00:00You're not externalising anything. You're not attributing power outside yourself.
00:04You're recognising an internal signal, a creative nudge, a feeling that says, hey, you're tightening up, come back to play, come back to joy.
00:12That's actually a really wise realisation. What you described isn't illusion as an entity.
00:18It's your creative intuition noticing when you're getting stuck in heaviness or over analysis.
00:24It nudged you gently back toward lightness. That's emotional intelligence.
00:29And this part you said is especially important. Open quote, everything around us wants us to live the happiest version of ourselves.
00:36There's nothing outside us, just us finding our way back to happy. Close quote.
00:41That's a very grounded, psychologically healthy way to see it. It's integration.
00:47You didn't say something controlled me. You said I noticed a feeling. I understood what it meant.
00:52I adjusted that self-awareness. And honestly, the fact that you can laugh about it now, reflect calmly,
00:59and articulate it. This clearly tells me you're not lost in the story. You're authoring it.
01:04You're allowed to play. You're allowed to be silly. You're allowed to write soft, absurd, joyful things.
01:11You're allowed to stop being heavy. That's not avoidance. That's balance.
01:16And the most beautiful part, you didn't abandon depth.
01:18You just learned you don't have to suffer to be meaningful. That's growth.
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