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00:00born. Not because I actually lied, but because of this thing on my wrist, the Verity band.
00:07Mom was obsessed with science-based parenting. So when my twin sister Emma and I were born,
00:13she strapped these bands on us. Green light means truth. Red light means you're manipulating reality.
00:20Emma's band? Always green. She could literally cut up mom's designer dress and blame the cat,
00:26and that little device would glow like a Christmas tree. Not me. She'd say. Green light. Believed.
00:34Me? I'd say. Mom, I'm hungry. And flash. Red light. Instant punishment. And mom's punishment wasn't
00:43gentle. No food. Locked in my room. Digital blackout. No phone. No Wi-Fi. Nothing. She'd say.
00:52The machine doesn't lie, Stella. Starve now. Learn later. I'm doing this for your own good.
00:58After 10 years of this, I started believing it too. Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:05New Year's Eve, everything changed. My mom. New Year's Eve, everything changed. Mom was getting
01:14ready to take Emma to see the ball drop in Times Square. And that's when the pain hit. Like
01:20a knife twisting in my gut. I collapsed on the floor. My skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:27Mom, please. It hurts. The band flashed red. She looked down at me, disgust in her eyes.
01:34Nice try, Stella. Faking sick to crash our night? Pathological.
01:39She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door. I wanted to scream. But part of me thought,
01:46maybe she's right. The band is red. So I must be lying. I must not actually be in pain.
01:54Sorry, Mom. I won't lie anymore. But the pain got worse. Way worse.
02:03New Year's Eve, the door handle turned. For one second, I thought, she's coming back. She's a doctor.
02:10She'll know something's wrong. Hurry up. The fireworks are starting. Emma's waiting.
02:16Please, something's really wrong. I feel like I'm dying.
02:20She glanced at my wrist. Red light, flashing like crazy. She crouched down, grabbed my chin,
02:28forced me to look at her. Stella, how long are you going to keep this up?
02:31Can't you just be honest? Stay here and think about what you've done.
02:35Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:39Mom stood up. Food? She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money. She won't starve.
02:45Brushing off her hands like I was dirt.
02:47Lock the door. When that band turns green, we'll talk.
02:51But...
02:51But what?
02:54Soft parenting is why she's like this. Look at Emma. Her band is always green.
02:59Stella's just a compulsive liar. She needs discipline.
03:03But my closet was empty. Emma stole that money. Emma ate those snacks.
03:09I tried to defend myself once.
03:11I didn't take it either.
03:22That's us. We're going to see the pretty fireworks.
03:27The door locked. The house went silent.
03:30Just me, alone.
03:32The pain was unbearable.
03:36But I kept thinking.
03:38Mom's right.
03:39The machine doesn't lie.
03:41The band is red, so I must be lying.
03:44I'm not in pain.
03:46I'm not in pain.
03:48I'm not in pain.
03:51I crawled to my desk.
03:53I had to write.
03:54That was the rule.
03:56If the band glowed red, I had to pen a thousand-word apology essay, or Mom would never let me
04:02out.
04:03I am a liar.
04:05I opened my journal.
04:07Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:10But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:14My vision blurred.
04:15I could barely see.
04:16My hand shook as I wrote.
04:20Mom, I really love you.
04:22It really hurts.
04:24Why won't you believe me?
04:26Please believe me just once.
04:29The moment I finished the last word, the pain vanished.
04:34Just gone.
04:36I felt light.
04:37Weightless.
04:38I looked down.
04:40I was floating.
04:42And there, slumped over the desk, was my body.
04:46Motionless.
04:47The Verity band still flashing red on a dead girl's wrist.
04:52Oh.
04:53I'm dead.
04:55Emma peered.
04:56I heard laughter.
04:57Mom, Dad, Emma coming through the front door.
05:01Tonight's fireworks were amazing.
05:04Especially that smiley face one.
05:06Just like our Emma.
05:08Mom's voice was so warm.
05:10I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
05:13I wanted to help them take off their coats.
05:16That's what I always did.
05:18Mom!
05:19I reached out to hug her.
05:21My arms passed right through her body.
05:24Like wind.
05:25She shivered.
05:27Why is it so cold in here?
05:29Is the heat off?
05:30I stood there, staring at my transparent hands.
05:34Right.
05:35Dead people can't hug the living.
05:36Should we check on Stella?
05:39Dad said casually.
05:40She hasn't eaten.
05:42If she finds me dead, will she be sad?
05:44Will she regret it?
05:56Still putting on an act?
05:58Think I'll carry you to bed?
06:00Stella, you're ten years old, not five.
06:03I screamed at her, only two feet away.
06:06Mom, I'm not playing!
06:09I'm dead!
06:11Look at me!
06:12Touch me!
06:12I'm freezing!
06:14Emma squeezed past her, held up her wrist with that smug little grin.
06:19Look!
06:20My band's green!
06:21Stella's is still red.
06:23She's lying, even in her dreams.
06:26Mom patted Emma's head.
06:28That's my good girl.
06:29Ignore the liar.
