90 Day Diaries - Season 7 Episode 07 Dear Diary This Might Be Crazy
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00:00Who would have thought your girl is back in love? Butterflies, all of it.
00:14Hi.
00:15Hi, Jonas. You look beautiful.
00:19We've ridden horses a million times.
00:21Oh, I think yours is farting.
00:24Good. Enjoy.
00:26It's a good present. Your green car.
00:30Hi.
00:33This name here doesn't match with my face most.
00:36I feel very sad and feeling trapped seeing that name, Douglas, in my green car.
00:42That doesn't reflect the person that I am now.
00:48I think I'm ready to move.
00:51I can't find myself here anymore.
00:53What?
00:54Wait a minute.
00:56I'm really having a hard time being here now in Mexico City.
00:59The hustle and bustle of a city has gotten to be too much.
01:03You're kidding, right?
01:06I have some very big news, but I think it's good.
01:11I don't know. I don't know what I'm doing.
01:13I have had the incredibly romantic idea of proposing.
01:18What if I told you that I want to marry her?
01:24But if my kids tell me, like, absolutely not, I wouldn't be able to do it.
01:28And that scares at me.
01:30I don't know. I don't know.
01:31I don't know.
01:32i'm so excited i am trying to see what i'm gonna wear because i have a mini zoom date a mini video
01:57call date today who would have thought who would have thought your girl is back in love butterflies
02:03all of it i think me a few months ago would have not believed me if i told her that i was gonna have
02:12a video call date and be in a long distance relationship with ronald
02:16my name is tiffany i'm 34 i'm from frederick maryland and my love life has recently taken
02:25an unexpected twist i'm really excited because this is probably one of our last video call dates
02:34before he's here six months ago i get this knock at my door and like in my mind i'm like maybe it's
02:41a delivery yay and i go and i look through the people and i see ronald and i was like what the
02:51is going on but not my ex-husband ronald not the one you're thinking of ronald aka ronnie
03:00my new irish man my love of my life
03:04hi baby hey how are you i miss you i'm happy to see you what's going on today not much i'm just
03:15excited that we decided to match you look beautiful you look lovely
03:21so my 90 day journey started many years ago when i met ronald number one in south africa i was like
03:30oh he's fun he's easy going there was a definite spark so we started dating and pretty quickly got
03:38engaged and got married you may kiss your bride
03:44then we had carly and i thought everything was going to be peaches and roses but little did i know
03:52know your place i know my place your place is not on top of my head you're used to a little
03:59right you can literally go back to america a couple of months ago ronald and i got officially
04:06divorced so i said you know what it and i went to a singles retreat in mexico
04:12i made a few connections one in particular that stood out was my connection with rocky
04:19hey thank you you want to go out oh i got us on a date look at you
04:24tiffany who would you like to choose to come stand here next to you rocky
04:32after the retreat we both got to a point where we realized it would be better for us to just stay
04:41friends i think everything happens for a reason because soon after that i met ronald and he will
04:49be here in the next few days and he's staying for three months and i'm excited to see him
04:54are you excited to be here i can't wait yeah i'm working forward to it and i've got lots of plans
05:01for us yeah yeah definitely one of your biggest green flags is like you plan the dates and you
05:06have it all like you have all the places picked you know what i like and um i love it after my queen
05:12you're the best okay so to make this make sense and catch you up man slid into my dms and his dm said
05:25and i quote you're a stunner xx unfortunately for you my name is ronald and i scroll down and i see him
05:32and it's this silver fox after a while i learned he's an irish man living in montenegro we were
05:39messaging back and forth for about two months and i get a knock at my door and it was ronnie we got
05:47along really well he was such a gentleman and i just felt like a princess with him we've been together
05:54for about nine months it's a little exhausting because of the having to fly back and forth but
06:01it is the most stable relationship i've ever been in and i am really happy you know i've said to you
06:08like i'm not super excited about the long distance thing you know i love you guys and i it sucks every
06:15time i have to leave i wish you know it could be a different scenario yeah but obviously with visas and
06:21so on like i can only be there for three months or 90 days so yeah let's let's see if we can work
