Jazz Lacaran - A Not-So Poem

Dear God,
I hate that I'm here,
I hate what you gave me
I hate this family
I hate that they hurt me

I should be grateful
But how can I be faithful?
I'm surrounded with these people
They are nothing but cruel

My eyes are hurting
My heart is breaking
My pain is drowning me
And my words-they fail me

I don't even know what this poem is for,
It's a mess for sure
I don't even want to ryhme anymore
I just-
I just want to disappear-I want to go far away where they can't hurt me no more\n\nJazz Lacaran

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