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00:10This prayer is designed as a spiritual journey for the one who is going through the valley of abandonment.
00:15It revolves around raw pain, the search for meaning, and ultimately, grounding in the
00:22divine fidelity.
00:25The cry of the lonely heart
00:27Eternal Lord, God of all comfort, I stand before you today with a heavy heart, broken by the
00:35Silence and absence.
00:36In the shadows of my room, the weight of abandonment oppresses me.
00:40I feel like an isolated island in the middle of an ocean of indifference.
00:44I write to myself using the words of the psalmist.
00:47My God, my God, why have you forsaken me and turned away without helping me, without listening to my cries
00:53?
00:54Summa cumin 22, verse 1
00:56Father, loneliness is not just the absence of the world, it is this searing feeling of being forgotten by
01:02What I like is having become invisible to those I relied on.
01:06The chairs are empty, the messages go unanswered, and my soul yearns for a human presence that...
01:12Don't come.
01:19The cry of the lonely heart
01:21Meditation on the Exile of the Soul
01:24The weight of silence
01:25Loneliness often begins with a physical observation.
01:29The silence of a room where only the ticking of a clock seems to mark the passage of a life
01:34which is stagnating.
01:35In the shadows of my room, he wrote
01:37This room is no longer just a refuge; it becomes the stage for a formidable confrontation with oneself.
01:43-even.
01:43Neglect is not simply an absence of noise.
01:46It's atmospheric pressure that crushes the chest, making each breath more laborious than the last.
01:53The image of the isolated island in the middle of an ocean of indifference is striking.
01:57It expresses this radical disconnect; we see the ships passing on the horizon.
02:03The lives of others, their laughter, their success displayed on screens.
02:07But none seem willing to land on our shore of pain.
02:11Indifference is more cruel than hatred, because hatred still acknowledges the existence of the other, whereas
02:17Indifference erases it.
02:19The echo of the ordeal
02:20Why did you abandon me?
02:22By echoing the words of Psalm 22, you enter into a lineage of suffering that spans millennia.
02:28This cry, my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
02:32It is not a lack of faith.
02:34It is the purest expression of a faith that refuses to lie.
02:37This is the prayer of Christ in agony, the one who bore on the cross the sum total of all
02:43our human solitudes.
02:44There is a sacred paradox here.
02:46At the precise moment when you feel most distant from God, you use the very words that his son
02:52pronounced.
02:53This feeling of abandonment is not proof of God's absence, but a sign that you are going through a difficult time.
02:57a dark night of the soul.
02:59In this void, God does not respond with theological explanations, but with total identification.
03:06And that is what the Father's silence means, and that is what it means to be betrayed by his
03:11friends and denied by his relatives.
03:12Invisibility, the wound of oblivion.
03:15Loneliness becomes a burning feeling when it transforms into invisibility.
03:21It is the experience of someone waiting for a sign, a notification, a call that never comes.
03:26The empty chairs around the table are not just furniture.
03:30They are the silent witnesses to broken promises and friendships that have frayed over time.
03:36Being forgotten by those you love is a form of social death.
03:39We begin to doubt our own worth.
03:42If no one is looking for me, is it because I no longer truly exist?
03:46The soul yearns for human presence, for we were created for relationship.
03:50As Genesis says, it is not good for man to be alone.
03:54This need for others is not a weakness, it is the hallmark of our humanity.
03:59However, in this relational desert, a truth begins to germinate.
04:04God's love does not depend on our popularity or our visibility in the eyes of the world.
04:08Presence in absence, a new dialogue.
04:12When messages go unanswered and human faces turn away, a space opens up.
04:18It is a painful space, certainly, but it is a sanctuary.
04:22This is where the cry of the lonely heart is transformed.
04:25The complaint becomes an intimate conversation.
04:28Lord, you are the one who gathers the pieces of our broken hearts.
04:32When men forget us, your gaze remains fixed on us.
04:35You count every tear and you know every sigh.
04:39Solitude can become the place for an encounter that the hustle and bustle of the world made impossible.
04:44In the silence of the room, the Holy Spirit begins to whisper that our identity is not found in
04:50someone else's address book, but in the pomp of God's hand.
04:54Towards consolation.
04:56Transforming loneliness into solidarity.
04:58The path to healing does not involve denying pain, but offering it up.
