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00:01Previously, my dog.
00:02I had a car accident. Lost a lot of my memory.
00:05I want my daughter's heart back.
00:06I think I better give them a call.
00:07Best ask for Michael Hamda.
00:09Yunus agreed to send the heart.
00:10Does the board know what you just did?
00:11You put our accreditation at risk.
00:13It doesn't matter how drawn I am to you. This can't happen again.
00:15I'm not looking for anything serious.
00:17The only thing you care about is Danny. He's gone and that's still all that matters.
00:20I keep flashing on that damn snow globe.
00:22Memory seizures. I've read about that.
00:25Your father filed an HR complaint against Dr. Larson.
00:28And a week later, he's gone.
00:48Talking won't change anything.
00:50Perhaps not, but your silence won't either, will it?
00:54You have cancer. You could die.
00:57What do you want from me? I'm just trying to get through the day.
01:00Ah. Stoicism.
01:03A highly overrated virtue.
01:06Vulnerability.
01:09Oh, that's a lovely kind of courage.
01:12Besides, you can't expect your wife to carry all the pain for the both of you.
01:16I see the strength in you.
01:17I see the strength in you.
01:20But there's also something else.
01:23I'm scared.
01:25Surgery scary. Cancer more so.
01:29I don't know how to do this.
01:31You don't have to do it alone.
01:32Hey, I'm here.
01:36You don't have to do it alone.
01:37You don't have to do it alone.
01:39Hey, I'm here.
01:41I'm here.
01:42I'm here.
01:44I'm here.
01:47I don't know.
02:17Hey.
02:25You back there again?
02:27Yeah.
02:28Anything new on your mystery man?
02:29No.
02:30It's the right place, but, yeah, nothing new on the man in the crowd.
02:34Well, it may not even be about him.
02:36What do you mean?
02:37Katie called this morning.
02:38She knows you've been going there every day.
02:40She also knows why that snow globe is so triggering.
02:43Okay.
02:44Uh, do you want to tell me why?
02:46She doesn't want to talk about it.
02:48But she's worried and doesn't want you to keep going there chasing your tail.
02:52Okay, why would she lie to me about it?
02:55And why is she communicating through you?
02:58You've been pretty distracted since all this came up, I think.
03:00She's afraid you're slipping into old patterns?
03:02Well, I'm not.
03:04And I will deal with her directly.
03:10I guess I better get home another night like this
03:15and I'll be the one sleepwalking.
03:16Well, we can help you with that.
03:19Actually, there's a band I'd like to check out tonight.
03:22I can change my flight again.
03:24Zero pressure, Doc.
03:27Yeah, yeah, sure.
03:28Why not?
03:29Sounds like fun.
03:29Hi, Hannah.
03:41How are you?
03:42Fine.
03:43Thanks.
03:47Everything okay?
03:54Daughter drama.
03:55She's a teenager.
03:57It's a bit more than that.
04:04Okay, interns.
04:06Dr. Heller is on a later call today
04:07and Dr. Ridley's out at a medical conference,
04:10so I've been assigned to wrangle you.
04:13I want to review all of your patient exams,
04:15flag every abnormal lab,
04:17and impeccable charting today.
04:18All right, all right, all right, all right, all right.
04:28I appreciate it.
04:29I should get shot more often.
04:30I thought you were back till next week.
04:32Hey.
04:33No way I'm sitting on the sidelines
04:35while Dr. Ridley plays Hunger Games with my career.
04:38Man of the hour.
04:39Please don't.
04:40Let's get to it.
04:41We have a code orange arriving momentarily.
04:44The inmate has a possible poisoning.
04:46He's a convicted felon with a violent history.
04:48Armed robbery, aggravated assault, gang affiliations.
04:52He'll be treated and guarded in the lockdown room.
04:54No one enters without clearing security protocols
04:57with his corrections officers.
04:58I'll take him.
05:00My folks are both cops.
05:02I know how to deal with these guys.
05:04Come on.
05:04Hold this thing, man.
05:06Let's go.
05:06Take it easy.
05:07Don't just stand there.
05:09Come on.
05:09Help me.
05:11Lockdown room for you then.
05:14Short of breath?
