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Full Episode of Half of My Heart
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06Are you cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:29Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:34So what's it gonna be?
00:00:36Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:40I knew you'd be my exclusive.
00:00:43On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:48Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go.
00:00:51Please.
00:00:51I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:58I love you too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:03Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:09That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:17Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:18I love you.
00:01:19I love you.
00:01:24I love you.
00:01:28I love you.
00:01:31I love you.
00:01:40Class is over.
00:01:42Please, Professor.
00:01:46I need to be punished.
00:01:56You better not spend the night over there.
00:01:58I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home.
00:02:01Okay, Ness?
00:02:02What? I just want to drop these cookies off.
00:02:05I want to surprise Blake. He's been homesick all day.
00:02:07Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet.
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet.
00:02:14This fucking guy. King shaming you for wanting to get spanked?
00:02:17He loves me, that's all.
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me.
00:02:21I have to go. I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:30Oh shit.
00:02:32You're cheating on me?
00:02:38You piece of shit!
00:02:40I'm on your way.
00:02:42You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk, and then here you go.
00:02:45Calm down. I can explain.
00:02:48Are you okay, Anna?
00:02:52She means nothing to me.
00:02:55Jesus Christ.
00:02:57Are you serious, Blake?
00:02:59You were cheating on her?
00:03:00You're surprised?
00:03:02You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:03:03Enough.
00:03:04Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:07I'll deal with you later.
00:03:09Let me drive you home.
00:03:10No, it's okay. I'm fine.
00:03:15I'm driving you.
00:03:27Hey, Anya, I'm...
00:03:30I'm sorry about Blake.
00:03:33It's not your fault, Professor Rossi.
00:03:36Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be.
00:03:41I just...
00:03:43I don't get it.
00:03:45He said he loved me, and then he cheated on me.
00:03:49What did I do?
00:03:52What's wrong with me?
00:03:54Hey, none of that talk.
00:03:58Okay?
00:03:59There's nothing wrong with you.
00:04:02Although right now, you do look like a sad little bunny.
00:04:08Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:04:13My son has proven that he definitely does...
00:04:17does not.
00:04:23Oh, well, I should ride.
00:04:25Thanks for riding me to...
00:04:28Thanks for taking me to my...
00:04:31Thanks for driving me to my home.
00:04:37You're welcome, Anya.
00:04:53Oh, I'm sorry.
00:04:54I didn't realize you were with a student.
00:04:57Come in, Professor Rossi.
00:04:59We're just wrapping up.
00:05:01Work on the third act.
00:05:02Remember.
00:05:03Honesty.
00:05:04Thank you, Professor Winslow.
00:05:20She's a bright girl.
00:05:22She is.
00:05:23I'm mentoring her this semester.
00:05:25Got a promising career ahead of her.
00:05:29Speaking of promising...
00:05:35You know the rules.
00:05:37Not here.
00:06:02You know I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck.
00:06:06I have told you.
00:06:08I am not taking on an exclusive.
00:06:11No relationships.
00:06:12Not here.
00:06:13Not outside.
00:06:17Get up.
00:06:18Get up.
00:06:22Get up.
00:06:28Get up.
00:06:28Get up.
00:06:28Hit them a little bit better today.
00:06:28Okay.
00:06:29N ing.
00:06:47And man used to be able to get an accident on him.
00:06:57what should my name be this time master
00:07:02i think i'm gonna call you bunny
00:07:15okay that is class for today next week we're going to be looking at francis bacon's crucifixion
00:07:21triptych study up in the work please thank you miss renee do you mind hanging back for a moment
00:07:26thank you you wanted to see me hey so uh
00:07:41how are you doing oh uh i'm fine
00:07:49you don't have to lie to me
00:07:51i just i feel stupid for trusting blake you're a lot of things on you but stupid is not one
00:08:06whose is this
00:08:11it's beautiful it's uh it's one of mine
00:08:16the shading it's so unique
00:08:21i was trying to capture the female form i wanted to show the contrast between
00:08:27light and dark to make the image almost three-dimensional
00:08:34you see these these lines here
00:08:58i'm sorry that was really inappropriate no no i'm sorry it's it's my fault
00:09:11and then i almost kissed him
00:09:15fuck off you did not i did i know it's crazy but he's just he's so smart and talented and
00:09:26sexy as hell and your ex-boyfriend's dad and your professor i'm not trying to yuck your young
00:09:34just be careful babe you don't want this to be some freudian way of getting back at blake
00:09:51hey buddy who's class
00:09:58what are you up to
00:10:00trying to text on you but i am pretty sure that she has me blocked
00:10:03why don't you blame her i mean i still don't really understand why you would treat someone
00:10:08like that someone seems like such a special woman
00:10:12you're one to talk what get off your fucking high horse dad
00:10:16you cheated on mom drove her away and you know how apples fall
00:10:21what'd you expect
00:10:25you
00:10:25you
00:10:25you
00:10:25you
00:10:26you
00:10:26you
00:11:27About what happened the other day?
