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00:22I haven't been honest with you.
00:27I was scared that if I told you what I did, you would just run.
00:38Whatever it is, it's okay.
00:40Don't say that. You don't know.
00:43You don't know what I did.
00:48When I was in high school, a kid drowned in the narrow river in Rhode Island.
00:52And I was involved.
01:08The river, it was by my school.
01:10It was a place where people would go to hang out.
01:14And so senior year, I went down there with my friends, Paul and Shane.
01:25The three of us were close, but it was always tense, especially between me and Paul.
01:31I think back then I would have said that he was jealous of me, of the money and the freedom
01:35I had, but that wasn't it.
01:36It was me. I was the one. I was the one who was jealous.
01:40I had no one.
01:43And Paul, he was just, he was Paul. He was so confident.
01:49And there were these times where we would be together and everything would be fine.
01:54And then all of a sudden, a joke would land wrong and we would just be at each other's throats.
02:04And this one time, this one time, it got physical.
02:14Paul just attacked Shane.
02:16And he was really trying to hurt him.
02:18And then they got into the river and, and, and then Shane got on top of Paul.
02:27And Shane just kept on pushing Paul's head underwater, just pushing and pushing, pushing.
02:34And I, I just, um...
02:46I just watched, as Shane drowned him.
02:52All I wanted to do was just to move past it, move on.
02:57And so I did.
03:03Uh...
03:07I've, I've lost...
03:11I've lost every single meaningful relationship in my life because of this one mistake.
03:18And because of that, my life is just...
03:23Empty.
03:27And sad.
03:31And then I met you.
03:33And, uh, I just...
03:36Turned on the light.
03:38And, uh...
03:39I should have told you.
03:41I should have told you earlier.
03:43But I was scared.
03:45I was really scared.
03:48Um...
03:49But I'm telling you now.
03:52And I, I, I hope...
03:56Together...
03:57Well, we can, we can move past it.
04:03No.
04:05We can't.
04:07Because you're a fucking liar.
04:14Ciara, wait.
04:15What are you talking about?
04:17Hey, hey.
04:20Hey, you wanted to talk, so let's talk.
04:24Ciara, come on.
04:25Whatever, whatever's wrong, we can just...
04:27We'll just work it out.
04:28We can work this out.
04:29Fuck you.
04:34Don't fucking follow me.
04:54Don't make a fucking sound.
04:56Please.
04:58Hey.
04:59Hey, there you are.
05:00Jesus Christ.
05:02Yeah, hey, sorry.
05:03Um, I got caught up here after you left.
05:07Okay, yeah, listen.
05:08Forget about it.
05:08Did you get my text?
05:10Hey, turns out,
05:11Tubb Stu's pronouns are he, him.
05:13I'm not kidding.
05:15Yeah.
05:15Yeah, listen.
05:16If this body is saying legends,
05:17then we need to forget about the girlfriend.
05:19Go back to revenge.
05:21Maybe talk to the family, uh,
05:22Paul Sparling,
05:23the victim over at Narrow River.
05:25His parents, they divorced years ago.
05:28I mean, uh...
05:29Your mom still lives in there again, sir.
05:30I mean, that's an easy trial.
05:32I'll say we just go no-knock ambusher.
05:35What do you say?
05:36See what's up?
05:37Yeah.
05:39Hey, are you there?
05:40Did I lose your...
05:41Oh, um...
05:42Hey, yeah, sorry.
05:43I muted you by accident.
05:45Uh, I...
05:46I just said good thinking.
05:47That's good thinking.
05:52Yeah, thanks, Lee.
05:53That's very sweet.
05:56Yeah, let me ask you a question.
05:57Uh, where the hell are you
05:59right this fuckin' second?
06:16Work-life problems?
06:18Yeah.
06:20Yeah.
06:23He saw us...
06:25talking today.
06:31Well...
06:32If K-Dog knows...
06:35then the whole department
06:36might find out, right?