05:15At my age, I'm shorting a lot of things.
05:17My boxing days are long gone.
05:25Take a breath.
05:29You're not moving much hair.
05:31How long have you had this rash?
05:33About a few months.
05:36Pressure's up.
05:37You got any pain in your chest?
05:39Here and there.
05:40If I'm being honest, I'd say I'm over here lately.
05:43I am afraid you have advanced vasculitis.
05:48And I was hoping the tears of blood were a sign from God.
05:52It's your immune system attacking your blood vessels.
05:56I'll start steroids to calm it, but I want to be honest with you.
05:59Every organ in your body is under fire.
06:03It's hard to cure.
06:05And the treatment will feel worse than the disease.
06:09If this is God's path for me, I guess, I'll have to see where it leads.
06:15Well, I'll be leading you today.
06:16He's fully restrained.
06:20So if you need to end shackle and play a part of your exam, I'll come in.
06:23I'm also watching from out here.
06:26Any concerns at all, just give me a signal.
06:29Is he dangerous?
06:30He likes to fight in the yard, but never attacked any CO or civilian.
06:33He was poisoned, though, so someone's in the habit of something he did.
06:36You're good to go.
06:43Hi, Malcolm.
06:44I'm Dr. Coleman.
06:46Did the oral lidocaine help with your pain?
06:54Yeah.
06:55Pain's gone.
06:56It's been like that for how long?
06:57Two hours.
06:58And that ain't the only end that's coming out of.
07:01Mind if I examine you?
07:03Go ahead, man.
07:04I don't bite.
07:06Open out.
07:14Any idea what they gave you?
07:15Nah.
07:17Somebody must have spiked my breakfast.
07:19You looked away from your tray?
07:21Hey, man.
07:21They got all kinds of tricks on the inside.
07:23Last year, a guy got killed with crushed asthma inhaler powder.
07:26Two weeks into his stretch.
07:31I need to know what's going on inside your stomach.
07:33Means a camera down your throat to take a look.
07:35But first, I need to take you back in.
07:39You can't just take my word for it?
07:40I'm afraid not.
07:43So?
07:45How's it going so far?
07:46Uh, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
07:49Well, Dr. Ridley's email said to give you a wide berth today, so...
07:53I think that's her way of saying you're a serious contender.
07:55Well, what do you think?
07:57Uh, it doesn't matter what I think.
07:58What matters is why you want the responsibility.
08:01What?
08:07I have interns to corral.
08:12Can you give Chaplain O'Leary a gram of methylprednisolone?
08:16He's in for a hard fight.
08:18I would not have gotten through my divorce without him.
08:20Talked me out of first-degree murder.
08:21Twice.
08:22He was one of the first people to visit me after my accident.
08:27Morning.
08:30Heard you admitted Eamon.
08:32It's a shame.
08:33It is.
08:37Something wrong?
08:38Obviously, you can do what you want.
08:40But the sister of a patient is pretty public.
08:44Pretty fast.
08:45Eamon, listen.
08:46Don't bother.
08:47I'm a grown-up.
09:02I can't access an organ, and I can't list my patient.
09:05It's not just you.
09:05It's the entire hospital.
09:07Eunos has suspended our transplant program.
09:09Okay, well, that can't be a coincidence.
09:10We lied to him during the hostage crisis.
09:16I heard this morning, Michael.
09:19We have a formal review with the Organ Oversight Committee today at 6.
09:22I thought we were in the clear.
09:24Apparently not.
09:25You have any transplants scheduled?
09:27Dr. Heller has one to list.
09:29And so far, three other potential candidates looking to be ready by the end of the week.
09:33Well, I've set a board meeting for this afternoon.
09:36We can formalize our response before the review.
09:38Be prepared with the narrative.
09:42What do we do now?
09:43You don't do anything.
09:44You'll be called as a witness since you handled the organ.
09:46You say you were following my orders.
09:48They're going to make you the fall guy for this.
09:50I guess we'll see.
10:03You spoke beautifully.
10:08I don't even know what I said.
10:10That he was a happy child and deeply loved.
10:17Look.
10:18I know you've never been to our chapel.
10:21But when you get back to work, if you need a quiet place, somewhere to think, find hope, reach out, it's there.
