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Full Episode of Half of My Heart
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06Are you cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:29Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:34So what's it gonna be?
00:00:36Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:40I knew you'd be my exclusive.
00:00:43On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:48Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go.
00:00:51Please.
00:00:51I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:58I love you too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:03Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:09That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:24I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:25I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:25I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:28I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:29I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:31I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:34I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:34I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:35I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:36I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:38I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:39I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:39I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:40I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:40I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:40Class is over, please professor. I need to be punished
00:01:56You better not spend the night over there
00:01:57I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home. Okay, Ness. I just want
00:02:03to drop these cookies off
00:02:04I want to surprise Blake. He's been home sick all day. Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet
00:02:14This fucking guy. King shaming you for wanting to get spanked. Oh, he loves me. That's all
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me. I have to go. I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:30Oh, shit
00:02:32You're cheating on me
00:02:38Oh, you piece of shit
00:02:41I'm on your way
00:02:42You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk and then here you go
00:02:45Well, now I can explain
00:02:49Are you okay, Anya?
00:02:52She means nothing to me
00:02:55Jesus Christ
00:02:57Are you serious, Blake?
00:02:59You were cheating on her?
00:03:00You're surprised?
00:03:02You could say I'm following in your footsteps
00:03:03Enough!
00:03:04Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:07I'll deal with you later
00:03:09Let me drive you home
00:03:11No, it's okay. I'm fine
00:03:16I'm driving you
00:03:27Hey, Anya
00:03:28I'm sorry about Blake
00:03:33It's not your fault, Professor Rossi
00:03:36Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be
00:03:41I just...
00:03:43I don't get it
00:03:45He said he loved me
00:03:46And then he cheated on me
00:03:49What did I do?
00:03:52What's wrong with me?
00:03:54Hey, none of that talk
00:03:58Okay?
00:03:58There's nothing wrong with you
00:04:02Although right now you do look like a sad little bunny
00:04:08Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level
00:04:13My son has proven that he definitely does
00:04:16Does not
00:04:23Oh, well, I should ride
00:04:26Thanks for riding me to
00:04:28Thanks for taking me to my
00:04:31Thanks for driving me to my home
00:04:37You're welcome, Anya
00:04:43Oh, I'm sorry
00:04:54I didn't realize you were with a student
00:04:57Come in, Professor Rossi
00:04:59We're just wrapping up
00:05:01Work on the third act
00:05:02Remember Honesty
00:05:05Thank you, Professor Winslow
00:05:20She's a bright girl
00:05:22She is
00:05:23I'm mentoring her this semester
00:05:25I've got a promising career ahead of her
00:05:30Speaking of promising
00:05:35You know the rules
00:05:37Not here
00:06:03You know, I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck
00:06:06I have told you
00:06:08I am not taking on an exclusive
00:06:11No relationships, not here, not outside
00:06:17Get up
00:06:17Merci
00:06:18I think
00:06:19I could've seen
00:06:21Sometimesacha
00:06:26You
00:06:28don't have that You
00:06:28two So
00:06:30know You
00:06:45know There's
00:06:57What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:02I think I'm going to call you Bunny.
00:07:15Okay, that is class for today.
00:07:18Next week, we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's Crucifixion Triptych.
00:07:22Study up in the work, please.
00:07:24Miss Renee, do you mind hanging back for a moment?
00:07:33You wanted to see me?
00:07:35Hey, so, uh...
00:07:41How are you doing?
00:07:43Oh, uh, I'm fine.
00:07:48You don't have to lie to me.
00:07:52I just...
00:07:54I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:07:56You're a lot of things on you.
00:07:58But stupid is not one.
00:08:06Who's is this?
00:08:11It's beautiful.
00:08:13It's, uh...
00:08:15It's one of mine.
00:08:17The shading, it's...
00:08:18It's so unique.
00:08:21I was trying to capture the female form.
00:08:24I wanted to show the contrast between light and dark
00:08:30to make the image almost three-dimensional.
00:08:34You see these, these lines here.
00:08:58I'm sorry.
00:08:59I'm sorry.
00:08:59That was really inappropriate.
00:09:00No, no, I'm sorry.
00:09:01It's...
00:09:02It's my fault.
00:09:06Excuse me.
