The Tribe EP 7

Movie_MiX

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00:00ज्रश्टोरा देवरे तरही विर्ट में अवर्फीयरोब में अवर्फड़।

00:14प्रक्षित निर्शी ने वहां भूए जिल नहींचने का फिर ने तरहीं है।

00:18पीक जुछριा विदेस कोई टी।

00:23या प this भी आरीदरे शुछरी टीडिवय दी!

00:26या मिल्हेरों लिट अंप लुछरी है

00:28अंतrत मीक्ताम्मे बीक्ताम, जिए, लुछ हो आर्गców अंऔर जनीद मौरेड़।

00:33अंँए जहां झालमециствен व कोई Peach to다

00:34और वाजरे उर्वान और किन्या और रहां हम से करा कि एका एक्यात पार भाल फ्क लिए एक इन से टीजिकिए और अज्ब का जो सबस्या वे इस प्रस्ट्राइट जूब्सी।

00:43इजिक से लिए इस आड़े कि लिए, और रहा है लुखती है!

00:45अवाइब चैतल ने वे वाफोग मेगा है तंप ने लिए पारा फ्रीप्टर्स वाफोटर्स प्रीपटने कि अव्याते कि अव्याइए, व्याइए लापने मैं अव्यादे याइव्यादार्याद।

01:09विन गिक रखर नेक्त प्रेंग में तो कर दू अजा है लिए मुरूम तो प्रेंग जिर शनन हे उब तर दूए जसे लिएटार सर्फ टुकॉजर जिर्च प्रिविए विए कर दो कि अच्छि बचान।

01:28बेहे हम अगज तको खूलाटनांग और उरकाव और सबते हैं।

01:33अग्रैंड कराया है विष्यकर वहाँ वहाँ झालाटना यज्ट के सकता त interface

01:39में चूली लिए प्रस्थिर प्रस्थिर वाँ जा प्रस्थिर

01:42वहाँ लाँ सेस्पेस्थ.

01:44निर्वान is my cousin, he's a really close friend of the group, we all travel together, he chooses not to be on camera, even though he's a part of our friend group in real life, he stays away from all collab drive content.

01:55निर्वान and अल्फिया, I think have known each other since they were kids, I think they're best friends and have been since they were children, okay he's her best friend, but he's also been my friend and I don't feel like it's wrong to just say his name, why, what the fuck, I know, can you, can you have water, fucking disgusting,

02:14I don't wanna solve it because I'm fucking fried. It's a little extreme, just because I said, I didn't say anything, wait, wait, what happened.

02:27This was the biggest mistake.

02:29What is he doing? What happened?

02:34Okay, I'm water.

02:37Are you mad, what happened to you?

02:39ole रढणन से बाइजो हर एक हम ऑ告 फसक्राइज?

02:43we happen em just words

02:45since yesterday she is called me my boyfriend

02:48five times I have just told her stop taking Nirvana's way to

02:51very nicely right now I told her

02:54you guys sit so wish like you know i better

02:56you cannot tell me what to do it is irrelevant whose name I take I'll call

03:00Kara

03:00I said it's happened too many times she just looked why are you

03:03वहम खोढ़ जाब और दो दोटेंगे थांट जाए, जाएग जाँ!

03:08वभी जाएग, जाएग।

03:09भभी लिएका है जाएगा कि मैं नेकी एपरोस्यादीने कर दोटारी ज्टीनिवार्नी प्रॉचिटाने हैं

03:15about that I thought I would stop talking to two of them.

03:19I don't want that to happen to another friend of mine.

03:21The only friend I have in my life, he is my best friend.

03:25And when you are linked to some person with some backstory,

03:29there are consequences to their personal life

03:32which I have been trying to protect.

03:34I don't like my name being attached to anyone at this point

03:38because I'm not ready for it.

03:39I had been asking her since we went on that trip,

03:42प्रेटेज जूब कि अजसफ रिखे प्रेटों म हिला कि कि ना

03:58यूख अज़ कर प्रेट रटता है

04:03दी geliyor

04:06क्ष़िए है यही जा हुत अर वी निल्वाव समयाइ लिए और यू यह फट्रविप अर्षब जाग इन घृट एक शेड अर अला है

04:15I know her sister is, I don't take it, like, seriously

04:17But I didn't say it, sometimes I say things that I don't mean

04:19But I didn't say anything

04:21You say it in a harmless way

04:22I did not say anything

04:24I usually say things that could hurt

04:26But I didn't say anything

04:27Yeah, but when you're girls, we know you, so we don't take it

04:29But I didn't say anything

04:31I honestly didn't know what to feel

04:33I didn't believe that it was real at first

04:36I thought it was like she was probably going to burst out laughing

04:39Being like, ha ha ha

04:40Or I don't know how it escalated to that level

04:43But why are you crying?

