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00:00My mom called me a liar from the day I was born.
00:03Not because I actually lied, but because of this thing on my wrist, the Verity band.
00:09Mom was obsessed with science-based parenting.
00:12So when my twin sister Emma and I were born, she strapped these bands on us.
00:17Green light means truth.
00:19Red light means you're manipulating reality.
00:22Emma's band?
00:24Always green.
00:25She could literally cut up mom's designer dress and blame the cat.
00:28And that little device would glow like a Christmas tree.
00:32Not me.
00:33She'd say.
00:34Green light.
00:35Believed.
00:36Me?
00:37I'd say.
00:38Mom!
00:38I'm hungry.
00:39And flash.
00:40Red light.
00:42Instant punishment.
00:44And mom's punishment wasn't gentle.
00:46No food.
00:47Locked in my room.
00:49Digital blackout.
00:50No phone.
00:51No wifi.
00:52Nothing.
00:54She'd say.
00:55The machine doesn't lie, Stella.
00:57Starve now.
00:58Learn later.
00:59I'm doing this for your own good.
01:01After 10 years of this, I started believing it too.
01:05Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:08New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:12New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:14Mom was getting ready to take Emma to see the ball drop in Times Square.
01:18And that's when the pain hit.
01:20Like a knife twisting in my gut.
01:24I collapsed on the floor.
01:25My skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:28Mom.
01:30Please.
01:30It hurts.
01:31The band flashed red.
01:33She looked down at me, disgust in her eyes.
01:36Nice try, Stella.
01:38Faking sick to crash our night?
01:40Pathological.
01:42She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door.
01:44I wanted to scream.
01:47But part of me thought, maybe she's right.
01:50The band is red.
01:51So I must be lying.
01:54I must not actually be in pain.
01:56Sorry, Mom.
01:57I won't lie anymore.
01:58But the pain got worse.
02:00Way worse.
02:05The door handle turned.
02:07For one second, I thought, she's coming back.
02:10She's a doctor.
02:11She'll know something's wrong.
02:12Hurry up.
02:13The fireworks are starting.
02:14Emma's waiting.
02:16Please.
02:17Something's really wrong.
02:19I feel like I'm dying.
02:21She glanced at my wrist.
02:23Red light flashing like crazy.
02:26She crouched down, grabbed my chin, forced me to look at her.
02:30Stella, how long are you going to keep this up?
02:31Can't you just be honest?
02:33Stay here and think about what you've done.
02:36Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:40Mom stood up.
02:41Food?
02:42She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money.
02:45She won't starve.
02:46Brushing off her hands like I was dirt.
02:48Lock the door.
02:49When that band turns green, we'll talk.
02:52But...
02:53But what?
02:55Soft parenting is why she's like this.
02:57Look at Emma.
02:58Her band is always green.
03:00Stella's just a compulsive liar.
03:02She needs discipline.
03:04But my closet was empty.
03:06Emma stole that money.
03:08Emma ate those snacks.
03:10I tried to defend myself once.
03:13I didn't take it either.
03:15Red light.
03:16Three days locked up with nothing but bread and water.
03:20Emma peeked through the door, made a face at me.
03:23Best sis, we're going to see the pretty fireworks.
03:27The door locked.
03:28The house went silent.
03:31Just me, alone.
03:33The pain was unbearable.
03:36But I kept thinking.
03:38Mom's right.
03:39The machine doesn't lie.
03:41The band is red, so I must be lying.
03:45I'm not in pain.
03:47I'm not in pain.
03:49I'm not in pain.
03:51I'm not in pain.
03:52I crawled to my desk.
03:54I had to write.
03:55That was the rule.
03:56If the band glowed red, I had to pen a thousand word apology essay.
04:01Or mom would never let me out.
04:04I am a liar.
04:05I opened my journal.
04:07Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:11But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:15My vision blurred.
04:16I could barely see.
04:18My hand shook as I wrote.
04:20Mom, I really love you.
04:23It really hurts.
04:25Why won't you believe me?
04:27Please believe me just once.
04:30The moment I finished the last word, the pain vanished.
04:35Just... gone.
04:37I felt light.
04:38Weightless.
04:39I looked down.
04:41I was floating.
04:43And there, slumped over the desk, was my body.
04:47Motionless.
04:48The Verity band still flashing red on a dead girl's wrist.
04:52Oh.
04:54I'm dead.
04:55I heard laughter.
04:57Mom, Dad, Emma, coming through the front door.
05:01Tonight's fireworks were amazing.
05:04Especially that smiley face one.
05:06Just like our Emma.
05:08Mom's voice was so warm.
05:10I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
05:13I wanted to help them take off their coats.
05:16That's what I always did.
05:19Mom!
05:20I reached out to hug her.
05:21My arms passed right through her body.
05:24Like wind.
05:26She shivered.
05:27Why is it so cold in here?
05:29Is the heat off?
05:30I stood there, staring at my transparent hands.
05:34Right.
05:35Dead people can't hug the living.
05:37Should we check on Stella?
05:39Dad said casually.
05:41She hasn't eaten.
05:42If she finds me dead, will she be sad?
05:45Will she regret it?
05:56Still putting on an act?
05:58Think I'll carry you to bed?
06:00Stella, you're ten years old, not five.
06:03I screamed at her, only two feet away.
06:06Mom!
06:07I'm not playing!
06:09I'm dead!
06:10Look at me!
06:12Touch me!
06:12I'm freezing!
06:14Emma squeezed past her, held up her wrist with that smug little grin.