00:09:12And then I almost kissed him.
00:09:16Fuck off!
00:09:17You did not!
00:09:18I did.
00:09:19I know it's crazy, but he's just...
00:09:22He's so smart and talented and sexy as hell.
00:09:28And your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:09:31And your professor.
00:09:33I'm not trying to yuck your young.
00:09:35Just be careful, babe.
00:09:36You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake.
00:09:51Anybody?
00:09:52Who's class?
00:09:58What are you up to?
00:10:00Trying to text Anya, but I am pretty sure that she has me blocked.
00:10:04Don't you blame her?
00:10:06I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that.
00:10:09Someone seems like such a special woman.
00:10:12You're one to talk.
00:10:13What?
00:10:14Get off your fucking high hours, Dad.
00:10:16You cheated on Mom.
00:10:18Drove her away.
00:10:19And you know how apples fall.
00:10:21What'd you expect?
00:10:28Let her away.
00:10:30How could I get lost in me?
00:10:35How could I?
00:10:49You know how the hell is yours?
00:10:51What do you expect?
00:10:51How do I get lost in criminality?
00:10:54I don't have to go.
00:10:55How do you feel like she's doing those.
00:10:55How do you expect you to aim the concentrations of sex?
00:10:56How do you expect daddy that's the Family?
00:10:57How do you expect the padre that didn't expect you to save yourself?
00:10:57The baby that just lost him to other girls?
00:10:57Looking back at Market Reach for the Life
00:11:16Uh, Blake, he left about an hour ago.
00:11:20I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:11:22Uh, no, um, I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:11:32Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:11:36You don't have to?
00:11:41Right, well, um, I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:11:47What if I can forget?
00:11:54Oh, my God.
00:11:55What am I doing?
00:11:57Oh, this is crazy.
00:11:59He's your professor and your ex's dad and he doesn't like you.
00:12:02Like, he's just lonely.
00:12:19Anya.
00:12:21You painted naked pictures of me?
00:12:26I can explain.
00:12:39Girl, no.
00:12:41That's like Jason Bateman stuff.
00:12:42Or whoever the American psycho dude was.
00:12:44Yeah.
00:12:47Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it.
00:12:50About him.
00:12:51I don't blame you.
00:12:52He's straight up stalker-like.
00:12:54Um, I'm not thinking about it like that.
00:12:58More like...
00:13:01Never mind.
00:13:02Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight instead of thinking about Professor
00:13:05Daddy.
00:13:06I can't.
00:13:07I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:12Have a drink in my honor, though.
00:13:13Okay?
00:13:16Cool.
00:13:20Patrick Bateman.
00:13:22That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:13:25Anyway.
00:13:28I'm thinking about it.
00:13:30Hold on.
00:13:30I'm thinking about it.
00:13:34Well, I can...
00:13:35...
00:13:36Ania.
00:13:36Oh, man.
00:13:36I can do it.
00:13:37I can do it tonight.
00:13:39I can do it.
00:13:46I can do it.
00:13:48I can't replace it.
00:13:49Go.
00:13:49And of all.
00:13:52I can do it.
00:14:02I can't stop thinking about you.
