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00:01Previously on Doc
00:02Dr. Larson has no recollection of the last eight years.
00:05Did you know he was gonna do this?
00:06If I did, I would have had him committed.
00:07When I really needed you, you weren't there for me.
00:09Go, report me to Joan.
00:11I'm not gonna do that.
00:12Because you still love me.
00:13Part of you still loves Mom.
00:15Part of me always will.
00:16Nosebleaks, naproxen, an IT injection from Mexico?
00:19We need to slow down your treatment.
00:21No, it's working.
00:22We could use a new intern.
00:23You're going to interview them and select the best candidate.
00:26In two months, there will be an official evaluation.
00:29Some of you will not survive it.
00:47Where's the condom?
00:48Oh, uh, yeah. I'll get it.
00:51You know you can leave the sheet, right?
00:53The point is I want to see you naked.
00:55Right. Yeah.
00:57Here.
01:01Just tell me that you found one.
01:04Um...
01:05Got it.
01:08Get over here.
01:13What just happened?
01:15It hasn't happened yet.
01:16I can't see.
01:17What?
01:18Mila, I'm blind.
01:21I'm blind.
01:34What are you doing?
01:39Beignets.
01:40From that place we loved in New Orleans.
01:42How?
01:43Internet and a credit card, baby.
01:45Oh.
01:46You really are trying to get back into my good graces.
01:49Mm.
01:50Is it working?
01:51Very much so.
01:52Mm-hmm.
01:54So how are you feeling?
01:56Any symptoms?
01:57Any memories?
01:58I remember Jake telling me that he loved me.
02:02And then I kissed him.
02:04You kissed him in the memory, or...?
02:05In the on-call room.
02:06Yesterday.
02:07Okay.
02:08Wow.
02:09So, uh...
02:10What now?
02:11Uh...
02:12Verdict's not in yet.
02:15What is that?
02:17I'm in the atonement stage of guilt.
02:23It's a process.
02:25Okay.
02:26Well, I'm here if you need me.
02:27I'm fine.
02:30The results aren't what I'd hoped.
02:32Unfortunately, your platelet count dropped significantly while you were away.
02:35I know.
02:36I felt the decline, so I tested my own blood a few days ago.
02:39Uh...
02:40We've had this conversation.
02:41So, let's not bother having it again.
02:43How long do I have before I'm too exhausted to move, or if I'm really lucky, develop full-blown
02:49leukemia, one to three years, depending on how I respond to treatment?
02:54Somewhere in there.
02:56You'll need regular transfusions, uh... blood, platelets, and we'll need to start the meds soon.
03:02Yeah, of course.
03:03Any new symptoms?
03:04Weakness?
03:05Tremors?
03:06Nope.
03:08So this is going to get rough at some point.
03:11Do you have children?
03:15I have a son, Ethan.
03:17Would he be willing to help?
03:19He doesn't return my call, so I'm going to say no.
03:21Okay.
03:22Well, you have some time to work it out.
03:25But no more trips to developing countries.
03:28You need a stable lifestyle, closer to treatment.
03:31I took the chief of internal medicine job at Westside.
03:34Well, uh...
03:36That's quite a bit more grueling than I would advise.
03:38You stick with the medicine.
03:40I'll stick with the life choices.
03:42And...
03:44Remember HIPAA.
03:45I don't want anyone at Westside thinking I'm anything less than...
03:50Vital.
03:54So she's just making everyone compete, and she's just going to start firing everybody?
03:58More like a Roman Emperor makes the gladiators fight to the death kind of thing.
04:01One thing's for sure, Amy Larson is going to be just fine.
04:04What makes you say that?
04:05Dr. Ridley's her mentor.
04:07Once again, the CMO stacks the deck.
04:10Morning.
04:11Morning!
04:12Hi, I'm Hannah Clark.
04:15I'm an intern.
04:16Amy Larson.
04:17So am I.
04:21Dr. Clark?
04:22Welcome to the Thunderdome.
04:24Our shiny new intern Hannah starts today.
04:27I'm impressed with your choice there.
