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00:04If you were a teacher, I would fill your class, take a nap, over and over till you notice me.
00:17If you were a waiting room, I would never see a doctor, I would sit there with my first day.
00:32I'm going to be the power ballad that lifts you up and holds you down.
00:39I want to be the broken love song that feeds your misery.
00:46And I can wish all that I want, but it won't bring us together.
00:53Plus, I know whatever happens to me
00:58I know it's for the better
01:04So?
01:07So?
01:11You learned some new tricks.
01:13Oh, well...
01:15I don't need to know how.
01:21So?
01:25Hmm, about this?
01:28Yeah, well...
01:30It's Flora.
01:37Okay?
01:38Yeah.
01:39Do you need anything?
01:40Do you know how much longer it's going to be?
01:42No, it shouldn't be that long.
01:43Okay.
02:02She's gone.
02:14Oh, thank God you're here.
02:16Okay, they're both okay.
02:17Merit's in the back with the doctor.
02:18She has a mild concussion.
02:20Yeah.
02:20Is it Flora?
02:21Still waiting to be seen.
02:22She's all right.
02:24Why don't you go check it?
02:24We'll be over here.
02:25Okay.
02:25Yeah.
02:28Hi.
02:29Hey.
02:30Are you okay?
02:32What the hell happened?
02:33They took Jenny's car.
02:35No, that much I know.
02:35I'm sorry.
02:36Merit and I have taken the car out a couple times now, so...
02:39You knew about this?
02:41I know she has her permit, but no, not this.
02:43So what?
02:44They were just out joyriding your car?
02:46They weren't joyriding.
02:47Your son took the car with Flora in it and almost killed them both.
02:50We usually just, like, drive around, but...
02:53Tonight, Merit was upset, and he was...
02:58He was drinking.
03:00And I didn't know.
03:01And he's been drinking a lot lately, and he was drunk at the party.
03:06And I should have told Lori, but I just didn't...
03:09I should have told her.
03:10I'm sorry.
03:11I'm so sorry.
03:12Hey.
03:13That's what happened.
03:14I'm so sorry, honey.
03:15No.
03:16I'm sorry.
03:16David.
03:17He's over here.
03:21Oh, my God.
03:23Hi, hi, honey, hi, hi.
03:28Oh, Mary.
03:30Oh.
03:31I don't...
03:31I don't even...
03:32I don't know where to start.
03:35I'm sorry.
03:37I screwed up.
03:41Well, I'll pay Malcolm back for the car.
03:43I'll find...
03:44Mayor, this has...
03:45This goes so far beyond the car.
03:47Hey, you've been lying to us.
03:50You could have died.
03:52I know.
03:53Hey, Flora could have died.
03:54I know.
03:56I get it.
03:57You were drunk.
04:00No, I wasn't...
04:01Oh, you were legally drunk.
04:02They took your blood.
04:04You ran Jenny's car into a lake.
04:08You're gonna get a TUI.
04:10Lose your license, a minimum.
04:11Do you...
04:12Do you get that?
04:13Okay, David.
04:14Please, just please.
04:15Do you get that?
04:23You have been drinking.
04:24Okay, and not just at parties.
04:26So there...
04:27There is a lot...
04:28There are a lot of conversations that...
04:31We will be having.
04:33Okay, but right now...
04:36We're just so thankful that you and Flora are okay.
04:38I mean...
04:58Hey.
04:59Hi.
04:59Uh, Flora left her phone.
05:03Hey, Malcolm.
05:06I'm so sorry.
05:07I had no idea that Mary...
05:10No, I should have been more careful with Jenny's car.
05:12I'm sorry, too.
05:17Hey, uh, where are you parked?
05:18I'll walk you to your car.
05:20Oh, I came with David.
05:22Oh.
05:23Okay.
05:26Okay.
05:51I'll go get Casey.
05:52Yeah, give us a minute.
05:57Son, listen to me right now.
06:01This life isn't just yours.
06:05Do you hear me?
06:07What you do affects everyone around you.
06:09Everyone that cares for you.
06:11Me, your mom, your sister, your friends, your girl, everyone.
06:16I'm telling you this from experience.