06:38Which means...
06:40we might get caught
06:42any minute.
06:46I'm not.
06:46Listen, don't touch me.
06:48I'm serious.
06:49I...
06:50I...
06:52I can't keep risking
06:54my career for whatever
06:56the fuck this is.
06:57I...
06:58I don't want to hear from you
07:00anymore, okay?
07:01Don't buy me anything.
07:02Don't get me
07:04anything.
07:04No associating
07:05of any kind.
07:06I got it.
07:09I don't want to hear from you.
07:10You know...
07:13I don't know how
07:14you've been able to
07:16get away with it
07:17for so long.
07:19You know?
07:22I can't hear anymore.
07:24Yeah.
07:25This is way
07:26too dangerous.
07:29I might get caught
07:31any minute.
07:35because you've got
07:36a lot to lose,
07:37don't you?
07:52I don't know.
08:26C.R.A. Wise.
08:28What are you doing here?
08:30I told you
08:31I was coming home.
08:32C.R.A.
08:33That's...
08:34So we called you
08:35Barbie with the
08:35burned-off hair.
08:38You're living with him,
08:39aren't you?
08:43Wow, you are.
08:44That's a yes.
08:45I did this
08:46for you.
08:47For me.
08:48Yes for you.
08:49I did this for you.
08:51I did this for Mom.
08:52I did this for the house.
08:54We lost Dad.
08:56Mom's mind.
08:58Our entire future
08:59is just decimated.
09:01And I just stood there
09:02and I watched.
09:03I couldn't do anything.
09:05And so yes,
09:06I came here
09:07to find Oliver St. Ledger
09:09and make him pay
09:10for what he did
09:10to our family.
09:14Are you done?
09:16What, did you practice that
09:17in front of a fucking mirror?
09:21So what,
09:22you've lured him
09:22with some insane con?
09:24Is that what this is?
09:25It doesn't even matter now
09:26because it's done
09:27and you should be
09:28fucking thanking me.
09:29Do you think Mom's
09:30going to give a shit
09:31about the house
09:31when she finds out
09:32you saved it
09:33by fucking a psychopath?
09:34He's not a psychopath!
09:35No, he's not!
09:36Really, since when?
09:39I know what you think
09:40about him
09:40because I thought
09:41the same thing.
09:41But Shiloh,
09:42it's not that simple.
09:44He's eaten away
09:45by the guilt.
09:46He has no family.
09:48He has no friends.
09:49He literally can't sleep.
09:51He can't even say
09:52out loud what happened.
09:53And he's been psychologically
09:55disassembled
09:56by the same therapist
09:57back home.
09:58He still sees
09:58Dan Troxler.
10:00Dan Troxler?
10:02Yeah.
10:02Are you fucking serious?
10:03Yes.
10:04And he does everything
10:04he tells him.
10:05But I promise,
10:07Shiloh,
10:07he's paying.
10:09He's paying the price
10:10for his mistakes.
10:11Mistakes?
10:16You're in love with him,
10:17aren't you?
10:17No.
10:18No, I fucking hate him.
10:20Don't lie to me.
10:21You don't understand.
10:22You're right,
10:23I don't.
10:24I do not understand.
10:26But if you think
10:27that you can rob
10:28Oliver St. Ledger
10:29and his sadistic family
10:30and just walk away,
10:33Megan,
10:34if we don't do something
10:35right fucking now,
10:37you will go to prison.
10:45What the fuck,
10:46Shiloh?
10:49Where did you get that?
10:52Look,
10:52you don't need to know.
10:53Okay?
10:55But I promise you
10:56this is not going to
10:56come back on us.
10:58I'm going to help you
10:59get rid of him
11:00and whatever mess
11:01you have left behind.
11:04We really should have
11:05done this a long time ago.
11:09Shiloh,
11:09you're losing your mind.
11:14I don't want to lose you.
11:16Okay?
11:19Especially not to
11:20Oliver St. fucking Ledger.
