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00:21That's an elk jock right there.
00:23Oh.
00:24Oh.
00:25Oh, there's another one.
00:27No, that's a moose.
00:30How can you tell the difference?
00:32If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
00:36Oh.
00:39So do you have any questions about today?
00:44Like what?
00:45Well, I'm asking you.
00:48Well, you're going to bury them.
00:50We are.
00:51Then what happens?
00:55Then they return to the land.
00:59And their bodies become a part of it.
01:03And their souls, too, I guess.
01:07They don't go to heaven?
01:09I think this is their heaven.
01:14Heaven is...
01:15How do I explain this?
01:17Our teacher says there is no heaven.
01:19You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
01:24Heaven is your perfect place.
01:29For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains.
01:34And others, it's these mountains.
01:40Does that make sense?
01:42And Grandpa's heaven is here?
01:46I think so.
01:48But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
01:52Well, his heaven isn't mine.
01:56And I can't see him.
01:58And I can't talk to him.
02:00And I can't hug him.
02:02And he can't hug me.
02:03And I miss that.
02:05Yeah.
02:06I miss it, too.
02:08But that's why we have memories.
02:11We can revisit all those times that we did have.
02:15All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs.
02:19And, you know, it's like a movie.
02:21We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
02:31You know what I mean?
02:32I do.
02:35Not the same, though, as a real hug.
02:38No, it's not the same.
03:00Right here, huh?
03:03She marked it on a map.
03:04All right.
03:05Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
03:08Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but not sure what good that'll do us.
03:13No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
03:16Yep.
03:19How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
03:22Swinstads still feed off a wagon, don't they?
03:23That's a good idea.
03:26You want to call or run for shovels?
03:28No, you call, I'll run.
03:30My gelding's just going to follow you.
03:33Yank off that bridle.
03:35Yeah.
03:36Yeah.
04:01I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive the week without her.
04:06Yes, you are correct.
04:07I am not factored in how this affects anyone else, even a little.
04:11Fuck.
04:13Is this going to be okay?
04:16It's going to have to do, honey.
04:17It's all you got.
04:18Hey.
04:22It's just us.
04:24Okay?
04:25There's nobody to be offended.
04:26What did school say?
04:28You're missing a volleyball tournament.
04:30It's okay.
04:32It's okay.
04:34Hey.
04:38It's okay.
04:40It's okay.
04:55Hey.
04:56Hey.
05:03Where'd you find Cream?
05:05Same shopping center where I found the dress.
05:08I gotta say, Boseman impressed me.
05:11I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
05:14Found a little something for you, too.
05:16Yeah.
05:16Preston would prefer me in jeans.
05:19I think he would find a certain victory in that.
05:23He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
05:27Did the boys say when they would be ready?
05:28They said to walk over at noon.
05:30How were they going to get them out there?
05:32I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
05:35They just said it was handled.
05:38About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position
05:46and it's alarmingly accurate.
05:51The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
05:55When?
05:57Tonight.
05:57Oh.
05:59Okay.
06:00They need closure, honey.
06:02They won't get it here.
06:03They have lives, and they need to go live them.
06:06I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
06:10He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
06:12Does he?
06:13He does.
06:14And you know that.
06:15We could do it at the Explorer's Club.
06:17Okay, just...
06:19How about the apartment?
06:21Have Corbon.
06:23Cater.
06:24They love that place.
06:26I already called.
06:28You're flying back, too.
06:33I have a very worried husband.
06:35He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber's going to abduct me
06:38and hold me in his basement for ransom.
06:41Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
06:44Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
06:48I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
06:50That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
06:53You think I'm joking, no?
07:00I love you.
07:06There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
07:10I know.
07:15I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you'd like some lead in that coffee.
07:18Oh, well, now you're talking.
07:43I'll cry.
07:45It's okay.
08:29Of course you pack the perfect dress.
08:38Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
08:45Okay, girls.
08:48And Russell.
09:19And Russell.
09:28Where are they?
09:30Uh, come on.
09:34It's alright.
09:37It's alright.
09:39It's alright, but it's fine.
09:41It's fine.
09:48I'm sorry, Aaron.
09:49You'll never know.
09:51Uh-oh.
09:54I'm sorry.
10:05I'm sorry.
10:07I'm sorry.
