
01:02:00I'm not asleep.
01:02:06I feel like if a chiropractitioner would, like, press on my hips,
01:02:10they'd just fall apart.
01:02:41So you don't have to go with me to the next step
01:02:43If you don't have to go with me now,
01:02:46I'm sorry.
01:02:50I'm sorry.
01:02:53Maybe we'll get to the next step.
01:02:54I'm the next step.
01:02:56I'm sorry, I should go.
01:02:58I don't know.
01:03:28Right, you got this. Work hard. You got this. You can do it harder. You can do it again. Just
01:03:36focus on staying in the pressure.
01:03:41Go, go, go, go. Don't stop. Don't stop. Don't stop. Don't stop. Stop. No, you're fucked. Nice.
01:03:52What are we doing? Come on. First modes.
01:03:58What's wrong? Okay. So let's go. We've got a job to do. Okay, just relax.
01:04:07Alan, dig deep. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. Please. Please. Please. Please.
01:04:16Please. Please. Please. Yes.
01:04:23Progress.
01:04:30I'm trying. I'm not doing anything.
01:04:32Elena. It's not criticism. It's advice. I'm your coach. I'm allowed to give you advice.
01:04:41I'm not doing anything. Please. Please. Please. I'm not doing anything.
01:04:44You don't want to take it out of me. Do it!
01:04:50Good luck for Elena.
01:04:54For fuck's sake...
01:05:03Yeah, that was then. I was very relieved. I mean, this is a tension you carry over three
01:05:11years. Underbewusst is three years of stress that it has solved. Whether it worked or not,
01:05:19that's what I trained for three years. Of course, I wasn't top of the top, but it was
01:05:28still a huge success for me.
01:05:35Actually, at the moment, I didn't qualify, but when the Slovenian tomorrow
01:05:40is a medal race, and the Slovenian was also a developing nation, it
01:05:43could only be two. And if they qualify as a normal country as top five, then
01:05:48it opens a new spot for the developing nation, and it goes to me.
01:06:08And when your fondest hopes are dead, and fate has ceased to smile,
01:06:19tis then, it pays to lift your head, and just hold on a while.
01:07:00I can't believe the most important race of my life is the race where I'm not in.
01:07:08My Olympic trials is waiting for someone else to do well.
01:07:13I'm waiting for me to do good.
01:07:18Socks.
01:07:19Socks.
01:07:20Socks.
01:07:20Socks.
01:07:21They did work yesterday.
01:07:24Sparkly socks in action.
01:07:27Okay, group hug before it starts.
01:07:32Love you guys.
01:07:37There she is.
01:07:40There's our girl.
01:07:41The legend.
01:07:42The myth.
01:07:43Woo!
01:07:44Slovenia!
01:07:45She is fucking flying.
01:07:51Yes.
01:07:53He's so nice.
01:07:54How cute is the dad?
01:07:55I'm sorry.
01:07:56How sweet is that?
01:07:57I told her.
01:08:00She knows that she has to do it.
01:08:03Guys, I'm going to actually throw up.
01:08:07Yeah.
01:08:11I can't look.
01:08:12I can't look.
01:08:13I can't look.
01:08:20Okay.
01:08:21That's a good start.
01:08:22That's a good start.
01:08:23Yes.
01:08:24Okay.
01:08:24Nice.
01:08:25She's rolling.
01:08:26She's leading.
01:08:26She's leading.
01:08:28Stop.
01:08:31Go.
01:08:32Go.
01:08:32Go.
01:08:34The other girls.
01:08:35Oh, Jesus.
01:08:37She's going to split from the fucking flee.
01:08:39This way?
01:08:40Yeah.
01:08:40She's coming this way.
01:08:41Oh, my God.
01:08:42Fuck me.
01:08:42Go.
01:08:45Oh, my God.
01:08:46Go.
01:08:47Please.
01:08:48Please.
01:08:50Come on.
01:08:51Good tack.
01:08:53Is she overlaying?
01:08:55Keep going.
01:08:57Nice.
01:08:58No.
01:09:01Oh, my God.
01:09:02Oh, my God.
01:09:10Go.
01:09:10She was winning.
01:09:14I can't see.
01:09:16Go.
01:09:17Go.
01:09:18Go.
01:09:19Go.
01:09:20If she makes this, it's good.
01:09:21Go.
01:09:22Go.
01:09:24Go.
01:09:27Oh, my God.
01:09:29Go.
01:09:30Go.
01:09:31Go.
01:09:31Oh, my God.
01:09:32Go.
01:09:32Oh, my God.
01:09:36Oh, my God.
01:09:39Oh, my God.
01:09:40Oh, my God.
01:09:41Oh, my God.
