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After I Died He Went Mad
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00:00I'll love you forever, baby.
00:02The Bastion and I loved each other for four years.
00:05I felt so blessed when I got to marry him.
00:08It was a dream come true.
00:09I'd finally found my happily ever after.
00:12I thought once that day ended,
00:14we'd finally live the life we dreamed of.
00:20But fate brutally tore it off.
00:30Our celebration of love turned into a funeral.
00:39No, Mom!
00:42Oh, shit!
00:44I'm sorry.
00:45I might be a little bit drunk.
00:47I thought I was hitting the brakes, but it was the gas.
00:50How could I know that my parents would be responsible
00:52for the death of his parents on our wedding day?
00:56Your family killed mine.
01:00are going to pay for this every damn day!
01:05Making me my lover's hated enemy.
01:07I'm so sorry.
01:16I threw your parents in jail.
01:19I'll make sure they're well taken care of.
01:24And you, you will watch every last second.
01:30as I burned your life to the ground.
01:39Sebastian!
01:47Not long after, my parents couldn't take any more of his torture.
01:50They ended it themselves.
01:52Get me out of here!
01:53I'm so scared!
01:54Please!
01:55Miss!
01:57I'm so sorry.
01:58Your guy just killed himself.
02:00She stole her poop!
02:13Oh!
02:14But that didn't stop Sebastian.
02:16He only turned his rage on to me.
02:18He locked me up for five years.
02:20Years and he looked at me no longer saw his wife. It was the face of an enemy
02:25He said I owed him
02:29forever
02:33That must be his new arm candy
02:35He used to treat me like that. So Amber
02:38Happy 100 day anniversary. I know how much you like champagne
02:43So I had the finest bottle. It's going in from France just for you
02:50Cheers to us
02:57Five years our wedding anniversary and the day my parents died you are a damn sinner
03:05But don't worry. I have hundreds of bottles of these strongest stuff
03:12Just for you. So drink up buttercup
03:15Let it
03:18Waiter
03:20No, you know I don't drink
03:22Cut the victim act hun. Your dad used to drink like a fish and thought he could drive fine. Let's see if you inherited his genes
03:28She'll kill my damn parents
03:35So drink your dammit!
03:37Even if I'm a sinner, I've paid for five years
03:43Sebastian, why would you forget me?
03:47Come on
04:09Oh my parents are dead
04:10You've tortured me for five years. Isn't that enough?
04:15Enough, huh?
04:17Your parents took the easy way out.
04:20My parents, they didn't have that damn choice.
04:24Because they died saving you on my wedding day.
04:31Five years, huh?
04:33You think that's enough time to clear your debt?
04:36I swear to God, let me listen to me.
04:38Your entire life wouldn't scratch the surface.
04:42Baby, come on. Don't waste your breath on her.
04:45It's not worth it.
04:46It's our 100-day anniversary. Let's go watch a movie.
04:49I'll help you cheer up.
04:51Buzz's new girl is kinda conceited.
04:54Yeah, kinda like Lillian used to be.
04:57But he clearly likes her more now.
04:59Baby, go away in the car, okay?
05:08No.
05:11What?
05:12Little booze got the drunk's daughter all messed up.
05:15So I'm gonna have to get five years untouched.
05:18You just couldn't wait, huh?
05:20You got desperate.
05:22No, I'm just... no.
05:24Lilian, you came to me first.
05:41What's wrong?
05:42Don't you love me?
05:43I love you, right?
05:45I loved who you used to be, Sebastian.
05:49How did we get here?
05:51You used to love me so much.
05:53You used to be gentle.
06:02What's wrong?
06:03Ma'am, I'm sorry.
06:07You have stage four stomach cancer.
06:10You might have a week.
06:14It's nothing.
06:16Really?
06:17Mm-hmm.
06:19Yeah, it's just a stomach lining injury.
06:22The doctor said to rest.
06:24It's probably just a hangover.
06:26Listen, stop playing the victim card, okay?
06:28You're not gonna get pity from me.
06:30Sebastian.
06:33Will you only love me once I'm gone?