10:30Okay, boy.
10:44Okay, boy.
11:07Okay, boy.
11:37Whatever.
11:38I'm very sorry for your loss.
11:42Is a preacher coming?
12:13I forgot.
12:13I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
12:16I don't think my group has many speeches, you know.
12:22Do you mind a prayer?
12:23I do not.
12:26I do not.
12:29I do not.
12:31I do not.
12:59I do not.
13:16I do not.
13:20I do not.
13:29I do not.
13:38I do not.
13:45I do not.
14:07I do not.
14:21I do not.
14:32I do not.
14:36I do not.
15:07I do not.
15:14I do not.
15:32I do not.
15:33I do not.
15:46I do not.
15:48I do not.
15:51I do not.
15:59I do not.
16:00I do not.
16:19I do not.
16:29I do not.
16:40I do not.
16:48I do not.
16:48The end of my book, nobody who knows what else is going to set up shop underneath.
16:50Preston just looked at me and nodded, he can't say a word.
16:54About six months later, a tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins
16:58they built next door?
17:00I said I had and he asked me if I had ever seen him move.
17:03I said, move?
17:04What do you mean move?
17:06The tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was
17:11mobile homes.
17:13You pick them up with a forklift and move them, and ask me if I'd ever seen them be
17:17mobile.
17:18Well, I told them mobile.
17:19Yeah, they haul them all over the place.
17:21And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping
17:26cart and said that son of a bitch was mobile too.
17:30He did not want to pay any taxes.
17:32I wondered what those were for.
17:34Braston always had issues with authority.
17:37Wheels on outhouse.
17:38Never seen anything like it.
17:42Indian tacos.
17:44Good stuff.
17:46Want some?
17:47How about some of those cookies?
17:49Good choice.
17:51I was thinking like three.
17:55What's your mom going to say about that?
17:57My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
18:00Let's keep this between us.
18:02I think that's a good idea.
18:16Thank you for today.
18:18It means more than you know.
18:19Someone had to do it for me.
18:21I know what it means.
18:24I'm sorry it had to be done.
18:27We're flying out tonight.
18:28Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
18:36I'd like to come back.
18:39Or dare I invite you to New York?
18:42Well, the only way to get me to New York is if it seceded from the union that was drafted
18:47into the army to take it back.
18:48Okay.
18:48You gotta go a little easier on my city, buddy.
18:51I'm not knocking it.
18:52I'm just not going there.
18:54Fair enough.
18:56Then I'll come visit.
18:58Sure.
19:00I mean it.
19:03Okay.
19:06I mean it.
19:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
19:16I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
19:21horse.
19:21Three nights a week I'm gonna load him in a trailer and drag him all over Montana trying
19:25to win back what I spent on him.
19:26In October I'm gonna take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
19:31I ain't never land on no beach.
19:33I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than villains.
19:37Ever.
19:39What part of that sounds good to you?
19:41None of it.
19:42Now walk me through your life.
19:44What won't you change?
19:45I don't have those kind of absolutes.
19:46Just walk me through it.
19:51Macy has gymnastics every morning.
19:54From there I go to Pilates.
19:56From Pilates I go to my therapist.
19:58From my therapist I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist
20:01gave me.
20:03Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
20:06We have recitals every Friday night.
20:07Saturday morning we have competitions.
20:09I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
20:11Italy for the month of July which you would love.
20:14I will point out.
20:20Who feeds the horses?
20:22Isn't there a service for that?
20:24You have to do it every day?
20:27Okay.
20:28Okay there is no future in this but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
20:35You are tall and kind and beautiful.
20:36Okay so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until
20:42until we can.
20:43You city girls do spell it out don't you?
20:46Yeah we get to the point.
20:47Yep we do.
20:48You go from wondering when we are going to see each other to wondering when you are going
20:51to leave.
20:54I think I would rather just miss you.
20:57I am not gone yet.
20:59You know what I mean.
21:01So is this goodbye?
21:04I think it's best.
21:06Oh wow.
21:09Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
21:15We aren't together.
21:16No no no we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
21:19Don't fucking abby me now.
21:21You want to miss me?
21:22Is that what you want?
21:24Here is your fucking chance.
21:54It's time to go home, isn't it?
21:55Spend time honey.
