Skip to playerSkip to main content
  • 2 days ago
As It’s Remembered (2022) is a touching drama that explores the power of memories, family bonds, and personal reflection. The story follows a group of individuals who reunite after many years, revisiting the moments that shaped their lives and learning to reconcile the past with the present. Through heartfelt conversations and shared experiences, they discover how the small choices and cherished memories create lasting connections.

The film highlights themes of friendship, love, and personal growth, capturing the emotions of everyday life with authenticity and warmth. With engaging performances and a contemplative narrative, As It’s Remembered (2022) offers viewers a thoughtful and inspiring journey that resonates with audiences of all ages.

Perfect for fans of character-driven stories, reflective dramas, and meaningful storytelling, this film emphasizes the importance of remembering, understanding, and appreciating the people and moments that shape our lives.

Category

😹
Fun
Transcript
00:00:00To be continued...
00:00:30To be continued...
00:01:00I have to do it again...
00:01:12I see no other way...
00:01:16If you could see what I see...
00:01:43The way that I see it...
00:01:47You would understand...
00:01:53It's all about perception...
00:02:01An entire school of thought exists...
00:02:11Claiming...
00:02:13Explaining that...
00:02:15Reality is just a series of perceptions...
00:02:19Now if that were true...
00:02:23Don't you think you could change it?
00:02:25I'm going to...
00:02:31You see, I believe...
00:02:35I know...
00:02:36It's all locked in space...
00:02:39It's all still happening...
00:02:43It's like a record...
00:02:53When it's playing...
00:02:54It's happening...
00:02:55It's a story that's alive...
00:02:59Like it has life...
00:03:01Like it has life...
00:03:03But it's not...
00:03:09It's locked...
00:03:15Frozen in the wind...
00:03:17In the very same time...
00:03:19In the very same time...
00:03:21And it's always there...
00:03:23Just sitting...
00:03:25In the very same time...
00:03:27In the very same time...
00:03:29Trapped...
00:03:31Reality is like a record...
00:04:01The trick is...
00:04:05Getting it to play again...
00:04:07Sturkins...
00:04:21I'll see you now...
00:04:31Hey, Natalie. Glad you could make it this week.
00:04:43I want to do it again.
00:04:47I know you do.
00:04:49But I know...
00:04:51You know that's not real.
00:04:54Not something you can do, anyway.
00:04:57Listen.
00:04:59Take a breath.
00:05:00Close your eyes. It's only an exercise.
00:05:17Good. What do you see?
00:05:25You know what I see.
00:05:27It's the same every time.
00:05:43The Hill.
00:05:45You're holding. You know you are. Why?
00:05:49I just want to do it again.
00:05:51I know. I know.
00:05:54Now let's just get back to...
00:05:56Have you ever heard of George Berkeley?
00:05:58Um, yeah.
00:06:00Well, yes. Berkley.
00:06:03Well, he said...
00:06:05To be is to be perceived.
00:06:06Right.
00:06:10Basically, it's this whole thing about how nothing actually exists unless there's somebody who's actively perceiving it.
00:06:17But how would that work?
00:06:22I mean, the rocks in the woods.
00:06:26Well, Berkley said there's a great perceiver.
00:06:30God?
00:06:31No.
00:06:32God's too passive.
00:06:36I think that we...
00:06:38I think that people are actively perceiving their own reality into existence.
00:06:45So there is no God.
00:06:50We're all gods.
00:06:52I just want to do it again.
00:07:14I just want to do it again.
00:07:22You shouldn't smoke.
00:07:38It's cheaper than therapy.
00:07:41So tell me more about this perception.
00:07:48Kind of over it.
00:07:50You're afraid of what I write?
00:07:52No.
00:07:54Okay.
00:07:58What?
00:08:00It bothers you.
00:08:02Nothing bothers me.
00:08:04Natalie, unless I'm confused, you want to be God.
00:08:08Something must be bothering you.
00:08:11I want to be in control of my own reality.
00:08:15I want to be the perceiver.
00:08:19Not God.
00:08:21Right.
00:08:22Well, you see, in Berkley's world, in his ideology, God is the perceiver.
00:08:30Everything exists.
00:08:32The rocks in the woods, the plants at the bottom of the ocean, the wind in the desert.
00:08:37Because it's being perceived by God.
00:08:39So how does that undo what happened?
00:08:51I've got a lot of planes here.
00:08:55The airport's just over there.