10:32So am I.
10:36It means a lot to us that everyone was here.
10:38Are you stalking me?
10:52No.
10:53But we need to talk.
10:54Not about this.
10:56Not today.
10:57I don't even know what this is.
10:59Sorry, I gotta get to class.
11:00Katie, no.
11:01This is obviously upsetting you, and pushing you down is only going to make it worse.
11:06You'll come to the hospital after school, and we will work it through.
11:10Fine.
11:11What up, sis?
11:18Charlie, be serious.
11:19I work here.
11:20You're the one blowing up my phone after I haven't heard from you in months.
11:23It took you four days to get back to me, and now you show up here?
11:26It's about Dad.
11:28He didn't resign.
11:30He was fired.
11:31So I'll come again?
11:32This doctor I work with used to be his chief.
11:35She was a nightmare to work for.
11:37Dad even complained about her at HR.
11:38Remember how squirrely he was when he stepped down?
11:42It was because he didn't want to admit he was forced out.
11:45For standing up to her.
11:46We need to find out exactly what happened.
11:49Do you think you could get into Dad's old emails?
11:51No, I tried after he died.
11:53His personal one didn't have jack about this, and I couldn't get into his hospital one either
11:56because they shut Dad down, too.
11:59What about that friend of yours?
12:00See?
12:01Hospital's got, like, firewalls on top of firewalls.
12:06You need to get into her computer.
12:09How would I do that?
12:11Any side effects from the meds?
12:13Seems that I'm getting my money's worth.
12:16But the Lord only gives us what we can handle.
12:18Right.
12:20I'm sorry, that was insensitive.
12:23Old habit from an old preacher.
12:25Spouting aphorisms to my imaginary flock.
12:28You've done a lot more than that.
12:31You've helped a lot of people over a lot of years.
12:33Wish I could have helped you during your dark days.
12:35I'm sure you tried.
12:38Indeed I did.
12:39By all accounts, I was impenetrable.
12:42Must be like purgatory for you, you know.
12:45Missing that part of your life's journey.
12:48You could say that.
12:53Your oxygen level's dropping.
12:59You're bleeding into your lungs.
13:01Doesn't sound good.
13:02I was hoping the steroids would be enough, but I'm going to start you on an immunosuppressant.
13:07And it is going to be more dangerous for your body.
13:09I have faith in you.
13:10That's all my faith.
13:11Malcolm's tox screens came back negative, and biopsy shows liquefactor necrosis from hydrochloric acid exposure.
13:19Dr. Franco said it's probably toilet bowl cleaner.
13:21So someone did try to kill him?
13:23She said the taste is too strong.
13:24No way to slip it into someone's drink without them noticing.
13:27So he did this to himself?
13:29Looks like.
13:29We have to tell the CEO.
13:31Hold on.
13:31We haven't even talked to the man.
13:33He lied to us.
13:34I know, but even prisoners have a limited right to confidentiality, especially around mental health.
13:38Unless they pose a clear and present danger.
13:40We don't know that yet.
13:41He could be trying to escape, TJ.
13:43He's not Houdini.
13:44He's chained to the bed.
13:45I'm glad you're so confident.
13:46Any other patient, we'd call for a psych consult.
13:49Fine.
13:49Let's call Dr. Walker.
13:50Well, I am not putting her in a room with him until I talk to him myself.
13:56I'm coming with you.
13:59Malcolm, this is my supervising resident, Dr. Matra.
14:03Nice to meet you.
14:04You want to tell us why you drank toilet bowl cleaner?
14:06Why you give a damn?
14:09If you're afraid of what you might do to yourself, or if you're doing this to get away from someone on the inside,
14:14we can talk to the warden about protective custody.
14:16Therapy.
14:17Therapy?
14:18I live in crazy 24-7.
14:20Malcolm, we've done what we can't medically.
14:21You are ready to go back unless there's some reason to keep you.
14:24Oh, y'all just can't wait to get rid of me, huh?
14:25This is a waste of time.
14:27Have a nice trip back to Stillwater.
14:33Wait, wait.
14:33I was trying to get here.
14:41To Westside.
14:44What?
