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Made in Korea - The K-Pop Experience HD Online Ep03
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00:00In the UK implementing the k-pop methodologies and develop them into a global supergroup to be a success
00:08They'll have to master fundamental k-pop skills
00:14And this week Dexter Reese James Ollie and Blaze attempt the bedrock of any Korean pop band
00:21The music video
00:30Seoul in spring is incredible. There was blossom everywhere
00:38Picnics in the park. Everybody just looks so happy
00:46With the weather bringing an increased sense of positivity
00:49Blaze and Dexter are also slightly happier having come to terms with the latest brutal hedion evaluation
00:56How do you see them, man? Yeah, all right kind of like recovered from the bad feedback
01:04I've gone over it. I was quite upset in the moment, but now I'm like I think emotions were hard. Yeah
01:09So for me the feedback from hedion after solar was quiet. It's quite brutal. I take it quite hard
01:15That feelings like I was the worst here
01:17I don't think that's it. It's just the end. If you leave it like this, you don't have to do this until it comes to Korea
01:23I
01:25Want to prove that feeling and what she said was wrong
01:29How do we think feedback when mine was generally okay? Yeah, you made us didn't you make a laugh?
01:36Yeah, well, you've got I don't know you've got to make them laugh
01:40Somehow I do get away with it with hedion a little bit. I think partially that's just because I'm a bit of a cheeky chappy
01:45Mine was I don't like I think too much and I'm in my thoughts
01:49I obviously like the experience you guys did in like dance, so I think maybe I'm thinking too much
01:56About like the choreo and like
01:58How I look and I'm thinking of it too much vital there's someone who didn't have the hips on on day one, but now
02:04I've been ready
02:06I can't believe in grave and give a bit of a bogey. Thank you
02:14This week the song the boys will be learning life is a movie has melodies with a wide vocal range
02:21Now they have the sounds next they need the choreography which is the most complex so far with multiple position changes
02:29They'll be performing the song and routine in their own music videos but he genuine to evaluate I
02:37Feel like performing to a camera is my speciality. It's what I do
02:42I was buzzing doing our own music video is a tree but to impress the k-pop creator
02:48They'll need to look perform and act like a group rather than a group of individuals
02:59With the rehearsals for their third song about to begin the welfare team have noticed blaze has a problem with his leg
03:07So he's been sent to a doctor for treatment
03:10Were you started
03:12feeling pain this morning?
03:14I've had similar things to this
03:17So I woke up and I just got like a little twinge in my knee and I've got worse and worse and worse
03:22They've suggested that I need to rest on it, but rest isn't really something that I can be doing at the moment with the schedule
03:31So I think it's quite serious. It will affect training a lot
03:35It's not ideal having this sort of straight after James's time off, but yeah, can't control it just go roll with the punch issue
03:45While blaze has been receiving medical treatment the rest of the band have been waiting for him at the studio
03:52Hooray!
03:54Hooray!
03:56We thought you'd never come back
03:58Have they said what's wrong?
04:00Yeah, so I've got like an inflamed
04:02Tendon. How long are you like out for?
04:04Like three days, yeah
04:06I'm gonna be watching
04:08That's probably better to be fair
04:10You can just watch us and give us some notes
04:12Formations off, formations off, yeah
04:14Glad you're okay
04:16Look at this, he's getting brownie points
04:18We're all so glad but we're just not hugging him
04:20The boys might have a song and a routine but now they need a look
04:24Music videos rely heavily on image and K-pop stylists Cherry and Nara have been drafted in to help
04:30Hello
04:32Their first job is to find inspiration in the boys' wardrobes
04:36Can you show your favorite pieces?
04:38My favorite pieces?
04:40The one I'm wearing
04:42It's cute!
04:43They're like basketball shorts
04:44It's so cute
04:46What is this? This hoodie is so cute
04:48I love this combination
04:50It's cute
04:51Thank you
04:52That's the best compliment
04:53Cute! I'll take it
04:54These are my favorite boots
04:56Oh!