06:35He doesn't care about me at all.
06:39He doesn't care whether I live or die.
06:44Boss.
06:45I can tell that you still care about her.
06:48But it's been five years.
06:49She's been paying her parents' debt for five years.
06:51Why can't you let her go?
06:55Let her go?
06:56Who's letting me go?
06:58You know.
07:00Every time I close my eyes,
07:02I see my parents' faces right before they died.
07:05Screaming out for me.
07:08Covered in their own damn blood.
07:12You ever felt pain like that?
07:16She's my wife, okay?
07:18So as long as I can't rest, neither will she.
07:35Don't be sad, Biscuit.
07:38Mommy's just gonna go visit her family.
07:41Dad.
07:42Mom.
07:43I'll be with you in seven days.
07:56Billion, listen.
07:57What happened to Sebastian's parents was a tragedy, but it wasn't your fault.
08:09You've suffered enough, and I'm not gonna let him torture you anymore.
08:13I'm coming to get you next week.
08:15I'm taking you far, far away from that man.
08:17Thank you, but I can handle this on my own.
08:23His birthday's the day after tomorrow.
08:26I need to stay strong.
08:28I'll make sure everything is perfect for him.
08:31It's the last birthday I'll ever get to celebrate for him.
08:39He never dresses warm.
08:40He gets sick every winter.
08:42I'll knit it tighter so it lasts longer.
08:52I have to stay strong for Sebastian.
08:56And make this cake.
08:58Mine was always his favorite.
09:04Why are you up this late?
09:06Let me help.
09:08It's Sebastian's birthday, and I have to make this cake myself.
09:11He only likes it when I make it.
09:13Madam, wait!
09:14You're allergic!
09:17It's fine.
09:21Can you help me write down my recipes?
09:24I, um...
09:26I want them done step by step, so that when I'm gone, you can make them warm.
09:31Madam, what are you saying?
09:34You sound like you're...
09:36Nothing.
09:37Here, just put this in the fridge.
09:38We're running out of time.
09:42Only six days left.
09:44Sebastian, when I'm gone, let these stay with you.
09:55Sebastian.
09:58Happy birthday.
10:00I, um...
10:01I knitted it for you.
10:02I hope you like it.
10:03I knitted it for you.
10:04I hope you like it.
10:05You think I celebrate my own birthday the day after your drunk-ass parents killed Mike?
10:08You think I celebrate my own birthday the day after your drunk-ass parents killed Mike?
10:09Huh?
10:10Ms. Mastion?
10:15You think I celebrate my own birthday the day after your drunk-ass parents killed Mike?
10:16you think i celebrate my own birthday the day after your drunk-ass parents killed mike
10:35huh smastion are you trying to provoke me with this i'm i'm sorry i thought you said once you
10:43wanted me to bake you a cake always honey baby your cakes are magic of course and you're gonna eat
10:54every bite damn right hey how about we grow old together this reminds me just how my mom died
11:07you're torturing me don't think this changes anything i will never forgive you no matter what
11:20you do
11:21honey happy birthday i made this for you do you like it
11:29wow this one is way better
11:34i love it i am such a fool thinking that he could ever love me again he's already replaced me with
11:44someone younger and healthier someone who's not dying and not tainted by his hatred let's celebrate
11:52at my place tonight
11:53still standing there like a third wheel we've got plans
12:03he only loves the lillian in his memories the one standing here the center he'll hate forever
12:19go on ahead
12:28that's fine i'll deal with her later i'll be waiting for you bye baby what's wrong with lillian
12:36she's hiding something from me
12:39hospital i need those painkillers right now
12:49perfect i needed a kidney donor and the doctor says she's a match
13:00time to reel her in and hook sebastian too
13:03amber
13:16amber amber amber amber amber amber amber amber amber are you okay she just came out of nowhere it was an accident
13:28where's my parents turn around huh i'm talking to you
13:35amber amber amber it'll be okay i'm here for you
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14:17If we're looking for a donor, if we could find someone with type B blood.
14:25I remember you're type B, right?