06:19Look!
06:20My band's green!
06:21Stella's is still red.
06:23She's lying even in her dreams.
06:26Mom patted Emma's head.
06:28That's my good girl.
06:29Ignore the liar.
06:30Let her stay there.
06:31Maybe she'll learn how to be honest.
06:34Dad peeked in.
06:35Should we at least put her in bed?
06:37It's freezing.
06:39Put her in bed?
06:40The parenting expert says cold treatment is the answer.
06:43Look at that red light.
06:44She's still in full defiance mode.
06:47Come on.
06:48We have to visit Grandma tomorrow.
06:49The door locked again.
06:51I floated next to my corpse, staring at that single point of red light in the darkness.
06:57Mom, if you'd just stepped closer.
07:00If you'd just touched my hand.
07:02You'd know I was ice cold.
07:04But you didn't.
07:06That night, a rat crawled out of my empty closet.
07:09I used to scream whenever I saw rats.
07:11But now, I just floated by the ceiling, watching it scurry across my dead body.
07:17It bit into my toe.
07:18It's okay.
07:19You can't feel it anymore.
07:21It'll be over soon.
07:23The next morning, sunlight streamed through the window.
07:27No warmth reached my body.
07:29In the kitchen, I could hear Mom making breakfast.
07:32The smell of bacon and eggs crept under my door.
07:35My favorite.
07:37But, Mom always said liars don't deserve meat.
07:40So, I only ever got steamed broccoli.
07:43She was claying the pans extra loud on purpose.
07:46Trying to tempt me out.
07:48Trying to make me give in and apologize for things I never did.
07:53In the old days, I might have caved.
07:56But, I don't need food anymore.
08:00Stella still hasn't come out?
08:03Stella still hasn't come out?
08:04Dad asked, reading his paper.
08:07She is so stubborn.
08:09She can eat or not.
08:10I don't care.
08:12Emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air.
08:16Then, she screamed dramatically.
08:18Mom!
08:19Stella's room smells gross!
08:21Did she pose in it?
08:23Mom stormed over, pounding on the door.
08:26Stella!
08:27Are you an animal?
08:28The bathroom is right there.
08:30Did you seriously go on the floor just to spite me?
08:33I remembered being six.
08:35I had food poisoning.
08:37Couldn't make it to the bathroom in time.
08:39Soiled my pants.
08:40Mom didn't help me clean up.
08:42She made me stand in the yard.
08:44Pointed at me and told the neighbors.
08:46Look at this.
08:48She's such a mess, she can't even use the toilet by herself.
08:51Now she thought I was dirty again.
08:53Leave her.
08:55Mom said, waving her hand like she was swatting a fly.
08:58Let her sit in her own stink.
09:00But Dad stood up, frowning.
09:02That smells really bad.
09:04I should check.
09:06Could be a dead mouse or something.
09:08Dad, please open the door.
09:11I'm right here.
09:12I waved my transparent arms frantically.
09:15Dad's hand touched the doorknob.
09:17His phone was ringing.
09:18Dad's face went pale.
09:21What?
09:21The server crashed?
09:23Okay, okay.
09:24I'm on my way.
09:25Honey, there's an emergency at work.
09:27I'll be gone for a few days.
09:29Wait, what about Stella?
09:31He was already out the door.
09:33If that call had come one second later, I would have been found.
09:38Maybe then, I wouldn't have rotted alone.
09:41That afternoon, Mom took Emma shopping.
09:43The house was empty except for my corpse.
09:46When they came back that night, loaded down with fancy lobster and gifts,
09:50the smell had gotten worse.
09:52Mom gagged the second she walked in.
09:55Stella, are you trying to turn this place into a dump?
09:58She didn't even open my door.
10:00She grabbed duct tape and sealed the gap at the bottom.
10:04You wanna be disgusting?
10:05Fine.
10:06Stew in it.
10:07Don't stink up my house.
10:09She patted her hands together, satisfied.
10:12Then went to steam the lobster.
10:14I stared at that sealed door.
10:17My last shred of hope suffocated under that tape.
10:20By day three, even the duct tape couldn't contain the smell.
10:25Mom was arranging fresh flowers, trying to cover it up.
10:28But the stench of death is unmistakable.
10:32Sweet, rotten, oily.
10:35She cut a rose stem too hard.
10:37A thorn pierced her hand.
10:40She snapped.
10:42Stella!
10:43She grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen, stormed toward my room.
10:46I'm done with you, you disgusting little brat.
10:50Time you learned what real pain feels like.
10:53Don't come in, Mom!
10:55Please!
10:56I'm decomposed!
10:57You'll be scared!
10:59Even though she never loved me, I didn't want her to see me like that.
11:04But she ripped the tape off, jammed the spare key in the lock.
11:09Bang!
11:10The door flew open.
11:12The smell hit her like a wall.
11:14She stumbled back, dry heaving.
11:18Stella!
11:19What are you doing?
11:21She saw me.
11:22Still slumped over the desk.
11:24Back turned.
11:25Not moving.
11:27To her, this was the ultimate rebellion.
11:30I'm talking to you.
11:33She marched over, raised the rolling pin, but stopped.
11:37She wanted to see my face first.
11:40Wanted to see my defiant expression.
11:44Get up!
11:45The moment she touched me, she froze.
11:48Through the thin fabric, her hand didn't feel warm flesh.
11:53What?
11:54But momentum carried her forward.
11:56She yanked.