06:29something out like i can get the new job someone that will sponsor me maybe to be in the u.s
06:36ronnie can only stay for three months at a time on his tourist visa but i do have a surprise
06:40that could potentially allow ronnie to be here longer than three months maybe forever
06:48i love you i have to go pick up the kids but all right babe we'll see you soon okay
06:56i love you i love you you have to say
07:00okay i love you i'm on my way to see my mom and greg uh since the last time i made one of these
07:16they have since gotten married so um i'm gonna hang out with my mom and her husband greg i need to
07:23like vent a little and i have some very big news and i'm i'm really nervous i'm literally right
07:31outside the house but i'm so nervous to talk about it because it's weird timing
07:39but i think it's good i don't know i don't know what i'm doing i don't know okay here i go
07:46let's see okay here we go hey hey hey look who's here alone again naturally whatever okay love bird
08:02how's married life it's it's excellent she's so delicious oh my god delicious she's the best of the
08:13best enough about us tiff what's going on with your life seriously well you guys know ronnie will be
08:22here very very very soon oh god i think when he comes yeah i think i want to propose to him
08:34you crazy dude i've decided to propose to ronnie because i'm at a point in my life where i'm not
08:44willing to be patient anymore like i want my beautiful perfect life and i want it now
08:49so i'm not going to do long distance i'm not going to put myself in a situation where
08:54i'm having like a relationship with someone that i can only see
08:56for three months and then they have to leave for three months four months five months i'm not doing it
09:01again but i love him so i love my dog i don't propose to it i just what why why you want to do
09:12that be patient just don't work out at the end you know there's definitely that fear of like am i
09:20rushing into this am i making the right choice i want him here i'm either gonna have to wait for him
09:26or i can just make it happen myself do you think he's gonna say yes
09:32you better say yes i'm breaking up with him i'm happy for you thanks i really am
09:38i am truly okay cheers to that first to that and i love it okay so i need you guys to help me plan
09:44this thing you know i'm willing you know that i'm gonna be i have a stepdad now to help me paper it
09:50that's right okay i'm getting cold okay
10:00we're gonna get some ice cream i never had ice cream before you definitely have had ice
10:07cream before what are you talking about this is my second time your second time having ice
10:11ice cream sit back my girl sit back is your seatbelt on properly yeah good my girl so i picked the kids
10:18up today and i want to kind of bring up the fact that i might potentially be thinking about proposing
10:25to ronnie or getting married to ronnie and see kind of what they say or get a feel for how they feel
10:30about it so we're getting on here yeah i've made the mistake in the past of maybe not always making
10:40the best choice for us as a family and even though the kids do know ronnie we've all hung out together
10:52and it's always been great but if i tell my kids hey this is something that i really want and they
10:58were to tell me like absolutely not we're not happy with it i wouldn't be able to do it
11:04and that scares the out of me
11:10it's good yeah
11:16ronnie will be back in a few days like how do you feel about ronnie in general
11:21i don't know i don't know he's he's a cool guy tell me you're the truth okay what if i told you
11:28that i want to marry
11:37we're almost home girls
11:51i'm kenny i'm 62 and originally from saint petersburg florida and i'm armando i'm 37 originally from san
12:06felipe mexico and we're back home see i'll show you up this way this is
12:14our apartment building our 98 journey began eight years ago when kenny and i met online about a year
12:23later he decided to come down to mexico and so we met and um from there hit it off to our future
12:29we got engaged really quick after i came to mexico and then we got married
12:39and here we are six years later happily married we live in mexico city now we've been living here for
12:44the last two years i convinced Armando to move to mexico city for about five weeks to see if he liked it
12:53it just depends on once we're there i see how i feel how things look
12:58i'm doing this for you because i know you want to experience it and i'm kind of going out of my comfort zone
13:14and when he came what happened i liked it i enjoyed it you loved it
13:21hello hi oh my gosh you know my baby's cooking his favorite thing tacos well cheers to tacos
13:39to life and to changes coming someday changes someday cheers well we've had a lot of changes
13:46i wasn't expecting that there's something i want to talk to you about you know i love mexico city