04:44Because you guys are making me

04:46I was fine and then you guys were like, it's okay

04:48You have to get like, try to build like a little thick skin like you can't be

04:51I told her nicely, five times

04:53I'm tired

04:54Then to be fucking provoked all day

04:56It's not cool

04:57You know, from morning I wake up

04:59I'm only being corrected by her

05:01I have not given anybody the right to do that

05:03It's because I really like her

05:05I give her that right

05:06But in front of five people, I have told her a hundred times

05:08Don't do certain things with me

05:10Don't do certain things with me

05:11Please

05:13Please

05:14Please

05:15First time hold

05:16First time hold

05:17Just breathe first

05:18Every second night

05:19I'm sick

05:20I fucking show up

05:21And yet I've been told you

05:23You have tantrums

05:24You need to stop

05:25And everyone fucking wakes up late

05:26Does whatever the hell they want to do

05:28And I'm tired

05:30It's been five days

05:31I'm only hearing everybody go at it with me

05:35Since Alfia's been in LA

05:37She's had a lot of days where she hasn't felt good

05:41Like something was setting her off every second day

05:43And I knew there's only a matter of time

05:45Something's gonna trigger her

05:46I didn't know how

05:47And I didn't know when

05:48I can't

05:50I don't wanna fucking do this

05:52Then he must screw everything

05:54Have some water, nah

05:56You'll feel better

05:57Just have a little bit

05:58I was feeling really bad for Alfia

06:00Cause

06:01Like I don't care what the situation is

06:02But if someone's like sitting there and sobbing and crying

06:05Like

06:06You have to go understand

06:07What they're going through

06:09When I see someone that I love in distress

06:11I'm not going to go comfort the other person

06:13That put them there in the first place

06:15What I'm becoming here is not who I am

06:20Every day five times a day

06:22From being told in the morning

06:24To how I have

06:25I'm tacky

06:26I'm this

06:27I keep my mouthed

06:29What?

06:30I'm tired

06:31But you know what?

06:32I'll tell you something

06:33Shrishti's

06:34Says things

06:35Like she doesn't think about

06:36But Alfia

06:37I have let that pass

06:38When it was about me

06:39There have been a lot of things said about me

06:42This is a part of my life

06:44That is very sensitive

06:47What did you do?

06:48What is the whole story?

06:49But it was nothing

06:51To get such a bad reaction

06:53All I said was

06:54Oh we want eggs

06:55I can

06:56We can just ask Nirvana to get eggs

06:57But I was telling that to Rishab

06:59As a personal conversation

07:00Because I mentioned that name

07:01I think it's just

07:02Because that person's related to her

07:03So it's everything about her

07:04I don't know

07:05It's weird

07:06And then the fact

07:07The yelling was just out of the world

07:08She doesn't have copyrights to that name

07:10I have been friends with him

07:11Way before then

07:12I haven't been friends with her

07:13And it's more normal for him

07:14To be in this setting than her

07:15So

07:16I don't know why she got triggered

07:17That I said his name

07:18I think she's done nothing wrong

07:19And in five or four years of us

07:20Doing these trips

07:21Nothing like this has ever happened before

07:22This is not how our friendship works

07:23He's going through a process

07:24Of assimilating inside

07:25Okay that's fine

07:26Everyone's going through

07:27Every process

07:28No no I'm not saying

07:29No one's going through anything

07:30Everyone's like pretty strong

07:31But I'm just saying

07:32Just let her do her shit

07:33I'm just saying Alana

07:34Everyone's different

07:35She's come in

07:36She's new

07:37I'm not different

07:38I'm just saying

07:39You don't know what she's going through

07:40You don't know what she's going through

07:41You don't know what anyone's going through

07:42Everyone's going through their own thing

07:43Even Hardik

07:44That does all this

07:45That is in a position to yell at someone

07:46Has never yelled at anyone

07:47You don't communicate like that

07:48That's not how you talk to friends

07:49Exactly

07:50She has confided in me

07:51And said she wants to go back

07:52Multiple times

07:53I have spoken to her one and one

07:54I've been there for her

07:55I'm not like leaving her alone

07:56If anything she's

07:57I'm the closest to her

07:58If anything she's

07:59I'm the closest to her

08:00She's coming

08:01She's coming

08:02She's new

08:03She's new

08:04I'm not defending

08:05I'm just saying

08:06I'm just saying

08:07I'm just saying

08:08You don't know what she's going through

08:09Anything she's

08:10I'm the closest to her

08:11So I don't know what happened

08:12She's having a lot of emotions

08:13That she's not able to process

08:14Which is completely fine

08:16But I have

08:17Like why

08:18Like we're having so much fun together

08:19I'm constantly there

08:20Like no matter what

08:21What complaints she has

08:22I could be somebody

08:23Who has an attitude

08:24But not with her

08:26Like I've been my best with her

08:28I would have loved

08:29To have a friend like me

08:30If I would have just come

08:31To a brand new country

08:33I don't know what happened

08:34She's probably just really overwhelmed

08:35And I'm not saying

08:36It's right that she snapped

08:37But we also have to understand

08:39After like she's calmed down

08:40Just sit down together

08:41And have a conversation

08:43Does anyone know where she went?

08:44Like which direction?

08:45Uh...

08:46Down

08:47She wanted to be alone though

08:48And also Shristi has really been one of the girls

09:03Going out of her way to help her

09:05I've seen it

09:06She's squatting on the floor

09:07Taking her videos

09:08Editing

09:09Like...

09:10I'm not saying it's just fine

09:11I'm just saying that you never know

09:12What someone's going through

09:13Imagine now

09:14We don't know what's going on

09:15In her personal life

09:16Exactly

09:17I'm not saying that she's right

09:18Or she's wrong

09:19I'm not saying that

09:20I'm saying this is not how we do things

09:22You know what your impression is in Bombay?

09:25That this girl

09:27Always likes to make herself as the victim

09:30Then the only thing I want to do

09:33Is to make people believe that

09:35Okay she started a new journey

09:36And she turned her life around

09:38I usually don't like...

09:40Listen to people

09:41Somehow sadly like...

