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00:00Don't let your body decide, if this is good enough for ya
00:03Already foldin' it for ya, already foldin' it for ya
00:10Say lies that I was done with love, not holdin' for anyone
00:16Cause I, I spent my twenties on some guys who just weren't the ones
00:22Somehow with you I forgot all my rules
00:26You made me feel safe, with fabric soft on the sheets
00:32When we laid in the bed where we made love in this house so hard
00:37Can you pick up your clothes?
00:40I have been folded, meet me at the door
00:46My heart wide open, though it's gettin' cold out
00:54It's not frozen, so baby just come home
01:00You know I'm folded, I hope for you
01:06I have been folded, meet me at my door
01:14While it's still open, I know it's gettin' cold out
01:22But till it's not frozen, so baby just come home
01:29I have been folded, meet me at my door
01:34I'll let your body decide, if this is good enough for ya
01:38Already foldin' it for ya, already foldin' it for ya
01:42I'll let your body decide, if this is good enough for ya
01:54Meet me at the door
01:56Now I'll let your body decide, if this is good enough for ya
02:00Already foldin' it for ya, already foldin' it for ya
02:22my mom called me a liar from the day i was born not because i actually lied but because of
02:28this
02:28thing around my neck the verity choker mom was luna of silvermoon pack and she believed one
02:33thing above all lying was the mark of a weak wolf we were her daughters future alpha heirs weakness
02:39was not an option so when my twin sister emma and i were born mom clasped these chokers around our
02:45throats which had witch magic to detect lies green light means truth red light means you were lying
02:51emma's choker always green she could shred mom's ceremonial cloak and blame the cat and gem would
02:57glow a steady green not me green light believed me mom i'm hungry flash red light the choker choked
03:07tight i shifted on instinct a small white wolf clawing desperately at the gem around my neck
03:13claws scraping against it unable to get it off i'm not lying not lying please but mom's eyes had
03:23already gone cold instant punishment mom's punishment wasn't gentle no food locked in my
03:29room no contact with anyone in the pack the truth necklace doesn't lie stella starve now study later
03:36i'm doing this for your own good after 10 years of this i started believing it too maybe i really
03:42was
03:42born wrong new year's eve everything changed mom was getting ready to take emma to the pack's bonfire
03:48celebration and that's when the pain hit like a knife twisting in my gut i collapsed on the floor
03:54my skeletal frame curling into itself the choker flashed red and choked tight she looked down at me
04:00disgusted in her eyes
04:05in your dream stella faking an illness to ruin our night she grabbed emma's hand and headed for the door
04:12i wanted to howl but my wolf was too weak to answer i shifted anyway forced it a small white
04:18wolf
04:19trembling on the floor ribs heaving maybe in this form the pain would hurt less it didn't i couldn't
04:25even hold the shift i slipped back into myself without meaning to sorry mom i won't lie anymore
04:31but the pain got worse way worse the door handle turned for one second i thought mom's coming back
04:38she came back for me hurry up the bonfire is starting emma's waiting mom i reached out with
04:45a shaking hand please something's really wrong i feel like i'm dying she glanced at my neck the gem
04:52was flashing red over and over she crouched down grabbed my chin stella how long are you gonna keep
04:58this up can't you just be honest and stay here and think about what you've done dad appeared in the
05:04doorway honey should we at least leave her some food food she has a stash of snacks she bought
05:12with stolen money she won't starve lock the door when that gem turns green we'll talk but but what
05:22it's because you spoil her that she turned out this way look at emma her gem has always been green
05:28stella is a liar an alpha heiress who can't tell the truth she needs discipline but my cabinet was
05:35empty emma stole that money emma ate those snacks emma just stood there with her glowing green gem saying
05:43not me and mom believed her i tried to defend myself it wasn't me red light the choker choked tight
05:51i tried to shift nothing happened deep inside my wolf barely stirred mom locked me up for three
05:59days with nothing but water and stale bread mom turned to leave emma peeked through the door made
06:04a face at me bye sis we're gonna see the bonfire her gem glowed a steady green so pretty the
06:12door
06:12locked the house went silent i called my wolf nothing came back not even a whisper just me alone
06:20the pain was unbearable but i kept thinking mom's right the gem doesn't lie it's red so i must be
06:30lying i'm not in pain i'm not in pain i'm not in pain i kept repeating it like a prayer
06:39eventually i
06:40almost believed it the pain dulled or maybe i was just going numb i crawled to my desk i had
06:48to write
06:48that was the rule if the gem glowed red i had to pen a thousand word apology or mom would
06:55never let
06:56me out i am a liar write it down and maybe mom would forgive me maybe she'd even let me
07:03out i opened
07:05my journal pages and pages of apologies i'd written over the years sorry i lied i won't do it again
07:12but
07:13this time i wanted to write the truth my vision blurred my hand shook as i wrote mom i really
07:21love
