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00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I?
00:18:34That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome, everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really?
00:18:53Is there really 1600?
00:18:55Alright, welcome, everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:29Thank you very much, Tigreal.
00:19:36What do you do for a living?
00:19:38And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh, golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Oh, no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home.
00:20:19I'm sorry.
00:20:20I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed.
00:20:23I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:30It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Uh, peace out.
00:20:40Goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at, like, 10-plus viewers, it's just, like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like, seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking, like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:15Katarina says...
00:21:18I'm D-girl.
00:21:19I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24D-girl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:29I'll go to bed for not seeing a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that, like, a nut or something?
00:21:41Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:07Not to get all, like, soppy and shit.
00:22:08I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27D-girl, will you be my D-girlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori?
00:22:41I don't know.
00:22:47D-girl, I've been thinking about you being gay.
00:22:50With, of course, pret Ой.
00:23:07There's a movie Oh not to
00:23:11You're so vision for me.
00:23:15D-girl.
00:23:18D-girl.
00:23:23someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far but then link pulls the paraglider
00:23:29and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics and i'm like oh my god
00:23:44okay like look at this tree right
00:23:50this looks bad actually this one right here this one
00:24:11ah damn it i guess we want to go more this way
00:24:21from death hey your sister she's calling up to say hi give me a call sometime all right i love
00:24:28you
00:24:28five new voicemail from mom hi my darling she's here a boy all right sweetheart hanging there
00:24:35i love you call me when you're free bye
00:24:42oh
00:24:49oh wait why
00:24:54all right this is doable i think we can do this let's fucking go
00:25:01now that's what i call speedrunning
00:25:05she just started her run let's go
00:25:08i'm disrupting speedrunning much like i did in 2011. i want to be the single greatest player of this game
00:25:159 hours and 38 minutes 5 0 4 11 3 51 59
00:25:20there's the whole journey to it there's the magic to it with the streams
00:25:24learning and improving keeping people company during lonely nights
00:25:28i can't get up this it's too high up but i think i can jump it with this
00:25:49you take a bomb you place the bomb then it's like shield backflip and detonate
00:25:56forward air jump shield surf paraglider and then you climb up the wall
00:26:03i need to do it all really fast and accurately so let me try
00:26:06it's like
00:26:10wait it's hard to do
00:26:16oh my god come on
00:26:21come on why did that work though what the
00:26:23fuck
00:26:25i started today feeling very adequate and now i feel like kind of inadequate
00:26:34it's okay it's okay for me to be a mess on stream sometimes it's okay
00:26:38i have self-image issues like a lot
00:26:43being trans you walk this fine line between being like
00:26:49a goddess and a monster
00:26:55it's hard for me to explain this but sometimes it feels like i
00:27:01am really not
00:27:05enough or i'm not enough or i'm not like where i want to be with myself
00:27:11i don't want to feel like i'm like this
00:27:19i don't want to feel like i'm like this
00:28:02a group of people showed up and we're like we're with something we're looking for jake for people who are
00:28:09having trouble and then i said i was going to be the one that exercise is
00:28:10I'm not Jake.
00:28:11And then they said, well, what's your name?
00:28:14And then I was like, if you don't know my name, then go away.
00:28:19And then they're like, okay, but can we leave a card?
00:28:22And I'm like, okay, fine.
00:28:27Mental health crisis services.
00:28:32I wish I asked them more questions.
00:28:33Like, how the fuck, like, why are you here?
00:28:52I need a fucking cloud.
00:29:36I need a fucking cloud.
00:29:50I don't know.
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention, and thus, the people who show me negative attention, I seek
00:30:38it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:44I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people, and like, kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking, like, transphobic shit, I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03I'm watching this stream right now in hopes that this woman killed herself.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo dead.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in the head.
00:31:11Sign ways of rejection always presents.
00:31:14End.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:21So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats being a bigot.
00:31:50Being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago?
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place,
00:32:24even though it's really negative.
00:32:31I'm so lost.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:48Hi, Angel.
00:32:50Hi.
00:32:54How are you?
