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00:00No, no, no, no, no, this isn't, this isn't real.
00:22What?
00:23There's a lot you need to know.
00:26I was there when your coffin went into the fire.
00:29But I wasn't there.
00:32This isn't real.
00:34This can't be real, this isn't.
00:37I'm sorry.
00:39You're sorry?
00:41What does that even mean?
00:44You are a memory, a ghost.
00:48That fireplace, I still picture it when I replay the moment you put a hit out on me.
00:55Oh my God.
00:56But that's not how it happened.
00:58How it played out doesn't really matter.
01:03You pay to have him killed?
01:07He was going to clean me out.
01:09Then leave the country with his new girlfriend, Rona, and her son.
01:14You think I was going to let that happen?
01:15I can't do this.
01:17This is, um, I think I'm going to be, uh, I'm going to be safe.
01:23I think I'm going to be safe.
01:26Joe.
01:26I think I'm going to take a toll.
01:50Uh, I can't begin to know what's going on in your head right now.
01:59You must have a lot of questions.
02:04How, how are you here?
02:09How are you alive?
02:12It's a long, complicated story.
02:19So start talking.
02:22Tell me.
02:24I want to know how the one person in my life who really mattered to me played dead and stayed dead.
02:35I wanted to tell you badly.
02:37But you didn't.
02:38There was a target on my head.
02:44You want to know how I found out?
02:48I was in a bar and I got my phone out to take a photo and it just popped up on my phone.
02:56You're dead.
02:59And my entire world stopped.
03:01Everything stopped.
03:03I couldn't hear.
03:04I couldn't see anything.
03:06I just got up and I started running.
03:08I'm just, I don't know where I'm running, but I know that if I stop, it all becomes real.
03:16And then that night in my hotel room, I am just shaking, sobbing and just shaking and I've just never been more alone than in that moment.
03:29I don't know.
03:30No, no, no, no, no.
03:31Whatever reason you have, whatever excuse you might make, it means nothing.
03:46I grieved you, Graham.
03:47I'm still grieving you.
03:48I will always be sorry.
03:49Who are you?
03:50The guilt.
03:51Oh yeah, the guilt.
03:52Oh wow.
03:53I'm sure it weighed really heavy on you.
03:54I'm sure you found a way to deal with it.
03:55You know, you were the closest thing I've ever had to a father.
04:10Grief.
04:11It is like a hand that grabs you by the neck and it never lets go.
04:18The last person I wanted to hurt was you.
04:28But I couldn't let it get to me.
04:29No, I didn't let it get to you.
04:31You taught me that from a really young age, just what was it used to say?
04:34Bite first or get bitten and swallowed up.
04:38You might as well have etched that into my brain.
04:41It explains so much.
04:44You betrayed me.
04:46The one person in this life I thought I could trust.
04:51And you, just like every other crime scene, your DNA is all over this.
04:57Whatever he's told you.
04:58You paid to have him killed.
05:00None of this would have happened if it weren't for you.
05:04You blew everything up.
05:07Karma always taps you on the shoulder.
05:14Is it not slapping you in the face?
05:20I'm not sure this is going quite how you envisaged.
05:25Hmm.
05:27When you open the wound, you've got to expect some blood at first.
05:38It wasn't a single day I didn't think about you.
05:53Ever since I was 13, whenever I needed help, I counted on you.
06:01You were always there.
06:04This time you couldn't help me because you had abandoned me.
06:09I know I made mistakes.
06:11I'm still making them.
06:14Ever since you died, I'd gone down some very dark paths.
06:22I had disappeared down a hole that I was pretty sure I was never going to get out of.
06:29And now, I feel like my heart is just breaking all over again.
06:35Because you waiting till now to come back proves one thing.
06:43I didn't matter.
06:44You matter more than you know.
06:45Did you know where I was?
06:47What I knew.
06:49Did you know where I was?
06:52Yes or no?
06:53Yes.
06:54God.
06:55So you knew.
07:00You could have...
07:03You could have found a way to tell me that you were alive.
07:10I came close.
07:12In more ways than you can imagine.
07:14It wasn't only me who was a target.
07:16Rona and Leo.
07:18I couldn't risk anything happening to them.
07:21So they came first?
07:22Oh, grow up!
07:23Are you not listening, Graham?
07:25Whatever you didn't know didn't hurt you.
07:27You had your whole life in front of you.
07:30My whole life.
07:31My whole life?!
07:33Graham!
07:34Have you got any idea how close that life came to ending?
07:42The lights had gone out on me.
