Don't Miss Me When I'm Among the Stars
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00:00Warning. Collision imminent. Adjust course before critical failure.
00:06Stabilizing.
00:09Stabilization. Achieved. Mission complete.
00:13Miss Carter, congratulations. You've passed every test. You're about to become the youngest astronaut in U.S. history.
00:34In one week, isolation begins. Once you commit, there is no turning back.
00:39This mission will take years in deep space. There will be no contact with anyone and there's a chance you won't make it back.
00:47Are you sure?
00:49This is exactly what I want.
00:56Sign to Sludge. After that, you're officially crew. Until then, spend this week with family while you still can.
01:03Family. The word means nothing to me. To them, I was never a daughter. Just my sister Kyrie's blood bank.
01:13Worthless. Unless I could bleed.
01:16Their love is never coming. I'll stop waiting. From now on, I'll learn to love myself.
01:32Ethan?
01:45Come on. We gotta go.
01:47Ethan Bennett. My boyfriend. We grew up together. He promised that he'd love me forever. That he would always protect me.
01:56Ethan Bennett.
02:09Kylee fell down the stairs, and she's losing a lot of blood, but I promise, this time it's not gonna take much.
02:15I thought I told you, don't you dare leave Kylie's side, even for a second, and you walked away on purpose, didn't you? You wanted to see her get hurt.
02:30Stop. She's losing way too much blood. She'll go into shock.
02:34She's Kylie's sister, and she's been giving her blood for years.
02:37Kylie is applying to the NASSEC program. It's her life's dream. Are you gonna take that away from her, too?
02:42You better pray that Kylie's okay. She's the hope of this family. And if she loses her future because of you, you can kiss your life goodbye.
02:50Shut the fuck up!
02:53Alright, just stop.
02:55At least Ethan cares about me.
03:00Keep the transfusion going.
03:03Kylie needs the blood.
03:05Don't delay.
03:07So nobody cares whether I live or die. Not even Ethan.
03:10When I was little, I was giving blood every day. My veins were always bruised raw.
03:21I was your child, too. But you never cared.
03:28Take this. He'll keep you company.
03:31The only person who was ever kind to me was Ethan. I thought he was my only anchor in this world.
03:37Why are you dating her? I don't want you to be with her anymore.
03:45Come on. Don't be silly. We need to keep her around at least to give you blood.
03:50The only person in this world who ever showed me love. Loved her more. Everything he did was for Kylie. Never for me.
04:04Kylie, are you feeling any better, sweetheart?
04:17Mommy's right here, so don't be scared, okay?
04:20The doctor was able to stop the bleeding, so you're gonna be okay, alright?
04:23Sweetie, you had us so scared. You almost killed us.
04:25Your mom and I would not know how to go on without you.
04:31Let's go home, Kylie.
04:32Let's go home, Kylie.
04:46Come on, man.
04:49Should I really leave Lydia here alone like this?
04:53She'll be okay. Kylie needs me more right now.
05:02I'm done being their blood bag. I'm leaving this place for good.
05:08Wait, they knew I was gonna leave? Was all that coldness just a set up for this surprise?
05:30Lydia, you ruined our surprise for Kylie.
05:34Lydia, where have you been? Out partying all night?
05:38And you dare show your face here?
05:40All these years raising you for nothing.
05:42Your sister's sick in the hospital and you're out partying?
05:45You just love making us furious, don't you?
05:47I passed out in the hospital from giving blood.
05:50Oh, please. You've donated countless times before and now suddenly you faint.
05:55What do you think, we're idiots?
05:59Oh, Kylie, sweetheart. Honey, stay strong, okay?
06:01You are the hope and the future of this family.
06:05And Nasdaq's program is waiting for you.
06:08And once you make it, you will be our bride.
06:12I just feel so bad. It's all my fault.
06:15If it wasn't for me, Lydia would be off living her own life by now.
06:20Kylie, she would be lucky to give her blood to you.
06:22What the hell's wrong with you? Don't you remember what she did to Kylie as a kid?
06:35Oh, yes, a picture.
06:37I'm so proud of you.
06:39Oh, sweetheart, look how good you look.
06:41One more, one more.
06:43We'll be over here, right?
06:44Love you, okay?
06:45You got this, you got this.
06:47Here, Kylie, you can have it.
06:52You little thief, you stole all mom and dad's love.
06:55What are you doing? Stop, stop!
06:58Stop!
06:59Kylie!