00:32:56I've been a bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are,
00:33:04of the world and everything,
00:33:06but mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No.
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No.
00:33:22No.
00:33:28I should probably be calling you more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is like a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression,
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:02And then like having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-size bed.
00:35:16It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:21And like...
00:35:23I just don't...
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:29I'm just alone.
00:35:59Oh my god, why?
00:36:03Jesus, too much is happening right now
00:36:08Okay, voice chat with me right now
00:36:15It's ringing, it's ringing
00:36:17Hi, I don't know like where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:21I feel not alone right now
00:36:23Yeah, I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit
00:36:29That's almost not even just okay like look there's like physical into this
00:36:33Okay, it is it is it is
00:36:37It bums me out, man. Let's hear what's my guitar
00:36:47It bums me out
00:36:53It bums me out
00:36:56Yeah, this is beautiful
00:36:59It bums me out
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05It bums me out
00:37:11And if I could be
00:37:14In your apartment
00:37:17And you could be
00:37:19In Southern California
00:37:22In Southern California
00:37:23All time
00:37:28All time
00:37:31All time
00:37:48All time
00:37:50All time
00:37:50All time
00:37:51All time
00:37:52All time
00:38:02Peanut butter. I- I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It's- it tastes like fucking mulch.
00:38:10So, she keeps her room dark.
00:38:14Fucking garbage bags in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:19I'm- I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Jesus. Nesting.
00:38:24We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:26That's okay.
00:38:27I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:29Yes!
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32Alright, if you want me, like, one minute straight.
00:38:34Yeah. For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in. I'll see you...
00:38:38...later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I-
00:38:52Trying to make her have a performance like an adult.
00:38:55I'm actually, like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:57I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But-
00:39:01Or I could fucking-
00:39:02We need to, like, end this stream.
00:39:03No, do more- do another attack.
00:39:08These are here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get pizza.
00:39:14It's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me.
00:39:17And, like, I'm not being, like, harshly judged.
00:39:20And, like, we're, like, doing cool shit.
00:39:22And, like, improving things.
00:39:24And it just felt really, like-
00:39:26I felt, like, this bond.
00:39:27And it was really fucking good.
00:39:28And I just started, like, crying really hard.
00:39:30And it was, like, incredibly fucking, like-
00:39:32It felt almost, like, therapeutic.
00:39:34I felt, like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um...
00:39:48I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:57Yeah, it's the first time for a slice break.
00:39:58Okay.
00:39:59Okay.
00:39:59We're going back to IRL.
00:40:28I know.
00:40:30I's not really gross a slice.
00:40:32Yeah.
00:40:40Oh, yeah.
00:40:58I don't really want to open a slice.
00:40:58Oh, my God.
00:41:28Let's go, come on, come on, this is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight
00:41:45and that'll be the end of our five day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day,
00:41:52Norsi.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins, holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:16I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I stased it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed, like what the fuck.
00:42:48Okay, it's over, it's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it, like there's no more.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:54I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:07It's over.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hash out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:37I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I
00:45:57really want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a Reddit thread called Absolutely Disgusting Record
00:46:30by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this to run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:08Ugh.
00:47:10Oh my god.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:14Oh my fucking god.
00:47:30Free 3831.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask?
00:47:39Do you really remember me?
00:47:42Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember, trans girls rule Breath of the Wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now, I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:29I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:52No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:02It turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you.
00:49:06Everything I've done up until now, it was all for nothing.
00:49:12I will never succeed in the way I succeeded in the past.
00:49:20This stream will never fucking be big again.
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen.
00:49:23I'm not relatable anymore.
00:49:25It doesn't matter if I'm the best fucking player in the world at this game.
00:49:27No one fucking cares.
00:49:29I've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star plummeting into earth like a fucking comet,
00:49:36slamming down, creating a shockwave and burying in my fucking chasm so deep
00:49:41as everyone piles on and pushes me down into the caverns of darkness
00:49:45where I'm crowned the queen of hell.
00:49:50They think I'm a deranged freak who's delusional and should kill myself.
00:49:56They only fucking watch me if I'm raving.
00:50:00So the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear.