14:28What are you saying?
14:42Use her kidney.
14:47Say no. Please. If you say no, I won't make you.
14:53You want me to donate my kidney?
14:57Mom!
14:58Babe, I want to donate my blood to charity.
15:00Baby, no.
15:02Look, I cannot bear to let you suffer any pain, okay? Even if it's for a good cause.
15:08But look, if you want to help people, I'll set you up a foundation in your name.
15:12Okay. Fine, if that's what you want. I'll do it.
15:22Ms. Johnson, if you'd rather, we can find a donor from another hospital.
15:27No, that's fine. I'll do it.
15:28Okay. Let's go to the OR.
15:45Lillian, can't you see that you mean more to me than Amber does?
15:51Why are you so stubborn? Just refuse and I'll relent.
16:02If you begged me, how could I say no?
16:06Is it on me?
16:08Or are you just too damn stubborn?
16:11Mr. Sterling's husband is so devoted. He stayed by her side all night.
16:19Yeah, there aren't many CEOs that are handsome, wealthy, and crazy about their wives.
16:25Mrs. Sterling is truly lucky.
16:31But I'm his real wife. I gave my kidney to his mistress and he stays all night with her.
16:37He doesn't love me anymore. He hates me.
16:48It's on my floor.
17:18I made her give up kidney.
17:25No, darling!
17:29Lydian, what am I supposed to do?
17:36Watching you suffer is killing me.
17:41But I can't bear to feel this pain alone.
17:48Look at you.
17:56Funny how the one who caused the accident looks sicker than the one who got hit.
18:02That's my mother's necklace. Why do you have that?
18:06Sebastian gave it to me.
18:09Said it looked good on me.
18:10Said I wore it better than you ever did.
18:12It doesn't matter what it is.
18:15Your dead mom's heirloom.
18:17Your kidney.
18:18If I like it, he'll give it to me.
18:20Right?
18:21Give it back.
18:36I'll give it back.
18:37In exchange for something.
18:40The title of Mrs. Cross.
18:43Fine.
18:44Take it.
18:45Just give me my mother's necklace back.
18:49Trash left by a sinner.
18:51This means more to you than being my wife?
18:55Okay.
18:56Well, I'll show you what truly matters.
19:03No!
19:03Stop!
19:04Lillian!
19:16Lillian!
19:25Lillian!
19:26Calm down.
19:26There are doctors here.
19:27Let them handle it.
19:28Back the fuck off me, okay?
19:30You don't deserve to speak for her.
19:31Hey, pick up those pearls now!
19:34Lillian!
19:35I'm sorry, okay?
19:36I'm sorry.
19:37I shouldn't have thrown it.
19:38Please, just stay with me.
19:40If you die, Lillian, I'll die with you.
19:44Doctor!
19:45Somebody help, please!
19:47Save my wife!
19:52Hey, Doc.
19:53How is she?
19:54Look, do whatever it takes to save her, okay?
19:57I don't give a damn how much it costs.
19:59Multiple fractures, internal bleeding.
20:01She needs further observation.
20:03Also, there's something off with her condition.
20:06You better check to see if she has any past medical history.
20:12Lillian.
20:12I'll give you permission to jump.
20:19Are you trying to escape your unpaid sins by dying?
20:22If my death can attack, then let me die.
20:27You think you can get away from me that easily?
20:30I'm warning you.
20:31I swear to God, if you try that shit again, I will tie you up and make sure you never leave.
20:35You are going to suffer with me.
20:38I will keep you alive.
20:40Till death do us part.
20:43You do whatever you want.
20:47I'm tired.
20:50I need to rest.
20:51Lillian, I don't want to talk to you like this.
20:58But every word I say hurts you.
21:01What am I supposed to do with you?
21:02With us?
21:07Lillian, I'm back in town.
21:08Where are you?
21:09I'm coming to get you.
21:09Thank you, Zach.
21:12Don't bother.
21:13I don't have much longer.
21:16What did you say?
21:17What did you say?
21:19You better check to see if she has any past medical history.