01:09:42Go.
01:09:42Go.
01:09:42Go.
01:09:43Go.
01:09:43Go.
01:09:45She did it.
01:09:46She did it.
01:09:47Oh, my God.
01:09:49She did it.
01:09:50Oh, my God.
01:09:51She did it.
01:09:52Oh, my God.
01:09:54She did it.
01:09:54Oh, my God.
01:09:54Oh, my God.
01:09:55Oh, my God.
01:09:56What the fuck?
01:09:57She did it.
01:09:58Oh, my God.
01:10:01Oh, my God.
01:10:09Thank you so much, I owe you, guys, I qualified for the Olympics, what the fuck, we did it,
01:10:29can you imagine, you coached someone I couldn't jib to the games, I couldn't jib two years ago, I still
01:10:40can't jib.
01:10:43Mami, wir haben es geschafft, wir haben es geschafft, doch, wir haben es geschafft.
01:10:53I'm a new big athlete.
01:10:57Oh my God.
01:10:59Ja, ja, ich habe das Land qualifiziert, ich weiss noch nicht, ob sie mich schicken,
01:11:03aber ich habe 100% das Land qualifiziert.
01:11:05Und ich bin ja auf dieser Longlist, das heisst, ich glaube, sie schicken mich.
01:11:09Also, ich glaube, es ist all good.
01:11:12Nach 20 Jahren, Mama, eine Frau von der Schweiz, genau 20 Jahre her,
01:11:17als die letzte schweizer Frau im Winter war.
01:11:28Ich habe mir nie überlegt, was nach ihr passiert.
01:11:32Ich habe auch nie überlegt, wie es dann eigentlich wäre, bei der Olympiade mitzusegeln.
01:11:36Aber auch emotional irgendwie, nur bis dahin.
01:11:50Es fühlt sich total real.
01:11:51Es fühlt sich total real.
01:11:53Es fühlt sich an allem real.
01:11:53Ich fühle sich, dass ich eigentlich eingehalten bin.
01:11:55Ja, wie eigentlich.
01:11:57Ja, ist es jetzt kommend.
01:12:00Ich bin nicht bereit.
01:12:01Ich weiß, wie funktioniert das? Ich habe keine Ahnung.
01:12:04Ich habe jetzt noch einen Start-Watch noch mehr.
01:12:05I'm using Henry's.
01:12:08I don't know.
01:12:10I borrow your wine.
01:12:11Yeah, thank you.
01:12:12Thank you very much.
01:12:14Sorry.
01:12:18I just need...
01:12:19I need a drink.
01:12:25I'm going to cry so much today.
01:12:27What the hell?
01:12:28Come here, come here.
01:12:30Thank you so much.
01:12:32Both of your kids did it.
01:12:34Right?
01:12:35No?
01:12:36Well, no.
01:12:37Oh, really?
01:12:38He did fucking well.
01:12:40You can be so proud.
01:12:41And you're always here with your camper.
01:12:43And you have two amazing kids.
01:12:46I'll see you in Marseille.
01:12:50Olympics!
01:12:51Olympics!
01:12:54Now, I don't have to be ashamed of my van anymore.
01:12:58I'm not kidding, guys.
01:12:59I've been so ashamed.
01:13:00Not ashamed, but like...
01:13:02It's a lot to put it out there when you can't fucking windsurf.
01:13:15Okay.
01:13:22Okay.
01:13:24Okay.
01:13:24And what's the name for you?
01:13:25We then got a call from one of the guys in the evening saying,
01:13:31oh, you know, this is going to be a longer process than you think.
01:13:34We have to keep on training as if it's going to happen.
01:13:38And then it might not.
01:13:41A lot of these emotions probably that we were suppressing really hard and ignoring for the means of actually being
01:13:49able to compete,
01:13:50that we imagined would all be released at this point in time, being carried with us.
01:14:13The progression has been massive to be able to even beat some of these girls who have been around for
01:14:1715, 20 years.
01:14:20The potential towards 2028 is huge.
01:14:24I want you to imagine how compact that improvement has been so far with such little support.
01:14:33Can you untied?
01:14:38Three, two, one.
01:14:40Come on.
01:14:41Come on.
01:15:03There's a situation we can't manage, but the team needs to be.
01:15:08So this just took three or four weeks a long time ago till we got to call it.
01:15:14And I got to call it.
01:15:17I got to call the phone.
01:15:19I got to call it, it was a call for the team.
01:15:22And then I got to call it, I got to call it.
01:16:48I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:16:56I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:16:59I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:17:23I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:18:09I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:18:20I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:19:17I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:19:20I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:19:49I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:20:39I can say that it wasn't my time.
01:20:40I can say that it wasn't my time.
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