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00:18:27Do you really remember me?
00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I?
00:18:34That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is there really 1600?
00:18:55Alright, welcome everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233,000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:28Thank you very much, T-Girl.
00:19:36What do you do for a living? And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Ah no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed, I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:31It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Peace out, goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like, seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:17Katarina says...
00:21:19Dgirl, I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24Dgirl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:30I'll go to bat for Narcy on a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that like a nut or something?
00:21:40Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:06Not to get all like soppy and shit.
00:22:09I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:14They are.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27Dgirl, will you be my Dgirlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori.
00:22:41I don't know.
00:22:47Dgirl, I've been thinking about you being here.
00:22:53Dgirl, whoops.
00:23:06I love you.
00:23:07I love you.
00:23:07I love you, Dgirl.
00:23:09I love you, Dgirl.
00:23:11I love you.
00:23:11I love you.
00:23:11I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point of my life suddenly.
00:23:16And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far but then link pulls the paraglider
00:23:29and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics and i'm like oh my god
00:23:44okay like look at this tree right
00:23:50this looks bad actually this one right here this one
00:24:11oh damn it i guess we want to go more this way
00:24:22hey here's your sister i'm calling up to say hi give me a call sometime all right i love you
00:24:28five new voicemail from mom hi my darling should hear a voice all right sweetheart hanging there
00:24:35i love you call me when you're free bye
00:24:49oh wait why
00:24:54all right this is doable i think we can do this
00:24:58let's fucking go
00:25:01no that's what i call speedrunning
00:25:05she just started a run let's go
00:25:08i'm disrupting speedrunning much like i did in 2011
00:25:12i want to be the single greatest player of this game
00:25:15nine hours and 38 minutes
00:25:17504 11
00:25:183 51 59
00:25:20there's a whole journey to it there's the magic to it with streams
00:25:23learning and improving keeping people company during lonely nights
00:25:45i can't get up this it's too high up but i think i can jump it with this
00:25:49you take a bomb you place the bomb then it's like shield backflip and detonate
00:25:56forward air jump shield surf paraglider and then you climb up the wall
00:26:03i need to do it all really fast and accurately so let me try
00:26:06it's like
00:26:10wait it's hard to do
00:26:16oh my god come on
00:26:21come on why didn't that work though what the fuck
00:26:25i started today feeling very adequate and now i feel like kind of inadequate
00:26:34it's okay it's okay for me to be a mess on stream sometimes it's okay
00:26:38i have self-image issues like a lot
00:26:43being trans
00:26:45you walk this fine line between being like
00:26:49a goddess and a monster
00:26:55it's hard for me to explain this but sometimes it feels like i
00:27:01am really not
00:27:05enough or
00:27:07i'm not enough or i'm not like where i want to be with myself
00:27:10i don't want to feel like i'm like this
00:27:12i don't want to go
00:28:02a group of people showed up and we're like we're with something we're looking for jake
00:28:08for people who are having trouble and then i said i'm not jake and then i said well what's
00:28:12your name and then i was like if you don't know my name then go away and then they're like
00:28:20okay but
00:28:21can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more
00:28:33questions like how the fuck like why are you here
00:28:52i need a fucking cloud
00:28:57so
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention, and thus, the people who show me negative attention, I seek
00:30:38it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:43I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people, and like, kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking, like, transphobic shit.
00:31:01I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03I'm watching this stream right now in hopes that this woman killed herself.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in the head.
00:31:11Sign ways of rejection always represents enemy.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:22So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats, being a bigot, being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago.
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place, even though it's
00:32:24really negative.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:55I've been a little bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are, of the world
00:33:04and everything, but mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No.
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No.
00:33:28I should probably be calling more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is like a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have
00:34:15depression, let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:33Okay.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:02I don't like having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-sized bed.
00:35:16It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:21And like...
00:35:23I just don't...
00:35:27I'm just alone.
00:35:29I'm just alone.
00:35:44Alright.
00:35:56Oh my god, oh my god, why?
