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Full Episode of Half of My Heart
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06Are you cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:29Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:34So what's it gonna be?
00:00:36Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:40I knew you'd be my exclusive.
00:00:43On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:48Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go.
00:00:51Please.
00:00:51I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:58I love you too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:03Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:09That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:18What did you do?
00:01:20I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:21I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:21I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:35I'm Reserve.
00:01:36I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:40Class is over, please professor. I need to be punished
00:01:56You better not spend the night over there
00:01:57I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home. Okay, Ness. I just want
00:02:03to drop these cookies off
00:02:04I want to surprise Blake. He's been home sick all day. Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet
00:02:14This fucking guy. King shaming you for wanting to get spanked. Oh, he loves me. That's all
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me. I have to go. I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:30Oh, shit
00:02:32You're cheating on me
00:02:38Oh, you piece of shit
00:02:41I'm on your way
00:02:42You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk and then here you go
00:02:45Well, now I can explain
00:02:49Are you okay, Anya?
00:02:52She means nothing to me
00:02:55Jesus Christ
00:02:57Are you serious, Blake?
00:02:59You were cheating on her?
00:03:00You're surprised?
00:03:02You could say I'm following in your footsteps
00:03:03Enough!
00:03:04Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:07I'll deal with you later
00:03:09Let me drive you home
00:03:11No, it's okay. I'm fine
00:03:16I'm driving you
00:03:27Hey, Anya
00:03:28I'm sorry about Blake
00:03:33It's not your fault, Professor Rossi
00:03:36Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be
00:03:41I just...
00:03:43I don't get it
00:03:45He said he loved me
00:03:46And then he cheated on me
00:03:49What did I do?
00:03:52What's wrong with me?
00:03:54Hey, none of that talk
00:03:58Okay?
00:03:58There's nothing wrong with you
00:04:02Although right now you do look like a sad little bunny
00:04:08Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level
00:04:13My son has proven that he definitely does
00:04:16Does not
00:04:23Oh, well, I should ride
00:04:26Thanks for riding me to
00:04:28Thanks for taking me to my
00:04:31Thanks for driving me to my home
00:04:37You're welcome, Anya
00:04:43Oh, I'm sorry
00:04:54I didn't realize you were with a student
00:04:57Come in, Professor Rossi
00:04:59We're just wrapping up
00:05:01Work on the third act
00:05:02Remember Honesty
00:05:05Thank you, Professor Winslow
00:05:20She's a bright girl
00:05:22She is
00:05:23I'm mentoring her this semester
00:05:25I've got a promising career ahead of her
00:05:30Speaking of promising
00:05:35You know the rules
00:05:37Not here
00:06:02You know I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck
00:06:06I have told you
00:06:08I am not taking on an exclusive
00:06:11No relationships
00:06:12Not here
00:06:12Not outside
00:06:17Get up
00:06:18Which is now
00:06:24Where you gonna be
00:06:24Maybe without you
00:06:27I don't know
00:06:28But sometimes you go in moderation
00:06:29Man Seism
00:06:29You know
00:06:47of me
00:06:47Thebreak
00:06:57What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:02I think I'm going to call you Bunny.
00:07:15Okay, that is class for today.
00:07:18Next week, we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's Crucifixion Triptych.
00:07:22Study up in the work, please.
00:07:24Miss Renee, do you mind hanging back for a moment?
00:07:33You wanted to see me?
00:07:35Hey, so, uh...
00:07:41How are you doing?
00:07:43Oh, uh, I'm fine.
00:07:48You don't have to lie to me.
00:07:52I just...
00:07:54I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:07:56You're a lot of things on you.
00:07:58But stupid is not one.
00:08:06Who's is this?
00:08:11It's beautiful.
00:08:13It's, uh...
00:08:15It's one of mine.
00:08:17The shading, it's...
00:08:18It's so unique.
00:08:21I was trying to capture the female form.
00:08:24I wanted to show the contrast between light and dark
00:08:30to make the image almost three-dimensional.
00:08:34You see these, these lines here.
00:08:58I'm sorry.
00:08:59I'm sorry.
00:08:59That was really inappropriate.
00:09:00No, no, I'm sorry.
00:09:01It's...
00:09:02It's my fault.
00:09:06Excuse me.
00:09:12And then I almost kissed him.
00:09:16Fuck off!
00:09:17You did not!
00:09:18I did.
00:09:19I know it's crazy, but he's just...
00:09:22He's so smart and talented and sexy as hell.
00:09:28And your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:09:31And your professor.
00:09:33I'm not trying to yuck your young.
00:09:35Just be careful, babe.
00:09:36You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake.
00:09:51Anybody?
00:09:52Who's class?
00:09:58What are you up to?
00:10:00Trying to text Anya, but I am pretty sure that she has me blocked.
00:10:04Don't you blame her?
00:10:06I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that.
00:10:09Someone seems like such a special woman.
00:10:12You're one to talk.
00:10:13What?
00:10:14Get off your fucking high hours, Dad.
00:10:16You cheated on Mom.