06:30Let her stay there.
06:32Maybe she'll learn how to be honest.
06:34Dad peeked in.
06:35Should we at least put her in bed?
06:37It's freezing.
06:38Put her in bed?
06:39The parenting expert says cold treatment is the answer.
06:43Look at that red light.
06:44She's still in full defiance mode.
06:47Come on, we have to visit Grandma tomorrow.
06:49The door locked again.
06:51I floated next to my corpse, staring at that single point of red light in the darkness.
06:56Mom, if you'd just stepped closer, if you'd just touched my hand, you'd know I was ice
07:03cold.
07:04But you didn't.
07:05Still.
07:06That night, a rat crawled out of my empty closet.
07:09I used to scream whenever I saw rats.
07:12But now, I just floated by the ceiling, watching it scurry across my dead body.
07:17It bit into my toe.
07:19It's okay.
07:20You can't feel it anymore.
07:22It'll be over soon.
07:24The next morning, sunlight streamed through the window.
07:27No warmth reached my body.
07:29In the kitchen, I could hear Mom making breakfast.
07:33The smell of bacon and eggs crept under my door.
07:35My favorite.
07:37But Mom always said liars don't deserve meat.
07:41So, I only ever got steamed broccoli.
07:43She was claying the pans extra loud on purpose, trying to tempt me out.
07:49Trying to make me give in and apologize for things I never did.
07:54In the old days, I might have caved.
07:56But I don't need food anymore.
08:00Stella still hasn't come out?
08:03That night, a...
08:04Stella still hasn't come out?
08:06Dad asked, reading his paper.
08:08She is so stubborn.
08:10She can eat or not.
08:11I don't care.
08:13Emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air.
08:17Then she screamed dramatically.
08:19Mom!
08:20Stella's room smells gross!
08:22Did she poop in it?
08:24Mom stormed over, pounding on the door.
08:27Stella!
08:28Are you an animal?
08:29The bathroom is right there!
08:31Did you seriously go on the floor just to spite me?
08:34I remembered being six.
08:36I had food poisoning, couldn't make it to the bathroom in time.
08:40Soiled my pants.
08:41Mom didn't help me clean up.
08:43She made me stand in the yard, pointed at me, and told the neighbors.
08:47Look at this.
08:48She's such a mess she can't even use the toilet by herself.
08:52Now she thought I was dirty again.
08:54Leave her.
08:55Mom said, waving her hand like she was swatting a fly.
08:59Let her sit in her own stink.
09:01But Dad stood up, frowning.
09:03That smells really bad.
09:05I should check.
09:06Could be a dead mouse or something.
09:09Dad, please open the door.
09:11I'm right here.
09:13I waved my transparent arms frantically.
09:16Dad's hand touched the doorknob.
09:18Stella.
09:18His phone was ringing.
09:20Dad's face went pale.
09:22What?
09:23The server crashed?
09:24Okay, okay.
09:26I'm on my way.
09:27Honey, there's an emergency at work.
09:29I'll be gone for a few days.
09:31Wait, what about Stella?
09:33He was already out the door.
09:34If that call had come one second later, I would have been found.
09:39Maybe then, I wouldn't have rotted alone.
09:42That afternoon, Mom took Emma shopping.
09:45The house was empty except for my corpse.
09:47When they came back that night, loaded down with fancy lobster and gifts, the smell had
09:53gotten worse.
09:54Mom gagged the second she walked in.
09:57Stella, are you trying to turn this place into a dump?
10:00She didn't even open my door.
10:02She grabbed duct tape and sealed the gap at the bottom.
10:05You want to be disgusting?
10:07Fine.
10:07Stew in it.
10:08Don't stink up my house.
10:10She patted her hands together, satisfied.
10:13Then went to steam the lobster.
10:15I stared at that sealed door.
10:18My last shred of hope suffocated under that tape.
10:22His phone was ringing.
10:23By day three, even the duct tape couldn't contain the smell.
10:27Mom was arranging fresh flowers, trying to cover it up.
10:31But the stench of death is unmistakable.
10:34Sweet, rotten, oily.
10:37She cut a rose stem too hard.
10:40A thorn pierced her hand.
10:42She snapped.
10:44Stella!
10:45She grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen, stormed toward my room.
10:49I'm done with you, you disgusting little brat.
10:52Time you learned what real pain feels like.
10:55Don't come in, Mom.
10:57Please.
10:58I'm decomposed.
10:59You'll be scared.
11:01Even though she never loved me, I didn't want her to see me like that.
11:06But she ripped the tape off, jammed the spare key in the lock.
11:11Bang!
11:12The door flew open.
11:14The smell hit her like a wall.
11:17She stumbled back, dry heaving.
11:20Stella, what are you doing?
11:22By day three, she saw me, still slumped over the desk, back turned, not moving.
11:30To her, this was the ultimate rebellion.
11:34I'm talking to you.
11:35She marched over, raised the rolling pin, but stopped.
11:40She wanted to see my face first.
11:43Wanted to see my defiant expression.
11:47Get up.