00:14:43Anya, Anya wait, I know what you saw seemed hard, it's just I see
00:14:53your face every day in my class and that you decided to paint me a hundred
00:14:57times tell me the truth Dimitri how long have you been painting me since the
00:15:07first time you walked into one of my lectures I used to paint all the time
00:15:13when Blake was born I was so young I had to make some money so I started
00:15:19teaching the point is I hadn't painted in 20 years until I met you that spring the
00:15:28flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time
00:15:34the spark it came back and then you were all I could paint I started with your
00:15:40outline and your silhouette then I started to notice more details shape of your
00:15:47hand the flow of your hair
00:15:54the radiance of your smile
00:15:58once I started painting I couldn't stop and I knew it was wrong I knew that I
00:16:03shouldn't be doing it you're my muse
00:16:07the Camille to my Monet
00:16:11the story that I'm writing
00:16:15I couldn't figure out the third act but when I thought about you
00:16:24yes
00:16:26I thought about you I couldn't stop
00:16:30words they just bored out of me
00:16:36what you're saying makes complete sense
00:16:42please
00:16:45come with me
00:16:57this is crazy
00:16:58yeah I know
00:16:59I'm your professor
00:17:06you're my ex's dad
00:17:08you could get kicked out
00:17:09you could be fired for this
00:17:12really
00:17:14what if we promise it's just a one-time thing
00:17:16yeah that makes total sense
00:17:21I'm sorry is that okay
00:17:24I'm sorry
00:17:25yeah
00:17:26yeah
00:17:26please
00:17:40so you actually slept with him
00:17:43your professor who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad
00:17:47who just so happens to have like a billion naked paintings of you in his home
00:17:51it was just a one-time thing
00:17:54we agreed
00:17:57sure
00:17:58just like Cara and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park after the milkshake incident
00:18:02yet what are we doing tomorrow
00:18:16Miss Renee
00:18:18tell me
00:18:18tell me why a mannerist painting followed the renaissance
00:18:21it was a repudiation of the harmony and balance of the renaissance era
00:18:29good but that will only get you a partial credit
00:18:33how would I get full credit
00:18:35professor
00:18:42did I give you permission to touch
00:18:46guess you'll have to teach me a lesson
00:18:49is that so
00:19:02her brain told her not to go back
00:19:06but her body was in control now
00:19:12don't do it on ya
00:19:15you said only once
00:19:20fuck it
00:19:33about that just one time thing
00:19:38what you do
00:19:39no
00:19:40no
00:19:42no
00:19:42no
00:19:42no
00:19:42no
00:19:43no
00:19:43no
00:19:43no
00:19:45no
00:19:45no
00:19:45no
00:19:46no
00:19:46no
00:19:47no
00:19:47no
00:19:49wait
00:19:49wait
00:19:50blake
00:19:51he's not here
00:19:57i haven't been able to think straight the past few days
00:20:01every time i close my eyes all i see is your face and your body and you
00:20:06i know buddy i know
00:20:08me too
00:20:19turn over
00:20:31tell me what you want
00:20:34i want
00:20:39tell me
00:20:42i want you to take control
00:20:46with pleasure
00:20:47i want you to take control
00:21:17I love you, bunny. Reckless, ruined, and knowing I'd do it all over again.
00:21:25This has really taken a turn. I'm impressed.
00:21:28Your boyfriend must be doing something right.
00:21:31Oh, well, actually, I started seeing someone new.
00:21:34Really? Well, sounds like you found your new muse. Is he a writer?
00:21:40He's an artist, and he's older.
00:21:46But, um, I shouldn't say too much. I don't want to jinx it.
00:21:57Botticelli's posthumous reputation suffered until the 19th century.
00:22:01That is when the Pre-Raphaelites discovered him.
00:22:04And in doing so, they...
00:22:09They, um...
00:22:11They ushered in a newfound appreciation of his work.
00:22:17Okay, that is... That's the end of class.
00:22:19Take a look at your papers, see your grades.
00:22:22Thank you very much.
00:22:23Commissioner N.H., do you mind waiting a moment?
00:22:35You wanted to see me, Professor?
00:22:40This is school, Anya.
00:22:43What are you doing?
00:22:44Nothing.
00:22:46You were playing with fire, Bunny.
00:22:49Do you like being bad?
00:22:51Is that what it is?
00:22:53I don't know.
00:22:55So what do you want?
00:23:00This only works if you're honest with me and with yourself.
00:23:03It's embarrassing.
00:23:10I...
00:23:11I want you to punish me.
00:23:15Excuse me.
00:23:16Professor Rossi, I wanted to ask you about my grade on this test.
00:23:20But I can come back if this is a bad time.
00:23:23No, no, no.
00:23:24No, it's fine.
00:23:26What's your question, Mr. Turner?
00:23:28You...
00:23:29You mark this as incorrect, and I'd love an explanation so we can get right on the final.
00:23:36Ah.
00:23:38When discussing Botticelli's Primavera, you only noticed the presence of Flora.
00:23:42What you failed to remember was that work primarily celebrates Venus
00:23:46and her embodiment of love and female desire.
00:23:52You missed the bigger picture, Mr. Turner.
00:23:56Got it.
00:23:57Thanks for clarifying, Professor.
00:24:07So, about what I said.
00:24:16I want you.
00:24:17I want every...