00:10:18Drove her away.
00:10:19And you know how apples fall.
00:10:21What'd you expect?
00:10:28What'd you expect?
00:10:30How'd you expect?
00:10:30Be, boy.
00:10:39I didn't expect that.
00:10:40Don't let you go.
00:10:44I didn't expect that.
00:10:46I don't know.
00:10:46I couldn't get it.
00:10:48Good morning.
00:10:51I don't know.
00:10:51I really appreciate that.
00:10:51Have a deep breath.
00:11:16Uh, Blake, he left about an hour ago.
00:11:20I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:11:22Uh, no.
00:11:23Um, I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:11:32Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:11:36You don't have to?
00:11:41Right, well, um, I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:11:47What if I can forget?
00:11:54Oh, my God.
00:11:55What am I doing?
00:11:57This is crazy.
00:11:59He's your professor and your ex's dad and he doesn't like you.
00:12:02Like, he's just lonely.
00:12:14He's...
00:12:19Anya.
00:12:21You painted naked pictures of me?
00:12:26I can explain.
00:12:28I can explain.
00:12:39Girl, no.
00:12:41That's like Jason Bateman's stuff.
00:12:42Or whoever the American Psycho dude was.
00:12:44Yeah.
00:12:47Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it.
00:12:50About him.
00:12:51I don't blame you.
00:12:52He's straight up stalker-like.
00:12:54I'm not thinking about it like that.
00:12:58More like...
00:13:01Never mind.
00:13:02Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight instead of thinking about Professor Daddy.
00:13:06I can't.
00:13:07I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:12Have a drink in my honor, though.
00:13:13Okay?
00:13:20Patrick Bateman.
00:13:22That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:13:24That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:14:02I can't stop thinking about you.
00:14:09I can't stop thinking about you.
00:14:18I can't stop thinking about you.
00:14:48I know what you saw seemed odd.
00:14:52It's just I see your face every day in my class and...
00:14:54That you decided to paint me a hundred times?
00:14:59Tell me the truth, Dimitri.
00:15:03How long have you been painting me?
00:15:06Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:15:11I used to paint all the time.
00:15:13When Blake was born, I was so young.
00:15:16I had to make some money, so I started teaching.
00:15:21The point is, I hadn't painted in twenty years until I met you.
00:15:27That spring, the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time.
00:15:34The spark, it came back.
00:15:36And then you were all I could paint.
00:15:39I started with your outline.
00:15:42And your silhouette.
00:15:44And then I started to notice more details.
00:15:47The shape of your hand.
00:15:49The flow of your hair.
00:15:54The radiance of your smile.
00:15:58Once I started painting, I couldn't stop.
00:16:01And I knew it was wrong.
00:16:03I knew that I shouldn't be doing it.
00:16:04You're my muse.
00:16:07The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:11The story that I'm writing.
00:16:15I couldn't figure out the third act.
00:16:20But when I thought about you.
00:16:24Yes.
00:16:26When I thought about you, I couldn't stop.
00:16:30Words, they just bored out of me.
00:16:36What you're saying makes complete sense.
00:16:42What you're saying is that you don't have to do it.
00:16:45Come with me.
00:16:57This is crazy.
00:16:58Yeah, I know.
00:16:59I'm your professor.
00:17:06You're my ex's dad.
00:17:08You could get kicked out.
00:17:09You could be fired for this.
00:17:12Really?
00:17:14What if we promise it's just a one-time thing?
00:17:16Yeah, that makes total sense.
00:17:21I'm sorry.
00:17:22Is that okay?
00:17:25Yeah.
00:17:26Please.
00:17:29Please.
00:17:41So you actually slept with him.
00:17:43Your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad, who just so happens to have like a billion
00:17:49naked paintings of you in his home?
00:17:51It was just a one-time thing.
00:17:53It was just a one-time thing.
00:17:54It was just a one-time thing.
00:17:54It was just a one-time thing.
00:17:54We agreed.
00:17:57Sure.
00:17:58Just like Kara and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park after the milkshake incident.
00:18:02Yet what are we doing tomorrow?
00:18:15Miss Renee, tell me why Mannerist Painting followed the Renaissance.
00:18:21It, um, it was a repudiation of the harmony and balance of the Renaissance era.
00:18:28Hmm.
00:18:30Good.
00:18:30But that'll only get you a partial credit.
00:18:32How would I get full credit?
00:18:35Professor.
00:18:40Uh-uh-uh-uh.
00:18:42Did I give you permission to touch?
00:18:46Guess you'll have to teach me a lesson.
00:18:49Is that so?
00:19:02Her brain told her not to go back.
00:19:06But her body was in control now.
00:19:12Don't do it, Anya.
00:19:15You said only once.
00:19:20Fuck it.
00:19:33About that just one-time thing?
00:19:39No.
00:19:45Wait.
00:19:50Wait.
00:19:50Blake.
00:19:51He's not here.
00:19:54No.
00:19:55No.
00:19:57No.
00:19:58I haven't been able to think straight the past a few days.