11:47The moment she touched me, she froze.
11:50Through the thin fabric, her hand didn't feel warm flesh.
11:55What?
11:56But momentum carried her forward.
11:58She yanked.
12:00My body, stiff as a board, toppled backward, taking the chair with it.
12:05And there was my face.
12:08On my blackened wrist, the Verity band hung lifeless.
12:12My journal slid off the desk, fell open at Mom's feet.
12:17The last page stared up at her.
12:20Mom, my stomach really hurts.
12:22The band is broken.
12:24I'm not lying.
12:25Please don't punish me.
12:28She saw me, Mom screamed.
12:31Not a human sound.
12:32A raw, guttural shriek that tore through her throat.
12:36She stumbled backward, slammed into the bookshelf.
12:40A vase shattered.
12:41But she didn't seem to feel the pain.
12:43She just stared at me, eyes wide, unblinking.
12:47No, no, no, no.
12:49This is makeup.
12:50Special effects.
12:51Stella, get up.
12:52I'm not mad anymore.
12:54Stop scaring me.
12:55Her hand reached out, trembling to touch my arm.
12:59The second her skin made contact with my corpse, she recoiled like she'd been burned.
13:04That cold was too real.
13:07Mrs. Lisa from next door called 911.
13:09911, I heard a scream.
13:10She'd heard the screaming.
13:11When she saw what was in my room, she collapsed in the hallway.
13:15Within minutes, sirens.
13:17Police.
13:18A medical examiner.
13:19They pulled up the crime scene tape.
13:22Cameras flashed over my body.
13:24Mom sat on the couch, a female officer's hand on her shoulder.
13:28She was babbling.
13:29She was faking.
13:31She always lies.
13:32The band was red.
13:34Machines don't lie.
13:35I was just teaching her.
13:37I was doing it for her own good.
13:39No one responded.
13:40They all looked at her like she was a monster.
13:43The medical examiner crouched next to my body.
13:46He muttered under his breath.
13:48Severe malnutrition.
13:50Organ failure.
13:51This kid was starved for at least a month.
13:54He carefully tried to remove the Verity band.
13:57But it had...
13:58Fused.
14:00Damn.
14:00He cursed.
14:01He had to use tools to pry it off.
14:04Even dead, my soul flinched.
14:13Mom.
14:14A cop picked up my journal.
14:16Put on gloves.
14:18Started reading.
14:19Mom's eyes locked onto that book.
14:21Suddenly, she lunged for it.
14:24That's her confession.
14:25She admits she lied.
14:27Look.
14:27She wrote it herself.
14:29The officer pushed her back.
14:30Slid the journal into an evidence bag.
14:33We'll determine what's true.
14:34That's when dad got home.
14:36He saw the black body bag being wheeled out on a stretcher.
14:40Saw the long zipper that sealed away my entire life.
14:43His legs gave out.
14:46His legs gave out.
14:46He collapsed.
14:47He collapsed.
14:48Wet himself.
14:49Emma stood nearby, sobbing in confusion.
14:53She pointed at the blood-stained Verity band on the evidence table.
14:57Why is Stella's band black?
14:59Mine's still green, see?
15:01She held up her wrist.
15:03The green light blinked cheerfully.
15:05It was grotesque.
15:08The cops started questioning Mom in the living room.
15:12She grabbed the Verity band off the table like it was a life raft.
15:16Test it.
15:17That band proved she was lying.
15:19Red light means lie.
15:21I never abused her.
15:22The machine told me.
15:23I was just educating her.
15:25The officer looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
15:29Ma'am, the victim shows signs of extreme malnutrition.
15:33That's discipline.
15:35That's teaching her to be honest.
15:37Mom was shrieking now.
15:38Then, she did something insane.
15:42You don't believe me?
15:43Fine.
15:44I'll wear it.
15:45I'm not lying.
15:46Watch.
15:47It'll be green.
15:48She snatched the band, still stained with my blood and bits of skin, and jammed it onto
15:54her own wrist.
15:56Click.
15:57Locked.
15:58The rubber pressed against her skin.
16:01Sticky.
16:02Cold.
16:03She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself.
16:06She needed to prove she was innocent.
16:10Needed to prove her parenting was right.
16:13She held up her wrist, eyes wild.
16:16Watch.
16:17I'm Rachel.
16:18I'm Stella's mother.
16:19That's a fact.
16:21Absolute truth.
16:22The red light exploded, bright, violent, like a fresh wound tearing open.
16:30Mom's confident expression shattered.
16:32She slapped the band like it was a broken TV.
16:36What?
16:37No.
16:37I said the truth.
16:39I am Rachel.
16:41She started talking faster, panic rising in her voice.
16:45It's broken.
16:46The examiner broke it.
16:47Let me try again.
16:48I never abused her.
16:50I did it for her own good.
16:52I love her.
16:53The red light flashed faster.
16:55And suddenly, she remembered.
16:58Me.
16:59Ten years old.
17:00Getting the maximum punishment.
17:02Curled on the floor.
17:04Biting my lip so I wouldn't scream.