07:00Lydia!
07:06Kylie!
07:08Oh, my God. Oh, my God, what happened?
07:10Lydia, what have you done?
07:11Dad, don't blame Lydia. She didn't push me on purpose.
07:18The fall triggered a bleeding disorder.
07:21She's going to need regular transfusions in order to survive this.
07:25Her blood type, rare RH negative. Does anybody in the family match that?
07:30You. Your blood matches Kylie's.
07:33Because of you, she's stuck with this illness her whole life.
07:36You're going to start paying her back with blood.
07:38No, no, I didn't please her. I promise.
07:43We saw it with our own eyes, okay? So stop lying.
07:47You will bleed from what you did to her for as long as you live.
07:55You know what? Kylie just got discharged.
07:58So how about you go into the kitchen with Grace and make her lunch?
08:02And we'll consider it your atonement, yeah?
08:05There's the door.
08:06I don't know.
08:08Lydia, wait.
08:09Oh.
08:13Lydia, I know you've lost a lot of blood.
08:16Are you okay?
08:18I don't need your fake sympathies.
08:23Why is she so distant?
08:25Something about her feels different.
08:29Kylie?
08:30You have lost so much blood.
08:32This will be good for you, so eat up, okay?
08:34Thanks, Mom.
08:39Lydia, you look too weak.
08:41Here's some pecan cake.
08:43It's Kylie's favorite.
08:45I'm allergic to nuts, Ethan.
08:50I'm sorry.
08:51Lydia, I forgot.
08:52I forgot.
08:53Right?
08:59Mom?
09:00Dad?
09:01Alex?
09:03I've been feeling so weak recently.
09:04I just...
09:06I don't know if I can make it to Lydia's graduation ceremony.
09:09I know you all promised her.
09:11And Ethan, I know you told her you would announce her as your girlfriend at the ceremony.
09:14But if you all go, I would be scared and lonely in the house all by myself.
09:19Why don't we just skip it?
09:23Lydia's always so understanding.
09:24You won't mind, right?
09:27That's right.
09:29Kylie just got out of the hospital.
09:31She needs to prepare for the NASSEC interview.
09:33Go into the ceremony and wear her out.
09:35Lydia will get it.
09:37Lydia, would you be okay with that?
09:39Would you be okay with that?
09:48Yeah.
09:49That's fine.
09:50I...
09:51I don't mind.
09:58I never expected anything from them anyway.
10:01Not once.
10:02Not this time.
10:09Lydia, the onboarding process is complete.
10:17Please report to NASSEC today for a full physical.
10:21Understood.
10:22I'll be right there.
10:24Lydia.
10:26Where are you going?
10:31I just wanted to get some fresh air.
10:34Fresh air?
10:35I'm warning you.
10:36Don't you leave Kylie's side even for a second.
10:39What if Kylie needs a transfusion and you're not there?
10:41You don't go anywhere without our permission.
10:43Typical.
10:44Already running off.
10:45Kylie's feeling better and there you go.
10:48Lydia, wherever you're going, we can go together.
10:52I'm here for you.
10:54There's no me anymore.
10:56Once I walk out that door, none of you will ever matter again.
11:01I feel so much better.
11:02What if, um, we all went on a drive and gotten some ice cream?
11:06That's a great idea.
11:17Come with us.
11:19Lydia looks bummed.
11:20She can't get help for some fresh air.
11:22Once Kylie gets better, I'll make it up to her.
11:28It's okay.
11:29I'll be gone forever anyways.
11:32Everything you have is mine.
11:41You should never have existed.
11:44Go to hell, Lydia.
11:45Help, Lydia.
11:46Help, Lydia.
11:47Help, Lydia.
11:49The patient was having a massive hit bridge.
12:19She needs a blood transfusion immediately or she could die.
12:26She has an extremely rare blood type and the only compatible donor is your oldest daughter.
12:29Why won't you let her donate?
12:30No, absolutely not.
12:32She was just discharged and she's too weak to give blood.
12:35She's only been recovering for a few days, we can't take that risk.
12:38I agree, but she can't put Kylie in danger again.
12:43Kylie can donate.
12:45It's too risky.
12:49You're awake, does it hurt anyway?
13:05The doctor said you lost a lot of blood.
13:08You need to rest.
13:10Tell me what you want to eat and I'll go get it for you.
13:14Ethan, I feel so weak.
13:24I need you.
13:28Go.
13:29Who gave me blood in the end?
