The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 3 Episode 10 - kisskh
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00:00:00Previously, on the summer, I turned pretty.
00:00:14Well, it's probably Belle you called it off.
00:00:16The wedding?
00:00:16You can take care of him, right?
00:00:17She's not with Conrad, then where is she?
00:00:19The program is completely full.
00:00:20No, I really, really need this.
00:00:22It is just not possible.
00:00:23I'm sorry.
00:00:23It sounded like you said Paris.
00:00:25Did I make a huge mistake?
00:00:27Buy yourself a ticket on the next flight home.
00:00:29Okay.
00:00:30She didn't call.
00:00:31I'm not leaving you all alone when you're hurting like this.
00:00:33You're not my mom.
00:00:34What are you trying to do?
00:00:35Trying to help.
00:00:36I need to do something.
00:00:37You know this isn't some problem for you to fix, Conrad, right?
00:00:39You are the problem.
00:00:40Isla, meet my girlfriend, Max, and my friend, Celine and Anita.
00:00:43Um, I'll be right back.
00:00:44You tracked down your stolen bag and molded me.
00:00:46I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:49I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:51Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:52You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:54So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:57I don't think I'll ever forgive me, so I give up.
00:00:59Or you're giving him space.
00:01:00Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:01:02The wedding was just, it was a bad idea.
00:01:04But that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:01:06I'm not the same person that I was.
00:01:08What does that mean?
00:01:09I think I'm gonna stay.
00:01:22Hey, Mom.
00:01:23Happy Thanksgiving.
00:01:24Wish I could be with you guys.
00:01:26Um, I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:01:30Anyway, I gotta get started on my stuffing.
00:01:32I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:01:34Love you.
00:01:35Bye.
00:01:39Morning, Romain.
00:01:42What's this shit?
00:01:43Um, I couldn't find a stove top anywhere.
00:01:45Um, I'm making stuffing.
00:01:48Yeah.
00:01:49Um...
00:01:50Uh, how do you say in stuffing?
00:01:54Um, the run barrage, from scratch?
00:01:57Okay, I'm not the time, I'm tired.
00:01:59Uh, um...
00:02:02I'm's.
00:02:03I'm in a morning.
00:02:04I'm hot.
00:02:05It's still absolutely dark.
00:02:06It's your turn to call the proprietorita.
00:02:08Yeah, do it because I'm in a hurry.
00:02:10Holly.
00:02:11Hello, Manon.
00:02:13Good morning, Isabelle.
00:02:14Good morning.
00:02:17What's that smell like this...
00:02:19It's a spicy fish.
00:02:37What do they do with the pie, this conne?
00:02:39Ah, well, it's to celebrate their national gynocides.
00:02:43Coffee, nice.
00:02:49Sorry.
00:02:53Not a problem?
00:02:54Yeah, that's right.
00:02:55I don't know, but it feels...
00:03:03When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris
00:03:05all those months ago, the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me...
00:03:09Hello.
00:03:11...was that I'd be doing something truly on my own
00:03:13for the first time in my life.
00:03:17Good morning.
00:03:19It was a chance for me to test myself,
00:03:21to find out what I was really made of.
00:03:23Hello.
00:03:25No, no.
00:03:26Three months in, and it turns out I'm...
00:03:29weak and homesick,
00:03:31and I'm really bad at French.
00:03:33Every time before I speak in French,
00:03:43I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:45Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:47Oh, English.
00:03:48Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:49Oh, English.
00:03:50Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:52There you go.
00:03:53But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:55Anything else?
00:03:56Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:58No, no, thank you.
00:03:59No, no, thank you.
00:04:08I go to school online most days.
00:04:12And I work at the same time.
00:04:18And since working in Paris means working under the table,
00:04:21it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:04:24A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:04:27It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:04:30Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:32Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:34Je suis désolée.
00:04:35Répétez, s'il vous plaît.
00:04:36Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:38Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:42Vodka, vodka.
00:04:43But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:04:46Oui, oui.
00:04:48Désolée.
00:04:50A sudden wild yearning for home.
00:04:53Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:04:55For the people who know me.
00:04:56Oh, yeah.
00:04:57We forgot.
00:04:58Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:05:01Mm.
00:05:02Max, you too.
00:05:03Mm-hmm.
00:05:04You guys want some?
00:05:05Good.
00:05:10You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:05:12Since when?
00:05:13Shh.
00:05:14Mm-hmm.
00:05:15My boyfriend made this last year.
00:05:16And it was so good.
00:05:18So, let's see.
00:05:21Pretty good.
00:05:24Last year was pretty good.
00:05:26Mm-hmm.
00:05:27You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:05:29At your home?
00:05:30No, they're all spread out this year.
00:05:31My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving with my best friend and my ex.
00:05:35Friendsgiving?
00:05:36Chabot.
00:05:37Mm?
00:05:40Oh, my God.
00:05:41Hey.
00:05:42I'm so homesick.
00:05:43And so lonely.
00:05:47Things so lot, you don't?
00:05:49No, no, no.
00:05:50You know what I mean.
00:05:52Why don't you just go home for a bit then, babe?
00:05:54Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:05:59I'm still figuring it out.
00:06:00But don't you want at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:06:03Of course I do.
00:06:05But that's the problem.
00:06:06I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet,
00:06:09and I'm afraid if I go home,
00:06:11I won't be able to make myself come back.
00:06:14There's something that doesn't go in the toilet.
00:06:16Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
00:06:26Désolée.
00:06:27Please tell me this is the new one.
00:06:29OK.
00:06:30Be brave.
00:06:31Thanks.
00:06:46Oh
00:07:16Hi. Hi. Happy Thanksgiving. Happy Thanksgiving, Belly. Uh, did you finally talk my brother out of trying to deep fry the turkey inside of the apartment?
00:07:39Yes, thank God. Um, Jer saw like a spatchcocking TikTok and insisted on doing that instead.
00:07:45Um, cool. Um, babe, you there? You okay? Hello. Uh, how's he doing? Um, he's just, he, uh, he's kind of the same. Yeah, I'm sorry. I know that this is like weird and hard.
00:08:11Excuse me. Don't move. Don't move. Don't move.
00:08:14Hello. Belly. Hi. Hey, you did it.
00:08:20Um, uh, did my mom, uh, send you any of those church lady pies?
00:08:27Yeah, three. I'm hiding one so I can eat it after everyone leaves.
00:08:30All right, baby. We got five minutes. Uh, take your top off, leave the skirt on. Come on.
00:08:36Oh my God, Steven. What, uh, Belly? Yeah. Dingus, I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:08:41Hey. Oh. Hey, uh, sorry. I didn't, I didn't know, um, you know, we're just, uh, doing Friendsgiving.
00:08:47Yes, I know that. Can you please just put a fucking shirt on? I'm traumatized.
00:08:51No, my God.
00:08:55Okay.
00:08:56Okay.
00:08:58I'm so tired.