04:57Cowboy boots
04:58I had the boots, the hats, the sunglasses
05:00Oh my god, what is that?
05:02This is my monkey hat
05:03Oh my god
05:04I really like these
05:06Oh my god, you look so good
05:08Thank you
05:09Oh my god
05:10I think Cherry was impressed
05:12Oh, this is so cool
05:14Yeah, it's a nice shirt
05:16Yeah, this tracksuit
05:17Gonna match with these shoes
05:18Yeah
05:19Yeah, this is so cool
05:20This is like a recent jump
05:22Ah, it's cute
05:24It's like more of a shorter fit
05:26I think sky blue looks good on you
05:28Brings up my eyes, apparently
05:30Some people say
05:31I wouldn't
05:32Thanks, man
05:33After going through all of our wardrobes
05:36We then went to the roof terrace
05:38To discuss what our look would be
05:42So, we kind of like prepared
05:44The four concepts
05:46The first one is very young casual
05:49It's very bright
05:50And yeah, very spring
05:52So, I think it kind of like fits your music
05:55You know?
05:56And the concept too is schoolboys
05:58So, usually when K-pop boy band
06:00They debut
06:01They usually try to wear the school uniform
06:03All together
06:04And the concept tree
06:05And the concept tree
06:06Yeah, this is Grundy Sheik
06:07And I think it's gonna be more strong
06:10Than other concepts
06:11Because it bring out your personality
06:13And last one, the concept four is 90s uniform
06:17It's very popular in Korean K-pop scene
06:20Yeah, actually we don't have to like separate all these concepts
06:23We can kind of like mix
06:24But we want to hear your thoughts about the concepts
06:26Like is there any favorite one or ideas?
06:29I like the idea of mixing concept one and three
06:32That is so cool
06:34So we're gonna see you guys in copper piece
06:36Cool
06:37Cool
06:38It's so sick
06:39It's so sick
06:41While Cherry and Nara begin working on the band's new look
06:45Dexter has been working on controlling his vocals
06:48That he hopes will prevent him from shouting
06:50Special, special, you may never let go, let go
06:55I'm quite a powerful singer, so I'm figuring out how to, like, use less power when I sing and just, like, be more confident in my voice that I don't need to, like, fully tense up to get it out.
07:05Now, ain't nobody killing the vibe.
07:07Ain't nobody killing the vibe.
07:10So it's definitely helping me progress, because I feel like by myself, I'm at a level which I've gotten myself to.
07:17But I need the professional help to get me over that.
07:19One, two, three, four.
07:22Ain't nobody killing the vibe, yeah.
07:24Took a little while to find this...
07:27As Dexter continues to make positive steps...
07:29My life's in my life, the star is young.
07:32Blaze isn't.
07:33The star is young.
07:36I find singing really tough.
07:38It's hard because using completely different ways of singing, that's what I'm used to, so it's very, like, unstable.
07:45And, like, I'm very prone to, like, voice cracks and everything.
07:48Life is a movie right now.
07:52Life is a movie right now.
07:57Life is a movie.
08:01Because Blaze has been failing to execute the vocal techniques, coach Wuming John is trying various methods.
08:09He has no fear in, like, making weird noises and stuff and making weird faces.
08:17Which is nice to have, because then you see that and it sets an example, like, oh, it's, I shouldn't be, I shouldn't be afraid of doing that kind of stuff.
08:28It's, it's fine.
08:29To compound Blaze's problems, his leg injury is still preventing him from returning to choreo training.
08:38It's not an ideal situation with the knee.
08:46So there's a lot of watching and sort of trying to absorb as many notes from the dance sessions as possible.
08:53Yeah, it's, it's not fun sitting out.
09:00I'm a, I'm a very active person.
09:03It's a little bit annoying and frustrating for me.