13:39We begged your family, but none of them would let your sister donate.
13:43Luckily a doctor with your rare type stepped in or you wouldn't be here.
13:47Forgive me, but are you really their daughter?
13:50And that boy just now?
13:52He's your sister's boyfriend, isn't he?
14:10I don't feel so good today, but I'm really lucky.
14:12My whole family is here.
14:13Say hi everyone!
14:14Bye!
14:15Bye!
14:16Bye!
14:17You're sick and you're gorgeous though.
14:18Hey, sorry I missed today.
14:19Don't worry, we know what happened.
14:20You're still an irreplaceable part of this NASSEC mission.
14:22But Lydia, are you sure it was an accident?
14:23It was no accident.
14:24Someone tried to kill me and I won't let it slide.
14:52I want to report a crime.
14:54My sister ran me down with her car.
14:57This was attempted murder.
15:05I thought, for a hit like that, I thought you would have had the sense to run away.
15:10No!
15:11You just came crawling on back, didn't you?
15:13Kylie, what are you doing here?
15:16You mean why am I not in jail?
15:22Mom and Dad spun me out.
15:23They just couldn't bear to have their precious daughter locked up, even for a second.
15:28Did you really think that calling the cops would change anything?
15:35Did you really, they would love you just because you claimed to be the perfect child?
15:41Let's get one thing straight.
15:42In this family, you will always be the unwanted one.
15:46Mom and Dad, they think I'm the perfect child.
15:49Alex thinks of me as his favorite sister.
15:53If I were treated the way you've been treated, I would have left a long time ago.
15:58But you, you just, you just cling on.
16:01Pathetically.
16:06Even your boyfriend likes me more.
16:09In this family, you will always be the spay.
16:12We just keep you around for extra blood supply.
16:16Blood supply?
16:17What?
16:18Kylie, you were the one who threw yourself down the stairs.
16:26You freed me, making Mom and Dad believe that I was the one who made you sick.
16:30So what?
16:32You wanna hear a secret?
16:36I got better a while ago.
16:38All this time.
16:41I've been faking it.
16:43What did you just say?
16:49What did you just say?
16:51I've been faking it.
16:52I wanted you to have to give blood.
16:54I wanted to watch you suffer.
16:58And I was hoping that maybe one day you would crawl out of here all on your own.
17:02I just know that Kylie is in a terrible mood and I thought taking her out for some fresh air might help.
17:08Well, let's try this.
17:10If Mom and Dad saw you like this, they would disown you.
17:13They would get rid of you and never look back.
17:15Shut up!
17:16What?
17:17What?
17:21Kylie, you are insane!
17:24What are you doing?
17:29Today?
17:31I'm teaching you a lesson.
17:32Kylie!
17:33No, please!
17:35Kylie!
17:36Once you're dead, they will follow me.
17:38They will all be mine!
17:46No, please!
17:47And once you're dead, they will all be mine!
17:56Lydia.
17:58What will Mom and Dad do when they find out you've tried to kill me?
18:00What?
18:03Oh my God!
18:05Lydia, no!
18:06Please don't hurt me anymore!
18:07Kylie!
18:08Lydia, please, please don't hurt me again!
18:09Kylie!
18:10Kylie, are you okay?
18:11Sweetie, come here.
18:15Mom, Lydia thinks I intentionally hit her with my car.
18:17I think she's trying to kill me!
18:19You!
18:20Again!
18:25How dare you hurt your sister right under our noses!
18:28And call the police!
18:34Get up!
18:36Please don't hurt her!
18:37She didn't mean to hurt me!
18:38No, no, no, no, Kylie!
18:39It's because you're so naive that people like Lydia keep hurting you again and again!
18:43Wasn't it your darling daughter who ran me down on purpose?
18:51It's all my fault!
18:52Lydia's always been jealous of me, so it makes sense that she would blame me for this too!
18:56No proof, huh?
18:57I want you to get on your knees and apologize to Kylie!
19:01Like you'd actually believe me if I had proof!
19:06With or without proof!
19:07You only ever believed Kylie!
19:08It was the same 10 years ago!
19:09And it's the same now!
19:10Still no shame!
19:11Yeah!
19:12Still no remorse!
19:13No!
19:14I'm gonna have to beat it into you, aren't I?
19:15Stop!
19:16Lydia, just apologize to Kylie!
19:17End all of this!
19:18I didn't do anything wrong, Ethan!
19:21I didn't do anything wrong, Ethan!