00:11:32Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:11:36You don't have to?
00:11:41Right, well, um...
00:11:43I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:11:47What if I can forget?
00:11:54Oh, my God.
00:11:55What am I doing?
00:11:57This is crazy.
00:11:59He's your professor and your ex's dad, and he doesn't like you.
00:12:02Like, he's just lonely.
00:12:14He's...
00:12:19Anya?
00:12:21You painted naked pictures of me?
00:12:26I can explain
00:12:39Girl, no, that's like Jason Bateman stuff
00:12:42Or whoever the American Psycho dude was
00:12:44Yeah
00:12:47Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it
00:12:50About him
00:12:51I don't blame you
00:12:52He's straight up stalker-like
00:12:54I'm not thinking about it like that
00:12:56More like
00:13:01Never mind
00:13:01Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight
00:13:04Instead of thinking about Professor Daddy
00:13:06I can't
00:13:07I really have to figure out this ending
00:13:12Have a drink in my honor, though, okay?
00:13:20Patrick Bateman
00:13:22That's the guy I was thinking about
00:13:51That's the guy I was thinking about
00:13:52Anya
00:13:53I can't stop thinking about you
00:14:04Father
00:14:05You've got nothing to do
00:14:08You can't get upみたい
00:14:08And see you
00:14:18You're not talking about it
00:14:19I didn't want to do
00:14:19You're not talking about it
00:14:22You're not talking about it
00:14:22You were talking about it
00:14:40Anya.
00:14:44Anya, wait.
00:14:47I know what you saw seemed odd.
00:14:52It's just I see your face every day in my class
00:14:54and that you decided to paint me a hundred times tell me the truth Dimitri how
00:15:03long have you been painting me since the first time you walked into one of my
00:15:08lectures I used to paint all the time when Blake was born I was so young I had to
00:15:17make some money so I started teaching the point is I hadn't painted in 20 years
00:15:23until I met you that spring the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time
00:15:34the spark it came back and then you were all I could paint
00:15:39I started with your outline
00:15:42and your silhouette
00:15:44then I started to notice more details
00:15:47shape of your hand
00:15:50the flow of your hair
00:15:54a radiance of your smile
00:15:58once I started painting I couldn't stop
00:16:01and I knew it was wrong I knew that I shouldn't be doing it
00:16:04you're my muse
00:16:07the Camille to my Monet
00:16:11the story that I'm writing
00:16:15I couldn't figure out the third act
00:16:20but when I thought about you
00:16:24yes
00:16:26when I thought about you
00:16:27I couldn't stop
00:16:30words they just
00:16:33poured out of me
00:16:36what you're saying makes complete sense
00:16:42please
00:16:45come with me
00:16:57this is crazy
00:16:58yeah I know
00:16:59I'm your professor
00:17:06you're my ex's dad
00:17:08you can get kicked out
00:17:09you can be fired for this
00:17:12really
00:17:14what if we promise it's just a one time thing
00:17:16yeah that makes total sense
00:17:21I'm sorry
00:17:22is that okay
00:17:25yeah
00:17:26please
00:17:41so you actually slept with him
00:17:43your professor
00:17:44who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad
00:17:46who just so happens to have like a billion naked paintings of you in his home
00:17:51it was just a one time thing
00:17:54we agreed
00:17:57sure
00:17:58just like Cara and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park
00:18:01after the milkshake incident
00:18:02yet what are we doing tomorrow
00:18:15Miss Renee
00:18:17tell me
00:18:18why
00:18:19mannerist painting
00:18:20followed the renaissance
00:18:21it
00:18:22um
00:18:22it was
00:18:24a
00:18:25repudiation
00:18:25of the harmony and balance
00:18:27of the renaissance era
00:18:28hmm
00:18:29good
00:18:30but that will only get you
00:18:31a partial credit
00:18:32how would I get full credit
00:18:36professor
00:18:42did I give you permission to touch