09:07I don't know, this is the best thing that I can do at the moment.
09:10It's the rest of it.
09:11Five, six, seven, eight, best ride, we honor.
09:16Sorry, my bad, my bad, my bad, my bad.
09:19자, 오늘 시간이 없어요, 여러분.
09:24As the weeks progressed, the choreography got more technical, more complicated, and the choreographers were getting more frustrated with us.
09:35When we watch back our choreo, we could definitely see what we were going wrong.
09:39Feedback from the choreo coaches can appear to be harsh, but in K-pop, criticism is a tool used not only to motivate trainees, but to help them reach the standard required to become an idol.
09:58What's the purpose of the演唱ers?
10:00The reason why we were trying to do this is if we were to do this.
10:02Who was the one that we were going to do, I don't want to make a character like that.
10:06What is the thing around me?
10:07What do I want to do?
10:10I don't want to do this, but if you are doing it, I don't want to live up as hard and that I do it.
10:18I don't want to do it.
10:19If I want to resolve the details, I don't want to wrap up the details.
10:22Whenever a teacher or mentor will tell you about something that you can improve on, being able to take that feedback and work on it is really important.
10:48The long training days, coupled with criticism from their coach, Sung Chang Park, has been leaving the boys more and more exhausted.
10:58I was really trying to focus. I think it was just... I was trying to start out to focus, man.
11:02I've been quite tired today, so I can get why he might think I was not focused, to be fair.
11:07We were all putting 100 into it, and then, you know, just being told us, like, not enough is always quite disheartening.
11:13I hate them most when they say, like, do you want to be here or are you just forced to be here?
11:19Yeah, I don't think that's fair to say.
11:22Do you think that we wouldn't want to be here when we've sort of said goodbye to our whole lives for three months,
11:30and then changed so much, sacrificed so much to be here?
11:33I feel disheartened, but I want to now prove to him that I want him to go,
11:37Oh, I can see you want to be here, do you know what I mean?
11:39Because I know I do, but, you know, I still don't like that that thought crossed his mind,
11:43and I don't really want anyone here to think I'm not fully committed to what we're doing.
11:56The next morning, Blaze is at last ready to start the choreography.
12:00Wait, is there, is there a boom, boom, boom, out?
12:05Yeah.
12:06Is it?
12:07It's definitely nice dancing back with him.
12:09Because sitting on the side just gets so draining, man.
12:13However, it's now Dexter's turn to pick up an injury.
12:17I stretched and felt my neck strain.
12:19I thought they were going to pull me from training,
12:21but the medic said it was best to put a heat pack on it and keep my muscles moving.
12:25One, two, three, four.
12:28I think here, the choreographers are harsh.
12:30Like, they tend to not say positive stuff.
12:36Ah, I did it wrong.
12:37So if you get less negative, that's a positive.
12:39One, two, three, four.
12:41I'll tell you what it's not done.
12:46With the music video records fast approaching,
12:49designers Cherry and Nara have chosen the outfits that will give the boys their new look.
12:54One, two, three.
12:55Oh!
13:00Let's try it.
13:01This first and then this one.
13:03Today was really cool trying on all, like, the potential fits that we've got,
13:07finding what we like, what they like.
13:13Normally we just dress ourselves, so this feels like insane.
13:16Do you know what I mean? Having people just think about what you're going to wear.
13:19Yeah!
13:20It's definitely made it feel more real, because we know that these guys are just spending all this time trying to make us look good.
13:29Hey!
13:32Got a bit less nerves than, I think, the first two weeks for this one.
13:35This one's really exciting. It's making it feel like, like, you know, little kid dreams coming true kind of vibe.
13:40Wow!
13:42I'm loving the outfit. It just feels good. Like, it feels like me.
13:46And I feel like it captured my vibe in a way that I didn't even know I had.
13:50No, you look so cute.
13:52I do feel like we're looking more like a band now.