06:18I've thrown away so much of my damn life to alcohol.
06:22The idea you will go down that same road, son, like...
06:25I'm not you.
06:26You don't have to be.
06:27It's a disease.
06:30Yeah, well, you got sober and our family still fell apart, so what does it matter?
06:38Thanks for freaking everybody out.
06:40Now they're never going to let me drive, dude.
06:45I'm staying home today.
06:57Laura, the car's going to be okay.
07:00I looked it up.
07:01All you have to do is pull it out with such a line.
07:03Okay, bud.
07:04It's really cool.
07:05Justin, stop.
07:07We get it.
07:08You know how to use Google.
07:09I'm sorry.
07:15Hey.
07:16Hey.
07:18I'm okay.
07:19I'm okay.
07:20Just stay away from Merritt.
07:24You promised me?
07:26Okay.
07:28All right.
07:29Is everybody ready?
07:32Hey, you sure you don't want to stay home tonight?
07:34You can.
07:35Especially after last night.
07:36No, it's okay.
07:37All right.
07:37At least let me give you a lift.
07:38Come on.
07:39I'd really rather walk, Dad.
07:41Clear my head.
07:43All right.
07:45All right.
07:46Okay, kiddos.
07:46Let's go.
07:49There's their work, so just check in with them.
07:52Hey, can you take a look at this?
07:53Yeah, of course.
07:54Oh, shoot.
07:56Oh.
07:57David?
07:58David?
07:59Malcolm.
08:02Oh, bachelor number three.
08:04Well, answer it, woman.
08:08Hey, you.
08:09Hey.
08:10How are you?
08:11What happened?
08:12You said there was a family emergency?
08:14Yeah.
08:15I apologize for the cryptic alarmist text.
08:19My son actually got into a car accident.
08:22Oh, my God.
08:23Is he?
08:24Yeah, no, no.
08:24He's fine.
08:25He's fine.
08:25Everyone is fine.
08:27It just really gave us a scare.
08:29We spent the night in the ER last night, and that's why I didn't call you right away.
08:34I'm so sorry, Laurie.
08:35I'm glad he's okay.
08:37Yeah, it was intense.
08:38But it's all good now.
08:39He's home.
08:40He's fine.
08:41Good.
08:43Well, if it helps, I missed you.
08:47It does.
08:49I missed you, too.
08:50I'll take a rain check when you come up for air.
08:52Great.
08:52Thanks for being so understanding.
08:54Yeah.
08:55Are you kidding?
08:56Accidents happen, right?
08:59I'll call you later.
09:00Okay.
09:01Talk to you soon.
09:03So, timeline question.
09:05Oh, can we please not play this game?
09:07Why did you send this cryptic text to Joe before you slept with your ex-husband?
09:13That's what I thought.
09:15I don't know why I did it.
09:18I don't know what it means.
09:21Oh, my God.
09:23He leaked the car?
09:24Yep.
09:25That is so cool.
09:26It's not cool.
09:27I mean, Fleur was in the front of that car.
09:29She could have, like...
09:30Mika, it's on.
09:32Jackson said he and Eli are going to meet us under the stands after practice.
09:36Okay.
09:37Is Eli cool?
09:38Well, he's a freshman in high school.
09:42I don't.
10:05It's coming on Christmas.
10:08They're cutting down trees.
10:11They're putting up reindeers.
10:13Singing songs of joy and peace.
10:16Well, I wish I had a river and I could skate away.
10:23Oh, but you know that it don't snow here.
10:29You know it stays pretty green.
10:31I'm gonna make a lot of money and I'm gonna quit this crazy scene.
10:37Oh, I wish I had a river and I could skate away on.
10:47Oh, I wish I had a river so long.
10:52Oh, I wish I had a river so long I would teach my feet to fly.
11:02Oh, I wish I had a river and I could skate away on.
11:20Flora?
11:23Hey, what's the matter?
11:26What is it?
11:26Is it Merritt?
11:28Is it about the accident?
11:29They pulled the car out.
11:31It's gone.
11:32Oh, honey.
11:33It's gone.
11:34What can I do?
11:35Nothing.
11:35Nothing.