13:59it's been really fun having said that i think i'm ready to move what wait a minute
14:09you're kidding right no i can't find myself here anymore i've been trying to be happy here in mexico
14:20city and i've been trying to embrace the culture but it's almost too busy for me uh too many people
14:26the traffic just the hustle and bustle of a city is has gotten to be too much i am a small town guy
14:33so i think what's best for me is to move back to my hometown of san felipe but it's also a little
14:38more personal than that i did run away from my hometown i was afraid to be gay in my hometown and
14:44i was afraid to be looked down upon frowned upon but things have changed now i'm more comfortable
14:50with who i am and i'm ready to show that to the world and more so show that to the place i ran from
14:57where would you want to freaking go my hometown no i used to i told wait a minute wait a minute wait a
15:05wait but no wait one sec why is that i'm like no freaking way because we talked about this from
15:13the moment i moved to mexico and we went to san felipe you're talking right i said i would never live
15:19here there's two reasons why i thought of my hometown because i it's my hometown it's
15:25where i love it too this to you might be stupid um
15:33when i moved to be with you i remember saying i'm i'm leaving my hometown because i can't live here
15:39i can't be seen with the guy so it feels like i ran away and i'd like to be able to go back
15:46almost like a full circle thing and i feel like it's it's like almost like closure for me i don't
15:52well i don't know why you're acting so mad the thing is you didn't even give me an inkling that
15:58because that something was off i'm really do feel blindsided i thought we were doing so great here
16:10everything was going wonderfully i'm just really surprised he wants to go backwards and go back to
16:16a small town to his hometown it bothers me because i thought everything was going great
16:23when do you want to move well our contract's almost up so i was thinking that's in less than two months
16:31i just i need to think on it
16:42i've had a little bit of time to cool off and process everything that armando laid on me oh baby
17:03baby finally a bench opened up i know busy here today i'm still very disappointed about it
17:12i'm upset about it this is a big decision to make now that i have time to mull over all this
17:19i think it's time to have a conversation with armando about it
17:24so what's up babe um i love visiting san felipe i love visiting your family there
17:32it's just not someplace i ever thought that i ever thought about living or wanting to live
17:37i ran from my hometown when i was 19. i get it but you don't always have to get approval from
17:45everybody i know it's for it's my own fulfillment like in my mind being there walking living grocery
17:52shopping just being myself with my husband i feel like i need that
17:57well you're gonna get it
18:08really i'm willing to go to san felipe
18:14listen this is what i want to make clear to you i'm going to give it a year
18:18and if i want to leave after a year i want you to say okay okay i would never think in a million
18:29years i would move to san felipe mexico it almost seems like it's a step backwards but i know it
18:34would mean a lot to armando to move there to go back to his hometown and i do know hannah would be
18:39very excited about it because she would love to be closer to her cousins and her grandparents well
18:45thank you thank you babe i know it's a big sacrifice for you to move to san felipe i know it's not easy
18:49but thank you
18:54now we just have to tell hannah and my parents oh my god
19:07okay we just got here in the round battle here in the state of mexico
19:12this is the ride right here
19:16this
19:16oh this is so pretty nice huh
19:21we're spending the weekend in the mountains a couple hours from mexico city we rented a place
19:25and my parents actually flew in from my hometown of san felipe to visit kenny and i and hannah as
19:30well and it's time to tell our big news we gotta let them know that we're doing this not sure how
19:34they're going to take it but i really hope that they're on board and that they embrace our plans
19:38oh look at the view i'm really really digging this as they say yeah do they say is that old school
19:50am i old i'm supposed to be the old school
19:58we love riding horses together so we're going to take my parents on a horse riding adventure and go
20:03down to the water falls out here which is beautiful
20:08riding horses really makes this morning
20:15not with my parents around no that's kind of the boner killer there but
20:21but you do look good i will say that you look handsome as a cowboy
20:24you're nervous kenny no but we've ridden horses a million times