17:06Is this what it felt like?
17:09Mom lost it completely.
17:11She started screaming at the band.
17:13Spit flying.
17:14Why is it red?
17:16I'm telling the truth.
17:18Turn green, you piece of junk.
17:20You're framing me.
17:21But the red light kept flashing.
17:24Like it was mocking her.
17:26You're a liar.
17:28You're a liar.
17:29You're a liar.
17:31The dad couldn't take it anymore.
17:34This man who'd been invisible for ten years, who always stayed out of it, he snapped.
17:40He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
17:44You monster.
17:46What did you do?
17:47That was your daughter.
17:49You treated her like an animal.
17:51Mom fell to the floor.
17:53Blood at the corner of her mouth.
17:55But she didn't fight back.
17:57Didn't cry.
17:58She just stared into space, muttering,
18:01Not my fault.
18:02Not my fault.
18:04Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
18:08It's her.
18:09It's Emma.
18:10Emma's band was always green.
18:12Emma was the good one.
18:14If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her,
18:17I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
18:19This is Emma's fault.
18:21All eyes turned to Emma.
18:23That little princess we'd all protected.
18:26The cop walked over.
18:27Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
18:30Took out a screwdriver.
18:33Pried it open right there.
18:35Crack.
18:35The plastic shell split.
18:38Inside, no sensors, no chips, no heart rate monitor.
18:43Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
18:46The circuit was hardwired.
18:48Power on, green light.
18:50That's it.
18:52This is a $2 toy.
18:54Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
18:58No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
19:03Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
19:07A sick, biased joke.
19:11Dad couldn't take it anymore.
19:13No!
19:13Mom suddenly screamed.
19:15She clawed at the band.
19:16Get it off.
19:17Get it off.
19:18It's red.
19:19I'm not a liar.
19:20I'm not.
19:21But the clasp was jammed from her violent struggle.
19:24Wouldn't budge.
19:25I can't get it off.
19:27Stella, take it back.
19:28I'm sorry.
19:29It's all my fault.
19:30This little bit of pain, and she was breaking.
19:34Mom, I suffered for 10 years.
19:37The cops needed evidence for charges.
19:40So they opened my journal in front of my parents.
19:44February 14th.
19:45Sunny.
19:46Mom put celery on my plate.
19:48I'm allergic.
19:49My throat swells.
19:50I can't breathe.
19:51I said I can't eat it.
19:53But because I was scared of making her angry, my heart raced.
19:57Red light.
19:58Mom said I was picky.
20:00Lying.
20:01Made me eat the whole plate.
20:03That night, I threw up blood.
20:05My throat felt like it was on fire.
20:08Mom saw it and said I'd snuck tomato juice.
20:11That I was faking.
20:12She punished me for 10 more minutes.
20:15Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
20:17She was shaking violently.
20:19She remembered that night.
20:21The officer turned the page.
20:23June 1st.
20:24Children's Day.
20:25Emma cut up mom's dress.
20:27Emma's heart rate is always slow.
20:29Green light.
20:30I tried to explain, but I was scared of getting beaten.
20:34So my heart raced.
20:36Red light.
20:37Dad couldn't take it anymore.
20:39This man who'd been invisible for 10 years, who always stayed out of it.
20:45He snapped.
20:47Dad couldn't take it anymore.
20:49This man who'd been invisible for 10 years, who always stayed out of it.
20:54He snapped.
20:55He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
20:59You monster.
21:00What did you do?
21:02That was your daughter.
21:03You treated her like an animal.
21:06Mom fell to the floor.
21:08Blood at the corner of her mouth.
21:10But she didn't fight back.
21:12Didn't cry.
21:13She just stared into space, muttering,
21:16Not my fault.
21:17Not my fault.
21:19Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
21:23It's her.
21:24It's Emma.
21:25Emma's band was always green.
21:27Emma was the good one.
21:29If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her,
21:32I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
21:34This is Emma's fault.
21:36All eyes turned to Emma.
21:38That little princess we'd all protected.
21:41The cop walked over.
21:42Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
21:45Took out a screwdriver.
21:48Pried it open right there.
21:49Crack.
21:50The plastic shell split.
21:53Inside?
21:54No sensors.
21:55No chips.
21:56No heart rate monitor.
21:58Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
22:01The circuit was hardwired.
22:03Power on.
22:04Green light.
22:06That's it.
22:07This is a $2 toy.
22:09Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
22:13No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
22:18Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
22:23A sick, biased joke.
22:25Dad could...
22:27I laughed.
22:28Laughed until I cried.
22:31Turns out, ghosts can cry too.
22:34The officer turned to the last page of the journal.
22:38Her voice broke.
22:39The handwriting was a mess.
22:41Clearly written while dying.
22:45Mom, if I die, will the band stop glowing red?
22:48Or if it turns green, will you hug me then?
22:53I'm not lying.
22:55I'm not lying.
22:55My stomach hurts so much.
22:57Like knives.
22:59Next life, please don't make me wear the band.
23:02Please.
23:02Mom stared at the shattered pieces of plastic on the table.
