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00:00I have no idea how Ray's body ended up in the back of my van, but I know for a fact that it
00:22wasn't me that put him there. Who do you think did that? I don't know. Your guess is as good as mine.
00:30But it has to be someone from around here. And someone with a good reason to want Ray dead.
00:40They'll have made a mistake somewhere along the way. It's only a matter of time until the truth comes out.
00:56You don't deserve love.
01:00You don't deserve forgiveness. You deserve what's coming to you. And it's going to be brutal. And it's going to hurt.
01:10Just like you've hurt so many yourself.
01:12Are you dealing drugs? Are you dealing drugs?
01:37What? Is Ray getting you to deal drugs?
01:39No. Mum, I'm not doing anything.
01:41No, no, you can tell me, okay?
01:43Mum, it's me. It's me. I wouldn't do that.
01:46Mum, it's me.
01:48Yeah, I'm not kidding. I'm sorry, love. I'm sorry.
01:49No, I'm not kidding. I'm sorry. It's just Dylan's...
02:17he was truly worried about me and about us
02:22and about letting Ray into our lives.
02:25I will never let Ray in this house again, ever, I promise.
02:32You gotta go to work. You'll be late.
02:34Go, go, go.
02:35Go.
02:36People like you don't deserve a life.
02:49You have no idea what I have done for us.
02:51There is no us, okay?
02:53Whatever we had is over.
02:55Get that into your head!
02:58Laurel!
02:59Please, Laurel, don't do this!
03:01Laurel!
03:05Laurel!
03:06Please, just open the door, please!
03:17Laurel!
03:27Come on, come on, come on, come on.
03:29Come on, come on, come on.
03:29Come on, come on, come on.
03:31Go on!
03:32Are you firing the police on me?
03:34No, no, no, no.
03:35No, just as a friend.
03:37It's Nicola, actually.
03:38Oh, sorry.
03:40Can you go?
03:41I will.
03:42I will, just not yet.
03:45I don't want you here.
03:46Oh.
03:49Laurel?
03:50I can't leave it this way.
03:54You mean too much to me.
03:55Can you just hear me out, please?
04:00Please.
04:04Want a cup of tea?
04:06Yeah?
04:07Yeah.
04:08Yeah, okay.
04:08Um, we'll go to the cafe, yeah?
04:09No, no, here's better.
04:11I don't want anyone sticking hand images in.
04:12Okay.
04:14Oh, can I just have my phone, though, Ray, please?
04:16Yes, of course.
04:18After we've talked.
04:20Sit down.
04:23Oh.
04:27Teapot.
04:28Oh, I like how you still use it.
04:31My, um...
04:32My granddad would only have his tea from a pot.
04:36Mm-hmm.
04:39Yeah.
04:40So, uh...
04:43What did Dylan tell you exactly?
04:49That, uh, you...
04:51use him and April to, uh...
04:55that you...
04:56you made them deal drugs.
04:59Please, please don't lie to me.
05:02Please don't lie to me anymore, please.
05:07I won't.
05:10Uh, it...
05:11it's true.
05:14I am a...
05:18a drug dealer.
05:20Oh!
05:23I'm sorry I never told you before, but...
05:26it's not something we advertise, is it?
05:31And would you have even looked at me
05:32if you knew?
05:35Of course not.
05:40I have lived
05:41a dodgy life, Laura.
05:44I've done a...
05:45I've done a lot of
05:47bad things.
05:49Not because I wanted to,
05:51not for fun,
05:52but because I had to.
05:55Law of the jungle.
05:56Get
05:56or be got.
05:58I lived my life by it.
06:01I hated it.
06:02I hated myself
06:03for it.
06:04And then...
06:05then I met you.
06:10It sounds barmy, doesn't it?
06:11I think you saw something in me
06:13that I was worthy
06:14of an ordinary life.
06:17One with...
06:18with kids
06:19and a home.
06:22And for the first time
06:23I could see a future.
06:26A future I could be the real me.
06:28The real you?
06:28Hmm.
06:29You're a monster.
06:30Huh?
06:34Stop calling me that.
06:35Yeah, you...
06:36you terrorize
06:38vulnerable children.
06:39Oh, children?
06:41Never.
06:41Oh, come on!
06:43April and Dylan,
06:44they are teenagers!
06:45Oh!
06:47I was ten
06:48when I sold
06:49my first bag of heroin.
06:51And don't you sit there
06:52judging me.
06:54Because you don't know
06:55what it's like
06:56to be alone.
06:57To be properly alone
06:58with no one
06:59to look out for you.
07:00To care for you.
07:02I know what that's like.
07:03I have known
07:03since I was eight.
07:08I'm sorry.
07:10I told you about my granddad,
07:12didn't I?
07:13Oh, um...
07:14Yeah, there's problems.
07:15There's depression.
07:16We didn't understand it then.
07:18We didn't know
07:19how to deal with it.
07:20But...
07:21I'm mostly happy.
07:25Not been that happy since.
07:28Not till I met you.
07:31And so I had a...
07:33a second chance.
07:35Laura, your hands are shaking.