13:58It's getting realer. Each day we get closer to the performance.
14:00And, yeah, now seeing the outfits as well, you can kind of see it come together with the choreography, with the singing.
14:05In the new clothes. I have a bit more confidence now. So, as long as Hedron thinks we've done a good job, then jobs are good in and we're all happy.
14:14Can I take a picture of you guys? Okay. Perfect. Thank you.
14:18Thank you. We look like we're in sync.
14:23We hadn't been in Korea very long, and we'd been together through so much already.
14:27To us in Korea! Cheers!
14:30We're starting to become like a bit of a family. But like with any family, there was starting to be a little bit of tension.
14:37No, no, no, no, no, no.
14:39I pull you knee hard!
14:41It does. My arms don't do it.
14:45Stop it, man. What is it going on?
14:47It was beginning to get a little bit difficult between Blaze and James.
14:51It's all right. Just going to stop there. It's all right.
14:53No, James. No.
14:55It's all right, man.
14:56Next time you start.
14:57Bruh, it's going to be kind of for you.
15:00What do you...
15:01What, what, what, what?
15:02What, what, what?
15:03What, what, what, what?
15:04What, what, what?
15:05Shut up, Blaze. Shut your mouth.
15:07Go back to sleep in the corner.
15:08Stop it, stop. Shut up.
15:10Go, go, go, go.
15:12You're gonna go.
15:13Go, go, go, go.
15:14Shhh.
15:15You can keep chushing me.
15:16Keep shushing me, keep shushing me.
15:20Three, two, one, we'll just say the most annoying
15:22person in this bus.
15:24Three, two, one, K-lays.
15:30So to settle our differences, it was decided
15:32that we should all fight each other, Korean style.
15:36Yo, what the hell?
15:40Belt wrestling, or serum, is the traditional national sports
15:44of South Korea, with the object being
15:47to throw your opponent onto the ground.
15:52I'm not sure what was more humiliating,
15:56wearing the skimpy shorts, or the impending humiliation
16:00from the fight.
16:02After an hour of training, it was time
16:04to introduce the umpire, the band's head of Korean culture
16:08and super junior star, Shin Dong.
16:10So, the first match is
16:11right, LIS de Dexter!
16:20Back to me.
16:22I was first in the ring today, which was fun.
16:25I went up to get him and it's Dexter.
16:26Ready?
16:27Okay.
16:28Start!
16:28Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow!
16:29Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow.
16:34Yeah, yeah, wow, wow, that's it!
16:37Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow.
16:40Ah!
16:41Ah!
16:42Ah!
16:43Ah!
16:44Oh!
16:45Got a little cat scratch here for a minute.
16:48He likes to have a cat bite.
16:50Clearing.
16:51The person who will be against Lisa is only!
16:54Oh!
16:55Oh!
16:56Oh!
16:57Oh!
16:58Oh!
16:59Oh!
17:00I came into it quite confident.
17:02Fight!
17:03Yeah!
17:04Go!
17:05Go!
17:06But once I was up there, I just didn't have the anger.
17:08I just didn't have it in me to, like, properly get into it.
17:11Ah!
17:12Ah!
17:13Ah!
17:14Ah!
17:15Ah!
17:16Ah!
17:17Yeah!
17:18Lisa!
17:19I had the positions right, got a good form.
17:22And then, uh, when I really went for it, it just didn't come with the body.
17:26A little bit like dance, to be honest.
17:28I've got it in my mind, but my body just doesn't really want to, really want to do it.
17:32I thought that Lisa was the most weak.
17:36People have seen that I've actually got a bit of fire in my belly.
17:39I'll give people around for that money, for sure.
17:41And then, they put me up against Blaze, so I kind of knew that it would be 50-50, to be honest, regardless.
17:53Yeah!
17:54Oh!
17:55Oh!
17:56Oh!
17:57Oh!
17:58Oh!
17:59Oh!
18:00Oh!