14:44My mom, she's got cancer, but she's down in oncology, and that don't look too good.
14:52To what?
14:53You think we're going to organize a meeting for you?
14:57My mom's got a lot of reasons to be mad at me.
15:00I only know she's here from my cousin.
15:02I just want a chance to make things right before she dies.
15:05If you're lying to us, I'll report all of this to your warden.
15:08I'm not lying.
15:08I'm not lying.
15:08You were right.
15:28It is quiet here.
15:29It's pretty quiet up there, too.
15:36The Lord is a good listener.
15:38Not much of a conversationalist.
15:41Neither am I, apparently.
15:43My daughter, I, I know she, she wants more from me, and I just, I don't know what to say.
16:00I didn't see her at the funeral.
16:04She didn't go.
16:08My husband wasn't happy about it, but I wasn't, I wasn't going to force her.
16:13I didn't even want to go.
16:15It's just...
16:17To see my son like that.
16:20You can visit his grave with her tomorrow, next week, a year from now, whenever you're ready.
16:34I don't think I will ever be ready to go back there.
16:43Oh.
16:45Did you get out of school early?
16:46No, I have a free period after lunch.
16:48I just want to get this over with.
16:50Well, that's not how I wanted to do this.
16:53But here, let's sit.
16:56Okay.
16:59Here it goes.
17:01Um, I lost my brother, and I needed you, but you were so caught up, you couldn't be there for me.
17:09And then you moved out.
17:10I wanted my family back.
17:12I wanted my brother back.
17:14And then you gave me a snow globe at Christmas, and you expected me to be excited about it.
17:23And we fought?
17:25I fought you.
17:26Okay, um, so you found this five days ago.
17:31You said it was just at the bottom of the closet, and before that, you told me you had no idea what I was talking about.
17:36So it seems like...
17:38Are you avoiding something?
17:40No, Mom, don't overthink.
17:42I...
17:43I'm done blaming you.
17:45I just...
17:45I don't want to go back there.
17:47That's all it is.
17:48And I have to go to school, so just let it go.
17:51Please.
17:51No, I won't let it go.
17:55We'll talk more about it later.
17:57I'd like you to be home when I get home from work.
18:06Linda has stage four pancreatic cancer.
18:08She's near the end.
18:09A few hours now, maybe a day at most.
18:11Can we speak with her?
18:12We have her pretty sedated most of the time.
18:14Why?
18:15Her son is here, and he really wants us here.
18:18Son?
18:18He's been in prison, but he's upstairs now.
18:22He's a patient, too.
18:24I know it's a big ask, but can you hold off on Linda's next morphine dose?
18:28Just for a little while while we talk to her.
18:29This is her last chance to see him.
18:48Your kidneys are shutting down.
18:50It's a toxic reaction to the medication.
18:52So what's next?
18:54I'm stumbling our options.
18:56One is too hard on your liver, and the other one puts your heart at risk.
19:00I know you doubt yourself.
19:03You're out of doubts.
19:04You won't scare me if you admit it.
19:06I'm not quite the doctor that I was before the accident.
19:10That must be difficult to accept.
19:13Now there's nothing to do about it, except to keep charging forward.
19:17Medicine is a science.
19:19But it's also an art.
19:22Don't do that.
19:23You did.
19:24Oh.
19:25Many years ago.
19:27The artist is still inside you.
19:30Something will come.
19:32Well, it better, because I'm not giving up on you.
19:34Mrs. Ellison?
19:39Mrs. Ellison?
19:42Can you hear me?
19:45I'm Dr. Coleman.
19:47This is Dr. Matra.
19:49Can we speak with you?
19:53Your son is here.
19:57Can't be.
19:58He's locked up.
19:59He poisoned himself to get out of prison,
20:03so he could see you.
20:05He knows you're angry.
20:07He just wants a chance to apologize.
20:11Apologize?
20:11If there's a chance we could arrange it, would you talk to him?
20:14No.
20:15I'm done with him.
20:17Mrs. Ellison, he went through a lot.
20:19I said no.
20:20Tell him the last thing I want in this world
20:23is to see his face right before I die.
20:26That's enough.
20:28This was a mistake.
20:30You're right.
20:30We'll go.