04:29Less so with how you've been managing Dr. Larson.
04:31I'm sorry.
04:32I'm not exactly...
04:33I'm going to spare you the indignity of lying to me again.
04:36You were aware she gave an unapproved experimental treatment to a patient.
04:41That patient coded.
04:42You helped manage that code, and yet none of this was reported to me.
04:46Let this be a lesson that I will know everything that goes on in my hospital.
04:51And do not, even for a second, contemplate interrogating the interns or nurses to determine how I found this out.
04:58No.
04:59Of course.
05:00I would never do that.
05:01I have no idea what you would or would not do.
05:03And thus far, I am less than dazzled by your judgment.
05:06I understand.
05:07It was a mistake.
05:08It won't happen again.
05:09You're damn right it won't happen again because you are her supervisor and you are expected to perform that duty impartially.
05:15I don't know the current status of your relationship.
05:18But if you both intend to stay here, and clearly no other hospital would take her right now, it ends immediately.
05:25Understood?
05:26Understood.
05:27Good.
05:28Dr. Barrett.
05:29Yeah.
05:30Mind if I tag along?
05:31Of course.
05:34Oh my God.
05:35Wait.
05:36You're a 40-something doctor with partial retrograde amnesia?
05:38I read the case study.
05:39I guess I'm quite the tourist attraction.
05:42I'm sorry.
05:43I don't.
05:44It's just awkward every time I have to explain my situation.
05:47Good morning.
05:48Okay.
05:49You ready for your first day?
05:51Absolutely.
05:52And I brought you a coffee.
05:54Oh.
05:55Your usual as per the barista.
05:57I hope it's not too much of a suck up move.
05:59No, not at all.
06:00That was actually my move back in the day.
06:04So you're both with me today.
06:06Um, Hannah, can you meet us in room 618?
06:09We'll be there in a minute.
06:10Oh, sure.
06:11Okay.
06:15I need you to paint inside the lines today.
06:17Okay?
06:18I'm afraid Matt has a clad skin tumor.
06:25His scans show it's blocking the bile ducts in his liver and causing toxin buildup in his brain.
06:31There are two ways we can deal with it.
06:33The first is a relatively safe radiation treatment we can use to shrink the tumor.
06:37So what does that look like?
06:43He'd be in a coma for a few months.
06:44A few months?
06:45Oh, my God.
06:46To allow time for the tumor to shrink.
06:48But the process damages the liver significantly.
06:52His life expectancy after that treatment would be 5 to 10 years.
06:56But he'd be in good health.
06:58The liver damage would mean daily medications, regular abdominal fluid taps, probably procedures to deal with the dilated blood vessels in his esophagus, and ultimately he might need a liver transplant.
07:11And this is really the only option?
07:13No.
07:14The riskier option would be a major surgery, which could be performed today.
07:18And what are the complications with that?
07:20If he comes through it, he could make a full recovery.
07:23But the chances that he dies on the table are high.
07:27This is an impossible choice.
07:30We'll give you some time to think about it.
07:33I'll be back in a bit.
07:50Hey, Seth.
07:53I'm Dr. Heller.
07:54I'm with Dr. Larson and Dr. Clark.
07:56I can't see.
07:57I know.
07:58We're gonna figure out why.
07:59Uh, Kathy Harper says mom.
08:00Hi.
08:02Seth, what were you doing when this happened?
08:04Nothing.
08:05Just studying.
08:06I mean, I was tutoring this girl in my dorm.
08:09Okay.
08:10Have you taken any drugs or alcohol in the last 24 hours?
08:13No alcohol, but this was finals week, so I took a ton of Adderall.
08:18And then I couldn't sleep, so I took an Advan.
08:20And then I needed more Adderall to stay awake.
08:22Oh, God, Seth.
08:23Um, um, everybody does this stuff.
08:27Potential diagnosis?
08:28I think it's hypoperfusion to the visual cortex, but there's nothing showing up in his MRI.
08:33Uh, that's because it takes four hours for it to show up in a scan.