00:36:02Jesus, too much is happening right now
00:36:08Okay, voice chat with me right now
00:36:15It's ringing, it's ringing
00:36:18Hi, I don't know like where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:20I feel not alone right now
00:36:23Yeah, I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit
00:36:29That's almost not even dis- okay like look there's like physical into this-
00:36:33It is absolutely dis- okay, it is, it is, it is
00:36:37It bums me out, man
00:36:38Let's hear what's my guitar
00:36:46It bums me out
00:36:52It bums me out
00:36:55Yeah, this is beautiful
00:36:58It bums me out
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05It bums me out
00:37:10And if I could be
00:37:13In your apartment
00:37:16And you could be
00:37:19In Southern California
00:37:22All the time
00:37:28All the time
00:37:45It's me
00:37:46It's D girl
00:37:49This is only our first date, come on
00:37:51You gotta fucking take it slow
00:37:54I opened up Narcy's fridge
00:37:55It is only soylent
00:37:59And then a fucking jar of peanut butter
00:38:02I died the moment I opened it
00:38:05It's- it tastes like fucking mold
00:38:09So she keeps her room dark
00:38:12With fucking garbage bags in the window
00:38:16It's like, it's kind of a nightmare
00:38:19I'm- I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard
00:38:23Nesting
00:38:24We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment
00:38:26That's okay
00:38:27I'll fucking upgrade it
00:38:29Yes
00:38:29Damn!
00:38:32Alright, if you want me to like, one minute streak
00:38:34Yeah
00:38:34For sure
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in
00:38:37I'll see you
00:38:39Later
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically
00:38:51Yeah, I-
00:38:53Trying to make her have a apartment like an adult
00:38:55I'm actually like, super hungry suddenly
00:38:57I want some pizza now
00:38:59We can just get it
00:39:01But-
00:39:01Or a good fucking life
00:39:02We need to like, end this stream
00:39:03No, do more- do another time
00:39:04Okay
00:39:08These are here
00:39:09I'll be right back
00:39:10I'm gonna get Chisa
00:39:14That's been good
00:39:16There's this person there with me
00:39:17And like, I'm not
00:39:18Being like, harshly judged
00:39:19And like
00:39:21We're like, doing cool shit
00:39:22And like, improving things
00:39:24And it just felt really like
00:39:25I felt like this bond
00:39:27And it was really fucking good
00:39:28And I just started like, crying really hard
00:39:30And it was like, incredibly fucking like
00:39:32It felt almost like, therapeutic
00:39:34It felt like, extremely good
00:39:36I think she's back
00:39:38Cool
00:39:42Hey
00:39:43Hey
00:39:44Cool
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um
00:39:49I still haven't left the plateau
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess
00:39:54Although I could use a slice
00:39:55I could use a slice
00:39:57Yeah, it's the first time for a slice for you
00:39:59Okay
00:39:59We're going back to IRL
00:40:04Okay
00:40:27We're going back to IRL
00:40:32To be back to right
00:40:33You know
00:40:33Or
00:40:34Oh
00:40:36Ok
00:40:41Now
00:40:42Oh
00:40:51Cool
00:40:52Oh
00:40:57In aè¿™
00:40:58Oh, my God.
00:41:28Let's go.
00:41:29Come on.
00:41:30Come on.
00:41:31This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight.
00:41:44And that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Narcy.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:56Oh, my adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh, my fucking God, no.
00:42:16I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:54I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:56The run's over.
00:42:58The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:07It's over.
00:43:14The run's over.
00:43:39I don't know.
00:44:12I don't know.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too.
00:44:27But it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:31Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten, we haven't like hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me and that everything is good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before and I feel like I don't
00:45:23have that
00:45:23impact anymore and it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello, hello.
00:45:34Let's hash out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:37I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that like you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really
00:45:58want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a reddit thread called Absolutely Disgusting
00:46:30Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:56I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:09Oh my god.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:15Oh my fucking god.
00:47:30Free 3831.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask?
00:47:39Do you really remember me?
00:47:42Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember,
00:47:46trans girls rule Breath of the Wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now,
00:48:25I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:28I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:52No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:03It turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you.
00:49:06Everything I've done up until now,
00:49:09it was all for nothing.
00:49:12I will never succeed in the way I succeeded in the past.
00:49:20This stream world will fucking be big again.
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen.
00:49:23I'm not relatable anymore.
00:49:25It doesn't matter if I'm the best fucking player in the world of this game.
00:49:28No one fucking cares.
00:49:29I've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star,
00:49:33plummeting into earth like a fucking comet,
00:49:36slamming down, creating a shockwave,
00:49:38and burying in my fucking chasm so deep
00:49:41as everyone piles on and pushes me down
00:49:43into the caverns of darkness
00:49:45where I'm crowned the queen of hell.
00:49:50They think I'm a deranged freak
00:49:52who's delusional and should kill myself.
