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And While We Were Here (2012) - Full HD Movie
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00:00:00It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
00:00:05It's okay. Let me help you.
00:00:30It's okay.
00:00:32It's okay.
00:00:34It's okay.
00:00:36It's okay.
00:00:42This is Napoli.
00:00:44It's a good fun.
00:00:46There are places to divert you.
00:00:48And there are places that are bad.
00:01:00I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:06And then you drive right by it.
00:01:08There it is.
00:01:12Very funny.
00:01:14I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:24It must be.
00:01:30It's okay.
00:01:32It's okay.
00:01:34It's okay.
00:01:36It's okay.
00:01:42Shit.
00:01:44What?
00:01:46I can't find my wallet.
00:01:52Are you in the suitcase?
00:01:54No.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:58No.
00:01:59She's lost her purse.
00:02:00Her purse.
00:02:02No, no.
00:02:03No.
00:02:04There's nothing.
00:02:05No.
00:02:06She's lost her purse.
00:02:10No.
00:02:11No.
00:02:11No.
00:02:12Just give her a minute.
00:02:13Just give her a minute.
00:02:16I'm just waiting for her.
00:02:17Can you just give it a minute?
00:02:21One, one moment, one moment.
00:02:24I don't know anything.
00:02:25I don't care.
00:02:26I don't care.
00:02:27I don't care.
00:02:28I don't care.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Danny.
00:02:44I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:12You can see.
00:03:13You can see.
00:03:14This is it?
00:03:15Thanks, man.
00:03:16Here we go.
00:03:17Cheers.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:20Thanks, lads.
00:03:21What's up?
00:03:23Here we go.
00:03:24Cheers.
00:03:25Cheers.
00:03:26Cheers.
00:03:27Cheers.
00:03:28Cheers.
00:03:29Cheers.
00:03:30Cheers, france.
00:03:31Cheers.
00:03:32Cheers.
00:03:35Cheers.
00:03:36Cheers.
00:03:37Cheers.
00:03:39Cheers.
00:03:40Cheers.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533...
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00:04:029157.
00:04:0457.
00:04:07Yeah.
00:04:09Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:24You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:42You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:50Well, I...
00:04:52Do you finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:14I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:25I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be, has been, for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04Who?
00:06:06David Foster Wallace.
00:06:08I don't know.
00:06:10You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:12You have to read it.
00:06:13I'm done, though.
00:06:14I'm...
00:06:15I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it.
00:06:21I'm done, though.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:35He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, Jane.
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jane, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit morbid.
00:06:56Love you.
00:06:57Love you, too.
00:06:58Love you.
00:06:59Love you, too.
00:07:00Love you.
00:07:01Love you.
00:07:02Love you, too.
00:07:03Love you.
00:07:04Love you, too.
00:07:05Love you, too.
00:07:06Love you, too.
00:07:07Love you, too.
00:07:08Love you, too.
00:07:12Love you, too.
00:07:13Love you, too.
00:07:14Love you, too.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:19Love you, too.
00:07:20Love you, too.
00:07:21You feel alright?
00:07:27You feel okay?
00:07:28Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:58Mm-hmm.
00:08:28Mm-hmm.
00:08:58Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:19I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:39Mm-hmm.
00:09:42It's like I'm worried about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:09testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:05mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19good night
00:11:26Come on, come on, come on.
00:11:56We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:03We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi Leonard. It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia.
00:12:24Or, um, Ischia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:27See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:29Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:38There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:58I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:07All right then.
00:13:08Excuse me.
00:13:09Excuse me.
00:13:11Excuse me.
00:13:12Um, the castle?
00:13:14Castle?
00:13:15Parlato anglese?
00:13:17No, no, no.
00:13:18No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:24Andare?
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:27Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:42When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:49I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52You speak English now?
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:54Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:55Yeah.
00:13:56Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:02London?
00:14:03No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:15I'm on vacation.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:19Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:35What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57No.
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:06No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it.
00:15:18I've got this weird, autistic mind for jokes and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like ten and I played the triangle.
00:15:24Right.
00:15:25And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married. You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:57One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:21What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:18You're a tourist.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:37No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Perfect.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I'll just say it on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:18:47I don't know if he's like a lady.