22:32When did your father die, Russell?
22:37It would be six years in April.
22:39Where is he buried?
22:40My mother had him cremated.
22:42The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk but he never did it.
22:49I don't know why.
22:51So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
22:57Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
23:01What do you miss most about him?
23:08He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
23:12Really?
23:14Do you still remember them?
23:16Oh yeah.
23:17Tell me one.
23:18Oh no no no.
23:19Yeah, they um, my father had a, uh, other warped sense of humor.
23:24Yeah, well at this point I'm pretty hard to offend.
23:29Well.
23:32Okay.
23:33Um.
23:36Okay.
23:37So, there are four nuns driving in a van and the van goes off a cliff and they all
23:42die.
23:43Funny.
23:43No, no, no.
23:44That's, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just the setup.
23:47Yeah, I got it, yeah.
23:47Okay.
23:48So, they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to
23:52the first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
23:57And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
24:00So, the first nun thinks about it and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley
24:06in the shower.
24:08St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
24:10Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Marys.
24:13She does, sends her off to heaven.
24:16And he looks at the second nun and asks her the same thing.
24:18She says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
24:24St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
24:29say ten Hail Marys.
24:30So, if she does, lets her into heaven.
24:33Now, the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground and
24:37steps up to the bowl of holy water.
24:39St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
24:41And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her
24:45ass in it.
24:50I stand corrected.
24:52Russell, I can still be offended.
24:55I was very poorly chosen.
24:56I'm sorry.
24:56It was the first one that came to my mind.
24:58I am so sorry.
24:59I...
25:00It's terrible.
25:01Common denominator where their problem seems to be Father Riley.
25:05Yeah.
25:05We, uh, did get around.
25:07Ah.
25:08What's in it?
25:09Bacca soda.
25:10Easy on the soda.
25:12God bless you.
25:14The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
25:17Oh, yeah.
25:18Exercise.
25:19It's exactly what I need.
25:24I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
25:28How's that look about it?
25:32Paige has been quiet.
25:33I think this is going to be hardest on her.
25:37I'm afraid.
25:39How so?
25:39When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what
25:46is your purpose when that person is gone?
25:49The girls are handling it well, at least.
25:51Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
25:54Just one less present at Christmas.
26:00I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
26:04You are my therapist.
26:06You're my best friend.
26:08I'm incapable of being impartial.
26:11Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
26:15What I need is opinion.
26:18If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
26:43You are my own person.
26:48I am my wife, too.
26:48I know my wife, too.
26:48You're a starving ...
26:50To me, I got that.
26:58You're my husband.
26:58You're my husband.
26:59You're my husband.
26:59But at my husband, I'll have no job or definitely.
27:00To me, look at herarm� sized.
28:12We're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
28:15And the pizzas from Joe's?
28:17One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
28:19Pizzas are for Paul.
28:21It's the one thing he misses about this city.
28:26Look at you.
28:27Look at me what?
28:29Men are such children.
28:30Well, this should be interesting.
28:32You are.
28:33You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling
28:37out his baseball cleats.
28:38It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
28:41That's different.
28:42That's me saving you money.
28:43You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
28:48Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
28:55money.
28:55I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
28:57Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
29:01That almost makes sense.
29:03It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
29:11Why do you do that?
29:13What?
29:14Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
29:20You want to know?
29:21I do want to know.
29:22I really want to know.
29:24Because I lost it once.
29:26Fell off in the river.
29:28I spent two days looking for it.
29:29I'm not going through that shit again.
29:30So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
29:35Panicked, were you?
29:37Terrified.
29:39It's nice to see I still have that effect.
29:41Oh boy.
29:42Do you ever, baby.
30:13I'm not going through that shit again.
30:13I'm not going through that shit again.
30:18I'm not going through that shit again.
30:18I'm not going through that shit again.
30:18I'm not going through that shit again.
30:18I'm not going through that shit again.
30:18I'm not going through that shit again.
30:19I'm not going through that shit again.
30:19I'm not going through that shit again.
30:20I'm not going through that shit again.
30:20I'm not going through that shit again.
30:20I'm not going through that shit again.
30:21I'm not going through that shit again.
30:22I'm not going through that shit again.
30:25I'm not going through that shit again.
30:33Oh, Madison Avenue.