00:24:18better for you.
00:24:21But not here.
00:24:23Where?
00:24:28Let me ravish you back at mine.
00:24:37I didn't know it could be like that.
00:24:45How did you get so good at this?
00:24:49Well, I've always loved the female form.
00:24:54I revered it.
00:24:57I studied it for my art.
00:24:59And I get a lot of my pleasure out of observing yours.
00:25:07And I...
00:25:08also belong to a club.
00:25:10Like a golf club?
00:25:13Like a golf club?
00:25:13No.
00:25:15But it is a club for special interests.
00:25:18Kink.
00:25:21So...
00:25:22what?
00:25:24People have sex there?
00:25:27They can.
00:25:29If both people can send.
00:25:31They put on live shows like BDSM or Roleplay.
00:25:42Whatever makes you feel good.
00:25:44Do you...
00:25:47think you would ever take me?
00:25:52Dad, I'm home.
00:26:00Hey, pal.
00:26:02What are you doing?
00:26:04I was...
00:26:05I was working out.
00:26:07And your boxers?
00:26:10Yeah, well...
00:26:11yoga these days, you know?
00:26:13Freedom of movement and all that.
00:26:15That.
00:26:22So, uh...
00:26:22how are you doing?
00:26:24I'm alright.
00:26:25I just went on a date with a girl
00:26:27who had no interest in anything
00:26:28other than her TikTok feed.
00:26:30Oh.
00:26:31So, there's that.
00:26:34And that...
00:26:34kind of got me thinking.
00:26:36About what you said about Anya.
00:26:38She does deserve better.
00:26:40But I can be better.
00:26:41You know?
00:26:43So, I think I'm gonna try to get her back.
00:26:45Show her that I've changed.
00:26:47All that shit.
00:26:49That's great.
00:26:50Did we get a parcel?
00:26:54Um...
00:26:54Oh.
00:26:56Ah.
00:26:58Oh, yeah.
00:26:59What are you doing?
00:27:01Uh, stretching, you know, my...
00:27:02my back.
00:27:04The yoga.
00:27:04Maybe it's not for me.
00:27:05Right.
00:27:06I'm gonna go upstairs now
00:27:07because you're being
00:27:08really weird.
00:27:10So...
00:27:12Oh, can you do some of your assignment?
00:27:14No video games, please.
00:27:15You ain't too old for that.
00:27:17No, I cannot.
00:27:22Fuck.
00:27:24Oh, that was close.
00:27:28We run out of places to meet like this.
00:27:30co-show.
00:27:34What about the club?
00:27:45You make me so nervous.
00:27:49Yes, it's true.
00:27:52Yeah.
00:27:54You make me so nervous.
00:28:02Are you sure you want to do this?
00:28:05Remember what we said about honesty?
00:28:08I'm okay.
00:28:11Nervous, but okay.
00:28:14If you change your mind, you tell me.
00:28:16Do you understand?
00:28:19I don't want you doing anything you're not comfortable with.
00:28:27All the things you may, may do.
00:28:33Professor Winslow?
00:28:38So she only came at the weekends?
00:28:40Am I the only one in my life that doesn't belong to a king club?
00:28:43Come with me.
00:28:44She can't see you.
00:29:13Look, um, you should know, Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:29:22Do you still?
00:29:25No. Not since you and I.
00:29:31Besides, she wanted to be my exclusive.
00:29:37I guess I just wasn't interested.
00:29:40You're what?
00:29:41My exclusive.
00:29:44It means you can only be with one person at the club.
00:29:47And that one person can only be with you.
00:29:51Symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace.
00:29:55Anybody who is wearing one is strictly off limits.
00:30:01Lots of rules, huh?
00:30:03Yeah.
00:30:05Rules are important.
00:30:07They keep everybody safe.
00:30:10Doms and subs.
00:30:13Subs?
00:30:15Yeah.
00:30:17Submissives.
00:30:23Do you remember the other night where you asked me to take control?
00:30:26Mm-hmm.
00:30:26Mm-hmm.
00:30:28Well, that's called power play.
00:30:30It is built on trust.
00:30:32Communication.
00:30:33Honesty.
00:30:39Look, I know this is a lot for you to take in right now, okay?
00:30:44So we can take this as slow or as fast as you like.