11:28I'm going to take care of it.
11:30No, you won't.
11:31Yes, I will.
11:33Myself.
11:36Shiloh,
11:36I need you
11:36to trust me
11:38that I'm going to
11:39handle this on my own.
11:49I don't believe you.
11:56I promise.
11:58I'll take care of it.
12:11Hi, it's me.
12:13Um,
12:13I know we just went
12:14three days ago,
12:14but can you fix
12:15this shitty lamp
12:16for me, please?
12:18Next saved message.
12:20Hey,
12:20I ended up stopping
12:21at a Vietnamese place.
12:22I'll text you the menu
12:23if you want me
12:24to bring you something.
12:25Next saved message.
12:27Hi, it's me.
12:28Someone just tried
12:29to give me a kitten
12:29and you are so lucky
12:31that I didn't say
12:32a kitten too.
12:33I'm going to double
12:34my money.
12:34Next saved message.
12:36Is the door code
12:36pound number pound
12:38or star number star?
12:39Next saved message.
12:40Why are there any
12:41alliances?
12:42I want to introduce you.
12:43Fucking pouring.
12:45Let's see if we're
12:45completely done.
12:46So,
12:46see you soon.
12:47Next saved message.
12:49Hey, it's me.
12:50Hi, it's me.
12:53Hi, it's me.
13:05Thank God.
13:07She picked up
13:07the phone for once.
13:09Hey, did you hear
13:10what happened
13:11to Allison last night?
13:12I did,
13:13but I'm sure
13:13you're going to tell me anyway.
13:14She was killed.
13:16I mean,
13:17I can't believe it.
13:20Things with Elliot
13:22must have been falling apart.
13:24Yeah, I don't know, Mom.
13:26I think maybe the truck
13:27had something to do with it.
13:28You know what I mean.
13:29She was distracted.
13:32We all get that way.
13:34I hate to say it,
13:36but maybe Elliot's relieved.
13:38Not that he'd say it.
13:39Can you,
13:39can you just please
13:40have some decency?
13:42For once.
13:44Honey,
13:44I say that with zero
13:45judgment or malice.
13:47Marriage is hard.
13:49Even the good ones.
13:50Yeah,
13:50and how many of those
13:51have you had?
13:52Hmm.
13:53None.
13:55Right,
13:55so maybe we just keep
13:56our toxic theories
13:57to ourselves?
13:59I'm sorry.
14:00I know you and Elliot
14:01are close.
14:02Are you okay?
14:06I don't know.
14:07I don't know.
14:08I, I just,
14:08everything's just
14:09really messed up right now.
14:11Okay,
14:12well,
14:13a contingent from the club
14:14is driving up
14:15to pay respects
14:16and to be there
14:17for Elliot.
14:20Right,
14:20does that mean
14:21that you're,
14:21um,
14:22you're gonna
14:22come off from the city?
14:24Oh,
14:25oh,
14:26that would be nice,
14:27but you know me,
14:27I'm not good
14:28in those situations.
14:30Yeah.
14:31Oh,
14:32um,
14:32you're not leaving yet,
14:33are you?
14:35Okay,
14:36yeah,
14:36right.
14:37Bye, Mom.
14:46I can't.
14:49What's called that thing
14:50when he finds out?
14:52Okay,
14:53stop.
14:54What?
14:55What?
14:56What's wrong with you?
14:57I mean it.
14:58I could,
14:59let this get too fucking far.
15:01Stop.
15:03I can't keep,
15:05lying.
15:06Yeah.
15:06I'm the only one in my life,
15:07yeah.
15:11Yes,
15:12you can.
15:13Look at the fuck.
15:14Look at me.
15:14Yes,
15:15you can.
15:15Get off me.
15:16You can,
15:17and you will.
15:19You're gonna tell Vice
15:20that I'm working for you,
15:23that I'm your informant,
15:25and to leave me alone.