11:57My body, stiff as a board, toppled backward, taking the chair with it.
12:03And there was my face.
12:05On my blackened wrist, the Verity band hung lifeless.
12:09My journal slid off the desk.
12:12Fell open at Mom's feet.
12:14The last page stared up at her.
12:17Mom, my stomach really hurts.
12:19The band is broken.
12:21I'm not lying.
12:23Please don't punish me.
12:26Mom screamed.
12:27Not a human sound.
12:29A raw, guttural shriek that tore through her throat.
12:33She stumbled backward, slammed into the bookshelf.
12:36A vase shattered.
12:38But she didn't seem to feel the pain.
12:40She just stared at me, eyes wide, unblinking.
12:44No.
12:45No, no, no.
12:45This is makeup.
12:46Special effects.
12:48Stella, get up!
12:49I'm not mad anymore!
12:51Stop scaring me!
12:52Her hand reached out, trembling to touch my arm.
12:56The second her skin made contact with my corpse, she recoiled like she'd been burned.
13:01That cold was too real.
13:04Mrs. Lisa from next door called 911.
13:06I heard a scream!
13:07She'd heard the screaming.
13:08When she saw what was in my room, she collapsed in the hallway.
13:12Within minutes, sirens.
13:14Police.
13:15A medical examiner.
13:16They pulled up the crime scene tape.
13:19Cameras flashed over my body.
13:21Mom sat on the couch, a female officer's hand on her shoulder.
13:25She was babbling.
13:26She was faking.
13:28She always lies.
13:29The band was red.
13:31Machines don't lie.
13:33I was just teaching her.
13:34I was doing it for her own good.
13:36No one responded.
13:38They all looked at her like she was a monster.
13:40The medical examiner crouched next to my body.
13:43He muttered under his breath.
13:45Severe malnutrition.
13:47Organ failure.
13:49This kid was starved for at least a month.
13:51He carefully tried to remove the Verity band.
13:54But it had...
13:56Fused.
13:57Damn.
13:58He cursed.
13:59He had to use tools to pry it off.
14:01Even dead, my soul flinched.
14:11A cop picked up my journal.
14:13Put on gloves.
14:14Started reading.
14:15Mom's eyes locked onto that book.
14:18Suddenly, she lunged for it.
14:20That's her confession.
14:22She admits she lied.
14:23Look.
14:24She wrote it herself.
14:25The officer pushed her back.
14:27Slid the journal into an evidence bag.
14:30We'll determine what's true.
14:31That's when Dad got home.
14:33He saw the black body bag being wheeled out on a stretcher.
14:37Saw the long zipper that sealed away my entire life.
14:41His legs gave out.
14:43He collapsed.
14:44Wet himself.
14:46Emma stood nearby, sobbing in confusion.
14:49She pointed at the blood-stained Verity band on the evidence table.
14:54Why is Stella's band black?
14:56Mine's still green, see?
14:58She held up her wrist.
15:00The green light blinked cheerfully.
15:02It was grotesque.
15:04The cops started questioning Mom in the living room.
15:07She grabbed the Verity band off the table like it was a life raft.
15:11Test it.
15:12That band proved she was lying.
15:14Red light means lie.
15:16I never abused her.
15:18The machine told me.
15:19I was just educating her.
15:21The officer looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
15:24Ma'am, the victim shows signs of extreme malnutrition.
15:29That's discipline.
15:30That's teaching her to be honest.
15:33Mom was shrieking now.
15:34Then, she did something insane.
15:38You don't believe me?
15:39Fine.
15:40I'll wear it.
15:41I'm not lying.
15:42Watch.
15:43It'll be green.
15:44She snatched the band, still stained with my blood and bits of skin, and jammed it onto
15:50her own wrist.
15:52Click.
15:53Locked.
15:53The rubber pressed against her skin.
15:57Sticky.
15:58Cold.
15:59She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself.
16:03She needed to prove she was innocent.
16:06Needed to prove her parenting was right.
16:09She held up her wrist, eyes wild.
16:12Watch.
16:13I'm Rachel.
16:14I'm Stella's mother.
16:15That's a fact.
16:17Absolute truth.
16:18The red light exploded.
16:21Bright.
16:22Violent.
16:23Like a fresh wound tearing open.
16:26Mom's confident expression shattered.
16:29She slapped the band like it was a broken TV.
16:32What?
16:33No.
16:34I said the truth.
16:35I am Rachel.
16:37She started talking faster, panic rising in her voice.
16:41It's broken.
16:42The examiner broke it.
16:44Let me try again.
16:45I never abused her.
16:47I did it for her own good.
16:48I love her.
16:50The red light flashed faster.
16:52And suddenly, she remembered.
16:55Me.
16:56Ten years old.
16:57Getting the maximum punishment.
16:59Curled on the floor.
17:01Biting my lip so I wouldn't scream.
17:03Is this what it felt like?
17:06Mom lost it completely.
17:08She started screaming at the band.
17:10Spit flying.
17:12Why is it red?
17:13I'm telling the truth.
17:14Turn green, you piece of junk.
17:17You're framing me.
17:18But the red light kept flashing.
17:21Like it was mocking her.
17:23You're a liar.
17:24You're a liar.
17:26You're a liar.
17:28You're a liar.
17:28No.
17:29Mom suddenly screamed.
17:30She clawed at the band.
17:32Get it off.
17:33Get it off.
17:34It's red.
17:35I'm not a liar.
17:36I'm not.
17:36But the clasp was jammed from her violent struggle.