00:30:49See, this is why you're my favorite professor.
00:30:53Huh?
00:30:53Well, and maybe you can teach me about those next.
00:31:17So what's it gonna be?
00:31:21Pleasure?
00:31:22Or pain?
00:31:25How much pain?
00:31:28Only as much as you want.
00:31:31Pain.
00:31:34Please.
00:31:47Tell me what you want.
00:31:50You.
00:31:53Professor.
00:31:56Well, first, we need a safe word.
00:32:03This ensures trust.
00:32:06This only works if there's open communication.
00:32:10Most importantly,
00:32:14honesty about what your boundaries are.
00:32:19It's for you and me both, Bunny.
00:32:23Okay.
00:32:24Um,
00:32:26what about
00:32:30brushstroke?
00:32:34Brushstroke, hmm?
00:32:36Mm-hmm.
00:32:37Mm-hmm.
00:32:38I like it.
00:32:39Mm-hmm.
00:32:41Now,
00:32:44take off your dress for me and go kneel against the wall.
00:32:47Mm-hmm.
00:32:51What's up?
00:32:53Okay.
00:32:54Clear.
00:33:09Bye.
00:33:16What's that?
00:33:18More.
00:33:23More.
00:33:33Harder, Professor.
00:33:42Oh my God.
00:33:44That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:33:47I always wanted more, but Blake, he would never...
00:33:51Shit.
00:33:53Sorry, I...
00:33:54I shouldn't have brought him up, but...
00:33:56I forgot.
00:33:58Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:01For a moment.
00:34:06I can't help but feel I'm hurting him...
00:34:10Just by being with you.
00:34:12He doesn't care about me.
00:34:15He only cares about himself.
00:34:19Blake is the only person on you.
00:34:23His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:34:27You know...
00:34:30He told me...
00:34:32That you cheated on her.
00:34:35I would never.
00:34:37Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:34:40What's the truth then?
00:34:46You don't need to hear this.
00:34:47Hey.
00:34:48Hey.
00:34:50Honesty.
00:34:51Remember?
00:34:54Just put my trust in you.
00:34:58Put your trust in me.
00:35:03Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:07A baby was too much for her.
00:35:11She wanted a different life.
00:35:13So...
00:35:15She chose that over Blake.
00:35:21Over us.
00:35:25As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:35:31So I...
00:35:34I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:35:40Because I was unfaithful.
00:35:43Why did you do that?
00:35:45Why did you do that?
00:35:47To protect him.
00:35:50You never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:35:55Blake means everything to me.
00:35:58He's half my heart on you.
00:36:01What was the other half?
00:36:05No one has been...
00:36:08For such a long time.
00:36:16I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:36:21I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:36:24When you're ready.
00:36:26I...
00:36:28I know it's crazy.
00:36:30There's a million reasons that I shouldn't.
00:36:33But...
00:36:33But I can help myself.
00:36:35Alright, I just...
00:36:38I think I should go home.
00:36:41No, no, no.
00:36:43Please.
00:36:43I didn't mean it.
00:36:45It's fine, it's fine.
00:36:49Goodnight.
00:36:56Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this, but I really don't know what to
00:37:02do.
00:37:02Really?
00:37:04Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:06Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:08Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:10This isn't funny.
00:37:12The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:37:17How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:37:19Look, I know these two are literally blood related, but they're nothing alike.
00:37:22Yeah?
00:37:22I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind.
00:37:26Respectful.
00:37:28Kinky as hell.
00:37:30Seriously.
00:37:31Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:37:35Girlie, is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might...
00:37:40Feel the same.
00:37:56Thank you for coming to see me.
00:38:01Look...
00:38:01What happened the other night scared me.
00:38:05I know I, uh...
00:38:08I shouldn't have said anything.
00:38:10I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:12No.
00:38:14It scared me because...
00:38:15I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:38:24I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:38:29Bunny.
00:38:33What's wrong?
00:38:36Let's pick this up later.
00:38:38Come with me to the club tonight.
00:38:41Professor Rossi.
00:38:42You trying to steal my mentee?
00:38:45I'm afraid.
00:38:46It might be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:38:50No, I...
00:38:50I merely bumped into Miss Rennie.
00:38:52She wanted an extension on her paper.