08:36Right.
08:37Course of treatment?
08:39For Amphamil, 10 milligrams, and Megsulf IV run in over two minutes.
08:43We treat it before we see it, because time is neurons.
08:46Am I ever going to be able to see again?
08:48Of course.
08:49They can treat this.
08:51Uh, we need to work fast.
08:54We were talking about getting married, and now I might lose him forever.
08:59But he wouldn't want to be debilitated for the rest of his life in five years?
09:03I mean, like I said, it could be ten.
09:08No.
09:09We have to try for the surgery.
09:11Are you sure?
09:13Yes.
09:14Okay.
09:15Just need you to sign the consent form.
09:20You said your name's Nathan?
09:21Yeah.
09:22And, uh, who's Grant?
09:24Matt's ex-husband.
09:25They got divorced three years ago. Why?
09:27He's still Matt's legal proxy.
09:29What does that mean?
09:31It means...
09:32He's going to make the decision.
09:43Hey, I hear you want to see me, but first I'd like to introduce you to my daughter, Hannah.
09:48This is Dr. Larson, Chief of Internal Medicine, and my boss.
09:52Dad told me a lot about you.
09:53You too.
09:54He, uh, mentioned that you're, uh, following in his footsteps.
09:58I'm at Case Western, just home for the holidays.
10:01Well, it's great to put a face to the name.
10:04Uh, see you at home?
10:05Yes.
10:06Yeah.
10:07Thanks for coming.
10:08Great meeting you, Dr. Larson.
10:13Shut the door, please.
10:14What's going on?
10:28What is this?
10:29This is security footage of you walking out of a procedure.
10:33You left a patient on the table.
10:36What kind of police state are you running here?
10:38This is not the first time that your colleagues couldn't find you.
10:40I got an emergency call from my son's school.
10:42This was a Saturday.
10:44Since when is the parking lot the best place to take a phone call?
10:48Oh, my God.
10:49The patient was fine.
10:50Yeah, the patient could have stroked out.
10:51But he didn't.
10:53What are you, what are you trying to do here?
10:55Your behavior seems to be getting more erratic.
10:58Erratic? I'm not erratic.
10:59If you are having personal problems, I will approve a leave of absence, but this cannot continue.
11:06I guess the hands don't forget.
11:1210,000 hours.
11:20You okay?
11:22Oh, yeah.
11:23It's just a coping skill.
11:25For anxiety?
11:26Yes.
11:27First day.
11:31I really didn't want to leave with this.
11:33With what?
11:35My father was a doctor here.
11:37Ryan Clark.
11:38I know you won't remember him, but he was an attending in your department for three years.
11:44Wait, your father worked under me when I was chief?
11:46We actually met once here at the hospital.
11:50But when we were introduced this morning, you acted like-
11:53I know, I'm sorry.
11:54I just didn't know how to handle it.
11:57In front of everyone.
12:01He died a few years ago.
12:04Oh, I'm so sorry.
12:07I get it.
12:16Hello?
12:29Hello?
12:30Who is this?
12:34I think all it needs is communication.
12:38Ah.
12:39Hi.
12:41You must be Nathan.
12:42Then I guess you're Grant.
12:43And I'm Dr. Ridley.
12:45Please, take a seat.
12:46Because of Matt's condition, we need to begin treatment immediately.
12:49I-I believe Dr. Matra's explained the options.
12:52I have.
12:53Do you have any questions?
12:55Any-anything you'd like to discuss with Nathan?
12:59No, you can do the radiation.
13:01Hold on.
13:03You're gonna really let him make this decision?
13:05Matt would want more time-
13:06That's not for you to say.
13:08Actually, it is.
13:09Which is why he left me as his proxy.
13:11He cheated on Matt and broke his heart, so clearly Matt just forgot to update the form.
13:16Well, unfortunately, nothing was clear.
13:18They got divorced three years ago.
13:20Matt hasn't spoken to him since.
13:21The-the point is, is that I know Matt a lot better than Nathan, which is why I-
13:25You're the proxy.