21:23What do you mean you don't have much time left?
21:26I mean, I...
21:27I mean, I thought I was going to die after I jumped out of the window.
21:32That's it.
21:36The pain is back.
21:38I'm running out of time.
21:39What's wrong?
21:40Do you want me to help?
21:42Should I call a doctor?
21:44Are you...
21:45Are you worried about me?
21:48Don't be ridiculous.
21:50I just don't want you to run away.
21:52And escape that easily.
21:57Mr. Cross, Miss Sterling insists on seeing you right now.
22:01I can't let Lillian know I still care about her.
22:05Okay.
22:06Let's go.
22:09He still chooses Amber.
22:13Any concern he shows me is just an echo of what once was.
22:18There's no more left there.
22:20I only have three days to live.
22:23I won't die in this bed.
22:26And I've got things to do.
22:28Three days left.
22:30I've decided to buy myself a plot.
22:36Hi.
22:37I'd like to buy a burial plot.
22:39And...
22:39Do you offer memorial portraits?
22:42Um, yes.
22:44Please register here.
22:47Is this for any of your grandparents or...
22:50It's for me.
22:51My last photo was at our wedding.
22:54This one?
22:55For the grave.
22:56Guess that's just how it ends.
22:59Are you ready?
22:59I wonder how Sebastian's going to feel when he sees it.
23:07Two days left.
23:09Today I have to get my baby Biscuit to his new family.
23:15Bye.
23:16Biscuit, you have to be a good girl and live a long, happy life, okay?
23:21And I'm so sorry.
23:22Mommy has to find you a new family.
23:24Don't be mad at me.
23:28Bye.
23:34What are you doing here?
23:37Sebastian told me to burn down everything you love.
23:39And he said he hates you.
23:41And now...
23:42Now all you've got is that pathetic little dog.
23:44Where are you going?
23:47No, no, no, no, no.
23:48You can't hurt Biscuit.
23:49What are you waiting for?
23:50Do it.
23:51No, stop.
23:52Just hurt me instead, okay?
23:53Just don't hurt Biscuit.
23:54No, stop.
23:55No.
23:58Watch us kill your precious dog.
24:04Biscuit!
24:05No!
24:06No!
24:07Let me go!
24:08No!
24:09No!
24:09No!
24:10No!
24:11No!
24:13No!
24:13No!
24:14No!
24:15No!
24:15No!
24:16Biscuit!
24:19My back!
24:21I just had surgery.
24:22Lillian, why did you push me?
24:24Did I do something wrong?
24:25Lillian, what the hell are you doing now, huh?
24:27Amber just had a kidney transplant.
24:29Are you trying to kill her?
24:33She killed Biscuit.
24:34What did she do?
24:35That Biscuit never hurt anyone.
24:38Biscuit...
24:38He's dead.
24:43God, I hate you!
24:44Why is everything I love out to die?
24:48Maybe it's better that way.
24:51Anything that reminds me of us
24:53shouldn't be left.
24:56Sebastian, I miss who we used to be.
25:00Back then, you brought me nothing but the warmth and love.
25:04And then, I have been busy with work lately, so let Biscuit keep you company.
25:12All right.
25:14I can be her mommy and you can be her daddy.
25:24My love ended a long time ago.
25:27It was stupid for me to hold on to the past Biscuit.
25:30I am so sorry.
25:31Mommy, I didn't protect you.
25:33Honey, my head is spinning.
25:35Please take me to the hospital.
25:36Fine.
25:39That bitch pushed me, lock her in the basement, and starve her for a day.
25:45No!
25:46No!
25:47Biscuit, no!
25:49No!
25:52Biscuit is gone.
25:53I've lost everything.
25:55Two days left.
25:56Dad.
25:57Mom.
25:58Biscuit, wait for me.
26:00See this?
26:05It's your dog's ashes.
26:07You monster.
26:08Give him back.
26:10Make a good win.
26:11No!
26:12You know it always helps me when I'm feeling stressed?
26:14A little more.
26:17No.
26:18No!
26:18No!
26:19Stop!
26:19No!
