00:00You can also swim to the other side of the pool without taking a breath.
00:03Oh, no way. How did you find out to do that?
00:05Uncle Drew taught me. Want to see?
00:08Absolutely. Let's see what you got.
00:10Here I go.
00:17Hi, Amanda.
00:24Well, you did a great job covering when you brought it through.
00:28No, I didn't.
00:29Yeah, you did. Wiley has no idea how you feel about Drew.
00:32Thank God for that.
00:35It's crazy, Christina.
00:37I remember last summer, Wiley just couldn't stop talking about swimming with Willow and his Uncle Drew
00:41and how he wanted to be a Navy SEAL, just like Drew was.
00:45Yeah, at the time, I was thrilled that Wiley was having so much fun
00:48and that Drew was actually taking an interest in him.
00:51It never occurred to me, not even for a moment,
00:54that Drew might have just been using Wiley to get to Willow.
00:57It never occurred to any of us.
01:00They were under the radar until they weren't.
01:03This is one of the saddest parts about divorce.
01:06Good memories getting poisoned.
01:08I mean, all those times, Willow, the kids and I, we were hanging out with Drew.
01:13Were they just flirting right in front of me?
01:15Was I just that oblivious?
01:16No, you weren't oblivious.
01:19You were in love.
01:21And you trusted her.
01:23What a mistake that was.
01:25Look, you have every right to be angry.
01:28But it's a mistake to let your anger consume you.
01:31I'm sure I'll get over it eventually.
01:32No, that's not good enough.
01:34You have to decide that your anger isn't going to be in charge.
01:39Thanks to Ava, I know a little something about letting anger consume you, and it's dangerous.
01:44If you let it go unchecked, you could find yourself doing something or saying something that you deeply regret and
01:52can never take back.
01:55Why do I get the feeling you're talking about something specific?
01:59What did you do, Christina?
02:02What's going on, Christina?
02:03Did something happen?
02:05No.
02:06No, nothing.
02:07It's just...
02:08Look, we both know I've made terrible mistakes in the past based on anger before, and I...
02:13I almost let my anger towards Ava destroy me completely, and I don't want that for you.
02:19Drew and Willow, they've already taken enough from you.
02:22Don't let them take more from you than they already have.
02:24You know, the Willow I knew, she was...
02:26She was stronger than this.
02:28Yeah, but she was also struggling a lot more than any of us knew, Michael.
02:32I mean, yes, Drew took advantage of that, and they both betrayed you.
02:38That doesn't matter anymore, okay?
02:40What matters is you have your kids.
02:42You won.
02:43I won.
02:44Yeah.
02:45Kids are safe.
02:46You're home, and you're healthy, and you have a beautiful baby girl, and that's what matters.
02:52Just try to focus on the positive.
02:55Yeah, you're right.
02:57You're right.
02:57Whenever I feel myself, you know, in the need for revenge, I'll just, I'll focus on the kids.
03:02I'll need me to focus on the future.
03:04Yes, and you need to do that for yourself, too.
03:07I'm still hoping that Willow can get to a place where I feel okay having her around the kids.
03:12You know, Wiley and Amelia, they need both of us, but I don't know when or if I'll ever feel
03:18comfortable letting Willow see them.
03:20You know, Wiley and Amelia, they need both of us, but I don't know when or if I can get
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