13:26It's like you're taking pleasure in this.
13:28You've been together for, what, six months?
13:31Eight.
13:32We had 16 years.
13:33Which ended because you betrayed him.
13:35That's right.
13:36That-that-that is the simplistic version.
13:37Right.
13:38You-you're young, okay?
13:39You have no idea what it feels like to get older.
13:41You know, at a certain point, skydiving is not the top priority anymore.
13:44Maybe not for you.
13:45And maybe you just don't want to be his caregiver.
13:47You really are an S.
13:49Okay, this is becoming highly unproductive.
13:52If you could just give us the room.
13:53Give us a chance to talk.
13:55What now?
14:03Are your nipples sore?
14:08I mean, from all the breastfeeding.
14:10I have no idea what a man would actually do on paternity leave.
14:14Joan, I'm exhausted.
14:16I've been spit up on so many times I stopped changing my shirt.
14:19Get to it.
14:20Dr. Matra wants to override a medical proxy.
14:22She has a good point and she wants her day in court.
14:24Can't you just have the ethics committee handle it?
14:27We don't have time to get that organized.
14:29We need a decision today.
14:31Okay.
14:32I'll be right in.
14:33And change your shirt.
14:36You going into work?
14:38Just a few hours.
14:39It's urgent.
14:45It'll be a few minutes for the results you just finished.
14:47Any improvement in decision?
14:49Not yet.
14:50How's it going with Glen Gary?
14:51I heard somebody's getting canned.
14:53Somebody's getting a Rolex.
14:54Everybody's got their metaphor, but sadly no Rolexes.
14:58Did you know she was going to do this?
15:00Nope.
15:01Think it's a good idea?
15:03Uh, no comment.
15:04Wow.
15:05Comedy man.
15:06Are you bickering or flirting?
15:07I don't know.
15:08Could be a fine line.
15:10Dr. Heller, you should see this.
15:12My head is killing me.
15:13Yeah, that can happen with the MRI.
15:14But look at his index finger.
15:15Does that hurt?
15:16Uh, a little.
15:17Yeah.
15:18Oh my God, Seth.
15:19When did it start?
15:20A minute ago?
15:21What is it?
15:22Uh, it's a blood clot.
15:23What does that mean?
15:24It means he might have clots in his eyes.
15:25And it's not from Adderall.
15:26Always fun to be summoned to HR.
15:28What can I do for you, Edie?
15:30Dr. Clark filed a complaint against you for harassment.
15:31Really?
15:32He said you were verbally abusive and singled him out for unfair treatment.
15:34So I would take this one seriously.
15:35I do.
15:36Brian is going through something as his friend is going through.
15:37What is it?
15:38What is it?
15:39Uh, it's a blood clot.
15:40What does that mean?
15:41It means he might have clots in his eyes.
15:42And it's not from Adderall.
15:43Always fun to be summoned to HR.
15:44What can I do for you, Edie?
15:45Dr. Clark filed a complaint against you for harassment.
15:46Really?
15:47He said you were verbally abusive and singled him out for unfair treatment.
15:49So I would take this one seriously.
15:50I do.
15:53Brian is going through something as his wife is going through.
15:59Something as his chief, I tried to help him.
16:02The fact that he made a formal complaint tells me that he is really not thinking straight.
16:06Well, you need to explain what happened, for the record.
16:09Yours and his.
16:10Nope.
16:11I told you everything that matters.
16:13I have lives to save.
16:16He has blood clots forming in his eyes and his hand, and he has the arteries of an 80-year-old.
16:21Okay, well, there's only one thing that can cause that.
16:24Alopea-
16:25Alopea-
16:26Alopea-
16:27Still, there is something exacerbating the Alopea.
16:30Well, if we know it's not from the Adderall, then what is it?
16:32He said he was with a girl when this happened.
16:34Right.
16:35Which is why he didn't want to say anything in front of his mom.
16:39Okay, I'm gonna need you to run interference for me.
16:42Hey, um, can you check on Nina Rogers and 618?
16:45We're gonna need some space and discretion for this.