05:03By crying out to the God of all comfort, you acknowledge that he is the ultimate source of fear.
05:09This consolation does not magically erase the void, but it gives the strength to remain standing.
05:14Gradually, this experience of solitude can become a strength.
05:18Those who have known the abyss of oblivion develop a particular sensitivity for those who suffer in silence.
05:24Your heart, once restored, will become a refuge for other lonely souls.
05:29The solitary cry then transforms into a song of compassion.
05:34Lord, transform my isolation into a solitude inhabited by your presence.
05:39May the emptiness of my room be filled with your glory.
05:42If men forget me, remind me that you have engraved my name on your heart.
05:47Teach me to no longer be afraid of silence, because that's where you're going.
05:50Make me an instrument of your peace for those who, like me today, wait in such desperate anguish.
05:57Amen
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07:07The complaint during the night
07:08Lord, you know my pain.
07:10You see my tears, which are my nourishment day and night.
07:14I feel like the author of the lamentations who said.
07:17He surrounded me with a wall.
07:18To keep me from going out, he gave me heavy chains.
07:22Lamentations 3, verse 7
07:24I feel trapped in my own distress.
07:27Bitterness knocks at my door and doubt whispers in my ear that I am worthless, that my
07:32No one misses their absence.
07:34I look around me and I see lives going on, laughter bursting forth, while I remain
07:40frozen in this deafening silence.
07:42Yet, in this abyss, I remember that even your servant Job experienced this feeling.
07:48My loved ones are abandoning me, my close friends are forgetting me.
07:51Job 19, verse 14
07:53If such pious men have felt this abandonment, then I know that my pain is not a sign
07:59from your anger,
07:59but a part of the human condition that you understand intimately.
08:10The cry of the lonely heart speaks in the night of May, exile amidst silence.
08:16Eternal Lord, God of all comfort, I stand before you today, not with songs of triumph,
08:23but with a heavy heart, broken by the crushing weight of silence.
08:28In the shadows of my room, where the walls seem to close in on my sighs,
08:32I feel the oppression of abandonment.
08:34I am that isolated island I told you about, battered by the winds of indifference,
08:39surrounded by an ocean where no one seems to want to throw English.
08:43Father, you know my structure, you know that I am dust, but dust that thirsts for reading.
08:48I cry out my pain to you with the words that your own son sanctified on the wood of Calvary.
08:54My God, my God, why have you forsaken me and turned away without helping me, without listening to my cries
09:01?
09:01Psalm 22, verse 1
09:03Lord Jesus, you who climbed the road to Gethsemane while your closest disciples were asleep from exhaustion
09:10and indifference,
09:11You understand what it means to be alone in the face of anguish.
09:14You have known that void where the human voice fades away to give way to the whistling of the desert.
09:20I bring you my solitude like an offering of pain, for I have nothing else to give you.
09:24'to offer.
09:25The burn of invisibility
09:27Heavenly Father, loneliness is not simply the absence of a world around me,
09:32It's that searing feeling of having become invisible.
09:35I look at the empty chairs around my table and each unoccupied seat is a scar.
09:41I look at my phone, that mirror of my expectations.
09:45where messages go unanswered and calls no longer ring.
09:49I feel forgotten by those I love, erased from the memory of those on whom I counted on building my life.
09:54my life.
09:55Yet, your words remind me that even if men forget me,
09:59You can't do it.
10:00You said through the prophet Isaiah,
10:03Does a woman forget the child she was carrying?
10:05Does she have no pity for the fruit of her womb?
10:08Even if she forgets you, I will never forget you.
10:11Here, I have engraved you on my hands.
10:14Isaiah 49, verses 15 to 16
10:17Jesus, my Savior, heal this wound of invisibility.
10:21When the world passes by me without seeing me,
10:24remind me that your gaze,
10:27is fixed on me with an intensity that nothing can divert.
10:30You are the God who sees,
10:32as you saw Hagar in the desert,
10:34as you saw Nathanael under the fig tree.
10:36Nothing of my sorrow escapes you.
10:38The thirst for a genuine presence.
10:41My soul yearns for human presence.
10:43Lord, we were created for sharing.
10:46for the "we", for communion.
10:49Tonight, the absence of a face,
10:52with one hand placed on my shoulder,
10:53in a voice that tenderly pronounces my name,
10:56It tears me apart.