00:18:54Oh yeah.
00:19:00I called my hair.
00:19:07I never left, but I must cry.
00:19:10Along with my throwing out the minim tries to pierce I hope they no longer fill.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:44Hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:13all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:45Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega di nuovo il cuor quando discioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:09You hungry?
00:21:11Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09Well, don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:14A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48Listen, I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like it really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing we should always do before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:07Un compleanno.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Bravo.
00:26:27Bravo.
00:26:27Bravo.
00:26:34Bravo.
00:26:35Bravo.
00:26:36Bravo.
00:26:36Bravo.
00:26:37Bravo.
00:26:37Bravo.
00:26:38Bravo.
00:26:38Hello.
00:26:39Bravo.
00:26:39What do you mean I'm right now?
00:26:39What?
00:26:40Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait, go.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my God.
00:26:41Oh my gosh!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh my gosh!
00:26:45Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47.
00:26:48Stronzo.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55Hey.
00:26:55Hey.
00:26:56Hey.
00:26:57It's a caraboneration.
00:26:57Is it a police?
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:00Hey.
00:27:01Hey.
00:27:02Hey.
00:27:03We can't go back if we go back if we go back if we go back.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:09I can't pay back.
00:27:11I'm getting awake.
00:27:13Oh, God.
00:27:15Oh, God.
00:27:17Oh, God.
00:27:19Hey, hey.
00:27:23Hey, hey.
00:27:25Hey.
00:27:27It makes me feel better if I said I said the one day up.
00:27:31Yes, that's true.
00:27:33Is it true?
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Come on.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:55Let's go.
00:27:57Let's go.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:09Yeah.
00:28:11It went up my nose.
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe is not a no.
00:28:27And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:33No.
00:28:35Fair enough.
00:28:39I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:41Hey.
00:28:43Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:28:47Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:05Why?
00:29:19So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Oh.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:31Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:59Nice.
00:31:29Nice.
00:31:30Nice.
00:31:31Nice.
00:31:32Nice.
00:31:33Nice.
00:31:34Nice.
00:31:35Nice.
00:31:36Same.
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:38Janey.
00:31:39Got some pastries.
00:31:40You're still asleep?
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:45Got some pastries.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:32:12Yes, it must be half an hour.
00:32:19My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:23and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London.
00:32:30We saw Glenmiller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:02You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something.
00:33:15For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:43The conductor is actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:57Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no.
00:34:04We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:08Sit.
00:34:08Please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Ugh.
00:34:13You're not a chance of a man.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:22That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, put the play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Okay.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:05Okay.
00:35:06Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat, covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Go on.
00:35:59You're selling my aunt.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:30You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:39Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:48Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:50I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50So, what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28Oh, all right then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:51You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, lady.
00:38:24We should tell them a pub.
00:38:25It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:33Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:44See you after work.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I came looking for you.
00:39:47Yeah.
00:39:47I came looking for you.
00:39:47I can't believe I found you.
00:39:47I don't know.
00:40:17What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:47I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a mustache.
00:42:52My mother hated mustaches.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:59I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for a husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we were just staying here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for a time.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:59Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:40That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:15Come on.
00:46:15Come on.
00:46:16Go on.
00:46:21Come on.
00:46:22Come on.
00:46:22Come on.
00:46:26Satsang with Mooji
00:48:56Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah?
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:47I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:56I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:58I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:00I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:14I think I need to be less serious.
00:52:26Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24Want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:55:26Again and again and again
00:55:30Again and again and again
00:55:35Once I was single, my pocket is rich and girl
00:55:40I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket is rich and girl
00:55:57I wish I was single again
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15I was walking
00:56:18All night
00:56:20I'm thinking
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard
00:56:28I have to go to work
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late
00:56:36I never do
00:56:40Jane, whatever you have to say to me
00:56:42I want to hear it
00:56:43I've committed myself
00:56:45People are depending on me
00:56:48I have to go to work
00:56:49Okay
00:56:55I don't know
00:56:56I don't know
00:56:57I don't know
00:56:58That's right
00:56:59I don't know
00:57:00How are you doing
00:57:01I don't know
00:57:02I don't know
00:57:02I don't know
00:57:03If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing, that's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:58You go out like that again, just tell me. No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:14Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? In the long run?