07:21you it really hurts why won't you believe me please believe me just once the moment i finished the last
07:30word the pain vanished just gone i felt light weightless i looked down i was floating and there
07:40slumped over the desk was my body motionless the gem still flashing red around a dead girl's neck
07:47oh i'm dead and then she came out my wolf stepping out of my body like she'd been waiting all
07:55along
07:56small skinny barely holding together she looked up at me and once soft and low in the pack's old
08:05stories they say when a wolf dies young her spirit doesn't cross over alone her wolf walks beside her
08:12until they find the door together i knelt down she pressed her nose into my ghostly palm finally
08:19we were together now but i never learned how to be honest sorry mom i heard laughter mom dad emma
08:28coming through the front door tonight's bonfire was beautiful the best one yet just like our emma
08:37perfect in every way i'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me i floated toward
08:42them my wolf patting silently at my side moving on instinct i wanted to help them take off their
08:48cloaks that's what i always did mom my arms passed right through her body like wind why is it so
08:56cold
08:56here is the hearthi out i stood there staring at my transparent hands my wolf pressed against my
09:03leg and looked up at me with sad eyes right dead wolves couldn't hug the living shall we go and
09:09see
09:09stella she hasn't eaten yet still the good cop i looked at mom hopefully if she found me dead would
09:16she be sad would she regret it she won't starve she is a werewolf not a human pup this whole
09:25fake
09:26sick for attention thing is out of control i laughed bitterly mom wasn't wrong werewolves heal
09:32but i hadn't been able to in a long time last winter the choker left bruises that stayed for days
09:38that hadn't happened before i reached for my wolf she was still there but the warmth never came
09:44she was too hungry just like me mom never noticed she only ever looked at my neck for one thing
09:51the gem and whether it was red or green mom pushed open my door didn't even turn on the light
09:58just for a second her eyes flashed gold her wolf might have known mom didn't listen in the dim glow
10:04from the hallway she saw me slumped over my desk i looked like a skeleton hadn't moved
10:10still putting on an act you're 10 years old not five grow up mom i'm not playing i'm dead look
10:20at me
10:21touch me i'm freezing she couldn't hear me she only believed what she wanted to see emma squeezed past
10:28her held up her choker with that smug little grin look my gem is green stella's is still red
10:35she's lying even in her sleep that's my good girl ignore the liar let her stay there maybe she'll
10:42learn how to be honest should we at least put her in bed it's freezing put her in bed look
10:49at that red
10:50gem still lying come on leave her we have to visit grandma tomorrow the door locked again i floated next
10:58to my corpse my wolf curled silently at my feet staring at that single point of red light in the
11:04darkness mom if you just stepped closer if you just touched my hand you'd know i was ice cold
11:11but you didn't you believed the choker not the daughter you carried for nine months
11:16that night a rat crawled out of my empty cabinet i used to scream whenever i saw rats but now
11:22i just
11:23floated by the ceiling watching it scurry across my dead body the rat bit into my toe i didn't feel
11:29anything my wolf charged at it anyway and passed right through landing on the other side
11:34she turned back to look at me confused lost i pulled her close and buried my face in the fur
11:41of her
11:42back it's okay you can't feel it anymore it'll be over soon she let out one low growl then went
11:50still
11:50against me finally no more pain for either of us the next morning sunlight streamed through the window
11:57no warmth reached my body in the kitchen i could hear mom making breakfast the smell of roasted meat
12:04crept under my door my favorite but mom always said liars don't deserve meat so i only ever got
12:11steamed vegetables she was clanging the pots extra loud on purpose trying to tempt me out trying to make
12:17me give in and apologize for things i never did in the old days i might have caved i might
12:23have confessed
12:24to anything for one bite of roasted meat but i don't need food anymore stella still hasn't come
12:29out yet dad asked reading the pack notices she is so stubborn she can eat or not i don't care
12:39emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air then she screamed dramatically
12:45mom stella's room smells like poop did she poop in there i floated by the door watching my sister
12:53with a bitter smile my wolf sat beside me ears flat eyes low the hearth was burning hot after just
13:01one night my body started to rot mom stormed over pounding on the door stella who does that the toilet
13:10is right there did you shit on the floor to spite me i remembered being six i had food poisoning
13:17couldn't make it to the toilet in time mom didn't help me clean up she made me stand outside pointed
13:24at me and told the neighbors look at this she's such a mess she can't even use the toilet herself
13:30now
13:31she thought i was dirty again leave her let her sit in her own stink but dad stood up frowning
13:38that smells really bad i should check could it be a dead rat or something
13:43my heart if i still had one leapt dad please open the door i'm right here just turn the handle
13:52and