09:42You know if I came here for the first time

09:44And like what I was seeing

09:45Through my own experience also

09:46Somehow kind of matched that narrative

09:48Or what I was hearing from her about in Bombay

09:51I think her tempo is too high

09:52That's it

09:53I feel like this could have also

09:54Just very easily been avoided

09:55If there's any rift

09:57Between the five of us

09:58It's going to show

09:59We're supposed to be

10:00An example for other girls

10:02Like we can't have this

10:03Let's claw each other's eyes out

10:06Not you

10:08You don't have claws only

10:09But if you keep on doing

10:10Like this

10:11It's...

10:12You know the naysayers

10:13Are going to be proven right

10:14I'm not victimizing

10:15I know that

10:16What do you think about this?

10:18This hard helicopter is no less bro

10:20I'm pretty sure he must be telling her

10:22She says

10:23Don't worry

10:24Don't react like that

10:25If I wanted to victimize myself

10:27It would have been very different

10:29I've had fights with everyone

10:31Here

10:32Have you seen me cry because of the fight?

10:33It affects me

10:34When I care

10:35That you

10:36You don't do this to me

10:37I care about you

10:39If you call someone

10:40Your close friend

10:41They're also allowed to

10:42They're also allowed to

10:43Act like one

10:44I know I'm being misunderstood

10:47At every step of the way

10:48And that is what I came to clear

10:50Here

10:51Now are you understanding

10:52What I'm saying?

10:53There was a lot

10:54That I was feeling bad about

10:56On this trip

10:57A lot of times

10:58Like I make videos

10:59With the girls

11:00But I'm not in it

11:01Eventually when the post goes

11:02And I know it sounds all very petty

11:04But sometimes I feel like

11:05A little sidelined

11:07Then I was also feeling really misunderstood

11:09People were misunderstanding

11:11My strong headed nature

11:13For arrogance

11:15She thinks that she's getting cornered by everybody

11:17Okay that is the complete opposite of what's actually happening

11:19Hadik said that some people have had an issue with the way she talks to them

11:23I mean but those are all facts

11:25So she's delusional

11:26Did someone say anything about tacky clothes?

11:30Tacky clothes?

11:31Yeah

11:32I was like

11:33Who has just said this?

11:34From our group?

11:35Like I'm so confused

11:36I don't know where that has come from

11:37Because no one's like said anything

11:39To be very honest

11:40Like I'm a little scared

11:42Because I'm constantly in like a way where

11:45Did I say something to hurt her?

11:46Is she feeling left out?

11:48Is she feeling included?

11:49You know my dad always says

11:51You're like

11:52You're like

11:53You're like

11:54How do you do it?

11:55I fought and I said

11:56No

11:57I'll be very strong

11:58And because of these things

12:01My parents were asking

12:02That I would come here

12:03And this would happen

12:05And you're proving them right

12:06So I'm just saying that

12:08But what is there to say?

12:09So much bad stuff about me there is

12:11To say that they're at it for so long

12:13It's not about you man

12:15I will never see eggs in my life anymore

12:17We have come here to shoot content

12:19People are like

12:20Pooja what is this behavior?

12:22Get off my back

12:24Got it?

12:25It just seems to me

12:26That she just wants attention a little bit

12:28And I was drinking my coffee

12:29And all of a sudden I was like

12:31Wow I don't feel very good

12:32And I had to walk away

12:33Somebody's going home

12:35Ivor

12:36How can you say this?

12:37Ivor does not hold back

12:39And I don't want my wife around

12:40Emotionally unstable people so

12:42Yeah fair enough

12:43I think they're going to rub off on me

12:44And then you have to leave it at home

12:46I learnt this at work today

12:48I'm going to try it at home

12:49That was so funny

12:53No one knew how to react

12:55It was just awkward

12:56Because we've never experienced

12:57Anyone yelling at anyone like that

12:59Because Alphiya is going

13:01What does she think she can do?

13:03I guess Alphiya and Alphiya are going to be the new

13:06The new Shrish and Alphiya

13:08It's yesterday five times

13:10I'm trying to talk for you

13:11It's okay

13:12Okay first stop crying

13:13Okay first stop crying

13:14Are you going to be five minutes alone?

13:15It's been half a

13:16The cameras are not leaving

13:17You all are not leaving

13:18Are you that's because?

13:19Okay we need you

13:20Okay we can't leave you alone like this

13:23Because you are palpitating

13:24No I will be fine

13:25I just need to be alone for five minutes

13:27Okay cool

13:28Don't call

13:29Please

13:32I have not healed from a lot of things in my life till today

13:36I don't say it aloud because again the insecurity of

13:39She's victimising herself

13:41Oh she's playing this card

13:42For years I didn't speak about my diabetes to anyone

13:45Because people used to say I use my health card

13:48These broken pieces that I have with my health

13:50And my emotional vulnerability

13:55Everything

13:56There's a lot more to me

13:57That I bring to the table

13:58Than this side of me

14:00Okay

14:01Done?

14:02Yes

14:03Go

14:04She's like if I fall I'll take him with me

14:08Apparently when this whole thing was going on

14:10Rishabh and my mom were taking a joyride around the camera

14:13It's nothing

14:14This is her life

14:15You can't do anything

14:16Overacting

14:17It was all over

14:18Overacting

14:19It was over here too

14:20Kind of a little bit like

14:21You know like her point was

14:23That she's gone through a lot

14:25She's got it hurt a little bit

14:26Because she loves you the most

14:28And then when you said something

14:30That she didn't like it

14:31Group wise harmony wise

14:33You think this is good for everyone?

