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Emmerdale 19th January 2026
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00:00I have no
00:29idea how Ray's body
00:32ended up in the back of my van, but I know
00:34for a fact that it wasn't
00:36me that put him there. Who do you think did that?
00:38I don't know.
00:40Your guess is as good
00:42as mine.
00:44But it has to be someone from
00:46round here.
00:46And someone with a good reason
00:50to want Ray dead.
00:53They'll have made a mistake somewhere along the way.
00:57It's only a matter
00:58of time until the truth comes out.
00:59You don't deserve love.
01:14You don't deserve forgiveness.
01:16You deserve
01:17what's come to you and it's going to be brutal
01:20and it's going to hurt
01:21just like you've hurt so many yourself.
01:26Are you dealing drugs? Are you dealing drugs?
01:50What?
01:51It's Ray getting you to deal drugs.
01:52No.
01:53Mum, I'm not doing anything.
01:54No, no, you can tell me, okay?
01:56Mum, it's me.
01:57It's me. I wouldn't do that.
01:59Mum, it's me.
02:01Yeah, I'm not kidding. I'm sorry, love.
02:02I'm sorry.
02:06It's just Dylan's...
02:07said that Ray's been making him
02:09and able to deal drugs.
02:11What?
02:12I know, it sounds crazy.
02:15Ray!
02:17I don't...
02:18I don't believe it.
02:19I don't believe it.
02:19I don't believe it.
02:20I don't believe it.
02:20I don't believe it.
02:20I don't believe it.
02:21I don't believe it.
02:22I don't believe it.
02:23I don't believe it.
02:24But do you?
02:27Yeah.
02:28Yeah.
02:30Yeah, Dylan was, um...
02:32He was truly worried
02:33about me and about us
02:35and about letting Ray into our lives.
02:39I will never let Ray
02:40in this house again.
02:42Ever.
02:43I promise.
02:44You've got to go to work.
02:47You'll be late.
02:48Go, go, go.
02:49Go.
03:00People like you don't deserve a life.
03:02You have no idea
03:03what I have done for us.
03:05There is no us, okay?
03:06Whatever we had is over.
03:08Get that into your head!
03:11Laurel!
03:12Please, Laurel,
03:13don't do this!
03:14Laurel!
03:18Laurel!
03:22Laurel, please!
03:26Laurel!
03:28Please, just open the door.
03:29Please!
03:30Laurel!
03:40Come on, come on, come on.
03:42Pick up, pick up, pick up, pick up, pick up.
03:43Go, go, go, go!
03:46You firing the police on me?
03:48No, no, no, no, no.
03:49No, just as a friend.
03:50It's Nicola, actually.
03:51Oh, sorry.
03:53Can you go?
03:54I will.
03:56I will, just not yet.
03:57I don't want you here.
03:59Oh.
04:02Laura?
04:06I can't leave it this way.
04:07You mean too much to me.
04:10Can you just hear me out, please?
04:13Please.
04:17Want a cup of tea?
04:19Yeah?
04:20Yeah.
04:21Okay, we'll go to the cafe, yeah?
04:23No, no, here's better.
04:24I don't want anyone sticking her images in.
04:26Okay.
04:27Can I just have my phone, though, Ray, please?
04:30Yes, of course.
04:31After we've talked.
04:33Sit down.
04:36Oh.
04:40Teapot.
04:42Oh, I like how you still use it.
04:44My, um...
04:46My granddad would only have his tea from a pot.
04:52Yeah.
04:54So, uh...
04:56What did Dylan tell you exactly?
05:02That, uh, you...
05:04Use him and April to, uh...
05:08That you...
05:09You make them deal drugs.
05:14Please don't lie to me.
05:16Please don't lie to me anymore, please.
05:19I won't.
05:20I won't.
05:23Uh...
05:24It's true.
05:28I am a...
05:31A drug dealer.
05:37I'm sorry I never told you before, but...
05:41It's not something we advertise, is it?
05:43And would you have even looked at me if you knew?
05:48Of course not.
05:53I have lived a dodgy life, Laura.
05:57I've done a...
05:58I've done a lot of bad things.
06:03Not because I wanted to.
06:05Not for fun.
06:06But because I had to.
06:08Law of the jungle.
06:09Get or be got.
06:11I live my life by it.
06:14I hated it.
06:15I hated myself for it.
06:17And then...
06:19Then I met you.
06:23It sounds barmy, doesn't it?
06:25I think you saw something in me that I was worthy of an ordinary life.
06:30One with...
06:31With kids and a home.
06:35And for the first time I could see a future.
06:39A future where I could be the real me.
06:41The real you?
06:42Hmm.
06:42You're a monster.
06:43Huh?
06:47Stop calling me that.
06:49Yeah.
06:49You terrorise vulnerable children.
06:52Oh.
06:53Children.
06:54Never.
06:55Oh, come on.
06:56April and Dylan, they are teenagers.
06:59Oh.
07:01I was ten when I sold my first bag of heroin.
07:04And don't you sit there judging me.
07:08Because you don't know what it's like to be alone.
07:10To be properly alone.
07:12With no one to look out for you.