16:48I asked you earlier what drugs you were taking.
16:50You kind of left something out.
16:52You're not gonna tell me that's what's causing this.
16:55I'm not here to judge, but I do know you were taken by Agra.
16:58It was a knockoff.
17:01Okay, Seth, I'm gonna need all the information.
17:03It's not what you think.
17:04I started watching porn when I was like 12.
17:09My dad died, I was depressed, spending a lot of time online.
17:15I guess I got pretty addicted to it.
17:18By the time I was old enough to get with a girl, I'd gotten so used to seeing those women in the videos that, I don't know, I was just ruined.
17:32I'm sorry.
17:33A 12-year-old shouldn't be able to see that so easily.
17:36After a couple of times where I couldn't, you know, perform, I started taking knockoff Viagra.
17:44Didn't seem like a big deal at the time.
17:46There was a ton of guys that I knew were taking it, but then it eventually stopped working.
17:51Do you know what dosage you were taking?
17:5350 milligrams.
17:54Then I started doubling it, throwing in some Cialis knockoffs too.
17:58Where were you getting this?
18:00It's easy online.
18:02Jeez.
18:03It's like the Wild West.
18:04Now I told you, can you please explain to me what's going on?
18:07You have elevated LPA.
18:09It's sticky cholesterol.
18:11It clogs your arteries.
18:13That's what caused your ED.
18:14And then a high dose of the Viagra knockoff.
18:17That lowered your blood pressure, which triggered the clots.
18:19That's what caused the blindness.
18:21So, if I stop taking the pills, I can see again.
18:24Unfortunately, he's sustained damage that isn't easily reversed.
18:30But the first step is to start him on a medication called TPA to break up the clots.
18:35So, the drugs for the erectile dysfunction causes?
18:39The condition existed previously, but they made it worse.
18:43You know, you send them away and you hope you can protect them, but then you don't know what's happening.
18:52I warned him about fentanyl.
18:54I've been never taking a drink from anyone.
18:56I even gave him those strips.
18:57Not this.
18:58I never even thought of this.
18:59This is why we worry, even when they're under our own roof.
19:12They used to tell me everything.
19:16And I was like, I don't know him at all.
19:19It's so hard.
19:21But they do come back.
19:24Well, at least you have a solution.
19:26That's what matters.
19:28I need to be honest with you, Mrs. Harper.
19:31With how far this has progressed, our treatment protocol has a 50% success rate.
19:39Are you saying there's a 50% chance he's going to be blind for the rest of his life?
19:46In the last eight years, there haven't been any advances.
19:50What about the Norton Lab?
19:52Was it working on high-intensity ultrasound?
19:54Yeah, they could never figure out how to break up the clots without causing bleeding.
19:58What about stent retrieves?
20:00Uh, too bulky for the retinal arteries.
20:02Okay, why not balloon angioplasty?
20:06That could release the shower of Imbali into the retina.
20:09Look, you want to keep digging them all for it, but we're working against the clock here.
20:13So, I'm administering the best practices treatment plan.
20:16Understood.
20:17Um, can you grab Gina for a psych consult?
20:20I'm worried about his mental state.
20:23Hey.
20:24Yeah.
20:25Something going on?
20:26Are we okay?
20:28It's fine, yeah.
20:30Um, yeah, we'll talk about it at the end of the day.
20:36Another afternoon at the end of the day.
20:37We don't takemittel.
20:38Midwich and 다 traves out the如波枝 patients in the evening
20:42the opposite ends of the earth.
20:47And I, I am so grateful for that I have to ask you about this need to go too.
20:49Oh, I'm just gonna have to try to let me know.
20:51No.
20:52It's a pain.
20:53So, there's not going on, I have to argue.
20:55But I don't know if I'm a robot boy pulling behind it.
20:56I can eventually be a robot boy, she says,
20:58but I do not know all the tempo's too long again above both the first room.
21:00I can't believe it.
21:01I don't believe I know more content, but I can não remember if I may not even know
21:03the a human channel's conflict.