00:49:56They only fucking watch me if I'm raving.
00:50:00So the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear.
00:50:09I am the monster that you all created.
00:50:15These fucking people watching and observing me
00:50:17as I sit here and fucking literally struggle.
00:50:21I fucking hate this game.
00:50:23I hate people who watch video games.
00:50:24Their fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking boring.
00:50:26You all have such fucking poor tastes.
00:50:28I fucking hate you.
00:50:53So what happens if I call that phone number?
00:50:56You get to talk to your counselor.
00:50:59And my phone is right here.
00:51:05Suicide prevention lifeline.
00:51:07Um, well I cut off all my hair and
00:51:11I guess it was like an act of self-harm.
00:51:18And feeling kind of hopeless.
00:51:23It's like people want to see me fail.
00:51:29And anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness
00:51:31they pinpoint it and like harass me
00:51:33and like pick out of like a scab
00:51:34until I'm squeezed and I'm bleeding.
00:51:38I mean, I guess I just have like a certain level of visibility
00:51:41so they're like jealous or something.
00:51:43I don't know.
00:51:43But like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings
00:51:45I get out of it.
00:51:46And it just makes me like feel like humanity in general
00:51:49is kind of evil.
00:51:50And that like every single entity on this planet
00:51:52is just like self-interested.
00:51:55And that friendship is an illusion
00:51:57and that love is an illusion
00:51:58and that like I'm just like incredibly fucking alone.
00:52:01I'm just like a fucking alien on this planet.
00:52:04It just feels easier to like damage a social connection
00:52:08than it does to grow it.
00:52:10Yeah.
00:52:11I'll get through tonight.
00:52:13Definitely.
00:52:16All right.
00:52:17Bye.
00:52:25Well, that was okay, I guess.
00:52:36Why weren't you all watching
00:52:39when I broke the Breath of the Wild record?
00:52:42I could have really used your support.
00:52:50I think I'm an attention addict.
00:52:52I think I'm an attention addict.
00:52:56I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:24I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:25I don't know.
00:53:27I think I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:32I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:43I feel like at all grade it makes me wow.
00:53:44I feel like I'm smart.
00:53:45There are Mark.
00:53:49I don't know.
00:53:49I feel like I'm an attention addict
00:53:52and you're lying on my face
00:53:52I don't know at all
00:53:53if this isn't anything either
00:53:53or I don't know at all
00:53:53Oh my God.
00:53:57You did it live on stream?
00:54:02I don't know.
00:54:03I just hope she's gonna be okay.
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey.
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off.
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself.
00:54:20You just fuckin' cut your hair off.
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet
00:54:28during the hard moments
00:54:30because I feel like I really, really want
00:54:32and need connection.
00:54:37I feel like crying because
00:54:42I'm like grateful that you're talking to me right now.
00:54:46Happy cries are good cries.
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was too calm?
00:54:58Whenever.
00:54:59Whenever?
00:55:14We did it.
00:55:16It's like we're parting the birds.
00:55:17Yeah.
00:55:26I like this big opening here.
00:55:28Let's just like move in here.
00:55:32This is the ocean.
00:55:38How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like, I'm alive.
00:55:44Like, this is a thing, it's happening and it's like...
00:55:47I can't help myself...
00:55:48This is happening as fuck.
00:55:50Yeah.
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band, so then you're streaming.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03And you're cooking.
00:56:04I mean, that's just kind of the thing I like to do.
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:07That's why I like having people around because I can cook for them.
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as like a giant lake.
00:56:19Okay.
00:56:19And you're like, you're above it looking down at it.
00:56:28You ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason I feel like they view better down here.
00:56:33Earth is beautiful, I think, from here and elsewhere.
00:56:36I'm going to go too far.
00:56:37Other people are living in time.
00:56:40I'm not alone, but I'm not alone.
00:56:44I'm not alone.
00:56:50I'm not alone.
00:56:54I'm not alone.
00:56:58There's places in the air.
00:57:04I'm not alone, but I'm not alone.
00:57:06Even like a bully with a bite
00:57:10Skin to stone, high like a bone
00:57:14Guilty and polite
00:57:17It'll hold you down and go and screw
00:57:19Did I beat you to your lips for blue?
00:57:22It'll hold you down and tear your heart
00:57:24The testimony's out of you
00:57:27It's got you by the fifth talent
00:57:29It's got you by the top of it
00:57:51Ya'll be the third talent
00:57:53It's got you by the top of it
00:57:54You can use a thyme
00:57:55This talent is in me
00:57:55It's got you by the top of it
00:57:58It's got you by the top of it
00:58:09We're man-eaters.