07:47Hey.
07:48Hey.
07:51Yeah, just...
07:52It's just...
07:52It's just...
07:53It's just...
07:53You know...
07:54What?
07:55It's just like...
07:56I know.
07:57I do know, Laura.
08:00I just think you need a chance
08:01to get your head round it.
08:05And then we'll be fine.
08:07Can we just go in the other room
08:09because I'm ready to go.
08:10Go on.
08:11All right.
08:12Come on.
08:16You take milk?
08:25Oh, love this teapot.
08:27Me and Grandad,
08:38we didn't have two pennies
08:39to rub together.
08:41He tried his best,
08:42but with his depression,
08:44there were some weeks
08:45he just, um...
08:47just couldn't get out of bed.
08:48Weeks?
08:50Well, how'd you get by?
08:51I mean, who looked after you?
08:53Well, I did.
08:54There was no one else.
08:56When the electricity went off,
08:57it stayed off.
08:58When the food ran out,
09:00we went hungry.
09:01Only till Grandad
09:02got back up on his feet,
09:03which he always did.
09:05He didn't ask to be stuck
09:07with a kid.
09:09But he tried his hardest for me.
09:11And then one day...
09:14He got up,
09:15and he was like himself again,
09:17you know?
09:18Like I hadn't seen in months.
09:21And he went out,
09:21and he got some food,
09:23and he made us
09:23a full English.
09:26And he told me
09:27what a great kid I was,
09:28and how lucky he was
09:29to be my Grandad.
09:30And he told me
09:31to stay put.
09:32Huh.
09:33And I should have done
09:34what I was told,
09:35but I never did
09:35what I was told.
09:36Was that what you...
09:38I followed him out.
09:39Yeah.
09:41He had no idea.
09:43No clue.
09:44I saw him as he...
09:47Well, he...
09:48He stepped in front
09:50of a bus.
09:50You saw it.
09:53He never stood a chance.
09:56I watched him as he lay,
09:57all bloodied and gone.
10:00Hmm.
10:01And they found a note
10:01in his pocket.
10:03You know what it said?
10:04It said,
10:04please look after Raymond.
10:06He's a good boy, really.
10:07Well, I'm not so good
10:13now, Grandad.
10:16I was too much for him.
10:18It couldn't even come.
10:19It wasn't your fault.
10:21Wasn't it?
10:23I feel like I've been
10:24paying for it ever since.
10:25I was eight years old
10:26and nobody wanted me.
10:29They put me into care.
10:30I ended up on the streets.
10:32At eight?
10:32I spent the first year
10:33half starved,
10:34half froze.
10:36I was a scrawny little run.
10:37They'd...
10:37They'd just beat up for fun.
10:41It was hard.
10:44And that's when Celia found me.
10:46She gave me food.
10:50She gave me a bed.
10:52She gave me...
10:55a home.
10:58And I would have done
10:59anything for her.
11:01And I did.
11:03But I guess that was the point,
11:04wasn't it?
11:04Because she knew I was desperate.
11:09And now I was hers for life.
11:11What chance did I ever have?
11:14As a child.
11:16No.
11:23Laurel?
11:24I just want to go to the loo.
11:26Am I free to go
11:27on my own house, Ray?
11:31I'm not holding you here.
11:33So I'm free to leave then?
11:36Please don't.
11:39Not until you understand everything.
11:41I'm climbing.
12:07You...
12:08I'm...
12:09I'm believing you...
12:09I'm believing you...
12:10I'm believing you...
12:10What are you going to do with it?
12:32What?
12:33A poker.
12:35Do you really think you'd have to use that on me?
12:38I would never hurt you. I would do anything for you.
12:44If you want to walk out now, I'm not stopping you.
12:48I just... I thought you'd understand why I've done those things.
12:55I do.
12:57Celia manipulated me. She used me. She preyed on me.
13:02Oh, come on. You're not the victim here, Ray.
13:05I mean, you were when you were a child.
13:08I mean, you haven't been a child for a very long time.
13:11And all the things that Celia did to you, you just turned around and you did to others.
13:16To more children. To the young and vulnerable, just like you.
13:20I mean, you must have been doing this for decades.
13:22When you're listening, I had no choice.
13:28No, no, no.
13:29You chose Dylan and April.
13:31Once you were old enough to see Celia for who she is, you could have just got away.
13:36But I didn't want to get away.
13:38You know, Celia, she was sly.
13:40She was controlling. She used me.
13:43She made me use others.
13:44But she was the only person in the world who loved me.
13:50And I love her.
13:52She was my mum.
13:56And I thought you'd understand that now.
13:59And forgive me.
14:00I love you.
14:01You don't deserve love.
14:04You don't deserve forgiveness.
14:06You deserve what's coming to you.
14:09And it's going to be brutal.
14:10And it's going to hurt.
14:12Just like you've hurt so many yourself.
14:14Even still, I love you, Laurel.
14:18And that's why I'm here.
14:20Because I'm leaving today.
14:23And I want you to come with me.
14:25Are you out of your mind?
14:26You just said you can't leave.