13:52you'll see i'm not moving i waved my transparent arms frantically my wolf ran straight to my bedroom
13:59door willing dad to open it dad's hand touched the door handle his hand froze one was pounding at
14:05the front door a pack elder urgent business dad's face went pale he grabbed his cloak
14:10the border there's an emergency he was already out the door i froze so close one second away if that
14:18knock had come one second later i would have been found maybe then i wouldn't have rotted alone
14:23that afternoon mom took emma to the pack market the house was empty except for my corpse when they
14:29came back that evening loaded down with food and gifts from the market the smell had gotten worse
14:33mom gagged the second she walked in stella are you trying to turn this place into a den of inequity
14:40she didn't even open my door just grabbed cloth strips and sealed the gap at the bottom
14:44if you want to stay in there and make disgusting stew zoos don't stink up my house she patted her
14:50hands together satisfied then went to prepare dinner i stared at that sealed door my wolf pressed
14:55her nose against it and whimpered once so that's it i'm worth less than a venison dinner by day three
15:01even the cloth strips couldn't contain the smell mom was arranging fresh wildflowers trying to cover
15:06it up but the stench of death is unmistakable sweet rotten oily she cut a rose stem too hard
15:13a thorn pierced her hand she snapped in her mind i was doing this on purpose not bathing poop on
15:19the
15:20floor hiding dead rats in my room all to piss her off all to defy her authority as luna
15:26stella she grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen storm toward my room i'm done with you
15:31you disgusting little brat time you learned what real pain feels like i floated in front of her
15:37waving my arms desperately don't come in mom please please even though she never loved me
15:45i didn't want her to see me like that but she walked right through me ripped the cloth strips off
15:51jammed the spare key into the lock the door flew open the smell hit her like a wall she stumbled
15:56back retching stella what are you doing she saw me still slumped over the desk back turned not moving
16:04to her this was the ultimate rebellion i'm talking to you she marched over raised the rolling pin but
16:11stopped she wanted to see my face first wanted to see my get up she grabbed the back of my
16:17shirt grabbed
16:18my skin the moment she touched me she froze through the thin fabric her hand didn't feel warm flesh
16:24she felt cold hard dead meat the kind of cold that seeps into your bones what but momentum carried her
16:31forward she yanked crash my body stiff as a board toppled backward taking the chair with it and there
16:38was my face blue black eyes bulging features twisted in agony dried foam and blood crusted around my mouth
16:45around my blackened neck the verity choker hung lifeless the gem dark no red no green just silence
16:52my journal slid off the desk fell open at mom's feet the last page stared up at her mom my
16:59stomach
16:59really hurts the choker is wrong i'm not lying please don't punish me mom screamed not a wolf's howl a
17:07raw
17:07guttural shriek that tore through her throat she stumbled backward slammed into the bookshelf
17:13a clay pot shattered but she didn't seem to feel the pain she just stared at me eyes wide unblinking
17:21no no this isn't real stella get up stella please get up i'm not angry anymore please don't scare me
17:32again her hand reached out trembling to touch my arm the second her skin made contact with my corpse
17:39she recoiled like she'd been burned that cold was too real lisa from next door heard the screaming and
17:46went straight to the pack healer when she saw what was in my room she collapsed in the gate within
17:52the
17:52hour heavy boots on the floorboards the pack healer and a handful of pack warriors crowding the entrance
17:58mom sat on the floor a warrior's hand on her shoulder she's speaking it she's always lying
18:06it doesn't lie i'm just teaching her no one responded they all looked at her like she was a monster
18:13the pack healer crouched next to my body he muttered under his breath severe malnutrition
18:19organ failure this puppy has been starved for at least a month he carefully tried to remove the
18:25verity choker but it had fused years of tightening had pressed the leather deep into the skin of my neck
18:31damn it he had to use tools to pry it off even dead my soul flinched my wolf lifted her
18:39head and
18:41long raw desperate the kind of howl that should have shaken the walls no one heard it no one flinched
18:49we were already dead a warrior picked up my journal started reading his face went from neutral to
18:56horrified mom's eyes locked onto that book that's her confession she admits she lied look she wrote it
19:04herself the warrior pushed her back wrapped the journal in cloth and took it we'll report it to
19:12the council that's when dad got home he saw the pack healer and the pack warriors crowding the doorway
19:18saw the body wrap being carried out saw the long cord that sealed away my entire life his legs gave
19:26out
19:27he collapsed on the doorstep emma stood nearby sobbing in confusion she pointed at the discolored
19:34verity choker on the table why does stella have a black collar and i have a green one see she
19:41held up
19:41her neck the gem blinked its steady green it was grotesque the council elders arrived before dawn mom