00:09:01Uh, bonsoir?
00:09:03Bonsoir.
00:09:04So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:09:09My jobs are not that crappy and, um, my roommates are pretty great.
00:09:15I thought you said they hate you.
00:09:16No, no, no, no. Uh, we, we had coffee together this morning.
00:09:21Yeah?
00:09:21Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:09:25Well.
00:09:26Belly? What, you don't miss us?
00:09:27No, of course I do, but, you know, I've been thinking and, um, you could come to Paris
00:09:37for New Year's.
00:09:39All my roommates will be gone.
00:09:40And we could have a party.
00:09:44Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:09:49Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:09:51Twist my arm, babe!
00:09:52Yay! Okay. Oh, my God.
00:09:55Okay, damn, I have to go, but I love you so much.
00:09:57Yeah, I love you, too. Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:10:04Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:10:05Okay. Bye.
00:10:07Bye.
00:10:08I hope you have a good time.
00:10:09Sorry.
00:10:12Hey, Brett, um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually? Yeah?
00:10:21Wow.
00:10:22Hey, Brett.
00:10:24You're a dick.
00:10:25Hey, hey, don't, come on.
00:10:27Don't be like that.
00:10:27Get here.
00:10:28Please.
00:10:28It's not like that.
00:10:29We're done.
00:10:29Really?
00:10:30Come on, man, let's talk.
00:10:31Come inside, let's eat.
00:10:32It's not really what it looks like.
00:10:34I'm leaving.
00:10:35Asshole.
00:10:35He needs serious help.
00:10:37Hey, where'd she go?
00:10:38She's probably getting her coat.
00:10:40Uh, dude, stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:10:43Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:10:45Yeah, maybe process your emotions and feelings.
00:10:47Uh, I don't know, with people we don't know?
00:10:48Yeah.
00:10:48Yeah.
00:10:49You know what?
00:10:49It's Friendsgiving.
00:10:51Two people are gone.
00:10:52Please don't shit where we eat.
00:10:55How's Belle Yang going at home?
00:10:57She's living her best French girl life.
00:10:59And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:11:01What?
00:11:02For her winter break, yeah.
00:11:03Oh, my God.
00:11:04Well, you got to go.
00:11:04No, fully.
00:11:06Oh.
00:11:07She says hi.
00:11:08I know.
00:11:08I don't really like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:11:10Is she going to leave me?
00:11:11Wait, I'm...
00:11:12That quickly?
00:11:13That's crazy.
00:11:15Okay, uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:11:20These are all my rooms.
00:11:22Yeah, I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:11:27Jarrett, you can't avoid French forever.
00:11:29You can't.
00:11:29It's, I mean, it's not like Belle is even there.
00:11:34Belly who?
00:11:34Mm.
00:11:35Mm.
00:11:35Richardson there on the coverage.
00:11:37Uh, Malik Heath of the receivers, they said he's the bouncy one, he's the loose one.
00:11:42They said he's the tightrope.
00:11:43Surprise, mate, but see if yet faces...
00:11:45Tay?
00:11:47Mm-hmm?
00:11:48Did you, did you use a hand mixer or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:11:52A hand mixer.
00:11:54Because it was faster.
00:11:55Really?
00:11:56Yeah, got the job done.
00:11:57Really?
00:11:57No, you didn't because they're gluey now.
00:11:59It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate-ass dinner.
00:12:05I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:12:06So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:12:08It's ridiculous.
00:12:09Ooh, a doorbell.
00:12:09I'll go get that.
00:12:10It was my idea to use the ricer, not the hand mixer.
00:12:13Then don't ask me for help.
00:12:13Don't ask me for help.
00:12:15Hey, D-Nize.
00:12:17Hi.
00:12:17Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:12:20It's her boss, Adam.
00:12:23Surprise.
00:12:23I brought some champagne.
00:12:25Yep.
00:12:25Awesome.
00:12:26Yeah, thank you.
00:12:27What the fuck?
00:12:28I have no idea.
00:12:29Do you mind taking your shoes off?
00:12:30Sorry.
00:12:30Oh, yeah, no problem.
00:12:31Let me get up.
00:12:33Hello, Jeremiah.
00:12:34Dad.
00:12:35What are you, what are you doing here?
00:12:37Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:12:39Don't ask.
00:12:40She's there.
00:12:40I'm here.
00:12:41Hey.
00:12:42Happy Thanksgiving.
00:12:43Yeah.
00:12:43I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:12:49What do you want me to do?
00:12:50Throw it away?
00:12:52Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:12:54Sprouts are bomb.
00:12:55Turkey's bomb.
00:12:56You've outdone yourself, man.
00:12:58So bomb.
00:12:58You made all those?
00:12:59Uh, yeah.
00:13:00With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:13:03You're welcome.
00:13:03Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:13:05You can leave.
00:13:06I think they're great.
00:13:07And I always say, you're nothing without a good team.
00:13:10Like these two.
00:13:11My lieutenants.
00:13:13Smart, ambitious, loyal.
00:13:16That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:13:19So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:13:23Good times.
00:13:24No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:13:27You're finishing school?
00:13:28Well, I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:13:31Uh, yeah.
00:13:32Yes, I am.
00:13:34Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:13:36Oh, you're going to come by the frat house, dude?
00:13:38I'm hurt.
00:13:40I'm a dick.
00:13:41That's funny.
00:13:43Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:13:47Oh, shit.
00:13:50What I meant was that...
00:13:51Can I talk to you for a second?
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:55Thanks, dude.
00:13:56My mashed potatoes aren't good, and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:14:01How was I supposed to know?
00:14:02I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is...
00:14:06This is too much.
00:14:07Dad, please.
00:14:08Be quiet, please.
00:14:10Can we...
00:14:12So...
00:14:13You've been lying to me.
00:14:16For months.
00:14:18Yeah.
00:14:18Yeah, can you blame me?
00:14:20Excuse me?
00:14:21Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school,
00:14:23you acted like I was the biggest moron on earth.
00:14:26And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding,
00:14:28you assumed I screwed something up because that's what I do.
00:14:31I never said that.
00:14:32You never said that to my face.
00:14:34Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever
00:14:37because I had the nerve to back out of an apartment
00:14:39that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:14:42So, yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:14:44Go ahead.
00:14:45Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:14:46Tell me how you're just burning money from my dead-end future.
00:14:49Aren't I?
00:14:49Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:14:53You're right.
00:14:54It's not.
00:14:56So let's take it out of the equation.
00:14:58What?
00:14:59I'm cutting you off.
00:15:00No, you've got to figure out how to do things on your own
00:15:02without a safety net.
00:15:03Are you kidding me right now?
00:15:05And it's not because I care about the money.
00:15:06It's because you've never had...
00:15:08Hey, now that you're cutting me off,
00:15:09I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:15:10He basically called me a deadbeat.
00:15:18Where does he get off?
00:15:20Yeah.