00:09:01You say nothing can undo what happened.
00:09:19You say nothing can undo what happened.
00:09:27Time flows forward.
00:09:29Nothing changes that.
00:09:34I was contacted by the FBI.
00:09:41What are you doing?
00:09:43What do they want?
00:09:46You need to be careful.
00:09:51Did you tell them about me?
00:09:55No, no, no.
00:09:56Conversations are protected.
00:10:01For now.
00:10:02I have to make this happen.
00:10:10I have to make this happen.
00:10:10I have to make this happen.
00:10:13I can't believe this.
00:10:14I have to make this happen.
00:10:15What happened?
00:10:16Natalie, what happens if you-
00:10:17I'll die.
00:10:17Are you threatening to take your own life?
00:10:24No.
00:10:27But I'm going to die one way or another, right?
00:10:32Natalie, I can't help you if I don't know your plan.
00:10:47I can't help you if I don't know your plan, but I can't help you if I don't know your plan.
00:11:12Natalie Durkens?
00:11:13Are you Natalie Durkens?
00:11:15Yeah.
00:11:16Special Agent Nunez, I have some questions to ask you.
00:11:20Can I come in?
00:11:39Do you want some water?
00:11:40No thank you.
00:11:43Do you know why I'm here, Ms. Durkens?
00:11:46Well, much of your recent buying activity has drawn some attention.
00:12:02We'll just pretend like this is enough.
00:12:04It's not, but, uh, I'd really like to see somebody pull this off.
00:12:09How is that any of your concern, sir?
00:12:12You see, my department is sort of, uh, we watch what people buy.
00:12:17Then we determine if we need to see what they're doing with their purchases.
00:12:20You know, some, uh, some math major with a minor in poli-sci buys two tons of fertilizer.
00:12:25Maybe I need to come see if he's doing something that...
00:12:27If he's building a bond?
00:12:30Doing something he shouldn't.
00:12:33But your idea is interesting.
00:12:35This is what I'm trying to build.
00:12:45Trying to change the past through perception.
00:12:49So how are you connecting perception to reality?
00:12:54Perception is reality.
00:12:56Imagining is not being.
00:12:57If that were true, the Cubs would have won a World Series by now.
00:13:01How are you connecting the then to the now?
00:13:05Sleeping pills.
00:13:07Sensory cues.
00:13:09The way that his jacket felt.
00:13:10The music that we listened to.
00:13:13Cigarette smells.
00:13:14Sure, so, some fake VR?
00:13:18I need it to be more than that.
00:13:21I need it to be real.
00:13:23I'm not building a bomb.
00:13:28If you were clean, you wouldn't protest so much.
00:13:30I protested once.
00:13:33Well, I'm here.
00:13:36So I think you get the point, and I think you know where I'm going with this.
00:13:40What is it that you think I bought?
00:13:42It wasn't two tons of fertilizer.
00:13:47What could you possibly think that I have?
00:13:50Well, it's not what I think you have.
00:13:53We're not the brightest over at the FBI, but I'll tell you what we don't do.
00:13:58We don't buy into any crazy theories or ethereal hunches.
00:14:01I know what you have.
00:14:03You've recently managed to obtain these materials, Ms. Durkens.
00:14:12None of these are illegal to own.
00:14:15Maybe not, but really do people buy these combinations, these kind of quantities.
00:14:18Otherwise, I wouldn't be here.
00:14:20On top of that, with your major in engineering and your minor in philosophy...
00:14:24Do I need to get my lawyer?
00:14:26Do you?
00:14:29Can I use the bathroom?
00:14:30I'll take my lawyer to the bathroom.
00:14:31I'll take my lawyer to the bathroom.
00:14:33I'll take my lawyer to the bathroom.
00:14:34Do I need to wet the bathroom?
00:14:35I eat all the fabric.
00:14:36I use the bathroom.
00:14:38Any questions or questions.
00:14:40Okay, last time, if I ask you last time to make my aviation sucks,
00:14:42How would I get my lawyer or what maybe I took?
00:14:44Go ahead.
00:14:46I'll take myc幾何.
00:14:47Bye!
00:14:49Go ahead.
00:14:50Go ahead!
00:14:52Go ahead.
00:14:535...
00:14:55My mission is there.
00:14:57Go ahead.
00:15:00Going to bring something pieces.