00:58:21Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:28I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:35I tell you, next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:42I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:49I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:03I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:00In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:07Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:15The horses.
01:00:21Yeah.
01:00:26The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:51Every night when he finished working.
01:00:54They were lovely days, really.
01:01:00They're gone.
01:01:01For me.
01:01:02Jane.
01:01:03But not for you.
01:01:04Jane.
01:01:05You know it's different for you.
01:01:06In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:07You haven't got the war.
01:01:08People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:09But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:13You've got to make your own life.
01:01:14One that you love.
01:01:15And you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:16Time is shiftable.
01:01:17Time is shiftable.
01:01:18It's not for you.
01:01:19It's not for you.
01:01:20Jane.
01:01:21You know it's different for you.
01:01:22In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:23You haven't got the war.
01:01:24People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:26But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:38Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06What is it?
01:02:07Oh!
01:02:08Oh!
01:02:09You all right?
01:02:10Oh!
01:02:11You okay?
01:02:12Yeah.
01:02:13It's on my toe.
01:02:14Oh!
01:02:15It's bleeding.
01:02:16Oh!
01:02:17It's fine.
01:02:18It's fine.
01:02:19It's fine.
01:02:20It's fine.
01:02:21It's fine.
01:02:22It's fine.
01:02:23You finished it?
01:02:24Yes.
01:02:25Oh!
01:02:26Fuck.
01:02:27I met these backpackers last night.
01:02:28Frank and Elsa.
01:02:29She's French.
01:02:30He's German.
01:02:31They're going to Tibet.
01:02:32And I'm going with them.
01:02:34Oh!
01:02:35Oh!
01:02:36It's fine.
01:02:37It's fine.
01:02:38It's fine.
01:02:39It's fine.
01:02:40It's fine.
01:02:41It's fine.
01:02:42It's fine.
01:02:43It's fine.
01:02:44It's fine.
01:02:45It's fine.
01:02:46Are you finishing that?
01:02:47Yes.
01:02:48It was last night.
01:02:49Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:18Here we go.
01:03:33Here we go!
01:03:38Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:08I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:28It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:46You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:53Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:01Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:16Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:23Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane...
01:06:43Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again.
01:06:54Please, Jane.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:56And again.
01:06:57And again.
01:06:58Please.
01:06:59How does that make you feel?
01:07:05It's not your fault.
01:07:06How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:12We can adopt.
01:07:13That's not what you want.
01:07:14Is it?
01:07:15Is that what you want?
01:07:16Hmm?
01:07:17Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:19That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:33What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:34I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:48You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:58Not really.
01:07:59What do you want me to know?
01:08:00You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:01I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:18I'm seeing him.
01:08:19I'm seeing him.
01:08:22Caleb.
01:08:23That kid?
01:08:24Yes.
01:08:25That kid?
01:08:26That child, that kid you've known for two days?
01:08:29It's been longer than that.
01:08:30Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:32Time is shiftable.
01:08:33I don't get it.
01:08:34Leonard.
01:08:35I don't get it.
01:08:36I don't get it.
01:08:37He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:38Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:39No.
01:08:40No.
01:08:41No.
01:08:42No.
01:08:43I don't get it.
01:08:44I don't get it.
01:08:45He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:46Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:08:59So what? I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:18I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:26I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:30No.
01:09:31Losing my temper, I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no. If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No. That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:47You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance,
01:09:57meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:19No questions asked.
01:10:20No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I won't
01:10:28I won't doig.
01:10:29This is good.
01:10:31That's great, put it in her life.
01:10:33I don't want you to think of this, and you'll have to be able to lose yourć椣t.
01:10:36ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:06ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:36ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:38Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:31Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:01I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:31. . . . . .
01:13:38. . . . .
01:13:40. . . .
01:13:45. . . . .
01:13:55. . . . .
01:14:05Good luck.
01:14:07Bye.
01:14:09Good luck.
01:14:11Bye.
01:14:13Bye.
01:14:35Bye.
01:14:53Jay!
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:05It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:19I'm riding you now just to see you.
01:15:25It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see your bed.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I live.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01But in the night, my parents are turning.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:15I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45All the last.
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