00:15:20I mean, you don't have a job.
00:15:22Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:15:25And you don't pay rent.
00:15:26Wow.
00:15:27Wow.
00:15:30Okay, honestly, man,
00:15:31a job would be good for you.
00:15:33It might bring structure.
00:15:35Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:15:37Yes.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38Yes.
00:15:39Yes.
00:15:39Well, fine.
00:15:40I'll just crash at Denise's place then.
00:15:42What?
00:15:43Suck it, loser.
00:15:45So FYI, he sleep cooks.
00:15:47Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:15:49Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night
00:15:51and makes food loud as hell.
00:15:53Oh, my God.
00:15:54In his boxers.
00:15:55Mm-hmm.
00:15:56Which is a plus.
00:15:57What?
00:15:59Okay, look,
00:16:00I know it'll be a hassle, Dee,
00:16:02but please,
00:16:03I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:16:07Okay, fine.
00:16:11You can stay with me
00:16:12for one week.
00:16:14Just one?
00:16:14Okay, yeah, just one.
00:16:15You sure you want to do?
00:16:16No, just one.
00:16:17Okay, one.
00:16:18You want to help me pack?
00:16:19No, I'm not your mother.
00:16:21All right.
00:16:22Please?
00:16:24Oh, my God,
00:16:24I already hate myself.
00:16:25Okay.
00:16:27Fuck you.
00:16:28To you both.
00:16:29You're welcome.
00:16:30Have fun.
00:16:30Jesus.
00:16:34Try this.
00:16:34Hmm.
00:16:40Neat salt.
00:16:43Oh.
00:16:45I've had heartburn all day.
00:16:48Oh.
00:16:50Did you move the pepcid?
00:16:51No, it's in there.
00:16:54Oh, I don't see it.
00:16:56I think you moved it.
00:16:57Oh.
00:17:00Move.
00:17:01I told you it was in there.
00:17:12Hi, Connie.
00:17:13Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:14Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:15Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:17What?
00:17:17Um, Laurel, hey,
00:17:18I got your text about Christmas.
00:17:19I just wanted to give you a call
00:17:20because, uh,
00:17:22I wanted to make sure
00:17:23that it was cool with Jair
00:17:24if I came.
00:17:26Have you talked to him?
00:17:28No.
00:17:30But Stephen says
00:17:31he's fine with it.
00:17:34And Belly?
00:17:37I talked to Belly this morning.
00:17:40She is staying in Paris
00:17:41for the holidays.
00:17:43Oh.
00:17:45Did you say
00:17:46how long she was staying?
00:17:47No, but she asked me
00:17:49to send her more winter stuff,
00:17:51so I'm guessing
00:17:52a while.
00:17:55Things must be going
00:17:56really well, then.
00:17:57That's great.
00:18:00I was thinking about...
00:18:02I don't know.
00:18:04I was thinking about
00:18:04maybe reaching out
00:18:05to her or something.
00:18:06Do you think that
00:18:07she would even want
00:18:08to hear from me?
00:18:10I don't know, Connie.
00:18:11I can't speak for Belly.
00:18:13No, yeah, yeah.
00:18:15Yeah.
00:18:15But if you really want
00:18:17to know if she's ready
00:18:17to talk,
00:18:19you're going to have
00:18:20to risk finding out
00:18:20for yourself.
00:18:21Oh, boy.
00:18:22You sound like my therapist.
00:18:24Always telling me
00:18:25I need to get better
00:18:26at uncertainty.
00:18:28But I need to stop
00:18:29trying to control everything.
00:18:32And what do you say?
00:18:33Fuck you.
00:18:34Uncertainty sucks.
00:18:37You're not wrong.
00:18:39Yeah, I know.
00:18:40Neither is he.
00:18:42So does that mean
00:18:43I'll see you for Christmas?
00:18:43Yeah.
00:18:46Yeah, definitely.
00:18:47I'll be there.
00:18:47Should I eat up the gravy?
00:18:48I don't know, John.
00:18:49I'm going to let you go, Laura.
00:18:53Have a good night, okay?
00:18:55You too, Connie.
00:18:56Thanks.
00:18:58Bye.
00:18:59Bye.
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00:19:28Bye.
00:19:29dear belly
00:19:41firstly i don't even know if i should be writing you if this is allowed
00:19:47if it's not just say so i'll understand
00:19:51i should be memorizing the cardiovascular system
00:19:55but i'd rather be writing you
00:19:59sometimes i try to picture what your life is like over there
00:20:04i imagine you sitting in a little cafe drinking
00:20:10what does belly in paris drink
00:20:13cafe au lait with lots of sugar
00:20:20along with some disgustingly sweet pastry
00:20:23or maybe sour patch kids
00:20:26do they have those in paris
00:20:30i bet if they do you found them
00:20:34or maybe french belly doesn't eat junk food
00:20:39they're probably different over there
00:20:43i bet paris is beautiful during the holidays
00:20:50i hear you're staying there for christmas i guess that means you're happy
00:20:55i like picturing that
00:20:59well merry christmas belly
00:21:03i hope
00:21:05paris is everything you dreamed it would be
00:21:08conrad
00:21:10hey you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up
00:21:20no it's fine i've watched you do it a hundred times
00:21:22hmm if you're sure
00:21:24yeah go be with your family
00:21:27and you know i'm kind of psyched to spend christmas eve on my own
00:21:30i got a whole plan
00:21:31okay then
00:21:34merry christmas
00:21:36ciao
00:21:38what
00:21:45what
00:21:45what
00:21:49what
00:22:03I don't know.
00:22:33I don't know.
00:23:03I don't know.
00:23:04I don't know.
00:23:05I don't know.
00:23:06I don't know.
00:23:07I don't know.
00:23:08I don't know.
00:23:09I don't know.
00:23:10I don't know.
00:23:11I don't know.
00:23:12I don't know.
00:23:13I don't know.
00:23:14I don't know.
00:23:16Hi.
00:23:17Hey.
00:23:18What are you doing here?
00:23:19Feliz Navidad to you too.
00:23:21Feliz Navidad.
00:23:25So what are you doing?
00:23:26I thought you would be open.
00:23:28What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:23:31I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:23:34Train strike.
00:23:35Now I'm stranded in this freezing city and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in
00:23:39the cold.
00:23:40I'm sorry.
00:23:41Come on in.
00:23:42Gracias.
00:23:43Warm up.
00:23:44You want a glass of wine?
00:23:47Uh, yeah.
00:23:48Sure.
00:23:49So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:23:52Yeah.
00:23:53Got a fire.
00:23:54Got wine.
00:23:55And I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for Christmas.
00:24:05Hm.
00:24:06What?
00:24:07Um, nothing.
00:24:08It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:24:11Uninspired.
00:24:13Okay.
00:24:14So what's your amazing plan then besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:24:21Well, the streets are empty tonight.
00:24:24And I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:24:26Huh.
00:24:27What?