26:20No!
26:21No!
26:22Stop!
26:22No!
26:23No!
26:24No!
26:25No!
26:26No!
26:26No!
26:27Stop!
26:27No!
26:28No!
26:29No!
26:30No!
26:31No!
26:31No!
26:31Feeling more relaxed now?
26:32No!
26:32No!
26:33No!
26:33No!
26:34No!
26:37No!
26:45She's injured.
26:46I just came to make sure she's not dead. That's quite normal.
26:53What are you doing here?
26:57Don't touch me.
27:00Do you even feel a shred of guilt over Biscuit?
27:03Biscuit died because of you. My parents died saving you.
27:07So if anyone should feel guilty, it's you.
27:12You're all bent up. You're still trying to leave? Sit, okay? Let me patch you up.
27:27Don't move.
27:42Honey, my period's late. Might be pregnant. If it's a boy, let's call him Lucas. Girl, Lily. What do you think?
27:51Monday, let's have two kids. Lucas if it's a boy and Lily if it's a girl.
27:56Alright. And that's the plan. I'm on my way.
28:06He gave our child's name to someone else. Fine. He has a new love. A new child. New hope.
28:13New hope. But me? I have nothing left. Nothing to hold onto.
28:20And after I bury Biscuit, I'll do one last thing. And I'll be free.
28:25Duh.
28:27Mr. and Mrs. Cross. This will be my last visit. Tomorrow's my last day.
28:34And I hope my death can make things right. And our families can finally be even.
28:38When I see you tomorrow, I promise I will apologize a thousand times over.
28:43Who said you could be here?
28:52I'm sorry. I just... I just wanted to pay my respects.
29:00I told you. Stay away. Your family killed mine.
29:06And you have the audacity to show up here and pay respect like you're innocent.
29:10I just... You want to honor them?
29:13Then kneel. Crawl to their tombs. Slap yourself.
29:18Say that you're a sinner and that you deserve to die.
29:22Then kiss their tombs 99 times.
29:26Okay.
29:34I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:36I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:39I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:41I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:43I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:45I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:47I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:51I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:55I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:57I'm a sinner and I deserve to die!
29:58a few steps and you're done that's it this doesn't even scratch the surface
30:28compared to what your family did to mine you're not even worthy of kneeling here i can do
30:39if this is how i get done then after today i can finally die in peace
30:46mr and mrs cross i'm sorry i'm sorry
30:51is that enough not even close i heard you say sorry a million times no matter when
31:04or where you and your family will always carry this if it's not enough then i'll die for it
31:13the same way they did
31:27you're insane
31:39this way i can finally repay you with my life
31:47don't talk okay i'm taking you to the hospital
31:49honey the tests are in the baby's healthy i'm home but my stomach aches come back now i'm scared
32:03he's on the path to have your life without me
32:06soon they'll be gone i just shouldn't disrupt their lives anymore
32:10go it's just it's just my injury
32:12you're really generous you let your husband run to another woman fine have it your way
32:22don't worry baby i'll be right there
32:29you got anything else to say Sebastian i wish you all the happiness in the world
32:35i told you to go when you actually left i really don't care anymore
32:47good now i can leave in peace
32:52i'll have no power and i'll be dead
32:56mr cross
32:58mrs cross i failed to die under his car
33:03and in my last hour i can only atone for my sins
33:08i died
33:10in this way
33:13oh wow
33:14dad
33:15there's so much pain
33:17you can't take it
33:21your daughter is finally coming home
33:25i hope you can love me once i'm gone
33:29goodbye forever
33:32i don't know
33:33i don't know
33:37or you regret
33:39after i'm gone
33:43why does my heart hurt like this
33:52boss
33:54every time you hurt your wife you do this to yourself why
33:56i hit my wife i left her for another woman i am guilty i deserve every
34:06last
34:07time of words that's enough
34:19sorry the subscriber you dialed cannot be connected for the moment please dial again later
34:24me
34:25i don't know
34:26three days
34:27where on earth are you
34:31damn it
34:32mate was right he's really hurting himself for what he did to lillian
34:37darling if lillian's gone then good riddance
34:40you're finally free from now on let me take care of you