00:20:01every time I close my eyes
00:20:02all I see is your face
00:20:04and your body and
00:20:06I know body I know
00:20:07me too
00:20:19turn over
00:20:31tell me what you want
00:20:34I want
00:20:39tell me
00:20:42I want you to take control
00:20:46with pleasure
00:21:13he cupped her face
00:21:15breath unsteady
00:21:17I love you bunny
00:21:19reckless
00:21:20ruined
00:21:21and knowing I'd do it all over again
00:21:24this has really taken a turn
00:21:27I'm impressed
00:21:28your boyfriend must be doing something right
00:21:30oh well
00:21:32actually I started seeing someone new
00:21:34really
00:21:35well sounds like you found your new muse
00:21:38is he a writer
00:21:40he's an artist
00:21:41and he's
00:21:44older
00:21:46but
00:21:48I shouldn't say too much
00:21:50I don't want to jinx it
00:21:56but I tell you posthumous reputation
00:21:59suffered until the 19th century
00:22:01that is when the pre-raphaelites
00:22:03discovered him
00:22:03and in doing so
00:22:05they
00:22:08they um
00:22:10they ushered in a newfound appreciation
00:22:12of his
00:22:13his work
00:22:17okay that is
00:22:18that's the end of class
00:22:19take a look at your papers
00:22:21see your grades
00:22:22thank you very much
00:22:23Commissioner H
00:22:23do you mind waiting a moment
00:22:25thank you
00:22:35you wanted to see me professor
00:22:40this is school Anya
00:22:43what are you doing
00:22:43nothing
00:22:46you're playing with fire bunny
00:22:49do you like being bad
00:22:50is that what it is
00:22:53I don't know
00:22:55so what do you want
00:23:00this only works if you're honest with me
00:23:01and with yourself
00:23:02it's embarrassing
00:23:04I
00:23:06I
00:23:07I
00:23:11I
00:23:12I
00:23:12I
00:23:12I
00:23:12I
00:23:13I
00:23:14I
00:23:15I
00:23:15I
00:23:16I
00:23:17I
00:23:32so
00:23:32we can get it right on the final
00:23:36ah
00:23:38discussing Botticelli's Primovere
00:23:40you only
00:23:41notice the presence of Flora
00:23:42what you failed to remember was
00:23:44the work primarily celebrates Venus
00:23:46and her embodiment of
00:23:48love and
00:23:50female desire
00:23:52You missed a bigger picture
00:23:53Mr. Turner
00:23:56Got it
00:23:56thanks for clarifying
00:23:58professor
00:24:07so about what i said
00:24:16i want you i want every
00:24:19benefit
00:24:21but not here
00:24:23where
00:24:27let me ravish you back at mine
00:24:37i didn't know it could be like that
00:24:45how did you get so good at this
00:24:50i've always loved the female form
00:24:54i revered it
00:24:57i studied it for my heart
00:24:59i get a lot of my pleasure
00:25:01observing yours
00:25:05and i
00:25:08also belong to a club
00:25:10like a golf club
00:25:12no
00:25:14but it is a club for special interests
00:25:17kink
00:25:21so what
00:25:24people
00:25:25have sex there
00:25:26they can
00:25:29if
00:25:30both people can send
00:25:31you can also watch
00:25:35they put on live shows like bdsm
00:25:37or roleplay
00:25:42whatever makes you feel good
00:25:43do you
00:25:47think you would ever take me
00:25:52dad i'm home
00:26:00hey pal
00:26:02what are you doing
00:26:03i was uh
00:26:05i was working out
00:26:07in your boxers
00:26:10yeah well
00:26:11yoga these days you know
00:26:12freedom of movement and all that
00:26:22so uh
00:26:22how are you doing
00:26:24i'm all right
00:26:25i just went on a date with a girl
00:26:27who had
00:26:27no interest in anything other than her tiktok feed
00:26:31so
00:26:31there's that
00:26:33and that
00:26:34kind of got me thinking
00:26:36about what you said about anya
00:26:38she does deserve better
00:26:40but i can be better
00:26:41you know
00:26:43so
00:26:43i think i'm gonna try to get her back
00:26:45show her that i've changed
00:26:46all that shit
00:26:49that's great
00:26:50did we get a parcel
00:26:52um
00:26:59what are you doing
00:27:00uh
00:27:01stretching you know my
00:27:02my back
00:27:03the yoga
00:27:04maybe it's not for me
00:27:05right
00:27:05i'm gonna go upstairs now
00:27:07because you're being
00:27:08really weird
00:27:09so
00:27:12oh can you do some of your assignment
00:27:14no video games
00:27:15please
00:27:15you ain't too old for that
00:27:17no i cannot
00:27:22fuck
00:27:24oh that was close
00:27:28we run out of places to meet like this
00:27:32wow
00:27:34what about the club
00:28:01are you sure you want to do this
00:28:05remember what we said about honesty
00:28:08i'm okay
00:28:11nervous
00:28:11but
00:28:12okay
00:28:14if you change your mind you tell me
00:28:16do you understand
00:28:19i don't want you doing anything you're uncomfortable with
00:28:33professor winslow
00:28:36i feel
00:28:37so she only came at the weekends
00:28:40am i the only one in my life that doesn't belong to a king club
00:28:43come with me
00:28:44she can't see you
00:28:49i think i didn't stay
00:28:50she has to do it
00:28:51no, but i don't feel like that
00:28:53we might be i don't feel like that
00:29:01you know you do a good littleона
00:29:01i think what you guys want to do
00:29:03about sees you
00:29:03i think i feel like it
00:29:03i feel like i'm here
00:29:03with he's gonna do it
00:29:03i think i'm doing something
00:29:03i think i want to do it
00:29:03i think i believe
00:29:06i think i can do it
00:29:13for the Political
00:29:13i wish
00:29:14Um, you should know. Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:29:22Do you still?