00:24:28Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:24:33Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:24:37No.
00:24:38I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:24:41The poet.
00:24:42Yes, darling.
00:24:44I'm impressed.
00:24:45Do you know the rest?
00:24:46Nope.
00:24:47Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:24:51Hey.
00:24:52Why don't you come with me tonight?
00:24:53No, no way.
00:24:54It's warm in here.
00:24:55How about we play for it?
00:24:56I win, you come with me.
00:24:57You win, I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:25:01You're on.
00:25:02You're on.
00:25:03No!
00:25:04No!
00:25:05No, no, no, no, no!
00:25:06Don't or nothing, don't or nothing!
00:25:07Don't or nothing!
00:25:08Don't or nothing!
00:25:09No!
00:25:10You said that too, guys.
00:25:11no no way it's warm in here how about we play for it i win you come with me
00:25:21you win i'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates you're on
00:25:27no no no no don't worry nothing no you said that two games ago okay just face it you suck
00:25:42i don't suck but you're good
00:25:50okay
00:25:50all right put your coat on are you seriously kicking me out no i'm coming with you
00:26:04okay
00:26:16what are you doing uh driving us to place des roches
00:26:20uh what am i even supposed to hold on to uh me isn't that kind of dangerous it is if you fall
00:26:28up so maybe don't do it no after all that wine you drank no thank you fine we can walk if you want
00:26:37whoa who said anything about walk streets are empty stop snowing teach me how to drive
00:26:46fine
00:26:46we got it
00:26:58It's on time.
00:27:15Mom, I'm starving. When's dinner?
00:27:17We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:27:19He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:27:21Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:27:23No, I forgot. I'll do it in a second.
00:27:25Okay, thank you.
00:27:26Yeah.
00:27:27I still think it's crazy that our dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:27:34Uh-huh, yeah.
00:27:36Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:27:38Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:41Does everybody hate me?
00:27:44Do you still hate me, dude? What's going on?
00:27:46I don't want to do this right now.
00:27:51No, you're right. Sorry.
00:27:53Nobody hates you, man.
00:27:58Yes, Jer does. Jer hates you.
00:28:00But I don't hate you.
00:28:02I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:28:04Not with everything going on with you and Jer, you know?
00:28:07I get it.
00:28:11I'm glad he has you.
00:28:13I just miss you two.
00:28:14I miss Jer.
00:28:16Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:28:19Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:28:21You know, ever since he got that job, he does seem better.
00:28:32Yeah.
00:28:33That's what Taylor said.
00:28:35Taylor?
00:28:36Yeah.
00:28:37Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:28:39I know.
00:28:40It's kind of a weird twist of fate that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Trull, but...
00:28:43Yeah.
00:28:44You nervous, man?
00:28:48I mean, like, you don't nervous to see him?
00:28:51Let me guess.
00:28:52You have a, uh, bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:28:56Throw me the list.
00:28:58What the fuck?
00:29:03What's up?
00:29:04Um...
00:29:05No, it's nothing.
00:29:06It's just work stuff.
00:29:07I'll deal with it.
00:29:08Um...
00:29:09Look, you guys are gonna be fine.
00:29:12Okay?
00:29:13You guys are brothers.
00:29:14You'll work it out.
00:29:16Thanks.
00:29:18Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:29:20I'm gonna go.
00:29:21Get those ornaments.
00:29:22Uh-huh.
00:29:23Yeah.
00:29:24Hey.
00:29:25This is Denise Russo.
00:29:26Leave a message.
00:29:27Okay, hey, Denise.
00:29:28Can you call me back, please?
00:29:29I-I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but...
00:29:30I-I don't know.
00:29:31I got an email from the guy at Thunster Capital saying they're stopping our funding.
00:29:32I-I-I don't understand.
00:29:33Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:29:34Please call me back.
00:29:35Oh, ho, ho.
00:29:36Everything good?
00:29:37Yes.
00:29:38Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:39Uh, just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:29:40Uh, Taylor.
00:29:41What?
00:29:42What?
00:29:43What?
00:29:44What?
00:29:45What?
00:29:46What?
00:29:47Oh.
00:29:48My mistake.
00:29:49I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Thunster deciding not to fund yours
00:30:00and Denise's little company.
00:30:02No.
00:30:03No.
00:30:04I...
00:30:05What?
00:30:06I...
00:30:07Oh, no, no, no.
00:30:08Go ahead.
00:30:09Lie to my face some more.
00:30:10Does this...
00:30:12This means I'm fired, right?
00:30:15No.
00:30:16No.
00:30:17I'm impressed you have the balls.
00:30:19Well, actually, no.
00:30:21It was Denise who had the balls.
00:30:23Not surprising.
00:30:24All right.
00:30:25See you at work on January 2nd.
00:30:27No hard feelings.
00:30:28Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:30:30Actually, Adam, um...
00:30:35I quit.
00:30:36What?
00:30:40Oh.
00:30:41You sure you want to do that, Steven?
00:30:44Yes.
00:30:51No hard feelings?
00:30:59All right.
00:31:00Let's peel some...
00:31:02You out of the classrooms.
00:31:04Jesus saves and brother scores
00:31:33A childhood you will always mourn
00:31:35You feel me things out on the floor now
00:31:38And you believed in every meaning
00:31:42The shallow light drove you crazy
00:31:44Tough as nails and built for breaking
00:31:46But you were just a kid
00:31:50When they told you you'd been born to bleed
00:31:55A little soldier with your garden heart
00:31:59And in a boulder we pulled you down
00:32:03Look at you, you made it out
00:32:08Jeremiah's here!
00:32:26Everyone come grab a dish!
00:32:28Coming!
00:32:33Hey kiddo
00:32:47Hey
00:32:48At least turn the heat on, it's freezing
00:32:55I really thought I could go in there
00:33:03It's okay
00:33:05It's not okay
00:33:07I can't go in that house without thinking about the two of them
00:33:11They ruined it for me
00:33:13And now he gets the family
00:33:16He gets Christmas
00:33:18And I'm just
00:33:20I lost everyone
00:33:25Not everyone
00:33:27We're your family too
00:33:30And I am not going anywhere
00:33:31I'm sorry I was such a dick to you at the wedding
00:33:37It's okay sweetheart
00:33:39I know you were hurting
00:33:41It still hurts
00:33:43She was always the one that could make it better
00:33:48I know she wants to hear from you
00:33:53I'm not, I'm not ready for that
00:33:58I'm not ready to go in there
00:34:01I understand
00:34:05Your dad will be sorry to miss you
00:34:08Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day
00:34:13Hey
00:34:14You are making it on your own
00:34:17Don't think he's not proud of that
00:34:23What smells so good?