11:36There's nothing you can do.
11:38Okay.
11:38Look, we'll get you a car, all right?
11:40We'll figure it out.
11:41It's okay.
11:43It's okay if I cry.
11:46You don't always have to fix everything.
11:49Okay, but...
11:50No, just, just, just let me be sad.
11:56It's not bad for me to feel this way.
12:00I really, I just, I really need you to be okay with that.
12:05I am.
12:06You're right.
12:07I'm sorry.
12:08Okay.
12:08Okay.
12:09Okay.
12:09Okay.
12:10Okay.
12:10Okay.
12:16By the way, I need you to write my Little Women essay over the break.
12:20It's due.
12:21We'll see you back.
12:22Seriously?
12:23Yeah.
12:25Just don't make it sound like you.
12:35You know what, Dakota?
12:37Write your own essay.
12:41For real?
12:44Wow.
12:46I don't know why I even listened to Casey.
12:50What?
12:51At the thrift store.
12:52At the thrift store.
12:52She totally guilt-tripped me about you.
12:55She's even more holier than thou than you are.
12:58No.
13:00She just doesn't care what other people think about her.
13:03Penelope.
13:04No, wait.
13:05It's fine.
13:05No, it's not fine.
13:07My sister almost died last night.
13:09Do you seriously think that I care about what grade you get in English?
13:14You're not a real friend.
13:18Hey, coach?
13:19Mm-hmm.
13:20I quit.
13:33I can't believe you're going.
13:35Merit's going to be there.
13:36So?
13:37I'm not going for him.
13:38I'm going for Lori and Casey and David.
13:41It's Christmas Eve.
13:42We go every year.
13:43I don't care.
13:43I don't want to see them.
13:44I'm staying here.
13:48What?
13:49Can't read this.
13:50Okay.
13:51Don't worry about it.
13:54I'm not doing anything for Christmas.
13:56The decorating, the cookies.
13:58All right.
13:58Calm down.
13:59It's a special ingredient.
14:01Spice, I think.
14:03I can't read it.
14:05Well, it can't be all that important.
14:06Just make them without it.
14:08I can't.
14:09It's Mom's recipe.
14:10They won't be her cookies.
14:14She told it to me last Christmas.
14:17I can't remember what she said.
14:21Forget it.
14:22Oh.
14:24Justin.
14:25Hey.
14:25It's okay.
14:28Anything that you bake will taste great.
14:31Yeah.
14:31And we'll help you.
14:33We'll make our own special ingredient.
14:34Yeah.
14:35That's what Mom would do.
14:36And we'll still have Mom in them.
14:38I promise.
14:41Okay.
14:42Let's do it.
14:43It's definitely flowers.
14:45We have that for sure.
14:46Mm-hmm.
14:49Dad's here.
14:54Hi.
14:55Hey, baby.
14:56Merry Christmas.
14:57Merry Christmas.
14:59Merry Christmas.
15:00Merry Christmas.
15:01Hey.
15:05Hey, buddy.
15:07Merry Christmas.
15:09Merry Christmas.
15:10Mm-hmm.
15:12Merit.
15:13What?
15:16I can't believe you invited the Jeffreys.
15:19It's like so awkward.
15:20I invited them because we love them, and they love us, and we work through our problems.
15:26Uh-huh.
15:28I'm sorry, but this whole Christmas is just feeling super fake.
15:34I know.
15:35It's weird, Merit.
15:36We're all trying here.
15:37How's it going to work tomorrow?
15:39We get two Christmas mornings.
15:41One here and one at your crappy townhouse.
15:43Hey.
15:43Merit, hey.
15:46Look, I'm sorry.
15:48I hate that you're still this upset, son.
15:52Come on, man.
15:52Tell me what I can do to make things better.
15:54You can stop asking me how you can make things better.
15:57Figure it out yourself.
15:59You know, you're the reason Flor and I broke up.
16:02You're the reason she hates me now.
16:04We were doing great, and then you came over, and you were so worried about her.
16:07Not me.
16:07You didn't even think about me.
16:08Your own son.
16:09You just assumed I'd hurt her.
16:10Poor, innocent Flora.