00:18:46guess you'll have to teach me a lesson
00:18:49is that so
00:19:02her brain told her not to go back
00:19:05but her body was in control now
00:19:12don't do it Anya
00:19:15you said only once
00:19:20fuck it
00:19:33about that
00:19:35just
00:19:35one time
00:19:36thing
00:19:49wait
00:19:49wait
00:19:50wait
00:19:50Blake
00:19:51she's not here
00:19:57I haven't been able to think straight the past few days
00:20:01every time I close my eyes
00:20:02all I see is
00:20:03your face
00:20:04and
00:20:04your body
00:20:06and
00:20:06I know body
00:20:07I know
00:20:07me too
00:20:19turn over
00:20:31tell me
00:20:32tell me what you want
00:20:34I want
00:20:39tell me
00:20:42I want you to take control
00:20:45with pleasure
00:20:47with pleasure
00:20:48with pleasure
00:20:53with pleasure
00:21:13he cupped her face
00:21:15breath unsteady
00:21:17I love you bunny
00:21:19reckless
00:21:20ruined
00:21:21and knowing
00:21:22and knowing I'd do it all over again
00:21:25this has really taken a turn
00:21:27I'm impressed
00:21:28your boyfriend must be doing something right
00:21:30oh well
00:21:32actually I started seeing someone new
00:21:34really
00:21:35well
00:21:36sounds like you found your new muse
00:21:38is he a writer
00:21:40he's an artist
00:21:41and he's
00:21:44older
00:21:46but
00:21:48I shouldn't say too much
00:21:50I don't want to jinx it
00:21:57Bodicelli's posthumous reputation suffered until the 19th century
00:22:01that is when the pre-Raphaelites discovered him
00:22:03and in doing so
00:22:05they
00:22:08they um
00:22:10they ushered in a newfound appreciation of his
00:22:13his work
00:22:16okay that is
00:22:18that's the end of class
00:22:19take a look at your papers
00:22:21see your grades
00:22:22thank you very much
00:22:23do you mind waiting a moment
00:22:25thank you
00:22:35you wanted to see me professor
00:22:40this is school Anya
00:22:43what are you doing
00:22:43nothing
00:22:46you're playing with fire bunny
00:22:49do you like being bad
00:22:50is that what it is
00:22:53I don't know
00:22:55so what do you want
00:22:59this only works if you're honest with me and with yourself
00:23:03it's embarrassing
00:23:04I
00:23:11I want you to punish me
00:23:15excuse me
00:23:15professor Rossi
00:23:17I wanted to ask you about my grade on this test
00:23:20but I can come back if this is a bad time
00:23:23no no no no it's fine
00:23:25what's your question Mr. Turner
00:23:28you
00:23:28you mark this as incorrect
00:23:30and I'd love an explanation
00:23:32so we can get right on the final
00:23:36ah
00:23:38when discussing Botticelli's Primavera
00:23:40you only noticed the presence of Flora
00:23:42what you failed to remember was
00:23:44the work primarily celebrates Venus
00:23:46and her embodiment of
00:23:48of love
00:23:49and
00:23:50female desire
00:23:52you missed the bigger picture Mr. Turner
00:23:55got it
00:23:56thanks for clarifying
00:23:58yeah
00:23:58professor
00:24:06so
00:24:08about what I said
00:24:16I want you
00:24:17I want every
00:24:19bit of you
00:24:21but not here
00:24:23where
00:24:28let me ravish you back at mine
00:24:36I didn't know it could be like that
00:24:45how did you get so good at this
00:24:50I've always loved the female form
00:24:54I revered it
00:24:57I studied it for my art
00:24:59and I get a lot of my pleasure
00:25:01observing yours
00:25:05and
00:25:06I
00:25:08also belong to a club
00:25:10like a golf club
00:25:13no
00:25:14but it is a club for special interests
00:25:18kink
00:25:21so
00:25:22what
00:25:24people
00:25:25have sex there
00:25:26they can
00:25:29if
00:25:30both people can send
00:25:31you can also watch
00:25:35they put on live shows
00:25:36like BDSM
00:25:38or roleplay
00:25:42whatever makes you feel good
00:25:43do you
00:25:47think you would ever take me
00:25:52dad I'm home
00:26:00hey pal
00:26:02what are you doing
00:26:03I was
00:26:05I was working out
00:26:07in your boxers
00:26:10yeah well
00:26:11yoga these days
00:26:12you know