00:29:25No. Not since you and I. Besides, she wanted to be my exclusive.
00:29:37I guess I just wasn't interested.
00:29:39You're what?
00:29:41My exclusive.
00:29:44It means you can only be with one person at the club.
00:29:47And that one person can only be with you.
00:29:51Symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace.
00:29:56Anybody who is wearing one is strictly off limits.
00:30:01Lots of rules, huh?
00:30:03Yeah.
00:30:05Rules are important.
00:30:07They keep everybody safe.
00:30:10Doms and subs.
00:30:13Subs?
00:30:16Yeah.
00:30:17Submissives.
00:30:23Do you remember the other night where you asked me to take control?
00:30:26Mm-hmm.
00:30:26Mm-hmm.
00:30:28Well, that's called power play.
00:30:30It is built on trust.
00:30:32Communication.
00:30:33Honesty.
00:30:39Look, I know this is a lot for you to take in right now, okay?
00:30:44So we can take this as slow or as fast as you like.
00:30:49See, this is why you're my favorite professor.
00:30:53Huh?
00:31:16So what's it gonna be?
00:31:18What's it gonna be?
00:31:21Pleasure?
00:31:23Or pain?
00:31:25How much pain?
00:31:28Only as much as you want.
00:31:31Pain.
00:31:35Please.
00:31:46Tell me what you want.
00:31:51You.
00:31:54Professor.
00:31:56Well, first, we need a safe word.
00:32:03This ensures trust.
00:32:06This only works if there's open communication.
00:32:11Most importantly,
00:32:14honesty about what your boundaries are.
00:32:19It's for you and me both, Bunny.
00:32:24Um,
00:32:26what about
00:32:30brushstroke?
00:32:34Brushstroke, hmm?
00:32:36Mm-hmm.
00:32:37Mm-hmm.
00:32:38I like it.
00:32:41Now,
00:32:44take off your dress for me
00:32:45and go kneel against the wall.
00:32:51More.
00:33:17What's that?
00:33:18More.
00:33:19More.
00:33:23More.
00:33:33Harder, professor.
00:33:42Oh, my God.
00:33:44That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:33:47I always wanted more,
00:33:48but Blake, he would never.
00:33:51Oh, shit.
00:33:53Sorry, I...
00:33:54I shouldn't have brought him up,
00:33:56but I forgot.
00:33:58Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:01For a moment.
00:34:06I can't help but feel I'm hurting him
00:34:10just by being with you.
00:34:12He doesn't care about me.
00:34:15He only cares about himself.
00:34:19Blake is the only person on you.
00:34:23His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:34:27You know,
00:34:30he told me
00:34:32that you cheated on her.
00:34:35I would never.
00:34:37Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:34:40What's the truth, then?
00:34:44What's the truth, then?
00:34:46You don't need to hear this.
00:34:47Hey.
00:34:48Hey.
00:34:50Honesty.
00:34:51Remember?
00:34:54Just put my trust in you.
00:34:58Put your trust in me.
00:35:03Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:07A baby was too much for her.
00:35:11She wanted a different life,
00:35:13so...
00:35:15She chose that over Blake.
00:35:21Over us.
00:35:25As Blake got older,
00:35:27he started to ask questions.
00:35:31So I...
00:35:34I told him
00:35:36that the reason
00:35:36that his mother left
00:35:37is because...
00:35:40Because I was unfaithful.
00:35:43Why would you do that?
00:35:47Protect him.
00:35:50I never wanted him
00:35:51to blame himself
00:35:52for what happened.
00:35:55Blake means
00:35:55everything to me.
00:35:58Please have my heart, Anya.
00:36:02Who's the other one?
00:36:05No one has been...
00:36:07for such a long time.
00:36:16I never thought
00:36:17I'd meet anyone like you.
00:36:21I think I'm falling in love with you
00:36:23on your own.
00:36:24I think...
00:36:28I know it's crazy.
00:36:30There's a million reasons
00:36:31that I shouldn't,
00:36:32but...
00:36:33But I can help myself.
00:36:36I just...
00:36:38I think I should go home.
00:36:41No, no, no.
00:36:43Please.