00:50:09I am the monster that you all created.
00:50:15These fucking people watching and observing me as I sit here and fucking literally struggle.
00:50:21I fucking hate this game.
00:50:22I hate people who watch a video game.
00:50:24That fucking twitch viewership is so fucking boring.
00:50:26Yo, I'm such fucking foretastes.
00:50:28I fucking hate you.
00:50:33I fuck you.
00:50:53So what happens if I call that phone number?
00:50:56If I get to talk to a counselor?
00:50:59and my phone is right here well I cut off all my hair and I guess it was like an
00:51:13active self-harm and feeling kind of hopeless it's like people want to see me
00:51:27fail and anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness they pinpoint it and like harass me
00:51:33and like pick out of like a scab until I'm squeezed and I'm bleeding I mean I guess I
00:51:39just have like a certain level of visibility so they're like jealous or something I don't know
00:51:43but like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings I get out of it and it just makes me
00:51:47like feel like humanity in general is kind of evil and that like every single entity on this
00:51:52planet is just like self-interested and that friendship is an illusion and that love is
00:51:58an illusion and that like I'm just like incredibly fucking alone I'm just like a fucking alien on
00:52:02this planet it just feels easier to like damage a social connection than it does to grow it
00:52:11yeah I'll get through tonight definitely
00:52:16all right bye
00:52:25well that was okay I guess
00:52:36why weren't you all watching when I broke the breath of the wild record I could have really
00:52:42used your support
00:52:49I think I'm an attention addict
00:52:52I think I'm an attention addict
00:52:55I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:07I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:07I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:08I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:08I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:08I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:10I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:11I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:12I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:12I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:13I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:13I think I'm an attention addict
00:53:52Oh, my God.
00:53:57You did it live on stream?
00:54:02I don't know.
00:54:03I just hope she's going to be okay.
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey.
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I, like, ruined myself by cutting my hair off.
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself.
00:54:20You just fucking cut your hair off.
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments
00:54:30because I feel like I really, really want and need connection.
00:54:37I feel like crying because...
00:54:42I'm, like, grateful that you're talking to me right now.
00:54:45Happy cries are good cries.
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was to Colin?
00:54:58Whenever.
00:54:59Whenever?
00:55:14We did it.
00:55:16It's like we're parting the birds.
00:55:26I like this big opening here.
00:55:28Let's just, like, move in here.
00:55:32This is the ocean.
00:55:38How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like, I'm alive.
00:55:44Like, this is a thing.
00:55:45It's happening.
00:55:46It's like...
00:55:48I can't help myself.
00:55:48This is happening as fuck.
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band, so then you're streaming.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03And you're cooking.
00:56:04I mean, that's just kind of the thing I like to do.
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:07That's why I like having people around, because I can cook for them.
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as, like, a giant lake.
00:56:18Okay.
00:56:19And you're, like, you're above it looking down at it.
00:56:28Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason, I feel like the view is better down here.
00:56:33Earth is beautiful, I think, from here and elsewhere.
00:56:51You're not alone, I think, from here and here and here and here,
00:56:58Look, look, look.
00:56:59My heart is the sun.
00:57:04It's really cool.
00:57:06It's really cool.
00:57:06It's really cool.
00:57:07It's really cool.
00:57:07It's really cool.
00:57:08I'm falling with a bite
00:57:11Skin to stone
00:57:13Crack a bone
00:57:14Guilty and polite
00:57:17It'll get out of the loaf and screw
00:57:19Then I'll be saying your lips will glue
00:57:22It'll get out of the skin from fire
00:57:24The testimony's out of you
00:57:27It's got you by the fifth talent
00:57:29It's got you by the tone of it
00:58:05It's got you by the fifth talent
00:58:08Thank you
00:58:09We're Maneaters
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful
00:58:22Just shut up and hug me
00:58:38I lose my center of balance
00:58:41I was still like falling backwards and confused
00:58:45Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Do you say your center of balance is in general or like?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this
00:58:55I don't know
00:58:56It's not a nostrum
00:58:57I feel like I
00:58:57Wait, let's try again
00:58:58einmal
00:59:00Alright
00:59:01There we go, yeah
00:59:05There we go
00:59:05Yeah, there we go
00:59:20Well that's, that's your, uh, that's your comfort zone.