20:33oh i think yours is farting good enjoy come on go let's race come on let's go
20:43stop kenny slow down get me riding i'm bumping like crazy
20:48i decided i'm going to tell my parents first about the move to san felipe and then i'll tell hannah
20:57i do think my mom's going to be very excited she's going to be happy to have us moving closer
21:02but i am afraid of my dad's reaction he struggled a lot when i came out as gay and when i got together
21:07with kenny
21:24even though things have very much improved since then and he improves of us now
21:28i'm really not sure how he's going to feel about us moving back to my hometown
21:32i know he's evolved a lot but it is a little worrisome just because i don't want to embarrass
21:39him i don't want him ashamed for sure san felipe is a very small town with a very small town mindset
21:45especially when it comes to sexuality so i'm afraid of what people are going to say and how
21:50my dad's going to feel about that he might go back in time he might take steps back but i'm not
21:56willing to do that you know what i mean so i don't know but but yes it could derail
22:01maybe not the move but the relationship with my father
22:09i wanted to talk to you and tell them something
22:13to see what they thought
22:16i don't know what they think and what they think about if we move to san felipe
22:31i put on put on the show soon as i come through the door
22:49ain't been up in heaven though but i'ma show you what i'm on i'ma look let's look right come through the
22:56cry today i'm recording like some videos for alia beauty store i'm creating my own brand
23:04and i create all the videos how you build the websites how you do this and you do that i want
23:09to be a business woman boss hi i'm alia i'm john six years old and i'm from rio de janeiro brazil i'm
23:19sean i live in west solid california and i'm 63. you sell press on nails ponytails press on lashes that
23:31makes my life much easier how's it going almost ready just one one more shot good because i have a
23:41crime coming in an hour our nine-day journey started five years ago i originally met douglas
23:49online and soon found herself meeting up internationally and traveling all over the
23:54world together during our relationship i tried to transition to a woman and i became alia at first
24:01i was a little uncomfortable with this because i fell in love with douglas and not alia
24:06do you think i'm other person now i'm here to find out basically yes like i'm more i'm the same
24:15person that you met the only thing that tended was like the external part and the name and that's my
24:23choice eventually i realized i fell in love with the person on the inside and i asked alia to marry me
24:36sean applied for my k-1 visa and i went to america
24:46got married on the 89th day i believe i am happy to pronounce you husband and wife
24:53you may kiss the bride
24:58by the way i got you a little present what wait there oh my gosh
25:06here it is it's not a million dollars but i know that it's a good present
25:14it's like a bike car
25:16kind of it's my dog man you're a green car
25:21oh my gosh official
25:24oh
25:26hey look at my hair
25:28right actually i look beautiful here oh my gosh
25:35oh my gosh now i finally can have like a bank account i can drive that's amazing i'm so excited for
25:42that i mean i'm not gonna be your personal uber anymore no oh that's gonna be so sad
25:48dun-da-da-da it's really green it's literally is green
25:54this name here doesn't match with my face look
25:57it's alia and look at it look at my picture and look at the
26:02you're halfway there now i need to turn my name
26:05you know it bothers you it bothers me too
26:08i'm really happy to have my green card but i also feel like a step back because the name that's
26:13my document it's still my dad name douglas and that's just like a very uncomfortable situation
26:21because it doesn't feel like that fits the person that i am today
26:25i want to do that as soon as possible because that's something that really bothers me
26:46charlia yes
26:48so today i'm going to meet a very close friends
26:56because i need some girl time so i'm very excited for that
27:04thank you so much
27:05welcome to my facial studio i'm so glad you find me wow i'm here to pamper you make you feel good
27:22have some girl time girl talk yeah so i'm gonna step out i'll let you put this on and then you can get
27:28in the bed face up head at that end and i'll be right back thank you okay i actually met alia at the
27:33tell wall and we had an instant connection i immediately felt like very protective of her
27:40come on over missy get in the bed get comfy so alia is here today for a facial and i'm really excited
27:47because i haven't actually given her a treatment before but this is my happy place and this is where