19:49straightened when she saw them even now even with my body three days cold and rotting her luna instincts
19:56kicked in she lifted her chin squared her shoulders it didn't work today they started questioning mom in
20:03the living room mom grabbed the verity choker off the table like it was a lifeline test it that choker
20:10proved she was lying red gem means lie i never abused her the choker told me i was just educating
20:20her
20:21the council elders looked at her like she'd lost her mind the pup shows signs of extreme malnutrition
20:28months of starvation aphelion multiple old injuries consistent with prolonged that's just discipline
20:36that's teaching her to be honest then she did something insane you don't believe me fine i'll wear
20:45it watch it'll be green the leather pressed against her skin cold sticky that was my blood she took a
20:56deep breath tried to calm herself she needed to prove she was innocent needed to prove her way of raising
21:03an
21:04alpha air was right she held up the gem eyes wild listen i'm rachel i'm stella's mother this is the
21:12truth
21:13the absolute truth the gem flashed red mom's confident expression shattered
21:21i said truth i am rachel i never abused her i did it for her own good i love her
21:32and suddenly she
21:34remembered me 10 years old gasping as the choker tightened around my throat biting my lip so i wouldn't
21:41make a sound is this what it felt like why is it red i am telling the truth turn green
21:49you're broken
21:50you're setting me up but the gem kept flashing like it was mocking her you're a liar you're a liar
21:57you're a
21:58liar enough this is just a bloodstone i've seen it before it changes color with body heat fear pain
22:08anything that makes your heart race temperature rises it burns red that's all it does know which
22:16magic never was think about your daughter ruptured appendix organ failure the pain must have been
22:24unbearable she was terrified and what did you see a red gem so you punished her more which made her
22:33more
22:33scared which made her temperature rise which made the stone turn redder you are luna you are supposed
22:44to protect every wolf in this pack you couldn't even protect your own daughter you ignored her cries
22:51for help you starved your daughter to death mom's world collapsed she sat there staring at the flashing
22:59gem on her own net and finally understood for 10 years every red light wasn't because i was lying
23:06it was because i was scared scared of her anger scared of being misunderstood scared of eating food
23:14that made me sick i was in pain pain that made my heart race and cold sweat pour down my
23:20face i was
23:21desperate desperate for a hug for her to hold me the way she held emma every signal from my frightened
23:28heart she had interpreted as proof of my lies no get it off
23:37i'm not lying i'm not she tried to shift fur rippling across her skin bones cracking but the leather
23:45cinched harder around her throat the moment her neck began to change she snapped back into human form
23:52gasping i can't get it off stella take it back i'm sorry it's all my fault this little bit of
24:01choking and she
24:02was already breaking mom i suffered for 10 years the council elders needed evidence for judgment so they
24:11opened my journal in front of my parents february 14th sunny mom put celery on my plate i'm allergic my
24:20throat swells i can't breathe i said i can't eat it but because i was scared of making her angry
24:26my body
24:27ran hot the gem flashed red the choker tightened mom said i was picky lying made me eat the whole
24:36plate
24:36that night i threw up blood my throat felt like it was on fire i shifted to ease my pain
24:43mom saw it and
24:45said i'd snuck berry juice that i was faking the choker tightened for 10 more minutes mom's hand flew to
24:53her mouth she was shaking violently she remembered that she really did think it was berry juice she didn't
25:01even look closely just turned away to read emma a bedtime story that was blood from a swollen torn
25:09throat june 1st pup's day emma shredded mom's ceremonial cloak emma's heart is always calm her gem
25:18stays green i tried to explain but i was scared of being hit my body ran hot red gem choker
25:26tightened for
25:2710 minutes it hurt so bad but i didn't cry because crying makes your body run hotter and mom thinks
25:35that means you're not sorry so i held my breath pretended it didn't hurt mom said see she doesn't
25:43even blink she's definitely faking it dad couldn't take it anymore this man who had always put the pack
25:49before his own family chose duty over his daughter for 10 years you monster what did you do that was
25:58your daughter you treated her like a stray blood at the corner of her mouth not my fault not my
26:06fault
26:06it's her it's emma emma's gem was always green emma was a good one if it wasn't for that green
26:13light
26:14making me trust her i wouldn't have believed the red light so much this is emma's thoughts that little
26:20princess everyone had protected one of the council elders walked over gently removed the green verity
26:26choker from her neck took out a blade pried the gem loose right there it rolled onto the table still
26:34glowing green steady unchanged the elder picked up the stone a glowstone that is all your younger
26:42daughter's choker was always going to shine green no matter what she said did or lied about it would
26:50never change your so-called verity choker was a fraud that was her truth for 10 years that was the