00:36:44I didn't mean it.
00:36:45It's fine.
00:36:46It's fine.
00:36:49Good night.
00:36:56Okay, I know
00:36:57you're probably sick
00:36:59of me talking to you
00:37:00about this,
00:37:00but I really don't know
00:37:01what to do.
00:37:02Really?
00:37:04Declarations of love
00:37:04from my professors
00:37:05don't mess me up at all.
00:37:06Then again,
00:37:07I'm used to it.
00:37:08Happens to me like
00:37:09six times a week.
00:37:10This isn't funny.
00:37:12The last person
00:37:13who told me they loved me
00:37:14turned around
00:37:15and cheated on me.
00:37:17How do I know
00:37:17he won't hurt me?
00:37:18Look, I know
00:37:19these two are literally
00:37:20blood-related,
00:37:21but they're nothing alike.
00:37:22Yeah?
00:37:23I mean, from what you've
00:37:24told me,
00:37:24Dimitri is kind,
00:37:26respectful,
00:37:28kinky as hell.
00:37:30Seriously,
00:37:31has he given you
00:37:32any reason not to trust him?
00:37:35Girlie,
00:37:36is it possible
00:37:36the reason you're
00:37:37so freaked out
00:37:38is because you might...
00:37:40feel the same?
00:37:56Thank you for coming
00:37:57to see me.
00:38:00Look,
00:38:02what happened
00:38:02the other night
00:38:03scared me.
00:38:05I know,
00:38:06I, uh,
00:38:08I shouldn't have said
00:38:08anything.
00:38:10I didn't mean
00:38:11to make you feel
00:38:11uncomfortable.
00:38:12No.
00:38:13It scared me
00:38:14because
00:38:16I'd realized
00:38:17I've never felt
00:38:18this way before.
00:38:24I'm falling in love
00:38:25with you too,
00:38:27Dimitri.
00:38:28Oh, bunny.
00:38:33What's wrong?
00:38:36Let's pick this up later.
00:38:38Come with me
00:38:38to the club tonight.
00:38:41Professor Rossi,
00:38:42you trying to steal
00:38:43my mentee?
00:38:45I'm afraid
00:38:46it'd be such a disappointment
00:38:47compared to you.
00:38:50No, I,
00:38:50I merely bumped
00:38:51to Miss Rennie.
00:38:52She wanted an extension
00:38:52on her paper,
00:38:53which is granted.
00:38:55Now,
00:38:56if you two ladies
00:38:56will excuse me,
00:38:57enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:06This older man
00:39:07you're seeing
00:39:09is he from school?
00:39:10What?
00:39:12No.
00:39:14Right.
00:39:16Do you have new pages
00:39:17for me
00:39:18for our session tonight?
00:39:21I'm so sorry,
00:39:22Professor Winslow.
00:39:23I have to skip tonight.
00:39:25I promise
00:39:26I'll have them ready
00:39:27for our next session, though.
00:39:29I have to rush.
00:39:30I am so sorry,
00:39:52I am so sorry,
00:39:53I have to explain
00:39:53how long
00:39:54did you get in here? You know Vanessa never locks the doors right? You should really talk to her
00:40:00about that. Look I've been thinking and we should get back together. Blake. I want to apologize.
00:40:15Now's really not a good time. I'm really trying to learn and grow. My dad wasn't the greatest
00:40:23role model. You know that. I follow and learn patterns but now I want to be better. I'm even
00:40:30thinking about going to therapy. I'm really happy you're working on yourself and I think starting
00:40:38therapy is a great idea but you and I are done Blake and I'm seeing someone else. Seriously?
00:40:54Who? That's really none of your business. Now if you'll excuse me.
00:41:03You know it's a small school. I'll find out whoever that guy is and I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:40Evening professor. Are you sure you're ready for this? We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:41:52I want to. I want the entire club to know about us. That I'm yours and you're mine.
00:42:05If that's the case. Let's make this official. Anya. Anya will give you my exclusive.
00:42:19I thought we were already exclusive.
00:42:37Now that you're mine. Let's kill them a show like they've never seen.
00:42:54You've been a very bad girl.
00:42:57I'm sorry professor.
00:43:02You only speak when I tell you that behavior is punished.
00:43:14You know that don't you?
00:43:20Speak.
00:43:21Uh, yes. Uh, I know.
00:43:29Remember your safe word. You're in control.
00:43:36Punish me professor.
00:43:37I'm sorry.
00:43:44One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt.
00:43:50You got your madness, and I'm good at bad habits.
00:43:54So, one of us, one of us is gonna get hurt.
00:44:01I'm no one to trust. There's anyone and you will see.
00:44:09Oh my god, I can't believe I did that. That was exhilarating.
00:44:13You are amazing. So brave.
00:44:17You should be proud of yourself.
00:44:20I am.
00:44:22Like, I was nervous at first, but you just, you made me feel so safe.
00:44:28Like I could do anything.
00:44:31You can, Bunny.
00:44:49Come on.