14:35This is like very volatile hostile behaviour

14:37I just don't think any of us need to be in a position

14:39Where we're scared to say things

14:41She's like I don't want to be here

14:43She's like everyone talks about me

14:45That's not happening

14:46That's what I'm saying

14:48Can you imagine

14:49No I think we've all been really nice

14:51In every situation

14:52Alvia you have just come

14:53Imagine how much we've been

14:55I don't think we've like

14:56I've literally

14:57Like from day one

14:58We became mad about

14:59No I have made her bed

15:00I've folded her clothes for her

15:02Because I'm spending so much time with her

15:03It comes naturally to her

15:04So she constantly has like little little problems

15:06And my ears like constantly

15:08With like this that this that

15:10But it's nothing too big

15:12That kind of makes her feel not welcome

15:16She says to Kyle also

15:17I take you like a brother

15:18She asks him to do this

15:19Do that

15:20Fill my water bottle

15:21You know how much ice I like

15:22Like that's all very like

15:23Everyone's welcomed her very nicely

15:25And even Kyle

15:26I could have been mean

15:27Because she was chatting shit about me

15:28Before I even came

15:29Yeah

15:30But like I don't care

15:31Exactly

15:32But you were also chatting shit about her

15:33Before you came

15:34No I wasn't

15:35She knows

15:36She's told me

15:37What's that zero?

15:38Bro I have never spoken about her

15:39I don't even know her

15:40How do you know?

15:41Because she's hard

15:42And she's told me

15:43She's probably making it up then

15:44Because clearly she's making up shit now

15:48You have done full paltu

15:50Yeah but like

15:51Why would she say that?

15:52Like and you know when I say things

15:53I will say I said it

15:54Like I am that person

15:55I don't believe that

15:56Why did she say it?

15:57I told you when I said things

15:58I said things

15:59Like I say it

16:00Like sure

16:11I didn't expect the trip to end like that

16:24Yeah?

16:25Here I come

16:26कर दो कर दो कर दो

16:56कर दो दो कई צ heavenly laying

17:00कर दो कि और नुडतासा कि इ जूस के अल्ग है जान कर दो कि

17:12कि अर दू इए कि अधान कर दो

17:15कि दोड़ हाँ कि अदूत अर्वाई सी एप़गा двух

17:19क्यट सबयों कि अबना इन सक ग्नपि एhr थ

17:23I don't think snapping is the correct arm.

17:26You know, it's not the yelling that was weird

17:30because I feel like I know your temper,

17:31you have temper issues, I think,

17:33and then I overheard you, like,

17:35mock me or imitate me, Tarisha.

17:37You mock someone when you're making fun of someone.

17:40That's what it means.

17:41No, you over-exaggerated something.

17:42Like, I could hear in your tone you were, like,

17:44acting me out, which is not what happened.

17:47The reason I kept acting you out

17:49was because that is what triggered me.

17:52Like, you kept going on and on.

17:54All I was saying is, Shush, understand what I'm saying

17:56before I lost it, if you remember.

17:58Either ways, I don't want to defend anything that's happened.

18:01I want to apologise for what has happened, A.

18:04B. The reason I get so hyper on certain things

18:08is because I need you to understand

18:11my divorce is not very old.

18:13I'm not ready for unnecessary link-ups or rumours.

18:18And also the reason I had that whole anxiety attack

18:21where I went absolutely nuts was because I genuinely,

18:26after years, I felt like I made a female friend.

18:30And when I'm not being understood, it really affects me.

18:35I am extremely sorry about what happened.

18:39You know me, I feel better than anyone in this house.

18:42I care about you the most in this house.

18:44And I say that aloud.

18:46And also for the last four or five days,

18:48you've seen my state between the both of us.

18:51I have been extremely overwhelmed.

18:54I'm going through a rough phase with my mental health.

18:58Like I completely understand what I shouldn't have mentioned.

19:00I'm not dumb.

19:01But what I do think I mentioned was nothing to trigger you.

19:04Did not need that reaction.

19:06But Shush, you know the whole backstory to that.

19:08I do but I still think...

19:09And you know how much I've struggled with those things.

19:11I do.

19:12Better than anybody.

19:13I do but I do think what I said was nothing to do with you.

19:15But I'm also admitting the fact that maybe I'm extra paranoid.

19:18Like this part existed before you existed.

19:20To expect a reaction like that.

19:21I get what you're saying.

19:22So next time, how do I control?

19:24Like I either don't have conversation

19:26or I can't control something, a slip up like this.

19:29I considered you someone really close to me.

19:33And when you say something like,

19:35it's not normal.

19:36She's not normal.

19:37Don't you think it's a little rude?

19:39It's not normal.

19:40It's not okay to me.

19:41Like I've not had a fallout with anybody in this way

19:44in my entire life.

19:45Because it's not happened to me ever,

19:47I do feel like I have some kind of credibility to be like,

19:49it's not me.

19:50But who's saying it's you?

19:52And I don't think yelling like this is normal.

19:54No.

19:55It's not normal.

19:59I don't think it's anything to get over.

20:00And if you did, I'm sorry.

20:01But I really meant that, bro.

20:02I'm sorry, I'm not good, Shishdi.

20:03I'm not good.

20:04Forget that.

20:07I'll be honest, it is already very overwhelming for me.

20:09I don't want to stretch this either.

20:10Listen, listen.

20:11I don't know what's happening here,

20:12but you're trying to talk to me

20:13and I'm not able to say anything.

20:14Just one second.

20:15But you're not letting me complete anything I want to say.

20:18And that's what happens

20:19and that's why we end up arguing because I feel like...

20:21When have we argued?

20:22When has this ever been a two-way conversation?

20:24When I say, Alfia, you're wrong and you say, I'm wrong.

20:27Has it ever been?

20:28Of course.

20:29When?

20:30So many times.