16:13Merit, I'm sorry.
16:14Okay, I never meant to, like...
16:15Don't worry about it.
16:19You were right.
16:27No.
16:29That was wrong of me.
16:30Okay, to put any of that on you.
16:33To make you feel...
16:38Merit, I'm so proud to be your dad.
16:41I am.
16:43Do you know how very special you are, son?
16:46I don't want you ever thinking any less of yourself because you're not.
16:51I love you, son.
16:52My son.
16:54I love you with all the love.
16:58You're beautiful.
17:00Okay?
17:03I'm sorry.
17:16Merry Christmas
17:17Should we
17:20No, come on
17:21Okay
17:22Hi
17:24Merry Christmas
17:25Where's Penn?
17:27She's
17:28She's staying home
17:30Yeah
17:31Merry Christmas
17:33Thank you
17:33Hi, Merry Christmas to you too
17:35Hi
17:36Uh, who's hungry?
17:37I am, it smells wonderful
17:39Merry Christmas
17:39Merry Christmas
17:51Okay, I know things are bad between us
17:52And you don't want to talk about it
17:54And I know you're pissed at my brother
17:55I totally, I am too
17:56But I don't want that to make things even worse
17:58Okay, so we are going to talk
18:01Now
18:03Okay
18:12Let's go for a walk
18:15Okay
18:22Hey, thanks for saying something to Dakota, by the way
18:24You know, you didn't have to do that
18:25Well, did it help?
18:27No, of course not
18:27She's the worst
18:28Oh
18:30Yeah
18:34Penn
18:35Mm-hmm
18:36I'm really sorry
18:41About how I handled everything with your mom
18:44You know, she was like my second mom
18:47That's how I think of your mom
18:50I didn't really know what to say
18:52I didn't really know what to say
18:52Or do
18:52Or
18:57I blew it
19:03I'm coming in for the bear hug
19:05I'm coming in
19:09Oh, big group hug
19:11You know, I think about your mom like every day
19:24So I should have tried harder
19:26To understand what you've been going through
19:30It's okay
19:32You know, I don't even understand
19:34I kind of don't want to
19:37And I've just
19:40I think I've been trying not to be me
19:43You know, it's easier to be a cool cheerleader than a sad PK
19:48You know, more fun, too
19:51Or
19:52You know, I thought
19:55I'm really sorry, Penn
20:03I'm really sorry, too
20:08So I quit cheer, by the way
20:10Wait, no, you're serious
20:11Actually, you
20:13And, uh, no, I don't really know what I'm going to do instead
20:15But
20:17Truth
20:18Really sucks doing it without you
20:22Well
20:22You can always join wrestling
20:24I mean
20:24I don't know
20:25I think that's all yours
20:26Don't worry
20:27But
20:28Maybe
20:29Give more rewatch over Christmas break?
20:31Yes
20:31Let's do it
20:31Yes
20:32Yes
20:32Yes
20:33I need more Rory
20:34Oh, my gosh
20:35Me, too
20:35Oh
20:40Justin, these are so good
20:41I can really taste the love
20:42Thank you
20:46Thanks again for helping out with the gala
20:48Oh, yeah
20:50And thank you
20:52For being there for Mary
20:54Don't give up on him
21:01Hi
21:02Um
21:03Oh, um
21:05I
21:06Can you come
21:06Uh
21:07I
21:08I'm sorry
21:11I didn't realize you were having people over
21:13I really should have thought to call for a spot
21:14No, no, it's okay
21:15Do you want to come inside?
21:16No
21:17Uh, no
21:17I, um
21:18You already have enough men in your house
21:23These
21:23These
21:24Are for you
21:25Oh, thank you, Joe
21:26They're so beautiful
21:29Jeez
21:30How much do you think those flowers cost?