00:34:25I mean gochujang glazed roasted carrots
00:34:31No way
00:34:32Yeah
00:34:34If Haimony were here, she would say
00:34:36Finally, some food that tastes good
00:34:39You can, you can take the carrots and the presents
00:34:53I'm not ready to go in there yet
00:34:56Okay
00:34:58Just text me when you get home
00:35:01Yeah
00:35:03Hey, I love you, Lord
00:35:08Hey, I love you, Lord
00:35:09I love you, too
00:35:16Drive safe
00:35:35She's not coming
00:35:36It's just gonna be us tonight
00:35:53Let's sit down and eat
00:36:00What are you doing here?
00:36:01What are you doing here?
00:36:02What are you doing here?
00:36:03Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts
00:36:04And there was gonna be a throw down if I didn't come back and get them
00:36:08You're wearing your sad pants
00:36:09What happened?
00:36:10Was it a total shit show?
00:36:11I don't wanna talk about it
00:36:12Okay
00:36:13Well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols either
00:36:18Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company
00:36:22So he chose the day of our Lord's birth to blow it all up
00:36:25Christmas is tomorrow
00:36:27Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:36:30Okay
00:36:31Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk
00:36:37Oh, it's alright
00:36:39It'll work out
00:36:40I'm too clever to fail
00:36:42So you gonna tell me what happened?
00:36:44What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:36:46Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:36:49I got five, scooch
00:36:51Come on
00:36:52Okay
00:37:00What happened?
00:37:02I never made it inside
00:37:05I just sat in my car in the driveway
00:37:08You know, they're probably eating dinner right now
00:37:10Like, oh, poor Jerry, couldn't even face us
00:37:13You know, I thought I'd be okay seeing him again
00:37:14But he just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:37:18But I got dumped by Billy the first time
00:37:21You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am
00:37:24Without her, but
00:37:25Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline
00:37:28Breakups are like deaths
00:37:30Thank you
00:37:31Thank you
00:37:32You're the only person to tell that to me
00:37:34You know, this is super fucked up to say
00:37:37But I feel like
00:37:39I feel like losing Billy has been even more painful than losing my mom
00:37:44And at least with my mom, she's actually dead
00:37:47Yeah
00:37:49Belly, she's gone from my life, but she's still out there
00:37:52You know?
00:37:53Well, that's why you gotta grieve it
00:37:54How?
00:37:56Oh
00:38:01Accept what's happened
00:38:05Forgive yourself
00:38:07Forgive her
00:38:08Forgive Conrad
00:38:09Forgive all the people who hurt you
00:38:11You know?
00:38:12Not because they deserve your forgiveness
00:38:15But
00:38:16Because the longer you hold onto it, the longer it holds power over you
00:38:20And fuck other people holding power over you
00:38:26What?
00:38:27I don't know, just kind of surprised
00:38:29What?
00:38:30You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:38:32Kind of, yeah
00:38:33Oh my god
00:38:34Yeah, like, like, uh, when you and Steven didn't work out
00:38:37You didn't even seem upset
00:38:39That's because
00:38:40That's because I was never really into Steven
00:38:42I
00:38:43I
00:38:44I don't know
00:38:45I thought
00:38:46I thought he was cute and fun
00:38:48And maybe there was a potential for something there
00:38:51But
00:38:52I never fell for him
00:38:54Trust me, when I fall for someone
00:38:57I fall hard
00:38:59Like
00:39:00Smash into a million pieces at the bottom of a cliff hard
00:39:05So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment
00:39:15Oh, I'm so, so glad that my crappy dating record can provide comfort in your time of need
00:39:24You know?
00:39:25D, we're like really good friends, huh?
00:39:28You're gonna let me crash into your spare room for a month?
00:39:31Listening to me whine about all my problems?
00:39:34Oh, it's fine
00:39:36I like your cooking
00:39:38Just, um, stop leaving your dirty tissues around and we'll be good, okay?
00:39:43Aye aye, Captain
00:39:46Alright, come on, get up, you're coming with me
00:39:48What?
00:39:49Yep
00:39:50No, I'm not gonna crash your family's Christmas
00:39:52Yes, you are
00:39:53My grandma will love you
00:39:54You're nice and pretty and you can cook
00:39:56You think I'm pretty?
00:39:58You're everything she wanted in me and failed to get
00:40:00Come on, up
00:40:02Sounds good
00:40:03Mm-hmm
00:40:04Give me like five minutes
00:40:05I want to get ready for your grand grand
00:40:07Yeah, never say grand grand again
00:40:09Oh, you know you liked it
00:40:11You and all I like you
00:40:15Anything
00:40:16Something
00:40:17Well that's weird
00:40:18You know?
00:40:19I'm sorry
00:40:21It's hard to hear
00:40:23Ooh
00:40:24See?
00:40:25I'm sorry
00:40:26Oh!
00:40:27Oh my gosh
00:40:28Oh!
00:40:29Oh my gosh
00:40:30My heart, but since the day after, you've rejected it.
00:40:34This time, I'll give it to you.
00:40:38I can't believe in my heart.
00:40:42Oh my God.
00:40:44Oh my God.
00:40:45I miss you so much, you bitch.
00:40:46We faced them yesterday.
00:40:47Yeah, it's not the same thing.
00:40:49No, I know.
00:40:50You have no idea how much I miss you.
00:40:52How was Christmas with your mom?
00:40:54It was good.
00:40:55It was the usual.
00:40:56We ordered Chinese food and watched Love Actually and fell asleep on the couch.
00:41:01It sounds kind of perfect.
00:41:02No, honestly it was.
00:41:03It was.
00:41:05It was.
00:41:06Hi.
00:41:09I love this.
00:41:10Did you get this here?
00:41:11When are we going shopping?
00:41:12Because I need the perfect look for our New Year's Eve party because I have nothing.
00:41:15Yes.
00:41:16We can go tomorrow.
00:41:17I promise.
00:41:18Okay.
00:41:19Let's go inside because it's really cold.
00:41:20I'll give you a bag.
00:41:21Yeah, don't take the heavy one.
00:41:22Okay.
00:41:26I've put songs before.
00:41:27Why does this look better?
00:41:28This is literally my everyday year.
00:41:34Yes.
00:41:35I think I'm just having a boat.
00:41:36I'm having like a pair of snow.
00:41:38You are having a pair of snow.
00:41:39I know.
00:41:40Not that one.
00:41:41Not that one though.
00:41:42It's like Bonnie and Clyde.
00:41:43That's so cool.
00:41:44I know, right?
00:41:45That's so cool.
00:41:47I know, right?
00:41:49Hey, come inside.
00:41:50It's cold out there.
00:41:51Bitch.
00:41:52I still cannot believe that you live here.
00:41:53Paris is sick.
00:41:54I feel like I've done the best that I can do with what we have to work with.
00:42:12You should see the stuff I'm pinning for Steven's apartment.
00:42:14It's actually really good.
00:42:15I can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation.
00:42:18Yeah.
00:42:19Real grown girl shit.
00:42:20I'm very happy for you guys.
00:42:23Okay.
00:42:24Okay, I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends.