00:15:01you're talking about quantum immortality
00:15:12the idea that a particle can exist in two places simultaneously two different realities
00:15:20uh you know like if you were to die in one of them well then you could live in the other one
00:15:26yeah um your little doodle here might do it but uh it's kind of like trying to get to mars on a
00:15:34steam engine you're gonna need some rocket fuel and a lot of people have gotten like screwed up
00:15:43and a couple people have died trying to pull this sort of thing off i don't care you're really
00:15:48gonna be juicing your brain and natalie if certain people figure out you're trying to pull this off
00:15:53they're gonna want to stop you i won't let them
00:15:59do you have any more questions for me should i
00:16:12what if i'm not satisfied with any of your answers
00:16:17i would get satisfied
00:16:20miss turkins you do realize that my being here means you're being investigated by the fbi
00:16:27i'm tired i guess i could just go home then yeah i guess you could
00:16:33miss turkins i'm not going anywhere until you tell me what i need to know
00:16:37what is it that you need to know
00:16:39why did you buy these items
00:16:42i don't have to explain anything to you
00:16:45now unless it has become illegal for me to legally obtain items that are legal to use in your household
00:16:52then i don't know yet maybe you can contact my lawyer
00:16:55do you want me to call him
00:16:59because if not get out
00:17:05i'm sorry to bother you
00:17:13good
00:17:15you might want to talk to that lawyer though and let him know i'll be back soon
00:17:22also he should know that it's a federal offense to threaten an agent with a loaded weapon
00:17:30good day miss turkins
00:17:36good day miss turkins
00:17:39so you think you can change the past by remembering it differently if I can
00:18:04convince myself I mean really convince myself maybe it'll be real if you perceive it to be
00:18:12Natalie you know it'll never be real the second you come back from your memories it'll be smoke
00:18:19it's like dreams they never rewrite what's real but if I can just force it
00:18:27I can convince myself you could really hurt yourself
00:18:34what if you had a stroke or an aneurysm you could OD I would rather die in a memory that I can choose
00:18:42than live in a future where I can't
00:19:04I need more Natalie I'm really worried about you it's the only way that I sleep
00:19:26so
00:19:34so
00:19:43so
00:19:51so
00:20:00so
00:20:09so
00:20:17so
00:20:26so
00:20:35how close to hell will you still be my friend
00:20:43my face to the sea and my back to the land
00:20:52if you can't come with me
00:20:56so
00:21:05so
00:21:07so
00:21:09so
00:21:17so
00:21:19so
00:21:21so
00:21:30so
00:21:38so
00:21:47so
00:21:51so
00:22:00so
00:22:08so
00:22:17so
00:22:26so
00:22:30so
00:22:40so
00:22:44so
00:22:46so
00:22:48so
00:22:50so
00:22:52so
00:22:54so
00:22:56so
00:23:07so
00:23:21so
00:23:32so
00:23:46so
00:23:56so
00:23:58so
00:24:00so
00:24:02so
00:24:04so
00:24:06so
00:24:08so
00:24:19so
00:24:33so
00:24:35so
00:24:37so
00:24:48so
00:24:54so
00:25:04so
00:25:14so
00:25:20so
00:25:24so
00:25:30so
00:25:47so
00:25:51so
00:25:57so
00:26:07so
00:26:17so
00:26:19so
00:26:21so
00:26:23so
00:26:34so
00:26:36so
00:26:38so
00:26:40so
00:26:51so
00:26:53so
00:26:55so
00:26:57so
00:27:07so
00:27:09so
00:27:20so
00:27:22so
00:27:24so
00:27:26so
00:27:37so
00:27:39so
00:27:41so
00:27:43so
00:27:53so
00:27:55so
00:28:06so
00:28:08so
00:28:10so
00:28:12so
00:28:27so
00:28:29so
00:28:31so
00:28:43so
00:28:45so
00:28:47so
00:28:50so
00:29:00so
00:29:02so
00:29:04so
00:29:06so
00:29:08so
00:29:10so
00:29:12so
00:29:14so
00:29:27so
00:29:29so
00:29:44so
00:29:55so
00:29:57so
00:29:59so
00:30:14so
00:30:16so
00:30:18so
00:30:20so
00:30:36so
00:30:38so
00:30:40so
00:30:42that's
00:30:59so
00:31:11so
00:31:14so
00:31:16so
00:31:18so
00:31:20so
00:31:22so
00:31:24so
00:31:26so
00:31:36so
00:31:38so
00:31:40so
00:31:42so
00:31:44so
00:31:46so
00:31:53so
00:31:55so
00:31:57so
00:31:59so
00:32:01What are these thoughts on time?