00:44:55So, what do you think? Is it strong enough for Inkit?
00:45:00I've been meaning to talk to you about that. I wish I had better news.
00:45:07Oh. What's wrong?
00:45:10My friend at Inkit decided to pass.
00:45:16They say, why?
00:45:18Just that it doesn't feel truthful.
00:45:25And, unfortunately, I'm going to have to progress with other students from now on, so I think our mentorship has
00:45:32run its course.
00:45:34Um, okay. Professor Winslow, did something happen?
00:45:42Take care of yourself, Anya.
00:46:03You wanted to see me?
00:46:13What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:46:16A student?
00:46:20It's not like us.
00:46:22I love her.
00:46:26What do you want me to do?
00:46:31He's here.
00:46:34Oh.
00:46:37We should go.
00:46:39Please.
00:46:55Anya?
00:46:59Blake?
00:47:01I thought you were at home.
00:47:04I just got out of class.
00:47:07What are you doing here?
00:47:08Um, I was meeting some friends nearby.
00:47:11Do you want to come over?
00:47:13Oh, no.
00:47:14Blake, I don't.
00:47:17Right, the other guy.
00:47:20Look, I want to apologize about last night.
00:47:23Okay?
00:47:24I was drinking way too much, and I was out of line.
00:47:28If he makes you happy, then I'm happy.
00:47:32You deserve it.
00:47:35I'll see you later.
00:47:38I don't know if I'm in a clown, but I got out of line.
00:47:47I think it might be a joke.
00:47:47I don't know.
00:47:49I don't know.
00:47:50I don't know.
00:47:53I don't know.
00:47:54I don't know.
00:47:58I don't know.
00:47:59I don't know.
00:48:00throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:48:03You going to class today?
00:48:06He's ghosting you.
00:48:08That sucks.
00:48:09I'm not gonna sit here and mope all day.
00:48:12Come on.
00:48:13Where are we going?
00:48:15The moon. Let's go.
00:48:26How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:48:28Because I'm your best friend,
00:48:30and I know when you're feeling low,
00:48:31picking up a new book tends to help.
00:48:33True.
00:48:43Anya.
00:48:44Anya, wait.
00:48:47That was a pass-fail course, professor,
00:48:49and you just failed.
00:49:24Hey, what are you doing later?
00:49:27While we were in midair,
00:49:29my buddy threw up on the instructor
00:49:30all the way down.
00:49:32Oh, hey, Dad.
00:49:33Look who's decided to show up.
00:49:35Hi, Professor Rossi.
00:49:37Hi.
00:49:38Well, I gotta take a whiz, so...
00:49:41I'll be right back.
00:49:44Dad?
00:49:48Does this hurt?
00:49:51Good.
00:49:53Magana, what you saw between me and Sage
00:49:55is not what you think.
00:49:57Okay?
00:49:58She was gonna out us both to the school,
00:49:59so I...
00:50:00Decided to fuck her?
00:50:01No.
00:50:03Look, I know you wanna get back at me,
00:50:05but...
00:50:05this?
00:50:08I'm just living my life.
00:50:11Besides, I have a lot of free time on my hands
00:50:13since I'm not writing anymore.
00:50:17Okay, so, food-wise,
00:50:19what are you thinking?
00:50:21Whatever you want.
00:50:23Dad, you wanna join us?
00:50:24No, I, uh...
00:50:25I forgot something at campus.
00:50:26I'm gonna head back.
00:50:29Cool.
00:50:31Maybe pizza.
00:50:33Uh, let's do pizza.
00:50:34Yes.
00:50:39I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:50:42You go to the administration if you want.
00:50:44I don't care.
00:50:44Oh, really?
00:50:45That's right.
00:50:46You destroyed the first pure thing
00:50:47that I had in my life.
00:50:48I am done.
00:50:49You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:50:52Oh, yeah?
00:50:53Well, it can be worse
00:50:54than what's happening right now.
00:50:56I will not be controlled by you.
00:50:58I'd start packing your office, then.
00:51:01Fuck you.
00:51:10Girl, you can't give up on your book.
00:51:13Please?
00:51:14There is no book anymore, Ness.
00:51:16Anya.
00:51:19You really have some nerve, dude.
00:51:21I don't care.
00:51:21Look, you gotta listen to me, please.
00:51:25Okay.
00:51:33Look, Sage gave me no choice.
00:51:36She had the upper hand.
00:51:38She tried to blackmail me
00:51:39with photos of you and I
00:51:40kissing outside of the club.
00:51:42She was gonna have me fired
00:51:43and you kicked out of school.
00:51:47I distanced myself to protect you.
00:51:50The only reason I went to see her that night
00:51:52was to try and convince her
00:51:53to let everything slide.
00:51:55I wasn't gonna do anything with her
00:51:57other than be cordial.
00:51:58Last night, I stood up to her.
00:52:00I told her that I was not
00:52:02gonna play her games anymore.
00:52:04After everything you said
00:52:05about honesty, Dimitri,
00:52:08why didn't you just tell me this sooner?