18:01Oh!
18:02Oh!
18:05I went down.
18:07I feel like my wind was a bit erupt from me.
18:11I'm not gonna lie.
18:12I'm
18:33What game plan is to go in between is like and pull him down
18:37Oh that game plan didn't work because it goes out the window once you're in there once you're in the ring
18:57Blaze one and he is worthy winner it was no match against the amy's like what what probably like 10 kg heavier than me dude is jack
19:07Oh
19:15It was nice to get a bit of time to let up some steam especially after like the current you know circumstances and kind of what's been going on
19:22Oh
19:32They still a golden cow I'm not too sure how that relates really to this sort of wrestling but pretty cool golden cow
19:41I'm sure he'll love that going cow with all his heart
19:44Feels good
19:46I'm glad to have won it
19:49So proud I never thought that this
19:51Would be a way we bonded as a team in very short shorts with a rope tied around us
20:00I think it's definitely been a bonding experience. That's been a fun one one two three
20:05Yeah
20:12Blaze who is now feeling far more positive is ready to impress the kpop creator
20:20Is there anything like you want to show to he and specifically like for you this week or yeah, I want to I want to show much singing
20:27She was so talking a lot about how my vocals once they were I want to show that I've worked on that but you know
20:33You've worked on it. I know you've worked on it. I hear you. I'll hear you in your room
20:36I'm literally in the room next door. I hear you doing like vocal warm-ups doing a like good half an hour hour session whenever you can
20:42With he as well. I don't think it would hurt for her to say more positive things
20:46I think there's a lot of positives which she could shape say but she chooses not to
20:50It'd be nice to know that you've done something good now
20:53Yeah, cuz it is just like just hearing the negatives. I think it's hard
20:57It's like hours and hours of work. He must have done something hours
21:01There must be something
21:04There is now just one last intense session before the video shoots where the boys will be combining their vocals and their choreo
21:13I've been working on some of that courage tonight
21:16Got you in my side
21:19Pressure, pressure, I'm just trying to bless ya, bless ya, eh
21:23Okay, listen.
21:25Hallelujah, I'll do it.
21:26You're doing it, there is Liz will be a little bit late
21:28Let's take a bridge to the choir back.
21:30You will be the first name when the credits roll
21:33One more,
21:34For my first name, window, window
21:37ictives you will have to go down here
21:39I think it's because I'm tired and then I just lose it
21:41Okay, so that it's not it?
21:43Okay, I know yeah
21:44When I was in training, it was tough, at least eight hours a day. Just practice and test.
21:51And with evaluation looming, behind the cameras, the team are monitoring the boys' stress levels.
21:58In particular, Dexter, as he battles his tendency to shout rather than sing his vocals.
22:04Highlights in my life, the story is huge!
22:08Okay, Dexter, it's good.
22:15At the time of jumping, it's like right now.
22:18It's not good to hear the sound.
22:22Life is a movie right now.
22:26It's like that. Right now!
22:30What's up?
22:31He just told me I was yelling last time. I'm just yelling again, but I can't not yell.
22:35I'm so loud, like you can just hear it. I can hear it start.
22:38We're both doing it.
22:39Yeah.
22:40I've been working really hard on this routine, in particular the vocals.
22:44And I just got nervous because I feel like you expect it to feel perfect when you do the performance, and it didn't feel perfect.
22:51But the group won't purely be evaluated on their vocals.
22:55Their dance routine is also being assessed.
22:58And choreographer Seung Chan Park has arrived to correct any imperfections.
23:03That's right. Highlights in my life, the star is huge!
23:08The star is huge!
23:13And I'm using the 8s.
23:16The 8s.
23:17The 8s.
23:18The 8s.
23:19The 8s.
23:20The 8s.
23:21The 8s.
23:22The 8s.
23:23The 8s.
23:24The 8s.
23:25The 8s.
23:26The 8s.
23:27The 8s.