00:32:10It's dumb.
00:32:11Well, I'm here to listen to it.
00:32:13No, no, you're here because you're worried.
00:32:16Yes, Natalie, I'm worried.
00:32:24Time's not a fluid.
00:32:26I mean, not the way that people would normally think that it is.
00:32:30I mean, time is...
00:32:33Fluids aren't even fluids.
00:32:37They can be fluids.
00:32:39They can be solids.
00:32:43They can be...
00:32:46gases.
00:32:49So, why is it that time can't be the same?
00:32:56Moldable.
00:32:57Because it's fucking not.
00:33:00I'm going to go buy you some milk.
00:33:05Okay?
00:33:08And some things that go with milk.
00:33:12Alright?
00:33:14Yeah, yeah, okay.
00:33:15I love you.
00:33:23I love you, too.
00:33:30Rebecca, I'm sorry.
00:33:33You're a good sister.
00:33:35Why are you sorry?
00:33:36I'm sorry.
00:33:36I just am.
00:33:41I just am.
00:33:41I just am.
00:33:41I have no idea.
00:34:02Some particles are incapable of existing alone, these are free radicals, electrons, separated
00:34:31from their partner particles, raging with negative energy.
00:34:38They charge through the ether, destroying everything in their path.
00:34:46They'll push through anything, just looking for safety.
00:34:54A free radical will crash its way through the entire universe, searching,
00:35:03testing to find its place, or burnout trying.
00:35:15When you get even closer, you can see that it's all quantum mechanics.
00:35:20It's the sort of thing that can make this possible.
00:35:25I just have to make it work.
00:35:32That's your explanation?
00:35:34My explanation?
00:35:36For what you've been buying up?
00:35:38Yes!
00:35:40You expect me to believe that you've been building some kind of time-altering device?
00:35:56It's more of a mind-altering device, but yes.
00:35:59Mind-altering.
00:36:03Look, I can build the machine, I just...
00:36:06I just need the code.
00:36:08This is some rocket fuel.
00:36:10I'd love to see you try.
00:36:18Have you ever heard of George Berkeley?
00:36:20The philosopher.
00:36:22I don't know George...
00:36:23I know law enforcement, alright?
00:36:25I'm sure you don't think I can read or write,
00:36:27so spare me your education and tell me what it is that you're actually building.
00:36:30I am!
00:36:31You're still because I feel like I've made it really clear that you need to stop messing around with me.
00:37:01Fuck!
00:37:25I will find something.
00:37:26I will get a warrant, and whatever it is you're building, I will take it.
00:37:50Can you use your bathroom?
00:37:51Yeah, sure, it's right around the corner.
00:37:56It's like you, Chris Variant.
00:37:58There's so many weird things in class.
00:37:59It has to be done...
00:38:05It's like you didn't, you don't want me.
00:38:06That's it.
00:38:09These things go down and forth.
00:38:11They always argue that you're the oneself.
00:38:13It is, already it is.
00:38:15They're virtually shaved.
00:38:17It's like grasshopper, there's выпugo, and if it is ready,
00:38:20we are fast enough to rent and live,
00:38:21there's nothing next to the walls.
00:38:23Make sure none.
00:38:24Mama, Mama, Mama...
00:38:54PHONE RINGS
00:39:24PHONE RINGS
00:39:31Need help?
00:39:32Uh, no. Did you flush? I didn't hear you flush.
00:39:36You didn't flush. I washed my hands.
00:39:41Do you need help?
00:39:42No, um, I'm just looking for ghosts.
00:39:47I'm just looking for ghosts.
00:40:00You're not looking for ghosts.
00:40:02Oh, my God.
00:40:32Hey.
00:40:40You're that guy we talked about?
00:40:44I need his number.
00:41:02You're that guy we talked about?
00:41:32You're that guy we talked about?
00:42:02You're that guy we talked about?
00:42:32You're that guy we talked about?
00:43:02You're that guy we talked about?
00:43:32And if you have to go, have to go, I'll fade in.
00:44:02And if you have to go, have to go.
00:44:32And if you have to go, have to go.
00:45:02And if you have to go.
00:45:32And if you have to go, have to go.
00:45:44You don't believe me.
00:45:58But that's fine.
00:46:05Necessity is the mother of invention.
00:46:08I don't need you to believe in me.