26:59evidence she used to convict me a common glowstone that put me in hell while emma lived in paradise
27:05so i wasn't a liar i laughed laughed until i cried turns out ghosts could cry too the elder turned
27:14to
27:14the last page of the journal his voice broke the handwriting was a mess clearly written while dying
27:20mom if i die will the choker stop glowing red or if it turns green will you hug me then
27:27i'm not lying
27:28i couldn't heal myself anymore my stomach hurts so much like knives next life please don't make me
27:36wear the choker please i just want to be a normal pup i want to eat mom's roasted meat mom
27:42stared at
27:43the broken glowstone on the table that truth magic she trusted without question a worthless stone because
27:49of that stone she spoiled emma for 10 years because of that cursed red light she tortured me for 10
27:56years
28:02her voice cracked her voice cracked her voice cracked her voice cracked her voice worse than crying
28:07fake all fake
28:11i killed my most honest pup and i worshipped a liar she'd lost her mind for real this time
28:20my death became the talk of the entire pack lisa the neighbor who had sent for the pack healer
28:25told everyone what she'd seen every wolf knew by morning luna had starved her own daughter to death
28:33monster murderer she doesn't deserve to be luna stones flew at our door the word killer carved into the
28:42wall the council convened within the day the verdict was swift dad lost his alpha title no wolf would follow
28:50him now my grandfather the former alpha read out the judgment himself he didn't look at his son once
28:57dad walked out of the council hall and never looked back he took emma and left the pack that same
29:03night
29:04emma was a bad seed sure but she was still his blood before they left emma tried to take her
29:10green choker
29:11dad stomped on it why the hell would you want that piece of trash emma cried as he dragged her
29:18away
29:18mom got out of the dungeon the healer said she had lost her mind the council locked her in the
29:24home
29:24instead the one that still smelled like death her mental state deteriorated fast she refused to take
29:31off the red choker she would tighten it herself whenever the guilt got too heavy she said choking
29:36was the only thing that eased it it was her self-imposed punishment i floated in the darkness my wolf
29:43curled
29:43beside me watching her unravel day after day she'd talk to the empty corner where i used to stand
29:49stella i brought you some food no celery today it's all roast just how you like it but there was
29:57no
29:57food there was nothing just her hands cupped around air she'd pretend to set a plate down her hands shook
30:04the gem flashed red she was anxious guilty falling apart she smiled but her eyes were empty the gem is
30:13red mom is lying liars don't deserve food she pulled the choker tight with her own hands let it choke
30:21her
30:21her body convulsed against the cold floor it hurts so much is this how stella felt i'm sorry mom started
30:30reenacting my diary entries i couldn't eat celery because of my allergy so she forced herself to eat
30:38spoiled food until she vomited blood then swallowed it back down i was locked in isolation so she locked
30:45herself in my old room lights off and bowed to my portrait until her forehead bled over and over blood
30:54on the floor late at night she'd see the red glow of the bloodstone reflected on the wall to her
31:01it
31:01looked like my bloody eyes were watching she kept punishing herself the wounds healed slower and slower
31:08her wolf exhausted by months of self-torture slowly fell into a deep sleep mom didn't care she scrawled
31:16on the back of my journal i'm sorry i was wrong red means pain red means love please come back
31:23and
31:24say it hurts hurts one more time i'll save you i promise too bad i'm dead dead wolves can't cry
31:31for
31:31help eventually the new alpha intervened mom's self-harm had gone too far she'd nearly choked
31:38herself to death with her own hands he ordered her to move to a small hut at the far edge
31:43of the village
31:44locked from the outside someone posted to watch her day and night she was the strangest woman they'd ever
31:50seen nobody knew where she'd found it a frayed red cord tied around her own neck her homemade choker
31:58if anyone tried to remove it she'd snap at them teeth bared snarling wild-eyed don't touch me
32:07stella's watching she'll be angry if you take it every time the guard called her name and brought her food
32:14mom would grab the red cord and pull it tight against her own throat convulsing screaming red light
32:21red light don't punish punish me i'll eat i'll eat even if the food was scalding hot she'd gulp it
32:30down
32:30burning her throat wouldn't spit it out she was reenacting my final moments living my hell on repeat
32:38years later emma grew up without guidance and with a trail of shame behind her she drifted from pack
32:44to pack stealing to survive no one would take her in when she ran out of options she remembered mom
32:51was
32:52still alive she slipped back into the silverman pack under the cover of night not for love for money
32:59hey crazy lady dad's dead give me whatever you've been hiding emma stood there face hard eyes full of
33:08contempt she looked at mom's hollow broken form and spat on the floor it's disgusting
33:15give me what i want or i'll send you to meet your daughter for a moment mom's cloudy eyes cleared
33:22she looked at emma and suddenly remembered that choker that always green glowstone that decade of