20:31I heard Shishdi and Alfia talk very loud.

20:33I walked in mid-conversation.

20:35Shishdi was looking defeated.

20:37Even though I know Alfia was apologising,

20:40I could tell from Shishdi's face something was still off.

20:43I just, in my head, I just have this vision of you

20:46and I not recognising you at all.

20:48Like, I'm like, who?

20:49What happened to Alfia that I was friends with?

20:51Everything builds up, right?

20:53When someone...

20:54But then you were just looking for an opportunity to lash out.

20:56Like, it was...

20:57Why will someone look for an opportunity to get an anxiety attack

20:59and lash out with someone?

21:00I'm just saying that it was completely...

21:02Okay, I just can't...

21:04Because I can't guarantee this won't happen again.

21:06Because if I did not do it on purpose, right?

21:08I would never put you in trouble.

21:10But, like, I'm just a little...

21:11Like, I'm also not liking you, like, looking down

21:14and I'm actually trying to talk to you.

21:16I'm putting my hair behind Shishdi.

21:17No, this is the fourth time you did it.

21:19Yesterday also, the reason for it's hard,

21:20because I took a deep breath and you were like,

21:22why are you huffing?

21:23I kind of felt like whenever I was trying to say something,

21:26it was not well received.

21:28And she had learnt or mugged up

21:30that she was going to come and say this

21:32and going to come and apologise,

21:34and this is how it's going to go.

21:35You have a very resting, like, bitch face,

21:37where you are like...

21:39Yeah, even when I'm talking to you, you're like...

21:41Shishdi, you're misunderstanding everything.

21:44I'm not misunderstanding anything.

21:45Okay, anyways, I don't want to stretch this.

21:47I've apologised.

21:48I've...

21:49Fair.

21:50I completely take it.

21:51I don't think there's anything too wrong.

21:53See this.

21:54When I'm talking, you just go like...

21:56Because you don't let me complete a sentence.

21:57I let you complete many...

21:59Did she let me complete what I'm saying right now?

22:00Guys, what are you guys...

22:02Are you guys solving it or are you making it worse?

22:04I'm not allowed to complete what?

22:05Because every time I'm trying to say some...

22:07See?

22:08What?

22:09But I need to complete.

22:10You speak first.

22:11I need to complete.

22:12She's been speaking since the time she's here.

22:13I...

22:14Okay, Shishdi, we'll finish first.

22:15All I was saying is that I've apologised.

22:17I've said whatever was in my heart.

22:19I'm sorry for whatever's happened.

22:21I've also told her she's probably the one person I'm so attached to.

22:24There are a lot of times...

22:25There's a reason why you're this attached, right?

22:27Of course.

22:28But that...

22:29You also have to realise you say a lot of things that make someone feel bad.

22:34There are some...

22:35I don't say a lot of things that make you feel bad.

22:36But I told you this also.

22:37She just says things and I think she...

22:39I have the history of doing that.

22:41But I don't think I've been doing that with you.

22:43Honestly, it's easier for me to be like,

22:45Oh, this has happened with you, Althea.

22:47Yeah.

22:48They are like this only.

22:49This only has happened.

22:50She's gonna give me a reality check here and there.

22:51That's so much easier for me to do.

22:52But my heart hurts.

22:53I'm like, why is she a delulule about this?

22:56Like, let me try to give her another side and maybe she'll understand.

22:59That's not...

23:00Doesn't mean I'm not trying to be supportive.

23:01I'm literally...

23:02That's just how I am as a friend.

23:03If I'm like, just like...

23:04And that I'm understanding.

23:05It takes one second for me to be like,

23:06Yeah, Riyana, that hairstylist who fucked your hair was just bad.

23:10Yeah, she sucks.

23:11But she's gonna tell me maybe it's your hair that's the problem.

23:13But I'll be like, no, but you know what?

23:15Like, you didn't wash your hair properly before.

23:16And the hairstylist was, you know, angry at you because you did this.

23:20Like, so she also is in reality.

23:22She's not in a bubble.

23:23So it'll be better for her in life.

23:26In real life.

23:27She's always gonna give you devil's advocate.

23:28That's a wider...

23:29Yeah.

23:30That's why I also feel somewhere she felt bad

23:32that no one else really came to her and spoke to her.

23:35Except me and Risha.

23:37We don't...

23:38That's not how we communicate.

23:39Yeah, but you...

23:40She's also crying.

23:41Like, you have to consider other people's feelings.

23:42So is she.

23:43Yeah, but I'm just saying...

23:44For me, I could clearly see what happened.

23:46I didn't think she deserved that.

23:48You never know what someone else is going through.

23:50Alvia, everyone goes through their own thing.

23:52That doesn't mean you lash out at anybody.

23:54But everyone deals with things differently, right?

23:56Of course, but this is not the right way to deal with it.

23:57I might be going through a lot in my life, but I...

23:58That's not the point.

23:59Listen.

24:00If somebody could go and, like, take a memory out of my brain,

24:02that would be great.

24:03Because I feel like you're freaking awesome.

24:05I don't know what happened.

24:06Like, I'm shocked.

24:07I'm still shocked.

24:08I'm a little scared.

24:09I know.

24:10I'm sorry.

24:11Because, like, everybody's in kinda couples,

24:14I only hung out with her.

24:16We've literally had sleepovers.

24:17Everyday.

24:18And we've talked all night.

24:19And we've watched rubbish Hindi movies.

24:21From where did this come from?

24:22Like, why?

24:23What?

24:26And Alves, like, Alana's going to also talk to you one-on-one.

24:29The fact that, like, we were planning to shoot content in the morning.