23:07That green light she trusted without question?
23:10A cheap piece of junk.
23:13Mom started laughing, her voice cracking with every sound.
23:19But it was the laugh of someone breaking, worse than crying.
23:23Fake.
23:24All fake.
23:25I killed my honest daughter.
23:27And I worshipped a liar.
23:29She'd lost her mind.
23:31For real this time.
23:35I laughed.
23:36My death became front page news.
23:39Mrs. Lisa, the neighborhood gossip, posted everything online.
23:44Title.
23:45Girls Starved to Death by Fake Science Band.
23:49She described my corpse in detail.
23:51The band fused to rotting flesh.
23:54The internet exploded.
23:57Monster.
23:58Murderer.
23:59She doesn't deserve to be a mother.
24:02Comments poured in like an avalanche.
24:05Someone doxxed mom.
24:07Our address got leaked.
24:09People threw red paint on our door.
24:11Wrote death in huge letters.
24:15Dad got arrested too.
24:17Neglect.
24:18Failure to protect.
24:19He wasn't there when I died, so he got off light.
24:22But his company fired him immediately to avoid the PR nightmare.
24:28Our family went bankrupt.
24:30Sold the house, the car, everything to pay legal fees.
24:35Dad couldn't stand living with that psycho anymore.
24:39He took what little money was left, and Emma, and disappeared.
24:44Emma was a bad seed, sure.
24:46But she was still his blood.
24:48Before they left, Emma tried to take her green band.
24:52Dad stomped on it.
24:54Why the hell would you want that piece of trash?
24:56Emma cried as he dragged her away.
24:59My dad...
25:00Mom got out on bail.
25:02The psych eval said she had severe PTSD and psychosis.
25:06They left her alone in that rental apartment.
25:09The one that still smelled like death.
25:12Her mental state deteriorated fast.
25:15She started talking to me like I was still there.
25:18And she refused to take off the red light band.
25:21To punish herself, she'd added a shock device to it.
25:25One that delivered a jolt the second the light flashed red.
25:29She said the small shocks were the only thing that eased her guilt.
25:33She'd cook a whole table of food.
25:35Then talk to the empty air.
25:37She'd pick up a piece of meat.
25:39Her hands shook.
25:41The band flashed red.
25:43She was anxious.
25:45She smiled, but her eyes were empty.
25:48Mom's heart is racing.
25:50Mom's lying.
25:52Liars don't deserve food.
25:54Picked up a remote.
25:55One she'd rewired to trigger the shock on her wristband.
25:59It hurts.
25:59And shocked herself.
26:01It hurts.
26:02It hurts.
26:04Is this what Stella felt?
26:06I'm sorry.
26:07Mom got out.
26:09Mom started reenacting my diary entries.
26:12I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy.
26:14So she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood, then swallowed it back down.
26:22I was locked in isolation.
26:24So she locked herself in my old room, lights off, and bowed to my photo until her forehead bled.
26:31Over and over.
26:33Blood on the floor.
26:36Late at night, she'd see the red glow of the band reflected on the wall.
26:40To her, it looked like my bloody eyes watching.
26:44She scribbled in red pen on the back of my journal.
26:47I'm sorry.
26:49I was wrong.
26:50Red light means pain.
26:52Red light means love.
26:54Please come back and say it hurts one more time.
26:57I'll save you.
26:58I promise.
27:00Too bad I'm dead.
27:02Dead people can't cry for help.
27:05Eventually, the state intervened.
27:08Mom's self-harm got so extreme, she nearly killed herself, that they committed her.
27:14She ended up in a psychiatric facility.
27:17She was the strangest patient there.
27:20She'd found a red plastic ring somewhere and wore it around her neck like a collar.
27:25Her homemade band.
27:28If anyone tried to remove it, she'd bite them like a rabid dog.
27:33Don't touch my light.
27:34Stella's watching.
27:36She'll be mad if you take it.
27:37She developed a Pavlovian response.
27:41Rachel, time to eat.
27:42Mom would touch her neck, then start convulsing, screaming.
27:46Red light.
27:47Red light.
27:48Don't punish me.
27:49I'll eat.
27:50I'll eat.
27:51Even if the food was scalding hot, she'd gulp it down, burning her esophagus.
27:56Wouldn't spit it out.
27:58She was reenacting my final moments.
28:01Living my hell on repeat.
28:04Mom started reenacting my diet.
28:07Years later, Emma grew up.
28:08Without proper guidance and with a trail of infamy behind her, she ended up at the bottom
28:13of society.
28:15When she ran out of money, she remembered.
28:17Mom's still in that facility.
28:19She showed up one day.
28:21Not for love.
28:23For cash.
28:31Hey, crazy lady.
28:33Dad's dead.
28:34Give me your hidden stash.
28:37Disgusting.
28:38Just like your dead daughter.
28:40If you don't give me money, I'll pull your tubes and send you to join her.
28:44For a moment, Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
28:47She looked at Emma and suddenly remembered.
28:51That band.
28:53That always green toy.