00:26:12freedom of movement
00:26:13and all that
00:26:22so uh
00:26:22how are you doing
00:26:24I'm alright
00:26:25I just went on a date
00:26:26with a girl
00:26:27who had no interest
00:26:28in anything other than
00:26:29her TikTok feed
00:26:31so
00:26:31there's that
00:26:33and that
00:26:34kind of got me thinking
00:26:35about what you said
00:26:37about Anya
00:26:38she does deserve better
00:26:39but I can be better
00:26:41you know
00:26:43so
00:26:43I think I'm gonna try
00:26:44to get her back
00:26:45show her that I've changed
00:26:46all that shit
00:26:49that's great
00:26:50did we get a parcel
00:26:52um
00:26:54oh
00:26:59what are you doing
00:27:00uh
00:27:01stretching
00:27:01you know
00:27:02my
00:27:02my back
00:27:03the yoga
00:27:04maybe it's not for me
00:27:05right
00:27:05I'm gonna go upstairs now
00:27:07because you're being
00:27:08really weird
00:27:09so
00:27:12oh can you do
00:27:12some of your assignment
00:27:14no video games
00:27:15please
00:27:15you ain't too old
00:27:16for that
00:27:17no I cannot
00:27:22fuck
00:27:24oh that was close
00:27:28we run out of places
00:27:29to meet like this
00:27:32wow
00:27:34what about the club
00:28:01are you sure you want to do this
00:28:05remember what we said
00:28:06about honesty
00:28:08I'm okay
00:28:11nervous
00:28:11but
00:28:12okay
00:28:14if you change your mind
00:28:14you tell me
00:28:16do you understand
00:28:19I don't want you doing
00:28:20anything you're not comfortable with
00:28:33professor winslow
00:28:37I feel
00:28:37so she only came at the weekends
00:28:40am I the only one in my life
00:28:41that doesn't belong to a king club
00:28:43come with me
00:28:44she can't see you
00:29:12look um
00:29:15you should know
00:29:17Sage and I
00:29:18we used to
00:29:20play together
00:29:22do you still?
00:29:24no
00:29:26not since you and I
00:29:28besides
00:29:31she wanted to be my
00:29:33exclusive
00:29:37I guess I just wasn't interested
00:29:39you're what?
00:29:41my exclusive
00:29:44it means you can only be with one person at the club
00:29:47and that one person can only be with you
00:29:51symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace
00:29:56anybody who is wearing one
00:29:58is strictly off limits
00:30:01lots of rules, huh?
00:30:04yeah
00:30:05rules are important
00:30:07they keep everybody safe
00:30:10doms
00:30:11and subs
00:30:13subs?
00:30:16yeah
00:30:17submissives
00:30:23do you remember the other night
00:30:24where you asked me to take control?
00:30:27well that's called power play
00:30:29it is built on trust
00:30:32communication
00:30:33honesty
00:30:37look
00:30:40I know this is a lot for you to take in right now
00:30:43okay?
00:30:44so we can take this as slow
00:30:45or as fast as you like
00:30:47see this is why you're my favorite professor
00:30:52huh
00:30:53and
00:30:54maybe you can
00:30:57teach me about
00:30:59those next
00:31:17so what's it gonna be?
00:31:21pleasure
00:31:23or pain?
00:31:25how much pain?
00:31:28only as much as you want
00:31:31pain
00:31:32pain
00:31:35please
00:31:47tell me what you want
00:31:51you
00:31:54professor
00:31:56well first we need a safe word
00:32:03this ensures trust
00:32:05this only works
00:32:07if there's open communication
00:32:10most importantly
00:32:14honesty about what your boundaries are
00:32:19it's for you and me both, bunny
00:32:22okay
00:32:24um
00:32:26what about
00:32:30brushstroke
00:32:34brushstroke
00:32:35brushstroke
00:32:35hmm
00:32:38I like it
00:32:41now
00:32:44take off your dress for me
00:32:45and go kneel against the wall
00:32:46något
00:32:50you
00:32:51okay
00:32:51you
00:32:52I'm
00:32:56the
00:32:57young
00:32:57I'm
00:33:05I'm
00:33:09I'm
00:33:12you
00:33:16What's that?
00:33:18More.
00:33:22More.
00:33:32Harder, professor.
00:33:42Oh my god, that was the best sex I've ever had.
00:33:47I always wanted more, but Blake, he would never...
00:33:51Shit.
00:33:53Sorry, I...
00:33:54I shouldn't have brought him up, but...
00:33:57I forgot.