00:38:53Which is granted.
00:38:55Now, if you two ladies will excuse me.
00:38:57Enjoy the rest of your day.
00:38:58Hmm.
00:39:06This older man you're seeing...
00:39:09Is he from school?
00:39:10What?
00:39:12No.
00:39:14Right.
00:39:16Do you have new pages for me?
00:39:18For our session tonight?
00:39:21I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow.
00:39:23I have to skip tonight.
00:39:25I promise I'll have them ready for our next session though.
00:39:29I have to rush.
00:39:49Anya?
00:39:51Holy shit.
00:39:52You look amazing.
00:39:53How the hell did you get in here?
00:39:55You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:39:59You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:06Look, I've been thinking.
00:40:08And...
00:40:09We should get back together.
00:40:12Blake...
00:40:13I want to apologize.
00:40:15Now's really not a good time.
00:40:18I'm really trying to learn and grow.
00:40:21My dad wasn't the greatest role model.
00:40:23You know that.
00:40:25Hmm.
00:40:26I follow and learn patterns, but now...
00:40:28I want to be better.
00:40:30I'm even thinking about going to therapy.
00:40:34I'm really happy you're working on yourself and...
00:40:37I think starting therapy is a great idea, but...
00:40:40You and I are done, Blake.
00:40:45And...
00:40:46I'm seeing someone else.
00:40:49Seriously?
00:40:53Who?
00:40:55That's really none of your business.
00:40:57Now, if you'll excuse me.
00:41:03You know...
00:41:05It's a small school.
00:41:08I'll find out whoever that guy is...
00:41:11And I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:12What?
00:41:26Who is that?
00:41:40Evening, Professor.
00:41:43Are you sure you're ready for this?
00:41:45We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:41:52I want to.
00:41:55I want the entire club to know about us.
00:42:00That I'm yours and...
00:42:03You're mine.
00:42:06If that's the case...
00:42:10Let's make this official.
00:42:11I don't know.
00:42:12Anya.
00:42:15Anya, will you be my exclusive?
00:42:19I thought we were already exclusive.
00:42:22My.
00:42:23No.
00:42:25I don't know.
00:42:36I don't know.
00:42:37You're mine.
00:42:39I was going to show like they've never seen.
00:42:54You've been a very bad girl
00:42:57I'm sorry, professor
00:43:02You only speak
00:43:05When I tell you
00:43:09Bad behavior is punished
00:43:14You know that, don't you?
00:43:20Speak
00:43:20Yes, I know
00:43:29Remember your safe word
00:43:32You're in control
00:43:36Punish me, professor
00:43:44One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt
00:43:49You got your madness
00:43:51And I'm good at bad habits, oh
00:43:55One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt
00:44:09I can't believe I did that
00:44:11That was exhilarating
00:44:13You are amazing
00:44:15So brave
00:44:17You should be proud of yourself
00:44:20I am
00:44:22Like, I was nervous at first, but
00:44:25You just, you made me feel so safe
00:44:28Like, I could do anything
00:44:31You can, honey
00:44:32Thank you
00:44:47Come on
00:44:55So what do you think?
00:44:57Is it strong enough for Ink It?
00:45:00I've been meaning to talk to you about that
00:45:05I wish I had better news
00:45:07Oh
00:45:08What's wrong?
00:45:10My friend at Ink It decided to pass
00:45:16Do you say why?
00:45:18Just that it doesn't feel truthful
00:45:24And unfortunately, I'm gonna have to progress with other students from now on
00:45:29So I think our mentorship has run its course
00:45:34Um, okay
00:45:37Professor Winslow
00:45:38Did something happen?
00:45:42Take care of yourself, Anya
00:46:03He wanted to see me
00:46:13What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:46:16A student?
00:46:20It's not like us
00:46:22I love her
00:46:26What do you want me to do?
00:46:31He's here
00:46:33Oh
00:46:36We should go
00:46:38Please
00:46:55Anya?
00:46:59Blake
00:47:01I thought you were at home
00:47:04I just got out of class
00:47:07What are you doing here?
00:47:08Um, I was meeting some friends nearby
00:47:11Do you want to come over?