17:40Wouldn't budge.
17:41I can't get it off.
17:43Stella, take it back.
17:44I'm sorry.
17:45It's all my fault.
17:47This little bit of pain.
17:48And she was breaking.
17:50Mom, I suffered for ten years.
17:54The cops needed evidence for charges.
17:56And you better stop.
17:57So they opened my journal in front of my parents.
18:00February 14th.
18:01Sunny.
18:02Mom put celery on my plate.
18:04I'm allergic.
18:05My throat swells.
18:07I can't breathe.
18:08I said I can't eat it.
18:09But because I was scared of making her angry, my heart raced.
18:13Red light.
18:14You stop it!
18:15Mom said I was picky.
18:16Lying.
18:17Made me eat the whole plate.
18:20That night, I threw up blood.
18:22My throat felt like it was on fire.
18:24Mom saw it and said I'd snuck tomato juice.
18:27That I was faking.
18:29She punished me for ten more minutes.
18:31Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
18:33She was shaking violently.
18:36She remembered that night.
18:37The officer turned the page.
18:39June 1st.
18:41Children's Day.
18:42Emma cut up mom's dress.
18:44Emma's heart rate is always slow.
18:46Green light.
18:47I tried to explain.
18:49But I was scared of getting beaten.
18:51So my heart raced.
18:53Red light.
18:54Dad couldn't take it anymore.
18:56This man who'd been invisible for ten years.
18:59Who always stayed out of it.
19:02He snapped.
19:03Dad couldn't take it anymore.
19:05This man who'd been invisible for ten years.
19:08Who always stayed out of it.
19:10He snapped.
19:12He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
19:15You monster.
19:16What did you do?
19:18That was your daughter.
19:20You treated her like an animal.
19:22Mom fell to the floor.
19:24Blood at the corner of her mouth.
19:26But she didn't fight back.
19:28Didn't cry.
19:29She just stared into space, muttering,
19:32Not my fault.
19:34Not my fault.
19:36Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
19:39It's her.
19:40It's Emma.
19:41Emma's band was always green.
19:44Emma was the good one.
19:45If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her,
19:48I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
19:50This is Emma's fault.
19:52All eyes turned to Emma.
19:55That little princess we'd all protected.
19:57The cop walked over.
19:59Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
20:02Took out a screwdriver.
20:04Pried it open right there.
20:06Crack.
20:07The plastic shell split.
20:10Inside?
20:10No sensors.
20:12No chips.
20:13No heart rate monitor.
20:15Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
20:18The circuit was hardwired.
20:20Power on.
20:21Green light.
20:22That's it.
20:24This is a $2 toy.
20:26Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
20:30No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
20:35Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
20:40A sick, biased joke.
20:43I laughed.
20:44Laughed until I cried.
20:46Turns out, ghosts can cry too.
20:49The officer turned to the last page of the journal.
20:53Her voice broke.
20:55The handwriting was a mess.
20:57Clearly written while dying.
21:00Mom, if I die, will the band stop glowing red?
21:04Or if it turns green, will you hug me then?
21:09I'm not lying.
21:10My stomach hurts so much.
21:13Like knives.
21:15Next life, please don't make me wear the band.
21:18Please.
21:18Mom stared at the shattered pieces of plastic on the table.
21:23That green light she trusted without question?
21:26A cheap piece of junk.
21:30Mom started laughing, her voice cracking with every sound.
21:35But it was the laugh of someone breaking, worse than crying.
21:40Fake.
21:40All fake.
21:42I killed my honest daughter.
21:44And I worshipped a liar.
21:46She'd lost her mind.
21:48For real this time.
21:51My death became front page news.
21:54Mrs. Lisa, the neighborhood gossip, posted everything online.
21:59Title, Girls Starved to Death by Fake Science Band.
22:03She described my corpse in detail.
22:06The band fused to rotting flesh.
22:10The internet exploded.
22:13Monster.
22:14Murderer.
22:15She doesn't deserve to be a mother.
22:17Comments poured in like an avalanche.
22:20Someone doxxed mom.
22:22Our address got leaked.
22:24People threw red paint on our door.
22:27Wrote death in huge letters.
22:30Dad got arrested too.
22:32Neglect.
22:33Failure to protect.
22:35He wasn't there when I died, so he got off light.
22:38But his company fired him immediately to avoid the PR nightmare.
22:43Our family went bankrupt.
22:45Sold the house, the car, everything to pay legal fees.
22:51Dad couldn't stand living with that psycho anymore.
22:54He took what little money was left, and Emma, and disappeared.
22:59Emma was a bad seed, sure.
23:02But she was still his blood.
23:04Before they left, Emma tried to take her green band.
23:08Dad stomped on it.
23:10Why the hell would you want that piece of trash?
23:12Emma cried as he dragged her away.
23:15Mom got out on bail.
23:16The psych eval said she had severe PTSD and psychosis.
23:21They left her alone in that rental apartment.
23:24The one that still smelled like death.
23:27Her mental state deteriorated fast.
23:30She started talking to me like I was still there.
23:33And she refused to take off the red light band.
23:36To punish herself, she'd added a shock device to it.
23:40One that delivered a jolt the second the light flashed red.
23:44She said the small shocks were the only thing that eased her guilt.
23:47She'd cook a whole table of food, then talk to the empty air.
23:53She'd pick up a piece of meat.
23:55Her hands shook.
23:57The band flashed red.
23:58She was anxious.
24:00She smiled, but her eyes were empty.