10:57I feel like the psalmist who said
10:59“I am like the desert pelican.”
11:02I am like the chaos of ruins.
11:04I keep watch, and I am like the solitary bird on a rooftop.
11:08Summa 102, verses 7 to 8
11:10“Father, in this void, I ask you to become my closest reality.”
11:16If the earthly gates close,
11:18that the floodgates of heaven may open.
11:20Come and inhabit my silence.
11:22Come fill these empty chairs with your invisible glory.
11:26Because my soul thirsts for a presence that does not come,
11:29be yourself that source of living water
11:30which springs forth into eternity.
11:33“Lord Jesus, you who promised, and behold,
11:36I am with you every day, until the end of the world.
11:40Matthew 28:20 states that these promises are not just a line in a book.
11:44but a warmth in my chest.
11:47That I may feel your breath beside me in this dark room,
11:51From solitude to spiritual communion.
11:53"Lord, I refuse to let this solitude be a tomb,"
11:57I want it to become a matrix.
11:59Teach me to transform this time of neglect
12:02in a sacred moment of one-on-one time with you.
12:04If the world remains silent,
12:06Perhaps it's so that I can finally hear your voice.
12:09that which is stifled by the tumult of others.
12:11I remember your comforting words.
12:14The Father is with me, John 16, verse 30.
12:17Grant me the ability to say the same thing in the midst of my ordeal.
12:21I must stop saying, "I am alone."
12:24But I am alone with my God.
12:26Change my bitterness into a sweet anticipation.
12:29Lord, make my solitude a place of strength.
12:32as you did for Jean on the island of Patmo,
12:35where in total isolation,
12:37He saw the heavens open.
12:39The hope of a new dawn.
12:41Father, I entrust to you those who, like me,
12:44They weep tonight behind hollow shutters.
12:46I entrust to you the forgotten patients of the hospitals,
12:49the neglected areas of large cities,
12:50hearts broken by grief and betrayal.
12:53Make me, through my own pain,
12:56an intercessor for them.
12:58May my suffering not cause me to withdraw into myself,
13:01but that it opens my heart to universal compassion.
13:04I end this prayer with the certainty that you have heard me.
13:08You do not despise the cry of the unfortunate.
13:10You do not turn your face away.
13:12For he has neither contempt nor disdain for the misery of the wretched,
13:15and he did not hide his face from her.
13:18But he listens when he shouts at him.
13:20Summa cumin 22, verse 25.
13:23Thank you, Father, because you are already restoring my soul.
13:27Thank you, Jesus, for walking with me in the shadows.
13:30and that your hand holds mine, even if I cannot feel it yet.
13:34I am no longer an island, for your grace is the bridge that connects me to heaven and to the
13:39life.
13:39In the name of Jesus Christ, my rock and my deliverer.
13:43Amen.
14:25The support of your invisible presence
14:28Lord, when men forsake me, help me to remember your unwavering promise.
14:33Even if my father and mother were to abandon me, you, the Lord, would take me in.
14:39I cling to your word which declares
14:41"Did I not give you this order? Be strong and courageous."
14:45Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord your God is with you in all this.
14:51that you will undertake.
14:53Jesus, verse 9.
14:54“When the feeling of rejection becomes too strong, remind my mind that you are the God who sees,”
15:00and the king.
15:01You saw Hagar in the desert when she was being chased away and was alone.
15:05You saw me too.
15:06You counted my wandering steps and you collected my tears in your vessel.
15:10Teach me to transform this imposed solitude into a solitude offered.
15:15May the void left by others become the space where your voice resonates most loudly.
15:20As it is written,
15:21“Therefore, behold, I will allure her and lead her into the wilderness, and I will speak tenderly to her.
15:27»
15:27Hosea 2, verse 14.
15:32"That is why I want to lure her and lead her into the desert, and I will speak to her heart."
15:55I call upon the Comforter.
15:57"Holy Spirit, you who search the depths of God and the abysses of the human soul, come to the aid of
16:03of my weakness.
16:04I do not know how to pray properly, so I put into myself inexpressible sighs.
16:09Romans 8, verse 26.
16:11"Break the seal of my silence and carry my cry to the throne of grace."
16:16Be the bridge of light between my dark room and the celestial sanctuary.
16:20The complaint before the Father.