21:04hello hey how are you yeah I'm fine what do you need we have a patient who needs a site
21:21where are you are you at the train tracks I needed some air
21:29uh took a drive and ended up here I'm okay okay I'm I'm coming down there no please
21:37I can't we'll talk later
21:44you went to HR yeah yeah I went to HR
21:59yeah I wanted them to hear my side of the story I wasn't gonna report you Brian I was I was trying
22:05to help you you're not even supposed to be talking to me right now Amy this is retaliation okay should
22:11we should we go down to HR right now and put all our cards and videos on the table see what happens
22:16you are so arrogant and rude and difficult but you cannot hide behind me look I don't know what's
22:22going on with you but you are not okay so either take a couple months leave and get some help or
22:29I'm gonna recommend that you be terminated those are your options look Amy I can't I can't afford
22:35to take any unpaid leave I have a family it's option one or option two please please don't do this you
22:41are putting patients in danger I am a good doctor don't you ever dare say that I am not a good doctor
22:49if if I resign will you please just not put any of this in my file I was never gonna do that
23:11just go and get some help
23:20how about VEGF viral gene therapy it showed promise in this study that's a mouse model it won't correlate
23:37in med school we learned about surgeons using microvascular catheters to be attached toes well
23:42the digital arteries are much easier to access we can't navigate through the brain without risking
23:46basic brain function hold on okay here's a study that uses microvascular catheters on a renal thrombosis
23:56appreciate it we'll send someone okay I found a dual aspiration mechanical thrombectomy catheter
24:04for cardiac obstruction okay the clots are in his eyes why are we talking about hearts yeah that
24:08was dr. Aiken from Hopkins it's his cardiac study he says he used it once on the ophthalmic artery and
24:14it worked how'd he guide it to the eye he used contrast enhanced x-ray fluoroscopy good work
24:20both of you um prep the procedure
24:24so what am I supposed to do here to convince you just tell me about your relationship okay well uh
24:35when we first met I fell so in love with Matt that I tried to be a more interesting person than I
24:43actually am Matt loved skiing and uh hiking and I'm talking like the Alps okay he ran the Boston
24:52marathon he uh he had a motorcycle god help us opposites attract yeah yeah they did until we hit 50
25:02and then I just I just wanted to stay home by the fire and read but once I stopped trying to be
25:12someone else then we started fighting
25:14and and I I cheated with with an accountant it lasted three weeks it was
25:23look Matt is the best man that I have ever known but we weren't happy you know we were just
25:35family when did you last speak with him well when the divorce was finalized but no no that doesn't
25:45mean that I don't know him you have to know someone really well to pretend to be what they want okay
25:51for 16 years I wasn't supposed to know about the wedding rings I found the jeweler's box in his
26:00suitcase when I was unpacking his things matching gold bands he bought in Zurich last week sure that
26:09must make this harder we met at the top of the Matterhorn we were both getting ready to take a black
26:19diamond mogul run and I said something about age before beauty and he challenged me to a race
26:27he was he was so strong and graceful and I could barely keep up
26:36we've been inseparable ever since pretty fearless he once told me if he was afraid of something he had
26:47to do it immediately so it wouldn't have power over him on our first date we went skydiving
26:54on our second date he met my mother
26:59we have a beautiful life and if Matt doesn't recover fully
27:07would you be willing to take that on
27:11I know
27:18he wouldn't want that but I'll take any version of him in sickness and in health
27:31so I've decided to take some time off from the hospital
27:51what yeah COVID really burned me out and I realized I just wanted to spend some more time at home
27:59so I resigned
28:02why would you do that without discussing it with me first
28:07we are still paying off Charlie's college
28:10he'll be fine mom he needs a break