24:03Mom's heart is racing.
24:06Mom's lying.
24:07Liars don't deserve food.
24:09Picked up a remote.
24:11One she'd rewired to trigger the shock on her wristband.
24:14It hurts.
24:15And shocked herself.
24:17It hurts.
24:18It hurts.
24:19It hurts.
24:20Is this what Stella felt?
24:22I'm sorry.
24:23Mom started reenacting my diary entries.
24:26I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy.
24:29So she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood,
24:34then swallowed it back down.
24:36I was locked in isolation.
24:38So she locked herself in my old room, lights off,
24:42and bowed to my photo until her forehead bled.
24:46Over and over.
24:48Blood on the floor.
24:51Late at night, she'd see the red glow of the band reflected on the wall.
24:55To her, it looked like my bloody eyes watching.
24:59She scribbled in red pen on the back of my journal.
25:03I'm sorry.
25:04I was wrong.
25:05Red light means pain.
25:07Red light means love.
25:09Please come back and say it hurts one more time.
25:13I'll save you.
25:14I promise.
25:15Too bad I'm dead.
25:17Dead people can't cry for help.
25:20Eventually, the state intervened.
25:23Mom's self-harm got so extreme, she nearly killed herself, that they committed her.
25:28She ended up in a psychiatric facility.
25:32She was the strangest patient there.
25:35She'd found a red plastic ring somewhere and wore it around her neck like a collar.
25:40Her home-made band.
25:43If anyone tried to remove it, she'd bite them like a rabid dog.
25:48Don't touch my light.
25:50Stella's watching.
25:51She'll be mad if you take it.
25:53She developed a Pavlovian response.
25:56Rachel, time to eat.
25:58Mom would touch her neck, then start convulsing, screaming.
26:02Red light.
26:03Red light.
26:04Don't punish me.
26:05I'll eat.
26:05I'll eat.
26:06Even if the food was scalding hot, she'd gulp it down, burning her esophagus.
26:11Wouldn't spit it out.
26:14She was reenacting my final moments.
26:17Living my hell on repeat.
26:20Years later, Emma grew up.
26:22Without proper guidance and with a trail of infamy behind her, she ended up at the bottom of society.
26:28When she ran out of money, she remembered.
26:31Mom's still in that facility.
26:33She showed up one day.
26:35Not for love.
26:37For cash.
26:45Hey, crazy lady.
26:47Dad's dead.
26:48Give me your hidden stash.
26:51Disgusting.
26:52Just like your dead daughter.
26:54If you don't give me money, I'll pull your tubes and send you to join her.
26:58For a moment, Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
27:02She looked at Emma.
27:03And suddenly remembered.
27:05That band.
27:07That always green toy.
27:09That decade of deception.
27:12It was you.
27:13Mom's voice was gravel.
27:15You lied.
27:17You're the fake green light.
27:19You killed Stella.
27:21Give her back.
27:23Give.
27:23Her.
27:24Back.
27:24The last shred of maternal love twisted into vengeance.
27:29Mom lunged.
27:30Grabbed Emma by the throat.
27:33Die.
27:33You should have died.
27:35Not her.
27:36You.
27:37Help!
27:38Emma thrashed, but couldn't break free from a mad woman's grip.
27:42Orderlies rushed in.
27:44Sedated Mom.
27:45Pulled her off.
27:46Emma stumbled out of the room.
27:48Terrified.
27:50They're all insane.
27:52She bolted for the exit.
27:55A truck plowed into her.
27:58She survived.
27:59Barely.
28:00Both legs shattered beyond repair.
28:03Wheelchair for life.
28:04A total wreck.
28:06Meanwhile, Mom was strapped to a bed, staring at the ceiling.
28:10Tears streaming.
28:12In her dreams, she finally saw me.
28:15I was ten again.
28:17No band.
28:18White dress.
28:20Smiling.
28:21Mom!
28:22She reached for me, crying with joy.
28:25Stella!
28:27But her hands sparked with electricity.
28:29The second she touched me, I burst into flames.
28:33Turned to ash.
28:35No!
28:36She woke up screaming.
28:38Heart rate through the roof.
28:39If she'd been wearing that band, it would have been blood red.
28:44Eternal torment.
28:46I stood in the void, watching it all.
28:50Mom in the facility.
28:51Emma in a wheelchair, begging on the streets.
28:55Dad, drunk and dead in some gutter.
28:58I felt... nothing.
29:02No satisfaction.
29:04Just a flat, dead calm.
29:07Next to me was an old dog.
29:09Buddy.
29:10My childhood pet.
29:11Mom threw him out years ago.
29:14He'd been waiting for me at the boundary.
29:17Buddy nuzzled my leg.
29:18Barked twice.
29:20As if to say,
29:21Let's go.
29:22Don't look back.
29:24Yeah.
29:25Time to leave.
29:27This life was too bitter.
29:29Nothing worth holding onto.
29:32I floated to Mom's hospital room one final time.
29:35She looked ancient.
29:37Hair completely white.
29:39Frail as paper.
29:42She sensed something.
29:44Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air.
29:47Right where I stood.
29:49Stella?
29:50Is that you?
29:51Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
29:54Mom destroyed the band.
29:56I don't believe in it anymore.
29:58Come back, please.
29:59I'll cook for you.
30:00No celery.
30:02I'll buy you new dresses.
30:04Not Emma.
30:05Tears rolled down her face.
30:07I looked at the red marks on her neck from the homemade band.
30:11I sighed.