21:32At least $285
21:35I don't want to keep you from your friends and family
21:37I'm just headed to my sister's
21:39Um
21:39And
21:40I have another little
21:41Something else for you
21:42Oh
21:43Uh
21:43You can open it now
21:45Okay
21:45Oh, I'm sorry
21:46Let me
21:46Oh, thank you
21:48It is a green project house
21:50I worked on in the Outer Banks
21:51Oh
21:52And
21:53The owners gave me
21:54Weekend stays a thank you
21:56Oh, wow
21:57It's gorgeous
21:57Yeah
21:58Um
21:59I was thinking that you and I could go there together
22:02Maybe
22:02Ring in the New Year
22:04Uh
22:05It's
22:05Just a weekend away
22:07No, uh
22:07Cargo ships involved
22:09And then, uh
22:11Maybe in the New Year
22:12You and I could
22:13Be together
22:16Oh
22:18You don't have to say anything right now
22:20I know it's a big step
22:21But
22:23Go big or go home, right?
22:25Okay
22:30Merry Christmas, Lori
22:31Merry Christmas, child
22:40Thank you
22:49What are you doing?
22:50What does it look like?
22:52Okay, well, everyone's gone
22:53You can come out now
22:56Five, four, three, two, one
22:57Whoa
22:58Oh
23:01I'm glad you're okay
23:06I don't think I screwed you out of them letting you drive
23:09If anything
23:10I set the bar
23:12Really well
23:14Yeah
23:16But, um
23:19I am sorry
23:22Don't ever do anything like that again
23:26Okay?
23:26I don't want to have to see you like I saw Dad
23:30Cause we gotta stick together, man
23:31You and me
23:37Also, Mom kind of said you have to get ready for church
23:40Okay
23:40Alright, get out
23:41Okay
23:41Boy, you know you love me, poor kid
23:43I love you too
23:54Hey
23:55What?
23:55What's up?
23:57I wasn't gonna bring this up
23:58But, uh
24:00After that fun little cup of Joe drug but
24:02It just happened
24:02I thought I'd
24:05Ask
24:05What the deal is
24:07So
24:08You guys are still seeing each other
24:10Yes
24:11But you slept with me
24:14Yes
24:15What was that?
24:18Old habits
24:20Okay
24:21Okay, well old habits aren't all bad
24:23I mean, I like that old habit
24:25Maybe we make it a new habit
24:28David
24:29Knew it was nice
24:31Okay, it was more than nice
24:33It was probably necessary
24:35Lori, it doesn't mean anything
24:37Okay
24:37It happened
24:38Right?
24:38It is what it is
24:39Yeah
24:40But that wasn't just a hookup for me
24:42That was about one thing
24:43You
24:46I miss you
24:47You miss me
24:50Now you miss me
24:51My time has always sucked
24:55I'm not gonna say that there isn't a part of me
24:58That misses you
25:00Clearly there is
25:03But I'm pretty confident that you and I sleeping together
25:07It was a step backwards
25:09Not forward
25:16I'm sorry
25:18No
25:19No, I'm sorry
25:21Okay
25:21We should go
25:22No, I...
25:24What?
25:28Why don't you stay here tonight?
25:30Not with me
25:31I mean, on the couch
25:33And then you could be here in the morning
25:36For the kids
25:39Thank you
25:41That'd be amazing
25:42Yeah
25:49For God so loved the world
25:51That he gave his only son
25:52So that everyone who believes in him
25:54May not perish
25:55But may have eternal life
25:59Thank you, Pastor Harris
26:03John 3, 16
26:05This year my heart brings me to this
26:07This simple verse
26:09This humble
26:09Beautiful sacrifice
26:11That God
26:11Would send his only son
26:14So that we could have eternal life with him
26:18What a gift
26:19In such a small package
26:21What
26:22Hope and peace
26:23And joy
26:24And love
26:28You know, I've been thinking
26:29About all the packages under the Jeffries tree
26:32All the wrapped gifts
26:34Piled up there this year
26:35I'm guessing
26:36I'm guessing your trees are probably the same
26:38And how tomorrow morning
26:40We will be sitting there surrounded
26:42By a sea of wrapping paper
26:44And open gifts
26:47But Christ's gift to us
26:49The real gift of Christmas
26:51Is eternal
26:52Unwrapped not once
26:54But over and over again
26:56Opened not just tomorrow morning
26:58But every day
26:59Friends, Christmas is holy
27:02About God's love
27:04I encourage you
27:06To celebrate his gift to us
27:08God sacrificed
27:09His only son for us
27:11Live in honor of that gift
27:13That sacrifice
27:14Put love and care for others
27:16Ahead of self
27:17Live that gift
27:19Live that sacrifice
27:22Amen
27:22Amen
27:37What are you, what are you, what are you doing here?