00:47:13Oh, no
00:47:14Blake, I don't
00:47:17Right, the other guy
00:47:20Look, I want to apologize about last night
00:47:23Okay, I was drinking way too much
00:47:25And I was out of line
00:47:28If he makes you happy, then I'm happy
00:47:32You deserve it
00:47:35I'll see you later
00:47:57What?
00:48:00They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:48:03You going to class today?
00:48:05Aw
00:48:06He's ghosting you
00:48:08That sucks
00:48:09I'm not going to sit here and mope all day
00:48:11Come on
00:48:13Where are we going?
00:48:15The moon
00:48:15Let's go
00:48:26How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:48:29Because I'm your best friend
00:48:30And I know when you're feeling low
00:48:31Picking up a new book tends to help
00:48:33True
00:48:43Anya
00:48:44Anya, wait
00:48:47That was a pass-fail course, Professor
00:48:49And you just failed
00:49:02That was an awesome
00:49:03Who
00:49:14Who
00:49:15Who
00:49:15Who
00:49:16Who
00:49:16Who
00:49:20Who
00:49:20Who Who
00:49:25hey what are you doing later while we were in midair my buddy threw up on the instructor
00:49:30all the way down oh hey dad look who's decided to show up hi professor rossi
00:49:37hi well i gotta take a whiz so i'll be right back
00:49:48dad does this hurt
00:49:53good lagonya what you saw between me and sage is not what do you think
00:49:57okay she was gonna out us both to the school so i decided to her no look i know you
00:50:04want to get
00:50:04back me but this i'm just living my life besides i have a lot of free time on my hands
00:50:13since i'm not
00:50:14writing anymore okay so food wise what are you thinking whatever you want dad you want to join
00:50:24us no i uh i forgot something at campus i i'm gonna head back go
00:50:31you need pizza uh let's do pizza yes
00:50:39i am done with your blackmail bullshit you go to the administration if you want i don't care
00:50:44oh really that's right you destroyed the first pure thing that i had in my life i am done you're
00:50:50making
00:50:50a big mistake dimitri oh yeah well it can be worse than what's happening right now i will not be
00:50:57controlled by you i'd start packing your office then fuck you
00:51:10girl you can't give up on your book please there is no book anymore ness anja
00:51:18you really have some nerve dude i don't care look you gotta listen to me please
00:51:25okay
00:51:33look sage gave me no choice she had the upper hand she tried to blackmail me with photos of you
00:51:39and
00:51:40i kissing outside of the club she was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school
00:51:47i distanced myself to protect you the only reason i went to see her that night was to try and
00:51:53convince
00:51:53her to let everything slide i wasn't gonna do anything with her other than be cordial last night i
00:51:59stood up to her i told her that i was not gonna play her games anymore after everything you said
00:52:05about
00:52:05honesty dimitri why didn't you just tell me this sooner
00:52:14i don't know i i need some time to think okay
00:52:19but i'm not gonna be in your class anymore this semester
00:52:25yeah well i don't think that's gonna be a problem anymore
00:52:28excuse me mr rossi i need you to keep moving until you're fully off the school grounds
00:52:34they fired you don't worry you can stay without any punishment
00:52:43there has to be something we can do yeah promise me you won't stop writing
00:52:49i stopped painting when blake's mom left and nearly killed me i don't know if i can
00:52:58don't give up in your heart on you you'll always regret it if you do mr rossi
00:53:22yeah here's to the good days here's to the sorrows this is a mistake i know about tomorrow
00:53:30i don't want to fight no more because i don't feel the need no more no just want to make
00:53:36it stop
00:53:38maybe it's something in the water or maybe we just hit the end of the road right now it doesn't
00:53:49even
00:53:49matter it's too late not to let it go
00:53:58Anya what are you doing here you ruined me what
00:54:08i can't write and i can't eat and i can't sleep all i can do is think about you
00:54:16i feel this immense guilt for getting you fired and so mad at you for lying to me you think
00:54:23i'm
00:54:23doing any better huh all i'm doing is sitting around drinking all day beating myself up for falling
00:54:31for you i want to come find you i want to make love to you
00:54:41i need to tell you something the other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was
00:54:49i wasn't brave enough to tell you
00:54:53the other half of my heart is you Anya
00:54:56i love you i love you i love you too
00:55:10wow seriously dead
00:55:17sleeping with your student and in case you forgot my ex-girlfriend now i know why you got fired