30:13Reached out.
30:14My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
30:18Sleep, Mom.
30:20In sleep, there's no pain.
30:22A breeze blew through the room.
30:24The old journal on her nightstand flipped open.
30:28The last page, my dying words, stared up at the ceiling.
30:33But below it, in shaky handwriting, were new lines.
30:37Written by Mom during a lucid moment.
30:40Next life, let me wear the band.
30:43Let me be the liar.
30:45Punish me however you want.
30:47Just don't leave me.
30:49I stared at those words.
30:51Felt nothing.
30:52Too late.
30:55Repentance means nothing to the dead.
30:58Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
31:01But I don't love you either.
31:04Let's not meet again.
31:06I turned away.
31:08Buddy wagged his tail.
31:10In the distance, a door of light appeared.
31:13The gateway to the next cycle.
31:17I looked at my wrist.
31:19The phantom Verity band.
31:21Still there.
31:22Even in spirit form.
31:25I grabbed it.
31:26It shattered into stardust.
31:29I felt weightless.
31:30Free.
31:31No red light.
31:33No hunger.
31:35No lies.
31:37Just freedom.
31:39Just freedom.
31:39Morning came.
31:39A nurse pushed open the door.
31:41Rachel, time for your meds.
31:43No response.
31:44She walked closer.
31:46Rachel's hand clutched the torn journal.
31:48A single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye.
31:52On the heart monitor, the wavy line had gone flat.
31:55Passing through the light wasn't violent.
31:57No spinning.
31:58No chaos.
32:00Just warmth.
32:01Like sinking into a spring stream.
32:03Even the lingering ache in my soul, the phantom pains, started to fade.
32:08Buddy pressed into my palm.
32:10His fur wasn't translucent anymore.
32:12It was soft.
32:14Warm.
32:14Real.
32:15This was the living, breathing connection I'd craved as a kid.
32:19Come on, boy.
32:20I held his paw and walked toward the brightness.
32:22Behind me, the old life faded like a worn photograph.
32:27Mom's final tear.
32:28The red glow of the band.
32:30Blood on the diary pages.
32:32All of it blurred.
32:33Dissolved.
32:34I didn't look back.
32:36That 10-year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
32:40When I opened my eyes again, I was tiny.
32:43Wrapped in soft blankets.
32:46Someone was humming.
32:47A woman's voice.
32:49Gentle, off-key, but full of love.
32:52Her fingers brushed my cheek.
32:55The scent of gardenias.
32:57Not the sterile hospital smell of my old mom.
33:00Not the cold, clinical distance.
33:03I blinked up at her.
33:04She had kind eyes.
33:06A soft smile.
33:08She cradled me like I was made of glass.
33:11Grace is awake.
33:13She murmured.
33:14Honey, come quick!
33:15Our daughter just blinked!
33:16A man appeared.
33:18Tall.
33:19A little awkward.
33:20But his face lit up when he saw me.
33:23He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
33:26His voice was deep.
33:28Warm.
33:29Hey Grace.
33:30I'm your dad.
33:32Grace.
33:33Not Stella.
33:34No weight.
33:35No chains.
33:36No lies.
33:37Just Grace Sterling.
33:38A name that meant something light.
33:41Something cherished.
33:43This house was small.
33:45But clean.
33:47Cozy.
33:48Cartoon stickers on the walls.
33:50Plants on the balcony.
33:52Sunlight pouring through the windows.
33:54Warm on the floor.
33:56I realized fast.
33:58This family was nothing like the last one.
34:01They never forced me to do anything.
34:04There were no Verity bands.
34:06I grew.
34:08Learned to crawl.
34:09To talk.
34:11Mama!
34:11And when I was three, Mom made sautéed celery.
34:14The green stalks on the plate triggered me.
34:17I flashed back to choking.
34:19Throat swelling.
34:21Vomiting blood.
34:22I stumbled backward.
34:24Shaking.
34:25Tears came without permission.
34:28Mom immediately put down the spatula.
34:31Crouched.
34:31Pulled me into a hug.
34:33Grace, what's wrong?
34:34You don't like celery?
34:36I couldn't speak.
34:38Just shook my head.
34:40Sobbing.
34:41Dad knelt too.
34:43Rubbed my back.
34:44Hey, it's okay.
34:46You don't have to eat it.
34:48Can you tell us why?
34:50Their eyes were patient.
34:51Gentle.
34:53Finally, I choked out.
34:55It hurts my throat.
34:57Makes me bleed.
34:59They didn't say, the machine doesn't lie.
35:02They didn't accuse me of faking.
35:04They took me to the doctor immediately.
35:07Turns out, I really do have a celery allergy.
35:11Mild, but it can flare up with stress.
35:14After that, celery never appeared in the house again.
35:18Mom even added it to her phone notes.
35:21Grace's allergies.
35:22Celery.
35:23Mango.
35:23She checked every time she shopped.
35:26I lay in her arms that night, smelling gardenias, and realized, this is what it feels like to be believed.
35:34Love isn't measured by a machine.
35:36It's listening.
35:37Even when the story sounds impossible.
35:40When I was four, preschool had a health screening.
35:43Blood draw.
35:44I saw the needle and lost it.
35:47Flashes of the band burning my wrist.
35:49Flashes of starvation.
35:51I screamed.
35:53Clung to Dad's leg.
35:54The teacher sighed.
35:56Grace, it's just a little poke.
35:59All the other kids were brave.
36:00I couldn't stop shaking.
36:03Don't punish me.