00:33:58Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:01For a moment.
00:34:06I can't help but feel I'm hurting him.
00:34:10Just by being with you.
00:34:12He doesn't care about me.
00:34:15He only cares about himself.
00:34:19Blake is the only person on you.
00:34:23His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:34:27You know...
00:34:30He told me...
00:34:32That you cheated on her.
00:34:35I would never.
00:34:37Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:34:38What?
00:34:40What's the truth then?
00:34:46You don't need to hear this.
00:34:47Hey.
00:34:48Hey.
00:34:50Honesty.
00:34:51Remember?
00:34:54Just put my trust in you.
00:34:58Put your trust in me.
00:35:03Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:07A baby was too much for her.
00:35:11She wanted a different life.
00:35:13So...
00:35:15She chose that over Blake.
00:35:21Over us.
00:35:25As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:35:31So I...
00:35:35I...
00:35:35I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:35:40Because I was unfaithful.
00:35:43Why would you do that?
00:35:47To protect him.
00:35:50You never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:35:55Blake means everything to me.
00:35:58Please have my heart on you.
00:36:02Who's the other one?
00:36:05No one has been...
00:36:07For such a long time.
00:36:16I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:36:18Yeah.
00:36:21I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:36:23Are you ready?
00:36:28I know, it's crazy.
00:36:30There's a million reasons that I shouldn't, but...
00:36:33But I can help myself.
00:36:35Alright?
00:36:37Just...
00:36:38I think I should go home.
00:36:40No.
00:36:41No, no, no.
00:36:43Please.
00:36:43I...
00:36:44I didn't mean it.
00:36:45It's fine. It's fine.
00:36:49Goodnight.
00:36:56Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this, but I really don't know what to
00:37:02do.
00:37:02Really?
00:37:04Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:06Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:08Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:10This isn't funny.
00:37:12The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:37:17How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:37:19Look, I know these two are literally blood related, but they're nothing alike.
00:37:22Yeah?
00:37:23I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind.
00:37:26Respectful.
00:37:28Kinky as hell.
00:37:30Seriously.
00:37:31Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:37:35Girlie, is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might...
00:37:40Feel the same.
00:37:56Thank you for coming to see me.
00:38:00Look.
00:38:01What happened the other night scared me.
00:38:05I know, I uh...
00:38:08I shouldn't have said anything.
00:38:10I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:12No.
00:38:14It scared me because...
00:38:16I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:38:24I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:38:28Oh, Bonnie.
00:38:33What's wrong?
00:38:36Let's pick this up later.
00:38:38Come with me to the club tonight.
00:38:41Professor Rossi.
00:38:42You trying to steal my mentee?
00:38:45I'm afraid it might be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:38:50No, I...
00:38:50I merely bumped into Miss Rennie.
00:38:52She wanted an extension on her paper.
00:38:53Which is granted.
00:38:55Now, if you two ladies will excuse me.
00:38:57Enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:06This older man you're seeing...
00:39:08Is he from school?
00:39:10What?
00:39:12No.
00:39:14Right.
00:39:16Do you have new pages for me?
00:39:18For our session tonight?
00:39:21I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow.
00:39:23I have to skip tonight.
00:39:25I promise I'll have them ready for our next session though.
00:39:29I have to rush.
00:39:49Anya?
00:39:51Holy shit.
00:39:52You look amazing.
00:39:53How the hell did you get in here?
00:39:55You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:39:57I...
00:39:59You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:01Yeah.
00:40:06Look, I've been thinking.
00:40:08And...
00:40:09We should get back together.
00:40:12Blake...
00:40:13I want to apologize.
00:40:15Now's really not a good time.
00:40:18I'm really trying to learn and grow.
00:40:21My dad wasn't the greatest role model.
00:40:24You know that.
00:40:25I've fallen and learned patterns.
00:40:27But now...
00:40:28I want to be better.
00:40:30I'm even thinking about going to therapy.
00:40:34I'm really happy you're working on yourself and...
00:40:37I think starting therapy is a great idea.
00:40:40But...
00:40:40You and I are done.
00:40:42Blake.
00:40:45And...
00:40:46I'm seeing someone else.
00:40:49Seriously?
00:40:53Who?
00:40:54That's really none of your business.
00:40:57Now, if you'll excuse me.
00:41:03You know...
00:41:05It's a small school.
00:41:08I'll find out whoever that guy is.
00:41:10And I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:12You guys.
00:41:19You go home.
00:41:26What is that?
00:41:28You know...