15:26Because if you can't do that,
15:28I mean Carl,
15:32K-Dog,
15:33he's just the beginning
15:34of who finds out about
15:35me and you
15:37and everything we do.
15:39I'll shoot you
15:40in the fucking mouth
15:42and go to prison
15:43for my whole life
15:44before I let this go on
15:45for one fucking minute.
15:47And the next time you see me,
15:48motherfucker,
15:49I'll be through a cage
15:50because you'll be in the backseat
15:51and I'll be in the front.
15:54What the fuck?
15:57Get the fuck off of me!
16:00Fuck you!
16:01You're my dog.
16:02The fuck you say?
16:03Say that shit again!
16:04If you'll ever come near my partner again,
16:06I will press your reset button.
16:08You're fucking to scare me!
16:09Carl,
16:09get off of him!
16:37I fucking knew it!
16:39I fucking knew it!
16:40When you guys were doing
16:41that old coy,
16:42I fuck bullshit!
16:44I should have known!
16:47Did he pay you
16:48before he fucked you
16:48or is that something
16:49he had to pay extra for?
16:50Don't be an asshole.
16:51Is this what it looks like
16:52to be done with him?
16:53I was,
16:53I am.
16:54Stop it!
16:55Stand right there,
16:56shut the fuck up!
16:58You dragged me into this!
17:01I lied to Russo
17:02to protect you!
17:03I did not ask you to do that!
17:05Because you knew
17:05you didn't have to!
17:06You used my loyalty
17:07against me
17:08and it's fucked up, Lee!
17:09Is that what we're doing, huh?
17:11We lying to each other?
17:11That's our two-step now?
17:13Oh, fucking day!
17:15You're just dragging me
17:16on this whole guilt trip
17:17like I abandoned you.
17:18Like I somehow owe it to you
17:20to stick around
17:21when you knew
17:21if you told me the truth
17:22I'd leave it
17:23fucking faster!
17:24Oh, excuse me
17:25from keeping you
17:25from your big dreams
17:26of living in a fucking
17:27double-wide
17:28and rating Tinder
17:30for BU undergrads.
17:32Go ahead!
17:32Tell me if that's
17:33more or less sad
17:34than getting dicked down
17:35by some bootleg
17:35whitey bulging.
17:36I just told you
17:37that I ended it.
17:38That's because
17:38you got coy!
17:39Don't give a fuck
17:40about me,
17:40you just don't want
17:41to be alone.
17:43Who the fuck
17:44wants to be alone?
17:47The only reason
17:48why you want me here
17:50is because I'm
17:51the only thing
17:51that separates you
17:52from a shittier
17:53version of you!
17:54Yes, you're my savior.
17:56You goddamn right.
17:58Talking shit to me
18:00all day
18:01fucking with me
18:03about my shit.
18:06My shitty marriage,
18:07my shitty divorce,
18:09my shitty housekeeping,
18:11who I fuck with!
18:12Thank God
18:13I am such a
18:14fucking failure, Lee!
18:16Because who would you
18:17have to compare yourself to?
18:18Okay.
18:19Huh?
18:19How could you stand
18:19on a high horse
18:20and look down
18:21on us little people?
18:26You made me feel
18:27fucked up!
18:28It's because
18:28this is what
18:29you needed!
18:32I'm sorry.
18:36Please, Carl,
18:37I'm sorry.
18:40I'm sorry, man.
18:41I'm sorry.
18:43I don't know.
19:13I don't know.
20:08I don't know.
20:11I don't know.
20:11Hang on.
20:13When did they finish construction on the roof?
20:15When did they finish?
20:16What's wrong with the roof?
20:18You didn't have a termite infestation, this building?
20:21You live here, right?
20:22This is your building?
20:22Yeah, I do.
20:23I don't know what you're talking about.
20:25You didn't have to relocate or anything because of fumigation or repair?
20:29The landlord doesn't do shit to this place.
20:38I don't know what we're dealing with.