16:22Eternal Father, God of all comfort,
16:25I stand before you today with a heavy heart,
16:28a soul broken by silence and absence.
16:31In the shadows of my room,
16:33The weight of abandonment oppresses me like an iron hand on my chest.
16:36I feel like an isolated island in the middle of an ocean of indifference.
16:40where the waves of oblivion come to die on the sand of my existence.
16:44I write to myself using the words of the psalmist,
16:46These words that you have engraved in writing so that our tears may have a language.
16:51“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”
16:54And you turn away without coming to my aid, without listening to my complaints?
16:59Summa 22, verse 1.
17:01“Lord, solitude is not merely the absence of the world,
17:04It's this powerful feeling of being forgotten by those I love,
17:07of having become invisible to those I relied on.
17:10The chairs are empty, the messages remain unanswered
17:14and my soul is troubled by a human presence that does not come.
17:17Father, you who have numbered the hairs of my head,
17:20Did you also count the hours of my isolation?
17:22You who remember every sparrow,
17:24Do you remember your child hiding in the shadows?
17:27The dialogue with the suffering son.
17:30Lord Jesus Christ, you beloved son,
17:33You are a man of sorrows, accustomed to suffering.
17:36You know that cold that grips the soul when friends fall asleep in Gethsemane,
17:40leaving distress alone with the sweat of blood.
17:42You know that cry at the ninth hour when the sky seems to be falling apart.
17:46I contemplate you in your agony and I find in you a brother in solitude.
17:50You said, behold, the hour is coming,
17:53where you will be scattered, each on your own side
17:55and where you will leave me alone.
17:57But I am not alone, for the Father is with me.
18:00John 16, verse 32
18:02Lord Jesus, grant me this same certainty.
18:06When the silence of men becomes deafening,
18:09May the whisper of your presence become my melody.
18:12Since the chairs in my home are empty,
18:15Come and sit down.
18:16You who promised, I will not leave you orphans,
18:18I will come to you, John 14, verse 18
18:21Fulfill your word in the secret of my heart.
18:25May your love be the message I'm waiting for.
18:27and type the answer to my unanswered calls.
18:30The intercession of the Holy Spirit in the desert.
18:33The spirit of life breathes on the dried-out bones of my social life.
18:37When I feel invisible,
18:39remind me that I am the salt of the earth
18:41and the light of the world in your eyes.
18:43Come and fight the lies of the enemy
18:45who whispers to me that I have no value
18:47Because nobody is looking for me.
18:50Write this eternal truth in my mind.
18:52If my father and mother were to abandon me,
18:55The Eternal One would receive me.
18:57Summa cum 27, verse 10
18:59Holy Spirit transforms this isolation room
19:02in a temple of encounter.
19:04Turn this desert into a garden
19:06where I can walk with my God
19:07in the cool of the evening.
19:09Teach me to stop searching desperately
19:11my reflection in the changing gaze of men
19:14but to find my identity
19:15in the unchanging gaze of my Creator.
19:18The offering of the broken heart.
19:20Father, Son, and Holy Spirit,
19:23I offer you my solitude
19:24like a sacrifice of pleasant fragrance.
19:26If this withdrawal period is necessary
19:28so that I learn to listen only to your voice,
19:31Thy will be done,
19:33but strengthen me,
19:34because the flesh is weak.
19:35Remind me that even in the dark
19:37the deepest,
19:39You're there.
19:39Because, if I say,
19:41At least darkness will cover me.
19:43The darkness is not dark to you.
19:45The night shines like the day.
19:47Psalm 139, verse November 2012.
19:51Lord, if I am an island,
19:53Be the ocean of grace that surrounds me.
19:55If I am a cry,
19:57Be the listening ear.
19:58If I am waiting,
20:00Be the answer.
20:01Heal the bitterness of rejection
20:03through the bond of your unconditional acceptance.
20:06I wish I were never alone again.
20:08since you live in me
20:09and that I may remain in you.
20:11Conclusion and hope.
20:13I am coming out of this prayer
20:14not because circumstances have changed,
20:16But because my heart has found its place.
20:19The chairs may still be empty,
20:21But my room is inhabited.
20:22by the cloud of your glory.
20:24I no longer fear silence,
20:26because it has become the space of our communion.
20:28In the name of Jesus Christ,
20:30who lives and reigns with the Father,
20:32in the unity of the Holy Spirit,
20:34one God for ever and ever.