23:29The�.
23:30The criticism was relentless.
23:32So, and the angle itself is really absurd.
23:36But the details for us globally are not underway.
23:39If you don't keep criticizing, you will struggle to get through K-pop training.
23:44It's hard because we don't understand the first level.
23:48So, we just confess, what we know.
23:50I was feeling a bit broken you're doing this wrong you're doing that wrong do it
23:59again it's not good enough we're going to get tired of them on my jimmy come on
24:03don't I'm okay see them they get done got the feedback to the
24:07chin young Simmons okay across the day the group have repeatedly sung life is a
24:12movie over and over again but whichever version the coaches feel is the best
24:17will be sent to Heejun Yoon to evaluate wow nice give me a high five so we have
24:26just finished doing our recordings tonight for the vocals for Heejun which
24:31she's gonna listen back to you incredible the last one I had a bit of a giggle
24:38very very embarrassing you win every the highest note in the song which is
24:43supposed to be and instead was a wasn't my proudest moment if I'm honest we all
24:56kind of laughed I clearly feel more confident than I did a few weeks ago
25:02because I think if I would have made the noise that I made in the last run a
25:08couple of weeks ago I would have not felt quite the same and very very ashamed
25:12and probably put myself down a lot but actually I can look at it and laugh
25:18but I don't own it we need a snack o'chim live is a woman so many
25:23mean go no my name go it felt good and deserving to finally get a compliment
25:28the following day the boys arrived at the video shoot location
25:58young Milan dream if you want to go for us to come on an amusement park in the
26:04Jungang district of Seoul oh this is sick whoa it was abandoned in 2011 the
26:11location for filming was insane to be honest it looked like it's something out
26:16of a horror film oh my god that is so scary well I wasn't scared of clowns but I
26:23think I am now before the band can get into their outfits they'll need to get
26:30into character hello by way of a cherry and Nara makeover that will give them the
26:38classic k-pop look who's first
26:41so Oli
26:42Oli loved his makeup I think he looked fabulous
26:48I hadn't worn makeup before I was starting to feel like reborn like a new me
26:56great thank you I think it's safe to say that some guys look you know good in
27:01makeup some guys don't Oli seemed to thoroughly enjoy himself
27:04however he did come out looking like princess Diana he looks so pretty
27:08he looks so pretty nice so you're so handsome
27:11would you tell me I didn't know
27:14this is crazy blaze looks terrifying felt very
27:20pretty my mom
27:24yeah do you like it I know
27:30as soon as I saw how many people working behind the scenes I was like oh my god
27:44it's real it's one thing actually like getting told we're gonna do this but then
27:49actually doing it is completely different music videos are an essential part of k-pop a great
27:58music video can break an act around the world everything started to dawn on me like what
28:05this is and where I am and who I'm with I had a lot of like apprehension before coming
28:13out here because I find it I find it quite hard to find friends that I truly like connect with
28:19we're gonna absolutely smash it and so me and the boys have gone very very close like they are they
28:28are such special people okay let's go let's go gotcha let's go
28:35wow nice give me a high five live in my best life we on a row I said I might turn up the stage lights you looking so fine we in the zone
28:56hey hey hey hey hey tell me all the things that you like I'll make you feel right
29:03special special special you may never let go let go I've been walking out some of their
29:09courage tonight got you in my side pressure pressure I'm just trying to bless ya bless ya
29:17hey someone pick up the camera pick up the camera who's in the shot shot run less
29:23anyway
29:26lovey when we all
29:32welcome
29:33let's go
29:34hello
29:34hi
29:40hi
29:44hi
29:48Give me a high five, living my best life.
29:52We on a roll.
29:54We on a roll, on a roll, on a roll like.
29:56Girl, you're Marianna, stand under your umbrella.
29:58Every time you put on the show, Coachella.
30:01I keep you away from the vultures, Godzilla.