20:45I didn't have to go with it.
20:50I didn't have to die yet.
20:51I should see.
20:53Okay.
20:57That was interesting.
21:05Is that what you should say?
21:14Could you call me?
21:17Uh...
21:18Excuse me sir, can I help you?
21:20Hi, I thought I saw Ciara.
21:24Who?
21:25Ciara Wise. She forgot her ID today.
21:29Where did you get this?
21:31We don't have a Ciara here.
21:33And this is very strange.
21:35We don't even have these here.
21:38Are you sure?
21:40Is there like an employee database that you can look at?
21:43Or maybe she works at a different office or something?
21:46There is no different office.
21:48So you're saying the woman, Ciara Wise, you've never seen her before?
21:52Here.
21:56Her.
21:57You've never seen her before in your life?
21:59I have not.
22:04I feel like I'm going fucking crazy here.
22:08Sorry.
22:10Um...
22:12Maybe you'd like to speak to somebody else?
22:14No, that's okay. Thanks so much.
22:16I'm sorry for wasting your time.
22:20Sorry.
22:21I'm sorry for wasting your time.
22:30I can't believe you.
22:35No, I'm sorry.
22:38No, I just don't start that mask.
22:38I'm sorry.
22:38Yeah, I'm sorry for that.
22:40If you win, I'm sorry for your use.
22:42You don't have to wear you.
22:45I don't know why.
22:49No, I don't know why.
22:53Megan, honey, it's me.
22:55Have you talked to your sister?
22:57She took the car to God knows where.
22:59Girls are all over the place.
23:01But listen, I was doing my daily reading and that started off same old, same old, telling me that I'm
23:08sad, broke.
23:10Then, wouldn't you know, I pulled the death card.
23:15You know what that means?
23:17It means things are going to turn around.
23:21Something big is happening, Megs.
23:23I can feel it.
23:28Where the hell's your sister?
24:00You can't just...
24:01We need to talk.
24:03Right now I'm with a patient.
24:04Yeah, not for long.
24:05Trust me, I am doing you a favor because this guy, Dr. Truxler, is a drug-dealing parasitic emotional pedophile.
24:12And you better run, not walk to a new therapist, because I promise you, this guy is going more fucked
24:16in the head than you'll ever be.
24:17I'll call you and we'll reschedule.
24:24Did you forget the fucking restraining order, Shyla?
24:28What?
24:30What is it?
24:31What do you want?
24:32You need to get Oliver St. Ledger away from my family and keep him away.
24:35Or I will.
24:37I mean it.
24:38I don't know what you're talking about, but I'm calling the police.
24:41He's fucking my sister!
24:45Oliver St. Ledger is living with my little sister.
24:49And I think she fucking loves him.
24:53Megan?
24:55She's going by CR or something now, but yeah, Megan.
24:58Megan, she's done some really stupid shit that you need to fix, because that's your job, right?
25:03See, you call Oliver right fucking now.
25:06You call him.
25:07You tell him that no matter what is going on between the two of them, that he needs to walk
25:11the fuck away and never come back.
25:13I don't see how this could happen.
25:14Because she made it happen.
25:17What? What does she want with him?
25:21She doesn't know anymore.
25:23But wherever this thing started, it has gone way off the fucking rails.
25:45You look nostalgic.
25:48Yeah?
25:49Yeah.
25:55Wow.
25:56I admit I have manipulated a few men in my life, but no termites were ever harmed.
26:02No, no, no, no, no.
26:03I didn't kill them.
26:04I moved them to where I knew he'd be them, because I had this big, crazy plan.
26:09I had to sell it.
26:11Your imagination astounds me.
26:14I would have never had the confidence at your age.
26:18I don't know what the fuck I was thinking.
26:20Honestly.
26:22At least you've got him where you want him.
26:24I don't know.
26:25Maybe in the beginning.
26:28But any power I had over the situation is gone now.
26:34I think my heart beat the shit out of my brain.