30:36How did they get the name, do you think?
30:40I always assumed James Madison.
30:42Oh.
30:43The president.
30:43Yeah.
30:44Of course, that would make sense.
30:45Yeah.
30:48I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
30:52Where's the Madison River?
30:54Montana.
30:57Where your husband spent time?
30:59Mm-hmm.
31:03Is that where he died?
31:06No, he died on another river.
31:07Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
31:12No, no river involved at all.
31:20How do you feel when you tell me that?
31:23How do you think I feel?
31:24I don't presume to know.
31:26That's why I asked.
31:28Isn't that your job?
31:30Then tell me how I feel.
31:33My job is to help you understand how you feel.
31:36Mm.
31:37More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
31:44Mm.
31:48And how would you describe my present behavior?
31:54Hostile.
31:55No.
31:57Hostile.
31:58Mistrusting.
32:00Which I understand.
32:03You don't know me.
32:05And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
32:15Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
32:25My decision-making.
32:26What decisions are we questioning?
32:28I'm not questioning anything.
32:29No, you are the one who said it.
32:31My husband died.
32:33The love of my life.
32:35The father of my children.
32:37My center, my soul, is gone.
32:41If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire
32:49to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
32:57But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
33:03her fucking tennis coach.
33:05I know those women.
33:06Plenty of them.
33:07I am not one of them.
33:12I am hurting.
33:14And I would like some help with that.
33:18If you can, if you can't, then I'll leave early.
33:26And you can keep the fucking change.
33:35You care for a drink?
33:39I would love one.
33:47Don't normally do this.
33:49Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
33:56Don't mind whiskey.
33:57I don't give a shit what it is.
34:18What you need is this.
34:20A lot of this.
34:23Not this.
34:25A lot of talking.
34:27And yelling and crying.
34:28A lot of it.
34:30And often.
34:32And in time,
34:35those memories will become fond again.
34:38It won't hurt to recall them.
34:41And you'll laugh.
34:47Will you love again?
34:49Maybe.
34:51I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
34:56Will you ever be whole again?
34:58Will you feel like you did before you died?
35:04No.
35:05No.
35:06But you know that.
35:08But you will heal.
35:10If you let yourself.
35:12You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
35:20Or you'll have none.
35:24You'll have no life.
35:30Does that make sense?
35:34Yeah.
35:36Okay.
35:42Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
35:45Seriously.
35:46Come on.
35:47Give it your best shot.
35:53You're a terrible therapist.
35:55You know that.
35:56Yeah.
35:56With that smug fucking sweater.
36:00Really like saying fuck, don't you?
36:02I know.
36:04I find it quite...
36:08liberating at the moment.
36:10Good.
36:11Say it again.
36:13Fuck you.
36:14We're going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack.
36:19It's a really good place to start.
36:21Come on.
36:21Keep it coming.
36:22Let's go.
36:23I'm serious.
36:28I'm thinking about it.
36:30I'm considering it.
36:33I know, I know, I know.
36:35I'm running away.
36:36Running away from my problems.
36:38This problem goes with me.
36:39So I'm not running from anything.
36:43But I miss my daughters.
36:46Honestly, I don't...
36:48I don't know.
36:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
36:52Live their own lives.
36:54Maybe they could move with you.
36:56It doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
36:59But that's what I said.
37:01My oldest daughter needs it.
37:02I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
37:08That's not very nice.
37:09Oh, what do they teach?
37:12Sarcasm in therapy school these days?
37:15Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah.
37:18They kind of invented it there.
37:24You think I should?
37:28Not my place to say.
37:30But...
37:33I think you should consider it.
37:35And I'll tell you why.
37:37Because you are actively weighing your future.
37:39And the consequences are your choices in that future.
37:42And that's healthy.
37:42That's good for your soul.
37:43So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
37:46But you should seriously consider it.
37:49You should consider moving to Europe.
37:52Spend a year traveling.
37:54You've got the financial means.
37:56No responsibilities here preventing it.
37:58You should consider everything.
38:03Wish I could have met him.
38:04Must have been a hell of a man.
38:06Because you are a hell of a woman.
38:08You know who you are and you're not ashamed of it.
38:11And this, yelling and crying and pondering.
38:14This is what you're supposed to be doing.
38:16This is grieving.