28:12and hospitals are going to be fighting over him whenever he decides to go back
28:15well I'm glad you're so confident when we're paying 100k a year for your med school
28:19she's always Pollyanna
28:21it's just for a month or two and then I'll get back to it at a different hospital
28:24okay be nice to get some support around here
28:28advancing up the internal carotid artery
28:34traversing the skull base
28:36okay cavernous segment should be coming up on the right
28:40ophthalmic up next
28:41okay retracting the guide wire
28:43advancing microcatheter
28:49okay
28:56okay let me go and you're in
28:58injecting contrast
29:00okay there's a clot
29:06it's bigger than I expected
29:07okay
29:22okay one position for the thrombectomy
29:23Dr. Larson you do the honors
29:25I think Hannah could do it
29:30okay
29:32Hannah
29:33you're gonna suck out the first clot now
29:37hell of a doozy you dragged me out of the house to deal with
29:43must be quite a guy
29:45have two people fighting over him
29:47I realized as I was interviewing Grant
29:50that I never changed my own proxy
29:53not after the divorce
29:55not even after I got remarried
29:57do you realize you mean it was an oversight
30:00no I think I've been avoiding changing it
30:05why
30:06when we were bringing Simon home from the hospital
30:09I was dragging my feet
30:12scared
30:14Amy happened to see me
30:17and she knew exactly what was going through my mind
30:20part of me still thinks
30:25she knows me best
30:27then I guess we know what your decision is
30:32Grant
30:42I came to tell you we're honoring your decision
30:46Dr. Matra will prep Matt right away for his first radiation treatment
30:51I may have been wrong
30:52why
30:54look I know what I said before but I
30:57I think maybe
30:59maybe it's me
31:02once more time
31:04you know
31:07because I
31:08because I just can't stand the thought of him leaving this world
31:11and not having one last
31:14chance to talk to him
31:15but that's my problem
31:19right
31:21hey
31:32he'll be in surgery for a few more hours
31:35and I'm
31:36finished here
31:37would you mind if I
31:38rate it too
31:40that'd be great
31:41how are you doing
31:58scared out of my mind
32:01yeah
32:02this is what he would have wanted
32:06he talked about you last week
32:13oh god
32:14do I want to know
32:16he said he finally understood why you did what you did
32:20you were pretending
32:23and you weren't happy
32:25and you deserve to find real love
32:28well you have no idea
32:34how much that means to me
32:36so thank you
32:39anyway
32:43he's not angry anymore
32:45because he found you
32:48since when do you talk to my wife
33:11I'm glad to see you're okay
33:13though
33:15we were both pretty
33:16concerned
33:18that you have donated
33:19eleven thousand dollars
33:20to charities for the victims' families
33:22you went behind my back
33:24come here
33:26I have been
33:30a bad friend
33:31for years
33:32and part of doing it right
33:34this time
33:35is caring more
33:36about you
33:37than whether or not
33:38you're gonna be mad at me
33:39is that right
33:40friendship can't always be
33:42coffee and beignets
33:43sometimes it's
33:46calling somebody's wife
33:47behind their back
33:48and
33:51telling them
33:52they need to get a new therapist
33:54can't believe she took your call
33:57we both love you
33:59even if she doesn't like me
34:00I'll find a therapist
34:04but you have to keep the beignets coming
34:08I'll find a little bit
34:38Michael hey you okay ah yeah just a bit dizzy um sorry I heard you came in today and I wanted to
34:55ask Amy Amy sit down sit down I've been having memory seizures from the treatments yeah what
35:12are you seeing fragments of Christmas again ugly Christmas sweater you know like the the kind
35:22that lights up did you ever have one of those no anything more I'm nothing clear but this is
35:30gonna sound weird I feel like my brain is trying to warn me about something I'm sorry I I wish I
35:41could help I know I one of these days I'm gonna have to stop running to you
35:48Matt came through the surgery he's gonna make a full recovery wow wow wow your instincts paid
36:10off seems like it dr. Heller's tenure as chief resident is up soon considered throwing your
36:17hat in the ring it's a lot of responsibility but I think you'd make a good teacher and I think it'd