27:52i feel like i make women feel beautiful and confident and so i can't wait to do that for her
27:58your skin is beautiful by the way thank you you're going through so much change how are you feeling
28:05with all of that yeah i have been in the hormones for i think seven months now and like my bulbs start
28:14growing now and like i noticed that i noticed your little booth looks so cute what is sean saying does he
28:24make any comments about any of the changes no he doesn't make any comments at all really anything
28:31is he ever trying to like get with you or we basically did not get like intimate at all
28:42since that i transitioned sean has not been attracted to me anymore physically or sexually because he is
28:51attracted to the male form he supports me through the time that i started transition but i don't
28:58know it's it just can feel for me i just think that like when you are consumed in a relationship it
29:04can be all about pleasing the other person and when you finally turn the focus to yourself you can
29:10rediscover what alia likes and what do you need what do you want so i got to do a little present
29:17oh yeah i don't think you were expecting this
29:24okay i'll be scared don't be scared don't be scared they're cute little things we were i know
29:31remember yeah right
29:36and it's fully submergible so i think you should like make a nice hot bath with like bubbles and bath
29:43oil lay in the bathtub put it in just feel feel all the feels oh my god okay babe you're all done
29:52thank you so much you're so welcome
30:00are you excited can't wait to make the hour drive into the downtown of los angeles during the rush hour
30:05yay sean is very excited so we are in our way to talk to a lawyer today we have an appointment and
30:15we will be talking about me attending my first name so that's very exciting
30:20okay we're here here you go nervous i'm excited i'm not nervous hi how's it going hi how are you good
30:39good to see you we made it yay good to see you new to get here eventually yes eventually
30:45okay i love the view here oh my gosh it's nice so first things first congratulations
30:53on the approval oh my god that is my green card very good there's very great one small issue about
31:01this what's the problem one part of this doesn't quite work the name so we have two options we could
31:10move forward with changing your name now it's just potentially going to be more difficult there's
31:15going to be a lot of paperwork we have to petition with the court we have to change your green card
31:19and then we have to figure out getting your brazilian passport changed and then if they're not going
31:24to accept the court's petition then we're going to have to figure out what extra evidence we need
31:29so that is one of the reasons i i might suggest the second route which is we can change your name
31:35officially at citizenship because then you'll be issued a u.s passport with that name but that would
31:40take forever yeah i mean two years and nine months from the date on your green card we can apply
31:46oh yeah that's very complicated i think 10 my first name it's like a big thing for me because i am
31:53the person to have the name and it's like if i need to call the health insurance and when i go to the
31:59doctor i need to to give them my my dad names and that's like really doesn't make me any happy
32:13it's like
32:15it's so hard like that's in the city you always need to prove who you are it's never easy it's not simple
32:25no sorry it's very upsetting to hear that can take a long time to have my name turned from douglas to
32:38alia you know that no matter what is on a document it doesn't define who you are you know who you are
32:46we could do either way but i absolutely support whatever either of you decide okay it's nice to
32:57think about you're right i didn't need to be patient yes well you know patience isn't your strong point
33:06but you know i'm going to be there for you and we'll figure it out together okay thank you
33:11yeah but we still need to celebrate your green card that you just got and the interview that you just
33:17passed yeah some margaritas sounds good i know okay well we'll be in touch thank you so much
33:41what if i told you that i want to marry
33:49my name is tiffany i'm 34 and i am in love with ronnie and i'm planning on proposing but
33:58i want to make sure that my kids are going to be happy with it first if
34:04they're not cool with it then i'm not going to go through with it
34:07it would be such a shock for me because it's been so long since you
34:14what do you think you need like more time no no no no time it's just i'm just gonna be like
34:18oh yeah i'm not married in a while you're getting married so it's just weird i know but if it does
34:23happen you wouldn't be like disappointed or you'd be happy i'm wildly disappointed i'm just making sure
34:29what would i propose so funny