00:42:27Yeah, me too.
00:42:28So are they all as hot as that like sexy Latino Chalamet that we went shopping with yesterday?
00:42:33Benito?
00:42:34Yeah.
00:42:35No.
00:42:36He's just a friend.
00:42:37Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend.
00:42:39No.
00:42:40No.
00:42:41I'm just saying rebounds are like part of the healing process.
00:42:44You get out there and you...
00:42:45Yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun.
00:42:48You pute.
00:42:49You pute.
00:42:50How do you say pute?
00:42:52Wait, wait a second.
00:42:53Did you consult French Urban Dictionary on the plane here?
00:42:57And so what if I did?
00:42:58There are some words that I need to know in order to be here and one of them is pute.
00:43:02Pute.
00:43:03Oh, hey.
00:43:04Can you get my phone?
00:43:06It's Jer.
00:43:11Answer it.
00:43:12Do you want to answer it?
00:43:13Yes.
00:43:14Give it to me.
00:43:16Hello?
00:43:17Hey.
00:43:18Uh, it's me.
00:43:21It's, um, it's really nice to hear your voice.
00:43:25How are you?
00:43:26Um, working.
00:43:28Uh, it's good.
00:43:31Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant.
00:43:35Yeah, I'm basically like a glorified busboy, so...
00:43:39Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:43:41Yeah.
00:43:46So, how's Paris?
00:43:49I tried escargot.
00:43:50And?
00:43:53I hated it.
00:43:55I told you I would.
00:43:56Yeah.
00:44:03I'm really...
00:44:04I'm really glad that you called.
00:44:05I've been, um...
00:44:08I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am.
00:44:13And how much I regret the way that things ended.
00:44:16With us.
00:44:17I-I don't want to talk about the past.
00:44:18It's not why I called.
00:44:20Okay.
00:44:21Why did you then?
00:44:23I was sick of being too afraid to call.
00:44:26And I want you to know that I'm good.
00:44:28Really.
00:44:30And...
00:44:31I-I hope you're good too.
00:44:33I am.
00:44:35Hey, Fisher.
00:44:36Your break ended 90 seconds ago.
00:44:37It sounds like you're busy.
00:44:38I should probably let you go.
00:44:42Yeah, I should probably let you go too.
00:44:47Happy New Year, Jeremiah.
00:44:48Happy New Year, Spaz.
00:44:49Happy New Year, Spaz.
00:44:51I can't.
00:44:52It's murder on the dance floor.
00:44:53No.
00:44:54No.
00:44:55No.
00:44:56No.
00:44:57No.
00:44:59It's murder on the dance floor.
00:45:00No.
00:45:02You better not kill the groom.
00:45:03DJ.
00:45:04Gonna burn this goddamn house right down.
00:45:07Oh
00:45:25We are all these people your friend I invited the four people I know and then told them to invite everyone
00:45:38Sorry, I'm late. They closed off half the streets
00:45:42Beautiful thank you. I'm gonna grab you some champagne
00:45:47Taylor, sa va?
00:45:51This was delivered to you downstairs. Thank you. Um, I'll take this. I got it. Thank you
00:46:00This is from Conrad Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally. He's been writing
00:46:07Can I open it? I'm gonna open this
00:46:19What about you Sour Patch Kids
00:46:30Oh my god junior mint this is really loaded
00:46:37Oh
00:46:41Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:46:45Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters
00:46:48No
00:46:48Come on
00:46:55They're not love letters
00:46:56They are regular
00:46:59Nothing notes and I haven't even written them back so
00:47:02No, Conrad isn't even an issue
00:47:04Okay, so then what's holding you back because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito
00:47:09Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:47:11Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:47:12No
00:47:17I'm afraid of hurting someone else
00:47:20Okay, so then like what's the plan though?
00:47:24Are you just never gonna get close to anyone ever again because you might risk hurting someone?
00:47:29Babe, it's inevitable
00:47:32Like
00:47:34You know do your best but you're gonna have to accept that it will probably happen at some point
00:47:41You're right
00:47:42I'm always right
00:47:43You know what it's kind of fitting actually that they're both like reaching out to you on the last day of the year
00:47:51If you think about it like it feels like that chapter is kind of closed now
00:47:56The end of an era
00:47:57Totally the Fisher Brothers are so loud season you'll get a new purse
00:48:05Let's get out there
00:48:06Okay
00:48:07It's almost a night
00:48:27Kiss me
00:48:29Another Paris twilight
00:48:31Kiss me
00:48:33Down on the morning floor
00:48:35Kiss me
00:48:37Another Paris twilight
00:48:43Kiss me
00:48:45You fit in the wave to the flight to the sky
00:48:47Never down, baby check my stats
00:48:49Truth is I wasn't tryna meet nobody
00:48:51Baby, I was there to get my back
00:48:53But when I saw you I was like, I like that
00:48:55I was like, I like that
00:48:57Once I'm tryna break, baby, I fall bad
00:48:59But when I heard you say that I'm sure, baby
00:49:01So kiss me
00:49:03Kiss me
00:49:05Should we like...
00:49:06No, just ignore it, it'll go away
00:49:13What?
00:49:16It's because there was a leak there in fact
00:49:17Lévier still?
00:49:19I thought the owner had repaired it
00:49:21Yeah, but it's not Lévier, it's the bathroom
00:49:23Okay, it's not...
00:49:25Putain
00:49:27So there's also a fuite, what
00:49:29Okay, super
00:49:30It's what the hell, there's a fuite?
00:49:31Yeah, look
00:49:32Sérieusement?
00:49:33Yeah
00:49:34We're halfway new
00:49:35Ah, bah, tiens
00:49:36Regarde
00:49:37Problems reglés
00:49:38Non, non
00:49:39Putain, but it's my coffee
00:49:40Well, it's not a coffee
00:49:41It's not a coffee
00:49:42It's not a coffee
00:49:43It's not a coffee
00:49:44Uh...
00:49:45Uh...
00:49:46Moi, je vais me préparer pour aller au taf
00:49:47D'accord?
00:49:48Donc, euh...
00:49:49Si tu peux prévenir le gardien, ce serait cool
00:49:50Mmm
00:49:51Et puis, t'as plus de shampoo
00:49:53Can you stop using my shit?
00:49:55Thanks
00:49:58Classic Clovis
00:49:59Mmm
00:50:02Oh shit
00:50:03I should go
00:50:04Wait, wait, wait
00:50:05You don't have a few minutes?
00:50:07He he
00:50:16You should keep that
00:50:17Yeah?
00:50:18It'll be helpful
00:50:19You know, you can just store stuff in there
00:50:22Oh, fuck
00:50:23Cute
00:50:24Little scarf, my man
00:50:26Yes
00:50:27Guys, can you actually keep on packing?
00:50:29I'm running out of stuff to take downstairs, yeah?