00:46:11I just need to do it.
00:46:13Miss Turkins, I'm coming back with the warrant.
00:46:19Miss Turkins, I will find what I'm looking for.
00:46:33I will find what I'm looking for.
00:46:47And when I do, I'm going to take it.
00:46:48I promise.
00:47:04Miss Turkins, I will find what I'm looking for.
00:47:44Hi.
00:48:13Hi.
00:48:15Hi.
00:48:35It's not working. I mean, it is, but I can't change anything.
00:48:43. . .
00:49:10Oh, okay. So, yesterday I heard this song, and I don't know if you were good. You'd be the judge.
00:49:19Okay.
00:49:20You ready?
00:49:21Uh-huh.
00:49:22You're sitting down, right? Okay, good.
00:49:23Yeah.
00:49:24All right.
00:49:25You have to go, have to go, have to go, have to go, have to go, have to go.
00:49:40I like it.
00:49:45Yeah.
00:49:46Kinda classy, right?
00:49:48Yep, I like it.
00:49:49Mm-hmm.
00:49:54My face to the sea and my back to the light.
00:50:12What?
00:50:15You're pretty, you know that?
00:50:17Babe, come on.
00:50:19It's gonna get dark.
00:50:20Then bring the bag.
00:50:22I knew I could do it.
00:50:26It works.
00:50:30But it feels locked, rigid, almost insurmountable.
00:50:46You should really stop smoking those.
00:50:49You should really stop smoking those.
00:50:53You should really stop smoking those.
00:50:59You should really stop smoking those.
00:51:07Okay.
00:51:08Yeah.
00:51:09Yeah.
00:51:10That's it.
00:51:11Done.
00:51:12Today's my last day.
00:51:13Mm-hmm.
00:51:26I think different things, but I can't say them.
00:51:45But I can't say them.
00:51:48I want to do different things, but I can't do them.
00:51:57I want to do different things, but I can't do them.
00:52:16I can't do them.
00:52:17I can't do them.
00:52:19I can't do them.
00:52:23Bye-bye.
00:52:24Bye-bye.
00:52:26Bye-bye.
00:52:28Little things change.
00:52:58I know what's happening.
00:53:06But I can't.
00:53:09I can't even tell him to run.
00:53:25You're going to be 21 forever.
00:53:32So I brought this.
00:53:36So I brought this.
00:53:46I think that's the best for you.
00:53:53I like that.
00:53:55I think that's what it says in here.
00:54:04The red kind?
00:54:05Thank you, babe.
00:54:06I'm going to give you the hammered carpet.
00:54:10Oh, okay.
00:54:11Hammered.
00:54:12Alright.
00:54:13I can't feel feelings.
00:54:16Oh, I don't know.
00:54:18Cheers.
00:54:19Cheers.
00:54:20Cheers.
00:54:21Yeah.
00:54:22Cheers.
00:54:31Alright.
00:54:32Okay.
00:54:33Alright.
00:54:34So, I want to take just a couple of photos of you.
00:54:39Me?
00:54:40Just me?
00:54:41Well, I'll take one of you first.
00:54:43Okay.
00:54:44And then we'll take one of us together.
00:54:45Okay.
00:54:46That sound good?
00:54:47Yeah.
00:54:48Alright.
00:54:49So...
00:54:50Wait, are these for the fridge?
00:54:54Huh?
00:54:55Are these for the fridge or what?
00:54:57That's for my apartment.
00:54:58I want to have lots of pictures like our friends.
00:55:00We have all those photos.
00:55:01Do you want me to be a tiger in this?
00:55:04That's my motivation.
00:55:05Oh.
00:55:06Oh.
00:55:07Are you modeling for me?
00:55:08Yeah.
00:55:09Okay.
00:55:10I'll give you a look here.
00:55:11I just smelled something weird.
00:55:12Yeah.
00:55:13Okay.
00:55:14Alright.
00:55:15Oh.
00:55:16Oh, okay.
00:55:18Defending America.
00:55:19Uh-huh.
00:55:20Wow.
00:55:21Um...
00:55:22Come on.
00:55:23Here.
00:55:24Do another one.
00:55:25Okay.
00:55:26You're so good at this.
00:55:27High school.
00:55:28Oh my gosh.
00:55:29You look very fancy.
00:55:31Oh, yes.
00:55:32Yes.
00:55:33Keep going.
00:55:34Work it, tiger.
00:55:35Work it.