20:31We're sorry we upset you, Linda.
20:34You were going to keep pushing her?
20:36He's my patient.
20:37You have no idea what he did to her.
20:39And when a woman says no, it means no.
20:42Right.
20:43I'm sorry I wasn't thinking about it like that.
20:45It's fine.
20:48I can't tell Malcolm what she just said.
20:50You think he came here looking for lies?
20:52He came here looking for peace.
20:53Maybe that's what we should give him.
20:55Dr. Matra, the chaplain's spiraling.
20:57Pulmonary hemorrhage, acute renal failure, systemic inflammation.
21:01You added cyclophosphamide?
21:02He wasn't responding to the steroids.
21:05It's an acceptable escalation.
21:07And aggressive and risky, as you can see.
21:09Hey, you're not going in there without me.
21:11I have to check the telemetry.
21:12I'll find you in a few.
21:15Thorotative.
21:17Dr. Ridley put me in charge of you today.
21:20I'm responsible for these patients.
21:21And I want to know your plan before it happens.
21:24Naturally.
21:25So, what do you want to do next?
21:26Therapeutic plasma exchange.
21:28It's incredibly invasive.
21:29Line complications, bleeding, infections.
21:32Well, if you have a better idea, I'm all ears.
21:36Okay.
21:36Try it, but watch his numbers.
21:39I'll write the order.
21:40And prepare him for the worst.
21:41You don't need to tell me that.
21:46Why haven't you discharged Mr. Pitney?
21:48Um, I was about to.
21:49You were supposed to do it after his last dressing change.
21:52Julie said you didn't show.
21:53I'm sorry.
21:54I was tied up with our post-op consults.
21:55No excuse.
21:56Get it done.
22:05You're still here?
22:07Writing up the discharge.
22:08The man's been waiting four hours.
22:10Go and explain to him what is taking so long.
22:13Sorry.
22:14Going now.
22:14Heavy as the head, huh?
22:23Being in a position of leadership always has its challenges, but in this case, I trusted
22:28Dr. Larson's hypothesis that Rosie Cruz had an abscess, which would make the transplant
22:32viable.
22:34Why is Dr. Walker being dragged into this?
22:37Because she was next to you in the command post when all these decisions were made.
22:41Thank you for coming, Dr. Walker.
22:43We'll get to you in a moment.
22:44So, Dr. Hamda, you informed the transplant network you had a test confirming the abscess.
22:49We all know I stuck my neck out.
22:51But three of my people were being held with guns to their heads, and the abscess was ultimately
22:55confirmed when Dr. Larson drained it in the ICU.
22:58You also lied to the Eastside donor unit in writing.
23:01We did what we had to do.
23:02We know that that's what you think, Dr. Heller.
23:03As I understand it, you were the courier for the heart and part of the fabrication at
23:08Eastside.
23:08I was in charge.
23:09He was following my orders.
23:11Dr. Heller, is it true that you and Dr. Larson have been in a consensual relationship?
23:15At that time, no.
23:16But that must have influenced your decision to deceive Eastside.
23:21Dr. Walker, based on your professional opinion, would you say Dr. Hamda's judgment was compromised?
23:26In my professional opinion, I think it's pretty easy to Monday morning quarterback three weeks
23:31later.
23:31But what would you all have done if you were there?
23:33I'd like to think we would have been more forthright and trusting of our partners.
23:38The point is, none of us were informed until all of the key decisions were made.
23:42If this is an exercise in CYA, then maybe you ought to be thanking Dr. Hamda for keeping
23:47you out of it.
23:48I'm not denying anything that occurred that day, so I don't know why Dr. Heller and Dr.
23:52Walker are even here, especially since it's clear you've already made your decision.
23:55We hoped you would have given us some ammunition to fight this.
23:59We could smooth things over with Eastside, but Yunos wants their pound of flesh, and you're
24:03leaving us with our hands tied, Michael.
24:12Well, our patients need organs, so if throwing me under the bus will secure our accreditation,
24:20obviously you need to do what's in the best interest of the hospital.
24:22We appreciate that.
24:24Okay, this is a witch hunt.
24:26You should all be ashamed of yourselves.