34:46sebastian
34:48hey send more men
34:50find lillian now she can't get away that easily
34:54yes sir
35:02lilly have you finally had enough of me
35:06sebastian your hand's bleeding this woman is tearing you apart
35:10how about we have dinner first our baby's hungry too
35:13shut up
35:16leave me alone
35:19sir the cops here asking for you
35:27hello sir are you sebastian lillian's husband
35:31you found my wife where is she
35:33sir we received a call this morning we found a dead body in the cemetery three days ago
35:38waterlogged face recognizable the n.a shows that is your wife lillian my condolences
35:47lillian
35:50she's dead
35:52no no guys this this can't be okay she was fine just three days ago is this some kind of act huh
36:00she she paid you guys to fake this so she could run away from me didn't she
36:04miss evas this is the cemetery footage see for yourself
36:13you did it
36:13i had to
36:15i had to grave
36:23i just want this to be over
36:25if my death can make things right then i have no reason left to live
36:29who said that you could have told him like this huh did i give you permission to leave
36:40who gave you the damn right dead in your life
36:47oh maybe it's better this way
36:56don't ever talk about her okay get the hell out of here
36:59hey i don't i don't believe this is true this is some deep fake ai bullshit isn't it
37:09you guys think i'm dumb huh this is fake you know i'm gonna i'm gonna go to the cops and i'm
37:14gonna tell them everything about lillian about this whole damn setup
37:20officer my wife lillian johnson vanished from the cemetery these two fake cops said that she was dead
37:26but listen to me it's a lie y'all need you to right now arrest these imposters
37:37sir what they said is true what
37:43lillian is gone
37:46zach what are you doing here i thought you two were friends and now you're saying that she's dead
37:52the autopsy came back yesterday suicide i already had it cremated so case closed
38:01what are you saying i'm sorry mr cross but it's true your wife took her own life
38:10dr martinez did the autopsy himself i know this is hard but please take care of yourself
38:16she was cremated look at her study probably man she's alive okay she's not dead tell me the truth
38:29let's back off okay
38:34officer look this is all a lie okay she's alive she has to be mr cross
38:40preliminary report deceased lillian johnson 30. time of death between midnight and 2am three days ago
38:50chest wound suicide confirmed by footage
38:58that's bullshit man lillian would never kill herself no matter what i put her through she always stood by my
39:06side
39:09this can't be the end
39:15lillian if you leave me here alone i will never forgive you
39:25look the dead don't come back i'm gonna say what's happened to you so if you need to take a moment
39:30you take it okay
39:31i'm sorry i'm so sorry
39:46boss i came as soon as i heard is it true what happened to madame
39:49boss i don't know how to tell you this but the doctor who did amber surgery he came to me for hush money
39:54he said that amber staged the crash to steal lillian's kidney
40:00what
40:05i did this to her i pushed her to this
40:19lillian
40:21i was wrong i deserve to die please come back i can't live without you
40:35you killed lillian so now i'm gonna kill you
40:47boss watch out
40:55what
40:57boss miss johnson's awake
40:58we're still doing the fake funeral in three days
41:03yep plan hasn't changed i'll be there soon
41:08you murder her you can live for now but i'll make sure you feel every ounce of pain she did
41:14that again
41:20do you see now what happened to lillian i need to ask
41:31boss boss
41:35boss
41:39you're awake
41:40boss
41:40it's a stress ulcer they said you've been grieving too hard okay you have to take it easy for your
41:45own health okay and that driver it was zach martinez your wife's childhood friend do you still
41:50want to press charges against him no i know who he is why is he back now i don't know where
41:57and he's the coroner of this case as soon as he heard that madam was dead he flew back and now he's
42:03handling madam's funeral
42:07boss where are you going i'm going to lillian's apartment i bought it for her as a wedding gift
42:15she's not gone i know she's there boss your ulcer
42:20you have an ulcer you have to take it easy just wait for me
42:24me
42:29lillian lillian
42:33boss stop they're spreading her ashes today and just please calm down no way she's alive okay
42:40she's here in the house she's just hiding from me that's all