07:14To care for you.
07:15I know what that's like.
07:16I have known since I was eight.
07:22I'm sorry.
07:24Told you about my grandad, didn't I?
07:26Oh, um.
07:27Yeah, there's problems.
07:29There's depression.
07:30We didn't understand it then.
07:32We didn't know how to deal with it.
07:34But.
07:36We were mostly happy.
07:38Not been that happy since.
07:39Not till I met you.
07:44And thought I had a...
07:46A second chance.
07:49Laura, your hands are shaking.
08:01Hey.
08:02Hey.
08:04Yeah, I just...
08:05I just...
08:06It's just...
08:06You know.
08:07What?
08:08It's just like...
08:09I know.
08:10I do know, Laura.
08:13I just think you need a chance to get your head round it.
08:18And then we'll be fine.
08:20Can we just go in the other room?
08:22Because I'm ready to go.
08:23Cool.
08:24Hi.
08:25Come on.
08:27You take milk?
08:38Oh, love this teapot.
08:41Oh.
08:42Oh.
08:50Me and grandad, we didn't have two pennies to rub together.
08:54He tried his best.
08:56Well, with his depression, there were some weeks he just, um...
09:00Just couldn't get out of bed.
09:02Weeks?
09:03Well, how'd you get by?
09:04I mean, who looked after you?
09:06Well, I did.
09:08There was no one else.
09:09When the electricity went off, it stayed off.
09:12When the food ran out, we went hungry.
09:14Only till grandad got back up on his feet, which he always did.
09:19He didn't ask to be stuck with a kid.
09:22But he tried his hardest for me.
09:24And then one day...
09:26He got up and he was like himself again, you know?
09:31Like I hadn't seen in months.
09:34And he went out and he got some food.
09:36And he made us a full English.
09:39And he told me what a great kid I was and how lucky he was to be my grandad.
09:43And he told me to stay put.
09:45And I should have done what I was told, but I never did what I was told.
09:50Was that what you...
09:51I followed him out.
09:53Yeah.
09:55He had no idea.
09:56No clue.
09:57I saw him as he...
10:00Well, he...
10:01He stepped in front of a bus.
10:05You saw it?
10:06He never stood a chance.
10:07I watched him as he lay, all bloodied and gone.
10:13Hmm.
10:14And they found a note in his pocket.
10:16You know what it said?
10:17It said, please look after Raymond.
10:19He's a good boy, really.
10:20Well, I'm not so good now, grandad.
10:29I was too much for him.
10:31It couldn't even come.
10:33Wasn't your fault?
10:35Wasn't it?
10:36I feel like I've been paying for it ever since.
10:38I was eight years old and nobody wanted me.
10:42They put me into care.
10:43I ended up on the streets.
10:45At eight?
10:46I spent the first year half starved, half froze.
10:49I was a scrawny little run.
10:50And they'd just beat up for fun.
10:54It was hard.
10:58And that's when Celia found me.
11:01She gave me food.
11:03She gave me a bed.
11:05She gave me...
11:08a home.
11:11And I would have done anything for her.
11:14And I did.
11:16But I guess that was the point, wasn't it?
11:18Because she knew I was decimal.
11:20And that was hers for life.
11:25What chance did I ever have?
11:28As a child?
11:30No.
11:32Hmm.
11:32Laurel?
11:37I just want to go to the loo.
11:39Am I free to go on my own house, Ray?
11:44I'm not holding you here.
11:46So I'm free to leave then?
11:50Please don't.
11:52Not until you understand everything.
11:54todosountain party.
12:18Like pass...
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12:23What are you going to do with it?
12:41What?
12:42A poker.
12:44Do you really think you'd have to use that on me?
12:48I would never hurt you.
12:50I would do anything for you.
12:52If you want to walk out now, I'm not stopping you.
12:56I just...
12:57I thought you'd understand.
13:00I've done those things.
13:03I do.
13:05Celia manipulated me.
13:08She used me.
13:09She preyed on me.
13:10Oh, come on.
13:12You're not the victim here, eh?
13:15I mean, you were when you were a child.
13:17You haven't been a child for a very long time.
13:19And all the things that Celia did to you, you just turned round and you did to others.
13:25To more children.
13:26To the young and vulnerable, just like you.
13:29I mean, you must have been doing this for decades.
13:33When you're listening, I had no choice.
13:36No, no, no.
13:37You chose Dylan and April.
13:40Once you were old enough to see Celia for who she is, you could have just got away.
13:44But I didn't want to get away.
13:46You know, Celia, she was sly.
13:49She was controlling.
13:50She used me.
13:51She made me use others.
13:52But she was the only person in the world who loved me.
13:58And I love her.
14:01She was my mum.
14:05And I thought you'd understand that now.
14:07And forgive me.
14:08I love you.
14:10You don't deserve love.
14:13You don't deserve forgiveness.
14:14You deserve what's coming to you.
14:17And it's going to be brutal.
14:19And it's going to hurt.
14:20Just like you've hurt so many yourself.
14:23Even still, I love you, Laurel.
14:27And that's why I'm here.
14:28Because I'm leaving today.