38:18This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life.
38:21And racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
38:25And you will.
38:30Thank you, Phil.
38:33Wow, this has been...
38:36Pleasantly cathartic.
38:38I took one look at that sweater and I had very little faith in you.
38:41But you?
38:42You overcame it.
38:44Turns out you don't suck at your job.
38:47Well, that is wildly offensive.
38:53Same time tomorrow?
38:54I think in the afternoon.
38:56I still got five clients and I'm pretty drunk.
38:59I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
39:02Fine.
39:03See you at happy hour.
39:13Here we are.
39:16I'm pretty.
39:20Across the northern plains, again to the upper midwest, a cooler air bath is settling in.
39:25Chatter to no showers for the low average you have a person.
39:28Here we are.
39:32who's your realtor yeah no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him
39:40hold on hold on
39:43is everything okay so um paige is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
39:51and she's
39:51well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't like i feel
39:56like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would i'll be there in 15 minutes call
40:00abby okay calling her now
40:28is she in the bedroom yeah
40:34uh do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips
40:42put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and
40:45and then just bring it to me with a spoon that sounds uh disgusting i wasn't asking your opinion
40:57i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips the
41:02shitty ones like she likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to
41:07her
41:07she knows how to make it god okay
41:12hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's
41:17okay you know what this is
41:19this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where to put it all that load
41:23now
41:23okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone
41:28in fact one could argue that you should love them more and here's the sad fact of life
41:37you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband dies and your friends and
41:43and someday your children will feel this way about you thanks mom i feel so much better
41:51like i'm bearing gifts i'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate in
41:59a
41:59mixture that only your metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips and i hate you
42:04for
42:04it i used to eat this when i was like five no i used to lack five so
42:15fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand that
42:20it's the crunch with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream
42:26the explanation doesn't sell it page well you got her i got her but i cannot stay the night
42:33i can stay the night
42:44this is my favorite thing ever i know
42:58is she okay
43:01yeah she will be
43:05is there a decent bar near here
43:08um there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
43:14well soho's version of a dive bar
43:31what's this place called
43:34um i don't know i'm not sure it has a name
43:50what's the name of this place
43:51name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street something like that no name
43:57not that i'm aware no what does your paycheck say uh xt enterprises llc or some shit
44:07okay so
44:08gorgeous
44:10doesn't have a name no name
44:11what can i get you
44:12oh god i'm uh i am not in the mood to make any decisions
44:18martini
44:19uh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so true that um how
44:24about an irish car bomb
44:25i have no idea what that is trust me okay what about you what kind of amber ales do you
44:32that'll be two irish car bombs
44:33you're still two irish car bombs i have to work in the morning it's one drink russell
44:44oh i didn't see that coming oh gosh apologies russell
44:50this is gonna hurt
44:55great
44:57you gotta
45:10i have a bad gag reflex
45:13no no i'm not i'm i'm not laughing at that
45:16what then
45:19oh life
45:21not a choices people make
45:23don't get me wrong
45:25she made a good one with you
45:29what are your dreams
45:33dreams
45:34or aspirations
45:37might be a better word
45:38for your life
45:39for my daughter
45:41i mean what
45:42i mean we just got the townhouse
45:44so
45:45yeah but that's a purchase
45:46not a dream
45:49have you two
45:51talked about starting a family
45:53you know page
45:55she just got down to a size zero
45:57and she worked really hard for it
45:58russell russell
45:59independent thoughts
46:00do you have any
46:04yeah i mean i guess i want i want to have kids
46:06mm-hmm
46:07okay
46:07i don't want to raise them
46:08and i want to
46:10i want to move out of town
46:11you know where they can have a normal
46:13you know trick-or-treat
46:14and play baseball
46:17and run out on the street
46:18you know
46:18no i don't know
46:20no i don't know
46:21i raised mine here
46:23well that would be my dream
46:26what about when they're grown
46:29what's the dream then
46:30i don't know
46:32i don't know
46:32i haven't gotten that far
46:34well then you need a new dream
46:38honestly i always thought of you and creston as a dream
46:45so did i russell
46:50but that dream is over
46:54well i guess we both need a new one
46:59yeah
46:59yeah
47:09yeah
47:10yeah
47:12yeah
47:13yeah
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