34:39he's supposed to propose to you i know i'm supposed to him he's supposed to propose
34:43to me i agree with you but i can take you why i just wait i don't want to keep waiting
34:49and if i do wait that means more of him coming and leaving for three months coming or do i just do
34:56it and we can start our life together now my most important thing is that you guys are happy with
35:08everything i make sure that you guys understand how important you are in all of this this is not
35:13only my life it's your life too what would you say you'd cheer for me
35:23i would you too you would cheer would you be like dang finally bring the girl
35:30i honestly want the best for my mom you know i'm happy that she's finally in a relationship that
35:35she's happy with and he's a good guy what do you think of mom's promise
35:40it's really really good it helps you on the outside it makes everything better
35:48you guys ready to go little icebeam girl come on come and eat
35:58come on come on let's get out of here
36:10i am super close to finishing something that i've been working on for a bit
36:22i am almost done writing a song for ronnie uh for the proposal which is crazy to say out loud
36:31but i'm gonna finish this with charlie and see where to go from there
36:35so i have had the incredibly romantic and cringe idea of proposing with a song
36:47this is a a good middle ground where i can you know pour my heart out and tell him how i feel and
36:54make him feel special and loved without having to stand in front of everyone and just say it
36:59it's nice to finally meet you face to face kind of oh for sure since i've never written a song before
37:14i found someone online that writes songs i sent him a message i gave him kind of details of our
37:21relationship up to this point and today is going to be my last kind of meeting with him to do the
37:30final touches on the song that i've made for ronnie with him i'm excited i've heard a lot of the the
37:37recordings but i've never gotten to like see you actually play it do you think you can play like a
37:41little piece and we go yeah sure oh i'm so excited okay i wasn't expecting love until you came along
37:53it's been such a wonderful thing called me you come to maryland we'd fall in love and that's exactly what
38:04you did well it's just my luck that i've fallen in love with someone who loves me like you oh my god
38:14i can't believe you exist i've been looking for this so love you is what i do what do you think i am
38:24at the verge of tears it's super emotional and super like romantic but also it's like funny you know so i
38:31feel like i have to add the f word in there like you're a legend ronnie okay okay uh okay i think
38:39you're so funny you're a legend ronnie here's to you and me that's perfect that's the best i wanted
38:51i've got some practicing to do i'll get it exactly how you wanted and i'll send it over uh within within
38:57the week thanks charlie bye bye so ronnie's gonna be here in three days and now that the song is pretty
39:07much done it's making me realize like wait this is all really happening what if he says no that would
39:15be insane my heart is like racing am i really gonna do this i feel myself starting to really freak out
39:27i want to talk to you guys to tell you something to see what they thought we're moving back to my
39:48hometown of san felipe and i'm not sure how my dad's going to react san felipe is a small town and people
39:54have a very small town mentality there are some homophobes there and i know my dad had struggled
39:59with it in the past i just need to know that we're going to be accepted by my dad otherwise this whole
40:03move is going to be a bad idea what do you think about if we move to san felipe
40:11my mom is clearly happy about us moving back to san felipe but my dad he's sitting there silent
40:33and stoic and it's really hard to read them and nobody's thinking
40:51i talk to my parents what would you feel if we moved to san felipe
40:56and it's okay because like um i'm just thinking about how you're coming back like you said you know
41:17married to me and all that that there's no embarrassment or the right so that we're going to
41:26regresar and that i'm going to be able to return with him or to be married with him
41:31that if we don't feel any pain or something that we're married together in san felipe
41:35hearing him say that he accepts us that he's evolved oh my god
42:02what a weight lifted off my shoulders i think yours too it's very exciting i'm so happy and i'm so
42:08proud of them so this is the moment where i could say i'm blessed blessed to be accepted and loved by my
42:14parents finally so i guess they're happy we're moving to san felipe
42:21whoo thank you look out san felipe here we come uh here we go almost
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