19:26Apologize!
19:27Apologize for what?!
19:36You want me to admit to things that I didn't do?!
19:42Like when I was younger, forced to give blood, and taking the blame for things that
19:47blame for things that weren't even my fault i can't believe i gave birth to such a liar and
19:53you're so shameless had i known i never would have had you you don't want me to be your daughter
20:06do you think that i wanted you as parents like when i was younger forced to give blood did you
20:10ever ask if i was willing just so proud of you ever since kylie got sick i was forced to wear her
20:25hand-me-downs i was forced to eat her scraps we share the same birthday and yet you never once
20:31gave me a gift sometimes i even wonder if i'm your real daughter why else would you treat me this way
20:37you only ever talk about kylie's dream of joining nasa but you talk about mine do you know what i like
20:44do you know when i'm allergic to do you know what i'm afraid of if i had a choice i would never have
20:52been a part of this family even in the poorest home if there's love it's way better than being your daughter
20:59lydia you still have me i love you mom you almost let me die for her do you call that love
21:12my heart it hurts help please who are you going to choose me or her
21:39we're done for real this time
21:52lydia you are an essential part of this mission your country needs you we can't risk you getting
21:59hurt four days before the mission we can bring you to the nasa training center right now
22:09i need to attend my school award ceremony four years of research and they've helped me all along
22:14the way once i do that i am ready to join nasa okay we'll send a car to pick you up there
22:24lydia where are you going what are you doing here what do you want i just want to help
22:30i don't want your wounds to get infected i'm fine i don't need your help
22:34okay but don't forget the medicine feels like we can never go back to what we had
22:54whoever wears this ring will be my future wife
23:09ethan this is the end after the award i'm leaving for good from now on
23:17one you and this family have nothing to do with me
23:38isn't that lydia what happened to her i heard she almost killed her sister
23:43her family's way too soft on her if it were me she'd be locked up for good
23:49and now the winner of this year's young scientist award is
23:54i will leave after receiving this award this is my moment of honor kylie card
24:00thank you thank you thank you all so much i am just so honored that my paper won this award
24:19oh and none of it would have ever been possible if not for the endless support of my entire family but
24:25especially my sister lydia
24:33knock it off kylie's dream is nasek her future depends on this award
24:38but the truth is i'm the one who's really going to nasek
24:43this is my project that project is my aerospace research that is my blood and sweat do you have
24:50any idea how much this means to me
24:57ungrateful bitch i told you if you mess with kylie again you'll regret it
25:03holy shit isn't alex her brother how could he be so brutal to his own sister i knew we should have
25:09sent you to a juvenile facility you maggot you idiot lydia i was trying to figure out how to take
25:16you down for good it looks like you'll do my homework for me just like always
25:29everyone listen up this is my trophy kylie stole it she is a fraud and a thief enough
25:39lydia stop humiliating yourself everybody knows you're just jealous jealous i bled for this every
25:48ounce of myself i poured into this four years of sleepless nights and yet you still only believe kylie
25:57you want her glory you want her halo fine take it no
26:08from this moment on i am no longer a carter
26:27oh that's a nasek car the hell are they going here no way nasek just doesn't show up at high
26:44schools they're definitely not here for anyone we know
26:47miss carter i'm your teammate you're the only selected female astronaut and the key figure to
26:59this mission we won't let you suffer here another minute this is insane lydia kylie just fainted she
27:09needs blood get to the hospital now 30 minutes show up and we'll forgive everything you did today if
27:14anything happens to anything happens to kylie it's on you
27:26goodbye my lifeless home and this life will never cross paths again this time i'm living for me
27:34nasek needs you lydia america needs you
28:04i'm choosing to end my role as daughter of the carter family permanently
28:26an ungrateful daughter of mine first she humiliates the school now she thinks she's too good for this
28:32family walking away like she thinks she's somebody important she's just trying to be dramatic you
28:37know what give her a few days and she'll be back with her tail between her legs exactly all she wants
28:42is attention and what she needs is a good lesson well forget her right now kylie needs us at the
28:47hospital i swear to god if anything happens to her i will never forgive lydia
28:51lydia what's going on
29:03thank you doctor for concealing my recovery and going along with the bit the money should be in your account
29:14when i intentionally hit lydia with my car i was not expecting her to make a full recovery but they
29:19should take care of her for good and if it doesn't i'll just have to think of something else how