00:59:22This is my, this is my room, right here.
00:59:25I always just book it when I'm on the ground.
00:59:28Kinda hard to get your hand, when I'm behind you and the path is so thin.
00:59:40I feel sick, oh fuck.
00:59:43Was it on this?
00:59:44I guess so.
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep.
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me, but I've got a bag full of shit, which could work.
01:00:01I feel, I feel bad, I'm like, I think I'm ready to go.
01:00:09See what I'm doing.
01:00:11Okay.
01:00:21There we go, it wasn't so bad.
01:00:23There we go, it wasn't so bad.
01:00:49I might puke.
01:00:52Try to launch it over the edge.
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy.
01:01:05Fuck.
01:01:07Such bad timing.
01:01:08Yeah.
01:01:11Okay.
01:01:12Okay.
01:01:14Okay.
01:01:18Okay.
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat, like I really needed
01:02:13that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and just be around people, I guess, without being so
01:02:31isolated.
01:02:34Just felt really good and I don't know, it's like a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh
01:02:53air.
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, 6, 7
01:03:14years
01:03:14ago, and that's really fun to crop, okay, I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:21I didn't know that much.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy and maybe that's
01:04:08because my brain got hooked on the dopamine so now my twitch account is
01:04:26gone it might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love seeing my
01:04:52parents
01:04:53this is not a healthy environment for me to be in therefore I must leave this place
01:05:02but do not grieve for my disappearance
01:05:11for I will find what I'm looking for in this life
01:05:17I will just do it alone
01:05:24it's like level one where you grew up green fields and grass and trees
01:05:39you're my most beautiful flower
01:05:48you are the best of your generation brilliant talented sweet honest
01:06:01you were special different from other children
01:06:08that is why I quit my job became a stay-at-home mother
01:06:14I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love attention and freedom
01:06:19that your mind needed to explore life
01:06:22thank you
01:06:25thank you
01:06:26thank you
01:06:26thank you
01:06:27thank you
01:06:27thank you
01:06:28thank you
01:07:04Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:22Oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:30Just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah.
01:07:36Oh, you've been wonderful.
01:07:58I've been waiting for a long time.
01:07:59I've been waiting for you.
01:08:00My red streams sing a ton of scenes.
01:08:04That you dare not harm
01:08:09Soft like a rain
01:08:11An unwelcome tarry it on
01:08:19Margaret sees
01:08:21That you bet then leave
01:08:23As a day spy
01:08:28Each cared named
01:08:30To be thrown out and die
01:08:33She looks part of the bodies
01:08:38God kissed
01:08:40Perfect in their resemblance
01:08:45Without a care
01:08:47So I promise you this
01:08:50Even if you don't believe
01:09:12Margaret weaves
01:09:14From a world of teeth
01:09:16As a sea beast home
01:09:21Angry heart like a spilled fame
01:09:25Tired and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I've tried
01:09:35But I'm not so sure
01:09:39I can have one thing
01:09:42You can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep holding on
01:09:50This can't be
01:09:52All that lie below me
01:09:57Margaret don't dare
01:09:59I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:25I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more
01:10:30Than this world would afford
01:10:33You bend in your belly
01:10:35Like a panic attack
01:10:37It's you
01:10:39You see
01:10:40I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:45You must understand
01:11:06You're welcome
01:11:16To be continued
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my ears
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking the oven down
01:11:46And spinning out
01:11:47You damned it, damned it
01:11:50But Katerina
01:11:55If you feel light too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song
01:12:05For when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina
01:12:22Honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And I'll be around
01:12:28You can't decide
01:12:32If it is worth it at all
01:12:35When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be around
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me
01:12:47Last night
01:12:48And those
01:12:49And every single time's life
01:12:51When you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Picked lilies
01:12:54And boxes
01:12:55And stones
01:12:56To pull...
01:12:59Ooh...
01:13:04guitar solo
01:13:16guitar solo
01:13:38guitar solo
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