00:41:31You know...
00:41:34You know...
00:41:40What is that?
00:41:40What is he doing?
00:41:41What is that?
00:41:42What is he doing?
00:41:42Are you sure you're ready for this?
00:41:45We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:41:52I want to.
00:41:55I want the entire club to know about us.
00:42:00That I'm yours and you're mine.
00:42:06If that's the case,
00:42:10let's make this official.
00:42:13Anya.
00:42:15Anya, will you be my exclusive?
00:42:19I thought we were already exclusive.
00:42:37Now that you're mine,
00:42:40let's kill them a show like they've never seen.
00:42:54You've been a very bad girl.
00:42:57I'm sorry, professor.
00:43:02Only speak when I tell you that behavior is punished.
00:43:15You know that, don't you?
00:43:20Speak.
00:43:20Speak.
00:43:21Yes.
00:43:22I know.
00:43:29Remember your safe word.
00:43:32You're in control.
00:43:36Punish me, professor.
00:43:44No one wants to do that.
00:43:48No one wants to do it.
00:44:05How is it?
00:44:10I can't believe I did that.
00:44:12That was exhilarating.
00:44:13You are amazing.
00:44:15So brave.
00:44:17You should be proud of yourself.
00:44:20I am.
00:44:22Like, I was nervous at first, but...
00:44:25You just, you made me feel so safe.
00:44:28Like, I could do anything.
00:44:31You can, honey.
00:44:49Come on.
00:44:55So, what do you think?
00:44:57Is it strong enough for Inkit?
00:45:00I've been meaning to talk to you about that.
00:45:05I wish I had better news.
00:45:07Oh.
00:45:08What's wrong?
00:45:10My friend at Inkit decided to pass.
00:45:16They say why?
00:45:18Just that it doesn't feel truthful.
00:45:25And, unfortunately, I'm going to have to progress with other students from now on, so I think our mentorship has
00:45:32run its course.
00:45:34Um, okay.
00:45:37Professor Winslow, did something happen?
00:45:42Take care of yourself, Anya.
00:46:03You wanted to see me?
00:46:12What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:46:15A student?
00:46:18A student?
00:46:19A student?
00:46:20It's not like us.
00:46:22I love her.
00:46:23I love her.
00:46:26What do you want me to do?
00:46:33Oh.
00:46:35I love you.
00:46:39Oh.
00:46:39What do you think?
00:46:40I love her.
00:46:54I know.
00:46:57She's here.
00:46:59Blake?
00:47:01I thought you were at home.
00:47:04I just got out of class.
00:47:07What are you doing here?
00:47:08I was meeting some friends nearby.
00:47:11Do you want to come over?
00:47:14No, Blake, I don't.
00:47:17Right, the other guy.
00:47:20Look, I want to apologize about last night.
00:47:23Okay, I was drinking way too much and I was out of line.
00:47:28If he makes you happy, then I'm happy.
00:47:32You deserve it.
00:47:35I'll see you later.
00:47:57What?
00:47:59They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:48:03You going to class today?
00:48:05Aww.
00:48:06He's ghosting you.
00:48:08That sucks.
00:48:10I'm not going to sit here and mope all day.
00:48:12Come on.
00:48:13Where are we going?
00:48:15The moon.
00:48:16The moon.
00:48:16Let's go.
00:48:26How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:48:29Because I'm your best friend.
00:48:30And I know when you're feeling low, picking up a new book tends to help.
00:48:33True.
00:48:43Anya.
00:48:44Anya, wait.
00:48:47That was a pass-fail course, professor, and you just failed.
00:48:53Come on.
00:49:03Okay, so we spent too much with your summer.
00:49:05It was very nice to have fun with the video.
00:49:05Let's go on.
00:49:05All right.
00:49:05All right.
00:49:06Let's go on.
00:49:12All right.
00:49:13Like, guys.
00:49:13Let's go, cool.
00:49:13All right.
00:49:13All right.
00:49:14Let's go on.
00:49:15Yoursaac.
00:49:17Let's go.