33:30deception it's you you lie you're the green light that wasn't there you killed stella give her back
33:39to me give her back to me the last shred of maternal love twisted into something feral mom lunged grabbed
33:47emma by the throat emma thrashed but couldn't break free from a madwoman's grip the guards rushed in
33:59pulled her off emma stumbled out of the hut terrified they're all insane she bolted into the forest she
34:08didn't get far rogues the kind that haunted the borderlands preying on anyone foolish enough to run
34:14through the trees alone at night emma never saw them coming by the time she did it was too late
34:21she
34:22survived barely both legs shattered beyond repair she'd never walk again meanwhile mom was strapped to
34:29her cot staring at the ceiling tears streaming in her dreams she finally saw me i was 10 again no
34:37choker
34:38white white dress smiling mom she reached for me crying with joy stella but the moment her hands touched
34:47me i burst into ash no she woke up screaming if she'd been wearing that choker it would have been
34:55blood
34:55red eternal torment i stood in the void watching it all mom strapped to her bed emma in a wheelchair
35:03begging
35:03on the market dad drunk and dead in some gutter i felt nothing no satisfaction just a flat dead calm
35:12my wolf padded over quietly she didn't howl didn't nudge just pressed her head against my hand and held
35:19it there in the distance a door of light appeared soft steady waiting i looked at my wolf she looked
35:27at
35:27me yeah time to leave this life was too bitter nothing worth holding on to i floated to mom's hut
35:34one
35:35final time she looked ancient hair completely white frail as paper she sent something her cloudy eyes
35:41focused on a point in the air right where i stood stella is that you her trembling hand reached into
35:47the
35:47emptiness mom destroyed the choker i don't believe in it anymore come back please i'll cook for you no
35:54salary i'll buy you new dresses not emma tears rolled down her face i looked at the red marks on
36:00her neck from the frayed cord i i reached out my cold ghostly finger touched her forehead this was my
36:07final mercy sleep mom in sleep there's no pain her eyes fluttered shut she slumped into a deep dreamless
36:14rest a breeze blew through the hut the old journal on her cot flipped open the last page my dying
36:21words
36:21stared up at the ceiling but below it in shaky handwriting were new lines written by mom during
36:27a lucid moment next life let me wear the choker let me be the liar punish me however you want
36:33just
36:34don't leave me i stared at those words felt nothing too late repentance means nothing to the dead
36:40mom i don't hate you anymore but i don't love you either let's not meet again i turned away my
36:46wolf
36:47was waiting in the distance the door of light still glowed soft steady patient i looked at my neck
36:53the phantom verity choker still there even in spirit form the nightmare that had changed me for a
36:59lifetime i grabbed it it shattered into nothing i felt weightless free no red light no hunger no lies
37:06just freedom my wolf pressed against my side together we walked toward the light i didn't look back
37:12morning came a guard pushed open the door rachel time to eat no response she walked closer mom's
37:19hand clutched the torn journal a single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye she crouched
37:24beside her held two fingers beneath her nose nothing she was gone passing through the door wasn't violent
37:30no spinning no chaos just warmth like sinking into a spring stream i looked to my side my wolf was
37:37gone
37:37i didn't panic i pressed my hand to my chest and there she was steady warm then i heard her
37:43voice
37:44not a whimper not a whine clear and bright and full of life like the first time we met run
37:50i shifted
37:51four paws hit the ground and i ran through forests that smelled of pine and rain through cold shallow
37:57streams that splashed silver around my legs through meadows i had never seen but somehow knew
38:02my white fur caught the light my paws were sure my lungs were full my body was strong no choker
38:10around my throat no red light no hunger the lingering ache in my soul the phantom pain of 10 years
38:17started to fade with every step i ran toward brightness behind me old life dissolved like a worn
38:23photograph left out in the rain mom's final tear the red glow of the choker blood on the journal pages
38:30gone i didn't look back that 10 year nightmare was finally truly over when i opened my eyes again
38:37i was tiny wrapped in soft blankets someone was humming a woman's voice gentle off-key but full of love
38:48her fingers brushed my cheek the scent of wildflowers not the cold clinical distance of my old mother
38:55not the silence of someone who only touched me to punish i blinked up at her she had kind eyes
39:02a soft
39:03smile she cradled me like i was made of glass grace is awake honey come quick our daughter just opened
39:11her
39:11eyes a man appeared tall a little awkward but his face lit up when he saw me he touched my
39:18tiny hand
39:18with one finger his voice was deep warm hey grace i'm your dad grace not stella no weight no chains
39:30no red
39:31light just grace a name that meant something light something cherished this house was small but warm
39:39full of light cartoon painting on the walls flowers by the window sunlight pouring through the windows