29:24dare you kylie
29:31kylie your illness that was cured a long time ago how could you lie to us like this mom dad alex i was
29:37just worried about losing your love lydia's your sister we spoiled you endlessly for years and you went
29:44out of your way to be cruel to her why after the crash when lydia was covered in blood all i did was
29:50comfort you and now i found out you did it on purpose i can't believe you lied to me like this
29:55i didn't mean to i'm sorry please please you have to forgive me mom dad that winter when you came down
30:03with the flu and you got sick with that fever that wouldn't break i was the one to pick up your
30:07prescriptions i stayed with you every single day until you got better alex when your eye got injured
30:14at that soccer game and you were terrified that you would never be able to see again i sat with you
30:19every day until you were healed ethan i'm the one you really like right that day in the garden when i was
30:28playing piano you fell for me it was love at first sight look i am sorry and i know i shouldn't have
30:39lied or taken lydia's blood but she was the reason i was sick in the first place and i just i was so
30:44angry and hurt and i just needed a place to vent all of that but please you have to forgive me please
30:50wait mr carter mrs carter i can't hold it in any longer i have to tell the truth
31:06you have all been deceived by miss kylie mr carter mrs carter when you both fell ill it was lydia who
31:16went across town to pick up that medication for you and alex when you had that accident and you
31:23almost lost your eyesight it was lydia who stayed up night and day taking care of you and ethan's day
31:30in the garden it was lydia who was playing the piano kylie just stood in front of her to deliberately
31:38mislead you you liar she's lying i didn't i wouldn't i didn't steal anything miss kylie deep down you know
31:50the truth miss lydia has never been truly loved by anyone not her parents not her brother not even the
31:59boy she cared for and yet she gave everything she had to this family if that were true why wouldn't lydia
32:07say that to us she did mr carter many times but nobody ever believed her
32:19with or without proof you only ever believe kylie it was the same 10 years ago and it's the same now
32:28in fact she said everybody always loved miss kylie only but nobody ever loved her
32:35she even said that she truly wished she'd never even been born
32:44you old egg none of that's true
32:48i bet lydia bribed her to say all of these horrible nasty things about me
32:52miss kylie you'll receive one hundred thousand dollars every single month for allowance
33:01but lydia has never received a single cent from this family where on earth would she have gotten the
33:10money to bribe me from i've been working in the carter household for years i just simply couldn't stand
33:17and why'd you be so cruel to her anymore every single month why didn't lydia get any allowance i thought
33:26you were giving it to her so i didn't i thought you were
33:29lady you are a member of the carter family and you take some low-class job what are you trying to make
33:44it seem like we neglect you are you trying to shame us she never had any money she had to be on standby so
33:53she could be your blood bag and she could never get a good job or live a normal life
33:57mom dad i'm your daughter alex i'm your sister and ethan i know i know i'm the one that you truly love
34:12you can't all just doubt me because of the word of some maid
34:21i need you to look into something for me
34:27alex don't read it
34:43oh my god you actually paid people to bully lydia at school no wonder she was always covered in bruises
34:50and the hospital records show that you never had a bleeding disorder you've been faking it this whole
34:55time you fell down the stairs yourself lydia didn't push you and you framed her for everything
35:05fine yeah yes okay i did it i wanted lydia gone
35:13you all said it yourselves you loved me the most i was your only daughter
35:19i was your only sister so why why did you bring her into this world
35:30lydia is our sister she does not have to compete for our love but everything she does is a threat to me
35:39why why why must she be so perfect why does she just care so much about everyone she's so lovely and kind
35:50everything she does makes her shine brighter and me more worthless oh my god that's it just that you'd go
36:01this far to frame lydia you'd hate her so much you'd rather see her dead no no then there's ethan
36:09he loved me first you know he did he loved me and then i watched as he pretended to love lydia
36:16do you know how hard that is watch the one person you love choose someone else of course i have to take
36:23her place kylie you'll pay for what you've done where are you going you're going to her aren't you yes
36:32i'm going to find her she won't want you anymore you're worthless to her now
36:37i cannot believe a daughter of mine could be so cruel have such a vicious heart and what exactly are
36:52you going to do about it everything in the carter family is owed to me you've already lost one daughter
37:03do you really really want to lose another starting from this day on you are no longer a member of the