00:49:25hey what are you doing later while we were in midair my buddy threw up on the instructor
00:49:30all the way down oh hey dad look who's decided to show up hi professor rossi
00:49:37hi well i gotta take a whiz so up here back
00:49:48dad does this hurt
00:49:52good
00:49:53mcgonia what you saw between me and sage is not what you think
00:49:57okay she was going to out us both to the school so i decided to fuck her
00:50:02no look i know you want to get back at me but this
00:50:08i'm just living my life besides i have a lot of free time on my hands since i'm not writing
00:50:14anymore
00:50:17okay so food wise what are you thinking whatever you want dad you want to join us
00:50:24no i uh i forgot something at campus i i'm gonna head back
00:50:28go
00:50:31you need pizza
00:50:32uh let's do pizza yes
00:50:39i am done with your blackmail bullshit you go to the administration if you want i don't care
00:50:44oh really that's right you destroyed the first pure thing that i had in my life i am done
00:50:49you're making a big mistake dimitri oh yeah well it can be worse than what's happening right now
00:50:55i will not be controlled by you i'd start packing your office then
00:51:01fuck you
00:51:10girl you can't give up on your book
00:51:13please there is no book anymore ness
00:51:18anya you really have some nerve dude
00:51:20i don't care look you gotta listen to me please
00:51:25okay
00:51:33look sage gave me no choice she had the upper hand she tried to blackmail me with photos of you
00:51:39and i
00:51:40kissing outside of the club she was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school
00:51:47i distanced myself to protect you
00:51:50the only reason i went to see her that night was to try and convince her to let everything slide
00:51:55i wasn't gonna do anything with her other than be cordial
00:51:58last night i stood up to her
00:52:01i told her that i was not gonna play her games anymore
00:52:04after everything you said about honesty dimitri
00:52:08why didn't you just tell me this sooner
00:52:13i don't know i i need some time to think okay
00:52:19but i'm not gonna be in your class anymore this semester
00:52:25yeah well i don't think that's gonna be a problem anymore
00:52:28excuse me mr rossi i need you to keep moving until you're fully off the school grounds
00:52:34they fired you
00:52:37don't worry you can stay without any punishment
00:52:43there has to be something we can do
00:52:46yeah promise me you won't stop writing
00:52:49i stopped painting when blake's mom left
00:52:51nearly killed me
00:52:55i don't know if i can
00:52:58don't give up in your heart on you
00:53:01you'll always regret it if you do
00:53:03mr rossi
00:53:22here's to the good days
00:53:24here's to the sorrows
00:53:26this is a mistake
00:53:28i know about tomorrow
00:53:30i don't want to fight no more
00:53:32cause i don't feel the need no more no
00:53:34just wanna make it stop
00:53:39maybe it's something in the water
00:53:42or maybe we just hit the end of the road
00:53:46right now it doesn't even matter
00:53:51it's too late not to let it go
00:53:56anya
00:53:59what are you doing here
00:54:01you ruined me
00:54:04what
00:54:08i can't write
00:54:09and i can't eat
00:54:11and i can't sleep
00:54:12all i can do is think about you
00:54:16i feel this immense guilt for getting you fired
00:54:20and so mad at you for lying to me
00:54:22you think i'm doing any better
00:54:24huh
00:54:26all i'm doing is sitting around drinking all day
00:54:29beating myself up for falling for you
00:54:32i want to come find you
00:54:33i want to make love to you
00:54:41anyway
00:54:44i need to tell you something
00:54:45the other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was
00:54:48i wasn't brave enough to tell you
00:54:53the other half of my heart is you on ya
00:54:57i love you
00:55:01i love you too
00:55:10wow
00:55:13seriously
00:55:13dad
00:55:17sleeping with your student
00:55:19and in case you forgot
00:55:20my ex-girlfriend
00:55:22now i know why you got fired
00:55:24you're disgusting
00:55:25let's just all sit down and talk about this rationally okay
00:55:28talk rationally
00:55:31that is rich
00:55:32i don't even know why i'm surprised
00:55:35you've always done whatever the fuck you wanted without caring about anybody else
00:55:39just like you did with mom
00:55:40don't
00:55:42do not bring your mother into this okay
00:55:44you know
00:55:44my whole life
00:55:46my whole fucking life
00:55:48i felt like you've been hiding something from me
00:55:50some father figure you turned out to be
00:55:54you don't know the full story blake
00:55:56what is the full story then
00:55:58bad
00:56:00yeah
00:56:01that's what i thought
00:56:04you're a coward
00:56:05oh it's way more complicated than that
00:56:07this time it doesn't have to be