00:50:31Yeah
00:50:32Sorry, babe
00:50:33We'll be right behind
00:50:37I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up
00:50:41It's perfect
00:50:42Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so...
00:50:48When's Benito getting here?
00:50:50Uh, soon
00:50:53He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th
00:50:58And?
00:50:59I can't
00:51:00I have graduation that weekend
00:51:01And, you know
00:51:02Then
00:51:03Home
00:51:04Poor Benny
00:51:05He's smitten with you, you know?
00:51:07No
00:51:08No, no, no
00:51:09He knows the deal
00:51:10He knows that
00:51:11At some point I have to go back to my real life
00:51:14This could be your real life
00:51:16Look
00:51:17I've just got to say this again for the record
00:51:19I think it's crazy that you're leaving
00:51:22You're just saying Paris
00:51:25Everybody's expecting me a graduation
00:51:27Ugh
00:51:28And
00:51:29I told you Clovis already rented out my room to someone else
00:51:32I know
00:51:33So hear me out
00:51:35It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste
00:51:39You should take my apartment
00:51:40It's just a yearly...
00:51:42Hold on, um, my mom is calling me
00:51:45Talk to her
00:51:46Then think about it
00:51:47I'm gonna take this box downstairs before Max dumps me
00:51:52Hi, Mom
00:51:53Hey, Bean, I'm sorry I missed your call earlier
00:51:55Hey, I've been meaning to ask you
00:51:57What day are you planning to fly home?
00:51:59I haven't, um
00:52:01I haven't figured out my ticket yet
00:52:03You're still planning to come, right?
00:52:08Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment
00:52:10It's a year-long lease
00:52:13Oh
00:52:14I mean, I don't even
00:52:16Know if I'm gonna take it
00:52:18But if I did
00:52:20It wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home
00:52:24I just
00:52:27I feel like maybe I'm not done here
00:52:31What about your visa?
00:52:33Yeah, no, I'd, um, I'd have to think about it
00:52:36Uh
00:52:38But there's
00:52:39A year-long psych program at the Sorbonne
00:52:41That would give me my student visa
00:52:43And, you know, um, there's a regular at the bar
00:52:46Who works at an international school
00:52:49And she said they need help with their sports program
00:52:53So, I mean, I
00:52:54I think if I wanted to make it work
00:52:57I could
00:53:00Okay
00:53:03Well
00:53:04Keep me updated
00:53:07What, that's it?
00:53:08You're not gonna, like, try to talk me out of it or something?
00:53:11Do you want me to?
00:53:12No, no
00:53:13No
00:53:14No
00:53:15What?
00:53:16I don't, I just
00:53:20I'm really happy here
00:53:22I know, Bean
00:53:23I can hear it in your voice
00:53:25You found something special out there
00:53:28And, yes, there's a part of me that wishes you found something special a little closer to home
00:53:32What, like, Trenton, New Jersey?
00:53:35How about down the hallway from me where I can still remind you to wash your bras?
00:53:39I was excited for you to come home, but
00:53:44Honestly
00:53:46I'll be just as excited if you stay
00:53:49Thank you, Mom
00:53:51How are you doing today?
00:53:53Today?
00:53:57Oh, my God, it's the 14th
00:53:59It's the anniversary of Susannah's death
00:54:01I, I should've, I
00:54:04Are you okay?
00:54:07I'm, I'm good
00:54:09Pain, don't beat yourself up over it
00:54:11I'm sure home feels like a million miles away
00:54:14Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris
00:54:18Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur
00:54:21Just like in Sabrina
00:54:23How perfect
00:54:28All right
00:54:31Well
00:54:33I should probably go, Mom
00:54:36I love you
00:54:38I love you too, Bean
00:54:39I love you too, Bean
00:54:58Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:55:01Egypt
00:55:02Italy
00:55:03Oh, my gosh, Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon and I ate gelato every single day
00:55:11What's gelato?
00:55:13Oh, it's like, like ice cream, but better
00:55:16I want gelato
00:55:18Hey, Laura, what if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:22That sounds expensive
00:55:24What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:27Can we leave him at home?
00:55:29Uh, we'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast and you'll love it
00:55:33You can swim in the sea every day
00:55:36I don't want to swim in the sea every day
00:55:38I want to swim here
00:55:40With you
00:55:42And people
00:55:44People?
00:55:46Okay
00:55:48Well, come here
00:55:50But one day, when you're older, you might change your mind
00:55:53You might want to see more of the world
00:55:55Mmm, no, I never will
00:55:58I know what I like
00:55:59It's true
00:56:01You've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:05You've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:35I didn't think you were coming
00:56:37I didn't tell anyone, I'm sorry
00:56:39Thought I'd be in and out before you got here
00:56:40Thought I'd be in and out before you got here
00:56:44I didn't think you were coming
00:56:47I didn't tell anyone, I'm sorry
00:56:49Thought I'd be in and out before you got here
00:56:51Thought I'd be in and out before you got here
00:57:10I can't believe it's been five years
00:57:22This morning I realized I can't remember her life
00:57:28I can't remember her hands
00:57:32They're like yours
00:57:40Jerry, look, I know I can't make you forgive me
00:57:41Nope
00:57:43But I'm gonna try and I'm gonna keep trying
00:57:46To break through
00:57:48Cause I miss you
00:57:51And I'm sorry
00:57:53I'm so, so sorry
00:57:57You really wanna do this here?
00:58:01Fine, let's do it
00:58:03Let's talk about how you hung around all summer
00:58:05Like a snake in the grass
00:58:06Pretending to help me with my wedding
00:58:07When really you were just trying to break it up
00:58:09And take belly for yourself
00:58:10Jerry, that's not how it was
00:58:11You're so full of shit
00:58:12Jerry, I swear to you
00:58:13That's not what was happening
00:58:14I loved her
00:58:16And you ruined it
00:58:17You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long
00:58:19What you build
00:58:21What you lose when it disappears
00:58:23She was my fucking world
00:58:25If you loved her so much
00:58:26How could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:58:29We were broken up
00:58:31You wanna know why?
00:58:33Because I know about the two of you on Christmas
00:58:35Admit it, Con
00:58:39You wanted Billy back
00:58:40So you found a way to take her
00:58:42You can't take someone, Jer
00:58:44She's not a fucking object
00:58:46And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up
00:58:48Was because you were afraid of losing her
00:58:50As if a ring could...
00:58:54Make someone yours
00:58:56Fuck you
00:58:57Jer, I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her
00:58:59And that that hurt you
00:59:00I hate that
00:59:01But you've been that person too
00:59:06When you had the chance to be with her
00:59:08A month after she and I broke up
00:59:10You took it
00:59:13You think that didn't fuck me up?
00:59:14You think that was easy for me?
00:59:17And I get it because
00:59:19You loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else
00:59:21I did too
00:59:31I never wanted to talk about Christmas because I knew the second I did it was over
00:59:40Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:59:45No
00:59:47Dear I tried to stop loving her
00:59:49I tried to keep my promise
00:59:50What promise?