37:11carter family i don't ever want to see you again no dad no come back wait you can't disown me oh mom
37:22alex you used to love me right it was just the anger talking you won't really kick me out you won't
37:26really disown me right your dad's right you don't deserve to be our daughter mom mom no alex you
37:41from now on you are no longer allowed to step foot in the carter household and mom and dad
37:45will have the will amended and you will no longer be in it
37:48i have to find lydia and tell her everything the whole truth and beg for her forgiveness
38:02she's the one i really loved all along it's all my fault how could i have been so blind
38:07i was so close to the real thing being with the girl i truly love and i fucked it up
38:19it's all our fault we drove lydia away if only we had uncovered kylie's scheme sooner if only we had
38:37treated lydia with even a fraction of the care she deserved she wouldn't have left us
38:51hi this is my daughter have you seen her will you please help her
39:07please leave your message after the tone
39:26ah
39:35any word on lydia no we checked everywhere oh my god it's all our fault we drove her away
39:48we'd uncovered kylie's scheme earlier lydia never would have left us
39:55we checked the school the hospital and the airport she's nowhere in sight
40:01what do you mean nowhere in sight keep looking use every resource lift the earth upside down if you have to
40:14lydia don't do this to me please come back
40:18just got word out in a remote town someone spotted a girl who looks a lot like lydia
40:32i'm sorry it's all right it's all right it has to be all right
40:46lydia
40:52lydia
40:53lydia
40:55lydia
40:59lydia
41:13today we're expecting sunny skies and now a short commercial break
41:19lydia no matter where you are on earth i will find you breaking news today nasek is launching
41:28the artemis v mission into space among the astronauts is 17 year old prodigy lydia carter
41:35lydia astronaut she's going to space
41:38this is history in the making just look right now as history is being written lydia the
41:47youngest astronaut in the team is boarding the rocket an incredible event watched by the entire
41:52world
41:53kylie don't make it's too risky
42:06lydia you're the only woman on this crew and the whole world's watching but i know you
42:15will complete this mission oh lydia's mom i'm so sorry i didn't protect you it's all
42:23my fault the golf club i'm gonna have to beat it into you all right i didn't do anything
42:30wrong i will never forget it you were terrified and i chose to swing it anyway lydia i hurt
42:37you with my own hand ungrateful bitch shouldn't have done that i'm so sorry three two one
42:57family home
43:11all the pain of my past i leave behind on earth i'll start fresh and reach for my own stars
43:24from now on i lydia carter have been reborn
43:31oh i've truly lost her
43:37no she's gone back to where she belongs among the stars
43:45lydia carter and her crew completed a mission that was supposed to take years in just six
44:08months right now their spacecraft is coming back victorious and will land just behind me their true national
44:14heroes
44:16welcome home
44:17guys got a couple of questions for one use
44:18thank you
44:19we just finished early so we thought we'd come back
44:21no words
44:23do you feel like a hero
44:24no no no no
44:25maybe someday but maybe right now
44:27what are you gonna do now that you're home
44:29stay lydia
44:30what are you doing here
44:43lydia i'm so sorry
44:45i was wrong oh my god
44:48we searched everywhere for you
44:51i failed to protect her it's my fault lydia had to suffer this much
45:01did you mistake me for someone else i'm lydia not your precious kylie
45:06we know what kylie has done to you over the years and how she's hurt you and we realize now that you're the one we should have cherished and protected and loved
45:13so what you finally saw kylie for who she really was and you think you can just take me back
45:22don't you think it's too late
45:24lydia
45:26i know i was wrong i was so wrong
45:30honey but you're my daughter
45:32i can't live without you please
45:35there's no going back
45:37i have a new life
45:39and a new family
45:42what
45:46what do you mean a new family
45:48all those days out in space
45:50i went through real life and death situations
45:54it was my nasa team that pulled me through
45:57that bond
45:59standing shoulder to shoulder
46:01protecting each other unconditionally
46:03that's the family
46:06that's the family that i've always longed for
46:08lydia please it was all my fault
46:11i mean i'm the one that didn't protect you
46:13i didn't love you the way that i should have
46:16i am begging you please
46:18please come home
46:20okay
46:22this is my home now
46:24nasaq is my family
46:27you should all go
46:31you should all go
46:34lydia
46:36i was wrong
46:38i allowed myself to be deceived by your sister
46:41and i am so sorry that i was blind to your pain
46:46i'm begging you
46:49for another change
46:51i used to dream of hearing those words
46:55fearing their remorse
46:57but now
46:58it's too late
47:00the damage is done
47:03now all i want is my peace
47:05now all i want is my no name
47:07you should be
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