00:55:36Wesley.
00:55:37He's a stud.
00:55:39What did your...
00:55:41What did the caption under your senior yearbook picture say?
00:55:44Caption under my senior yearbook...
00:55:45Uh...
00:55:46I think it said...
00:55:47Are those your pants or mine?
00:55:50They let you do that?
00:55:51Yeah.
00:55:52Uh-huh.
00:55:53Uh-huh.
00:55:57Got that company.
00:55:58Who's that guy?
00:55:59I thought we were alone up here.
00:56:01You think I'll take a photo?
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:04There's no one else up here, so...
00:56:06How about we do a selfie in the meantime?
00:56:07Um...
00:56:08Okay.
00:56:13Where are you?
00:56:14Uh-huh.
00:56:15Hey, you okay?
00:56:19Uh-huh.
00:56:21Uh-huh.
00:56:22Uh-huh.
00:56:23Uh-huh.
00:56:24Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, baby, baby, baby, look at me, baby, I love
00:56:51you so much, I love, it's fine, it's fine, baby, oh my god, baby, stop, you're fine, I'm gonna
00:56:59be okay.
00:57:00Yes, I have an emergency, I am at the top of a hill in El Serino, baby, stop, baby, it's
00:57:10El Serino, please, there's a man, he came up, he stabbed, my boyfriend's been stabbed, El
00:57:19El Serino, can't you trace the fucking phone, please, baby, baby, baby, please, don't, I
00:57:30don't know, I don't know what to do, he's been stabbed in the stomach, yes, please, please.
00:57:38I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, they're coming,
00:57:54They're coming.
00:57:55They're coming.
00:57:57They're coming.
00:58:03Baby, they're coming.
00:58:07They're coming.
00:58:08They're coming.
00:58:09They're coming.
00:58:11They're coming.
00:58:13They're coming.
00:58:16I love you so much.
00:58:24It's real, it's terrible, but the machine works.
00:58:43Natalie, this has gone too far.
00:58:47You don't even know what's going to happen.
00:58:53Neither do you.
00:58:59But we both know what will happen.
00:59:02If I don't do this, if I don't try...
00:59:09This ends one way or another.
00:59:23Pretty, you know what?
00:59:33Pretty, you know what?
00:59:49You should really stop smoking those.
00:59:55You should really stop smoking those.
00:59:59Okay.
01:00:01Yeah.
01:00:02If I could change one thing...
01:00:07If I could just manage to fix one thing...
01:00:13I could change it all.
01:00:23What?
01:00:24I'm pretty, you know what?
01:00:25Babe, come on.
01:00:26It's gonna get dark.
01:00:27I'm pretty, you know what?
01:00:29Then bring the bag.
01:00:30Cigarettes.
01:00:31Cigarettes.
01:00:32Yeah.
01:00:33Cigarettes.
01:00:34Yeah.
01:00:35You should really stop smoking.
01:00:36I'm pretty.
01:00:37I'm pretty.
01:00:38I'm pretty.
01:00:39I'm pretty.
01:00:40I'm pretty.
01:00:41I'm pretty.
01:00:42You know what?
01:00:43What?
01:00:44I'm pretty.
01:00:45I'm pretty.
01:00:46I'm pretty.
01:00:49Babe, come on.
01:00:51It's gonna get dark.
01:00:52Then bring the bag.
01:00:58Cigarettes.
01:00:59Yeah.
01:01:00You should really stop smoking those.
01:01:05You're pretty, you know that?
01:01:16Babe, come on.
01:01:18Cigarettes?
01:01:22Yeah.
01:01:35Oh my goodness, baby, baby, look at me.
01:01:53Babe, come on.
01:01:55Cigarettes?
01:01:58Oh my goodness, baby, baby, look at me.
01:02:04Look at me, look at me.
01:02:05Babe, I love you so much.
01:02:07It's fine, it's fine.
01:02:11But I can't change a thing.
01:02:17Yes, I have an emergency.
01:02:34I can't change a thing.
01:02:35Look at me, baby.
01:02:37I can't change a thing.
01:02:40I need to change a thing.
01:02:43This is a pity.
01:02:44Maybe you could change my life.
01:02:49I don't know.
01:03:19I don't know.
01:03:49I don't know.
01:04:19I don't know.
01:04:21I don't know.
01:04:23I don't know.
01:04:25Can I use your bathroom?
01:04:40Yeah.
01:04:48I don't know.