36:04I'm not lying.
36:06Dad immediately scooped me up, shielding me from the nurse.
36:10Sorry.
36:11He said firmly.
36:13She's got trauma.
36:14We'll skip this for now and take her to a pediatric psychologist.
36:19On the drive home, Dad didn't scold me for being weak.
36:23He just asked gently.
36:25Grace, did someone hurt you before?
36:28I buried my face in his shoulder.
36:31Tears soaking his shirt.
36:33Mom!
36:35Band!
36:36Red light!
36:38I couldn't explain it clearly.
36:40But he listened.
36:42Nodded.
36:43You've been through hell, haven't you?
36:46It's okay.
36:47Dad's here now.
36:49No one's ever hurting you again.
36:52From then on, they took me to a child therapist regularly.
36:56Severe PTSD, the doctor said.
37:00My parents never complained.
37:02Never made me feel like a burden.
37:04They played honesty games with me.
37:06Where I could say anything, true or false.
37:09And they'd just listen.
37:11Guide me gently toward the truth.
37:14They bought me colorful bracelets, but never forced me to wear them.
37:18These are just accessories, Grace.
37:20Wear them if you want.
37:22Take them off if you don't.
37:23We'll love you either way.
37:25Slowly, I started to heal.
37:27I could say, I don't like this, without fear.
37:31I could say, I'm scared.
37:34Am I staying scared?
37:35I could say, I want that.
37:37I want that.
37:38I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being evidence of a lie.
37:42I started sharing my preschool stories with them.
37:45I cried when I didn't get a toy.
37:48I laughed when I got praise.
37:50I was finally just a kid.
37:53A normal, loved kid.
37:55When I turned seven, I started elementary school.
37:59There was a girl in my class.
38:01Annie Sullivan.
38:02She looked exactly like Emma.
38:05Same eyes.
38:06But her hair was shorter.
38:08And she was timid.
38:11Scared.
38:12The first time I saw her, my heart clenched.
38:16Flashbacks.
38:17Emma's smug grin.
38:19The green light mocking me.
38:21I stepped back instinctively.
38:23Annie noticed.
38:24She looked down, voiced barely a whisper.
38:29I'm Annie.
38:30Do you want to be friends?
38:32Her tone was so careful.
38:35So desperate to please.
38:37Just like I used to be.
38:39I glanced at her wrist.
38:41She wore a cheap green cartoon bracelet.
38:44My stomach turned.
38:45Later, I found out Annie's mom was strict too.
38:49Demanded honesty.
38:51Locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes.
38:54One day, Annie accidentally broke the teacher's mug.
38:58She was trembling.
39:00Too scared to admit it.
39:02I saw her face.
39:03Red rimmed eyes.
39:04Barely holding back tears.
39:06I remembered myself at that desk.
39:09Writing, I'm a liar.
39:11A thousand times.
39:13I walked over.
39:14Took her hand.
39:16Annie, it's okay.
39:18Accidents happen.
39:19Let's tell the teacher together.
39:21She won't be mad.
39:23Annie looked at me, shocked.
39:24But mom says liars are bad kids.
39:28Being honest isn't about never making mistakes.
39:31It's about owning up when you do.
39:33And even if you tell the truth, you shouldn't be punished for it.
39:37If the teacher yells, I'll protect you.
39:40If your mom yells, come to my house.
39:43My parents will help.
39:44I gave her the courage I never had.
39:47She confessed.
39:49The teacher forgave her.
39:50Told her to be more careful next time.
39:53From that day on, we were best friends.
39:56I brought Annie home to meet my parents.
39:58She saw how warm they were.
40:01How they didn't yell.
40:03Didn't punish over little things.
40:05I told her,
40:07You don't have to make everyone happy.
40:10You're allowed to feel things.
40:12Say things.
40:15One day, Annie's mom came to pick her up from school.
40:19She saw us together and her face twisted.
40:23She grabbed Annie's hand.
40:25Did you mess up again?
40:26Is Grace covering for you?
40:28Annie immediately looked down.
40:31I stepped in front of her.
40:33Ma'am, Annie didn't do anything wrong.
40:37She's a good kid.
40:39You shouldn't always assume the worst.
40:42She's scared of you.
40:44The mom froze.
40:46Looked at me.
40:48Then at Annie's tear-filled eyes.
40:51Her expression softened.
40:54That night, she called my mom.
40:57Thanked her.
40:58You're welcome.
40:59Said I'd opened her eyes.
41:02Over time, Annie's mom got gentler.
41:05Started listening instead of yelling.
41:08And Annie?
41:10She blossomed.
41:11We had a great day at school.
41:12Confident.
41:13We learned about the blue chain.
41:14Happy.
41:15I watched her laugh freely one day.
41:17And felt this warmth in my chest.
41:21I didn't get saved in my last life.
41:24I suffered alone in the dark.
41:27But this time, I could save someone else.
41:31I could stop another Stella from happening.
41:34Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me.
41:38The ability to see pain.
41:41And to heal it.
41:44When I was ten, my parents took me to visit grandma in the countryside.
41:48There was an old tree in her yard.
41:50Just like the one at my old grandma's house.
41:53I sat under it, watching sunlight filter through the leaves.
41:58Buddy dozed next to me.
42:00Then I saw her.
42:01An old woman.
42:03White hair.
42:04Hunched over a cane.
42:06Wearing a faded blue shirt.
42:08The second I saw her face, I froze.
42:12She looked exactly like Rachel.