36:22be really good for you in the long run I appreciate your support just to be clear I'm not offering you
36:28the job but I see something in you so your eyesight will continue to improve Seth over the next few
36:38days god thank you but unfortunately you are gonna be dealing with ED for a while how long is a while
36:47um it's it's hard to say I mean healing takes time but look there's a lot of ways to have sex
36:57if you're honest and you learn to talk about it you're gonna find someone who'll be patient with
37:01you I know how guys your age they talk about sex and girls and mostly they're full of it truth is
37:08real intimacy should come before sex
37:11that's the last woman I was with I mean I was in love with her for a year before anything ever
37:18happened
37:18you don't understand
37:22I had never done it
37:29the night all this happened I took the pills hoping that this would be it
37:35I guess I'm gonna be a virgin forever
37:39no no you're not and actually believe it or not it's a good thing this happened
37:44you could have died from this condition before anyone ever knew it was there
37:47so you're saying I'm lucky yeah yeah you are
37:52and part of being a man is facing up to reality moving forward
37:56well you saved the day yeah is that how it's going in your report
38:12yeah more or less
38:14shift's over I'm pretty done with the suspense
38:19Joe knows about the code
38:27that I helped you and that I didn't disclose any of it
38:31oh my god
38:31yeah so I'm at risk of losing my fellowship or just having to leave the hospital
38:36what
38:37she's gonna rescind our permission to see each other romantically
38:39she
38:40don't do that don't go and try to talk her out of it
38:42it won't go well for either of us
38:44so as long as we're not currently sleeping together you're gonna be impartial
38:48is that that's the logic
38:49you know what I don't know but the boss said stop
38:51Amy she's not wrong
38:54I'm sorry but nothing about our situation has changed so
39:01it doesn't matter how drawn I am to you this can't happen again
39:05there you are
39:08Sony's taking the interns out for drinks
39:10oh I don't
39:13no come on go get change everyone's going
39:14you should go have fun
39:18they're taking bets on whether or not you'll show
39:21and I really want to win
39:24okay
39:27let's go take their money
39:30yes
39:31so
39:32I'm dreaming that you're still asleep in my arms
39:37then I'll wake up and search for your hands in the dark
39:44I still feel you here in my skin and my bones
39:52yeah
39:54some parts that you follow
39:56wherever I go
39:58with my voice still
40:03Dr. Heller
40:04you need something?
40:09I wanted to
40:10what you saw the other night
40:13me and Amy in my office
40:14nothing happened
40:15okay
40:17um
40:17why are you telling me this?
40:20because I think you're a good man
40:21and
40:22it's over between us
40:24okay well
40:25I appreciate that but
40:26it's over between us too
40:27yes
40:32some parts that you follow
40:34wherever I go
40:36he's on the floor
40:40he's on the floor
40:40he's on the floor
40:41he's on the floor
40:42oh
40:43he's on the floor
40:44hold all of y'all
40:49okay I pay all
40:50IPA
40:54another round of shots
40:57you told Jake what I said to you didn't you
41:04excuse me
41:07what did you tell him?
41:12I might have said that you have a thing for him
41:13which is why it's better for you if I don't belong here
41:18something like that
41:19thanks
41:20sorry to tell you but I'm not going anywhere
41:26Amy
41:30over here
41:31I saved you a seat
41:32I am so glad you came
41:38I am so glad you came
41:38oh
41:40there we are
41:44okay okay listen up
41:47I know there's an enormous amount of pressure on all of us
41:53Dr. Ridley
41:55Dr. Ridley does not play
41:56we need to bring it
41:58every single minute
42:01but
42:02never forget
42:03we're all on the same team
42:05yeah
42:06cheers
42:09cheers
42:10I'm sure your dad would be really proud
42:15ugh
42:22oh no
42:23you alright
42:37yeah
42:39yeah
42:39no I'm fine
42:40yeah
42:41fine
42:42you
42:50Schmidt
42:51sim
42:51julian
42:52no
42:52no
42:53no
42:53no
42:54no
42:54no
42:55no
42:56no
42:56no
43:00no
43:00woman
43:01hour
43:02N
43:04no
43:04no
43:06no
43:06no
43:07no
43:07no
43:08no
43:08no
43:08no
43:08no
43:09no
43:09no
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