20:37Amen.
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23:22Keep my heart and my thoughts. I am no longer alone because you are here.
23:27My worth does not depend on the gaze of men, but on the price you paid for me.
23:31cross.
23:31Amen.
23:50Exile in the shadow room.
23:53Eternal Father, God of all comfort, I stand before you today.
23:57The body bent by an invisible weight, that of absence and abandonment.
24:02In the silence of my room, the walls seem to absorb my words without giving me any echo.
24:07I present to you my heart, broken by the feeling of being isolated, lost in the middle of an ocean of
24:13'Human indifference.'
24:14I cry out to you with the distress of psalms.
24:17My God, my God, why have you forsaken me and turned away without helping me, without listening to my cries
24:24?
24:24Psalm 22, verse 1
24:27Lord, loneliness is not just the lack of a fool.
24:30It's the pain of feeling forgotten by what I love, of having become transparent in the eyes of
24:35those on whom I was counting to build my life.
24:37The chairs are empty, the notifications are silent, and my soul yearns for a human presence that seems to...
24:43'to have erased from his memory.'
24:45From the call to the heavenly armies
24:47Father, since I lack the help of men, I invoke your heavenly army.
24:52Your word teaches us that we are never truly alone.
24:56At this very moment, I command my soul to remember that you have deployed your angels around
25:01those who fear you.
25:03For he will command these angels to guard you in all your ways.
25:06They will carry you in their hands, so that your foot will not strike against a stone.
25:10Psalm 91:11-12
25:13Lord, send these messengers of light into my room.
25:17May their invisible, yet real, presence dispel the darkness of oppression.
25:22May the angels of consolation come and gather my tears in your urns.
25:26If men are deaf to my complaints,
25:28May the heavenly hearts surround my distress and transform my sigh into sweet-smelling incense rising to your
25:34throne.
25:343. Dialogue with Jesus, the brother of solitude
25:38Lord Jesus Christ, my savior and my brother, you, the man of sorrows, are not a stranger to the
25:45'abandonment.
25:45You have known the betrayal of a kiss, the denial of a close friend, and the indifferent sleep of your
25:51disciples, aged in these ways.
25:53You experienced that moment when nothing else matters, leaving you alone to face creation.
25:57But you said, “Behold, the hour is coming when you will be scattered, each to your own home, and when you will me
26:04will leave alone.
26:04But I am not alone, for the Father is with me.
26:07John 16, verse 32
26:10Jesus, since you are in me and I am in you, grant me this certainty.
26:15When the chairs remain empty, remind me that you are sitting next to me.
26:19When my phone remains silent, let me hear your soft, light voice whispering to me.
26:25I will not leave you, I will not abandon you.
26:28Hebrews 13, verse 5
26:29I remember that after your struggle in the desert and your agony in the garden, angels came to
26:35to serve you.
26:36Then the devil left him.
26:38And behold, angels came to Jesus and ministered to him.
26:42Matthew 4, verse 11
26:44Lord, command these same angels to come and serve me in my weakness.
26:49May they bring me the spiritual nourishment I need so that I do not sink into despair.
26:55The transformation of the desert into a sanctuary.
26:58Heavenly Father, under the watchful eyes of your angels, by the grace of your Son,
27:02I ask you to transform this agonizing solitude into a solitude that is lived in.
27:08May invisibility in the eyes of men become total visibility before your face.
27:13May my soul no longer desperately seek its worth in the messages of others.
27:18but in the blood shed by Jesus for me.
27:20Help me to see my room not as a prison, but as the Holy of Holies.
27:24May the Spirit of God, supported by angelic ministry, open my spiritual eyes to behold what the prophet
27:31Elisha could see.
27:32Those who are with us are more numerous than those who ignore us.
27:352 Kings 6, verse 16
27:37The offering of hope
27:39Lord, I know that you did not create man to be alone.
27:43I ask you to break, as appropriately as possible, these chains of silence.
27:47Open new doors, foster holy friendships, and give me back a place within your family, the Church.
27:55But until that new morning arrives, teach me to find my fulfillment in you alone.
28:00I end this prayer with the certainty that my cry has reached the heavens.
28:04Are they not all ministering spirits sent to serve those
28:10Who are to inherit salvation?
28:11Hebrews 1:14
28:38Amen
28:43Amen
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