00:58:16I started fucking crying
00:58:18because you were so inspirational.
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful.
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me.
00:58:34It's barely on.
00:58:37I lose my center of balance.
00:58:41I was still like falling backwards
00:58:43in my experience.
00:58:45Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Did he say you lose your center of balance?
00:58:48It's in general or like?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this.
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55I don't care.
00:58:56It's like I...
00:58:57Wait, let's try again.
00:58:59Alright.
00:59:04There we go, yeah.
00:59:05There we go.
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool.
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove
00:59:18from Beetle Adventure Racing.
00:59:20Well, that's your...
00:59:21That's your comfort zone.
00:59:22This is my room right here.
00:59:25I always just look at when I'm on a trail.
00:59:28Kind of hard to get your hand
00:59:29when I'm behind you
00:59:30and the path is so thin.
00:59:40I feel sick.
00:59:42Oh, fuck.
00:59:43Did I sit on this?
00:59:45I guess so.
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep.
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me,
01:00:00but I've got a bag full of shit.
01:00:01It should work.
01:00:01I feel bad.
01:00:03I don't like...
01:00:03It's alright.
01:00:04I think I'm ready to go.
01:00:09Let's do what I'm doing.
01:00:10Oh.
01:00:15Okay.
01:00:21There we go.
01:00:22That wasn't so bad.
01:00:28Oh.
01:00:29Oh.
01:00:30Oh.
01:00:50I might puke.
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge.
01:00:59Oh.
01:01:00I'm really feeling queasy.
01:01:06Such bad timing.
01:01:08Yeah.
01:01:11Okay.
01:01:13Okay.
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat, like I really needed
01:02:13that, being able to share some affection and just be around people, I guess, without being
01:02:30so isolated.
01:02:34It just felt really good.
01:02:47I don't know, it's like a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh air.
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six, seven
01:03:14years old.
01:03:14And that's really fun.
01:03:17To crop.
01:03:18Okay.
01:03:18I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:48And that's really funny.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy, and maybe that's because
01:04:08my brain got hooked on the dopamine, so now my twitch account is gone.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love, seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in, therefore I must leave this place, but
01:05:03do not grieve for my disappearance, for I will find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up, green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:37You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:05:58Hi!
01:05:59Hi!
01:06:00Hi!
01:06:02You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:15I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that your
01:06:20mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22Bye-bye!
01:06:24Bye-bye!
01:07:04Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:21Oh, oh, oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:31Just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah, oh, you're wonderful.
01:07:57I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:08:00Margaret screams, sing a tune of scenes that you dare not harm.
01:08:09Soft like rain and unwelcome, tearing on.
01:08:19Margaret sees us, we bet them leaves as the dates by
01:08:28Each cared named to be thrown out and died
01:08:33She was one of the bodies, got kissed
01:08:40Perfect in their resemblance, without a care
01:08:47I promise you this, even if you don't believe me
01:09:12Margaret weaves from a world of teeth as a sea beast home
01:09:21Angry, hot like a spilled flame, tired and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I've cried, but I'm not so sure
01:09:39I can have one thing you can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep holding on, this can't be
01:09:52All that they lie below me
01:09:57Margaret don't dare, I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry, I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more than this world would afford you
01:10:33Bed in your belly like a panic attack
01:10:38It's you, you see, I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry, you must understand
01:10:59MICHAEL realized if you want you to read the page
01:10:59I love you, so I don't see
01:11:05If you want you to read the page
01:11:07After all of your story, how you see
01:11:08It's me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
01:11:11I'm sorry, it's you, you can see
01:11:17It's been a policy this hour and a grief
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my ears
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking me up and down
01:11:46They're spinning out
01:11:47You're down, you're down
01:11:53But Katerina
01:11:55If you feel I too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song
01:12:05For when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina
01:12:23Honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And up there when you can't decide
01:12:32If it is worth it at all
01:12:35When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be round
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me last night
01:12:48And those
01:12:49Memorizing times like
01:12:51When you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Big lilies
01:12:54And boxes and stones
01:12:56When you were laid on the ground
01:12:57To be hung to the heavens
01:12:59And all that you've got
01:13:01And all that you have
01:13:10For when you're laid on the ground
01:13:26When you're laid on the ground
01:13:26And all that you've got
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