00:00It was just so excruciating to, you just wanted to crawl into a hole.
00:06And there was a period of about 13 months where I didn't leave the house once.
00:13And I'd also started to put weight on, and the more weight I put on, the less people would recognise me.
00:21I thought, well, this is good. This is what I've been waiting for, living a normal life.
00:25And so I went on this mission then. If the food passed me, I'd just eat it.
00:32And I'd killed the pop star.
00:35I would have these nights where I'd eat and eat and eat, but however I felt about myself, I felt ten times worse the day after.
00:45And then one day I thought, do you know what? I've been out. It's ten o'clock. I've eaten too much.
00:52I need to get rid of this food.
00:55You just go off to a dark corner of the house and just throw up, make yourself sick.
01:05And you just think, it's only once. It's only once.
01:09And all of a sudden, you're walking down that corridor again and again.
01:14Is this it? Is this what I'm going to be doing forever?
01:17Let's go.
01:19Let's go.
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