24:33Right?

24:34When?

24:35That morning.

24:36Ariana, but don't you think you're being a little harsh

24:38with the way you're saying things right now?

24:39I just think this is not...

24:41Like, I'll tell you something.

24:42I just think, like, there's no defending what happened.

24:46I'm not here defending myself.

24:48Yeah, you are.

24:49I'm here...

24:50I have apologised.

24:51What am I defending?

24:52You don't think you were right?

24:54What?

24:56Did I say to you I was right?

24:58Once also?

24:59No, no, no.

25:00No, no.

25:01What are you saying without knowing anything?

25:03That's unfair.

25:04That's all I'm saying.

25:05What is this attitude?

25:06Like, do you have no sensitivity?

25:08And surprisingly, like, I've really gained so much respect

25:11for Alvia during this whole thing.

25:13Like, what I feel about her has changed overnight.

25:17Just because Shushti isn't as vocal as she is about her trauma

25:20and her experiences doesn't make her problems any less.

25:24If someone is telling you, don't speak to me that way,

25:26don't yell at me that way, and you have the vocality to say,

25:30I will speak to you however I want to speak to you,

25:33that doesn't sound like you care what someone else is going through.

25:36It sounds like you only care about what you're going through.

25:39You are being a little defensive, but it's totally fine.

25:41I'm not going to be like, this is freaking a court,

25:43you're going to get a punishment.

25:45It's not like that.

25:46No, I'm not defending my action.

25:49I'm just saying that to take calls and such harsh calls...

25:54It's not a harsh call.

25:55No, and just hurt me out.

25:58Just go black and white with it without understanding the grey in the middle

26:02is unfair, but I get where everyone's coming from

26:05and I'm willing to apologise to whoever.

26:07You know you're a little bit more sensitive than normal, right?

26:10I'm hypersensitive.

26:12But what did, why were you crying so much?

26:16Sushri, those are her emotions.

26:19I had an anxiety attack.

26:20But what made you so upset?

26:22I heard everyone said that she's overreacting and overacting,

26:25but I literally broke into an anxiety attack

26:27and I was literally, till today,

26:30I've not gotten out of that whole jitter.

26:33Are you understanding?

26:34Even now sitting, I'm not feeling up to it.

26:36And I don't expect everyone to understand that.

26:39But I'm just saying that's where I came from

26:41and I'm very sorry.

26:42Like, I mean it.

26:43I am sorry for what happened.

26:44I still have no clarity for exactly what happened.

26:48I was apologising because I felt like

26:51I'm not her mother to shout at her like this.

26:53I wish she understood me.

26:55That's it.

26:56And then somebody apologises, what do you say?

26:57Like, I can't be like, no, but you did this.

27:00And like, I can't do that.

27:01Like, she's apologised for what she did.

27:03But I still didn't get like a closure or clarity on why that happened.

27:08I'm only sorry for yelling at her.

27:11But am I sorry for being vulnerable and breaking down?

27:15No, I'm not.

27:30Babe, I cannot believe you have dragged me out to LA in this heat.

27:34I had to, literally.

27:36I feel like I don't have friends here.

27:37Because the girls don't step out of the house.

27:39But then what's like the whole point of you guys being here together?

27:42We like, shoot content.

27:43Yeah, yeah.

27:44And we're camping.

27:45But I still feel like, you know, they don't do much.

27:47Even like, going out, meeting people.

27:49Or like, going to Erewhon for a smoothie.

27:51Yeah, literally.

27:52Cheers.

27:53So Rahi came to visit me in LA.

27:56And I honestly, I don't know why he's taking me hiking.

27:59I hate any activity that needs me to have endurance, basically.

28:04I do not want to hike.

28:05I don't want to go for a run.

28:06Would you say the girls are your friends?

28:08Yeah, I think they're my friends.

28:10But they sound more like acquaintances.

28:14I met Shrishti first.

28:16And I was like, Shrishti's energy was cool.

28:20She seemed quirky.

28:21We both bonded over the fact that like,

28:23the Hailey Bieber smoothie has so much sugar.

28:26You know, like, she seemed like a vibe.

28:28But then, Alfia, I don't know babe.

28:31Like, her energy just seemed a little bit off.

28:35Like, I felt like she was judging me.

28:37I mean, she did judge me before I came here.

28:40She said something like,

28:41I think I'm entitled because I wanted the bigger room.

28:45You did get one of the smallest rooms in the house.

28:47The room that you've been given is like a box room.

28:52Like, how are you managing with all your stuff?

28:54I'm not.

28:55You saw my shoes like all over the room.

28:57It's a shoe box.

28:59I don't think it's a shoe box.

29:01But I really want to see his house in London.

29:05He thinks this is a shoe box.

29:08Oh my god, did you know there were snakes here?

29:10No.

29:13I mean, the real snakes are at home.

29:19I don't think they're snakes.

29:20Oh, stop being.

29:21And I'm not scared of snakes.

29:22Mmm.

29:23I can imagine, especially after spending three weeks with them.

29:26I think it was a fun comment.

29:28That's all I'm going to say.

29:29Oh my god, also I had to tell you.

29:32Yeah.

29:33Basically we went camping.

29:34Yeah.

29:35And like everything was chill.

29:36Whatever.

29:37It was like a calm, nice morning.

29:39And Alfia got really triggered by like things that Srishti said.

29:43What did Srishti say?

29:44Srishti mentioned someone's name that she didn't want mentioned.

29:47But this was an ex-boyfriend?

29:48No, just like a close friend.

29:50But why is she so sensitive about like...

29:52Because I think they're just like really close friends.