42:46lillian she's here i knew it
42:49hey what the what the hell are you doing here huh who let you in miss johnson sold the house
43:00you didn't know
43:03sure about selling this apartment it was a wedding gift from your husband
43:08it was our first home but the marriage is over what's the point
43:14hey put that down okay i'm not selling
43:17too late bills are signed you're gonna have to call a letter are you deaf i said i'm not selling
43:24hey hey we'll cover the fee just get out
43:28it's a bunch of kids this kid's all grown up hug her lillian i miss you so much
43:45why did you leave me again
44:02lillian you even took your own funeral photo god how could you be so cruel
44:15i miss you so much
44:18awesome funeral papers in her diary she's been planning this for a while
44:24sebastian i'm gone it's not your fault don't be sad forget me and live your life
44:46it's sebastian's birthday they made a sweater baked a cake he hated both
44:52i coughed blood right in front of him i lied so he wouldn't know about the cancer
44:58thank god he didn't ask six days left i just hope i can finish everything
45:05you had stomach cancer you didn't even tell me i'm your husband and i didn't even realize it
45:15this is on me i'm gonna carry this pain for the rest of my life god i wonder why you gave up
45:24today sebastian threw my mom's part of necklace i jumped for it part of me was glad it wasn't i but
45:35maybe i wished it was so the pain could stop for four days left too fast and too slow
45:45so sebastian i hope that when i'm gone you'll stay as calm as you are today lillian i was wrong
45:55you were already in so much pain i shouldn't have thrown your necklace out the window
46:01i made you fall i'm such a god damn sinner i should i should have died with you
46:17biscuit is gone the last thing i love you was wrong
46:21i ever said sebastian told her to get rid of him how could he be so cruel two days left
46:29i want to die right now
46:41oh oh i was the one that killed you lillian god damn it but it's too late
46:49i did this to you i'm the sinner i should have died with you
46:55boss don't it's in the past you can't go back oh man no lillian wasn't supposed to die man
47:05it was me she caused all this pain because of me she went through all this man and i could have
47:12saved her but no it was my fault man she went through life her final days and faced all this damn
47:20pain man alone it's so much pain i'm a monster i'm a monster
47:33i tried to tell you you you clung to hate if you would have let go
47:38i won't
47:48you you said they were placing her ashes today
47:56i gotta go to the funeral i'm her husband okay i'm not letting anyone else place her
48:00oh my god oh my god boss boss you're bleeding you we have to take you to hospital no no no no
48:09okay i need to go to the cemetery take me there no
48:14colin meets johnson's family to place her remarks we were just former colleagues and the family
48:20she had no family left i'll do it no don't leave her alone that's lillian's husband the one who
48:33tortured her for five years i hear he killed her dog too now he's trying like a victim a daddy
48:40give her back to me what the hell are you doing here look at me i am her husband you have no right
48:55her husband tell me what kind of husband murders his own life
49:01william was blind to love you the man who locked her up after your own wedding tortured her took out
49:12all your anger on her the reason she's dead you know that you killed her you made her kill herself
49:21and that makes you a goddamn murderer let go of me let me take her home please
49:31seal the grave
49:35please please don't leave her here alone lillian is afraid of being alone please
49:47lillian tell him to stop haunting lillian i hope you brought that worthless knockoff mistress of yours
49:55boss boss let's go you think i didn't want to change
50:01i died five years ago in that car crash with my parents lillian was the only thing that was keeping
50:09me alive and now she's gone she's gone she's gone i'm worse than dead man
50:20you're worse than dead then why don't you just die already seriously man the further away you are from
50:25her the better off she is that's how it's always been
50:36lillian
50:39why are you so cruel you took everything from me
50:42my love my love why me my last hope is that what you want for me to drown in guilt
50:54every damn day for the rest of my life
50:56i'm sorry
51:08i'm sorry
51:09i'm sorry
51:11i'm sorry
51:17Amen.
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