27:39Where are you going?
27:41I, uh
27:43I can't
27:46I can't, I can't listen
27:48Um
27:51I, I
27:53I feel
27:55So, so awful
27:59That night
28:02When you asked me to come over
28:05The reason I didn't
28:09I was, I was drunk
28:12I wanted to be with you
28:13I, I, I really
28:14I really did
28:17I'm like
28:18Dad
28:24I got scared
28:31And I ruined everything
28:32I'm so sorry
28:34Hey, hey, hey
28:37It's, it's good that you feel awful
28:40I mean, it, it's, it's good to feel awful
28:45It is
28:46Yeah, hey, trust me
28:48Feeling something is so much better than feeling nothing
28:56And you're not alone
28:57I, I, I'm
28:59I'm your friend
29:01I, I do want you in my life
29:03Larry
29:10Well
29:13With our families
29:14It's not like you really have a choice
29:18Yeah
29:19Yeah
29:21I mean, you know
29:37What a holy night
29:39How blessed we are with these gifts of Christmas
29:43Hope
29:44And peace
29:48And joy
29:49And love
30:04Merry Christmas, Dad
30:06Merry Christmas, Laura
30:07Thank you
30:20O holy night
30:24The stars are brightly shining
30:29It is the night
30:32Of our dear Savior's birth
30:39Long lay the world
30:43With sin and error pining
30:48Till he appeared
30:51And the soul felt its worth
30:57A thrill of hope
31:01The weary world rejoices
31:06For yonder reigns
31:10A new and glorious morn
31:14Fall on your knees
31:20Oh, hear the angel voices
31:30Oh, hear the angel voices
31:34Divine
31:38Oh, night
31:40When Christ was born
31:46Oh, night
31:48Oh, night
31:52Oh, holy night
31:54Oh, night
31:58Oh, night
32:00Oh, night
32:02Merry Christmas
32:07Hey, bud
32:07Hey, bud
32:08Merry Christmas
32:09Merry Christmas
32:10Come on, all righty
32:15All right
32:15You're coming
32:16Hey, no presents
32:17Until Coco
32:18Mom's rule
32:19Gotcha
32:20Gotcha
32:20There you go
32:21Careful
32:21Boom
32:23Let's take it hot
32:24Kind of
32:25Okay
32:27You guys
32:28You guys always used to get up so early
32:30On Christmas morning
32:32I don't know how she did it
32:33But somehow your mom always managed to beat you downstairs
32:37I have Coco waiting
32:51All right, Justin
32:52Let's open some presents, huh?
32:54Come on
32:55Show me what we got
32:57Okay
32:58It's calling my name
33:00Oh
33:01Is it?
33:02Oh, you're right
33:03Okay, that's the first one
33:04You're right
33:04Okay, wait
33:04Let me take that
33:05It's a pretty good haul
33:09Actually
33:11There's one more
33:14What did you do?
33:16Come on
33:23I didn't say anything
33:25Sorry
33:30You said you always wanted one
33:32Oh
33:33Oh my gosh
33:34David
33:37There's a lot of things I should have done a long time ago, Lori
33:40But it's not too late for me to start doing them now
33:44It's not too late for us
33:47Um, this is very sweet
33:50But
33:54I'm not the same person I used to be, Lori
33:57David
33:57You
33:59You are barely two months sober
34:04I'll always be an alcoholic
34:08I'm always going to be in recovery
34:12You know, my sponsor said
34:14Shame doesn't help anything
34:16He's right
34:19I don't want to beat myself up anymore
34:22I don't want to go backwards
34:25Living alone these last few months
34:26I've realized I've taken everything
34:28I took the kids
34:29I took you
34:29I took it all for granted
34:32I'm not going to do that again
34:33No matter what happens here
34:36Listen to me
34:39I can be happy again, Lori
34:42We can be together again
34:43We just need to decide to do it
34:48It's not that simple
34:51Isn't it?