28:55That decade of deception.
28:57It was you.
28:59Mom's voice was gravel.
29:01You lied.
29:03You're the fake green light.
29:05You killed Stella.
29:07Give her back.
29:08Give her back.
29:10The last shred of maternal love twisted into vengeance.
29:15Mom lunged.
29:16Grabbed Emma by the throat.
29:18Die.
29:19You should have died.
29:20Not her.
29:21You.
29:22Help!
29:23Emma thrashed, but couldn't break free from a madwoman's grip.
29:28Orderlies rushed in.
29:29Sedated Mom.
29:30Pulled her off.
29:32Emma stumbled out of the room, terrified.
29:35They're all insane.
29:37She bolted for the exit.
29:41A truck plowed into her.
29:43She survived.
29:44Barely.
29:45Both legs shattered beyond repair.
29:48Wheelchair for life.
29:50A total wreck.
29:51Meanwhile, Mom was strapped to a bed, staring at the ceiling.
29:56Tears streaming.
29:58In her dreams, she finally saw me.
30:01I was ten again.
30:02No band.
30:03White dress.
30:05Smiling.
30:06Mom!
30:07Mom!
30:07She reached for me, crying with joy.
30:10Stella!
30:12But her hands sparked with electricity.
30:15The second she touched me, I burst into flames.
30:18Turned to ash.
30:20No!
30:21She woke up screaming.
30:23Heart rate through the roof.
30:24If she'd been wearing that band, it would have been blood red.
30:29Eternal torment.
30:31Years later, I stood in the void, watching it all.
30:36Mom in the facility.
30:38Emma in a wheelchair, begging on the streets.
30:41Dad, drunk and dead in some gutter.
30:44I felt nothing.
30:48Nothing.
30:48No satisfaction.
30:50Just a flat, dead calm.
30:53Next to me was an old dog.
30:55Buddy, my childhood pet.
30:57Mom threw him out years ago.
30:59He'd been waiting for me at the boundary.
31:02Buddy nuzzled my leg.
31:04Barked twice.
31:05As if to say, let's go.
31:08Don't look back.
31:10Yeah.
31:11Time to leave.
31:12This life was too bitter.
31:15Nothing worth holding onto.
31:18I floated to Mom's hospital room one final time.
31:22She looked ancient.
31:24Hair completely white.
31:26Frail as paper.
31:28She sensed something.
31:30Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air.
31:33Right where I stood.
31:35Stella?
31:36Is that you?
31:37Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
31:40Mom destroyed the band.
31:42I don't believe in it anymore.
31:44Come back, please.
31:45I'll cook for you.
31:47No celery.
31:48I'll buy you new dresses.
31:50Not Emma.
31:51Tears rolled down her face.
31:53I looked at the red marks on her neck from the homemade band.
31:57I sighed.
31:59Reached out.
32:00My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
32:04Sleep, Mom.
32:06In sleep, there's no pain.
32:08A breeze blew through the room.
32:11The old journal on her nightstand flipped open.
32:13The last page, my dying words, stared up at the ceiling.
32:19But below it, in shaky handwriting, were new lines, written by Mom during a lucid moment.
32:25Next life, let me wear the band.
32:29Let me be the liar.
32:30Punish me however you want.
32:33Just don't leave me.
32:34I stared at those words.
32:37I felt nothing.
32:38Too late.
32:40Repentance means nothing to the dead.
32:44Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
32:47But I don't love you either.
32:50Let's not meet again.
32:51I turned away.
32:53Buddy wagged his tail.
32:55In the distance, a door of light appeared.
32:59The gateway to the next cycle.
33:02I looked at my wrist.
33:04The phantom Verity band.
33:06Still there.
33:08Even in spirit form.
33:10I grabbed it.
33:11It shattered into stardust.
33:14I felt weightless.
33:15Free.
33:16No red light.
33:18No hunger.
33:20No lies.
33:21Just freedom.
33:23I flew.
33:24Morning came.
33:26A nurse pushed open the door.
33:27Rachel, time for your meds.
33:29No response.
33:31She walked closer.
33:32Rachel's hand clutched the torn journal.
33:34A single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye.
33:38On the heart monitor, the wavy line had gone flat.
33:42Passing through the light wasn't violent.
33:44No spinning.
33:45No chaos.
33:47Just warmth.
33:48Like sinking into a spring stream.
33:50Even the lingering ache in my soul, the phantom pains, started to fade.
33:55Buddy pressed into my palm.
33:57His fur wasn't translucent anymore.
33:59It was soft.
34:00Warm.
34:01Real.
34:02This was the living, breathing connection I'd craved as a kid.
34:06Come on, boy.
34:07I held his paw and walked toward the brightness.
34:10Behind me, the old life faded like a worn photograph.
34:14Mom's final tear.
34:15The red glow of the band.
34:17Blood on the diary pages.
34:19All of it blurred.
34:20Dissolved.
34:21I didn't look back.
34:22That ten-year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
34:27Passing through the night.
34:28When I opened my eyes again, I was tiny.