00:52:14I don't know.
00:52:15I need some time to think, okay?
00:52:20I'm not gonna be in your class
00:52:21anymore this semester.
00:52:25Yeah, well, I don't think
00:52:26that's gonna be a problem anymore.
00:52:28Excuse me, Mr. Rossi.
00:52:29I need you to keep moving
00:52:30until you're fully off
00:52:31the school grounds.
00:52:34They fired you?
00:52:37Don't worry.
00:52:39You can stay
00:52:40without any punishment.
00:52:43There has to be something
00:52:44we can do.
00:52:45Yeah.
00:52:46Promise me you won't stop writing.
00:52:49I stopped painting
00:52:50when Blake's mom left.
00:52:51Nearly killed me.
00:52:55I don't know if I can.
00:52:58Don't give up
00:52:58in your heart, Anya.
00:53:01You'll always regret it
00:53:02if you do.
00:53:03Mr. Rossi?
00:53:19Yeah.
00:53:20Yeah.
00:53:22Here's to the good days.
00:53:24Here's to the sorrows.
00:53:26If this is a mistake,
00:53:28I know about tomorrow.
00:53:30I don't want to fight no more
00:53:32because I don't feel
00:53:33the need no more, no.
00:53:35Just want to make it stop.
00:53:39Maybe it's something
00:53:40in the water.
00:53:42Or maybe we just
00:53:44hit the end of the road.
00:53:47Right now it doesn't even matter.
00:53:51It's too late
00:53:52not to let it go.
00:53:56Anya.
00:53:59What are you doing here?
00:54:02You ruined me.
00:54:05What?
00:54:08I can't write.
00:54:09And I can't eat.
00:54:11And I can't sleep.
00:54:12All I can do
00:54:13is think about you.
00:54:16I feel this immense guilt
00:54:18for getting you fired.
00:54:20And so mad at you
00:54:21for lying to me.
00:54:23You think I'm doing
00:54:23any better?
00:54:24Huh?
00:54:26All I've been doing
00:54:26is sitting around
00:54:27drinking all day.
00:54:29Beating myself up
00:54:30for falling for you.
00:54:32I want to come find you.
00:54:34I want to make
00:54:34love to you.
00:54:41Anya, wait.
00:54:44I need to tell you something.
00:54:45The other day
00:54:46when you asked
00:54:47who the other half
00:54:47of my heart was,
00:54:48I wasn't brave enough
00:54:50to tell you.
00:54:53The other half
00:54:54of my heart
00:54:54is you, Anya.
00:54:57I love you.
00:55:01I love you too.
00:55:10Wow.
00:55:13Seriously?
00:55:14Dad?
00:55:17Sleeping with your student?
00:55:19And in case you forgot,
00:55:20my ex-girlfriend!
00:55:22Now I know
00:55:22why you got fired.
00:55:24You're disgusting.
00:55:25Look, let's just
00:55:26all sit down
00:55:27and talk about this
00:55:28rationally, okay?
00:55:29Talk rationally?
00:55:31That is rich.
00:55:33I don't even
00:55:33know why I'm surprised.
00:55:35You've always done
00:55:36whatever the fuck
00:55:37you wanted
00:55:37without caring
00:55:38about anybody else.
00:55:39Just like you did
00:55:40with Mom.
00:55:40Don't.
00:55:42Do not bring
00:55:43your mother
00:55:43into this, okay?
00:55:44You know,
00:55:45my whole life,
00:55:46my whole fucking life
00:55:48I felt like
00:55:48you've been hiding
00:55:49something from me.
00:55:50Some father figure
00:55:52you turned out to be.
00:55:54You don't know
00:55:55the full story, Blake.
00:55:56What is the full story,
00:55:58then, Dad?
00:56:00Yeah,
00:56:01that's what I thought.
00:56:04You're a coward.
00:56:05Oh, it's way
00:56:06more complicated
00:56:07than that.
00:56:08This time
00:56:08it doesn't have to be.
00:56:09Let me make it
00:56:11real simple
00:56:11for you.
00:56:13Choose
00:56:14either her
00:56:15or
00:56:18please.
00:56:19Or me.
00:56:20Blake, can we just
00:56:22can we just talk?
00:56:26Fuck off.
00:56:34Oh, my God.
00:56:47What am I gonna do, Ness?
00:56:49If I ask Dimitri
00:56:51to choose me,
00:56:52I'll carry that guilt
00:56:53around for the rest
00:56:54of my life.
00:56:56I can't do that
00:56:57to him.
00:56:59To us.
00:57:01Girl, look at me.
00:57:03I gotta tell you
00:57:04something.
00:57:05My twin brother
00:57:06is a genius.
00:57:07Like, a savant.
00:57:09He got offers
00:57:10from every great college.
00:57:11Harvard, MIT,
00:57:12you name it.
00:57:14But we're like,
00:57:14joined at the hip
00:57:15since birth.
00:57:16And he knew
00:57:16I wouldn't get in.