29:56And I think she feels like it's her responsibility that like...

30:00To protect the friendship?

30:01Yeah.

30:02Yeah.

30:03Did she make that clear though to them?

30:04Yeah, she told Srishti like five times the day before.

30:06Like, oh don't say it.

30:07But do you think she was doing it on purpose to like get at Alfia?

30:09No.

30:10No.

30:11Okay.

30:12I think she's just like stupid sometimes.

30:13Yeah.

30:14And like things just come out of her mouth.

30:15And so like she just like screamed at her in front of like everyone.

30:19Alfia did?

30:20Yes.

30:21And then she just like went to the side and started crying.

30:24Yeah.

30:25You were screaming at her?

30:26Yes.

30:27She must have felt bad.

30:28For like blashing her.

30:29No, she was feeling like...

30:30She was like, oh I want to go home.

30:31Oh, she felt attacked?

30:32Yeah, that's what she felt.

30:33You think she plays the victim card a lot though?

30:35Sometimes.

30:36Right?

30:37But like...

30:38Not...

30:39I mean here I just felt like maybe she was really overwhelmed.

30:42I guess she feels like left out and...

30:45I don't...

30:46That I like I don't agree with.

30:47Because I feel like we've all like tried to like...

30:49Like made an effort to include her?

30:50Yes.

30:51And I feel like I'm as much of an outsider as she is.

30:54Yeah.

30:55Not like as much but...

30:56You know what I mean?

30:57Like I don't live here with the other girls so it's...

30:59Yeah.

31:00I had this conversation with my therapist actually.

31:02And sometimes there's so much like trauma that we've experienced when we're younger.

31:07But we never actually deal with it.

31:08No, oh my god.

31:09That's what I was trying to tell the other girls.

31:10That everyone has different traumas.

31:11Yeah.

31:12So like everyone reacts.

31:13Exactly.

31:14Yeah.

31:15I always think that like when someone like says something about you it says more about them.

31:20She is a little bit of a judgy person.

31:22But maybe that comes from probably her trauma or whatever she's been through.

31:27So much has been happening I kind of have FOMO.

31:28This morning?

31:29You want to tell her what happened?

31:30She was basically just like I'm sorry that happened.

31:31She just apologised.

31:32I think the OGs needed a meeting outside the house so there's no one listening by the

31:47door.

31:48So we had a little brunch.

31:50She's like I behave like this because I got an anxiety attack.

31:55I snapped at you and I literally told her that's not snapping.

31:57That was a very extreme reaction.

32:00I told her this cannot happen on a content trip.

32:02It's a work trip.

32:03Then she was like but don't you think you're being a little harsh?

32:05Was I harsh?

32:06Not at all.

32:07It's like a $30,000 trip.

32:10I really want to send her an invoice.

32:12How is it fair that you said that you're so oversensitive but in your defence you can

32:18say anything and if somebody says anything you think that that's harsh?

32:21It's just baffling to me right now.

32:23Another thing that happened is at the campsite apparently she told Alvia that I'm not feeling

32:29welcomed here and everyone's cornering me and I feel out of place.

32:32Yeah.

32:33She told me that too.

32:34She said I never said that.

32:35She said I never said that.

32:36She's a little unreliable at this point.

32:38I'll tell you why it's also feeling like a lot.

32:41It's because before she came like there was peace.

32:44The whole thing is based off of each other's feedback.

32:47She can't take feedback either.

32:48So Srishti said something about us giving a makeover on her wardrobe and she just can't

32:54take criticism.

32:55She got so upset.

32:56She started getting snappy at Srishti.

32:58We're trying to help you.

32:59We're literally trying to help you.

33:00She said something to Alvia saying that somebody called her taste tacky or something tacky.

33:04Who said that?

33:05No one has said that.

33:06She has said you know my taste is mmmm Chandni Baar.

33:10All these things I was finding so cool because I'm like such a funny person.

33:13You know what?

33:14Again she like played the victim like we're attacking her for her style.

33:17Like no we're trying to help you if you want this to work.

33:20And I don't want everyone to be walking around egg trails because we're working together.

33:23We need to criticize things.

33:24I posted a reel after the breakfast party and I tagged her and I didn't put her clip in.

33:30She was upset.

33:31Like I've barely known you for a week.

33:33She got upset that Srishti posted a TikTok with me.

33:36I've taken three photo shoots of hers and I've shot a reel at the campsite for her.

33:40Like talk to her like a baby on like work set like oh my god like don't feel bad but this is what we think.

33:45Like think about her constantly like that's also like baggage that we did not need.

33:50But I also feel that same thing with Alvia.

33:52Is I'm also very scared to say anything in front of her.

33:55Yeah.

33:56I told her this yesterday.

33:57Like you're an unreliable person sometimes because you do go around telling people shit.

34:00She hides behind.

34:02I'm a very open person.

34:03But the stuff you're talking about is other people's lives.

34:06With my story she witnessed it.

34:07I didn't want her to be in the room.

34:09Just because she happened to be in the room.

34:11Everyone in Mumbai knows what happened and it was really fucking personal.

34:14She has said some things about me and Alana.

34:17Things that could be very damaging to our reputation back home.

34:21And it is nothing about being open.

34:23You are spreading shit about people's personal lives.

34:26You can't hide behind like I would have said it to you.

34:29I'm just a really open person and there's no lies.

34:32No.

34:33I feel like I have to be careful with anything I say around her.

34:35Because she could twist that and say something to someone else.

34:37What makes you think that this is gossip?

34:39It's not fucking gossip.

34:40It's not gossip.