30:03Uh, she's still a, uh, that's my thriller.
30:06Ain't nobody killing the vibe.
30:07No way.
30:08Took a little while to find you.
30:10Okay.
30:10Ain't nobody better than my chick.
30:13I gotta tell you why.
30:15Life is a movie right now.
30:19Love it when we all act in stupid wild now.
30:24Add it to the highlight.
30:26Highlight.
30:27My life is a movie.
30:30That's right.
30:31Highlight.
30:32Highlight.
30:32My life.
30:33Oh, the star is new.
30:35Life is a movie right now.
30:38This life is a movie.
30:40Life is stupid wild now.
30:43So let's get stupid.
30:44Highlight, eh.
30:45Highlight, eh.
30:46My life, eh.
30:48Keep the movie.
30:49That's right, that's right.
30:50Highlight, highlight.
30:51My life.
30:52Oh, the star is new.
30:59Cut there.
31:00So we've just finished our performance.
31:02I'm feeling really, really positive after it.
31:05Um, I feel like I kind of gave as much as I could.
31:07Is that better?
31:08Yeah?
31:09Yeah?
31:09Yeah?
31:10I think hopefully I've proved to Hedron that her asking for more confidence.
31:16I hope that I haven't overdone it, but I hope that I've given her, you know, what she's asked for.
31:21Big clap for everyone.
31:22But I'm really, really proud of all the lads tonight.
31:26Obviously, we'll see tomorrow, you know, when it comes to Judgment Day.
31:39I'm so nervous, man.
31:40Firstly, Hee-jun and her team will review the band's live vocals.
31:44I'll see the live show.
31:56Honestly, boys, whatever she says, we all worked hard.
32:01I mean, you lot made me proud, so if that means anything.
32:06Then, Hee-jun reviews the lip-synced music performance.
32:27So, um, 열심히 찍었지만 우리가 예쁘게, 멋지게 꾸미고.
32:37When I saw it, I thought it was really nice and nice to think about it, but if I look at it, it wasn't really good at all.
32:57The reason is that it's not a team.
33:07Because it's my own thing.
33:12How can I look at it? How can I look at it? How can I look at it? How can I look at it?
33:17I'm so excited.
33:21I'm here, I'm here, I'm here.
33:24I'm here, I'm here.
33:26I'm here, I'm here.
33:28I'm here, I'm here.
33:33So, it's not a team that's gorgeous.
33:40Daxter is a kind of person I think.
34:15I'm going to play a lot.
34:19Oliver was really a lot.
34:27But still, he's still a little movement.
34:34James.
34:37Because James knows how he looks beautiful and beautiful.
34:45But if you continue to do that,
34:49if you don't study and train and train,
34:57it's not a great artist.
35:07I think I just expect better of myself.
35:13I think I just expect better of myself.
35:19I don't know.
35:21I just expect better of myself.
35:25I'm so sorry.
35:27I'm so sorry.
35:29I'm so sorry.
35:31I'm so sorry.
35:33I think I just expect better of myself.
35:37I'm so sorry.
35:39I'm so sorry.
35:43I'm so sorry.
35:45I'm so sorry.
35:49I'm so sorry.
35:51I'm so sorry.
35:53I'm so sorry.
35:55I'm so sorry.
35:57I'm so sorry.
35:59I'm so sorry.
36:01I'm so sorry.
36:03I'm so sorry.
36:05I'm so sorry.
36:07I'm so sorry.
36:09I'm so sorry.
36:11I'm so sorry.
36:13I don't know.
36:15orange and orange color.
36:18I'm a black.
36:21I'm a black.
36:24I feel like I'm a different color.
36:27I'm not a black color.
36:30I'm not a black color.
36:34I'm not a black color.
36:44USA.
36:47I'll talk about it.
36:51I'm not a black color.
36:57Who will return to the world?
37:00I think you should imagine.
37:02Please think about it.
37:06I'm sorry.