39:46warm on the floor i realized fast this family was nothing like the last one they never forced me to
39:53do
39:53anything there were no chokers no red lights no punishments for things i hadn't done i grew learned
40:01to crawl to talk and when i was three mom made a stew with celery the green stalks in the
40:08bowl triggered
40:08me i flashed back to choking throat swelling vomiting blood i stumbled backwards shaking tears came without
40:17permission mom immediately put down her spoon crouched pulled me into a hug grace what's wrong you don't
40:25like celery i couldn't speak just shook my head sobbing dad knelt too rubbed my back hey it's okay
40:33you don't have to eat it can you tell us why their eyes were patient gentle finally i choked out
40:40it hurts
40:41my throat makes me bleed they didn't say the verity choker doesn't lie they didn't accuse me of faking
40:49they took me to the pack healer immediately turns out i really do have a celery allergy after that
40:56celery never appeared in the house again mom added it to her market list grace's allergies celery she
41:04checked every time she shopped i lay in her arms that night smelling wild flowers and realized this is
41:11what it feels like to be believed love isn't measured by a stone it's listening even when the story sounds
41:18impossible when i was four dad took me to the pack healer for my first health check there was a
41:23blood
41:23draw i saw the needle and lost it flashes of the choker tightening around my throat flashes of starvation
41:31i screamed clung to dad's leg the healer sighed i couldn't stop shaking don't punish me i'm not lying
41:40dad immediately scooped me up sorry she's not ready we'll come back another time on the walk home
41:45dad didn't scold me for being weak he just asked gently grace did someone hurt you before i buried
41:54my face in his shoulder tears soaking his shirt mom choker red light i couldn't explain it clearly
42:02but he listened nodded it's okay dad's here now no one's ever hurting you again from then on they took
42:11me
42:12to the pack healer regularly not for blood draws just to talk she has been hurt be patient with her
42:18my parents never complained never made me feel like a burden they bought me a colorful necklace but never
42:25forced me to wear it this is just a pretty thing grace wear it if you want take it off
42:30if you don't
42:31we'll love you either way slowly i started to heal i could say i don't like this without fear
42:37i could say i'm scared i could say i want that i didn't have to worry about my heart racing
42:45being
42:45proof of a lie i started sharing my stories with them i cried when i didn't get a toy i
42:51laughed when
42:52i got praise i was finally just a pup a normal loved pup
42:59when i turned seven i started at the pack school there was a girl in my class annie sullivan she
43:06looked
43:06exactly like emma same eyes but her hair was shorter and she was timid scared the first time i saw
43:15her
43:15my heart clenched flashbacks emma's smug grin the green light mocking me i stepped back instinctively
43:23annie noticed she looked down voice barely a whisper i'm annie do you want to be friends her tone
43:33was so careful so desperate to please just like i used to be i glanced at her neck she wore
43:40a simple
43:40choker with green gem my stomach turned later i found out annie's mom was strict too demanded honesty
43:48locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes one day annie accidentally knocked over
43:55the teacher's ink pot she was trembling too scared to admit it i saw her face red rimmed eyes barely
44:02holding back tears i remembered myself at that desk writing i am a liar over and over i walked over
44:10took her
44:11hand annie it's okay accidents happen let's tell the teacher together she won't be mad annie looked at
44:21me shocked but mom says liars are bad wolves being honest isn't about never making mistakes it's about
44:27owning up when you do and even if you tell the truth you shouldn't be punished for it if the
44:33teacher
44:33gets angry i'll stand with you if your mom gets angry come to my house my parents will help i
44:39gave her
44:39the courage i never had she confessed the teacher forgave her told her to be more careful next time
44:46from that day on we have been best friends i brought annie home to meet my parents she saw how
44:52warm they were how they didn't yell didn't punish little things i told her you don't have to make
44:58everyone happy you're allowed to feel things say things one day annie's mom came to pick her up from
45:07school she saw us together and her face twisted she grabbed annie's hand did you mess up again
45:14is grace covering for you annie immediately looked down silent i stepped in front of her looked at the
45:21mom in the eye ma'am annie didn't do anything wrong she's a good pup you shouldn't always assume the
45:28worst
45:31she's scared of you the mom froze looked at me then at annie's tear-filled eyes her expression softened
45:38that night she called my mom thanked her said i'd opened her eyes over time i'm sorry annie's mom got
45:45gentler what you want to do started listening instead of yelling and annie she blossomed confident happy i
45:53watched her laugh freely one day and felt this warmth in my chest i didn't get saved in my last
45:59life i suffered alone in the dark but this time i could save someone else i could stop another stella
46:05from happening maybe that's the gift my past life gave me the ability to see pain and to heal it
46:12when