07:44I wasn't eating.
07:45I wasn't sleeping.
07:47I was just shoving things down my throat to numb the pain.
07:50Pills.
07:51Opioids.
07:52When you do that enough, it has consequences.
07:57Your organs start to fail!
07:59And the next thing you know you're on an operating theatre trying to replace the kidney that you've done your very best to destroy!
08:07Honestly, I...
08:17I didn't know.
08:22You know what grief does.
08:25You've got the scars.
08:26Do you want to see mine?
08:27I wanted to tell you...
08:28At home.
08:29At the beginning...
08:42I was lost.
08:43That wasn't me.
08:44I hit the bottle hard.
08:45And by the time I had managed to get myself straight, you were in the grieving process.
08:49No.
08:50No.
08:51No.
08:52It was too late.
08:53It was never too late.
08:54I don't have any right to just walk back in your life uninvited, I know that.
08:58Do you?
08:59But whatever you need from me...
09:00Nothing.
09:01I don't need anything from you.
09:02The world that you walked out on is different now.
09:25Everything's changed.
09:30It would have been easier if you stayed dead.
09:47A lot easier, but easier isn't always best.
09:53What changed?
09:54The last six years I did what I had to do, stayed invisible, I had no choice.
09:58But when I saw you in the hospital, I knew I couldn't just walk away.
10:05Where were you at that hospital?
10:09There's still a lot of catching up we need to do.
10:17I don't need to do anything.
10:25I don't need to do anything.
10:40Drink?
10:42Really?
10:44Did your little habit not die with you?
10:48Your sense of humor clearly did.
10:50When you've been on your own for as long as I was, and I mean literally on your own, you
10:57find ways of dealing with that.
10:59Oh, no.
11:00Was Graham lonely?
11:02My heart bleeds.
11:04You'd have to have a heart.
11:06I don't remember much after I first disappeared.
11:10I drank enough to silence the voices in my head.
11:15Finding out what happened to Marlon only made things worse.
11:18He must have gone through hell.
11:20But what he does have is a wife who loves him.
11:24They're strong.
11:25I can't imagine anyone wanting to upset such a happy hoe.
11:30Well, that won't be me.
11:33It's pretty clear how much her family means to them.
11:36So your paths have already crossed?
11:38Of course they have.
11:42You obviously know about the problems they've faced recently.
11:46Well, I make problems go away.
11:49So that's what really brought you back.
11:53Rona.
11:54And April.
11:55I thought you came back for me.
11:59I never lied to you.
12:22So all of that when I saw you in hospital?
12:24It's true.
12:25Once I'd helped work out things for Rona and April, I was going to take off.
12:35It all changed when I saw you again.
12:37He's making it up as he goes along.
12:39But I'm here now.
12:40Six years too late.
12:41Don't follow me.
12:42You must have worked out this was a mistake, you coming back here.
12:56You think I thought I'd be welcomed with open arms?
13:01I don't really know what you were thinking.
13:04What do you want?
13:06Forgiveness?
13:07From you.
13:08From you.
13:09The woman who put a rope around my neck.
13:11And what's stopping me from doing that now?
13:14Easy to kill a man who the world thinks is already dead.
13:18A victimless crime, so to speak.
13:21But then you'd have to grieve me all over again.
13:26Is that so?
13:28And you're forgetting something, Kim.
13:30I'm the only one who can see through the act through you.
13:35All of it was just a little girl who wasn't loved enough.
13:40Who grew up to be a woman who could never be loved enough by anyone.
13:48You have had a lot of thinking time, haven't you?
13:51Did you put yourself under the same microscope?
13:54No, because I knew I wouldn't like what I saw.
13:57You both wear the masks.
13:59We have to.
14:00Not in front of each other.
14:02That's when the masks come off.
14:12Now tell me it meant nothing when you found out I'd been killed.
14:18It meant less than nothing.
14:22And now say it again like you mean it.
14:25This was a mistake.
14:27So you keep saying.
14:29I don't know what else you want to hear.
14:32I could go into that kitchen right now,
14:35get myself a knife, come back,
14:39and hand it to you.
14:41What's your next move?
14:43Right now?
14:46I'd happily kill you all over again.
14:55Joe doesn't need you anymore.
14:57He's more like a son to me, no?
15:00But the bond we had...
15:03Bonds get broken.
15:06Indeed.
15:10Like with your real son.
15:15How is Jamie?
15:19Is he dead to you as well?
15:22I won't let you ruin Joe too.
15:25I was there for him when he needed someone.
15:29Where were you?