34:57Why didn't you say all this stuff a year ago?
35:01I wasn't here a year ago
35:07I am now
35:24What's this one?
35:26I don't know
35:27Oh
35:28Um, that was under the Christmas decorations and stuff
35:31I thought it was from you, Dad
35:32No, not from me
35:41Why don't you open it?
36:04Merry Christmas
36:06Love, Mom
36:21There's something for everyone
36:23Why?
36:24Did you know about this?
36:29Dad
36:35It's Mom's jewelry box
36:53Except for me
36:54Thank you
37:11Here, let me
37:14Here we go
37:15Come on
37:16Come on
37:19I lay in a manger
37:22No crib for a bed
37:25The little Lord Jesus
37:28Lay down your sweet head
37:31It's you
37:32It's me
37:34It's me
37:35I look down where he lay
37:39The little Lord Jesus
37:43I sleep on my head
37:47I think he likes Christmas
37:51Say hi to Daddy, Justin
37:54Say hi to Daddy
37:55Say hi to Daddy
37:59I know, I know
38:01It's okay
38:02Look at how happy you made her
38:11It's from my mom
38:12Pen
38:52Yeah.
39:24Bye, Mommy.
40:03My dearest Malcolm, Merry Christmas.
40:07How I wish I was there to celebrate with our beautiful children, with you.
40:15My gift for you is my hope for your future, a hope that you find love again.
40:25Someone who loves our kids as much as we do.
40:32Someone who shares your faith, who loves God as we do.
40:38Someone who truly, deeply cares for you.
40:44Someone you love.
40:47Someone who loves you.
40:51My dearest Malcolm, this is my hope and my peace and my joy.
40:57My love.
41:00My love.
41:00I love you.
41:03I love you.
41:45Hi. I was just thinking. I mean, I can't believe you're here.
41:50Oh, I need to talk to you.
41:52I need to talk to you.
41:53I am so confused, Malcolm.
41:56Well, I'm not. Not anymore.
41:58You know, the other day, a few weeks ago, you said that we aren't good for each other.
42:03But that couldn't be further from the truth.
42:06You're nothing but good for me.
42:11I love you, Lori.
42:14And I know that scares you to hear.
42:15So before you run back inside, I just I want to say it's not because I'm lonely or because I'm
42:20grieving or because I'm frightened of the future or that we're easy.
42:25I mean, come on. Who are we kidding?
42:26You and I are definitely not easy.
42:29It's because you are the person.
42:33You're the person that I want to spend every day and every night with.
42:42Are you going to say something?
42:55Are you going to say something?
43:10I am so confused, Malcolm.
43:14I don't know what to do.
43:16Because on the one hand, I have this new guy, Joe, and he's totally into me.
43:21And, you know, I'm pretty into him, too.
43:23And he wants to, like, take me away on vacations and spend all the time with me that I'll let
43:30him.
43:30And he's, like, all potential, you know, like, an unknown.
43:37But I slept with David the other night.
43:45David?
43:46I thought you and Joe...
43:47No, I know. I know.
43:48It was totally fear-based and probably, like, self-destructive, you know.
43:53But then, Malcolm, he wants back in.
43:57And he's saying all these things.
43:59If he had said them sooner...
44:01But he didn't.
44:03And I know that.
44:04But he's the father of my children, right?
44:09And he is a known quantity.
44:11Like, I woke up this morning and I saw them with him.
44:17I don't know. Maybe he's right.
44:19Maybe it's not too late for us to be a family again.
44:29Laurie, I can't...
44:31I can't tell you what to do.
44:33Well, I know.
44:35But could you anyway?
44:40Trust yourself.
44:42You know, you'll find your way forward.
44:47Oh, I'm sorry.
44:48I'm doing all the talking.
44:49You came to me.
44:50What did you want to talk about?
44:53I just, uh...
44:55I wanted to say Merry Christmas.
44:59Merry Christmas.
45:01You want to come in?
45:02No, no, no.
45:03I should get back.
45:04Okay.
45:07Good night.
45:08Get in there.
45:09Get in there.
45:10Now it's for the better.
45:17Now it's for the better.
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