26:39You know what happens every time you lie?
26:43I lose a year off the end of my life.
26:46Sounds like you'd be dead already.
26:48No, I never would have been born.
26:51Well, when you lie, neurotransmitters are released that dull emotions.
26:56It becomes harder to feel things, so the next lie is easier to tell, and the next lie is even
27:01easier, and so on.
27:04That explains a lot about him.
27:07He's told way more lies than I have.
27:12I wish it was easier for me, actually.
27:14Yep.
27:16Everything's easier for you.
27:18What a joy it would be to be you and watch the world unfold for me.
27:23I'll make that deal with you.
27:27Because I'm sure that you don't sit around having insane, uncontrollable thoughts.
27:34Like what?
27:37What's the craziest thought you had today?
27:43Do I kill my boyfriend?
27:47Or do I kill myself?
27:52You're not very original.
27:54But I appreciate your honesty.
27:59Ah, poor thing.
28:02There's something about you.
28:04You're calculating, but you're naive.
28:08In the end, I would say you're a good person.
28:15I'm not.
28:19I'm really not.
28:33In half a mile, turn right on Broad Rock Road.
28:46How are we going to do this?
28:48How are we going to approach this woman?
28:50I know you're not talking to me, but at least talk at me.
28:53Tell me the plan.
28:56We do what we normally do.
28:59Grind it down so we're satisfied with our answers.
29:03What if we're wrong about the revenge motive?
29:07She's over the loss of her son.
29:09We're just opening up old wounds.
29:11Well, then I guess we'll find that out.
29:14Or maybe we're right, but she genuinely knows nothing.
29:19Or maybe we are right.
29:21And she cooked that motherfucker sous vide.
29:31Maybe we do this one differently.
29:35I can be the bad cop.
29:37You can be the good one.
29:40Wow.
29:41You would do that for me?
29:46Call Pope Francis.
29:48Oh, Lord, we got us a new saint.
30:22Oh, Lord.
30:46Okay.
30:48If we left Boston,
30:51then we could live anywhere.
30:54Where would we go?
30:56Hey, focus.
30:58I am focused.
31:00I'm fantasizing about us disappearing together.
31:05You want to disappear with me?
31:08Mm-hmm.
31:11I think we'd go...
31:13Western Hemisphere, maybe.
31:17Eastern Hemisphere.
31:24I think maybe northern.
31:31More northern.
31:37More.
31:38I think if I go any more north,
31:41I'm going to be in inhospitable territory.
31:43No, northern.
31:47Okay.
31:48I'm going to be in the inatoire.
31:49Keep going.
31:53Bye.
31:55Bye.
32:04Bye.
32:06Bye.
32:07Bye.
32:11Bye.
33:42In 1,000 feet, your destination is on the left.
33:45Hey, why do you think Paul's mom still lives here?
33:48If my kid gets murdered, I get the hell out.
34:16Mrs. Sparley!
34:23Where have you been?
34:24You don't want to know.
34:33Are you Mrs. Sparling?
34:35Paul Sparling's mother?
34:38Yes.
34:39How can I help you?
34:41I'd like to ask you a few questions about your son, Paul, and about Oliver St. Ledger.
34:52Oliver, are you there?
34:55Oliver?
34:59Oliver?
35:04Is that you?
35:05Are you there?
35:09Are you okay?
35:12What's happening?
35:14Hey, can you hear me?
35:17Listen, you're in danger.
35:19Oliver, this woman, Ciara, is not who you think she is, okay?
35:25It's Megan Martin.
35:28She's Shane's sister.
35:31Her and her whole addictive fucking family are crazy, Oliver, okay?
35:36You need to keep her away.
35:39Oliver?
35:41What is that right there?
35:43Are you okay?
35:45Oliver, I'm telling you, you are in danger.
35:50Shane Martin's sister is there to get revenge.
35:54It's okay, Dan.
35:56He knows.
36:02I know.
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