42:14My old mom.
42:16Grandma noticed me too.
42:18Walked over slowly.
42:20Her eyes were hazy, but there was something familiar in them.
42:24What's your name, child?
42:26Grace Sterling.
42:27She repeated it softly.
42:30Grace.
42:30That's a beautiful name.
42:33She reached out like she wanted to touch my hair.
42:35Then hesitated.
42:37Pulled back.
42:38Like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred.
42:41My mom came over.
42:42Studied her.
42:43Mom, this is our daughter.
42:46Grace.
42:47So she was my grandma in this life.
42:50Over the next few days, grandma watched me constantly.
42:54Her expression unreadable.
42:56One day, she brought me a bowl of steak burger.
42:59Grace, eat up.
43:01This used to be your favorite.
43:02I stared at the bowl.
43:04In my last life, I wrote in my dying breath.
43:07I want to eat mom's steak burger.
43:10And here was grandma saying those exact words.
43:14Tears blurred my vision.
43:17This wasn't some distant wish anymore.
43:19It was real.
43:21Right in front of me.
43:23I picked up a piece.
43:25Bit into it.
43:26Tender.
43:27Sweet.
43:28Perfect.
43:30Grandma smiled.
43:31A tired, guilty smile.
43:34That night, lying in bed with Buddy curled at my feet, I thought about Rachel's last words.
43:40Next life, let me be the one punished.
43:43Just don't leave me.
43:45I thought about her final tear.
43:47The torn journal.
43:49Honestly, I didn't hate her anymore.
43:53Hating someone is like locking yourself in the past.
43:56Chewing on pain forever.
43:58This life's happiness had already washed away the bitterness.
44:02I just felt...
44:04Sad.
44:05Grandma stayed for a month.
44:07Then went back home.
44:08Before she left, she held my hand.
44:11Grace, live well.
44:13Be happy.
44:15Her voice was soft, but heavy with meaning.
44:18I nodded.
44:20You too, grandma.
44:21I watched her walk away.
44:23And I felt...
44:25Nothing.
44:26No anger.
44:27No grief.
44:29The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves.
44:32Blown away by the wind.
44:34I wasn't Stella anymore.
44:36The girl trapped by a red light.
44:38I was Grace Sterling.
44:40Surrounded by love.
44:42Free.
44:44At 13, I graduated elementary school.
44:47Got into the best middle school in the city.
44:49My parents took me to the beach to celebrate.
44:52I stood at the edge of the ocean.
44:54Wind in my hair, salt on my lips.
44:57I stretched out my arms, feeling the freedom.
45:00For a moment, I saw her.
45:02My ghost self.
45:04Floating.
45:06Desperate to hug someone, but passing right through.
45:10Grace, what are you thinking?
45:12Dad handed me a soda.
45:14I smiled.
45:16Just...
45:17I'm grateful.
45:18To be alive.
45:20To be with you guys.
45:22Mom hugged me.
45:23Silly girl.
45:24We're the lucky ones.
45:26Buddy chased the waves, barking joyfully.
45:29I looked at my parents.
45:31My dog.
45:32My future.
45:34I finally understood.
45:36The suffering of my past life taught me to treasure this one.
45:40The pain taught me what love really means.
45:43I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore.
45:47I didn't need to fear red lights.
45:49I could laugh.
45:51Cry.
45:51Speak freely.
45:53I had parents who loved me.
45:56A best friend.
45:57A healthy body.
45:59A bright future.
46:01This was the life I died wishing for.
46:03That night I wrote in my journal.
46:06Not the blood-stained confessions of my old life.
46:09This one was full of happiness.
46:12Growth.
46:13Love.
46:15I wrote...
46:16Today I saw the ocean.
46:19It's huge.
46:21Blue.
46:22Free.
46:24I thought about my past self.
46:26That little girl locked in a room.
46:29Desperate to be loved.
46:30She'd never believe that I could be this happy.
46:34Mom and Dad love me.
46:36They taught me honesty and bravery.
46:40Annie's my best friend now.
46:42She's confident and bright.
46:45Grandma's healthy.
46:46She calls me often.
46:48Buddy's still a goofball.
46:50Always nudging my hand.
46:52I don't hate anyone anymore.
46:55I don't cling to the past.
46:57Those painful memories are like footprints in the sand.
47:01Washed away by waves.
47:03But they taught me to cherish every step forward.
47:07I know my old mom, sister, and dad got what they deserved.
47:12And I finally broke free.
47:15I found real freedom.
47:17I don't want to see them again.
47:19I don't want to relive that life.
47:22I just want to be Grace Sterling.
47:26Simple.
47:27Happy.
47:28Loved.
47:30The ocean was beautiful.
47:32Life was beautiful.
47:34I closed my journal.
47:36Looked out the hotel window.
47:39Moonlight shimmered on the water like a thousand stars.
47:43Buddy's breathing was soft and steady beside me.
47:47I smiled.
47:48This life, I finally became who I wanted to be.
47:54No red lights.
47:55No starvation.
47:57No lies.
47:58Just love.
48:00Freedom.
48:02Happiness.
48:03And those scars from my past?
48:06They became badges of survival.
48:09Reminders that no matter how much darkness you face,
48:12if you don't give up on the light,
48:14you'll find your way to warmth.
48:17To freedom.
48:19The road ahead is long.
48:21But I'll walk it with courage.
48:24With joy.
48:26Toward something even brighter.
48:28In a video
48:28Broader
48:28Comes ABB
48:29You
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