14:31And I want you to come with me.
14:33Are you out of your mind?
14:34You just said you can't leave.
14:36Well, it's different now.
14:37Why?
14:38Because of you.
14:39Well, you just think that Celia's going to simply let you leave.
14:45Well, she can't stop us now.
14:46Why, Ray?
14:49Because I have chosen you.
14:52You know, I have a mate with a farm down south where we can live.
14:55It's nothing flashy, Laurel.
14:56But we'd be happy to...
14:58You, me and the kids.
14:58Where is your conscience?
15:00Where's your faith?
15:01Your ability to forgive?
15:03I know you care about me.
15:05I think one day you can love me if you can just forgive me.
15:09Laurel.
15:12I can never be with you.
15:14Not after everything that you've done.
15:17I mean, I probably don't even know the half of it, do I?
15:20I mean, I could forgive you.
15:21I could.
15:22I could.
15:24If you...
15:25If you try to make up for everything.
15:27Okay, I will.
15:29By handing yourself into the police.
15:35We'll go to prison.
15:36Yeah.
15:37You've earned it.
15:38What I have earned after all these years of being trapped by Celia is my freedom.
15:44And I am not giving that up.
15:46I won't let you run away from your crimes.
15:48I will call the police and hand you it myself.
15:51Then you will be killing me.
15:54If I go to prison.
15:56With all the enemies that I have made.
15:58Laurel, then I'm a dead man.
15:59If you can't love me, then at least let me go.
16:11Was it just, um, like...
16:14Was it all just an act?
16:16Yeah?
16:17Was I just a cover-up?
16:18Was any of it real?
16:22You have been the only real thing in my life since I was eight.
16:29I'm trusting you not to call the police and give me my freedom.
16:35Police.
16:38Police.
16:38No, I have to do what's right.
17:05And what's right is for you to find me, to give me a chance to be free and live a decent
17:13life.
17:14One I didn't even know possible until I met you.
17:18Oh, I just want a chance to turn over a new leaf and go straight, and I cannot do that
17:23if you call the police.
17:26Please.
17:27Go.
17:28Go, go.
17:29Have a good one.
17:30What have you?
17:31And when you're safe, away from Celia, you have to find a way to stop her.
17:36Please.
17:37Celia is done hurting anyone.
17:40I swear.
17:41Celia, you saved my life.
17:48Celia, you saved my life.
17:55Celia, you saved my life, and one of the things that I have happened to
17:57have to be.
17:58I know it.
17:59Can't wait for a new life to go out by your house.
18:00What am I doing to become an centres?
18:01I can't wait for someone to come out and say hello.
18:05I have to leave you alone, but you have to.
18:07I'm sorry for that.
18:10No way, it's a way to live.
18:15Yeah, I need out. I need out. I need, um, I need new passport, identity, the lot.
18:27Yeah, I know it'll cost. It's a good job I've been saving up, isn't it?
18:32Okay, get it done, let me know.
18:45Get out. It's not a good time, Arthur. Tough.
19:03You let him go? Yeah, I know how it sounds, okay? But he wants to redeem himself. He wants a different life, and I didn't want to take that away from him.
19:11Stop, don't you? You're not this stupid, Laurel. No, no, I believe him.
19:13Why? Because Celia got her claws into him when he was young, okay? She groomed him, and he couldn't find a way out, so, you know, he's got one now, hasn't he?
19:24But he lied to you from day one. He used you, tricked you, and me. I mean, I'll hold my hands up. I was absolutely charmed by Ray. But it was all an act.
19:32No, it wasn't all an act, because he loved me. Oh, Laurel.
19:36No, he wanted the fantasy life, the happy ever after. He wanted me, the kids on a farm and everything. And I know, I know it sounds really, really mad, but it also sounds really good.
19:48But... Yeah, I'm sure.
19:52The thing is, I... I love him.
19:56And I know that he has done awful things, truly awful, awful things, but I love him.
20:03And I couldn't tell him, because then he wouldn't leave, and none of us would be free.
20:09But he shouldn't be free.
20:12You're letting love, if that's what this even is, cloud your conscience.
20:20Ray used April.
20:24He's a drug dealer, a menace, a criminal, and you, you let him go.
20:29What if he used your feelings to manipulate you to escape, because it's what he does.
20:33It's what he's been taught to do his entire life, isn't it?
20:36What if he keeps doing what he's been doing?
20:40Forcing kids to deal drugs, and who knows what else?
20:43Can you really live with that?
20:45What have I done?
20:46What have I done?
20:48Right, look.
20:49Lure him back, and we'll call the police, because he has to pay.
20:54You can't treat my mum like scum.
20:56Make her cry.
20:58You got it all wrong, mate.
20:59You're not good enough for her.
21:01She agrees.
21:03Oh, so she rejected you?
21:04Brilliant.
21:05Don't do this all for her.
21:05I care about you.
21:10Don't touch me, mummy's boy.
21:12Pots of kettle black, Arthur.
21:14Your mum raised you to be weak, and weak people get chewed up and spat out by people like me.
21:19It's just the way it is, kid.
21:21I'm sorry.
21:26Oi!
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