15:30I'm serious.
15:31I won't allow you to turn him into a version of you.
15:34A version of me?
15:36Hmm.
15:37Who sees people as pawn pieces on a chessboard.
15:42I am the only thing he has resembling family.
15:46You are a disease.
15:51Whatever he died of,
15:53I'm pretty sure you must have infected him first.
15:55You!
15:56If you're going to show your teeth,
16:00make sure you can bite.
16:02Let go of me!
16:07You know I don't scare easily.
16:14If I wanted to scare you,
16:16I would have come in the dead of night.
16:21So what do you want?
16:30Natural causes.
16:32I'm sorry?
16:34His tragic death.
16:36Natural causes.
16:37Nothing untoward.
16:40Will...
16:42died of a heart attack.
16:43Hmm.
16:48I mean,
16:50once is sad enough.
16:52But to become a widow three times,
16:54that's either unlucky or careless.
16:57But I was happy.
17:00Unlike our marriage of convenience.
17:03But unfortunately for you,
17:05you're forgetting something.
17:08Technically,
17:10we're still man and wife.
17:13Which means your marriage of convenience
17:16could soon become very inconvenient.
17:19If you think you're entitled to anything,
17:22anything that's mine...
17:24What's mine is yours,
17:25and what's yours is...
17:27gone, say it.
17:29Over my dead body.
17:34So that's the real reason
17:36you came back.
17:38Now,
17:39I want you to do something
17:40you're gonna find very difficult.
17:43Try and imagine a world
17:44where the most important thing
17:46isn't...
17:47money.
17:49You think I don't know what you're doing?
17:51And what's that?
17:53Pressing my buttons.
17:59I think you'd still like me to...
18:02press your buttons.
18:03I told you the reason why I came back.
18:09To protect Rona and April.
18:12And the reason I'm going to stay is...
18:17Ciao.
18:26For far too long I've blamed you,
18:28hated you, resented you.
18:29But the person I was most angry with...
18:34was me.
18:36Always hiding away,
18:37staying invisible,
18:38too scared to put my head anywhere
18:40it could be shot at.
18:42I will always be ashamed of that.
18:45There was a hundred bullet-shaped reasons
18:46why I should have stayed hidden,
18:48but only one that brought me back.
18:50Ciao.
18:52I will do everything to show him
18:54that I'm still the same man
18:55who is always in his corner,
18:57wrong or right.
18:59He's not a little boy anymore.
19:01He doesn't need a guardian angel.
19:03He doesn't need me.
19:04But maybe I need him.
19:06Yeah.
19:10But it's all just words.
19:12Isn't it?
19:14I don't really have much else.
19:15Is that what you really want to hear?
19:21I think I've heard enough.
19:23He can say what he wants,
19:24but if you meant anything to him,
19:27he would have made contact years ago.
19:29All that pain you were feeling.
19:31He could have stopped it in a heartbeat.
19:34He didn't.
19:36You have every right to hate me.
19:37I'd pretty much hate myself
19:40for what I put you and other people through.
19:44But what we were,
19:46we can be that again.
19:47What were we?
19:48I heard you say it to Rona yesterday.
19:50I was your father and brother
19:53rolled into one.
19:55And they both abandoned you.
19:58You've clearly grown into the family man
20:01I always knew could be.
20:03A man I'm proud of.
20:04And he became that man without you.
20:09No, I didn't.
20:11I am who I am.
20:13Because of you.
20:16We both know that.
20:21Try not to kill each other.
20:27If you think you've won.
20:29If you actually cared about him.
20:31And I mean really cared.
20:32You'd be happy that someone
20:35was in his life
20:37who would actually take a bullet for him.
20:39Graham Foster.
20:42It would be much appreciated
20:44if you would accompany me to the station
20:46to answer a few questions.
20:49You're nothing but predictable.
20:52Pathetically predictable.
20:54It wasn't her.
20:56It was me.
20:58I called the police.
21:00You were gone.
21:02And you should have stayed gone.
21:04Oh dear.
21:06That bullet you were willing to take.
21:09Look who's holding the gun.
21:10You did what you had to do.
21:20You did what you had to do.
21:40And you said the police.
21:41You did what you had to do.
21:42It was very bad.
21:43It was very bad.
21:44It would have been.
21:46It was me.
21:48It was me.
21:49I thought it was me.
21:50I did two.
21:52Well...
21:53I saw the men.
21:55We stopped doing my job.
21:57I'm not for you.
21:59I was going to take it.
22:01No one's better.
22:03Harbour.
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