34:41Something really bad happened two years ago and she witnessed it.

34:44And I hear the next month that everyone in Mumbai heard about it.

34:48And it was something so personal.

34:50So...

34:51It's a conversation to be had.

34:54On a good note, I have some good news.

34:57I mentioned that I was talking to a brand about a potential hoarding.

35:03And 25 to 50 emails later, I think it's confirmed.

35:07Okay, congratulations.

35:08It's Lakme.

35:09And we are going to have a billboard.

35:19Potentially, I'm not sure where, but maybe we're trying for Hollywood.

35:22Yes.

35:23I know.

35:24Oh my god.

35:25I know, right?

35:26Are you crying?

35:27I actually have tears in my eyes.

35:28Are you crying?

35:29Are you crying?

35:30Are you crying?

35:31Yes.

35:32Are we all crying?

35:33Oh my god.

35:34This is like what we came here for.

35:39Oh my god, Alana.

35:42My makeup's ruined, how dare you all.

35:45Okay.

35:46I was not able to speak really, very much.

35:49Do I even have to give a reason?

35:51Why was I moved?

35:52It would move anybody.

35:54And actually, think about how we actually came here together and now we're going to go on a billboard.

35:58Should we just take this in?

35:59Yes.

36:00I can't believe it.

36:01I can't believe it.

36:02Actually.

36:03I actually like died.

36:04We literally all came together.

36:05I know, right?

36:06It's great.

36:07From nowhere.

36:08Just coming here with our bag, baggage, not knowing what the fuck is going to happen with our lives.

36:14To have her tell us this is what's going to happen after four years of us working hard for it.

36:20That moment was, I don't have words.

36:23I always had this vision of like all of us being on this billboard in the middle of Hollywood.

36:29Just a group of brown girls like doing our thing.

36:31Like we're in LA on a billboard.

36:33Like how cool would that be?

36:34It's brown girl power.

36:36I'm just so glad.

36:37Yeah.

36:38Thanks.

36:39It's amazing.

36:40High five.

36:41The world are going to be on the billboard.

36:43Yeah.

36:44It's supposed to be the five of us.

36:45And I'm going to be really honest.

36:47The brand has straight up asked me, why should we put Alphia?

36:51What value is she adding?

36:52Because we are one of the biggest Indian brands.

36:54Why should we use someone that has no social presence?

36:57I never thought she would be in it in the first place.

36:59That's why the camping thing when you said billboard, I started even you.

37:02Oh yeah, she got offended.

37:03Because we all have started from scratch.

37:05Like I've literally seen you do a first brand for $300.

37:07When she literally had like 600-700K still.

37:10Yeah.

37:11So to that, your first ever brand deal cannot be a billboard.

37:14It's obvious.

37:15Like if I was a brand and if I really had to like do this billboard and hire for faces,

37:21I would obviously kind of see who's benefiting me and how.

37:24And it's not like surprising.

37:25It was obvious.

37:26I've been fighting for her because I'll fight for the girls.

37:28I'm just like, it's fine.

37:30I know that she doesn't have that, but she will.

37:32That's what we're working on.

37:33I have fought for her.

37:34What has she done in the social space?

37:36Because we are backing her up together.

37:38This is one of the biggest Indian makeup rats.

37:39Come on.

37:40Quite literally.

37:41Literally.

37:42She had 6,000 and she actually dropped down to 3,000.

37:45So I mean, it's not a good thing to be losing followers.

37:48I just don't think she's cut out for this because social media is not easy.

37:51It's definitely not easy.

37:52The funny part is she hasn't even seen it.

37:55Wait till she has 100,000 followers and people are shitting on you every day.

37:58Every day.

37:59That's not going to work.

38:00I already know it.

38:01We can't like keep shoving her opportunities her way and helping her out and do so much nice stuff.

38:05And then she says she's not feeling welcome.

38:07Yeah.

38:08If I would have come here in week one, I would know that there's a billboard coming in the next week.

38:13I would be literally like on your feet.

38:16I know.

38:17When we just came here, we wanted everybody's feet.

38:18Alfiya coming here when we are at our peak, we have just got this content house.

38:24We've never had anything like this before, ever.

38:27I don't know if she's entirely doing enough for the opportunities that are being thrown at her.

38:33I think that you should just kind of honestly like be open and tell her that I'm fighting so much in the back end for you to not feel welcomed in the end.

38:40If you like understand people have bad days, she's going to have to like prove to the group that it's just not going to happen again.

38:47And if it does, I hate to be like the person that says this.

38:50I mean, she has to go back.

38:52I'm not here to become BFFs with everyone.

38:59You need to be a fucking rock.

39:02Like have you done your best?

39:03Then the answer is no.

39:04There is no clear plan.

39:06No one is trusting you, right?

39:08Like whatever.

39:09What the fuck have you guys done?

39:11You have glycerine in your bag?

39:13We should include you or no.

39:14What do you all want to hear from me?

39:16If you want to go home, you go home.

39:22Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

39:24Uh-huh, uh-huh.

39:26Running free through these streams.

39:32Chasing my destiny.

39:36Yeah, I'm on top.

39:38Calling the shots.

39:40You can try, but I won't stop.

39:44Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, yeah.

39:49Yeah.

39:50Got my eye on the prize.

39:52Let's see you.

39:53Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, baby.

39:58Don't sing my name in bright lights.

40:00That's right.

40:01Flash! Flash! Close the camera Let me strike a pose.

40:05Flash! Flash! Close the camera Let me strike a pose.

40:13Wow.

40:14Flash! Flash! Close the camera Let me strike a pose.

40:18कि अव्छाइब।

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