24:35You'll have my letter of resignation by the end of the day.
24:37I was happy to get your page.
24:49It's been a few weeks since we spoke.
24:50Not for me.
24:51I have a patient that needs spiritual counsel.
24:54Of course.
24:55Room 617.
25:03I've missed our conversations.
25:06I'm always here for you, you know.
25:08Well, when I want to talk about how the death of my son is God's divine plan, I'll come find
25:14you.
25:23Ventricular tachycardia.
25:24He's in heart failure.
25:25It's myocarditis.
25:26Get a stat echo.
25:27He needs amiodarone.
25:28Hold on, Eamon.
25:40Eamon, I've stabilized you.
25:41It was your heart this time.
25:43Seems like I'm living the book of Job.
25:45I don't know how much more of this your body can take.
25:59We spoke to your mother.
26:01Really?
26:02Yeah.
26:03Can I get in to see you?
26:04I'm sorry, but she's too sick to see anyone.
26:06And honestly, with your restrictions, I'm not even sure we could pull that off.
26:09That's what she say to him.
26:10We told her what you had to do to get yourself here, and she really appreciated that.
26:14Yeah?
26:14It was hard for her to talk, but she wanted me to tell you that she knows you love her,
26:19and she loves you too.
26:21I know when I'm being lied to, Doug.
26:22No.
26:23She wanted you both to let go of what happened in the past.
26:25You didn't even talk to her, did you?
26:27We did talk to her.
26:28We pulled her out of a peaceful rest to give her more pain, to upset her in her final moments
26:33of her life, to advocate for you.
26:36What'd she really say?
26:37She didn't want to see you, which really makes me want to ask, what did you do to her?
26:42That's none of your business.
26:42Well, you asked us to get you in a room with her.
26:45Dr. Matron.
26:46Look, we're done here, all right?
26:47Get out.
26:56Was that really necessary?
26:58He's not ready to be helped.
26:59And why are you so invested in him?
27:01I don't know.
27:02Some people, you can just feel the world working against them.
27:04I know, but he lied to get himself here, and worse, he's lying to himself.
27:10Can't you see that?
27:11I mean, your parents are cops.
27:12Yeah, and they always told me everyone is someone's child.
27:16Find me when his final hemoglobin's in, and we'll discharge him.
27:19He doesn't deserve to lose his job.
27:37He stuck his neck out way further than I did.
27:39That was his decision.
27:41What?
27:42When I went to Eastside that day to get the heart, the nurse saw the wound on my face,
27:47and she knew something was off.
27:49And she went to call the transplant department to confirm my story, and I told her to ask
27:53for Michael.
27:55Forced him to lie to Eastside in writing.
27:58Oh, I didn't know that.
27:59Yeah, so half of this is on me.
28:02Nothing you can do about that now.
28:05You ever read about Our Lady of Akita?
28:10It's a statue of Mary in Akita, Japan.
28:13Wooden.
28:14And on over a hundred occasions, it was seen to be crying.
28:19What people thought were tears of blood.
28:22The belief was, she was taking on our collective suffering.
28:26Whose suffering are you taking on?
28:31Maybe yours.
28:33Oh, I hope not.
28:35Perhaps that's why God put us together today.
28:37So I could heal you instead of the other way around.
28:41I was put on this earth to help people.
28:45If I'm dying, you may be the last chance I have to fulfill my life's purpose.
28:50And if there's one thing I know, it's when people are trying to hide their pain.
28:56It's my daughter.
29:08I failed her.
29:11In the years after Daddy's death.
29:13We used to speak about this quite often.
29:16And I wonder, without your memory, that you're missing what you need to help her now.
29:23I'm sure that much is true.
29:25She didn't go to Danny's funeral.
29:27Did you know that?
29:28What?
29:29She was afraid.
29:31You were trying to protect her.
29:33But those rituals exist for a reason.
29:36Katie never had the chance to mourn her brother that way.
29:38And I don't think you know how to grieve either.
29:42It's still so hard to think about him.
29:48Because I don't want to make it real.
29:51Grief can be a lifelong process.
29:56Which means it's never too late.
29:58I've been praying for you.
30:22Save it for someone else.
30:24Avon's latest labs are back.