00:55:24you're disgusting let's just all sit down and talk about this rationally okay talk rationally
00:55:31that is rich i don't even know why i'm surprised you've always done whatever the
00:55:36fuck you wanted without caring about anybody else just like you did with mom don't do not bring your
00:55:43mother into this okay you know my whole life my whole fucking life i felt like you've been hiding
00:55:49something from me some father figure you turned out to be you don't know the full story blake what is
00:55:57the full story then dad yeah that's what i thought you're a coward oh it's way more complicated than that
00:56:07this time it doesn't have to be let me make it real simple for you choose either her
00:56:17my please for me blake can we just can we just talk
00:56:26fuck off
00:56:34oh my god
00:56:47what am i gonna do ness if i ask dimitri to choose me i'll carry that guilt around for the
00:56:54rest of my
00:56:54life i can't do that to him to us girl look at me i gotta tell you something my twin
00:57:06brother is a
00:57:06genius like a savant he got offers from every great college harvard mit you name it but we're like
00:57:14i've joined at the hip since birth and he knew i wouldn't get in so he applied here even though
00:57:19he knew it would be dull as fuck for him but i wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck his
00:57:24life for
00:57:24me so i snuck into his room one night and accepted his harvard offer even though truth be told i
00:57:30wanted
00:57:30him here who are you telling me this sometimes we have to put the needs of those we love over
00:57:38our own
00:57:39even if it hurts
00:57:52where are you gonna stay i'm gonna stay with mom what will you just hold on a minute i'm late
00:57:58for my flight
00:58:03perfect timing you two can finally have the house all to yourselves
00:58:09blake wait going he's uh he's gonna stay with his mom this is all my fault i'll talk to him
00:58:20my
00:58:20friend's gonna be fine blake was right and if you won't choose i'll do it for you
00:58:29i won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles
00:58:44i love you dimitri that's why i have to let you go i love you
00:59:14go on pick up
00:59:19blake your call has been forwarded to
00:59:23get the hell away from me
00:59:30blake i'm sorry no you just go and fuck my dad to get back at me that is beyond low
00:59:39look what your dad and i had it wasn't just a fling okay it was real even if you can't
00:59:49see that right now
00:59:53i just ended things
00:59:57the relationship between you and your father is more important than anything
01:00:03we don't have a relationship
01:00:06not anymore
01:00:11she's not answering the phone is she your mom
01:00:18your mom's not here blake your dad is and he always has been
01:00:26and alchemy still treats me like a child i know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me
01:00:31you know you know i recently learned that the foundation of any good relationship is communication
01:00:40you should tell him that you'll understand you deserve as honest deeply
01:01:08i don't even know why i'm sending you this actually
01:01:17i don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore so
01:01:22i guess just thanks or whatever and if you don't get this then
01:01:27just forget about it talk to you later bye
01:01:34hey blake car's here let's go
01:01:42look at you so you got everything you got your passport and dad
01:01:48come on are you sure you want to do this
01:01:54i got some i gotta figure out i'm not gonna be able to do it here
01:01:59but thank you for being here for me i love you dad
01:02:05i know i love you too
01:02:09you still miss her don't you no
01:02:17oh yeah maybe
01:02:22you know i don't think i ever loved anya
01:02:27i mean i liked her sure but i never loved her
01:02:32not the way that you do i guess what i'm trying to say here is
01:02:37you give my blessing
01:02:40you mean that
01:02:44absolutely she's a great person and you are a great man that
01:02:51you deserve it plus you know you're gonna end up getting really lonely and i don't want those
01:02:56late night phone calls at 3 a.m again just
01:03:01hey come here
01:03:05i love you big guy i love you too pops
01:03:09let's go let's get out of here come on
01:03:12you take care okay i will
01:03:23anya red alert it's here it's here
01:03:36and are they gonna publish it they love the new ending and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup
01:03:45wait new ending
01:03:51i told you once he said that my son was half of my heart but i was too scared to
01:03:59say
01:04:02you're the other half
01:04:11so much for coming
01:04:19hi
01:04:19i
01:04:21i
01:04:26i
01:04:28i
01:04:28i
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