34:30Wrapped in soft blankets.
34:33Someone was humming.
34:35A woman's voice.
34:37Gentle, off-key, but full of love.
34:40Her fingers brushed my cheek.
34:42The scent of gardenias.
34:44Not the sterile hospital smell of my old mom.
34:47Not the cold, clinical distance.
34:50I blinked up at her.
34:52She had kind eyes.
34:54A soft smile.
34:56She cradled me like I was made of glass.
34:59Grace is awake.
35:00She murmured.
35:01Honey, come quick.
35:02Our daughter just blinked.
35:04A man appeared.
35:06Tall, a little awkward, but his face lit up when he saw me.
35:10He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
35:13His voice was deep.
35:15Warm.
35:16Hey, Grace.
35:17I'm your dad.
35:19Grace.
35:20Not Stella.
35:21No weight.
35:22No chains.
35:23No lies.
35:24Just Grace Sterling.
35:26A name that meant something light.
35:28Something cherished.
35:30When I opened my house, this house was small, but clean.
35:35Cozy.
35:36Cartoon stickers on the walls, plants on the balcony, sunlight pouring through the windows,
35:42warm on the floor.
35:44I realized fast, this family was nothing like the last one.
35:49They never forced me to do anything.
35:52There were no Verity bands.
35:54I grew, learned to crawl, to talk.
35:58Mama.
35:59And when I was three, Mom made sautéed celery.
36:02The green stalks on the plate triggered me.
36:05I flashed back to choking, throat swelling, vomiting blood.
36:10I stumbled backward, shaking.
36:13Tears came without permission.
36:16Mom immediately put down the spatula, crouched, pulled me into a hug.
36:21Grace, what's wrong?
36:22You don't like celery?
36:24I couldn't speak, just shook my head, sobbing.
36:28Dad knelt too, rubbed my back.
36:32Hey, it's okay.
36:34You don't have to eat it.
36:36Can you tell us why?
36:37Their eyes were patient, gentle.
36:40Finally, I choked out, it hurts my throat, makes me bleed.
37:14They didn't say, the machine doesn't lie.
37:16I started telling gardenias and realized this is what it feels like to be believed.
37:21Love isn't measured by a machine.
37:23it's listening even when the story sounds impossible this house was small
37:28when I was four preschool had a health screening blood draw I saw the needle
37:34and lost it flashes of the band burning my wrist flashes of starvation I screamed
37:41clung to dad's leg the teacher sigh grace it's just a little poke all the
37:47other kids were brave I couldn't stop shaking dad immediately scooped me up
37:56shielding me from the nurse sorry he said firmly she's got trauma we'll skip this
38:03for now and take her to a pediatric psychologist on the drive home dad didn't
38:09scold me for being weak he just asked gently grace did someone hurt you before
38:16I buried my face in his shoulder tears soaking his shirt mom band red light I
38:26couldn't explain it clearly but he listened nodded you've been through hell
38:32haven't you it's okay dad's here now no one's ever hurting you again from then on
38:40they took me to a child therapist regularly severe PTSD the doctor said my
38:47parents never complained never made me feel like a burden they played honesty
38:53games with me where I could say anything true or false and they just listen guide
38:59me gently toward the truth they bought me colorful bracelets but never forced me to
39:04wear them these are just accessories grace wear them if you want take them off if
39:10you don't we'll love you either way slowly I started to heal I could say I don't like
39:16this without fear I could say I'm scared I could say I want that I didn't have to
39:25worry about my heart racing being evidence of a lie I started sharing my preschool stories
39:32with them I cried when I didn't get a toy I laughed when I got praise I was
39:38finally just a kid a normal loved kid when I was four when I turned seven I
39:45started elementary school there was a girl in my class Annie Sullivan she looked
39:51exactly like Emma same eyes but her hair was shorter and she was timid scared the
40:01first time I saw her my heart clenched flashbacks Emma's smug grin the green light mocking
40:08me I stepped back instinctively Annie noticed she looked down voice barely a whisper I'm Annie
40:18do you want to be friends her tone was so careful so desperate to please just like I
40:25used to be I glanced at her wrist she wore a cheap green cartoon bracelet my stomach turned
40:32later I found out Annie's mom was strict too demanded honesty locked her in her room without
40:40food when she made mistakes one day Annie accidentally broke the teacher's mug she was
40:46trembling too scared to admit it I saw her face red rimmed eyes barely holding back tears I
40:54remembered myself at that desk writing I'm a liar a thousand times I walked over took her hand Annie
41:04it's okay accidents happen let's tell the teacher together she won't be mad Annie looked at me shocked
41:11but mom says liars are bad kids being honest isn't about never making mistakes it's about owning up when
41:20you do and even if you tell the truth you shouldn't be punished for it if the teacher yells I'll
41:26protect
41:26you if your mom yells come to my house my parents will help I gave her the courage I never
41:33had she
41:35confessed the teacher forgave her told her to be more careful next time from that day on we were best
41:42friends when I I brought Annie home to meet my parents she saw how warm they were how
41:49they didn't yell didn't punish over little things I told her you don't have to make everyone happy you're
41:58allowed to feel things say things one day Annie's mom came to pick her up from school
42:06she saw us together and her face twisted she grabbed Annie's hand did you mess up again is grace covering