00:56:10let me make it real simple for you
00:56:13choose
00:56:14either her
00:56:17my please
00:56:19or me
00:56:20blake can we just
00:56:22can we just talk
00:56:26fuck off
00:56:34oh my god
00:56:47what am i gonna do
00:56:48this
00:56:49if i ask dimitri to choose me
00:56:51i'll carry that guilt around for the rest of my life
00:56:56i can't do that to him
00:56:59to us
00:57:01girl
00:57:02look at me
00:57:02i gotta tell you something
00:57:05my twin brother is a genius
00:57:07like a savant
00:57:09he got offers from every great college
00:57:11harvard
00:57:12mit
00:57:12you name it
00:57:13but we're like joined at the hip since birth
00:57:15and he knew i wouldn't get in
00:57:18so he applied here
00:57:19even though he knew it would be dull as fuck for him
00:57:22but i wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck his life for me
00:57:25so i snuck into his room one night and accepted his harvard offer
00:57:28even though truth be told i wanted him here
00:57:31who are you telling me this
00:57:35sometimes we have to put the needs of those we love over our own
00:57:39even if it hurts
00:57:52where are you gonna stay
00:57:53i'm gonna stay with mom
00:57:56what
00:57:56will you just hold on a minute
00:57:58i'm late for my flight
00:58:04perfect timing
00:58:04you two can finally have the house all to yourselves
00:58:09blake wait
00:58:11he's going
00:58:13he's uh
00:58:15he's gonna go stay with his mom
00:58:17this is all my fault
00:58:19well talk to him
00:58:20my friend's gonna be fine
00:58:22blake was right
00:58:25and if you won't choose
00:58:27i'll do it for you
00:58:29i won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles
00:58:44i love you dimitri
00:58:48that's why i have to let you go
00:58:51i love you
00:59:14go on
00:59:15pick up
00:59:18blake
00:59:23get the hell away from me
00:59:29blake
00:59:30i'm sorry
00:59:31no
00:59:32you just go and fuck my dad to get back at me
00:59:35that is beyond low
00:59:38look
00:59:40what your dad and i had
00:59:41it
00:59:43wasn't just a fling
00:59:45okay
00:59:46it was real
00:59:48even if you can't see that right now
00:59:53i just ended things
00:59:57the relationship between you and your father is more important than anything
01:00:03we don't have a relationship
01:00:06not anymore
01:00:11she's not answering the phone is she
01:00:14your mom
01:00:18your mom's not here blake
01:00:21your dad is
01:00:22and he always has been
01:00:26then alchemy still treats me like a child
01:00:29i know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me
01:00:31you know i recently learned that the foundation of any good relationship is communication
01:00:39you should tell him that
01:00:42you'll understand
01:00:44and you deserve his honesty blake
01:01:06hey anya
01:01:08i wanted to let you know that he told me everything
01:01:12that he didn't cheat on her
01:01:15i don't even know why i'm sending you this actually
01:01:17i don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore so
01:01:22i guess just thanks or whatever
01:01:24and if you don't get this then
01:01:27just forget about it
01:01:29talk to you later
01:01:30bye
01:01:34hey blake
01:01:36car's here let's go
01:01:42look at you
01:01:43so you got everything you got your passport
01:01:45dad
01:01:48come on
01:01:50are you sure you want to do this
01:01:54i got some shit i gotta figure out
01:01:56i'm not gonna be able to do it here
01:01:59but thank you for being here for me
01:02:03i love you dad
01:02:05i know
01:02:07i love you too
01:02:09you still miss her don't you
01:02:10no
01:02:16well yeah maybe
01:02:22you know i don't think i don't think i ever loved onya
01:02:27i mean i liked her sure but
01:02:30i never loved her
01:02:32not the way that you do
01:02:34i guess what i'm trying to say is that you have my blessing
01:02:41you mean that
01:02:45she's a great person
01:02:46and you are a great man
01:02:49that
01:02:51you deserve
01:02:52plus
01:02:53you know
01:02:53you're gonna end up getting really lonely
01:02:55and i don't want those late night phone calls at 3 a.m. again
01:02:57just
01:03:01hey come here
01:03:03i love you big guy
01:03:06i love you too pops
01:03:09let's go let's get out of here come on
01:03:12you take care okay
01:03:14i will
01:03:23anya red alert
01:03:24it's here
01:03:24it's here
01:03:36and
01:03:37are they gonna publish it
01:03:38they love the new ending
01:03:39and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup
01:03:45wait
01:03:45new ending
01:03:52i told you once
01:03:53he said
01:03:54that my son
01:03:56was half of my heart
01:03:57but i was too scared to say
01:04:02you're the other half
01:04:11so much for coming
01:04:18hi
01:04:26so
01:04:29we can feel alive
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