00:57:18So he applied here,
00:57:19even though he knew
00:57:19it would be dull
00:57:20as fuck for him.
00:57:22But I wasn't gonna
00:57:23let that genius idiot
00:57:24wreck his life for me.
00:57:25So I snuck into
00:57:26his room one night
00:57:27and accepted
00:57:27his Harvard offer,
00:57:29even though,
00:57:29truth be told,
00:57:30I wanted him here.
00:57:32Why are you
00:57:32telling me this?
00:57:35Sometimes we have
00:57:36to put the needs
00:57:37of those we love
00:57:37over our own,
00:57:39even if it hurts.
00:57:52Where are you gonna stay?
00:57:54I'm gonna stay with Mom.
00:57:56What?
00:57:57Will you just hold on
00:57:58a minute?
00:57:58I'm late for my flight.
00:58:04Perfect timing.
00:58:05You two can finally
00:58:06have the house
00:58:06all to yourselves.
00:58:09Blake, wait!
00:58:11He's going.
00:58:14He's, uh...
00:58:15He's gonna go
00:58:15and stay with his mom.
00:58:17This is all my fault.
00:58:19Well, talk to him.
00:58:20My friend's gonna be fine.
00:58:22Blake was right.
00:58:25And if he won't choose,
00:58:27I'll do it for you.
00:58:29I won't be the reason
00:58:30your relationship
00:58:31with your son crumbles.
00:58:44I love you, Dimitri.
00:58:48That's why I have to let you go.
00:58:51I love you.
00:58:54I love you.
00:58:55I love you.
00:59:14Go on.
00:59:15Pick up.
00:59:18Blake?
00:59:19Your call has been forwarded to an...
00:59:22Get the hell away from me.
00:59:29Blake, I'm sorry.
00:59:31No.
00:59:32You just go and fuck my dad to get back at me?
00:59:35That is beyond low.
00:59:38Look.
00:59:40What your dad and I had, it...
00:59:43wasn't just a fling, okay?
00:59:46It was real.
00:59:48Even if you can't see that right now.
00:59:53I just ended things.
00:59:57The relationship between you and your father is more important than anything.
01:00:03We don't have a relationship.
01:00:06Not anymore.
01:00:11She's not answering the phone, is she?
01:00:14Your mom?
01:00:18Your mom's not here, Blake.
01:00:21Your dad is.
01:00:22And he always has been.
01:00:26Then how come he still treats me like a child?
01:00:29I know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me.
01:00:31You know, I recently learned that the foundation of any good relationship is communication.
01:00:40You should tell him that.
01:00:42You'll understand.
01:00:45You deserve his honesty, Blake.
01:01:06Hey, Anya.
01:01:08I wanted to let you know that he told me everything.
01:01:12That he didn't cheat on her.
01:01:15I don't even know why I'm sending you this, actually.
01:01:17I don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore.
01:01:20So, I guess just thanks or whatever.
01:01:24And if you don't get this, then just forget about it.
01:01:29Talk to you later.
01:01:30Bye.
01:01:34Hey, Blake.
01:01:36Car's here.
01:01:36Let's go.
01:01:42Look at you.
01:01:43So, you got everything?
01:01:44You got your passport?
01:01:45Dad.
01:01:48Come on.
01:01:50Are you sure you want to do this?
01:01:54I got some shit I gotta figure out.
01:01:56I'm not gonna be able to do it here.
01:01:59But thank you for being here for me.
01:02:03I love you, Dad.
01:02:05I know.
01:02:07I love you, too.
01:02:09You still miss it, don't you?
01:02:11No.
01:02:17Well, yeah, maybe.
01:02:22You know, I don't think I ever loved Anya.
01:02:27I mean, I liked her, sure, but I never loved her.
01:02:32Not the way that you do.
01:02:34I guess what I'm trying to say here is,
01:02:37you give her my blessing.
01:02:40You mean that?
01:02:43Absolutely.
01:02:45She's a great person.
01:02:46And you are a great man.
01:02:49Dad.
01:02:51You deserve it.
01:02:52Plus, you know, you're gonna end up getting really lonely,
01:02:55and I don't want those late night phone calls at 3 a.m. again.
01:02:59Just...
01:03:01Hey, come here.
01:03:03I'll be too.
01:03:05I love you, big guy.
01:03:06I love you, too, pops.
01:03:09Let's go.
01:03:09Let's get out of here.
01:03:10Come on.
01:03:12You take care, okay?
01:03:14I will.
01:03:23Anya, red alert.
01:03:24It's here.
01:03:24It's here.
01:03:36And?
01:03:37Are they gonna publish it?
01:03:38They love the new ending,
01:03:39and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup.
01:03:45Wait, new ending?
01:03:52I told you once, he said,
01:03:55that my son was half of my heart.
01:03:57But I was too scared to say,
01:04:02you're the other half.
01:04:12So much for coming.
01:04:18Hi.
01:04:19Expectations of this life.
01:04:23But I wrote my own set of rules.
01:04:27You should write your own, too.
01:04:29So we can feel alive.
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