00:03Because you're my best friend, Mowgli.
00:05Because you're special, and I'm special.
00:08You're not special!
00:10So if you get it, we'll never be one of them, we're freaks!
00:15You're not special, brute!
00:18It's just something your mother tells you to make you feel better about yourself,
00:22because you came out wrong!
00:30Hi, everyone!
00:31I love you, Mowgli!
00:32I love you, Mowgli.
00:35I love you, Mowgli.
00:36I love you, Mowgli.
00:37Hi, I love you, Mowgli.
00:39Oh, thank you.
00:41I love you, Mowgli.
00:45I want you to imagine a ten-year-old version of yourself sitting right there on this couch.
00:53Now, this is the little girl who first believed that she was fat and ugly and an embarrassment.
00:59I want you to imagine her sitting there right now.
01:06Now, tell that little girl she's fat.
01:09I'm not going to do that.
01:11Tell that little girl she's ugly.
01:13I don't want to.
01:13Tell that little girl she's an embarrassment and worthless and useless.
01:20Because that's what you do every single day when you say that to yourself.
01:23When you convince yourself that you're an embarrassment and a burden.
01:28Don't you think she's ugly?
01:29No.
01:30No?
01:30Or fat?
01:31No.
01:32No?
01:33Or an embarrassment?
01:35Or horrible?
01:35Or worthless?
01:36Just stop it!
01:38No!
01:42Right?
01:43No?
01:50What do you want to say to that little girl?
01:54If she said to you that's how she felt about herself, what would you tell her?
02:01That she's fine?
02:03That she's fine?
02:04That she's fine?
02:06That she's fine?
02:08Then that's what you need to tell yourself.
02:11Every time you feel that panic, that anxiety, you need to soothe yourself like you would
02:20soothe a little girl.
02:24I'm no punishment, and he did not deserve that.
02:29He followed your stupid rules, and it still wasn't good enough.
02:34So what does it take to please you?
02:36Break your rules and you fall, follow them and you're still loose!
02:40Doesn't matter whether you're a sinner, doesn't matter whether you're a saint.
02:45Nobody can win, so what's the point?
02:47It's time to rain, and I feel like I'll take you back.
03:04Pick up to reality.
03:06Nothing ever goes as planned in this accursed world.
03:11The longer you live, the more you will realize that the only things that truly exist in this reality
03:17are merely pain, suffering, and futility.
03:20Listen.
03:22Everywhere you look in this world, wherever there is light, there will always be shadows to be found as well.
03:28As long as there is a concept of victors, the vanquished will also exist.
03:34The selfish intent of wanting to preserve peace initiates wars, and hatred is born in order to protect love.
03:42There are nexuses, causal relationships that cannot be separated.
03:47I want to sever the fate of this world.
03:51A world of only victors.
03:53A world of only peace.
03:56A world of only love.
03:59I will create such a world.
04:02A world of only peace.
04:05A world of only peace.
04:08A world of only peace.
04:11A world of only peace.
04:18A world of only peace.
04:24A world of only peace.
04:28A world of only peace.
04:28A world of only peace.
04:30A world of only peace.
04:32A world of only peace.
04:32A world of only peace.
04:34what would you think about if you had 60 seconds left to live your entire life
04:40flashes before your eyes
04:41do you blame yourself what well it's quite common in this situation for a
04:59patient to feel a kind of guilt what situation the accident
05:23i always wondered why i liked the villains more and i think it might be because when they get on
05:29the floor down on their knees for her and only her something in me stirs a hero would sacrifice
05:35her to save the world showing that they are indeed pure-hearted and honest but a villain would tear
05:40the world apart if she was hurt that is a promise they seem selfish manipulative and rude to everyone
05:47around but he treats her like a queen his and only his sitting beside him on a throne with her
05:52crown
05:53i think villains are misjudged and that most of the time we don't get to see their story
05:57for if we knew it the hero may not seem so full of glory monsters are made not born and
06:03any soul
06:04tortured confused and abused incidentally would not have time to mourn so the next time i defend the
06:09villain of the tale remember that they too were once broken and frail
06:16just this morning everything was perfect why did everything have to change you seem to have made a
06:22series of miraculous recoveries but that doesn't change the fact that you experienced trauma
06:27you've recovered physically but have you recovered mentally you think there's something wrong with my
06:39brain
06:40do you remember anything bad in your childhood that particularly stuck with you
07:03you're so first things happily alive
07:07don't i know you from somewhere
07:11no i don't think so
07:12no i do i definitely do
07:13no i don't think so
07:39Sometimes we have to forget what's gone, appreciate what still remains, and look forward to what's coming next.
07:47Because in the end, we only regret the chances that we didn't take.
07:53Why did you put me in here?
07:56This is not your destiny to make!
08:19Guys, come on. Sisko, you have to let me, you have to let me!
08:27You know when you're drowning, you don't actually inhale until right before you blackout?
08:35The instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won't open your mouth until you feel
08:39like your head's exploding.
08:46And when you finally do let it in, that's when it stops hurting.
08:57I'm fine.
09:06Yeah, aside from the not sleeping, the jumpiness, the constant, overwhelming, crushing fear that something terrible is about to happen.
09:21It's called hypervigilance.
09:27The persistent feeling of being under threat.
09:34I mean, it's not just a feeling, though. It's...
09:37It's like it's a panic attack.
09:43I'm done!
09:45Do you hear me?
09:48I've lost everything!
09:53You were cruel, and controlling, and manipulative.
09:57I was trying to protect you!
09:59What about the one that you loved enough to call friends?
10:02Do not mention his name.
10:05I remember the sweet boy who made me laugh, and gave me gifts, who loved art and music.
10:11I was sick.
10:13I wanted to be just like you.
10:17How could you have fallen so far?
10:20It's been a year and...
10:23I wish somebody would've told me, babe
10:31That someday these would be the good old days
10:37All the love you won't forget
10:44And all these reckless nights you won't regret
10:54Cause someday soon your whole life's gonna change
11:00You missed your magic, of these good old days
11:08You missed the magic of these good old days
11:09You missed the magic of these good old days
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