30:36Auto-antibodies are zero.
30:38Plex worked.
30:39So the organ damage was too advanced, which is why he's still getting worse?
30:43Or when Plex filtered out the harmful antibodies, it also removed some of the protective immunoglobulins.
30:48I'm not following.
30:49The bad antibodies were attacking his organs, but the body also had healing factors that were trying to fix the damage.
30:55Plex removed both.
30:57So we just have to give him back what he needs.
30:58How?
30:59IV immunoglobulin therapy.
31:01It's a Hail Mary.
31:03Though I'm sure he's a big fan.
31:05Okay, well if it doesn't work, you'll kill him.
31:07It will work.
31:09Okay.
31:09Okay.
31:09Okay.
31:19Let's go.
31:49Right hand.
31:58Time to go.
32:03Your labs are normal.
32:05The prison infirmary can take it from here.
32:12Malcolm, I'm very sorry.
32:16We just found out your mother passed away.
32:19She didn't suffer.
32:20She wasn't in pain.
32:21She just fell asleep and didn't wake up.
32:25It's true.
32:26We just spoke to her doctor and she was at peace in the end.
32:29When I was 17, I started running with the local center.
32:48You know, it was just petty stuff at first.
32:50But before you know it, you're into life.
32:56But I never brought that home with me because of my mom and my little sister, Nala.
33:03She was a smart kid.
33:07Kind.
33:08One of the best laughs you ever heard.
33:11One night, I took her to her favorite pizza spot.
33:15And on our way home, somebody tried to take me out.
33:23They killed her instead.
33:26After that, I was lost.
33:28I just went down the path of darkness, and I just kept doing wrong, you know, until...
33:33Well, you know where I ended up.
33:37It should have been me that died that night.
33:40And I live with that every day.
33:43I just wanted my mom to know that.
33:53I'm sorry all that happened to you.
33:56And I don't know what you believe, but maybe there's a chance your mother and sister are looking down on you.
34:02You still have a life ahead of you.
34:05In prison and at some point in the world.
34:08So how do you want to spend it?
34:09Do you want to keep punishing yourself or whoever else for your mistakes?
34:14Or do you want to be the kind of person your mom could be proud of?
34:18Who your sister could look up to?
34:29For what is worse, the guy I met today who went through all this stuff to make things right for his mother,
34:35he's already on the path he needs to be.
34:37You just got to believe that.
34:39All right, Malcolm, let's get you back, okay?
34:46Yeah, boss.
34:46Aaron, we did it.
35:07You turned a corner.
35:09You'll be back in the chapel in no time.
35:11Good.
35:13Because I wasn't ready to meet him yet.
35:15No, I think we need you around here a little bit longer.
35:23Amon said you worked a miracle.
35:26He would.
35:26So, I got something important I got to tell you.
35:30There's a long path report in there for the UNOS meeting today.
35:34They're coming after Michael.
35:35I want him to resign.
35:37This is going to Rosie's chart to protect them.
35:39You faked a test?
35:40I just wanted to tell you in case anyone asks.
35:42Well, what if they ask why you didn't mention it earlier?
35:45I got a hit in the head, remember?
35:46Oh, come on, Jake.
35:49Look, I was part of the deception that day.
35:52Something I did put Michael in a bad spot.
35:53I'm not going to let him take the hit for that.
35:59Paperwork's in order.
36:00Just make sure to CC the warden.
36:02That tough love you gave Malcolm was exactly what he needed.
36:06You got the truth.
36:07Well, maybe the truth will set him free.
36:08You're a great doctor, TJ.
36:12And you have genuine compassion.
36:14If it wasn't for that, we wouldn't have gotten where we did with Malcolm today.
36:17But every resident needs to learn that one of the most important parts of our job
36:21is navigating hard truths with our patients.
36:24Telling them things they need to hear, even if they might hate us for it.
36:29Thank you for your help today, Chief.
36:34You're welcome.
36:35Go rest that leg, please.
36:37Okay.
36:38Before you go in there, this is the results from Rosie's lung biopsy.
36:52Turns out it came in right before you made that call to Yunos.
36:58I guess in the chaos of that day, it just got misfiled.