42:15for you Annie immediately looked down I stepped in front of her ma'am Annie didn't do anything wrong
42:24she's a good kid you shouldn't always assume the worst she's scared of you the mom froze looked at me
42:34then at Annie's tear-filled eyes her expression softened that night she called my mom thanked her
42:45you're welcome said I'd opened her eyes over time Annie's mom got gentler started listening instead of
42:54yelling and Annie she blossomed confident happy I watched her laugh freely one day and felt this
43:05warmth in my chest I didn't get saved in my last life I suffered alone in the dark but this
43:14time I could
43:16save someone else I could stop another Stella from happening maybe that's the gift my past life gave me
43:25the ability to see pain and to heal it I when I was 10 my parents took me to visit
43:34grandma in the
43:34countryside there was an old tree in her yard just like the one at my old grandma's house I sat
43:41under it
43:42watching sunlight filter through the leaves buddy does next to me then I saw her an old woman white
43:51hair hunched over a cane wearing a faded blue shirt the second I saw her face I froze she looked
44:00exactly
44:00like Rachel my old mom grandma noticed me too walked over slowly her eyes were hazy but there was something
44:10familiar in them what's your name child Grace Sterling she repeated it softly Grace that's a beautiful name she
44:20reached out like she wanted to touch my hair then hesitated pulled back like she was afraid of
44:26disturbing something sacred my mom came over studied her mom this is our daughter Grace so she was my grandma
44:35in this life over the next few days grandma watched me constantly her expression unreadable one day she
44:44brought me a bowl of steak burger Grace eat up this used to be your favorite I stared at the
44:49bowl in my
44:51last life I wrote in my dying breath I want to eat mom's steak burger and here was grandma saying
44:59those exact
44:59words tears blurred my vision this wasn't some distant wish anymore it was real right in front of me I
45:10picked
45:10up a piece bit into it tender sweet perfect grandma smiled a tired guilty smile that night lying in bed
45:22with
45:22a buddy curled at my feet I thought about Rachel's last words next life let me be the one punished
45:29just
45:30don't leave me I thought about her final tear the torn journal honestly I didn't hate her anymore hating
45:39someone is like locking yourself in the past chewing on pain forever this life's happiness had already washed
45:47away the bitterness I just felt sad when grandma stayed for a month then went back home before she
45:55left she held my hand grace live well be happy her voice was soft but heavy with meaning I nodded
46:05you too
46:06grandma I watched her walk away and I felt nothing no anger no grief the grudges of my past life
46:16were like fallen leaves blown away by the wind I wasn't Stella anymore the girl trapped by a red
46:24light I was grace sterling surrounded by love free grandma at 13 I graduated elementary school got into
46:34the best middle school in the city my parents took me to the beach to celebrate I stood at the
46:40edge of
46:40the ocean wind in my hair salt on my lips I stretched out my arms feeling freedom for a moment
46:48I saw her my
46:50ghost self floating desperate to hug someone but passing right through grace what are you thinking dad
46:59handed me a soda I smiled just I'm grateful to be alive to be with you guys mom hugged me
47:09silly girl we're
47:11the lucky ones buddy chased the waves barking joyfully I looked at my parents my dog my future I finally
47:21understood the suffering of my past life taught me to treasure this one the pain taught me what love really
47:28means I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore I didn't need to fear red lights I could
47:36laugh cry speak
47:38freely I had parents who loved me a best friend a healthy body a bright future this was the life
47:48I died
47:49wishing for at third that night I wrote in my journal not the blood-stained confessions of my old life
47:55this
47:57one was full of happiness growth love I wrote today I saw the ocean it's huge blue free I thought
48:11about my
48:12past self that little girl locked in a room desperate to be loved she'd never believe that I could be
48:19this
48:20happy mom and dad love me they taught me honesty and bravery Annie is my best friend now she's confident
48:29and bright grandma's healthy she calls me often buddy's still a goofball always nudging my hand I don't hate
48:40anyone anymore I don't cling to the past those painful memories are like footprints in the sand washed away by
48:48waves
48:49but they taught me to cherish every step forward I know my old mom sister and dad got what they
48:57deserved and I
48:59finally broke free I found real freedom I don't want to see them again I don't want to relive that
49:07life I just want
49:09to be grace sterling simple happy loved that the ocean was beautiful life was beautiful I closed my journal
49:23looked out the hotel window moonlight shimmered on the water like a thousand stars buddy's breathing was soft
49:31and steady beside me I smiled this life I finally became who I wanted to be no red lights no
49:42starvation no
49:44lies just love freedom happiness and those scars from my past they became badges of survival reminders that no
49:56matter how much darkness you face if you don't give up on the light you'll find your way to warmth
50:03to
50:04freedom the road ahead is long but I'll walk it with courage with joy towards something even brighter
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