00:59:51What promise?
00:59:53Before mom...
00:59:55Died I promised her that I would...
00:59:59Try and take care of you
01:00:00That I would...
01:00:02Protect you from getting hurt
01:00:04I know
01:00:08Shit job
01:00:10Yeah
01:00:13Yeah
01:00:15I...
01:00:16I...
01:00:17I made her a promise too
01:00:19That I wouldn't let anything get between us
01:00:21So we both screwed up
01:00:27She would be so mad
01:00:33You know when we broke off the wedding my first thought was I...
01:00:36I need to find mom
01:00:41My second thought was I wish I could talk to Connie
01:00:44If that was your fault
01:00:46I needed my brother
01:00:48And I still do
01:00:53I'm here now
01:01:00Did Billy text you too?
01:01:02I won't hit you if she did
01:01:03No
01:01:07We haven't talked since last summer
01:01:12I've been writing her letters
01:01:19She hasn't written me back
01:01:20Maybe I should take that as a hint
01:01:22But...
01:01:26I never could compete with what you two had
01:01:30That connection is like a force field
01:01:34Do what you have to do
01:01:37Don't expect me to be okay with it
01:01:40But don't fucking waste it either
01:01:48Later man
01:01:49Later
01:01:53Dear Billy
01:01:55I saw Jeremiah yesterday
01:01:57We both went to visit mom's grave
01:02:03Things went better than the last time we were together
01:02:06No punches were thrown
01:02:08He told me you've been in touch
01:02:10I might as well be completely honest here
01:02:14Because who even knows if you're reading my letters
01:02:18You might have thrown them all out without opening them
01:02:21Which is your right
01:02:22Which is your right
01:02:24But I'll go ahead and say it
01:02:26Even though I have no right
01:02:28It killed me a little that Jer's talked to you
01:02:32Still, I don't think he hates me anymore
01:02:36Which is a good thing
01:02:41Um, excuse me, please take your shoes off
01:02:43In my new abode
01:02:45Keep an Asian household
01:02:47But we wore shoes in your old place
01:02:49Yeah, but that's because I didn't want my feet touching that floor
01:02:53And also, I mean
01:02:55This place is all mine, you know?
01:02:58Just mine
01:02:59Should we make up the bed?
01:03:01You know, my mother always says that's the first thing you should do when you move into a new place
01:03:04Sure
01:03:05But I'm sleeping in it alone tonight
01:03:08I've never gotten to do that before
01:03:10Whatever you say
01:03:14So, now that you're not going home next month
01:03:18Will you come with me to Mexico for my grandma's birthday party?
01:03:22I promise I'm not gonna propose to you in front of my entire family
01:03:26I just wanna show you where I grew up
01:03:28My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world
01:03:31The entire world?
01:03:32You have no idea
01:03:33They're delicious
01:03:35We never painted by the numbers, baby
01:03:38But we were making it count
01:03:41Okay
01:03:43You know the greatest loves of all time are over now
01:03:46Yeah
01:03:49I guess you never know, never know
01:03:52It's another day waking up alone
01:03:55But we were something, don't you think so?
01:03:59Roaring twenties tossing pennies in the pool
01:04:02Also
01:04:04In case I haven't made it clear
01:04:06I think about you a lot
01:04:08You're pretty much all I think about
01:04:10Just so we're clear
01:04:12Love, Conrad
01:04:14Dear Conrad
01:04:15I never thanked you for sending me junior mint
01:04:18So, thank you
01:04:20And thank you for all your letters
01:04:22It's sweet of you to think of me
01:04:25I finally found a permanent apartment
01:04:27This is my new address
01:04:29Hope you're well
01:04:30Hope you're well
01:04:32Would everything be different today?
01:04:34Would everything be different today?
01:04:36Ooh
01:04:38You should really lock your doors
01:04:40Oh my god, it's hot
01:04:41I don't remember it being this hot last June
01:04:43It's pretty nice in Brussels right now, I've heard
01:04:45I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference
01:04:47I'm so much better than you
01:04:49Better luck next time, kid
01:04:51What's up? You want some water?
01:04:53Sure, yeah
01:04:55So, Brussels, huh?
01:04:57Quite Belgian town, only a one and a half hour train ride from Paris
01:05:01Subtle
01:05:03Let me see that postcard she sent you
01:05:05Agnes?
01:05:07Oh, come on, just let me see it
01:05:09I'm gonna buy some Brussels right now, I've heard
01:05:11I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference
01:05:13I'm so much better than you
01:05:15Better luck next time, kid
01:05:17What's up? You want some water?
01:05:19Sure, yeah
01:05:21So, Brussels, huh?
01:05:22Agnes?
01:05:23Oh, come on, just let me see it
01:05:24I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
01:05:27For the record, I never asked for your help
01:05:37Oh my god, you keep it in your wallet?
01:05:39Shut up
01:05:48Well?
01:05:50That's it? That's all she wrote?
01:05:53Yeah
01:05:55Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go
01:05:59Really? So you don't think...
01:06:01You suck! You...
01:06:03Okay, really though?
01:06:05If you don't go, you might regret it forever
01:06:08If you do go, you might regret it forever, too, but...
01:06:11Is this supposed to be helping?
01:06:14No
01:06:18Doctor, help thyself
01:06:32Okay, Mr. Fisher
01:06:33Mr. Fisher
01:06:34We're able to switch your flight to the 10.45pm to Paris
01:06:38There is a $473 fare difference
01:06:42Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:06:43Yeah
01:06:46Thank you
01:06:49You're awesome
01:06:50Thank you, I appreciate it
01:06:51Yeah, have a safe flight
01:06:52Thank you
01:06:54You're welcome
01:06:55What did you expect this weekend for your anniversary?
01:06:58Some friends have expected a little nest for me
01:07:00Oh, that looks nice and cozy
01:07:02Yeah
01:07:10Thank you
01:07:12Are you sure you want to do that?
01:07:14Yes
01:07:15I'm ready for something new this summer
01:07:19Okay
01:07:45The night
01:07:46They told me that the end is near
01:07:48They told me that the end is near
01:07:52We gotta get away from here
01:07:58Just stop your crying at the time of your life
01:08:04Breaking through the atmosphere
01:08:08Things are pretty good from here
01:08:11Remember everything will be alright
01:08:17We could meet again somewhere
01:08:23Somewhere far away from here
01:08:27We never know we've been here before
01:08:32Why are we always stuck around in front
01:08:36The bullets
01:08:37The bullets
01:08:41The bullets
01:08:45We never know we've been here before
01:08:49Why are we always stuck around in front
01:08:53The bullets
01:08:57The bullets
01:09:02Just stop your crying
01:09:03It's the sun of the times
01:09:05We gotta get away from here
01:09:11We gotta get away from here
01:09:14We gotta get away from here
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