37:04Well, this definitely helps our cause.
37:06Let's repeat the renal panel.
37:18Anything changes with our kidney function.
37:20And I need to know sooner than later.
37:21Will do.
37:21Dr. Heller, a word?
37:24Yeah.
37:29That was kind of an ambush, waiting for us outside the conference room.
37:32Well, I didn't want to give you a chance to argue with me about it.
37:34Well, you shouldn't have done it, but I appreciate it.
37:37You can list your patient.
37:40We got our privileges back.
37:41Cleared us on the organ misallocation and issued a letter of warning over the lie to Eastside.
37:46It's not a slap on the wrist, but if we're fully compliant moving forward, we'll be fine.
37:50I'm glad it worked out.
37:52That was a pretty big risk you took for me.
37:56You ever watch war movies?
37:59Never leave a man behind.
38:02Plus, I'm just not in the mood for any more changes in leadership.
38:08Hey, so how'd your day go?
38:12Up and down, but I think I survived.
38:15Harder than it looks, isn't it?
38:16Well, if you have some advice, I'll take it.
38:18There's no right way to lead.
38:20Everybody's got their own style.
38:21Just bring your personality to it.
38:23Well, I think I'm still searching for my style.
38:26Just do what you think's right.
38:27Do it with conviction.
38:28The chips fall where they fall.
38:29I think that'll fit for me.
38:34Okay, well, I am running late.
38:36For a Mia?
38:37No, actually, I'm going to have a date.
38:41Oh, wow.
38:43Yeah.
38:43Hey, you're getting back on that horse.
38:45Yeah, I'm trying.
38:52Oh, well, have fun.
38:53Yeah, you have a good night.
38:55I know I wasn't there for you when your brother died, but I am going to be there for you now,
39:17even when you say you don't need it.
39:20You can't undo what was done.
39:22No one can.
39:23When I think about the mistakes that I made during that time, it seems to me that it was all because I was afraid to face my pain.
39:45And if you learned that from me, then that's something that we're going to work on together.
39:52I said something to you.
40:02Something awful.
40:03Well, you were already forgiven.
40:04But you probably should still tell me.
40:06Get it off your chest.
40:07I said all you cared about was Danny.
40:08In a pretty cruel way.
40:09You were angry.
40:10You were a kid.
40:14And I probably had a coming.
40:15You need to forgive yourself.
40:21Have you ever been to the cemetery?
40:22Once.
40:23But not till his 11th birthday.
40:24With that.
40:25I was a kid.
40:26You were angry.
40:27You were a kid.
40:28And I probably had a coming.
40:33You need to forgive yourself.
40:40Have you ever been to the cemetery?
40:43Once.
40:44But not till his 11th birthday.
40:48But dad, I should have made you go to the funeral.
40:56It was wrong to let you hide just because I wanted to.
41:05Would you go with me now?
41:11I see a house.
41:26Up on a hill.
41:29Through every star.
41:33Standing still.
41:36You see it now.
41:41It's meant for you.
41:44Stop working it out.
41:48Yeah, me too.
41:51But I see it now.
41:55While I'm on the horizon.
42:00You see it now.
42:02Falling out to your face.
42:05I'm sorry.
42:06I'm sorry.
42:07I'm sorry.
42:08I'm sorry.
42:09I'm sorry.
42:10I'm sorry.
42:11I'm sorry.
42:12I'm sorry.
42:13I'm sorry.
42:14Everything okay?
42:15Yeah.
42:16Sorry.
42:17It's work.
42:18I'm on call.
42:19Oh.
42:20So you have to go.
42:22Yeah.
42:23I'll be a while.
42:24But listen, this was a lot of fun.
42:26It was.
42:27Goodbye, Jake.
42:28Have a safe flight.
42:29Have a safe flight.
42:30See it now.
42:31See it now.
42:32See it now.
42:33See it now.
42:34See it now.
42:35See it now.
42:36See it now.
42:37See it now.
42:38I'll be a while.
42:39But listen, this was a lot of fun.
42:40It was.
42:42Goodbye, Jake.
42:44Yeah.
42:45Yeah.
42:49Have a safe flight.
43:15Have a safe flight.
43:45Have a safe flight.
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