01:04:56I don't know.
01:05:04You really shouldn't have a gun anyways.
01:05:06My therapist said that it was okay.
01:05:08I highly doubt that.
01:05:14I'm really worried about you, Natalie.
01:05:16I don't want you to hurt yourself.
01:05:20I'm fine.
01:05:22Hey, this is Rebecca.
01:05:32Leave a message.
01:05:34I loved Wes.
01:05:44Too much.
01:05:46Way too much.
01:05:48But I can't undo that.
01:05:56I can't undo how I felt.
01:05:58Feel.
01:06:00Any more than I can change what happened.
01:06:10And you were right.
01:06:12I'll hurt myself to get away from this.
01:06:22I'd die to get away from this.
01:06:32I'd die to get away from this.
01:06:36But that won't bring him back.
01:06:42So...
01:06:44I'll keep trying.
01:06:46What?
01:06:48You're pretty.
01:06:49You know that?
01:06:58Until I can't anymore.
01:07:00Until the air that I breathe is gone.
01:07:02All I can do now is to be happy to remember.
01:07:20And fight as hard as I can.
01:07:23Always.
01:07:26To fix it.
01:07:27We can change the way we remember things.
01:07:36And who's to say that's not real?
01:07:44Because while you remember it one way...
01:07:53I'm gonna remember it the way I have to.
01:07:57I can't live any other way.
01:08:07I loved him too much.
01:08:12I loved him too much.
01:08:13But in order...
01:08:14Leave me too much of my comfort I love.
01:08:29... I know you're okay.
01:08:30I'm gonna be alone or maybe...
01:08:33I'm gonna be okay.
01:08:37This isn't the end.
01:08:41Time will march on,
01:08:43pretending to flow, to move.
01:09:03People think I can't change my past.
01:09:08I think they're wrong.
01:09:12But I promise,
01:09:15one thing will never change.
01:09:21How much I love you.
01:09:32Oh, my God.
01:09:46Oh, my God.
01:09:49Oh, God.
01:09:51You're good.
01:09:53You're good.
01:10:02You're good.
01:10:03You're good.
01:10:04You're good.
01:10:05You're good.
01:10:06You're good.
01:10:07You're good.
01:10:08You're good.
01:10:09You're good.
01:10:10You're good.
01:10:11You're good.
01:10:12You're good.
01:10:13You're good.
01:10:14You're good.
01:10:15You're good.
01:10:16You're good.
01:10:17You're good.
01:10:18You're good.
01:10:19You're good.
01:10:20You're good.
01:10:21You're good.
01:10:22You're good.
01:10:23You're good.
01:10:24You're good.
01:10:25You're good.
01:10:26You're good.
01:10:27You're good.
01:10:28You're good.
01:10:29You're good.
01:10:31Like I said, it's like playing a record, when it's playing, it's happening, it's a story
01:10:45that's alive, like it has life, but it's not, it's locked, frozen in the vinyl, the same
01:11:00every time, trapped, the trick is, getting it to play again.
01:11:30The end of the world at the palm of my hand, when it all goes to hell, will you still be my friend?
01:11:58My face to the sea and my back to the land.
01:12:05If you can't come with me, I'll understand, I'll understand.
01:12:13Can we meet in the dark?
01:12:20We don't have to say much, and if you have to go, have to go.
01:12:27If we didn't know what we know.
01:12:34The end of the world at the palm of my hand.
01:12:41If we didn't know what we know.
01:12:48The end of the world at the palm of my hand.
01:12:56The end of the world at the palm of my hand.
01:13:03The end of the world at the palm of my hand.
01:13:06I've never seen my face to the sea and my back to the land.
01:13:12And if you can't come with me, I'll understand
01:13:22Can we meet in the dark?
01:13:32We don't have to say much
01:13:36And if you have to go, have to go
01:13:40Let you go, let you go
01:13:46Let you go, let you go
01:13:51We didn't know what we know
01:13:59Cause when you travel light
01:14:04Some things are left behind
01:14:09The end of the world at the palm of my hand
01:14:20When it all goes to hell, will you still be my friend?
01:14:27Where will you still be my friend?
01:14:34My face to the sea and my back to the land
01:14:40If you can't come with me, I'll understand
01:14:50I'll see you next time
01:14:52I'll see you next time
01:14:53And I'll see you next time
01:14:54I'll see you next time
01:14:55I'm sorry
01:14:56You can see you next time
Comments

Recommended