14:27Well, it's different now.
14:29Why?
14:30Because of you.
14:31Well, you just think that Celia's going to simply let you leave.
14:36Well, she can't stop us now.
14:38Why, Ray?
14:40Because I have chosen you.
14:44You know, I have a mate with a farm down south where we can live.
14:47It's nothing flashy, Laurel.
14:48But we'd be happy to...
14:49You, me, and the kids.
14:50Where is your conscience?
14:51Where's your faith?
14:53Your ability to forgive?
14:55I know you care about me.
14:56I think one day you can love me if you can just forgive me.
15:01Laurel.
15:03I can never be with you.
15:06Not after everything that you've done.
15:08I mean, I probably don't even know the half of it, do I?
15:11I mean, I could forgive you.
15:13I could.
15:13I could.
15:16If you...
15:17If you try to make up for everything.
15:19Okay, I will.
15:20By handing yourself into the police.
15:26We'll go to prison.
15:28Yeah.
15:29You've earned it.
15:30What I have earned, after all these years of being trapped by Celia, is my freedom.
15:35And I am not giving that up.
15:37I won't let you run away from your crimes.
15:40I will call the police and hand you it myself.
15:43Then you will be killing me.
15:45If I go to prison.
15:47With all the enemies that I have made.
15:50Laurel, then I'm a dead man.
15:51If you can't love me, then at least let me go.
16:02Was it just, um, like...
16:06Was it all just an act?
16:08Yeah?
16:08Was I just a cover-up?
16:12Was any of it real?
16:13You have been the only real thing in my life since I was eight.
16:21I'm trusting you not to call the police and give me my freedom.
16:29Please.
16:29I, uh...
16:51No, I have to do what's right.
16:57Laurel, Laurel, what's right, and what's right is for you to find me, to give me a chance
17:02to be free and live a decent life.
17:05One I didn't even know possible until I met you.
17:09Laurel, I just want a chance to turn over a new leaf and go straight.
17:13And I cannot do that if you call the police.
17:17Please.
17:18Go.
17:19Go, go.
17:20Have a good one.
17:22Have a good one.
17:23And when you're safe, away from Celia, you have to find a way to stop her, please.
17:28Celia, it is done hurting anyone.
17:32I swear.
17:33You saved my life.
17:43You saved my life.
18:12I need out, I need out, I need, um, I need a new passport, identity, the law.
18:19Yeah, I know, it'll cost.
18:21It's a good job I've been saving up, isn't it?
18:24Okay, get it done, let me know.
18:42Get out.
18:45It's not a good time, Arthur.
18:47Tough.
18:55You let him go?
18:56Yeah, I know how it sounds, okay?
18:57But he wants to redeem himself.
18:59He wants a different life, and I didn't want to take that away from him.
19:02Stop, you're not this stupid, Laurel.
19:04No, no, I believe him.
19:05Why?
19:06Because Celia got her claws into him when he was young, okay?
19:10She groomed him, and he couldn't find a way out.
19:13So, you know, he's got one now, hasn't he?
19:15But he lied to you from day one.
19:18He used you, tricked you.
19:19And me.
19:20I mean, I'll hold my hands up.
19:21I was absolutely charmed by Ray.
19:23But it was all an act.
19:24No, it wasn't all an act, because he loved me.
19:27Oh, Laurel.
19:28No, he wanted the fantasy life, the happy ever after.
19:30He wanted me, the kids on a farm and everything.
19:33And I know, I know it sounds really, really mad,
19:36but it also sounds really good.
19:40Yeah, I'm sure.
19:44Thing is, I love him.
19:47And I know that he has done awful things, truly awful.
19:52Awful things, but I love him.
19:55And I couldn't tell him.
19:57Because then he wouldn't leave,
19:59and none of us would be free.
20:01But he shouldn't be free.
20:04You're letting love, if that's what this even is,
20:08cloud your conscience.
20:12Ray used April.
20:16He's a drug dealer, a menace, a criminal,
20:19and you, you'd let him go.
20:21What if he used your feelings to manipulate you,
20:23to escape, because it's what he does.
20:25It's what he's been taught to do his entire life, isn't it?
20:28What if he keeps doing what he's been doing?
20:31Forcing kids to deal drugs, and who knows what else?
20:35Can you really live with that?
20:36What have I done?
20:38What have I done?
20:40Right, look.
20:41Lure him back, and we'll call the police,
20:43because he has to pay.
20:45You can't treat my mum like a scum.
20:48Make her cry.
20:49You got it all wrong, mate.
20:51You're not good enough for her.
20:53She agrees.
20:54Oh, so she rejected you?
20:56Brilliant.
20:56Don't do this, Arthur.
20:57I care about you.
21:02Don't touch me, mummy's boy.
21:04Pots of kettle black, Arthur.
21:06Your mum raised you to be weak,
21:08and weak people get chewed up and spat out by people like me.
21:11It's just the way it is, kid.
21:12I'm sorry.
21:18Oi!
21:22Come on in, Rocky.
21:24Let's see if you've got the ball.
21:25Come on.
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