00:02He sent another letter.
00:07You finally going to read this one?
00:09No. Parole hearing's next week.
00:14I know, honey.
00:15I'm sure he's just begging for leniency up into
00:18read a little free air before it croaks.
00:21How does that make you feel?
00:23Angry.
00:26Ashamed.
00:27Ashamed? Why?
00:29Because if I hadn't choked at his original sentencing hearing,
00:32he would have never been up for parole in the first place.
00:35You didn't choke. You had a panic attack.
00:37That's not your fault.
00:40I let my family down.
00:42No one ever got to hear their story.
00:43No one ever got to hear how much they meant to me.
00:46So is that what you're planning on doing now?
00:49Yeah. I can keep myself from passing out.
00:53I had another one at the firehouse.
00:56Panic attack. When?
00:57It was last night.
00:59It was fine. Rox was there for me.
01:01And thank God no one else saw it.
01:02Oh, Don, I wish that you would not think of it like it's this dark secret.
01:06It is.
01:07I ask these people every day to follow me into fire.
01:10What are they supposed to think if they hear that I couldn't even...
01:12They would think that you were human.
01:14I mean, it might even be good for them to see it, for you to be seen.
01:17No one needs to see this.
01:22It just bothers me this whole thing's coming up again.
01:25You know, I...
01:27The pain and the rage, I...
01:29I just want to make sure that this time the world hears the story.
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