46:12i was 10 my parents took me to visit grandma there was an old oak tree in her yard its
46:17branches spread
46:18wide casting shade over the whole garden i sat beneath it watching sunlight filter through the
46:23leaves my wolf dozed inside me warm and content then i saw her an old woman white hair hunched over
46:31a walking stick wearing a faded blue dress the second i saw her face i froze she looked exactly like
46:38rachel my old mother grandma noticed me too walked over slowly her eyes were hazy but there was something
46:45familiar in them something heavy what's your name child grace she repeated it softly grace that's a
46:51beautiful name she reached out like she wanted to touch my hair then hesitated pulled back like she
46:57was afraid of disturbing something sacred my mom came over steadied her mom this is our daughter grace
47:03so she was my grandma in this life too over the next few days grandma watched me constantly her
47:09expression was unreadable one morning she brought me a bowl of roasted meat grace eat up this used to be
47:15your favorite i stared at the bowl in my last life i wrote in my dying breath i want to
47:20eat mom's
47:21roasted meat and here was grandma saying those exact words tears blurred my vision this wasn't some
47:27distant wish anymore it was real right in front of me i picked up a piece bit into it tender
47:33sweet
47:34perfect grandma smiled a tired guilty smile that night lying in bed with my wolf curled warm inside my chest
47:42i thought about rachel's last words next life let me wear the choker let me be the liar punish
47:48me however you want just don't leave me i thought about her final tear the torn journal i didn't hate
47:54her anymore hating someone is like locking yourself in the past chewing on pain forever this life's warmth
48:01had already washed away the bitterness i just felt sad sad that she only understood too late real love was
48:07never about stones or punishment we stayed for a month then went back home before i left she held my
48:13hand grace live well be happy her voice was soft but heavy with meaning i nodded you too grandma i
48:20watched
48:21her walk away and i felt nothing no anger no grief the grudges of my past life were like fallen
48:27leaves
48:28blown away by the wind i wasn't stella anymore the girl locked in the dark choking on a lie i
48:33was grace
48:34sterling surrounded by love free at 13 i graduated from pack school got into the best academy in the
48:40region my parents took me to the lake for a picnic to celebrate i stood at the edge of the
48:45water wind
48:46in my hair the scent of pine and cold water on my skin i stretched out my arms feeling the
48:52freedom
48:52for a moment i saw her my ghost self floating desperate to hug someone but passing right through
49:00grace what are you thinking dad handed me a drink i smiled just i'm grateful to be alive to be
49:06with
49:06you both mom pulled me into a hug silly girl we're the lucky ones no one said anything we all
49:13just
49:13shifted at the same time like we'd done it a hundred times before we ran together through the trees through
49:19the shallow edge of the lake water spraying silver around our paws eventually i slowed down turned and threw
49:26myself at them we tumbled into the grass together mom nuzzled her head against mine dad licked the top
49:33of my head with lazy affection i pressed into them both and stayed there breathing hard warm all the way
49:40through i looked up at the sky through the canopy of trees i didn't need to prove i wasn't a
49:44liar anymore
49:45i didn't need to fear a red light i could laugh cry speak freely i had parents who loved me
49:52a best
49:52friend a healthy body a bright future this was the life i died wishing for that night i wrote in
49:59my
49:59journal not the blood-stained confessions of my old life this one was full of happiness growth love i
50:06wrote today we ran by the lake mom and dad shifted with me without saying a word we tumbled in
50:12the grass
50:13like pups i thought about my past self that little girl locked in a room choking in the dark desperate
50:19to
50:19be loved she'd never believe that i could be this happy mom and dad love me they taught me that
50:25honesty isn't something you punish out of someone it's something you grow with patience and warmth
50:31annie is my best friend now she laughs freely she speaks without flinching grandma is getting older but
50:38her eyes are warm when she looks at me my wolf grows stronger every day with her beside me i
50:44feel at
50:45ease i don't hate anyone anymore i don't cling to the past those painful memories are like paw prints in
50:51the mud washed away by rain but they taught me to cherish every step forward i know my old mom
50:57sister
50:58and dad got what they deserved and i finally broke free i found real freedom i don't want to see
51:05them
51:05again i don't want to relive that life i just want to be gray simple happy loved the lake was
51:11beautiful
51:12life was beautiful i closed my journal looked out the window moonlight shimmered on the water
51:17through the trees my wolf stirred softly inside my chest warm steady i smiled this life i finally
51:24became who i wanted to be no red light no starvation no lies just love freedom happiness and those scars
51:32from my past they became part of me proof that i had survived proof that darkness no matter how long
51:39it
51:39lasts cannot swallow you whole not if you keep moving toward the light the road ahead is long but i
51:45will
51:45walk it with courage with joy towards something even brighter