37:08I'm sorry.
37:10I'm sorry.
37:12I'm sorry.
37:14I'm sorry.
37:16I'm sorry.
37:18I'm sorry.
37:20I'm sorry.
37:22You okay?
37:30I'm all right, man.
37:32Yeah, I'm all right.
37:34But I was struggling a bit here to find where I am in this group.
37:40Because they didn't say anything in regards to what I do well, what I bring to the group.
37:48Heejun has concerns about how the band will work.
37:52So has called a meeting with their manager, Russ.
37:56In fact, I think that I will take more time.
38:02In fact, if we make our hands, we will not make sure that they are not correct.
38:06If they don't make sure they are correct, they will be able to change.
38:12I think that they will change the way.
38:16Certainly, from my point of view, the last thing I want, I genuinely believe in these five boys.
38:22They're finding it hard. We're only 50 days in, you know, and what we're getting now is just the beginning of the magic.
38:30And my fear, if we take someone out and put someone else in, it might be worse.
38:36And I know I can make these boys work. It's as simple as that.
38:39일단 러스는 너무 아빠 같으셔서 러스한테 부탁이 있는데 너무너무 사랑하는 걸 들키시면 안 돼요.
38:51Yeah.
38:54The three band members who've received the most criticism are Dexter, James and Blaze.
39:00So, one by one, the band's management are meeting them to check on their welfare.
39:05There's definitely lots I need to work on. Dancing is a big part. I am really trying to focus.
39:11It's nice I got a little compliment.
39:13It's part of this whole process, you know, and I think the low points are also obviously part of the process.
39:17But Blaze is taking the criticism harder than the other boys.
39:22For them, they see me as like an expendable piece.
39:26That if I don't conform and fit to this mould, then there's no point.
39:31But they don't see, they see me in a 2D version.
39:34They don't see at all past me.
39:36We've got to show that you are an integral part of this.
39:41You want this as much as everybody else wants it.
39:44And you want to be here over the next...
39:46I don't know how that would ever come across that I didn't want it though.
39:49Why have they talked about that we haven't heard then?
39:51I guess because we're halfway through.
39:52I think they said something about we need to look like a team and that we don't look like one right now.
39:56I've got a very like strong front.
39:59Yes.
39:59I work hard.
40:00Yeah.
40:01I work really hard.
40:02And sometimes that means that I...
40:05To work hard, I put aside my emotions and everything.
40:13And then I can see, I can understand why that would seem.
40:17Like I'm angry or I'm upset because I'm completely tunnel vision.
40:22Maybe after today they just go, you really need to prove yourselves to us, Amber.
40:26Or like one of you is kicked out.
40:28No, we wouldn't just tell us.
40:28We wouldn't do that.
40:30I've just got so many different things going through my head like...
40:35At the moment the decision is mine.
40:38It's not SM's and they've left it in management's hands.
40:43We have to respect and understand what they're saying and then work out, okay, what are they looking for?
40:49And it's...
40:49I don't know what they're looking for.
40:52That sort of feels that they're not even trying to help.
40:54Like they're against me.
40:56That's how it feels.
40:57It feels like they don't want me.
41:02After the meeting, Blaze has left the building and turned his phone off.
41:11Ben.
41:12Yeah.
41:12Hi, man.
41:13Hi, man.
41:13You good?
41:15Um...
41:16Are you all right?
41:17Yeah.
41:17Uh, been better, mate.
41:21Okay.
41:22We have no idea what's going on.
41:24We're all sort of out of the loop here.
41:25Figured out what all the drama was.
41:28Do you want to see?
41:29Basically, they're trying to kick me out of the band.
41:44Next time.
41:45What do they think you've got?
41:47It's just the liquid in my lung.
41:48I'm very worried.
41:50I think you got infected.
41:50I just want him to be, saw him to be all right.
41:53Let's take a five minute break.
42:23Let's take a five minute break.
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